#tagging for 20 year old spoilers whoops

[pres-of-gilear-faeth-fan-club]

oh my fucking god. oh my fucking goooodddddd. godddd. FUCK.

[xyliane]

life and death and love and

summary: yusuke and botan have a conversation about immortality. because neither of them are good at decorum, they have it over kuwabara’s grave. kuwabara wouldn’t care. probably.

notes: hello yu yu hakusho, my first fandom, my forever love, home to my favorite shonen protagonist and favorite mentor in anything. @wuzzyletoastermac is a terrible influence. gen, looooong post-series, discussions of death. yusuke and botan brotp, 1800 words

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Yusuke stops aging at some point. Or stops aging visibly at least—he never looks as dignified and ageless as Kurama, or as young and pissy as Hiei, instead wavering between too young to drink and too old to not know better. But eventually, Kuwabara looks at him, dressed in old jeans that shouldn’t be as flexible as they are, then back to himself with salt streaks in his red hair, and says, “Shit, Urameshi, you stay young and you still don’t look as good as me.”

Then there’s a time when someone mistakes him for Keiko’s grandson and she still hasn’t stopped giving him shit for it. Decades dead, and Botan is still popping by with messages: Yusuke do you still have a thing for older women? Is that your big secret?

It is her fault, too, ripping into his ear for not showing up for her birthday party just because Demon World had been a little preoccupied with an influx of stupid in the form of militant invaders from another dimension, like a video game gone terribly bad. She’s eighty-one. She’s had eighty-one birthdays, she’d have eighty-one more if Yusuke has anything to say about it.

Needless to say, she doesn’t. If there’s one thing Yusuke’s learned in his impossible life, it’s that people die, and most of the time, they stay dead. Him and Kurama, he’s still not sure if they’re the lucky ones, or the ones that got scammed.

(Yusuke makes sure Botan gives Keiko a deathday card every year, now. He’s sure it makes her laugh, and if she ever wants to be reborn, Yusuke is sure he’ll keep sending them. Birthdays, deathdays—they’ll become unwieldy after a while, but he’s got a long time to worry about that.)

(For now, she stays dead and nags him from beyond the grave, beyond worlds. Yusuke can’t believe he loves her.)

Demons have an odd view of their own mortality, or lack of it. Yusuke first realizes this with Raizen, who for all his centuries is still fixated on years that soar by like fireworks, bright and brilliant and gone in a flash. Moments that shape his life, ignorant of the decades and centuries that lie between. Yusuke, still a baby in comparison if not in strength, can’t help but feel the years slipping through his fingers, each one staying in his memory even as some things begin to blur. It’s scary in a way he’s not used to, something he can’t fight against and isn’t sure he wants to.

“What’s it like to, you know. Live forever?” he asks Botan, offering her a smoke over Kuwabara’s grave. It’s been a few years now, and the dipshit is still insisting on haunting Yusuke’s thoughts. Absolutely unfair, really—it’s not like they don’t see each other, not with Koenma blatantly ignoring Yusuke’s irregular stints of breaking and entering Spirit World unless the brat needs something.

One day, Yusuke will admit he does it because he misses them, Kuwabara and Keiko and even the old hag. For now, he still looks young enough that a little B&E is excusable as a weird sort of early-demonhood rebellion.  

Botan crinkles her nose at the stench of burning nicotine. She’s perched on Kuwabara’s gravestone like it’s a posh throne, absolutely no care to deference of the graveyard or the cat toys half-buried in front of the grave. Maybe Yusuke’s finally rubbed off on her, but more likely she’s more comfortable in a graveyard than anywhere else in the human world. Someone smarter would have something to say about the boundaries between life and death, but Yusuke’s not that sort of person. “I’d think Kurama would be a better advisor on this subject,” she says delicately.

“Kurama’s in the same boat as me. We don’t die, but we already did, and who knows, maybe I’ll go three for three one of these days. I’ve pissed off enough people.” Yusuke takes another pull, smoke wafting in front of his nose. “Besides, I tried asking him already. He just gave me that annoyingly smug smile he gets when he doesn’t know the answer and told me to give it time.”

Botan giggles. “That does sound like Kurama.”

“Look, I asked other people too,” Yusuke huffs, counting on his fingers everyone he’s tried. “Enki and Kokou were too busy planning the next tournament, and I don’t think they really understood the question anyways, since we can die if we get punched hard enough. Hokushin and the monks went all zen guru on me again. Yukina practically gave me a dissertation on the power of life and made me babysit her twins again—one of them has Kuwabara’s hair and Hiei’s personality, and it makes my head hurt. The angry gremlin himself just did his grr I am angry piss off thing he does when he's not sure what to say. And I tried asking Jin and Chu, but they don’t seem to understand the idea of mortality at all. Fucking fight-happy dumbasses.”

It’s a sign of their decades of friendship that Botan restrains herself from more comment than, “They are the fight-happy dumbasses.”

Yusuke flips her off with his free hand. “So I’m asking you. If anyone knows what living forever’s like, it’s a shinigami, right?”

She laughs, bell-like. “I suppose I can see your point.”

