#swf aiki

[forbebeandjam]

Sweet & Bitter | Bada Lee x Reader | fluff, Smut, angst part 2

Summary: you found comfort in a new person making Bada realize what she had lost.

Word count: 1.2k

A/N: six months later… I give you part to of this fic. There is another part coming so look forward to that. Love you all!!🫶

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You sat on a bench with Aiki next to you. She had you wrapped in her arms and she was softly stroking your head as you calmed down.

You sniffled and lifted your head from her chest. She tucked your hair behind your ear and lifted your chin.

"It's okay. I'm here for you. I'm not leaving your side until you feel better," she said. You knew she had to pick up her daughter so you shook your head.

"You have to go. Your daughter-"

"Mom!" You heard a voice and turned your head. Aiki's daughter was making her way towards the two of you.

"Her dad picked her up from school. It's okay," she said as she patted your head sweetly.

"Hi, mom. Today was fun with Dad. He bought me a Newjeans album and he took me for ice cream!" She said.

"Dad just spoiled you today, huh? Did he buy you dinner?"

"Nope! But he said to eat whatever you cook. Is this your pretty friend? the one you've been telling me about?" the girl asked.

"Mhm. Her name is Y/N,"

"She is pretty. I'm sure you will be happy together," the girl added making you blush and smile.

"How about we all go to dinner? I'll cook for you," Aiki said and you nodded. She stood up and held your hand. You walked with your hands intertwined with hers and she held her daughter's hand as well.

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Bada ran to the apartment complex hoping to find you there. She wanted to apologize for making you cry and for hurting you. She wanted to tell you how much she loves you, hold you in her arms, and kiss your tears away. But you weren't there.

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You were sitting on a stool in Aiki's kitchen as her daughter showed you her Newjeans album. You laughed and giggled at the child's cute mannerisms she's taken after her mother. You had never realized how cute Aiki was until now. 

The way she played with her daughter and smiled at you. The way she looked at you was sincere and you felt bad for nagging at her for the past months. I could see how honest her intentions were with me. 

"Okay! Clean up, Yeon Woo. We are going to have dinner," Aiki said as she grabbed the plates from the cabinet and started plating the food. You ate with casual chatting and laughing. 

After dinner, Aiki sent her daughter to bed and you waited on the couch as she poured a glass of wine for you and one for her. 

"How are you feeling?" she asked and you took a sip of wine. 

"I don't know. My head was in a knot when I saw her in there with... her. It's like I did everything I could for her. You saw how much I cared for her and how much I loved her. I still do. Why couldn't she see that? And why did she act like she liked me and cared for me?" you drank more wine. 

"I don't know. I don't know how she couldn't see such beauty right in front of her eyes. Such a pretty soul with a really, really sexy body," she said and you giggled as you nudged her shoulder. There was a moment of silence. 

"In all my honesty, Y/N. You are an angel and if she doesn't see that then it's her loss," she said as she got closer to you. 

"And, I know I am not Bada but if you give me a chance, I can help you forget and maybe one day you will love me as much as you love her," you gulped when you saw the proximity of her face. You nodded. 

Maybe it was that you wanted to forget the pain she had caused you. Maybe you wanted to try something new or even be in a relationship for the first time. But the main feeling taking over you was anger. Wanting to make Bada jealous. 

Her lips met yours and you engaged in a small make-out. When you broke the kiss, you wiped the smudged lipstick from her lips and stood up. 

"I should get home. I have an early class," you drank the last of your wine and she walked you to the door. After kissing your cheek, she bid her goodbyes and you went home. 

Once you stepped out of the door you let out the breath you didn't know you were holding. It was all so exhilarating and new to you that you didn't know how to act. You held your chest tightly and got on the bus. 

You checked your phone and saw millions of calls and messages from Bada. You sighed and read through the messages. 

Same old. Asking you for your location. Her wanting to talk and constant nagging, but there is not a single apology. You rolled your eyes and shoved your phone into your bag. 

Once you reached your stop, you got off the bus and walked to your dorm room. You spotted the tall girl rise from the floor and she walked to you. You bit the inside of your cheek in anger. 

"Why did you come from a different route?" she asked and you furrowed your brows. 

"Since when do you care about my bus route, Bada? And why are you at my doorstep?" you asked nonchalantly going past her to unlock your door but she went after you. She tried to go in but you blocked her way. 

