#taeiliee-writings

[ily-like-a-banana]

so, today is actually my birthday it is now 2019 which is crazy because i meant to post this on my birthday (it's on dec 12 lol) but anyway, i decided to write a little something as a way to kind of celebrate my 20 years of existence. it has truly been a year of growth for me; i’ve been actively seeking who i am, my potentials, the things i love and the things i am hoping to achieve even further. 

i opened up this tumblr account early this year without any intention other than to just read the amazing works made by other carats. i haven’t been writing for years even though i spent a lot of my time doing so as a child. it would have stayed that way - a mere childhood hobby, if it weren’t for the writers i’ve stumbled upon on this site that i truly admire. 

so here’s my little notes of love. ( thank you )

@boosoonhao: i remember when i stumbled upon your works, i just had this phase where i just could not stop reading and i have convinced myself that i’ve become your little secret fan. your ideas and how you convey your stories is something i’ll always be in awe of. the way you string your words really paint vivid images in my head and ah, i don’t think you can ever write something that i won’t enjoy. you write with simplicity yet you’re able to communicate scenes or feelings that are so complex, if that makes sense. ilysm.

@tonicandjins: i’m not sure how to explain it but when it comes to you, i just feel this sense of comfort? i’m not really one to drop messages and initiate conversations bc i’m extremely shy but you always seem warm and easy to talk to that i don’t feel the usual small panic feeling whenever i leave asks haha! your works have always felt... raw to me, in a sense that you really capture the emotions of the characters and it communicates to me as something real. like it isn’t just a fic i’m reading but it’s someone’s journal instead. you’re crazy talented and ilysm!

@lxveille: honestly, i’ve gone through countless times where i’d come home from school, feeling extremely worn out and dead but my cravings to read a fic would still peek out and my go-to has always been your works! you have a way of writing scenarios that depict little moments in life that is so easy to relate to. so i always feel connected to the people in the fics- actually, just the fics in general, and that is something i really admired about your works! i also just want you to know how much comfort and inspiration your works have provided me. ilysm!

@choco-seventeen: i vividly remember my jaw literally dropping when i read ‘ivory night’ which is the first fic i’ve ever read from you! your artistry for writing is out of this world, how can anyone have so much talent on their mere fingertips? your style of writing is really one that really leaves an impact; it’s memorable and so... you. no one else can write the way you do. i can’t even finish this paragraph right now, i’m sitting here thinking so deeply. i wish i did this much thinking for my classes. you just leave me in so much awe and ilysm! (your tags also never fail to make me laugh! you’re probably the wittiest person i know on this site, wow ily)

@taeiliee-writings: the loveliest person who knows how to write the loveliest pieces ♡  the first piece i've ever read from you was one that you made for jihoon titled 'what i wish to tell him' and honestly, you just captured my heart then and there. i remember thinking 'i will definitely look forward to more of her works' and i have never once been let down; your works just keep getting better and better! definitely, i would keep supporting you and witness your growth as a writer. i'm always rooting for you! ilysm!

@chillihansol: okay, a little story time: i first talked to you when i saw you answer an ask and you mentioned that your favorite book was shatter me by tahereh mafi and i was like !!!!! okay, i must get over my fear of talking to people so i dropped an ask lmao i was on anon tho bc i'm a big chicken :'> anyway, i've been reading a lot of your works even before then and let me just say that anyone who will stumble upon your works will know how talented you are at it especially with how you seamlessly build up to the final scene; it just weaves together smoothly and i have mad respect for that! ilysm!

and to all the writers who have left the site but nonetheless made my experience here an inspiring and pleasant one, thank you. ♡

love, 

Jay :) 

[bluesora]

ya’ll really going to be out there making me cry is that it ??? i took one small break and suddenly everyone’s making my heart brust with uwuwuwu and love and istg cheese cult is out there trying to kill me with their love 🥺💕

let me be sappy while my i ride out my writer’s block right now! (there’s no order to this ok)

@akaashichigo

jem bby (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀) thank you for creating a goddamn cult lmao,, the amount of positivity and love from it is so wholesome. i’m so happy i took the courage to talk to you and joined your tumblr gc. it all started from there, and now it blossomed into something so amazing. ilysm!!!!!

@drainedjaz

jaz bby (*´ω`*) thank you for being so friendly and breaking the ice for everyone !! it made the whole conversation carry forward a lot easier and i’m so amazed at your free and beautiful soul, i love you so much !!!!! pls give me a fridge!

