#taehyung christams

[springalwayscomes]

널 너무나도 사랑해 (I love you so much)

Plot: Taehyung has been stressing himself over your unhappiness for so much, and everybody knows that when you feel low he feels the same. This Christmas doesn’t feel joyful or familiar until you realize you’re spending it with the most important person. And when you do, Taehyung can’t hold back how desperate he is been for you anymore.

P.S. You should probably thank Namjoon and Hoseok.

Pairing: Taehyung x Reader

Genre: Fluff, Soft Smut, Established Relationship

Wordcount: 3k

Content Warning: Taehyung is a needy moaning mess and I sincerely hope it will break you at least half of how much it broke me - in a god way -, dirty talk, praise, swearing, hand job

Author’s Note: This, this one is my favorite work of the Life Goes On Project, and I really hope you’ll like it too. I melt every single time I think about this fic, I just love it. Hope you all had a great Christmas Eve and will have a great Christmas, consider this as my third little gift.

P.S. the bolded words mean that someone is speaking English

«Jagi»

Even that cloud looks lonelier than ever this Christmas, still in the center of the blue sky without any others nearby. It makes you hold your breath, knowing that it’s almost as lonely as you. Even though you have Taehyung here with you, Christmas without family and friends hits just differently, instead of bringing laughters and joy it only reminds you of how awful this quarantine is.

«Y/N»

Taehyung sits on the floor at your side, but you don’t even turn to look at him as he lightly rubs your back with his hand, his beautiful long fingers tapping your skin from time to time. He can’t say that this situation doesn’t hit him, but seeing you so gloomy makes it even harder. Christmas shouldn’t be like this. You should be laughing and having fun, feeling warm and at home, and the fact that he’s there with you but you seem to feel as lonely as if he wasn’t only makes him frown.

«You’ve got me»

It’s all he says, he doesn’t need other words to make you look at him. And when you do so- oh, finally. You’ve been feeling so sad these last days that you’ve locked yourself up and unintentionally made it look like you didn’t care about him, of how he was feeling too. Now that you look into his eyes, you can clearly see how Taehyung is feeling and it suddenly hits you how insensitive you’ve been. He tried to talk to you every time he could but the conversation never led anywhere, you were too self centered on the upcoming day that you didn’t notice at all how he was feeling and just pushed him away, even though he clearly kept on trying.

Taehyung slightly smiles as he keeps moving his hand, his dark eyes seem more peaceful now that he finally got your attention in three days of trying.

«I’m sorry,» you whisper «for being so selfish and too self centered. You’ve been trying to-»

«It doesn’t matter» he cuts you off. Getting up and then joining you on the sofa Taehyung crawls on the pillows and stops in front of your bent legs, his hands place on your knees and guides you to extend them only for him to put himself comfortable in between, with his head on your chest and his long legs stretched out on the pillows of the sofa. You rest your head on the armrest and your hands reaches his hair without even thinking about it twice, Taehyung lets out a sigh of relief at the familiar touch, almost as if he have missed it so much he couldn’t bare it anymore. His response to your touch makes you feel even more sorry for your behavior these last days and you wrap your free arm around his chest holding him closer and close to you, your chin resting on his head as he closes his eyes. He missed this, having you so close and your light touch, especially during this time of the year. You’re not used to spend Christmas alone, but neither does he. He just needed you as much as you need him now.

«I should have cared more about you, instead I just pushed you away»

Taehyung’s head tilts back as if he wants to look at you but his eyes are still closed as he shakes his head lightly, relaxed under your continuous touch. When he stops, he pursues his lips in a silent ask for a kiss and you can’t help yourself at the sight, Taehyung with his eyes shut and his lips begging just for you. Reaching down you only manage to peck his nose, action that makes the both of you giggle as he turns his head to meet your lips with his. At the beginning it’s light, soft as if you both discover each other again, it almost seems like years since the last time you kissed in this way. Butterflies making their way back in your stomach and his little moan in your mouth when he realizes you’re kissing him again, a moan of relief. It only takes you both a few seconds to decide you’ve been missing each other too much to hold yourselves back.

His tongue in your mouth starts moving in a deeper manner, hearing his breath becoming heavier instantly signs the beginning of your wetness, the groans that follow only make it more obvious. His uneven breath hits your skin every time you part only to meet again, a second later immediately coming out from his nose. Taehyung is needier than ever, he had stressed himself over yours and his happiness the last few days - thinking of how he could’ve light up the atmosphere to make you feel happier - that all he wants to do now is take all you have to give. His dick is already half hard and the way you moan when he bites your lower lip only makes it twitch and stand more.