And then it’s quiet again, birds chirping and leaves rustling. For all that Yusuke’s stopped aging, Botan never has. She’s always looked as old as she needed to, not so much like Koenma’s drastic physical change but just…fitting in. Never too old to be a kid’s friend, never too young to be an elder’s confidant. It might be magic, but Yusuke’s pretty sure it’s just Botan.

Yusuke finishes his cigarette and stabs it out on the dirt in front of Kuwabara’s epitaph. “So?” he demands.

“Hush you, I’m thinking.” She props her chin up on her hand, elbow on her knee and foot on the tombstone, like some perky gargoyle.

“If this is you thinking, maybe I don’t want to live forever. It’s like watching a loading screen.”

“Some of us actually use our brains on occasion,” she says. A strand of blue hair falls out of her ponytail, wafting on the breeze. She twists it around her finger.

“I’m more of a concept than a person, you know?” she says. “Death. Shinigami. Yamaduta. Grim reapers. We exist as we do because people think us that way, part of the wheel of life and death. We keep the cycle moving. Don’t want it getting clogged up, after all.”

Yusuke snorts. “So I…thought of death as a hyperactive blue haired girl? Puu aside, that does not sound like me. Definitely not fourteen-year-old me. I was a shithead.”

She laughs. “No, no. Nothing so personal as that. Many people prefer the concept of death as a terror, anyways, something to be feared and hidden. But we…I will live forever because death will always exist, and people remember that it exists. And if people believe death to be manifest, well. Someone has to do the job.”

“It definitely won’t be Koenma.” The thought of toddler-sized Koenma attempting to corral lost souls into the Spirit World is almost enough to cackle at.

“And I certainly don’t want his job. Or Jorge’s, for that matter. All of that paperwork.” She makes a face, nose scrunched and tongue out. “But I will live forever, because there are people to believe in me, and because there is a system that needs me. I’m an extension of more than just my thoughts.”

She hops off the tombstone, narrowly avoiding a kitten plushie an angry red-headed boy had placed there not too long ago. (Yusuke is, of course, sworn to absolute secrecy over this, but he doesn’t mind. He held Hiei’s secret long enough, holding onto Kuwabara’s spawn’s is actual child’s play. And if the kid’s anything like Hiei or Kuwabara, the blackmail potential will be endless.)

“So what does that make me?” Yusuke asks, neck cracking as he looks up at Botan. “I’m not ferrying anyone across any rivers anytime soon, not even if Koenma tries to hire me again. That’s a shit gig.”

Like he’s fourteen and stupid, rather than decades and aware of his stupid, Botan bops him on the nose. “It makes you who you are, Yusuke. And remember, you’re as immortal as I am, in your own way. As Keiko is, or Kuwabara, or Kurama or Hiei or the rest of your ‘fight-happy dumbasses.’ As anyone you love, and loves you.”

He considers this for a moment, turning the thought over. “You know Botan,” Yusuke says slowly. “You’re pretty smart. But you’re also full of shit.”

She laughs again and ruffles his slicked-back hair. He throws his arms over his head, attempting and failing to protect himself. Being a questionably immortal demon with nearly infinite power means keeping up appearances, especially since most of the demons he knows have never heard of the concept of hair gel and can get away with it on a mixture of spite, sarcasm, and whatever’s in the air in Demon World. “Botan!” he protests, feeling as bratty as he sounds.

Satisfied with her work, Botan leans back and summons her oar, hopping onto it in midair. “I love you too, Yusuke. And if I live forever, so will you, even after you do something stupid to get yourself killed again and Koenma makes me drag you kicking and screaming across the river.”

He leans back, propping himself up on his hands and crossing his legs. “Take your time, I guess,” he says.

She hovers there for a moment, obviously waiting for something. “Do you want a ride back?” she asks. She doesn’t specify where back is supposed to be: back to Demon World, back to his old home, back somewhere he never quite fit in but damn if he didn’t try.

Yusuke pulls himself to his feet, dusting off his jeans and pulling a comb out of his jacket. “Nah. I’ve got a family visit this afternoon. Gonna check in on the twerps, see how they’re doing.” He tosses the rest of his cigarettes onto Kuwabara’s grave, where they scatter over the plushie and the cat toys. He’s almost tempted to light them on fire, just to be ornery. He’s a moderately-sized scary demon from hell—youthful appearances and doting grandkids aside. “Tell Keiko I say…Well, you know. I love her, I miss her, all that. Kuwabara too.”

“Of course.” And she’s gone, off into the sky in a dash of blue hair and grins, her kimono manifesting halfway into the scattered clouds. It’s a nice day, sunny and bright despite the early spring chill. Kuwabara would’ve loved it, the old romantic.

Not Keiko, though. She preferred summer storms.

Yusuke sighs and jams his hands into his pockets, nose tilted to the sky. Maybe he is getting old, if he’s thinking about stuff like this. Well, there are worse things.

[onthevirgeofdestruction]

35 Q’s for Fanfic Writers

From this post

I’m having a shitty, rude alter-y, crap night so I’m just going to answer all of these to distract myself and focus and to not bother anybody just making my own post and putting it under the cut btw, notice to anyone not aware: since I’m moving I won’t likely be updating anything until I’m done doing so.

1. From one to five stars, how would you rate your writing?  (No downplaying yourself!) 3/5? Could use more editing and description and can be weirdly paced.

