#suuuu this is so long!!!!

[pa-stella]

For the ask game, please ♡ (◍•ᴗ•◍)

🎉 💖 💪 😩 🎭 🎆

ohhh Su 💕💕💕

"🎉 Where have you noticed the most growth in your writing?”

I don’t know if it can be considered growth, I used to have trouble posting stories under/over a certain number or words. This year I learned that each fic I write has the perfect amount of words because… that’s how I want them to be. Like, I can convey my messages with 100 or 5k words and both are okay. (Does this makes sense??)

“💖 Was there a comment or another piece of feedback that made you feel all the warm and fuzzies?”

I must confess that, when I’m feeling particularly bad and unmotivated, I like to reread the tags people add when they rb my stories… they have the power to make me feel so much better! If I have to choose something that surprised me… I’d say these adorable doodles by @7000f1 💕

“💪 What ship gave you the most brainrot this year?”

I think we both know the answer to this. In general hypmic has conquered my brain and heart, but if we are talking about ships… HitoJaku gets the prize for making my mind go jdkwhdjsjhddkjendkd whenever I think about them. It’s not the first time I have an otp, but this level of inspiration and obsession…. is totally new haha my wips and ideas are 80% about these two old men and this ship is making me work and study in other areas other than writing. Second and third places go to KuuJyu and SasaRo 💕

“😩 Are there any ideas or fics you scrapped?”

Mmm, if I have an idea I try my best to write it down. I might not publish the fic, but I don’t just scrap it. It’s more common for me to abandon a story for some time before finishing it though…

“🎭 Did you do something new this year? Write for a new fandom, in a new POV, new ship?”

Ohhh, I did some new this year! I wrote xreader stories for the first time (I still have to work on this skill, but I’m pretty proud of the Jakuraixreader one even if it was the first one) and I started to write about ships and characters I’d usually just… ignore.

“🎆 What are you most excited to work on or share in 2023?”

At the moment I’m working on a few different AUs. The first one is the HitoJaku Florist/Tattoo Artist one and I’m having a lot of fun. I even made moodboards, maps, etc. This time I decided to wait at least until the third chapter is done before posting it… so I’ll have more time and it’ll be easier to schedule it. Another AU is… is something I’ve already talked about here and I decided to make it my 2023 biggest project. I’ll try to do a sort of novel/comic out of it, but it’s also possible that I’ll just do an illustration for each chapter instead.

[illuminafly]

curiosity. it was funny to her, how so many people she had met since leaving sabaody had so many scars. silva had her own scar, of course, but it wasn't really something she tried to pull that much attention for!! there was a reason she tried her best to cover the burnt and scarred socket with her bangs. even so, she could help but to take a little step closer and try to get a better look. black wings fluttering occasionally as her smile grew just a little wider.

" there are suuuu many!! " silva giggled, then pulled her bangs up to show the old scar that had long since replaced her left eye. just to show it for a moment, then let the strands of teal hair fall back over it.

" i unly really have une!! "

@cisnecorazon (x)

[vampyr3wife]

hi!! what lashes do u wear?? also where’s this piece from? is suuuu cute mwah

https://www.tumblr.com/vampyr3wife/700112105381265409

haii luv!! I hvnt rlly worn lashes in a long time so I’m not exactly sure which ones those r ! I’m 80% sure they’re kiss lashes in haute couture bc that’s the only box I have left.. but I pretty much only used kiss lashes ! also tht’s from house of widow : )

[al1c3s]