«I missed you,» his voice his husky and weary, «so much jagiya»

«I know, I’m sorry» you kiss him again. Your tongues are hot in each other’s mouth, the feeling of his lips on yours, the neediness of both giving you away to each other is enough to make those words even deeper.

«You needed me and-»

«I need you now» his low, husky voice cuts your rambling off. He’s on the edge, eyes begging you to do something and lips still brushing yours as he looks at you with his pupils dilated. Your heart stops beating at the way he’s staring at you, so needy and eager for something - anything -.

«Okay» you whisper, hot air fanning his face as you let your hands travel down on his abdomen and under his jumper. Taehyung doesn’t have sculpted six pack, but you love it like this. You love to feel his soft skin, silk under your touch, the goosebumps taking over him on the path that you trailed. His head rests on your shoulder, his eyes fall shut as he desperately tries to even his breath. He missed you so much, so freaking much.

«Are you comfortable like this?» you whisper again.

It feels like Christmas for the first time only now. Having him so desperate for your touch that his body is limp on yours, with his back on your chest and his heavy breath in your ear, hearing every gulp coming from his throat makes you realize how much this man loves you. And it’s only now that you realize you’re dying to make him feel good, you want to give him the best orgasm he’s ever had. It’s so erotic seeing him so needy and already wrecked for you that your panties are already soaked, totally. Only for him.

«Mh» Taehyung doesn’t even have enough strength to talk, he just lets out a broken whine as he slightly nods and falls limp on your shoulder again.

«Now, relax»

Your fingers open the button of his boxy pants, his cock is so hard that it aches and Tae buries the back of his head deeper in your shoulder when you help him lift his hips so that you can slide his pants down. You raise his jumper too and hold your arms tight around him when you feel him shiver because of the cold, your fingers tracing the muscles of his abdomen, light touch and soft moans coming from TaeTae at every movement. It’s so beautiful to see him so fragile just for your own eyes, totally trusting and giving himself to you, it makes you want to show your love for him even deeper, show him that he can really trust you. If he’d give his life to you and you had to choose between yours and his you’d gladly let go of yours without blinking an eye.

«Mh, please» his voice his broken and whiny but you still manage to catch his words. And God, does it send you crazy hearing him begging for you in English. It sends shivers down your spine and you turn your face better to place hot wet kisses all over the expanse of his neck. Taehyung moans like he can’t ever get enough of you, your light touch, your kisses, your love. And when your fingertip meets his nipple he ends up biting his lower lip emitting a guttural moan that sends your mind in a different place, the sound is so erotic that all you want to do is make him cum for the rest of your life just to hear it again and again and again.

«English, ah?» you murmur in his ear, kissing the lobe and sucking it in your mouth as he squeezes his eyes. Your lips trail down on his neck again, placing on his soft spot and sucking it as you swirl your thumb around his nipple. His mouth falls open, his cock twitches in his boxers and all he wants to do is beg you to make him cum already.

«Please, jagiya.» he lets out, eyes still shut. Your mouth suddenly dries out as your hot breath hits the skin of his neck, deciding that you want to make him cum hard enough that he’ll feel dizzy, make him feel so good.

«Alright» you place a soft kiss on his cheek, different from the others. I got you, it says. And Taehyung moans even deeper at the meaning behind it, feeling so incredibly loved and safe.  

Your hands finally travel down his abdomen, again helping him lifting his hips and bringing his boxers on his tights. His cock jumps out immediately and hits his lower stomach with a dull sound, Tae holds back a groan. It only takes you a second, your hand is already trying to close unsuccessfully around his shaft, he’s too thick.

Taehyung slightly moves his head on your shoulder, opening his eyes and looking at the scene in front of him, your pretty thumb now reaching his slit. There’s so much precum coming out that Tae feels his cheeks burn just for a second, the next one you’re touching him and that feeling his already long forgotten.

«I love you, so much» you whisper as you circle your thumb on his cock head «so much»

His eyes close again, but this time he scoots his head closer to your neck, nuzzling his nose onto your skin and placing a wrecked hot kiss on it.

«I love you» his voice is broken, it makes you lower your movements on his shaft. Slow and maddening, that’s how they can be described. Your hand wrapped around him and your other one trailing back on his chest to tease his nipples, Taehyung’s face completely hidden in your neck, almost as if the closer he is to you the safest he feels. The scene is breathtaking and all you can do is surrender to his pleasure, wanting nothing but make him feel good.

«Faster?»