2. Why do you write fanfiction? Because it’s better than focusing on pain 24/7. 

3. What do you think makes your writing stand out from other works? I don’t seem to have a specific narrative voice that people recognize but I’m pretty proud of mostly organic dialogue. 

4. Are there any writers that inspire you? as a rule i never look up to anybody for inspiration but there’s some stuff in my ao3 bookmarks I fawn over.

5. What’s the fic you’re most proud of? Right now, none of them. It changes normally, anyway. If get too proud then I’d get my ass kicked by RSD if someone didn’t like it so it’s safer this way

6. What element of writing do you find comes easily? Dialogue. 

7. What element of writing do you struggle with most? Organic description, poetic language kind of stuff. I can paint a scene but I’m not so great with bring out out a feeling with description alone.

8. Which character(s) do you find easiest to write? Janus and Virgil are probably tied. They both have things I struggle with but I don’t have to go back and do much adjusting of language and tone with them. Though admittedly my Virgil is signifigantly more foul-mouthed than canon and I tend to prefer pre-AA feral asshole Virgil.

9. Which character(s) do you find most difficult to write? Patton. I write him the least, so people can probably tell. I love Patton, I really do, but it’s so hard to keep away from fanon Patton. 

10. What’s your favorite genre to write for? Angst w/ H/C obviously. Or if you’re talking about regular book genres, Fantasy. I fucking love fantasy world building.

11. Who or what do you find yourself writing about most? Trauma. I blame Daeram. As if Ayri isn’t a giant Angst Demon.

12. Tell us about a WIP you’re excited about. Slopes. I’m really into it. I’ve got three one shots running right now. Patrons can read the first part of the unnamed cat remus one, there’s also a coffeeshop au tropey nonsense one like eglantine & lycoris, but Slopes is addiction angst. Mmmmm. Virgil is addicted to coke and alcohol and will listening to his friends even be in time? Who knows, especially not me, but there’s already over 30k. 

13. First fandom you ever wrote for? InuYasha. Or was it Harry Potter? Or shit, The Blue Sword? Fuck, I’ve been writing for a long time, I really have no idea.

14. What’s your favorite fandom to write for? Sanders Sides. The characters are the perfect dynamic for writing since they exist in balance of each other and the popular, easy to project on archetypes featured are incredibly fun to do basically any scenario with.

15. What’s the weirdest fandom you’ve ever written for? Weird storywise? Kingdom Hearts? I can’t even follow the plot anymore. Weird Fandomwise? Sanders Sides. Its simultainiously the fluffiest and angstiest nonsense at the same time.

16. Any guilty pleasure trope(s)? Vampires. Gay ones. Gay Vampires. I also love calm tol and angy smol.

17. A trope you’ll never, ever write for. Any tropes that normalize incredibly toxic behaviour or tropes that are inherantly ableist, but I can’t think of any.

18. Wildest fic you’ve ever written? Incorrigible continues to be complete nonsense.

19. Do you prefer canon-compliant, AUs, or something in-between? AUs. I mean closest I even have is canon-divergence other than a single short.

20. Gen fic or shippy stuff? I like it when there is gay nonsense along with a plot that is treated as more important than the relationship the most. But I like both. There’s more shippy stuff in tss so i read more shipping action by default.

21. Favorite pairing to write for? (platonic or romantic!) Anxceit/Sleepxiety, but in general, give me darksides or give me death/j

22. Do you listen to anything while you write? Almost everything I write has a special playlist I listen to to help me write it, but otherwise I listen to my Nyan playlist, an alter is picking the tunes, or a voidfam playlist. I never have music off. When my internet is down I just listen to the songs I own or Anxiety’s theme on loop.

23. Do you prefer prompts and challenges, or completely independent ideas? I’m fine with all of them. I love working with prompts but I tend to deviate. And I’ve never done a challenge since I can’t do deadlines and bad things happen bingo never sent me a card and I applied three times.

24. One-shots or multi-chaptered works? I am generally multi-chaptered stuff, but I’ve been working on a few one-shots lately that are much longer than most one shots.

25. Have you ever daydreamed about side adventures/spin-offs from your fic? Tell us about them! I was originally thinking of doing some little 13-year-old Dreaming!Roman (y’know, the one with a job) shorts but it turns out I just had an alter of that little bastard and that’s why I inexplicably know more about him then I ever even considered. I still might do them after Dreaming is done. But that’s paced so slowly who knows when that might happen. Otherwise I put stuff in my notes and just do shorts of it if I’m like “oh you know what’s cool???” but since I can’t daydream maybe this question doesn’t apply to me.

26. Is there anything you’ve wanted to write, but you’ve been too scared to try? I want to do more autism stuff, and I’ve had it demanded a few times, but I’m scared of being that explict about it for some reason. Possibly because I might be, possibly because I’m scared of doing it wrong even though I’ve accidentally coded multiple characters autistic. I’m scared of explictly tagging them as such, too. 

27. What’s the nicest comment you’ve ever received? That I can remember off the top of my head? I’m going with one from @a-genz-with-trauma-and-kins. It really helped me out and was just so kind and literally the best christmas gift I got in 2020. 