@cali-writes-sometimes

maddie bby (о´∀`о) thank you for rounding up our cheese cult bbys and making a list almost everything !! your cheese edits, omg do i even need to say much?? how are u so talented aiwnzjjwks i love my organized bby 👀!!!! hehe

@annalyn-annalyn

anna bby ٩( 'ω' )و thank you for your cheese crack fics you have no idea how amazing it was to be able to write that oanwisjwksk the amount of talent??? ur brimming with it and i love you so much my dear please know that !!!!!

@estherwritess

aster bby (*⁰▿⁰*) even though i know you’re busy with your finals and being in nursing isn’t easy but i want to say i’m so glad to be able to meet you and i’m proud of you and to hear u say you’re close to me? my heart bursted. ilysm!

@ushiwakaa

wifey (〃ω〃) thank you for being such a lovely and supportive wife !! you have no idea how much my heart just go uwuwuwu for you and even though you’re the sun to my moon, i will always love you so much my dear ♡

@pineapplekween

vic bby (๑>◡<๑) thank you for being such a sweet and kind soul my heart just melts whenever i see you online. your voice is so pretty and adorable when you speak in english, also that ushi smut? im proud! kocham Cię !!!!!

@kxgeyamasmilk

risse bby (*´꒳`*) thank you for being such a sweetie and lmao singlish? chinese? yes. your bod control? yes. just have a whole harem for yourself my love lmao. i love our late night wholesome conversations so much ilysm !!!!!!

@from-left-to-write

lee bby ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) you kinky lil shit i love you. your singing? floored. your laughter? floored. your big brain imagination? yes. i’m so proud of you bby for writing that sakusa fic, i can’t wait to see more of your beautiful talent bby girl! ilysm!

@milkandc00kiez

ellie bby (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) my cutiepie !!! you’re so adorable dear thank you so much for being such a sweet lil honey tea i can list so many pet names for you i—i love you so much dear, ok? ok! the wholesome conversations we have? i love it !!!!!

@raevaioli

raenah bby ( ✌︎'ω')✌︎ my fellow local, you have no idea how much i love your writing aisnxiwnkaj upgrading from a fan to friend? you can just have my heart dear omg. and you’re such a sweet soul too raeji is my ult ship now. ilysm !!!!

@mlkytobio

chloe bby =(^.^)= my other fellow local, you cutiepie i love you so much !! why are you so cute? that yamz req?? you nailed it!! i’m so happy to have met you bby, please continue and let’s meet up ok? lets upgrade this r/s !!!!!

@akaashit-baeji

chloe bby (*^^*) even though you rare pop in now as compayti before, it doesn’t mean my love for you is any less ok? i love you so much and i love your cute writings too !!! i hope sakusa and akaashi will continue to run u over!!!

@kawanisshi

ash bby (ㆀ˘･з･˘) you exposed me >( but i still love you hehe !! i can’t wait to read that story you’re brewing dear !! my fingers are tingling knowing it’ll be so amazing so don’t hold back and go all out okay love?? i love you so much !!!!

@shishinoya

audrey bby Σ੧(❛□❛✿) you are so funny?? your humor is top notch and your voice? hngh. i love you so much bby, why are you so pretty my heart can’t take it!! just run me over with your beauty alr oof :’)) can’t wait 4 smth special 👀!!

@bubbleteaa

ana bby (*´∀`)♪ you lil akwnsiwjsk thanks for wreacking me yesterday huh. my heart? what that? gone for good lmao. i love you so much dear, pls collect ur harem. u r amazing at it. and you’re beautiful bby, i love your selfies so much!

@ouikarwa

riss bby (*･ω･)ﾉ thank you for so many things omg i dont even know where to start uwu your smut fics? ur edit? ur amazing writing? your swet messages? you telling me to sleep? lmao there’s so many and i just love you so much!!!!!!!

@agaassi

ae ra bby (^з^)-☆ you, my dear, stop attacking my heart with your beauty and cuteness lmao. innocence? wht that when you are overflowing with so much charisma!!! i love how opinionated and strong you are dear !! aetsumu ?? I SHIP IT!!

