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Looking For: Dollie Rot's "Dahmer and the Limbs" cover, off of "Survivor's Guilt" EP (2017) (pre-2022)
Weird request, but stick with me:
I'm specifically looking for Dollie Rot's cover of Nicole Dollanganger's "Dahmer and the Limbs." It was originally on Dollie Rot's "Survivor's Guilt" EP, released in 2017, and taken off at some point around ~2022.
I've been looking for this cover for literal years, to no avail. If anyone's got it, please hmu.
Below the cut is my evidence for it's existence, if you need it.
(This is just here to say that this song existed. Obviously I'm not speculating about the reasoning for the track being taken down, frankly I don't care about that. I just want to be able to listen to it again.)
If you go to Dollie Rot's Bandcamp, this is how the "Survivor's Guilt" EP currently looks, with 5 tracks listed.
If you check the Wayback Machine, tho, you can see in earlier iterations of this listing, the EP originally had 6 tracks, the 6th one being a cover of "Dahmer and the Limbs." This is the earliest capture we have, taken around 2020.
A thing I noticed: If you look at the reviews for the album, at least one person listed that cover as their favorite track. But when it was removed, the mention of it was also removed. You can see all the other reviews have a favorite track listed.
You can even see it listed on other sites that archive that info, like Rateyourmusic.
So yeah, if anyone can help me out, I'd really appreciate it. Obviously I don't begrudge the artist for doing whatever they like with their own art, I don't know their reasons for taking it down and frankly it's none of my business. But I as a fan would like to have this for personal enjoyment.
I'm basically going about this in every way I can without personally bothering the artist, and I advise that nobody else do so in regards to this matter.
And in all instances I believe in supporting the artist on their platforms, which in this case include Bandcamp, Soundcloud, and Spotify.
#dollie rot#nicole dollanganger#dahmer and the limbs#survivor's guilt ep#bedroom pop#lo-fi#dream pop
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GOD. Can you imagine, losing to Miranda, even when she's dead? Because for all intents and purposes, she is dead. But still, Mike is captured by the idea of her, by the idea that you could do and be anything you wanted. Miranda, the girl you hate, the girl you are drawn to, the girl who rejected you in the way she rejected everything you stand for. Miranda the daring and brave in a very shallow way which admittedly is me getting a bit editorial about the situation.
It's also a touch cruel. There's no reason to tell her this, other than to reinforce that Irma has no future with you, which you've already done. At this point, it's just twisting the knife that you would rather chase the idea of a dead girl than make a life with a live one.
Irma is being PUNISHED for living, and she continue to be so, as we're about to see here.
#Doc watches Picnic at Hanging Rock#Picnic Ep 3#we say a lot about survivor's guilt#and that's a very real thing#but there's also I think#sometimes#a low key resentment of survivors#maybe not even in a concious way#but especially if you knew someone that died#you think#why you?#what did you do so right#and that's often not THIS overt#but it does exist
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my pain is a testament to how much you meant to me
i know it wouldnt be this hard if it wasnt
good grief
i hope you know i loved you more than anything
and it wouldnt hurt this bad
if it wasnt
good grief
#eryn rambles about nothing#leanna firestone#this song hits so close to home#like its so close to what ive been experiencing the past few weeks#missing someone who want mine to lose#survivors guilt when i started moving on too#all of it#anyways#stream good grief#the whole ep
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Me when Violet Evergarden
#ep 7 ends me every damn times#among other eps#the 'life must go on' the recovery the acceptance the hardships of it all#the war the child soldier the survivor guilt the (c)ptsd the 'coming back/discovering 'normal'/without war life' the the the#this anime is too much and will always be too much but it is so great
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Dark begginings EP 3 spoilers ahead!
The words Shadow says when he snaps from his dreams while on the rocket are like a punch in the gut.
He can't even let himself think what could have it been or console himself with the memory of Maria comforting him because it was taken from him, and now only has missions and objectives and goals.
He couldn't let himself think of her death when it happened because he needed to save Gerald from the soldiers in Prison Island.
He couldn't let himself think of her death properly because he needed to avenge her after being sealed for 50 years because of mental manipulation.