«Oh- yes»

Taehyung is already wrecked and when you fasten your movements all he can do is moan, moan and moan again. Who says that man don’t do that? God, his moans are something else, so erotic and sexy that they make you tighten your hold on him even more. His breath that continually hits your skin stops for a second as he takes in the new squeeze around him, and a second later he’s sucking the skin of your neck as he desperately tries not to moan louder that he is already doing.

«Fuck, fuck»

God- the effect he has on you when he swears in english.

«I- You’re gonna- I’m gonna cum so hard»

His balls are already tight, he’s already close and it’s all because of you. Another wet kiss is left on your skin before he parts from your neck, letting his head tilt back on your shoulder and his mouth fall open.

«Gosh- Tae, you’re so beautiful»

You watch him desperate in pleasure, silenced moan coming out of his mouth. You know what happens when he does that, what’s next.

You fasten your pace even more, your other hand reaching his balls to massage them.

«Ja- jagiya»

It’s too much, and Taehyung almost feels about to cry. All his senses are full of you, and he just can’t hold back anymore.

«Kiseu hae- kiss me, please»

He’s not lucid enough, mixing Korean and English in a unique plead that makes your heart flutter both for his desperate tone and his need for your lips.

Your lips touch his in a second, muffling his whines and moans and feeling them right in your mouth as you keep moving your hand. Taehyung is close, so freaking close he can already taste his high.

«It’s yo- yours, my cock i- is yours» his lips brush against yours as his trembling voice comes out «I’m yours»

He gulps harshly and moans in your mouth when your thumb teases his frenulum, sweat creating on his forehead, just a step away from his release.

«And I’m yours, Tae. Only yours» you murmur, kissing his lips again and biting the lower one just a little bit. His heart is beating so loud that he feels like it might burst out any second, full of you.

«Please cum baby, cum for me»

His head tilts back on your shoulder, mouth falling open once again and edging moans coming out.

«Tell- tell me you love me» he pleads, desperate for release.

Your answer is immediate, placing kisses all over his neck, covering as much of it as you can.

«I love you, Tae. Saranghae. So much, neol neomunado saranghae»

Those words are his ticket to heaven, trembling body finally letting go and hot spurs of white cum staining his chest and your hand as you keep stroking him to ride his orgasm. You can’t hear his breath for a few seconds, he gulps more than once and stays as still as a rock as you keep kissing his neck and cover him with nothing but love, fondness, affection. Then, his heavy breath fills the air, and god- saying that he looks wrecked it’s not even close to the look on his face. Sweat on his forehead and messy dark locks, cheeks red, eyes shut and lips totally open as the aftershocks of his orgasm still hit him.

«I really love you,» you murmur on his neck «I’m sorry I pushed you away»

The silence fills the room, Taehyung doesn’t answer you but he nuzzles his nose into the crook of your neck while you raise his boxers back on his hips and fix his dick inside. He leaves a few kisses on your skin as you lower his jumper, his jeans are on his calves but you both couldn’t care less now. He’d never leave your hold, they can wait. He shifts in your legs, now resting on one side and wrapping his arms around your torso, head on your chest.

«Just talk to me the next time you feel- anything. Talk to me for anything, jagi» he whispers, soft and slow, calming. Your fingers reaching his hairs is a routine that you both are used to, and the look of love on his face when you do so is the same; still, you’ll never get used to it.

«Please» he adds as he pouts. The cuteness in person is staring at you and you smile at the thought that this is the same man that a minute ago was moaning like there’s no tomorrow.

«I will» you smile, stroking his dark hair. This feels like Christmas. It doesn’t matter anymore that you’re not with your family or friends, of course you still miss them, but you’re realizing only now that you’re with the most important person. Someone who loves you, someone who cares for you, someone who represents your future. Your family is here, after all. He is your family.

«You came so hard» you massage his back, soft touch that only leaves love caresses behind.

Taehyung smiles on your chest, kissing it through the fabric.

«You always make me loose it»

Your smile grows even bigger at his answer and all you can do is nuzzle your nose on his forehead to make him look at you. The look on your face screams nothing but fondness and desperation, desperate to feel his lips on yours, and Taehyung gets it right away. His lips touch yours and share nothing but love, happiness, gratefulness for being with each other, for always finding each other. It’s Christmas, and it makes it all even more magic.

«When did you learn English? Last time I checked you didn’t know all of those words» you giggle on his lips when you part, Taehyung smiles as he tries to hold back a laugher.

«Namjoon and Hoseok» he gives up, laughing at the memory of that special video call.