28. How well do you handle criticism when it comes to your writing? I can handle it alright but Daeram is a little fucking pissbaby about it. Constructive criticism helps people get better, so I appreciate it. I can’t handle critism that is incomplete, though. “i just don’t get it” or “I don’t know I don’t like it” kind of things. If I can’t understand the why to fix it then things get out of control. And then I spiral and RSD for like four days minimum. If it came from an anon or a troll, too, It might not bother me for as long. Things that are just like “this is shit and you should feel bad” just make me laugh. Couldn’t even bother to read it long enough to insult me proper? I don’t care.

29. Have you ever gone outside of your comfort zone for a fic? How did it turn out? I have a few times. Mostly in shorts and prompts, I think. I think they turned out okay. They’re not particularly inspired or anything.

30. Tooth-rotting fluff or merciless angst? Depends on my mood. Am I triggered? give me the fluff. Am I vibin? Angst. 

31. Do you have any OCs? Tell us about them! Fuck, fam, no, I can’t, I have so many. I have multiple original stories and some of them have very large casts and like holy fuck. Or do you mean in Sanders Sides fandom? Um, Morgan and Thorn in PD. The lesbian and her himbo dynamic. I love them. They’re dorks. Morgan is strong person with sharp tongue and soft romantic heart and Thorn is just so kind and so dumb and so exciteable he’s like a puppy. They were just filler characters and I got attached to them. Felton even gets redemption for being an ass later in PD, like oof i never intended to include so much OC content, especially for names I just picked randomly. 

32. Summarize a random fic of yours in 10 words or less. nope I’m doing all of them because these are fun plea for my new self: 2 gay vampires, 4 humans, 1 braincell dreaming while I wake: trauma child needs therapy and so do you break: big oof, oh dragons, oh why, go virgil go rebuild: virgil is so not okay there’s more virgil to deal painful death: gay teens drink themselves into a new religion stargazing: whoops we didn’t realize people actually cared whole castle: everyone will throw down for kid!patton, even you incorrigible: found family with a shot of psychological horror and crack dangerous instincts: wholesome crime syndacite action  slopes: addict gets mugged and thinks that’s just fine with him conflagration: logan avoids everything ever like a champ cat!remus: bored fae shifts gay pining from one person to another  caffeine cyptids: caffinated gay panic goes faster than regular gay panic eglantine & lycoris: more tropes than you can toss a shoe at storytime: overpowered virgil also overreacts literally always

33. Is there anything you wish your audience knew about your writing or writing process? an alter and I write together and I have absolutely no idea what’s going to happen, what I’m writing about, or even what year it is. I often don’t even remember what I wrote. There’s no outline. I have an idea and I pick things at random for it. There’s just notes and an evil gleam in a demon’s eye. The only reason I know more than readers is because I take a long time to edit and some of these stories have fucking alters up in my head who can tell me things. Daeram tells me nothing. The writing demon supposedly has all this knowledge but I have absolutely no clue because he does not talk to me, he just fronts and slams out 9k in a few hours or we cofront to write and I’m like “oh no she didn’t” while typing 

34. Copy and paste an excerpt you’re particularly fond of. i’m fond of the entire painful death series and I tried to find something I really liked without spoilers in stargazing and I couldn’t so here’s a random thing from incorrigble: “So, what do you do with your friends?” Patton continued on with a megawatt smile. “Grand larceny,” Virgil deadpanned and glared at Patton, who was taken aback. Remy and Andy just broke out laughing while Virgil tentatively sipped his still-too-hot-cocoa. 

35. Ramble about any fic-related thing you want!  slopes my dudes slopes i have learned so much about cocaine! like wow! I thought for a minute it was going to end with MCD around 30k but it swtiched from whump to hurt/comfort and I still don’t know if it’s going to be MCD but look at that funky little coke/alcohol addict go, it’s a medical wonder he’s alive! It’s not like there’s what seems to be a little talked about interaction between alcohol and cocaine that causes a toxic chemical to build up in the liver which can result in liver failure and sudden death at basically any moment! Which is part of why it may result in MCD but this time no ghosts! maybe it’ll be h/c with whump elements or maybe it’ll be whump with h/c elements we can’t know for sure

[jamesshonubi-blog]

A review on the movie “TAG”

Yo what’s up people, my name is James Shonubi, I am a student just like most of y’all and today I will be doing a review of the movie “TAG”. This is my first time reviewing a movie, so pity me if I make mistakes along the line. TAG is an American comedy movie about five friends from Spokane Washington in 1983, who come together in May of every year to play the game of “tag”. Tag is a playground game involving two or more players chasing other players in an attempt to touch them with their hands or “tag’ them. The movie was based on a true life story of about 10 friends who started playing tag in the 1980s and continued for over 20 years, but the director changed it up by adding more contents and cast .The movie is not a major blockbuster like The Avengers or Deadpool 2, but I found it very funny (I am a sucker for comedic movies). I will give a brief introduction of the beginning of the movie and later I will tell you guys the scenes that made me laugh. NOTE, this review contains a few spoilers for those who have not seen it.