He couldn't remember her properly in his game, and even then, he had an objective, no time for feelings or trauma, it was just not the moment.
He has no time for himself or his feelings. He has objectives, he has to save people, he has to save the world, that's what he has meant to do.
No ghost to bring you down, to keep you from doing what you were meant to do, helping people... Even if it means losing yourself as a person. An empty shell who was robbed from a family, a friend, the comfort of a hug and encouraging words, dreams, the only happiness he felt. That's in the past too. Shadow having happiness, friends, comfort, is also in the past.
That life was taken from him, not just Maria.
He thinks he will have that no more because GUN decided his existence was wrong.
So he became all about rationality, objectives, nothing more.
He became the arm GUN wanted.
The day people at the ARK had their lives taken away, Shadow's was too.
No happiness, no dreams, just atonement for the victims that died because of him.
He is not allowed to feel anything, relate to anyone, have any fun or dreams of just be.
He is not allowed.
That's PTSD, survivor guilt and self harm in all its glory.
He must be punished for his existence, he must be and arm with no feelings.
The idea of him having a life, not even a happy life, but a life of his own, was taken away from him.
So he just does what he has, what was expected of him even before he was created: obeying orders, fulfilling wishes, protecting people.
He brings people a chance to be happy.
But he will never allowed to have a chance for himself.
#sonic x shadow generations#Shadow the hedgehog#Dark beginnings#Sonic x shadow generations dark beginnings#Thanks gun
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Finished Last Twilight, and I'm not adding to the ableism discourse, because most things have already been said and with a lot of beautiful nuance that I agree with. But I do want to talk about how that ending arrived because of Aof Noppharnach's consistent symbolic commentary on the experience of living with HIV in much of his work, with an approach that's unique among all queer content. Imma skip Gay OK Bangkok since its not even a metaphor there, but I'll explain my rationale for the others, and we can just appreciate the foundation Gay OK Bangkok lays for us to think about the rest of his stuff.
The motif of life-saving medical intervention comes up in all but one of the works he takes screenwriting credit on. He's Coming To Me: P'Med dies originally because of a lack of medical intervention. 1000 Stars: Tian gets a heart transplant. Moonlight Chicken: this one's more subtle, but the whole series is explicitly established in the context of reopening following the COVID pandemic, and Wen will later say to Jim, "we are survivors." It was this line upon rewatch that made me start considering how thorough this theme is. Survivors of what? The meaning is three-fold: hard lessons in love, COVID, and, for gay men of their age, the HIV epidemic. The hope of medical intervention for Day's condition takes on a secondary meaning, with this trend in mind, even if the mixed disability politics between visual impairment and being HIV positive really fails.
His comparisons are more intricate though. Pills and daily regimens are a consistent motif. Day has his daily eye-drops, Tian his pills (which are presumably immune-suppressants to help accept the transplant but I'm not going to Viki right now and watching every ep to find out so someone feel free to correct me). 'But people take medicine for lots of things,' you say. 'Just because its gay doesn't mean its an HIV metaphor!' You have a fair point! But here's where Aof gets real fun and sneaky. P'Med dies from lack of pills the same year Torfun, whose heart will save Tian's life, is born, 1997. I'm mentioned once before 1997 as important for the class-conscious Aof because of the Asian financial crisis that Thailand set off that year. However, 1997 is also important because its the year HAART, or Highly Active Anti-Retroviral Therapy was first used in Thailand (it had hit the market only one year earlier). HAART, a multi-drug regimen, boosted someone's life-expectancy with HIV up by 15 years, and its side-effects were significantly milder than previous approaches. The medical conditions of P'Med and Torfun's heart point us directly to HAART, and what it could offer.
Now we're moving out of the medical and into the experiential connections because, while Dark Blue Kiss is the only work Aof chose to take credit for screen-writing without incorporating medical references, it is by far the most dense with references to the issue of concealment. Its in the narrative as people closet identities and hide relationships, yes, but its in SO much of the visuals, too, most obviously the Pete & Kao mug hidden inside its coozie. It's easy to see the surface story about gay visibility and the closet, but there's a more specific subtext here about the associated condition that intensified the stigma of being gay and how that impacts your sense of self. Bad Buddy explores this issue less, but even in the BL Bubble, its haunted by the stigma of homophobia--it just shuffles it over onto rivalry so the audience can experience it without reproducing it.