@haikkeiji

ana bby (*^▽^*) my most precious lil bby bub omg you have no idea how soft i am for you dear !!! i wanna kidnap you in my lil pocket and just shower you with so much love !!! you’re so adorable and mature!! i appreciate you so much

@airybby

airy bby (//∇//) morning before work thirst? end of work thirst? lmao bby you’re making me die from all those photos you sent on a daily aiwnsijwkaj i will invite to my funeral istg !! but i still love you so much so i guess we are even 👀

@simping4ratsumu

mya bby ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ i love you my bby boo! thank you for being so supportive and i’m so proud of you for taking time out to heal. know that i’ll always be here for you, so come to me if you need anything all right dear?? i love you bb !!!!

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i’m running out of words and emoticon to express my constant love for y’all so please forgive me. thus, my writer’s block. just know that my love isn’t any less for those i didn’t write for ok? yall are still my bbys and i will fite anyone who hurt your delicate heart!! my dms, pms, asks, anyway to contact me will always be open for anyone who wants my 2cents of advise/deep conversations about life or controversial topics. life is shit, but we have each other <3 

@miyuswriting @thiccbokuto @sosugasweet @hanibuni @wakaitoshi @shinsukestan @heccingdead @kawaiikraykray @skiyoosmi @briswriting @fern-writes-ig @daiseukis and all 100+(?) members??? omg idk my brain is fried im sorry for those i did not tag uwuwuwu

[bokutokoutarou]

hihi alex bby 🥺💕 !!! here’s my question for you for the week: what type of angst is your favorite? and why? ;; also am here to confess my love for you again hehe I love you sweetie ♥️♥️ pls take care and keep yourself safe !! hope july will be good to you love becoz i miss you ✨✨ — tae

aaaah tae ily and i hope july will be good to u too🥺✨

my fav type of angst is angst with sad endings. i understand why ppl like angst with happy endings, but i like angst that will break me and leave me broken in the end bc those are stories that leave a lasting impact on me

however, i don’t necessarily want angst that ends in an unfulfilling or bitter way. i love major character death fics (don’t ask — i rlly don’t know why) that end poetically. i don’t like it when the sadness leaves a bitter taste in my mouth — the angst has to hurt yet make me feel complete at the same time, y’know?

[taeiliee]

徐明浩 ;

reasons why i love him:

he’s such a sweet kind soul :’))

like on many occasion, not just on camera, you can really feel how genuine he is when he does something out of other’s consideration;

eg. taking care of members, colleagues and friends by helping them with little things/or notice those little things even

he’s always so mature about topics like hardwork, life, family and just, the kind that i know i can have deep talks with because i know they know what they’re talking about. not many of my friends are able to have a decent conversation on deep topics so :’)))

the kind i know he treats people like how he’d want to be treated. really.

AND HE KISSES HIS MOM ON THE CHEEK.

that’s like a h u g e soft spot for me because i’m always so direct with my affection for my parents and family. i really would kiss them goodnight or just cuddle with them to annoy them,, i’d do anything just to let them know i love them a lot. AND sometimes i get laughed at,, but i don’t really care. I DO CARE however when someone else does it too. like,, i’ll just naturally feel happy when i know others do it too. SO YOON JEONGHAN YA KNOW I LIKE YOU TOO.

anyhow,, hao is always so strict with himself, when i saw the gif of him teaching the trainees how to dance those moves? i’m so touched by that determination and i just feel that he really really emphasized on how practice is so important, he’d do anything to make sure they got that in their head :’)) tho i knew how much stricter he would be with himself. that’s what we always do don’t we ?? we’re never truly enough in our own eyes.

i love how hao is always just as playful when he can be. like he’s mature, yes, but he can also be so adorable and playful but we hardly see that side of him unless only with certain members; like jeonghan.

and that despite him getting really little screentime in the idol producer season 2, i think he doesn’t mind that much when he can help others walk the path he’s on.

i just really really think this is so sappy but like i can’t help it when i watch him from 潮音战机 (the collaboration) to 青春有你 (idol producer 2) :’)) how much he grew from that first variety show and how he goes back as a mentor now.

aaaaaaaaa

okay I actually have a lot more to say but i shall stop here ;A;

i love you xu minghao. bless you for motivating me to chase my aspirations.

[cupofchan]

“이뤄낼 거야 저기 별들 사이에서

I’m just lonely 누가 날 위해 손을 뻗어 날 잡아줘”

taeiliee/tae — she/her ; twenties — [ 🦋 ]

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i do not condone hate/rudeness/ill-intentions here

only write sfw pieces

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let us find our way home together, for skz made us stay ♡

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[dinokeis]

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[hinac0lada]

PILOT 1.5

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INTRO TO LOVE SCENARIO CAST AND PLAYLIST:

welcome to love scenario!  where in you will encounter 6 different scenarios, and 6 different male leads. no, you are not dreaming, this is indeed real life darling! lucky you, 6 men fighting for your heart, but which one will you choose?

