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Happy Halloween!

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What if I just focus my art this year on magic. Gods, dreams, creatures, energy and cryptic feelings, a foggy land of dark and foreboding messages.

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I used to be so smart and so bright and I just don't feel like I can live up to that anymore

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Saw a gifset of jimmy urine not realizing it was jimmy urine then thought "oh that reminds me of jimmy urine" then I looked jimmy urine up on Google and found the same pic of jimmy urine from the gifset so I went back to the post and it was jimmy urine

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If I quit my job after this school year, I'm going to open commissions (hopefully)! Or maybe I can open them sometime in 2019.

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When I upload my HD photos of me looking like a goth cowboy with my horse, yall better reblog that shit

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Radio guy: okay so maybe we should implement parts of communism into our society. Love that!

Radio guy 2 seconds later: okay time to play some Red Velvet

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Whenever I see a photo of Julian

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10 Songs I'm Currently Obsessed With

Tagged by @wanli-mp3

1. Esperar pra Ver: Poolside/ Fatnotronic

2. Girl Front: LOONA

3. Paradise Valley: Honey and the Sting

4. Uncle ACE: Blood Orange

5. Song for a Future Generation: The B-52's

6. Like Acid Rain: Unknown Mortal Orchestra

7. Wondaland: Janelle Monae

8. Lady: Yubin

9. Cabinet Man: Lemon Demon

10. Kolore Bizia: Negu Gorriak (my pick-me-up song)

I tag @slimesandwich @beauba-tea and anyone else who'd like to participate!

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Haven't watched OK KO in awhile. I wonder how much I've missed

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Why does everything and everyone make me anxious anymore!!!

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I've never had a girlfriend and well isn't that sad

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I had a dream that my jaw kept locking, and in order to move my mouth around I had to grind my teeth excessively. By the end I had spat out a bunch of bits of my teeth and my mouth felt better

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Sometimes my dreams are like adventures, winds that carry me on inconclusive and fantastical journeys. I meet interesting people and interact with worlds that are flawed, but free and fluid and ultimately comfortable and welcoming. They are an escape into the deep rivets of my mind, to where I can retreat and gain energy for the following day.

Unfortunately sometimes they can be draining. Sticky imprints of the real world that stain my being with feelings that trap me in a cycle of confusion, defeat, and hopelessness. I wake up feeling anxious and uncomfortable. It lasts the whole day and many times into the next. Real events only worsen that feeling. Everything feels corrupted and even good things give an air of wrongness about them. I don't know myself in a positive light.

Sometimes I don't remember my dreams or don't have them at all. I wake up feeling empty, muted, meaningless, and particularly uninpired. Anything can shape me that day. I am constantly on the tip of an iceberg and I am swaying constantly, on the brink of falling into the water. I feel like I have nothing within myself that I can reach into for comfort.

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Serving the gay look™

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Why did the communion bread thing just now take off? We were all thinking the same thing 10+ years ago