However, the grief and shame of surviving when others haven't haunts Aof's other works much more intensely. Jim and Tian both are hung up on guilt for someone's death that they did not actually cause, continuing to pursue the goals for those that passed rather than their own. Then, there's Thun and P'Med, which is the best allegory for living and dating with HIV, bar none. It goes into the feelings of stigma and the limits of physical intimacy with partners that living with HIV caused, especially prior to Truvada's introduction in 2004. Even then, the show depicts how a HIV negative partner maintains the choice to participate in their own regimens, as Thun's desires for physical intimacy with P'Med manage their relationship and never the other way around.
This sense of required separation and gay identities that are less sex-focused also play into oft-maligned motifs in Aof's work. He's talked explicitly about people's criticisms of the limited physical intimacy in his earlier works that led to the more prominent stuff in Bad Buddy, but I hope given the above context, we can appreciate why physical intimacy is less of a priority than other kinds (and I'd add that 1000 Stars, which got the most sh*t about it, is actually one of the most erotically-charged BLs out there because of it's restraint). Then, you have the finales where characters separate for periods of time, and while I don't see this as explicitly tied to HIV experiences (Aof is literally following the book of romcom beats there, even if everyone whines about it), I can't help but appreciate a tangential connection to loving beyond time and distance that was required for those who lived with or lost loved ones to HIV.
I would've loved to see a version of Last Twilight that didn't absolutely bungle its metaphor, because it had every element to be something great (except, I'm sorry to the fans, lead actors with the necessary queer romantic chemistry). Watching the last episode, when the show seemed to finally rediscover plot and pacing, all the other pieces that had been drowned out by the disability conversation peeked their heads out, and I saw what the show wanted to be. The topics related to living with HIV of stigma, survivor's guilt, and assistive technologies: they were all right there, not just for Day but for everyone, if only they had been given the proper time to marinate to develop more complexity. It's the rare instance of a show where I'll choose to spend time imagining what could have been rather than obsessing over what was or just moving on. Even a misstep from Aof, like this, is overflowing with so many more layers than most series. The failures of Last Twilight, in relationship to his other works, even let you see how much food for thought he's providing.
#1000 stars#aof noppharnach#last twilight#he's coming to me meta#hctm#dark blue kiss#bad buddy#moonlight chicken#thank goodness we have heart from mlc where Aof doesn't try to fix him b/c deafness ESPECIALLY is a culture that's not tryna be 'saved'#also for anyone wondering i always say P'Med cuz I can't ever stop thinking of Ohm shouting it on the rooftop
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Minor spoilers for ep one of Chaos Theory as well as the minute long clip of Yaz, Sammy, and Ben.
I think the biggest thing to take away from the first episode is that it’s been some time since Brooklyn died. From the trailers we’d gotten, it was made to seem like B’s death is what caused everyone to come together, but post watching episode one, it seems to have been at least a month since Brooklyn died.
Darius and Ben haven’t talked since Brooklyn’s death, though that doesn’t seem intentional or malicious on either side.
Kenji 100% has been blaming Darius for what happened to Brooklyn, kind of like he did in CC when B was a hostage. (B was rescued, Darius was like we’re good?, Kenji said no and essentially blamed Darius for ‘putting’ Brooklyn in danger.)
Seems like that’s happening again, except it’s worse because Brooklyn isn’t coming back this time.
It’s made worse by of the wall of pictures we see in Darius’s house, bc it seems the Bowmans all but legally adopted Kenji. And now Kenji is blaming his brother- the professional dino wrangler- for not being there when Brooklyn was attacked by a dinosaur.An understandable thing to do in the face of grief, but ultimately wrong and definitely hurting Darius’s survivor’s guilt.
Moving on to the CampFam as a whole, they haven’t drifted, they still remain in touch like any split up group of friends do. I’m very happy about that. And they made their epilogue designs from CC canon which I absolutely love.