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ALEX’S NOTE: a little more in depth introduction for the whole cast! get to know the cast of love scenario !

RISS’ NOTE: had to split the pilot in two parts because it would’ve been way too long ahihi

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INTRO: LOVE ME -- IKON

'DO YOU NOT LOVE ME? BECAUSE I'M SHORT?

DO YOU NOT LIKE ME? BECAUSE I'M NOT HANDSOME?'

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L/N Y/N

INDIGO — NIKI

'YOU KNOW I'M YOUR TYPE, RIGHT?'

paradise creek's popular girl, student council's vice president and captain of paradise creek women's volleyball team. her kindness and contagious smiles captured the hearts of her fellow students. one bat of her eyes, and before you know it, you're under her spell of charms. despite constantly being surrounded by her admirers, she is very approachable and would be glad to help you with anything! but do not abuse her benevolence, she is not one to be messed with! her leadership and athletic abilities will sends shivers down her opponent's spines.

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TERUSHIMA YUUJI

TEXT ME — DPR LIVE

'SOS GIRL TEXT ME WHEN YOU WANT'

 paradise creek's bad boy. has a flock of girl's drooling over his playful smirks and astonishing looks, oh, and we couldn't forget the piercings that adds to his appeal. every girl attempts to be the good girl who changes the bad boy's ways, but none ever succeeds. he has no interest in such a thing called love. hardly ever in class to some extent, that you forget that he's even your classmate. but he is shockingly intelligent, thriving in all subjects despite his countless absences and tardiness.

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KUROO TETSUROU

IS YOU DOWN — DPR LIVE

'DOWN TO TAKE IT FURTHER THAN YOU'VE EVER TOOK IT'

 the provocative and scheming captain of paradise creek men's volleyball team. his unique hairdo and witty remarks never failing to pique every female's interest. do not be misled by his sex appeal though! he is an actual dork despite that facade of his. likes to engage in a battle of wits with the girl's volleyball captain. in spite of the never ending back and forth between the two, he never backs down from a challenge.

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AKAASHI KEIJI

LOVER BOY — PHUM VIPHURIT

'CALL ME LOVER BOY'

 the president of paradise creek’s student council and the local pretty boy. you thanked the heavens when you were his seatmate in a lecture. he was a smart kid indeed and would constantly teach things that you didn't understand without needing something in return. ever so the tranquil male he is, he fails to realize those in tangent around him. from the chocolates and snacks left at his desk, to the girls almost fainting at the sight of him as he walks down the campus halls. he was completely clueless as to how his looks had a big impact on a person.

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OIKAWA TOORU

WOMAN — HARRY STYLES

'THIS THING UPON ME HOWLS LIKE A BEAST,

YOU FLOWER, YOU FEAST'

paradise creek's heartthrob. he was definitely your typical debonair pretty face. from his luscious looks, to his impeccable skills in volleyball—it's either you want to be with him, or you want to be like him. although, his captivating smiles and flirtatious ways never seemed to faze the school's popular girl despite constantly being shipped with the heartthrob. she thinks he's just being nice—who wouldn't blame her though? he flirts with almost everyone. but he will never give up in pursuing her! regardless of her obliviousness to his feelings.

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IWAIZUMI HAJIME

BEST FRIEND — REX ORANGE COUNTY

'I STILL WANNA BE YOUR FAVORITE BOY'

 y/n's childhood best friend and personal bodyguard that protects her from creepy admirers and would beat the living daylights out of oikawa. a known fact is that the whole population lowkey has a crush on him, although none would ever have the guts to confess because of his intimidating demeanor. though once you get to know him, he's a sweetheart under all that muscle. he would constantly hang out with y/n to the point where people think they were dating, as if platonic relationships weren't a thing, is what he thought.

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KAGEYAMA TOBIO

OUTRO: HER — BTS

'I CALL YOU HER, HER

CAUSE YOU'RE MY TEAR, TEAR'

that awkward, cute sophomore that basically lives and breathes in milk. ever since y/n was assigned as his tour guide during his first day as a freshman, the two have been close ever since. ever so the socially awkward teen that he is— although he would never admit it, he appreciates his senior's effort to help him with anything regardless of his incapability with talking to girls. would constantly avoid oikawa and his taunting at all costs, as the two have personal vendettas against each other for no apparent reason.