Beomgyu X Su-Jin

That's Su-Jin, she is a new exchange student

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Su-Jin had just moved to Daegu from Busan, South Korea, when she moved she learned that her childhood best friend Suki also went there. On her first day, she walked into school seeing a bunch of new faces who just stared at her whispering to their friends but then she also saw her best friend Suki, who was clearly excited to see her there, Suki smiled and said: "Suuuu-Jiiiiiin!" Her friend Su-Jin though just awkwardly stared at her and said: "Heyy?" Suki stared at her realizing she embarrassed her so she calmed herself down a bit and said: "Hey Su-Jin, I'm glad you're here," and she smiled before a tall guy bumped into Su-Jin without even apologizing, Suki sighed and said: "Sorry about him, His name is Beomgyu. He's like the class clown I guess?" She chuckled and said: "he's kinda mean I guess? But he does it like a dumb joke.." Su-Ki said before the bell rang and everyone went to their Classes. Their was only one spot available which was next to beomgyo, The teacher took a glance at her students before she said: "Everyone, We have a new student, Her name Is Su-Jin and I'd like for her to introduce herself," Su-Jin looked around and nodded before she went to the front next to the blackboard A she wrote down her name and said: "My Name is Su-Jin, I came from Busan like most of you." She said before fixing her hair and Suki smiling and putting thumbs up before Su-Jin sat down just to get her hair pulled, She looked back at the guy who did it just to see Beomgyu, she sighed: "Can you please stop." She Said Clearly annoyed but Beomgyu just chuckled and said: "I'm sorry I'm just admiring a beautiful woman with her beautiful hair," Su-Jin scoffed and said whatever. A few weeks later Beomgyu's teasing and grades would just get worse and worse, so because he kept getting so distracted their teacher got a idea, She called over Su-Jin after class right before lunch, Which worried Su-Jin because she really didn't want to get in trouble, Suki frowned, concerned for her best friend, Not wanting her to feel bad or get introuble, She looked back at her and said: "Do you want me to wait here for you? I can wait!" Giving her a reassuring smile, Su-Jin said no though and that she'll be fine but thank you, She went to her teacher's desk before the Teacher said: "Su-Jin, We have to talk about Beomgyu's grades, Ever since you came he's been only distracted by you and he has stopped paying attention to class, So I think, You should tutor him, Your parents said you would so what do you say?" She looked at you and you just nodded not being able to say your opinion anymore, You left the room and when you left you saw Suki walking in a circle waiting, you laughed and said: "I told you not to wait!" But then Suki chuckled and said: "I'd never actually leave one of the people I love the most! And I care about you! A lot! So now, What was all of that about?" She had her bright smile like always and Su-Jin just explained that she just has to tutor someone no big deal, then Suki said that was good before she saw Sunghoon and she blushed and smiled: "Isn't he handsome!" Suki said while Felix who was behind them clearly was heartbroken by her statement. Two Months pass and Beomgyu started passing the class again and he started developing a crush on Su-Jin, He Invited her to a Cafe and Suki on the other hand Invited Sunghoon to the park, When he arrived Suki gasped and she said: "Sunghoon! I have something to tell you!" "what is it?" Sunghoon said glancing at the short girl, she blushed and said: "For a really long time I've had a crush on you.. I always found you so funny and nice.. and I was wondering if you'd like to be my boyfriend..? I bought you some roses and choco-" Then, Suddenly the girl got interrupted, She got interrupted by Sunghoon just saying "I don't like you. And I Never will, I would never date someone like you, You're loud and chaotic. I couldn't bother dealing with someone like that every day," , She couldn't believe it, Her heart Shattered, She ran away crying. She eventually ran into a slide which she just cried at.

[t4t4t]

https://rateyourmusic.com/music-review/LimedIBagels/husker-du/celebrated-summer-new-day-rising/136578952

"What I love is that it's a question, and a challenge. For a long time I didn't know what the singer was actually going on about; didn't feel like I needed to. And it's true — I didn't need to know. It was strong already: the warm fuzz, the flourishes on the guiding melodies ('...was that your celebrated suuuu-ha-mmmaaaeaaaaahhhh...'), the way the electric guitar chugs out of the acoustic verse — all of which more than made up for the fact that the drummer (and producer) never managed anything even close to a decent snare sound. But they burned through the words so quickly that it was hard to know what was worth hearing. 'IguessIbetterbeOFFmyway-a-sayin'woodhein...justwhenI'mreadyyouSEEthesykeit'sONthegrind...julikeascreamingI'llGETaFRIENDtoHANGaround....' It was literal years before I finally summoned the courage to even open my own CD's liner notes and read how the words were written. And hey, whaddya know: knowledge was power! It didn't 'disappoint me because the words weren't what my ears had made up' — it deepened the experience, because I knew more of the truth. Truth can't help but do that. There's no such thing as a noble lie.

I can't help but think of this song in relation to something Stephen Sondheim once said about another summertime song: "Summertime". ('Summertime...and the livin' is easy....') Sondheim said something along the lines of: 'Anyone else would have written, "Summertime, when the living is easy." It takes something very special to write, "Summertime, and the living is easy."' I think about that when I listen to "Celebrated Summer", because I would have written: 'Love and hate were in the air like pollen from a flower.' It takes something very special to write, 'Love and hate was in the air like pollen from a flower.' The implication being that love and hate are inextricable from each other; that they are, to some extent, the same thing. Dynamic, innit? And yet even such a simple nuance as that appears to be fading; my glowing rectangle has made me all too aware of just how many people would rather not think about something at all than think about it in a different way. If you can't see any peaks and valleys, then it's all just one long peak — one long valley.

Makes me realize how much can hinge on even a single word, and by (grand) extension how much of human history is comprised of mere flickers of energy, whose wake can halt or fade for years and years. Looking back on a change of seasons; looking forward to the next one and wondering what, if anything, you'll bring to it. Do you remember how you felt about the summer when the first snowfall fell? It's a question. A 'challenge,' you might even say. Was this your celebrated summer? What about that one? You don't need to tell me, though. I will never die."

[tracingdreams]

SUUUU HAAAA...

(AKA It’s my mound and I can take as long as I like to pitch, SO THERE.)

...The Ace. 

[ohsistaa]

I miss her hugs. I miss her asking if everything's alright. I miss her talking nonstop. I miss her screaming at us when we don't move. I miss her saying "Suuuus nako". I miss her standing outside for hours to gossip. I miss her telling us her priority needs. "Gardenia" "Coffee" "Milk"

I miss her talking about her beloved highschool sweethearts. I miss her talking about her unforgettable batch mates. I miss her talking about their teachers. I miss her talking about her highschool life. I miss her talking about our granddad and their love story. I miss her crying for her youngest child.