Yaz.
I stand by that Yasmina was the most affected by CC, but that *isn’t* what drove her to be as scared of dinosaurs as she is; it was the brutal death of a friend.
I’m theorizing that Yaz and Sammy *did* live together happily on Sammy’s dino ranch until Brooklyn’s death. That event probably reawakened the trauma Yasmina has from such brutal dinosaur experiences. She’s freshly terrified of dinosaurs now, and it’s badly affecting her once peaceful life on a dinosaur ranch.
So, she leaves. Yaz has either moved to, or built up a dino-free suburban area for people to live in. But her trauma with dinosaurs is obviously something Yaz wants to work past and move on from, hence the hologram and mention of safe inversion therapy.
Yaz *wants* to go back to her life on the ranch with her girlfriend, but she’s very messed up about Brooklyn’s death, and knowing Yasmina, it drives her crazy that this renewed trauma isn’t something she can just push past.
That’s all I have for now, I’d love to hear other people’s thoughts!
#Yaz wants to speed run therapy so she can go back to gay bliss#get it? cause she was a runner-#jwct spoilers#jwct#yasmina fadoula#darius bowman#ben pincus#jwct brooklynn#love that we still don’t have brooklyns last name
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Agatha All Along - Theory for the Finale
Agatha will fight Rio for Billy/Wiccan
Hear me out... we see in the few shots in the trailer that there will be a big battle between Rio and Agatha.
But I have been wondering what is their conflict? Yes, they have a complicated history, but the ending to this series must tie in the rest of the coven, Billy and all the other subplots; something must culminate to lead to this fight
Which is why I believe that Rio really wants to take Billy's soul.
After all Billy Maximoff should not exist. Having a soul and a body from two different beings is against the natural order, of which Rio/Death is given the responsibility to uphold. It is her job to do so.
This is also why I think Rio must've met Billy during the car accident because she would've been there to ferry the souls of Billy Kaplan and his parents to the after life. What she encounters, unexpectedly, is the soul of Billy Maximoff overtaking Billy Kaplan's body. A strange incident that leaves her with a problem. How can she take the soul of Billy Maximoff without killing him (Death cannot kill). So she follows him instead and is lead to Agatha and the Road.
2. On the other side of things, Billy needs Agatha despite not trusting her. He is out of his depth. He has the same problem as his mother. "Power is not the problem, it's knowledge."
There is this constant emphasis on knowledge and wisdom. All the witches assembled have no power but are very knowledgeable. Jen is bound, Alice is cursed, Lilia's power is hampered from shame and fear stemming from hundreds of years of witch hunt(I could expand more on this) and Agatha has had her power taken, but they are all still powerful as proved by the trials. And Billy needs their knowledge to figure out how to find his family.
3. Agatha despises Billy for who he represents but despite it all, she still has a soft spot for him because he is really just a child and reminds her of her younger self; someone who doesn't fully understand their powers (in ep 5 he lets his emotions overtake his reasoning because I don't think he intentionally threw them in the mud as it causes more problems for him) and who is alone. And being denied help when she's younger, she will be the one who helps Billy.
What's more and I believe this will be touched upon in the coming episode (ep 6) is that at 13 years old, Billy Maximoff wakes up to not only the death of her Kaplan parents but also the disappearance of the Maximoffs (Wanda, Vision and her brother.) And this type of survivor's guilt is something Agatha is very familiar with.
By having Agatha fight for someone, especially Wanda's son, her story comes full circle. She starts off alone and wanting power for herself to being amongst a trustworthy coven (Alice fought to save her and I believe we'll see the others do as well) and having someone to fight for. It disputes that she's completely evil. Plus, we'll also get the backstory of Agatha and Rio because Rio wanting to take Billy's soul will mirror the time she took Nicholas' soul, tying everything together.