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MIYA ATSUMU

WILD — TROYE SIVAN

'NEVER KNEW LOVING COULD HURT THIS GOOD, IT DRIVES ME WILD'

seacoast private academy's setter that has a smug grin permanently plastered on his face.  he is quite smitten with a certain female in PCA—even though they deny rumors of their relationship. has a strangely large amount of peers in the rival college.

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BONUS CHARACTERS

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SAKUSA KIYOOMI

seacoast private academy’s not so average germaphobe that will literally hyperventilate at the sight of a small particle of dust on his clothes. hates physical contact of any sorts, but makes exceptions. he thinks having feelings is a waste of time. most likely does a better job of keeping half of the  campus tidy and clean.

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SEMI EITA

seacoast's student council vice president. a very ambitious business major that pushes himself to the edge. could constantly be seen training by himself in his free time and after school hours.

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BOKUTO KOTARO

captain of the seacoast private academy men's volleyball team and friendly rivals with kuroo. rumors say you could hear his voice from across the street, chanting the SPA's chant during lunch break. has not heard about the concept of lowering his voice down.

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ENDING SCENE; LOVE SCENARIO — IKON

'THE LOVE SCENARIO WE MADE. NOW THE LIGHTS ARE OFF.

WHEN YOU FLIP THE LAST PAGE, THE CURTAINS WILL QUIETLY FALL.'

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[mlkytobio]

may i have a yamaguchi & clementine pls 🥺💕 im so soft for him aisndindidjs and i saw u havent written for him yet ✨ maybe it could be yamaguchi could be a servant to y/n and they sneaked out to a festival on the streets kinda thing 🤧 but it’s all up to you love 💕 im just giving my 2€ — taeiliee

jsjsjsjs clementine is one of my favs from manic 🥺🥺 and i love yams sm <3

clementine

pairing: yamaguchi x fem! reader

word count: 843

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the night was heavy and there were inaudible shouts from who knows where. yellow fluorescent lights above both your heads sped by in your vision as you held tadashi’s hand. your laughter rang in both of your ears while colour was spread across his cheeks. you dragged him behind you as both your footsteps fell lightly on the pavement.

“we’re going to miss the show at this point!” you said, looking back at the freckled boy.

“well, princess, if you just ran faster, maybe we wouldn’t,” he gave you a cheeky smile, and you grin back. it’s only on nights like these that he joins in on your teasing, nights when both your statuses were forgotten. you being the faraway princess and him being just a lowly servant boy.

there’s music slowly coming from the distance, which points you to the right way. you had been there before, but dressed up in an expensive dress and glittering jewels. as the princess. now you’re just a girl going to a festival with the boy you love. in secret, of course.

yamaguchi tadashi was one of the few people you ever trusted. maybe your parents too, but they had their heads so wrapped around the idea that you had to marry some prince or duke or someone with power that they never looked at what you wanted. and to anyone who was looking from the outside, it was quite obvious that you didn’t want what they wanted, but who’s looking anyway? you might be the princess, but your problems sure as hell were never listened to.

except tadashi. the green haired boy you somehow fell in love with in between the lines. and perhaps it was a little cliche, for the princess to fall in love with her servant, but cliches were cliches for a reason.

the festival was a blur of lights and people, but you had more fun than when you went in the day. when everyone was curtsying and you could hear the quiet rumours being passed around. it really was a surprise how much people stopped paying attention to you once you stopped dressing like royalty.

“y/n, you should get home now,” tadashi murmured near your ear, so as not to draw any attention with your name.

you pulled your watch out of your pocket, looking at the small metal hands of the clock pointing to the time. “maybe,” you grin at him.

“i’m getting you out of here on time one way or another, and you can’t stop me,” he looks at you, a small smirk tugging at his lips, which you know he wouldn’t have done in the day. the night just brings out the truth and sides of us we’ve never seen, you thought.

maybe it was the serotonin from the music, but you raised your eyebrows as if in a challenge. this boy in front of you, despite being born in different worlds and different social classes, god, you liked him so much.

and so you kicked off your shoes, not caring where they ended up in, because they were just an old pair you found in your closet. your bare feet were warm against the cold stones of the pavement, and you looked at tadashi, who appeared to be thinking of something.