«Hoseok? Namjoon is fluent, but Hos-»

«He said the naughty things in Korean and Namjoon translated them. When I asked Namjoon for help I didn’t think Hoseok would join the video call- God, the things he made Namjoon translate. I just wanted to learn a little bit more of English for you but it turned out as a translating video call for sex» he laughs, holding his stomach with his hands and shaking his head, it’s useless to say that you follow him. Just picturing the scene makes you crack up, imagine living it.

«Don’t act like you didn’t enjoy it»

«I’m not saying that...» he licks his lips, still giggling as he gets more comfortable against you, holding you once again and placing his head on your shoulder.

«Did it turn you on?»

«Do you really have to ask? Of course it did, wasn’t it obvious?» you huff. Tae smiles and places a soft kiss on your jaw, then on your neck, on your clavicle, your shoulder.

«You could teach me other words?» his voice is husky and his hands are already reaching the edge of your Christmas  jumper.

«Tae» you cal him. It’s instant, you’re his mermaid and he’s the sailor, you call for him and all he can do is answer right away. He’s already looking at you, his beautiful dark eyes worshipping every feature of your face.

«You’re the best Christmas gift I could ever receive»

«I love you»

Life Goes On Project Masterlist

[gre-nic-posts]

MERRY X MASSSSS 😍 #christams #bts #jimin #jungkook #taehyung #rapmonster #namjoon #jhope #suga #jin #seokjin

[ladyartemesia]

All I Want for Christams is You is just what I really need for Christmas. It was crafted beautifully from the characters, plot and the turn of events. I loved that Jimin secretly longed that his sister would be with his bestfriend. And oh, the jealousy and how their real emotions were revealed was sooo great. I love Taehyung being overprotective too! The smut felt so right after all the longing they had for each other. I really really loved the last part when Taehyung revealed that he was in love with her and confessed of wanting to build a family with her. Shooocks. My heart burst when he confessed and he did that in front of her brother. Thank you for thiiiis 💜🥰😍 Have a happy holidays! 😍🥰💜

Poor Tae went through the ringer 🤣😂 the Park sibling had him running in circles.

I wanted to write something that would really make people smile. And everything you said you loved about it is honestly everything I loved about it too. Thank you so much for coming to say such pretty things to me about it in my inbox.

I get nervous every time I post that no one will like it. 🙈 (I’m pretty sure all authors go through this) and to have this lovely reassurance is just wonderful. Thank you so much! You have a happy holidays too!!! 🥰🥰🥰

[mnnyoongi]

bts would you rather

i was tagged by @kimseaokjin and iM SO HAPPY SHE SHOWED ME THIS BC IT LOOKS SUPER FUN (also i’m very indecisive so this is going to be hard af...)

build a snowman with taehyung OR have a snowball fight with hoseok

get coffee with yoongi OR get ice cream with yoongi

go to the cinema with jimin OR the amusement park with jungkook

do a dance cover with hoseok OR sing a duet with jin

kiss namjoon OR cuddle yoongi

babysit with jimin OR dogsit with taehyung

meet hoseok’s family OR have taehyung meet your family

film a commercial with hoseok OR film a sketch with taehyung

hug jimin OR hold hands with jungkook

go to paris with jin OR to london with yoongi 

film a drama with jin OR do a photo shoot with namjoon

attend an award show with namjoon OR wear couple t-shirts at the airport with jungkook

spend a lazy day with yoongi OR explore a city with hoseok

fall asleep next to jimin OR wake up next to jungkook

have a fun picnic with hoseok OR a fancy date with jin

have jungkook serenade you OR have taehyung sing you to sleep

have a dance party with hoseok OR sing karaoke with yoongi

go camping with jimin and tae OR go to the beach with namjoon and yoongi

have a sleepover with the hyung line OR a birthday party with the maknae line

celebrate halloween with jungkook, yoongi, tae, and hoseok OR christmas with namjoon, jimin and jin (okay but this is so unfair bc i really wanna be with yoongi like all of the fcking time but also ummmm spending christams with THOSE THREE CUTIES sounds super cUTE AND AWESOME AND GOSH can u imagine them wearing sweaters and jIN COOKING!!! JIMIN AND NAMJOON SINGING CHRISTMAS CAROLS!!! JIN AND NAMJOON WOULD BE SO PROTECTIVE OVER ME AND JIMIN LIKE: “DON’T DRINK TOO MUCH EGGNOG” AND JIMIN WOULD BE LAUGHING HIS ARSE OFF AND AND ANd and i will be just standing there ogling lovingly at those beautiful human beings...)

i tag: everyone, yes, everyone who is into bts and wants to do this ♥