#t but ik i did) was actually a pretty fascinating phenomenon it was like an actual thing like still in middle school as well i actually reme | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

eternalstateofoctober · 4 years ago

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wow i literally haven’t remembered this in almost ten years but it just unearthed so hey remember when in like 1st or 2nd grade the kids in your class idr who exactly but yeah threatened to push you out of your second story classroom window but you jokingly talked them out of it and made a deal it would happen in sixth grade instead and then it was a thing all through elementary school

#🙂#just elementary school things #just repressed memory things?#but no this whole making a joke out of everything myself/running with things/laughing along/somewhat quipping back (lol idr how much i did i #t but ik i did) was actually a pretty fascinating phenomenon it was like an actual thing like still in middle school as well i actually reme #mber quipping back and forth with one of the main assholes in class and like in the very last moments it didnt even feel that much like genu #ine bullying idk it was all weird and i remember nothing of anything so #all i know is that there was a lot of legitimate horrible ’’’’’’bullying’’’’’’ from multiple people but then also some more abstract weirder #stuff idk idk #idk why all my life i’ve put bullying in quotes i think it’s got something to do with how i handled things? even though like. though i only #remember pieces there was so many different kinds and instances all throughout elementary & middle school #who knows and also do i care that much since it’s in the past and i’m living in the now? 🤷‍♀️ nah #another REALLY WEIRD INSTANCE i hazily remember was at some confirmation thing and this very core girl i think? actually apologized? i liter #ally feel like i remember that she said something about things she’d said and done in the past etc. while i was standing in front of this on #e mirror at church and i think she was sitting on like a windowsill #idr what i answered exactly - but i feel very strongly that it was probably something like thank you? the past is the past and i never reall #y cared that much? hmmm i really dk tho lol i wonder if any of my diaries have a mention of this #ok time for bed maybe?#it talks

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