The movie starts off with Hogan "Hoagie" Malloy (Ed Helms) explaining how playing the game with his friends had on his life while applying for a job as a janitor in Bob Callahan’s (Jon Hamm) company although it was a disguise to tag him. The two embark on a journey with Hoagie’s wife Anna Malloy (Isla Fisher) and a reporter from the Wall Street Journal Rebecca Crosby (Annabelle Wallis) to recruit two other friends Randy ‘Chili’ Cilliano (Jake Johnson), Kelvin Sable (Hannibal Buress) to take down their friend Jerry Pierce (Jeremy Renner) who was never tagged since they started the game over 30 years ago and was going getting married on May. The movie is for people of all ages who want to sit back and have a good laugh, although I will not recommend it for people below the ages of 16, as it contains profane languages, violent scenes, and sexual references.

In this scene, the gang tricked Jerry into coming to the venue of the rehearsal dinner the night before so that they could tag him. Once, he entered the place it was like he could sense them. He was able to predict all their moves and at the same time whoop their a*****. It was like he was a super warrior; he threw Callahan away with a table cloth making him slap Hoagie who wanted to tag him. Gentle Kevin went to block the door to stop Jerry from escaping, Jerry slid and pulled his pants down and later punched Hoagie on his a**. He escaped and later introduced his fiancé to the gang, who made them sign an agreement to not play the game at specific functions leading up to the wedding and also at the wedding. This forced agreement lead the gang (including the two women) to search for loopholes in the deal and come up with desperate ways to tag Jerry.

This is my best scene. The gang attended the rehearsal dinner, looking for the perfect opportunity to tag Jerry. Jerry being a step ahead of them, decided to break the gang by introducing a childhood friend; who had something with both Chilli and Bob. After the dinner, Jerry escaped into the forest with Hoagie, Kelvin and Chilli chasing him. He lured them into the forest where he had placed booby-traps in the forest. For those who know about survival instincts in the forest, when the person uses a trap nets, swinging logs and a proper camouflage; this was how Jerry set up the forest. The 3 of guys (Hoagie, Kelvin and Chilli) learnt a lesson on survival in the forest.

In this scene, the gang found out about a meeting Jerry was going, they decided to crash it and try to finally tag him. As usual, Jerry was too smart for them and was able to detect them in the crowd. He started with splashing coffee on Chilli, to slapping Hoagie with donuts and later used the fire extinguisher on Bob. Unknowing to him, they had blocked all the exits and also put traps outside the windows; he had to hid in a store room till his wife came to rescue him. His innocent, concerned looking wife was also in on the plans with Jerry and threatened the wedding; this made Hoagie desperate to find a way to tag him.

The movie ended with the gang receiving bad news about one of them and hence led to something remarkable happening. The news reminded the guys the reason for playing the game all these while and why it needs to continue. Hoagie reminded them of gang’s saying “You don’t stop playing because you grow old, you grow up because you stop playing”.

I personally enjoyed this movie, it reminded me of the meaning of true friendship. No matter how busy or far you are, you should always make out time once a while to check up on your friends and celebrate with each other. Even though, the gang used extreme means to show their love; you could sense how they meant to each other. So, I encourage all teens and those in their early 20s to find a way to watch this movie, and maybe you and your buddies can find another way to make sure you stay in each other’s lives. I hope I did not spoil it too much and I will love a feedback on my post, to improve on my future reviews. For those going to watch it, ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!.  

[zeiscomplex]

I dug up some of my ztd liveblogging I did on my private blog back when the game first came out, it’s great stuff

diana: look at these robots :) sigma why are you so quiet sigma: *internally screaming abt luna, his robot he made to look like diana*

me: I just want Q team to live and escape happily together,,,, eric and mira can take care of Q and everything will be okay spoilers: *whisper the sin in my precious spoiler free ears* me: n o

brain: hey remember that one scene in vlr. the one w/ sigmas arm getting crushed and the absolutely disgusting crunching noise me: 👀👀👀👀👀 *slams fists on table* ztd where’s sigmas arms getting chopped off like promised

me: sigma get ur arms cut off sigma: gets them blown off in an explosion instead me: fUCK #damn I didn't see this coming #at least I know he'll be fine? #bc he's survived this before lol

me: so phi1 died and phi2 raised phi3 and phi3 met her own parents the year before she was even born me: nice #me: when will I stop making posts in this format #me: idk lol

past me: the dream is dead, q team won’t have the domestic life :( me now: tHE DREAM IS ALIVE ERIC AND MIRA WILL RAISE THE SMALL SEAN #I'M SCREAMING #I LOVE THIS GAME

me: haha yeah let me just go through junpei’s tumblr tag it’ll be fun *starts crying over ztd and how happy i am that junpei and akane are finally happy* #oh my god i just #he was so moody and upset but he still cared about her so much #and randomly they'd start joking around with each other like the good old days of 999 #and he got her a ring im crying #'you always said you wanted a ring on your left hand' *puts it on her hand* #'oh junpei....... im so happy but that's my right hand u know' #'....... oh. whoops. it uh looked left from my pov' #im crying so much i love them #stop them please #it's been a week almost and im not ok i need more #also my paraphrasing is almost exactly what they said ok #hhhhhhhhh #im gonna fight them both #*meanwhile carlos is in the background being the 3rd wheel giving them a thumbs up* #(my ot3)