I miss her spitting fire when she's mad. I miss her cooking. I miss her long dark fingers. I miss her never-protected boobs. I miss her worn-out pink sando. I miss her mad face everytime she did something. I miss her big nose. I miss her crooked teeth she was so shy about. I miss her grey-black short hair. I miss her killer smile. I miss her laughing while her belly bounce.

I miss her telling me I should take care of my siblings. I hated hearing it. I was and still am selfish. But no matter how i hated hearing it, i end up always looking out for them. And at the back of my head, her mad high-tone voice is singing and screaming "alagaan mo yang mga kapatid mo, Kailah!"

I miss her "hooooooy gising na" every morning to wake up for school. And when we don't, she pinches us. I miss her taking a bath with us and end up with our eyes red because of undeniable amount of shampoo and waterfalls in your face. I miss her feeding us but shoving the spoon to our mouth where our jaw jacked a little. I miss her sitting like a rock beside you until you finish your veggies, no matter how much you cry. I miss her combing our hair like she's combing our brains too. I miss her cleaning our ears and accidentally pop our eardrums.

I miss her telling me I can be the one who everyone can humbly respect. She thought me how to be selfless yet selfish. To be Family-Oriented. She thought me how to give my all in love. She thought me everything i am right now.

I miss her. I miss mama len.

[wonunuu]

retrouvailles ❦

thirteen:

💌 reunion (eng) - the happiness of seeing someone again after a long time.

⤷ happiness? are reunions always happy though? when you are reunited with someone you want to see the least, does it make you happy?

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[chaotic-catra]

I wrote my reaction to Evermore when I heard it for the first time a week ago and I don't know what to do with it so here it is:)

Long story short: beautiful song, loved the references to Wonderland (And I fell from the pedestal right down the rabbit hole / We took a wrong turn and we fell down a rabbit hole) and Look What You Made Me Do (Missing me at the golden gates they once held the keys to / I don't like your kingdom keys they once belonged to me). I love how the melody is simple and how it’s not a “raising from the bottom” kind of song. That’s literally the best way to say it: long story short. She doesn’t care about the details, about who did what, because her mind is set elsewhere.

Marjorie: 30 seconds in and I just can't shut up about how taylor's voice was MADE for this kind of music, it is so soft and smooth like an asmr. It feels like it flows through the song. I love that the lyrics are really straight forward. Beautiful beautiful beautiful song just like Soon you'll get better. I like how it takes you a couple of minutes to understand where the song is going to.

Evermore: It gives me the feeling that Evermore and Long story short are two sides of the same coin, they talk about (almost) the same moment in time but one from a happy and hopeful perspective and the other one is still not so over all those dark moments. Evermore would happen a bit before LSS, it’s about this point in which you look back and you can't understand how thing went the way they went, what was the moment when things started to fall apart. And you are not in the eye of the storm anymore, but you are still not very far from it either. Is like everything that happened drowned and now you are alone with no energy and no direction and no perspective. “I'm on waves, out being tosed” Is like a transition song, it starts right after hitting rock bottom and follows her "recovery" until she finds something to hold on to: “In the cracks of light I dreamed of you. It was real enough to get me through.”

Happiness: CATRADORA. NOTHING LEFT TO SAY. CATRADORA. happiness is.. a lot. I love it.. It’s one of those songs that make u say wow.. she really captured this feeling incredibly. She said all there is to say, and showed all there was to show. It's like a flash of sanity in a turbulent time of transition.

Dorothea: CATRADORA CATRADORA CATRADORA also The Lumineers vibes. Dorothea sounds like a song to a friend who left for college or something like that, looking for better things because when living in a small town they tried their best to have a good time but they always knew they would never be 100% happy there and that’s the only reason why you don’t get mad at them or ask them to stay. aka She Ra if Catra wasn't left alone on a toxic and dangerous place when Adora left. It also sounds like “Sedona” by Houndmouth.

No body no crime: I didn't like this one much when I heard it for the first time but checking the lyrics is just one of those songs that make u go "this girl has such a talent when it comes to story telling". Her voice is so hypnotic, one of my favourite things about both folklore and evermore is how deep, calm, soft and SOLID her voice sounds. It was made for this kind of music. Also I love how she said “I sent this to my friend who is most likely to commit murder” SJDSDSJSJSK.

