#swellie rambles

[doing-swell]

I need to be pregnant back to back to back.

I need my tits to never stop leaking while I grow your babies over and over. I want my full breasts to leak through my shirts in public — when people see me waddling around with my wet t-shirt and round, giant protruding belly and think, “That poor girl, she’s a baby making machine. She’s gonna pop!”

[doing-swell]

If you were given the opportunity to experience your dream pregnancy, what would it look like? How many would you like to experience carrying at once? How big of a bump, your boobs and butt would you like to have? What other aspects would fulfill your dream pregnancy?

This has been sitting in my inbox for so long because I’m simply overwhelmed with how to answer it!!

It would have to be twins. Twin girls to be exact! I have a sister close in age with me and I’ve always wanted that with my kids.

I also would be HUGE. My belly should be giant, showing really early and and everyone shocked by how big I am. I want to go out in public all the time, making sure to get the attention of everyone with my wide gait and waddle.

Think this big at only 6 months:

My tits. I need them to be even bigger than they are now, my nipples getting darker by the day. Constantly aching due to the amount of milk I’m supplying for my babies. Veiny. Leaky. Spilling out of every bra I own. So fucking sensitive, nipples hardened at a gust of wind.

And in terms of my life itself. If this is a real fantasy, I want to be filthy fucking rich. On an estate somewhere, every chore done for me and no need to do anything but grow my giant babies. Food catered to me at all times, the coziest and best sheets and lingerie, and an endless vacation of getting bigger and more swollen by the day. Mirrors everywhere on the estate so I can see my body’s transformation.

The birth? On the estate of course, with a team of the best midwives and doulas in the country. Low and comfortable lighting, and my favorite music playing with the babies’ daddy guiding me through each contraction. I do it on my rules, when the time is right, and completely natural. I want to feel both babies lower into my pelvis and I want to scream and groan and sweat while I push. I want to be bathed of and taken care of and told I’m doing such a good job pushing out these babies. So strong and so naturally feminine, tits getting pumped to increase the contraction’s intensity.

But that’s only the first pregnancy. The next time I want to do something completely different. Something less comfortable, with stirrups on a creaky hospital bed. I have my entire life to act out and experience every fantasy I’ve ever had… Isn’t that beautiful?

Is that enough of a visualization 😚✨

[doing-swell]

Yesterday I was at the beach with my girlfriend and she turned to me and said “I can’t wait until you’re pregnant and we can go to the beach and I can rub lotion into your belly” 😍😭💖✨

It’s possible folks, telling your partner about your kink truly can bring you together in ways I never thought imaginable when I was younger. I’m so lucky (and excited) to experience that one day 🥺

[doing-swell]

Random Fantasy: There’s no chance I’m pregnant right now, but I want to meet a hot cashier at a CVS or some pharmacy and continue going back for pregnancy tests.

Being embarrassed at first, showing up the second time, and giggling / blushing the third time you show up for another test just a few weeks later.

I wonder what they would think of me? Would they think of me as a fertile slut? Would they want to fuck me too?

[doing-swell]

may or may not be wearing a fake pregnant belly in a sundress watching tv and smoking 🍃

I loveeee needing to spread my legs wide just to sit

[doing-swell]

Okay there really needs to be more alternatives for fake pregnant bellies for girlies like me who have chubby bellies to begin with

It’s hard enough getting clothes in a size 16/18 … and all I want is to wear a giant pregnant belly that actually expands to the size of my hips and won’t rip while trying to get on/off

If only I were like an engineer or designer of some sort and I could assist with this lmfao

[doing-swell]

So the fake belly has officially ripped 😭 I’m so bummed because it wasn’t cheap.

It was fun while it lasted 🥺

[doing-swell]

some rambly birth fantasies :)

CW: Birth, painful birth

Giving birth to one baby, but shortly after feeling incredibly painful contractions once again. From your experience, the pain is way too much to just be the placenta alone. Uh oh! Yup, that's definitely another head slowly dropping - looks like you're giving birth to two babies today, start pushing!

Babies actively moving around in your giant belly during an ultrasound. you're shifting on the bed to keep yourself even remotely comfortable after your last contraction. "I just need to find out where the baby's head is at, mama," the nurse says. "They are ready to come out!!!" you scream, unable to mask the pain level you're experiencing.

Closing your legs in the hospital room because you're terrified to start pushing. If you spread your legs, then you'll know it's real. You knew it was a reality when you got pregnant - the baby has to come out somehow - but now that you're here and it's happening for real, you don't think you can do it. "Baby..." you cry to the father of your babies, "Can you spread my legs for me? I'm too scared to do it alone." As he opens your legs slowly with both hands firmly grasping each of your shaky knees, you begin to sob, waiting for the inevitable.