*still crying* ok im gonna finally pull up the scene *finds it on the flow chart first try* destiny,,, #i hate junpei wtf #why does he exist

i love how her crying gradually changes into laughter like damn jumpy u never change u dork #his awkwardness is my favorite part though #the whole right hand thing was golden #also 'you're right' vs 'your right' joke lol

[insert phone recording of the boy and the ring scene] I’d like to title this particular scene as “after 3 games and 20 different deaths and a shit ton of flirting we finally move past friendship straight into engaged” #ft carlos one of many that ship them #and their relationship counselor for the game

#i just love them #i don't know where all this love came from but #rn i'm super affected by their dumb relationship #and the ring #hhhhhhhh #ok i'm done #maybe (spoiler: he wasn't done)

#AND I'M CRYING AGAIN #i hate akane so much #why do she and junpei exist #i'm gonna fight them so much #SHE TOLD HIM HER LEFT HAND WAS ON RESERVE #SHE KEPT IT ON HER RIGHT HAND FOR 45 YEARS #gdi akane #i'm so happy they both got a happy ending this time

junpei: I’m done playing hero!!!! stop expecting me to be like I was last year!!!!! akane: *in danger* junpei: (ง'̀-'́)ง  don’t touch my girl

zero time dilemma fucked me up so much more than i expected tbh #it was so good

[jejublr]

92 Questions Tag

Thank you @soon-shine & @ikyulkyung for tagging me!! 

I’m tagging @asginger @honeyjihoons @mansaeboysbe @captain-toot-my-horn @wasabibi @kingofjeju @soonhosh @sunnysidewrites

Of course you don’t have to do this if you don’t want to! To those who weren’t tagged, please feel free to do this anyway!!

THE LAST:

1. Drink: water

2. Phone call: my grandma!


3. Text message: “please pick me up.” 


4. Song you listened to: juhncurryahn’s piano-violin beauty & the beast medley


5. Time you cried: THIS AFTERNOON. I was watching Reunited Worlds and I teared up at the part when Jung Won brought a picture of a smiling Hae Sung (whoops spoiler alert)

HAVE YOU:


6. Dated someone twice: i’ve only dated in Sims lmao

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: never been kissed

8. Been cheated on: somehow

9. Lost someone special: yes

10. Been depressed: yea dude those times were wILD

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nah, drink water, kids

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:


12-14: forest green, pastel pink and grey!!

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:


15. Made new friends: yes!

16. Fallen out of love: no

17. Laughed until you cried: yes and I almost died from laughing too hard. I wish I’m joking but I’m not.

18. Found out someone was talking about you: what’s new?

19. Met someone who changed you: yes it was future me telling me to get my s*** together 

20. Found out who your friends are: yaaaasssss

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Can You Eat a Facebook

GENERAL:


22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: What are Friends

23. Do you have any pets: yes, I have a cat but my mom’s allergic so now my beautiful, beautiful OJ is staying at my brother’s friend house (thanks a lot, mom).

24. Do you want to change your name: no, but I hope people would start calling me by my full name instead of my nickname

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I slept early and my siblings woke me up and we ate cake at midnight. I broke my phone the month before so my parents bought me a new one!!! aLSO now I am legitimately seventeen and I only got a few dollars.

26. What time did you wake up: I wake up at 4.45 everyday

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping

28. Name something you can’t wait for: finally being in control of my own life

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: a month ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I really love my life delisted everything and it’s pretty lit. I just wish I can have more control over my negative thoughts and think about all the good things instead.


31. What are you listening right now: the sound of my exams and assignments being put aside as I browse through the Lotus Casino of my life that is Tumblr

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no 


33. Something that is getting on your nerves: why am I always broke lmao

34. Most visited Website: Tumblr and YouTube

LAST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME

35. Mole/s: one on my upper left thigh, one on my right middle finger and a teeny tiny one at the bottom left of my lips


36. Mark/s: I’m full of scars from my active childhood lol but two of the most noticeable ones were identical scars on my arms. Funnily they’re received at different times; one when I fell off my bike in grade school and another during a basketball match.

37. Childhood dream: I’ve always dreamed of being an actress of some sort lol

38. Haircolor: dark brown and it turned a lighter shade under the sun

39. Long or short hair: short

40. Do you have a crush on someone: not at the moment

41. What do you like about yourself: I’m really sensitive and I can pick up when someone feels left out or uncomfortable. I am generally an honest person and I can be charming if I want to. I have big, pretty eyes.

42. Piercings: The usual ear piercing 

43. Bloodtype: AB+

44. Nickname: Acha? It used to be Tasya. I hope people call me Nat instead tho.


45. Relationship status: single
, don’t wanna mingle

46. Zodiac: Taurus

47. Pronouns: she/her


48. Favorite TV Show: I don’t watch TV

49. Tattoos: I can’t but I wish I could! I want a bumblebee or a constellation somewhere..

50. Right or left hand: I’m right handed

51. Surgery: nope and i hope i dont ever need one…


52. Hair dyed in different color: Idk, I want to but I really like my natural hair color. I’m scared they won’t be the same if I dye it.