"Look, I'm really sorry, okay?" She said as she tried to hold your hand but you didn't let her. 

"Sorry? Sorry for what exactly?" you tilted your head giving her a cold gaze. She was taken aback by your actions. 

She was used to sweet and apologetic looks from you. A smile the minute she held your hand. A blush when she apologized and that seemed to be all gone. 

"Well... for what you saw earlier. I promise it meant nothing. Red and I were talking and then she-"

"Bada, you can save it. You have made it clear that I am just a friend to you. No matter how many mixed signs you give me, I am done. So, please don't come looking for me until you fix your own mind and feelings. I don't want to be a toy you can play with whenever you want. I am tired of being your support for a few days and then ghosted. I had dinner with Aiki and her daughter and I am exhausted so Good night," You closed the door in her face. 

She could see it. She could see you were holding back tears and she smelled the alcohol on your breath. She sighed and walked away. It was then that she realized how much she loved you. 

Not as a sister or friend. She loved you so much, it pained her to see you act like this towards her. How could she ever think of letting you go? She was now determined to win you over. She wouldn't let you go so easily. She was determined to put up a fight for once to show how much she loved you...

⊹˙⋆ PART 3. ⋆˙⊹

[b1ackbunny]

❦ 𝐁1𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐁𝐔𝐍𝐍𝐘’𝐒 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗂𝗌 𝖺 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗄-𝗂𝗇-𝗉𝗋𝗈𝗀𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝗌𝗈 𝖽𝗈𝗇’𝗍 𝖽𝗋𝖺𝗀 𝗆𝖾 😭

𝗋𝖾𝗊𝗎𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗌: 𝖼𝗅𝗈𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗇𝗈𝗐! (𝖼𝗎𝗋𝗋𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗅𝗒 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝗊𝗎𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗌 𝖨 𝗁𝖺𝖽 𝖺𝗅𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗒 𝗀𝗈𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗇)

𝖨 𝖽𝗈𝗇’𝗍 𝗈𝗇𝗅𝗒 𝗐𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖾 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗌𝗐𝖿!! 𝖼𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝖺 𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖨 𝖽𝗈 𝗐𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖾 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗂𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖨’𝗅𝗅 𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗂𝖿 𝖨 𝗐𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖾 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗂𝗍 𝗈𝗋 𝗇𝗈𝗍!

𝖨 𝗈𝗇𝗅𝗒 𝗐𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖾 𝖿𝖾𝗆!𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 𝗈𝗋 𝗀𝗇!𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 (𝖺𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗐/ 𝖿𝖾𝗆!𝗈𝖼𝗌)

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𝚂𝚃𝚁𝙴𝙴𝚃 𝚆𝙾𝙼𝙰𝙽 𝙵𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃𝙴𝚁

𝐁𝐚𝐝𝐚 𝐋𝐞𝐞

𝖲𝖤𝖱𝖨𝖤𝖲

𝖫𝖮𝖵𝖤 𝖫𝖨𝖤𝖲

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗀

𝖼𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗍

𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗌: 00, 01, 02, 03, 04, 05, 06, 07, 08, …

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖡𝖠𝖣𝖠 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. #𝖣𝖳𝖡4𝖫

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝖧𝖨𝖣𝖣𝖤𝖭 𝖳𝖠𝖫𝖤𝖭𝖳𝖲 (𝗆𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗋𝖾𝗇𝖺𝗆𝖾)

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗎𝗇𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐓𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 (𝐊𝐢𝐦 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠)

𝖲𝖤𝖱𝖨𝖤𝖲

𝖣𝖨𝖱𝖳𝖸 𝖣𝖠𝖭𝖢𝖤𝖱

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗀

𝖼𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗍

chapters: 00, 01, 02, 03, …

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖳𝖠𝖳𝖳𝖤𝖱 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖣1 𝖲𝖨𝖬𝖯

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐋𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐫 (𝐋𝐞𝐞 𝐒𝐞𝐨𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠)

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖫𝖴𝖲𝖧𝖤𝖱 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖲𝖴𝖦𝖠𝖱 𝖡𝖠𝖡𝖸 𝖲𝖤𝖮𝖸𝖮𝖴𝖭𝖦

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐡 𝐋𝐞𝐞

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖬𝖨𝖭𝖠𝖧 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖬𝖸𝖲𝖳𝖤𝖱𝖸 𝖶𝖮𝖬𝖠𝖭