#i thought about this all day#Agatha All Along#Agatha All Along theories#Agatha All Along spoilers#Agatha Harkness#kathryn hahn#rio vidal#teen#wiccan#billy maximoff#billy kaplan#marvel
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can't stop thinking about pedro pascal's performance in tlou ep 6. that was so beautiful and so cruel and so fucking haunting.
joel miller hasnt cried in the longest time. for all we know, the last time he cried was when sarah died. seeing him break down in front of his brother, barely rasping out how scared he is for ellie. how his body is betraying his sole purpose in life. how he's terrified he's going to keep failing ellie, just like he failed tess, just like he failed sarah. and how he's just one failure away from ellie going down that same fate.
the weight of that guilt and fear hangs so heavily on him. and the only thing he could do is beg tommy to take care of her, because he knows he's going to fall asleep again during his watch, because he won't be able to hear someone sneak up on him, because his body is getting old and his reflexes aren't as quick as they used to be. because time does that to you. growing old does that to you. and he's so scared that he's going to fail her one last time and she's going to be just another name on his long list of failures.
it's survivor's guilt. and a father's guilt. and a partner's guilt. and then anger. then fear of it all happening again. all wrapped in one sad man.
#marcie talks#pedro pascal#joel miller#tlou#the last of us#tlou hbo#the last of us hbo#the last of us spoilers#tlou spoilers#spoiler warning#spoiler#spoilers
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this show would have been great if it was not for that shit ass death just to justify Osha falling to the Darkside. also why can't we have her eyes glow yellow we already have that sick ass fight and the crystal bleeding, might as well go all the way man 🤷
This post by @gffa and everyone in the tag really summed up every gripe I have for that finale. They made him go on and on about his guilt and regret and he needs to face the Council and then boom "I did the right thing" in the last ep like??? Who are you??? Why tf u suddenly care about the vergence rn??? wtf is this script???
We really don't deserve LJJ man he's too good for this. Once again "great premise, clunky execution". The short running time also runs the whole thing to the ground. Forever mourning my first Asian Jedi Master, they baited me good o(-(
Re the eyes: Ig they still wanna like she was enraged but not enough to have her eyes yellow?? Cus she still wanted to go back to face the Council? (ngl that part was also wtf for me but tbh I'm alr mentally checked out the moment Sol started acting occ lol). idk man but yah it would've been sick af visual-wise and made it even more horrifying w the bleeding crystal. We have all that sick ass fight scenes but at what cost haiya
also lucky Im too poor to buy Sol's saber cuz it's Osha's saber now, and seeing his crystal bled was so upsetting it made me sick. It's Jedi Survivor all over again for me jfc
#actually knowing Leslye taking inspo from Frozen explained it#cuz it has the shittiest twist villain ever lol#where the fuck is Squid Game 2 i need it in my vein rn#fix me#Anonymous#the acolyte#the acolyte spoilers#yapping in hyperspace
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Notes on 2x06 (and two rants)
- Laurents guitar is horribly out of tune but the scene was cutie patootie but I still got the ick. It would’ve been better if they’d just let Louis sing the song alone (like originally intended)
- Laurent is gonna be Ash’s new son. It makes the utmost sense to me. He leaves without a son and falls for Carol’s lie and comes back with a son to look after, it’s the perfect conclusion to Ash’s arc. (I have a blog post of that on here). “I don’t think he likes me” foreshadowing “You came here to save a kid, you still can” foreshadowing. The way Ash and Laurent are in the plane together? They way Ash explains to Laurent how the plane works, leaving them to joke around in the cockpit? Foreshadowing. Daryl literally says “they’re good together.” Daryl’s probably never gonna be Laurent’s “Dad” in my opinion. Now this could mean two problematic things: 1) Daryl’s entire arc in season 1 and 2 of his own spin-off comes without a reward, a resolution, a reason. If I’m right and Ash bonds deeply with Laurent while Daryl’s away, everything the viewer and Daryl had to go through don’t mean crap anymore. The entire french arc, the kiss, the controversy that the season is for many fans would be for nothing. Or 2) they spin it like Laurent’s the only reason Daryl has now to even go back to America. Because apparently he didn’t have enough before Laurent took of to the Commonwealth. Right? RIGHT? It’s not like he had people there who dearly miss him. Kind of insulting if you ask me. No big hopes on that front for season 3.