Coney island: I wish it didn’t remind me of certain things and I wish I didn’t understand certain lyrics but in the other hand, STRONG CATRADORA SONG from Adora’s pov. Adora feeling guilty for hurting Catra when she left and for making her feel like she didn’t matter to her. Realizing that no matter how many other wonderful people she meets, she’d never have a bond like the one she shared with Catra. I’ll elaborate on this:

Break my soul in two looking for you but you're right here (Adora looking for someone like Catra on every new person she meets but realizing that there’s no point because SHE ALREADY HAD A CATRA) /If I can't relate to you anymore then who am I related to? (Catra being the only family she had for most part of her life) /And I'm sitting on a bench in Coney Island wondering where did my baby go? The fast times, the bright lights, the merry go (The whole She-Ra thing happened way too fast, and she was introduced to tons of people who admired and revered because they only saw the legendary warrior in her, but when things calmed down she felt Catra’s absence) /The question pounds my head "What's a lifetime of achievement?" If I pushed you to the edge (feeling guilty for, partly, being the reason why Catra made so many bad decisions  by becoming she ra) /Were you waiting at our old spot in the tree line by the gold clock? Did I leave you hanging every single day? (Catra waiting for Adora to come back to the horde) /And when I got into the accident the sight that flashed before me was your face (literally the vision she has at the heart of etheria) I could make a whole gifset out of this but I don’t know how to download the episodes

‘tis the damn season: I first said that Dorothea was about someone (X) talking to their friend who leaves their town. Listening to this I’m 100% sure that that person is Dorothea. (EDIT: I made a post with some parallels). And from this POV, you can tell that Dorothea wasn’t totally happy with her choice. She misses home, misses “X”, and recognizes not only that even if she left her town, she can’t escape from it, but also that she didn’t found what she was looking for in LA. There's an ache in you (Dorothea leaving) put there by the ache in me (Dorothea needing to leave bc she wasn’t there). Also, in “Dorothea” it doesn’t sound like “X” is sad about D leaving, but in this song she says that X is lying, and that X actually suffers because of it.

Willow: It's a really nice song, is catchy, chill, it's not gonna happen but it could have a really cool remix (EDIT: SOMEONE REALLY MADE A REMIX AND IT'S AMAZING). I don’t resonate much with the lyrics but the phrase “The more that you say the less I know, wherever you stray I follow, I'm begging for you to take my hand; wreck my plans” is just. so. beautiful. Yes, I’m avoiding the m*n part. Sorry Joe, ily.

Ivy: I didn't resonate much with this song so my brain stopped paying attention and instead it realized that the "How’s one to know?" part sounds EXACTLY like that Rose and Rosie song that they made to promote their sponsor that goes SUUUU-UUUURF SHARK. Biggest discovery at the moment if you ask me.

Gold rush: I don't have anything mature to say about this one. My leo ass wants someone singing things like this about me, that's it. sorry. About the music it sounds AMAZING I like the "magical" sound and the fairy tale atmosphere. I love the rhythm.

Cowboy like me: I can relate it to my own experiences but I don't thing they have much to do with the actual point of the song. Maybe I got this one wrong but I love this concept of "I wouldn't like to love someone like me, and you and me are made of the same". Champagne problems: First thought CATRADORA VIBES (Adora leaving Catra behind) “I dropped your hand while dancing, left you out there standing, crestfallen on the landing”. (EDIT: Now that I’ve listened to the album more times I like this one way more and the bridge is BIBLICAL) Closure: The “metal” noises reminds me of the American Horror Story’s theme song.

[campbellatoner]

“So, are you nervous?” asked Sydney as she reached for a fine-tooth comb.

“Nervous? Um... I don’t know about me being nervous, per se... I’m just...” Cody gestured his hand in a gentle circular motion, “Queasily excited, is all...”

“Queasily? That’s a new one,” she laughed, giving Cody’s hair a quick run through with a gentle gel.

Cody rolled his eyes, “okayokayokay, you don’t have to laugh! I’m just trying to actually get it through my head that I’m actually getting married, yknow?”

Luke hummed in the background as he messed with his tie, “yeah, dude. I figured you’d be the last one of us to get married.”

Cody looked back at him through the mirror, “oh yeah?”

“Yeah, man. I figured the first would be Syd with a beautiful lady-”

Sydney scoffed, “Okay, you don’t need to rub in my poor dating streak in my face, Luke,”

“-...anyways. Zeke’s aro but would probably get married to, like, a shoe designer for free kicks then watch as they ‘mysteriously’ disappeared out of nowhere. And I’d probably get high in Las Vegas or something and get married to some old chick in a drive through wedding. Her name would be Ethel-”

“Luke, why did you put that much thought into yours?” Cody asked as Syd brushed his hair back.

“I dreamt about it once. We’d have a short marriage due to her being, like, 60, but she was a sweetheart.”

“...You’re weird.” Cody stated.

Sydney kept going back and forth between a few combs, and every once in a while she’d rustle up his hair to start fresh. “So, aside from us, who’d you invite?” she asked, using the rattail end of the comb to repart his hair.

“Honestly, Octavia’s the only one who really ‘invited’ people over. The only people left for me to invite was just a few family from my mom and dad’s side, and that’s mostly just cousins and a few aunts and uncles that live nearby.”

She hummed, “so I’m guessing you’re comfortable with that side of the family, then?”

Cody drummed his fingertips on the vanity in front of him, “Mostly, yeah. I’m just glad I was able to reconnect with my cousins, y’know?”