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐒𝐨𝐰𝐨𝐞𝐧 (𝐊𝐰𝐨𝐧 𝐒𝐨𝐰𝐨𝐞𝐧)

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖲𝖮𝖶𝖮𝖤𝖭 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖲𝖴𝖯𝖤𝖱 𝖲𝖧𝖸

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐜𝐨𝐥 (𝐂𝐡𝐨 𝐆𝐚-𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠)

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖢𝖧𝖮𝖢𝖮𝖫 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖳𝖧𝖤 𝖦𝖱𝖠𝖭𝖣 𝖧𝖴𝖬𝖡𝖫𝖨𝖭𝖦

02. 𝖢𝖫𝖨𝖭𝖦𝖸

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐇𝐚𝐞𝐜𝐡𝐢 𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐠 (𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐲𝐞-𝐣𝐢)

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖧𝖠𝖤𝖢𝖧𝖨 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖢𝖤𝖫𝖨𝖡𝖠𝖳𝖤

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐮 (𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐇𝐲𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐦)

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖫𝖨𝖪𝖤 𝖨 𝖢𝖠𝖭

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗎𝗇𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐀𝐢𝐤𝐢 (𝐊𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐲𝐞𝐢𝐧)

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖠𝖨𝖪𝖨 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖠𝖯𝖯𝖱𝖤𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖳𝖨𝖮𝖭 𝖯𝖮𝖲𝖳𝖲

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐌𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐚 𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐧 (𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐧 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐖𝐨𝐨)

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖳𝖠𝖪𝖤 𝖨𝖳 𝖠𝖫𝖫

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐍𝐨𝐳𝐞 (𝐍𝐨𝐡 𝐉𝐢𝐡𝐲𝐞)

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖭𝖮𝖹𝖤 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖡𝖮𝖡 𝖯𝖠𝖭𝖢𝖠𝖪𝖤𝖲

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐋𝐞𝐞𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐋𝐞𝐞

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖫𝖤𝖤𝖩𝖴𝖭𝖦 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖧𝖤𝖠𝖱𝖳𝖡𝖱𝖮𝖪𝖤𝖭

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

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[monikashinswife]

I LOVE YOUR STORY SO MUCHIEE YOU ARE THE FIRST MONIKA SHIN WRITER I KNEW !!!

Btw I have like a request, the female reader is part of aiki's crew and no one know her relationship with monika, since no one knew their rs aiki and other crew like noze, leejung were flirting with her and monika as a scary person (if looks could kill) she got jealous with them 🫣 thank you <//3

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Her Paramour

(Prowdmon Monika Shin x HOOK F! Reader)

・❥・Hullo there anon, thank you saur much for requesting! I apologize in advance for the ending. This is written as an escape because I am reviewing for my midterm but I can't stop thinking about this req and of course our Mon-mon. So anygays, enjoy darling!<3

From the moment HOOK stepped on the battleground, the atmosphere was very intense. The crews were all very determined and there was no denying that it was very tight. You noticed how each crew seems to be very alert and on the ground every time another crew steps in to enter the battleground.

The atmosphere changed when PROWDMON entered the ground. They greeted everyone, almost sarcastically. Their presence was felt, and they were very intimidating. Everyone knows how prominent and how big Lip J and Monika Shin are. You almost laugh at how everyone seems to avoid making eye contact with them.

But once they are settled in, you couldn't help but glance towards their direction. As if it was timed, you and Monika met each other's eyes. You almost melted when you saw her intimidating facade break for a moment to admire you. You catch yourself before you can even smile lovingly at her. But you gave her a polite nod to acknowledge her.

Your interaction was cut when the evaluation video played. And as if in an instant, the tension was back when you all watched it. The anticipation was high, they were all waiting for what the other teams were about to say. You quickly look at Lee Jung and notice how she tense up nervously. And as if she could feel someone staring at her. She looked at you. And smiled at you, in which you return respectfully.

Unbeknownst to you, Monika was watching the whole interaction through her peripheral vision. She chose to ignore it and watched the video again. The video continued playing, with prowdmon laughing and joking. But then the clip showed Aiki's comment about how they lack young energy.

You were shocked when you heard a loud "hey" from your secret lover. And you laughed at how quickly Aiki stood up to apologize to her. Monika approached her, still very much offended by your leader's comment. But you laughed, louder than everyone. Knowing that she was joking.