- the biggest ick I still have is that Laurent is written like the all knowing, deep emotionally matured messiah, bro is 14 ?? why do they make him talk like that
- the season doesn’t have enough gore. It lacks the TWD-feeling. Everything looks so clean and polished.
- CROSSBOW RETURN AY HE FINALLY LOOKS LIKE DARYL AGAIN
- Carol crossed an ocean for Daryl just so for him to want and send her straight back home while he offers to stay behind okay Daryl. Carol, Ash and Laurent would make a cute family
- On the bright side is Daryl’s sadness, so to speak. He sees how the entire life he started to want for himself is getting ripped away from under his fingers. Looking at the entire plot like this, it makes actually sense, the way he behaved. He figured his happy ending consists of a stereotypical family, a wife/girlfriend and a son. In my opinion, he was more in love with the idea of that, settling down, than necessarily the people (a recent interview with Norman Reedus confirms the suspicion). But I think, because he realized that this might be something he needs/wants, is the next person he gets involved with purely out of convenience? Or does he accept that having a family of his own might not be in the cards for him? It’s okay, baby boy. Maybe that life just isn’t for you.
- so cool to see the fricking euro tunnel as an european
- daryl sees gasmasks and walks into the tunnel like what’s the worst that could happen right? Meanwhile Carol strolls off to find pennywise i mean sophia
- horror effekts look so cool in this ep. The glowing walkers really are the shit.
- daryl “chokehold’s illegal” dixon is back
- Carol is more alone than ever in this season and it breaks my heart
- Daryl having a vision of Isabelle will never not be icky why is she leaning over him like that get off of him?
- Zabel cutting the “if you see Glenn, Beth and Merle, tell them I did my best”-scene from the leaked script was the biggest mistake of the entire season. That scene was so important for who Daryl is as a person, struggling with survivor’s guilt and trauma, and good old Zabel reduced the scene to a stereotypical “dead gf gives male hero hope to keep going” with no emotional resolution or development for Daryl’s character. Zabel really is one of the worst showrunners I’ve seen (for a story like Daryl’s, I haven’t seen anything else from him) who absolutely lacks the comprehension of his main characters and what is important for their development to sell a love story that was doomed from the start and doesn’t even bother to try and dive into what makes his character drive and how they’re wired. Sorry if I ever spoke badly about Benioff and Weiss for the last Game of Thrones seasons because Zabel really takes the cake.
- “where is codron?” “He ran off” and that is a wrap on the french cast, bye fuckers
- “you can’t always get what you want” Daryl didn’t get what he wanted - to get home quick. But he got what he needed, - a means to endure his time abroad, something to care for, something to fight for. Just like the Rolling Stone song says. Now it’s time for the next adventure.
WELL THAT’s a wRAP ❤️
That being said, Norman acted beautifully with what he was given and even though I heavily criticized the season I’ll never get tired of seeing him as Daryl. The guy owns my heart.
#the walking dead#twd#the book of carol#tboc#twd spoilers#tboc spoilers#daryl dixon#norman reedus#carol peletier#melissa mcbride#ending was a bit underwhelming#but cool Episode#bye bye frenchland❤️#David Zabel#Game of Thrones#twd: dd#twd: tboc#the walking dead: daryl dixon#manish dayal#louis puech scigliuzzi#the last of us
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Predictions on What Might Happen in Drdt ch.3 Part 1
So with the emotional roller coaster of ch.2 finished, I figured it would be nice theorizing what could happen next chapter based off the current information we know and some predictions/theories I’ve either seen around or have. Share any thoughts about the theories/prediction or your own down below the comments or reblogs! This will be multiple parts due to the word limit, so let's get started!
For starters, lets go over who’s currently alive:
Teruko
Charles
Whit
Eden
J
Arturo
Veronika
Hu
Nico
Levi(Possible if Arturo can save his life)
David
Rose
As for gender ratio we have 6 girls, 1 enby, and 5 guys remaining(unless Levi dies, then only 4).