53. Sport: right now I’m doing Jiu Jitsu but I did basketball, rugby, dance, badminton, karate and Judo

55. Vacation: I went to Hong Kong last New Year. It was beautiful.

56. Pair of trainers: my 2 year old turquoise nike running shoes

MORE GENERAL:


57. Eating: i just had a home-cooked meal of black pepper beef, corn fritters and veggies

58. Drinking: water

59. I’m about to: to write 


61. Waiting for: my next meal


62. Want: money 


63. Get married: lmao let’s not go there, buddy, it’s too far fetched for someone who haven’t even dated before

64. Career: my parents expect me to become a psychologist but I’ve always wanted to do something in art. anything.

WHICH IS BETTER
?

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs!


66. Lips or eyes: beautiful eye are my weakness

67. Shorter or taller: taller. I’m sorry, as a short person, being short isn’t something I wish someone has to go through.

68. Older or younger: I go either way but it’s 7 years up or 2 years down.


70. Nice arms or nice stomach: I AM WEAK FOR NICE, BIG ARMS.

71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive is great but I personally think I need someone loud?? a good mixture of both is nice.

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: I can’t date someone hesitant. I like someone with a drive so I’d rather choose a troublemaker.

HAVE YOU EVER:


74. Kissed a stranger: no


75. Drank hard liquor: no


76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yes but I always find them later


77. Turned someone down: yes


78. Sex on the first date: no


79. Broken someone’s heart: yes lol soz


80. Had your heart broken: yeah, but I wish I hadn’t

81. Been arrested: no


82. Cried when someone died: yes

83. Fallen for a friend: I can’t fall for you if you’re already my friend HAHAH

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:


84. Yourself: most of the time

85. Miracles: yes


86. Love at first sight: no but I believe in love at first impression

87. Santa Claus: no, but they're great

88. Kiss in the first date: no pls I will punch you if you do that


89. Angels: yes

OTHER:


90. Current best friends name: Aww Jing Ying and Eaindra. Long distance friendships are underrated smh. Love you guys!!

91. Eye color: dark-light brown

92. Favorite movie: my current fave is Kimi No Na Wa!

[diamondacequeen]

some SHINee Qs~

yes hello i was tagged by @cafehell one of my Fave Babes to do the thing and i’m honestly flattered as fuck because i am Unworthy to contemplate the Greatness that is SHINee in my current state but i shall do my best to persevere (also this is gonna be long as fuck cause when was the last time i talked about my SHINee journey? lmao)

01: How did you get into SHINee?

oh my god okay so i had so many chances! first was probs 2011 or so… there was a girl in a grade under me in uni who had a picture of SHINee on her door and i stood there and talked so much shit about how fucking fine they were and she came out and told me about them and i said i’d look into them and i never did (thanks, Past Me)… and then in late 2012 i was watching Boys Over Flowers but i hated stand by me so i didn’t look into SHINee’s other shit (even though i looked into the other groups featured on the OST) SO I MISSED DREAM GIRL!! i Officially fell into the hole at the end of 2013 (literally, like the last few days of December that year lol). my sister was watching Taemin’s WGM and i looked at him and forgot myself and asked who he was and how i could get more of him and then it was the ep that Minkey came to visit and i fell in love with them too and she told me they were also in the group and i was p much hooked because BABES?! all in one place like that? Sign Me the Fuck Up. so i listened to a couple songs and watched some videos and i lived a wonderful SHINee Ass Life for a good while.

td;lr- i took a good look at Lee Taemin and lost my shit lmfao

02: Your favorite member in SHINee is? Lee Taemin! (but also Choi Minho? he’s really special to me.)

03: Bias wrecker anyone?

in order over the years: Minho, Key, Minho, Jinki, Jonghyun, Kibaem, Minho

04: Your favorite SHINee OTP (if you have one)

J O N G T A E FUCKING FIGHT ME IF YOU WANT TO I’LL FUCKING FIGHT FOR THESE NERDS JUST FUCKING TRY ME but also Onkey and Onho lol

05: Is there a SHINee ship you don’t like?

lmfao there’s a couple. at first i wasn’t gonna say but fuck it. jongkey. 2min. and there’s a Very Specific way i don’t like them. otherwise they’re honestly fine. it’s mostly some Old School shippers who ruined it for me… whoops

06: The SHINee member you think is most easily shipped

while Kim Jonghyun is hands down SHINee’s Girlfriend, i honestly ship Jinki with everybody most readily…

07: Your favorite Korean song by SHINee

PRISM

(but let’s not forget [in album-ish order]: replay; love like oxygen; graze; talk to me; juliette; señorita; romeo + juliette; year of us; up & down; lucifer; love still goes on; hello; spoiler; DREAM GIRL (oh my god); girls, girls, girls; orgel; excuse me miss; EVIL; CLOSE THE DOOR; ODD EYE; love sick; ROMANCE; trigger; black hole; married to the music; CHOCOLATE; DON’T STOP; SHIFT; U NEED ME

08: Your favorite Japanese song by SHINee

your number. i honestly haven’t listened to their japanese music as much as i’ve wanted to. cause they’ve got some bops from a long time ago and i can’t remember the names rn :/ 

09: Favorite album

1 OF 1 OH MY GOD HAVE YOU LISTENED TO PRISM OR NAH?!

(and then we have Odd, Married to the Music, and Misconceptions of Us [that fucking album spoke my Soul])

10: Your favorite live performance

EVIL ANY PERFORMANCE OF EVIL oh but also that very first perfomance of Love Sick ripped me to bits so that too lol

11: First SHINee MV you saw

i’m pretty sure it was Dream Girl. either that or Everybody… i honestly can’t remember omg lol but it was one of those two. either way Dream Girl stuck with me the most.