Monika heard your laugh when she was close to Aiki. So she acknowledged Aiki for a second and went back to her crew with a smile that everyone might think is because of how ridiculous the situation is, but it is because she made you laugh.

Monika's presence was always there. And it exploded into a beautiful beat when she battled. And you being her biggest fan couldn't help but fangirl over your lover.

Throughout the rest of the shoot, you made several contacts with Lee Jung and surprisingly, with Noze. Once the rest of the episode was done. It was time for the class mission. And the interaction between you and Noze started to become more often despite not being in the same class.

You and Noze became closer as you talked and talked to each other. Even help each other with anything such as with advice or which moves look cleaner. And Monika started to take notice of the way you two are becoming closer to each other.

"Hey babe" You greeted her with a kiss on her cheek. And instantly, she melted and wrapped her arms around your waist to keep you close. You nuzzle your face on her neck.

Missing times like this when you're just with each other and resting. You carefully put your bag on her counter. Before you went back to her embrace and talk about what you wanted to do for today.

You were lounging on the couch while watching TV when you suddenly talked about the competition and how it's been crazy. You talked about kinds of stuff and friendships. And when it came about Noze, Monika did a great job at hiding her dislike towards the younger dancer.

But she did not want to ruin the mood, so she chose to stay quiet and she just listened to you with a tight chest because of how fondly you spoke about her. She knew your intentions were pure friendship. But Monika couldn't help but feel jealous.

But knowing better, she chose to keep to herself. But that doesn't mean that the dislike she felt did not grow. But her keeping silent did not completely go as planned.

As Monika is a very honest person but playful. She tried to voice out her concerns in a joking manner.

"If you were so fond of her, go to her then." She said jokingly while stroking your hair. And you immediately stopped talking and sat down to look at her. And Monika just stroked your arms while looking at her.

"Well... I might as well." You said seriously, and Monika was stunned. Her face showed it all. She tenses up but immediately relaxes when you laugh at her reaction.

"I would never!" You exclaimed before kissing her, you assured her without knowing it. But Monika still felt jealous. But she knew that you're hers as well as she's yours.

When the Class mission started, both you and Monika were on edge. Luckily you have each other throughout the mission, even though you are in a competition. You have each other's back.

For some reason though, you and Noze seem to bond. You bonded like you were friends and everyone noticed that. Some teasing you both. But you would dismiss it, respecting your girlfriend.

Monika can't do anything but glare at Noze. Her irritation only growing when Noze was picked as the main dancer and her being unprepared. But Monika, like always chose to be quiet.

But then the evaluation is now and the tension was at its peak. You gulp as you watch the intensity of the situation. You assured Aiki that it's not gonna be her. Being the second oldest meant that you were also the team's strength.

And Aiki relies on you, not only because you're her crew member but because you are her friend. After you console your friend and leader. You carefully look at Noze discussing who is she gonna pick as the "worst dancer" with her members.

She caught your eye and you gave her a small smile and she returned it. Your interaction is noticed by your now furious girlfriend. After that interaction with Noze, you quickly search for her eyes.

You squint when you notice that she is avoiding your eyes. But you didn't budge, you kept staring at her with a small pout as Noze announced who she picked.

And like cold water has been poured at you, you froze. You couldn't take your eyes off Monika. I watch her face for every bit of reaction as her name is called the worst dancer.

All you wanna do is run to her and hug her. But instead, you shiver as her intimidating voice rang all over the room.

"Look at me in the eyes." She addressed Noze. And you almost quiver in fear. And just like that. WayB declared war with Prowdmon. After the scary interaction, you pat Aiki. Knowing that she did well and congratulate her.

You then continued looking for Monika's eyes. Your breath hitched when she looked at you. You communicate with your eyes. Knowing each other so well that you don't need to ask what's wrong.

You knew that you were gonna talk to her about this once you got home. But for now, a war is about to happen between your lover's crew and your newfound friend's crew.

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

・❥・not proofread

[soleivenus]

its always the girls with boyfriends..

[phoxey]

The one that got away

Aiki x fem!reader

CW: This is very very sad and angsty. Implied suicide.

AN: If you are struggeling with your mental health, please consider seeking help of a professional. Believe me when I say, it helps. I did it. You can do it too.

Always remember the world is a better place because you are in it.

I love you.

It was new years and Aiki decided it was time to get rid off all the stuff she hadn’t looked at or used in a while. Her husband was working, but Yeonwoo helped her mother eagerly, so together they sorted, what can be kept and what can be thrown away.