[doing-swell]

Got a notification that I’m ovulating today.

My pussy ached just thinking about how much I need to be bred tonight 😭 Someone please knock me up 🥺🩷

[doing-swell]

(totally understand if this is too personal/you don't want to answer on anon, I'm just also too embarrassed to direct message) how did you work through religious guilt around sexuality/especially attraction to pregnancy? I'm 28f and finally starting to explore more sexually. I definitely don't want kids but the idea of being pregnant is so hot to me and I feel bad even looking at blogs about it. I know logically there's nothing inherently wrong with finding this stuff hot but ooooh boy shame brain disagrees. If you have capacity/ability to talk about how this was for you I'd appreciate it--I also have felt this way since I was a kid and it was really helpful just to know that someone else had that experience!!! Thank you either way, hope you're well<3

Anon! Thank you so much for asking 🩷

It’s taken me a long time to get here, even just viewing these blogs and seeing this content a few years ago would have REALLY scared me away. I always knew I was interested in pregnancy from a young age, and growing bellies were something that I looked to in absolute awe. I didn’t realize it was something I was thinking sexually about until I was in my teens — and then, I was confused even more because I didn’t know I was gay (lol). To be honest, I don’t even remember coming to the realization it was sexual. THAT is how much I pushed it away in my brain. A lot of my life I’ve been suppressing these feelings, taking them and shoving them in a box and putting them on a shelf. Thinking… okay I’ll save THAT for later.

(Continued below!)

It was this blog that made me come to terms with the fetish and kink in general - and the people I’ve met on here made me realize what I experienced was unlike what they also experienced. That was the first step in me realizing, oh hey, this isn’t fucking weird. Other people have the same thoughts and that’s OKAY!

I also think in general it’s so hard to know the people around you and what turns them on… and tbh, no one needs to know that (unless they want to be forward about it). EVERYONE has something a lil kinky they like, whether they’ve found that thing or not, and at the end of the day I’m grateful I know what turns me on AND that I can (or could) actually experience it one day.

Telling my therapist was a huge step for me as well, I told her about my pregnancy fetish a few months ago and what I thought would be met with judgement and disgust was met with… neutrality. She told me that EVERYONE has their thing, and a huge part of why I’m shameful of it is that I’m embarrassed by SEX. Not my fetish. Embracing your sexuality, especially growing up in religious communities is not easy. We were taught our whole lives to be good little girls and never think about such horrid things - but I’m here to say that thinking about these things is 1. Fun and 2. Teaches you who you are and how your relationship with sex could be!

The next step after telling my therapist was telling my girlfriend. I truly thought in my teens and in college I would NEVER tell anyone about my fetish but here I am, in a healthy and happy relationship, with a partner who loves me AND knows about this blog and my fetish. It is freeing in a way I never knew was possible. Hearing her tell me the show we’re about to start has 3 pregnancies I can look forward to, or her telling me she’s so excited for me to be so hot and pregnant with her babies…. It’s HOT. And it’s what other folks who don’t have our certain fetish experience too. We deserve love. We deserve to be turned on and to not live in shame of who we are.

At the end of the day, as long as we’re not hurting anyone with this fetish, we’re only hurting ourselves by suppressing it.

Sorry for the lengthy response, but you definitely unleashed something in me! Always happy to chat with you if you’re ever comfortable. No need to be embarrassed. I wish you so much love and luck in your journey. 🥳🩷

[doing-swell]

Lowkey wish I could stream sims with you guys and watch me while I knock everyone up and get my sims pregnant over and over again… would y’all ever watch?

[doing-swell]

wanna get high and fuck some babies into me 🤗

[doing-swell]

Jenny Slate in her comedy special said at the end of the day when you’re in labor your partner could be there for you could have an incredible support system, midwife, doctors, nurses

It’s all you. You’re in this alone. You need to push the baby out alone.

That hit 😅

[doing-swell]

I got a leg tat this weekend and it’s literally so sexy I’m obsessed 😍😍

[doing-swell]

How does one become moots with you?

Is moots mutuals? Lol I’ve never heard of that in my 13 years on tumblr

A couple of rules to get a follow back and become mutuals with me!

1. You spark my attention and post things I like or enjoy reblogging and getting off to

2. You don’t post any of my turn-offs (I generally don’t want my feed clogged by things that I don’t find hot, but it’s never personal! This especially relates to feeder/feedie and mpreg content)

3. You have an age and at least some info in your bio

4. You actively post/ Don’t have a blank blog

5. In general you send me asks that are nice and don’t give me a creepy vibe

I don’t have the time to look at everyone’s profile when they follow me so if you want to get my attention ever, send me an ask that you think will spark my interest 😉

[doing-swell]

A bong and an iced coffee, what better way to spend a morning off from work??? 🤤