12: Your first impression of SHINee

DAYUM THEY FINE (lmfao)

13: Is there a SHINee member that recently impressed you?

recently? my sweet mingus… he grabbed Kim Taehyung’s ass for all to see and lbr i was more than Impressed but *sigh* yeah lol Choi Minho

14: The SHINee member you think has changed the most over the years

mm… i wanna say Jinki but i don’t think that’s true… maybe Taebaby? since he literally Grew Up doing this? yeah, i’ll say Taemin.

15: The SHINee member you think has changed the least

again i wanna say Jinki for some reason lmao but maybe? i think i’ll stick with Jinki for this one.

16: Your favourite SHINee MV

Dream Girl. always and forever.

(but also Lucifer cause them damn fucking extensions they put in Taemin’s hair set me Aflame to this motherfucking day)

17: Your favourite SHINee lyric

Minho’s whisper of “my dear” at the end of Don’t Stop was the first thing i thought of for some reason? lmfao

but for real “you wanna be my lady? how’d you like that, baby?” (and honestly Chocolate as a whole) “my eyes were looking for you… so i found you” and some others but those three are what’s swirling in my head rn lol

18: The SHINee member you think has the best face

Lee Taemin. 

(also ming ming, kibaem, jinki hyung, and jonghyunie)

19: The SHINee member you think has the best body

the best body? i mean… i don’t really think about their bodies lol. Taemin? Jinki? mmmm… damn. yeah between those two.

20: The SHINee member you think has the best personality

they all have SHINing personalities… i’m between On2min for this one tho… so take your pick from there lol

21: A SHINee picture that makes you smile

22: A SHINee picture that makes you nostalgic

23: Your favourite quote by someone in SHINee

“my hair is precious!” -jonghyunie

“baby, baby, breathe” -kibaem

“who didn’t give you enough rice?” -ming ming

a lot of things Lee Taemin has said lol; any time Minho goes off on somebody lmfao

24: A picture of your bias with someone else you like in another group

(HOOOOOOO BOY DO YOU KNOW HOW I SCREAMED)

25: Have you seen SHINee live?

THEY PERFORMED AND LAUGHED AND TALKED IN FRONT OF MY FACE ON MAY 8, 2016 A MOST GLORIOUS DAY INDEED

26: Do you have a favourite variety show moment?

like i said, any time Minho has gone off on somebody lmfao but they’re hilarious on weekly idol. never a dull moment when they do that one… alSO THAT PART IN HELLO BABY WHEN JONGTAE WERE CUDDLING WHILE YOOGEUN WAS TRYING TO WAKE THEM UP OH MY GOD MY OTP TRASH HEART AND ALSO THAT VERY QUESTIONABLE MOMENT WHEN JINKI WAS TICKLING KIBAEM WHY DO THIS TO ME OLD MAN (were those really Variety Show moments? debatable but whatever those are my Fuel)

27: How would you describe SHINee in three words?

Odd. Queer. Influential.

(i honestly can’t think of a word to describe just how Held i feel by them? i feel like they’ve carried me through something Important and i can’t put that into just one word [or three], but i can try. SHINee is Everlasting.) 

28: Which SHINee video would you show to someone who has never heard of them before?

lucifer. gotta weed out the Unworthy ones right from the jump lmfao.

nah for real, it actually depends on the person i’m showing the video to. my instinct is to say Dream Girl tho cause that’s the video that got me.

29. Is there a memory in connection to SHINee that you will always treasure? there are actually a few. the Best One tho has to be when i met my loves in May. i can’t explain the joy i felt seeing them so Over the Moon about seeing SHINee and i’m beyond blessed to have experienced that joy with them. we got to hold each other and cry and laugh and just be in each other’s presence and that’s something i think about often.

30: If you could tell SHINee anything you wanted…what would that be?

firstly i’d thank them for being brave and going after their careers with such vigor. watching them progress through the years shows the depth of a person’s ambition and hard work and i’m always so Amazed at how even though they’ve grown, they’ve still got that spark they had when they debuted. i’d tell them that there are so many people who Cherish and Love and Admire them and wish nothing but the Absolute Best for them. i’d tell them that they have people in their corner through good times and bad times and i’d tell them that they’ve been that for so many people. i’d tell them that they are irreplaceable and that i love them with my deepest self. i’d tell each of them individually what they’ve done for me, how they’ve made me smile and laugh and cry with them and how it’s been a True Gift to be their fan. i’d tell them i love them.

OKAY! i did it lol i persevered. it took me like 2 hours lmao. so now i’m gonna tag: @maimaichacha; @orgel-ontae; @ringdingdongenthusiast; @thatfluffyjeanjacket; @almighty-prince-kibum; @jongtaeluv; @jinkirella; and @mintlocket