“what are you-” you started to say, but was cut off by him lifting you from the ground and into his arms.

“i told you i’d be getting you home on time,” he whispered, just loud enough for you to hear and blush slightly.

he brushes the strands of your hair away from your forehead while you’re grinning at him, and he just found you to be the most beautiful person in the world. perhaps it was because you’re the princess, right? you had to be beautiful. but to him, you were beautiful even on the inside. most people take one look at you and tell you that you were beautiful, but tadashi took so many looks and so many small glances. he memorised the way you smiled when something goes right and your laugh. he memorised it all.

for him to like you not just because of your status, and for you to like him back not just because you wanted to defy your parents, he was so lucky. “what did you do?” he accidentally thought aloud.

what did you do to make me fall for you. what did you do to be this beautiful.

you smiled and said, “left my shoes in the street so you’d carry me.”

i fell in love with a boy that loved me back.

somehow, both of you knew what the other was trying to say.

he carried you home that night, and at the end of the night, he pressed his lips to yours. you kissed him back, as much as you can given that he was still carrying you.

your shoes were forgotten on some street, but you didn’t care. you only cared about tadashi and his smile and every single part of him.

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warning: slight nsfw mention here and there

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you were sat at the corner of the large hall, watching as strangers kissed strangers, brushing their sweating bodies against each other on the dance floor, the smell of alcohol and lust and sin heavy in the air, all this muted by the loud blaring of music, the bass thumping along with your heartbeat, sending vibrations to your skull.

sighing, you swiveled on the chair, before asking the bartender for a drink. you were just going to enjoy one more shot, give your friends a text, and go home, sleep, end the night as dull as it should be.

until this man, whose curly hair framed his face perfectly, two distinct moles just above one of his brows, the scent of fresh laundry and lavender reaching your nose, caught in your periphery, sitting a chair away from you. his mask prevented you from seeing him in full view but just a look at his eyes tells you that he's been through hell just by being in that place. 

he only asked for water, took out a handkerchief and wiped the rim of the glass before pulling down his mask to take careful sips. he must've noticed you watching him, so he turned to you.

as silly as it sounds, you hiccuped at having realized how cute this man actually was without the mask. you quickly cover your mouth and, surprisingly, he asks the bartender to get you a glass of water. 

"you having fun?" you ask him once your hiccups subsided, apologizing for bothering him. the man who has yet to introduce himself groans, "obviously not. i don't see you having a good time either," 

"this isn't really my type of fun. not at all; i'd rather be at home but..." it's the alcohol, you're going to stupidly put all the blame on the drinks that you've had; on the way his eyes scanned your face; on the way your eyes watched his lips move; on the way his arm brushed against yours once you two decided to get the hell out of that shit-fest.

you thought this was only going to be a cute little encounter with a man who also hated crowds that rescued you and himself, and you were in no way expecting to be ending the night like this–

tipsy and naked, legs spread, back against the wall, nails digging into his smooth back, warm shower water trickling down your body; your breath fogging up the glass, panting with every snap of his hips against yours. 

it was a weird way for introductions to be made, but as you both neared your high, he whispers his name in your ear, "say it, call my name, scream,"

and you did. 

as you rode out your orgasm with him, the sensation of his name rolling out of your tongue felt more euphoric than what really led to you being unable to stand on your own, knees buckling soon as your feet touched the floor, that he has had to give you and himself a real and decent shower.

when you lay in his bed moments later, his back was turned to face you. no "good night" or "sweet dreams"– you realize you'd preferred it that way, to stick to the reality of what this was: a one night stand. and since it's like that, you guessed that this was the last time you'd be seeing or even be breathing the same air as this man. 

so even if he was merely breaths away from you, you knew what you shared with him just now wouldn't shorten the ten thousand miles between you. you knew it was wrong to be feeling this way for a stranger; even so, your clouded thoughts got the best of you.

and you reached out.

"kiyoomi,"

"what? can't sleep?" his voice was a low grumble, the sound muffled by the pillow he was hugging to his chest.