“Yeonwoo, in Mama’s closet in the back left corner is a box with my Highschool things. Get it for me? A lot of things can be thrown away from there too.”, Aiki said gently and watched her daughter jump into the walk-in closet.

Yeonwoo quickly found the box and started to look through it, her curiousness unmeasurable. She found a lot of old schoolbooks; some were even drawn on. But there were also a half-inflated basketball and a lot of Polaroid photos with friends. Yeonwoo chuckled at them, her mom looked so different in them, but she could feel the same energy radiating through them. Her mom had not lost that.

Yeonwoo would have almost overlooked it, but she caught a glimpse of what was at the bottom of the box, hidden behind more school stuff. An unopened letter. A letter addressed to “The only one I will ever love”. Yeonwoo’s cheeks almost hurt because of the smile that was planted on her face.

“You were popular with the guys! I thought Papa was your first boyfriend.”, she grinned.

Aiki turned around. “He was, I have never had-…”, she broke herself off, when she saw what was in Yeonwoo’s hand. She would have recognized the envelope in fifty years’ time when she would have even forgotten her own name. Aiki fought the urge to rip it out of her daughter’s hand and scold her for looking through her things. But that would be unfair of Aiki, and she knew it. So, she just gently took it out of her hand and put it aside. Luckily Yeonwoo was easily distracted.

In the night, her husband and daughter deep asleep, Aiki laid awake, not being able to sleep. Sighing she got up and walked into the living room to watch some TV quietly, to soothe her mind. But there she saw the envelope that she had put on the cupboard earlier.

Her fingers feathered over the writing. “The only one I will ever love”. In her mind you were “the one that got away”. She had never opened the letter. First out of anger, to punish you. Then out of guilt.

Was today the day?

Aiki took a deep breath and sat down on the couch. Her hand trembled, but she could watch herself opening the envelope, it was an almost out-of-body experience. Slowly she took the neatly folded letter out.

Hello Hyein,

How are you? I wonder how your life is now. Do you think I can guess how many years have passed since my death? Ten? More? Less? I know you won’t open this letter when you get it. You’ll be angry at me; I know you too well.

The first tear rolled down Aiki’s cheek. It was almost like she could hear your voice. How soft and gentle it was, you had always been the polar opposite of her. If Aiki was a hurricane, you were her center, where the sea was calm, and no wind was blowing. That is the kind of person that you were.

I hope you can forgive me some day.

Because I am sorry. So very sorry. I know my words can’t fix what I have done, they won’t bring me back. But my decision is final. But if I could protect one person from the aftermath it would be you. I wish I could erase your memory of me, so that you could live your life in peace, not remembering us, not remembering me.

“But I want to remember you…”, Aiki whispered, her throat feeling tight.

You’ll say that you want to remember me. Why are you crying then? I know you are. You can’t hide anything from me, Kang Hyein…

Kang Hyein. Kang Hyein… I love your name. But maybe that is because I love you. In this world that only taught me to hate everyone, including myself, I only truly loved you. You were the sun that illuminated my moon in this dark world. I hope you never lost your sunshine.

The world is cruel to people with a fire like yours. The think you will burn them. But in reality, they burn everything they fear.

They feared us and our love. I am sorry that I was not strong enough to endure, I know you are. I hope you are. The world is better with you in it. You will survive their cruelties. I didn’t. Not when everyone, but you, hates me. The teachers, our classmates, even my own family. I don’t know what hurt me more… their words or their fists?

Ultimately, it doesn’t matter. They won. They wished death upon me, and they got what they wanted. I hope they are happy now… that this was worth it. But they don’t dare to cry on my funeral if I am even getting that. Only you are allowed to cry.

Aiki remembered your funeral very clearly. Only your parents and she were there. Your parents stood there; stone faced. They occasionally glared at Aiki, especially when she laid down flowers, sobbing. They even left early, while Aiki had spent the entire night in front of your tomb.

Maybe you visit me some day? My grave, I mean. I would love to hear your voice again. Tell me what you have been doing. Do you have a new girlfriend? A boyfriend? Are you married? Do you have a child? What are you doing now? Are you still dancing? Gosh, I hope you are. All you ever wanted was dance. I hope you are so very successful doing what you love.