She nodded her head, “oh, yeah, totally. My mom’s side of the family suuuu-uuucks, I only really interact with them for my cousin, Jeanette”

She brushed a few strands of his hair out of his face, giving it one final comb through before she stepped back. “Alright, I thiiink that’s it! Take a look!” She said, bringing Cody a handheld mirror to look at the back of his head”

“Oh man,” he gasped, “Syd, this looks amazing! Remind me when we get back from our Honeymoon to have you cut my hair in the back, okay?”

She gave him a finger gun before she washed the leftover gel off of her hands, “You’re more than welcome, Hatcher. Please don’t fuck it up at some point, I spent too long getting your hair to behave”

He nodded his head, keeping in mind to be very gentle as the gel set, “Got it”

He reached for the jacket of his tuxedo, it had a soft velvet-y material, honestly a steal at the thrift store. He did, however, add some pizazz with some rose-patterned embroidery across the top. 

He looked at himself in the mirror, giving himself a light spin to make sure there wasn’t any loose threads or pet fur clinging onto his suit. 

He felt... Odd... All dressed up like this. And especially for an event like this, no less. It felt like eeons ago he asked Octavia to marry him, and now look at him.

His mind wandered a bit, he thought about his parents, and how when he went out into the Chapel’s santuary, they wouldn’t be there... His expression fell a bit, and his friends instantly took notice.

“You look good, Cody,” Zeke stated, patting his shoulder.

“Thanks, Zeke,” he said, giving him an awkward hug from the side.

Sydney and Luke followed close, being careful with his hair (and, let’s be real here; his heart)

Cody took a deep breath and stepped back. “Hoo boy... I wonder what the girls are up to?”

Sydney shrugged as she sat down on the couch, reaching for her heels, “I have no clue, man”

Cody nodded, pursing his lips, “I hope things are running smoothly over there...”

[immortalfm]

* @shadowsfm​ !

❝  SO  ,  LIKE  ,  WHAT  ARE  WE  gonna  do  ?  ❞  the  question  is  posed  bluntly  in  spite  of  the  way  bell-like  lilt  lifts  at  the  tail-end  of  her  question  with  a  hint  of  sing-song  fascination  ;  julia’s  head  hangs  from  the  couch    as  long  legs  hook  over  the  back  of  eat  ,  blonde  locks  sweeping  against  the  floor  as  she  bops  to  the  beat  of  whatever  tune  had  managed  to  trap  itself  in  her  mind  a  few  hours  earlier.  airpods  are  discarded  ,  silicone-pink  coverings  hugging  the  small  ,  two-piece  device  (  the  shade  is  the  same  delicate  shade  of  her  tapered  ,  coffin-shaped  nails  ;  she  had  selected  the  color  prior  to  her  manicure  appointment  with  painstaking  effort  --  coordination  ,  after  all  ,  is  key  !  )  as  they  lay  scattered  across  the  carpeted  floor.  though  the  young  lycan  looks  almost  uncomfortable  where  she  hangs  upside  down  from  her  upholstered  seat  ,  julia  finds  herself  swinging  &  kicking  her  legs  playfully  up  into  the  air.  ❝  miguel’s  not  gonna  be  free  until  ,  like  ,  suuuu  -  per  late.  ❞  a  small  huff  tacks  onto  the  end  of  her  words  &  brows  pinch  together  with  subtle  annoyance.

the  triplet  of  friends  had  always  spent  a  majority  of  their  evenings  together  --  but  with  the  other  lycan’s  evening  classes  skewing  their  typically-routine  schedules  in  a  scattering  of  directions  ,  julia  &  kaz  were  left  to  their  own  devices  for  far  longer  than  either  of  them  had  anticipated.  julia’s  head  tilts  ,  blue  hues  wandering  until  she  can  watch  them  carefully  --  &  though  her  vision  of  kaz  is  upside  down  by  nature  ,  she  cannot  help  but  note  the  way  they  seem  to  diligently  tap  away  at  their  laptop.  she’s  quiet  for  a  long  moment  before  finally  ,  a  loud  whine  escapes  her.  ❝  he  -  llo  !  kaaaaaaz  !  are  you  even  paying  attention  to  me  ?  i’m  bored  !  puh  -  lease  don’t  ignore  me  !  i  have  no  friends.  ❞

[kvrisu]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE!!!!!! hope you are having a wonderful day dear!!! 💖💖💖 i can't believe it's been like months since we last talked ;;;;;;;;; i am rlly sorry about that hhhhh but i hope things are going well for you and you aren't stressing yourself too much as always 😔💕 i can't say this enough but i am rlly grateful to have met such a kind and talented person like you!! i know we haven't talked much of late but i always cherish the time we spend together 💖💖 i will def catch up (*)

THANK YOU SO MUCH SUUUU omg it really has been too long since we’ve talked 😭 uni is crazy and pretty stressful but it’s been alright, i hope you’ve been doing well!!! 💖💖💖 bro i’m super grateful to have met you as well?? we should definitely catch up and hang out more 💕 ILY too su, hope u have a wonderful day as well 💝💝💝💝💝