"it's y/n," meanwhile, your voice was barely audible, you were sure it was just another whisper in the wind. but for sakusa kiyoomi, it was louder than the moans and gasps you made that night. "though i don't think that's important," you drawled before succumbing to sleep.

the next day, you wake early and leave him, his bed, and the memories of last night without a word. just as how one night stands should be.

so for the next week, you were confused, angry, for feeling so desperate to see sakusa kiyoomi once again. if only you knew that this was how it was going to be, you would've left your number on a little note; or maybe do the things they would in movies, used your lipstick to write it on his bathroom mirror with hearts and your name in case he didn't hear it.

and your desperation has you coming back to that shit-hole of a party. if only to relive the memories of that one night. you knew the chances of seeing him there again were slim, absentmindedly twirling your glass of vodka in your hand while letting the alcohol slowly numb you.

only to see a familiar set of eyes, and half of a face obscured by a mask beside you. 

"thought this wasn't your fun?"

"i could say the same about you, didn't you hate it here?" you place the glass back on the counter, completely turning to sakusa, "wanna get out of here?"

he downed the shot you didn't take, before standing up to leave. 

you both hated having to go back to that club. but for some reason, the two of you just indulged in the prospect of meeting each other there, only to be in each other's heat, and for one of you to be left alone in the cold the morning after.

then it was the third, fourth, and soon it was the sixth-night-stand.

you did something you've never done before: that was, pressing your lips against his. there was a surge of boldness in you that you assumed was only from the alcohol, when you didn't know yet that it was already something more addictive and dangerous than that.

you thought the kiss would ruin everything that you had with him–whatever it was–but, it didn't. instead, sakusa kiyoomi responds with a bite to your lower lip, a chaste kiss, a teasing lick, before pulling away to rest his lips to nip at your neck.

for the rest of that night, his movements weren't so rough. from his lips came out your name and his praises, and with those same swollen lips he left behind a burning trail of butterfly kisses on every corner of your body covered by skin he could taste–all this replacing the usual grunts of approval or the loud smack of his palms against your ass.

this time, sakusa's bed wasn't cold nor empty. the first thing he saw as soon as he opened his eyes the next morning was you; cradled in his arms, hickey-filled chest steadily rising and falling with each breath. his calloused fingers brush against your cheek once, and it was too bad that you couldn't see the soft smile he has for you.

after the seventh night, you two began texting. the texting escalated to phone calls. the phone calls turned into meet-ups that you all but wanted to call a date but couldn't because you had no idea just what you were to him, and what he was to you.

"woah, you can do that? don't your wrists hurt?" your eyes widened, almost dropping the ice cream he bought for you after one of his practice games. 

"really, omiomi? that how ya flirt with such a pretty lady?" one of his teammates quips from behind you. sakusa glares at the blonde guy who you remember as their setter, and you decide to laugh it off. "don't worry, he doesn't have to do much to have me on my kne–"

sakusa slams a mask to your face to keep you from saying anything more. and then, once he knows the two of you were out of their earshot,  his arm wraps around your shoulder to pull you close to him, and he warns by your ear, "that filthy mouth of yours needs a little cleaning tonight,"

to his surprise, you smile up at him, which gives him a hard time concentrating on what you were saying, his quickening pulse echoing in his head making him unable to hear your voice. 

it was no longer the sex that you craved from him. it was no longer just sex for him. deep in your heart, you knew what you shared with sakusa–it was making love. and he knows this too. it was a feeling that to him was so familiar yet so distant. 

"kiyoomi,"

"y/n,"

"i... i think, i'm already in love with you,"

you were so blinded by the brightness of the emotions you knew you felt with and for him, that you failed to notice he never answered you back, nor did you see the fears and worries that he keeps hidden behind his mask.

after all that build-up, only for sakusa kiyoomi to drop you at the last second. as if nothing happened. as if you were nothing. the meet-ups stopped, your calls were declined, texts left on read. 

it's been a month since then, now you were in your bedroom on a friday night, refusing your friends' invites for yet another party downtown. this time, they tell you it was for you to forget. which was dumb, considering that place was where it all started.

"it" meaning... what? it's not even valid to call it a one night stand anymore. a friend with benefits? then again, did you even fit his description of a friend? or were you just another fuck buddy to him? someone he used as an outlet of his sexual frustrations and when he caught on to the feelings you shouldn't have and even you didn't even know why–

you wished forgetting sakusa kiyoomi was as easy as getting rid of the stains on your sheets.

but the tears and pain he's dirtied you with was a mark no bleach or detergent could ever erase.

little did you know, for the past month, sakusa kiyoomi was patiently waiting for you in that same old stool back in the bar, with three words he wished he'd told you sooner. 

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