I’ll be up here in the sky, watching over you. I will always protect you. When in doubt, just look at the moon. I will shine only for you.

I will wait patiently until my sun joins me in the sky. You better not come here too soon. Take your time and enjoy your life. Until we can be reunited in eternity. No one will judge us here.

I miss you. I love you. Always.

Aiki stared at the letter. Hot tears were running down her face. Your voice still lingered, and it made her heart ache for you. She had almost forgotten how much she loved you, too caught up in life, to remember her past.

Almost in a trance she followed where your voice was coming from. And before she knew it, she was standing on her balcony, staring up into the night sky. White clouds left her mouth with every breath, but somehow, she felt warm. The sky was clear, and the moon seemed bigger than usual. Its light was pulsating slowly, synchronized with her own heartbeat.

Almost like on autopilot, her hand reached up as though she could catch the moonlight. Aiki gave the moon a sad smile.

“I love you. Forever.”

[gayoung-lover]

꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹ hi, i am cassiel !! my asks are open 🫶

⋆ 21 | enfj | sagittarius | bi | j-pop idol lover 🩷

⋆ i crosspost from my ao3 !! i am nagoyaruka there

⋆ i write for chocol, bada, monika, aiki, biggy n more !! you can ask 🫶

₊˚⊹⋆ masterlist ⋆₊˚⊹

[alchemistys]

swf always has that one dancer making everyone gay..s1 was aiki now bada

[aespicysstuff]

Masterlist:

BlackPink

Reactions:

You being buff

You being their back dancer

You calling them wife

Headcanons:

Meeting Latina Y/n for the first time

Gifts they get you

Scenarios:

Smau:

Aespa

Reactions:

Their girlfriend being buff

Headcanons:

Scenarios:

Smau:

Itzy

Reactions:

Headcanons:

Scenarios:

Find Us - Hwang Yeji x Fem Reader

Smau:

New Jeans

Reactions:

The first time they meet you

You having a masc style

Headcanons:

Little things you do

Your ship dynamic

The playlist of your relationship

Scenarios:

Cool With You - Haerin x Actress!Fem!Reader

Smau:

Ive

Reactions:

Headcanons:

Scenarios:

Smau:

Le Sserafim

Reactions:

Headcanons:

Scenarios:

First Heartbreak - Miyawaki Sakura x Fem!Reader/ Platonic!Hong Eunchae x Fem!Reader

Smau:

StayC

Reactions:

Headcanons:

Scenarios:

Smau:

___________________________________

SWF 1

- Monika Shin

Mi Corazón - Monika Shin x Fem!Reader

- Lip J

- Gabee

L.A Love - Gabee x Tattoo artist!Fem!Reader

- No:Ze

Máscaras - No:Ze x Stripper!Fem!Reader

- Leejung

- Aiki

SWF 2

- Kirsten Dodgen

You Heart Call For Me: part 1/part 2 - Kirsten Dodgen x Dancer!Fem!Reader

Home - Kirsten Dodgen x Soldier!Fem!Reader

- Harimu

- Redy

- Bada Lee

- Lusher Lee

- Minah Lee

___________________________________

Others

- Jenna Ortega

Why did you have to go? - Tara Carpenter x Fem!Reader

Scream - Jenna Ortega x Fem!Reader

- Halle Bailey

- Florence Pugh

My Rival - Florence Pugh x Dc!Actress! Fem!Reader

- Bruna Marquezine

- Margot Robbie

Eyes Don't Lie - Margot Robbie x Bodyguard!Fem!Reader

- Dua Lipa

- Kylie Jenner

Angel - Kylie Jenner x Actress!Fem!Reader

[taruusmoon]

Not gonna lie, I didn’t fall for Monika or Aiki in SWF season 1

I fell for LeeJung😩😩😩😩😩😩

The idol choreographers have something…

[miyoii]

𓄳 𖥔˙̣ 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

swf

➥ bada lee

clingy (female reader)

moments like this (female reader)

be with me (female reader) : one , two

➥ noze

➥ aiki

➥ chocol

enhypen

➥ lee heeseung

➥ park jay

➥ sim jake

➥ park sunghoon

➥ kim sunoo

➥ yang jungwon

➥ nishimura riki

&team

➥ k

➥ fuma

➥ nicholas

➥ ej

➥ yuma

➥ jo

➥ harua

➥ taki

➥ maki

cravity

➥ serim

➥ allen

➥ jungmo

➥ woobin

➥ wonjin

➥ minhee

➥ hyeongjun

➥ taeyoung

➥ seongmin

[curi0us-gh0st]

★ kpop .ᐟ ㌐ ☽︎

smut, angst, fluffy, headcanons, clips, etc.