[okita-senpai]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINNIE MY SWEET BEAN!! i hope you have an amazing day with your loved ones and eat lots of delicious cakes!! 💓💓 you're one of the kindest and sweetest person i have met here and i wish you all the love and happiness in the world!! i can't believe it's been so long since we have met each other and screamed over so many things *^* you're such a gentle presence on both my tl and dash ahhh seeing you there always makes me feel the happiest 💘 i feel like i can fangirl with you (*)

AAAAH SUUUU!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH MY LOVE 😭💖💕 ghdrighilrdhg your msg made me cry and oomggg it has been so long since we first met huh?? I’m so so grateful we met on this hellsite bc getting to know you was one of the most funnest things on here (i rmb how shy i first was to talk to you first LOL), and it get even better after we talked more on twitter!! BUT SAMEE we seem to have a lot of the same taste in things so its been fun fangirling with you about all of them ;) and awww su, your msg alone made me super happy so don’t worry about it okay!!! ily lots dear *bear hugs!* 💖💖💖

[arcaneapologist]

Partners in Crime- Ch 6

Hey yall! Here's chapter 6. There's some character development and like. A hint of some egobang if you look at it in the right light! (on a03) 🖤🖤

It was the week of Halloween and Arin’s apartment was thoroughly decorated. He had jack-o-lanterns in the hall near his door and a giant spider with fake webbing hanging on it. Dan smiled as he let himself in. Over the past few weeks he’d grown much more comfortable around Arin, Commander, and Morte//mer, even if he didn’t know their real names. He could hear their laughter from the doorway and smiled to himself as he shrugged off his jacket before making his way to the kitchen. He was supposed to be here ten minutes ago for dinner, and his friends did not hesitate to tell him he was late.

“Hey guys!” He smiled and pulled out a chair. “So, do any of you have actual plans for Halloween or was decorating Arin’s apartment it?”

“We do! We’re going as Sonic characters! Arin is going to be Sonic himself, I’m going as Amy, and Suuu-” Holly looked slightly panicked as she almost gave away Suzy’s name. “Uh. Morte//mer is going as Knuckles!”

“Suuuu?” Dan laughed. “You wanna finish that name?”

“Nope. Not now Sexb//ang.” Suzy smiled and grabbed a fork. “Commander might tell you hers though.”

“Yes I will, because I'm not ridiculous.” Holly rolled her eyes affectionately. “My name is Holly.”

“That fits you. I like it.” Arin had gone silent when Dan plopped down in the chair next to him. “Hey Ar… Everything okay? You seem quiet.”

“Yeah, man…” He poked at his food. “Everything’s fine.”

“Okay…” Dan raised an eyebrow. “I think you’re full of shit, but okay.”

Arin smiled, and tried not to look at Dan, who was still staring him down. After a few seconds Dan grabbed some food and ate in silence. Suzy and Holly chattered about Halloween and where they were going. They tried to include Arin, too, but he only gave short answers. He had been fine until Dan mentioned Halloween plans, but Suzy and Holly knew why. Arin wanted to invite Dan, but he was worried he would find it dumb. Suzy glared at him, while Holly gave a slight nod towards Dan.

“Hey Dan,” Arin said quietly.

“What’s up, buddy?”

“We… Uhm. We still need a Tails for our group. Do you… Maybe, wanna do it?”

“Yeah!” Holly said. “We’re gonna go out to this bar that’s having a costume contest.”

“We’re hoping to win ‘Best group costume’" Suzy added.

“Please? I know he’s shitty and small, but like. There's no way we’ll win without Tails.” Arin stared at him, seeming to hold his breath.

“Sure!” Dan laughed. “I’ve never done a group costume before and I don't have any plans. So why not?”

Suzy and Holly stayed a little longer before they went home, leaving Dan and Arin at the table by themselves. They sat there playing on their phones in a comfortable silence. Arin had relaxed quite a bit since earlier. Dan yawned and glanced at the time on his phone, apparently it was only nine thirty, though it felt like midnight. He glanced over at Arin, who appeared exhausted himself. Dan wasn’t ready to go home, not yet at least. He’d made a promise with himself that he was going to try and treat Arin more like a best friend, and he’d kept it. Dan had also grown a lot closer to Arin than he had ever imagined, or intended, he would.

“Hey, Ar, do you wanna watch some tv or a movie or something?” Dan dropped his phone onto the table.

“Depends,” Arin leaned back and yawned. “What were you thinking?”

“Fuck. I dunno... How about Sailor Moon? I’ve never seen it before and I know it’s your favorite.”

“What?” Arin practically shouted, causing Dan to jump. “Dude it’s so good. We have to watch it. You go get the living room set up and I’ll make popcorn.”