1. kpop (gg, bg, solo)

2. dancers

3. swf 2

GIRL GROUPS

blackpink

nothing here

twice

nothing here

red velvet

nothing here

mamamoo

nothing here

itzy

nothing here

(g)idle

nothing here

snsd

nothing here

apink

nothing here

iz*one

nothing here

fromis_9

park jiwon; escape room (s)

le sserafim

nothing here

ive

jang wonyoung; porcelain princess (s)

aespa

kim minjeong & yoo jimin; i love you, i think (a)

stayc

nothing here

gfriend

nothing here

weeekly

nothing here

new jeans

nothing here

xg

cocona; between bites and hugs (c)

xg; christmas gifts (f)

BOY GROUPS

ateez

san; dad's princess (s)

astro

nothing here

nct

nothing here

bts

nothing here

got7

nothing here

stray kids

nothing here

SOLOIST

lee jieun (IU)

nothing here

lee sunmi

nothing here

kim chungha

nothing here

jeon somi

nothing here

bibi

nothing here

hyuna

nothing here

lee hi

nothing here

heize

nothing here

jiae

nothing here

DANCERS

heeeeyun

bada lee & heeyun; they are in love with you (f)

no:ze

nothing here

monika shin

nothing here

aiki

nothing here

SWF 2

bebe

bada lee & heeyun; they are in love with you (f)

bada lee; seasons (f)

1million

lia kim & mina myoung; reward (s)

deep n dap

mina myoung & lia kim; reward (s)

mannequeen

nothing here

jam republic

nothing here

ladybounce

nothing here

wolf'lo

nothing here

tsubakill

nothing here

[tomanjicons]

⠀⠀· ⠀⠀ᥲıkı  ㅤ ㅤ♡.  ㅤ ㅤ@  hook ⠀⠀: ⠀⠀𝐢͟𝐜͟𝐨͟𝐧͟𝐬͟ ⠀⠀ഒ ⠀⠀bч ⠀⠀ꜜ ⠀⠀tomᥲnjıcons ⠀⠀［⠀𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 ⠀⠀% ⠀⠀𝗿𝗲𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗴⠀ ］ ⠀⠀𝖓𝖔 ⠀⠀¡ ⠀⠀rᥱpost⠀›

[b1ackbunny]

SOCIALS W/ GF!AIKI

PT. 01 | APPRECIATION POSTS

An Aiki smau Oneshot

paring: gf!aiki x fem!reader

word count: n/a

warnings: nothing tbh, suggestive humor, funny fluff, would label this is a oneshot but idk

masterlist

a/n: aiki is my wife so I had to do this… like I was obligated to by everything in me 🙏🏽 anyways hope y’all enjoy yadda yadda

· · ─────── ·𖥸· ─────── · ·

[lyamhp]

𝓑𝓪𝓫𝔂, 𝓵𝓮𝓽'𝓼 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓺𝓾𝓮𝓻

[isa-tmbla]

I have been binge watching street women fighter and saw their photoshoot pics.

Such beautiful and powerful women.

[phoxey]

Masterlist

Requests are open! Just pitch something and I will see what i can do!

Colorcode:

Smut Fluff Angst

SWF Oneshots

Bada

I can't help you. (Bada Lee x reader) I

French toast (Bada Lee x reader) I

"Do you need some help there?" (Bada Lee x reader) I

Is this what you dreamed about? (Bada Lee x reader) I

Talent vs Hard Work Pt 1 (Bada Lee x reader) I

Talent vs Hard Work Pt 2 (Bada Lee x reader) I I

I missed you. (Bada Lee x reader) I I

Aiki

The one that got away (Aiki x reader) I

Monika

Abandoned (Monika x reader) I I

Others

"Who knew you could be so cheesy..." (Chocol x reader) I

Decide pt.1 (Lusher x reader) I

Decide pt.2 (Lusher x reader) I I

The White Raven (Bada Lee Gang AU)

Limbo (Bebe's rival)

Chapter 1

Chapter 2 I

Chapter 3 I

Chapter 4

Chapter 5