He jumped up and rushed to his cabinets while Dan went into the living room, and dug around behind the couch. Arin’s apartment was tiny and had little to no closet space, so he did what he could with the space he had. He shook the blankets out and piled them on ‘his’ end of the couch and threw the pillows where Arin would be sitting. He kicked his shoes off, curled up on the couch, and wrapped himself in two blankets. When Arin came in he set the bowl of popcorn on the couch between them, tucked a leg under him, and pulled a pillow across his lap.

Dan and Arin knew every single thing the other would do as they got situated on the couch. This was how they had spent about four nights out of the week for the past month. Dan never thought he’d have this level of comfort and familiarity with someone again, but here he was. It was a routine, mundane and normal, but for the first time, possibly ever, Dan didn’t mind. Arin was trying to pull up crunchyroll and find the first episode when he noticed Dan smiling at him. Arin smiled back but Dan didn’t look away.

“Dude, why are you staring at me like that?” Arin turned his attention back to the TV.

“This is going to sound really dumb, but I’m just really.. Happy? Yeah, happy that you decided you wanted to work with me, you know?” Dan pulled the blankets tighter around himself. “Like. You could have said, ‘Fuck it. He’s on his own’ but you didn’t.”

“Y-yeah… I am too, bud.” Arin glanced at him nervously. Now would be a perfect time to come clean about everything. They’re already talking about it, but did Arin want to ruin his trust with Dan this quickly? He closed his eyes for a moment and took a deep breath. “Hey Dan, can I talk to you about something?”

“Yeah! Go for it.” Dan turned his entire body towards him. He looked so happy and he’d become so content with Arin, Holly, and Suzy. Arin really didn’t want to ruin this, but it was now or never. The longer he put this off the worse it would be.

“Okay. So you know how I knew all of that information about you? And how I was doing someone ‘a favor’?” Arin tried to keep his breathing even and not seem panicked.

“Yeah… What about it?” Dan raised an eyebrow.

“Well. About ninety percent of what I told you those first few days was a lie.” Dan tried to interrupt but Arin kept talking. “The truth is, I ran into you on the subway intentionally and drug you with me to keep you hidden for a while, but you kind of fucked it up. That’s why I took you out of town for a few days. Someone was looking for you, but there was someone at Connect that didn’t want them to find you. So they asked me keep track of you  They asked me not to tell you and refused to tell me their name.”

“Okay… I can understand that. Why tell me now, though?” Dan didn’t seem angry, just confused.

“Because that’s not the end of it. When we came back, the threat was gone, or assumed to be gone. We’re still not entirely sure. Either way, I really enjoyed the weekend with you and didn’t want that to be the last time we spoke so… I kind of… Exaggerated what would happen to you if we didn’t?” Arin was afraid to look at Dan, so he kept his eyes on his lap.

“So… After that trip, there was no threat of death?” There was an edge to Dan’s voice.

“More than likely, no.” Arin whispered.

“Okay…” Dan crosses his arms over his chest. “And… What did Connect think of this?”

“They just… I told them we wanted to be work partners.” Arin snuck a glance at Dan, who looked angry, but not as angry as Arin thought he would.

“God, Arin. I wanna be furious, but I can’t.” Dan huffed. “Like. I’m angry that you lied, angry that you let it go for so long. But I also know that, whether you intended to or not, you actually have been protecting me this past month. You were right. I am awful at stealing things. I knew it was only a matter of time before I was either kidnapped, murdered, or arrested.”

“So… What now?” Arin asked.

“Well I haven’t left have I?” Dan sighed. “I told you I’m angry. Angrier than I’ve been in quite a while, honestly. That was a really shitty thing to pull, but I know you’ve been very open about our friendship and how you feel towards me. You’ve clearly cared about me if you went that fucking far, and you’ve become my best friend. I mostly believe you, but I’m Holly and Morte//mer to see if what you told me is true.”

“I’m sorry, Dan. I just didn’t know what to do, and then it never seemed like a good time to tell you.” Arin spoke barely above a whisper. Dan’s subtle anger was always unnerving to him. “I’m sorry. I know it doesn’t erase what I did, but I’m really sorry.”

Dan moved the popcorn and scooted across the couch. He pat Arin on the back, “It’s okay, Big Cat. I can tell you’re genuinely sorry. To be honest, I’m not nearly as angry as you probably think I am, nor as I should be.”

Arin smiled, “Yeah?”

“Yeah. Lets watch some Sailor Moon.”

Arin hit play on his laptop and settled back against the couch. He’d expected Dan to move back to his end but instead he stayed right beside him, cradling the bowl of popcorn. That conversation had gone far better than he’d ever hoped it would. Despite knowing it wasn’t how Dan typically reacted, he’d expected him to scream and yell. He had completely expected him to walk out and not come back. Dan just couldn’t find it in himself to be that angry though. For as awful a thing Arin had done, he had done so much more to help him. For the first time in years Dan felt like he belonged somewhere and like he had a family.

He could still feel Arin’s anxiety, though, and he leaned his shoulder against his. He tensed for a second, and then let himself relax. As the night went on, Dan leaned further and further against him. Arin was warm and soft and while he was reluctant to admit it, Dan loved cuddling. He craved physical contact of any kind, but especially things like this. They were on their seventh episode, Dan had his head on Arin’s shoulder and was curled up against him. Arin was pretty sure he was starting to fall asleep but didn’t want to say anything. He knew this was just some platonic thing for Dan, there was no meaning behind it. Though, he’d never quite pegged Dan as the cuddling type, but people surprised him every day.

Around midnight Dan got a text from some girl, asking if he wanted to come over. Arin knew not to hold his breath on Dan saying no. He paused the show and prepared himself for the warm mass of blankets and body to leave his side, but it didn’t. Instead, Danny put his head on the pillow and Arin’s lap and closed his eyes. He sighed contentedly.

“ ‘m not goin’... Don’t wanna leave.” He smiled at Arin before turning his attention back to the TV.

Arin woke up the next morning with an awful pain in his neck and something weighing on his stomach. He’d fallen asleep on the couch last night, and, apparently, Dan had fallen asleep with his head on his stomach and an arm wrapped around him. Arin was afraid to move and wake him up because he knew Dan didn't get enough sleep; he constantly complained about the lack of it. He groaned and and stretched his legs, before letting out a soft snore.

Arin wasn't quite sure what to do. He really needed to pee, but he didn't want to wake Dan. He was also worried over how Dan would react when he woke up. Would he freak out at the “intimacy" of it? Arin recalled all the times that first month when Dan felt he was getting too close of friends with him. Then again, he'd changed a lot in the past few weeks. He decided he’d just deal with that whenever Dan woke up. For now he’d just enjoy laying here with someone warm curled up against him.

He’d just started to doze off again when Dan decided to wake up. He mumbled a lazy ‘good morning’ but made no attempt to get up.

“Morning Danny. You sleep well?” Arin rubbed his back.

“Yeah… ‘m hungry. Can we have pancakes?”

“Only if you cook.”

“Deal.” Dan slowly sat up and rubbed the sleep from his eyes. He seemed totally unbothered by waking up, practically laying on Arin. He yawned the padded into the kitchen without so much as a word about it. Maybe he finally was relaxing around Arin. He stretched out on the couch while listening to Dan open various cabinets and drawers. He knew where everything was at so Arin felt no need to go help. He must have fallen asleep again, because next thing he knew Dan was nudging him awake, handing him a cup of coffee and breakfast.

“Thanks, Dan.” Arin smiled as Dan sat next to him.

“No problem, Baby Bear.” He took a sip of his tea. “Did you sleep okay? Your neck was bent at a weird angle when I woke up.”

“Yeah, I slept pretty well actually.” Arin stopped for a moment. “Did you sleep okay?”

“That’s good. I always sleep so much better when I sleep next to someone.” Dan didn’t seem bothered in the least, so Arin dropped it.

“Yeah. Me too. Do you have any plans for today?” Arin figured they should probably get some work done. Starting November first they were going to be pretty restricted on what they did. Arin had made a pact with himself years ago that he didn’t steal from people in November or December.

“Uhm...” Dan thought for a moment. “I need to go find a Tails costume. I’ve got a doctor’s appointment… That’s about it. Why?”

“We need to get some work done, because we won’t have our normal work for two months.” Arin set his plate on the coffee table.

“What’s going on the next two months?” Dan took another sip of his tea.

“Holidays. I don’t steal money from people during the holidays. I’ve had that rule with myself for years now. I know it seems stupid but something about taking money from people at the holidays just feels exceptionally gross. You know?” Arin felt vaguely embarrassed, though he wasn’t sure why.

“Yeah. I respect that. I remember one year growing up, someone stole all of the presents out of my best friends car. They didn’t have enough money to replace them either.” He was quiet for a moment. “What do we do instead?”

    “We steal things back for people. So if someone’s presents get stolen, we’ll get them back. I don’t charge people, but they normally give me money anyways.”

“Oh my god,” Dan mumbled, smiling. “You’re a sensitive little bitch.”

“Maybe” Arin stood up and took their plates to the kitchen, excited about the holidays for the first time in years.

[dreamswoven]

@spvdeheart sent from x: 📞 🥱 for jasper and holland pls <3

📞 🥱 : A sleepy voicemail. Timestamp: 2:31 AM, sometime in the near, happier future.

“suuuu.” the old nickname slips out long, drawn out, and muffled into something thick. "ugh, why are my legs so heavy. did you get my texts? swear i saw your read receipts pop up, you ass...” he tapers off into mumbling for a few seconds. “which one was your favorite? if you don’t tell me right now, i’ll adopt them all, and don’t think i won’t, you-- you--” a yawn, then a groan. “ow, shit, my head hurts so bad... i’m gonna take a five minute nap and then i’m adopting them, you hear me? g’night and no takebacks.” a loud tap. it doesn’t seem like he actually hit the ‘end call’ button though, because the recording goes on for another twenty seconds of soft snoring before  automatically cutting off.

[kururrugi]

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