So with that being said, that means most likely to balance out the gender ratio between the guys and girls(excluding Nico our beloved furry enby), we would have to have 2 girls die and 1 guy die. Leaving only 4 girls, 4 guys, and 1 enby left. That is if Drdt follows the three people dying during chapter 3 formula(to which this post will pretend it will).
Now who would our victims and culprit be? We’ll get back to that later. For now lets move onto the current mental states and situations our cast is in and how that will reflect on their development/survival chances?
Teruko: As we seen in the last ep of ch.2, Teruko…..is not doing great. Now Teruko has definitely gotten a lot of great development in the sense of potentially starting to trust others again as we seen in the trial. But there’s also the factor that Teruko is suffering from the deaths of her classmates in secret due to thinking she’s to fault for their deaths because of her luck. Seeing Ace died affected Teruko badly because she was just like him in trying to push others away to be safe and not hurt(Ace being basically a dark reflection of Teruko this chapter). Along with seeing herself no different from him or Arei in being a bad person. This could definitely affect Teruko in her current relationships(Charles, Eden, Rose, Whit, and possibly Levi now), but I still think there’s a spark of hope that Teruko will allow herself to at least work with others or hang out a bit more with people at a distance. I conclude that Teruko Tawaki will start working with others again while suffering from guilt both survivors guilt and guilt of almost having Levi killed because she broke a rule via asking Ace to kill MonoTv.
Charles: Now last we seen of our beloved tsundere chemist was him going back to a state of shock from seeing Levi bloody and barely alive. To which after Charles recovers from it and Levi is taken care of, here’s what I think will happen to him. I believe we’ll see Charles starting to work more with others who are willing now that we see that Charles accepts friendship from others thanks to Whit(and kinda Teruko in ch.1). Along with his friends, he is definitely gonna be so worried and upset at Teruko for almost dying. Yeah she didn't get shot and instead Levi did, but still Charles was concern for her regardless if her luck would prevent her from dying. Another thing I saw brought up from a few posts is Charles starting to become more independent while still dependant on others. What I exactly mean is I think Charles will prevent others like Whit from trying to protect him as he does not want to be pitied and with him being sheltered by his parents, this increases his desire to do and face things on his own. This might cause complications in his friendship with Whit since Whit seems to be really protective of Charles to cover his eyes when death/blood happens or giving him an alibi in the trial. But who knows?(although I can see them targeting Charwhit as they had it good for too long and how every other yaoi/Yuri ship has been doomed). Also we might get more Charles and Elliot lore next chapter, I'm feeling it.
Whit: So Whit……its kinda hard predicting what will happen to Whit exactly since the dude doesn't let the current situation bother him(the secrets being all revealed, Levi almost dying, Ace dying, etc). Only concern he has is with Charles and like I said for Charles, maybe we might have CharWhit drama, its hard telling. But I will say that I believe Whit is probably going become more suspicious since we seen that one sprite in ep16. Like seriously WTF WAS THAT WHIT!? Like no joke if this keeps up, he is definitely the mastermind or at least traitor. I got my eyes on you Whit Young (≖_≖ ) . Oh and I do have a theory of what role Whit can play in ch.3 I’ll go more into another section.
Eden: Oh sweet Eden, you deserve so much 😭 Okay so definitely Eden is going to be in mourning over Arei and I feel like with now both Ace dead and Levi almost dying, she’s probably at her mental limit. Like I don't believe she’ll end up like Teruko in the beginning of ch.2, but I don't think Eden will be able to be the good support system for everyone with what she’s going through rn. Like Teruko and Xander with his family, Eden is going through survivor guilt over Arei, Min, and possibly Ace? We seen how Eden thinks Min’s death is her fault with the baking activity and think its the same with Arei during the trial. Along with Ace, Eden did state that while she doesn't forgive him for killing Arei, she feels bad for him and this happening. Like Eden said, this all could’ve been prevented. Eden probably blames herself in not checking up on Ace, trying to befriend Arei that lead to her trying to protect her, or not being able to help diffuse the fighting at the cafeteria as well since that lead up to David making everyone reveal their secrets to each other. I think it will take some time and emotional support hopefully from Teruko and anyone else kind to support her for Eden to be able to bounce back from this one.
J: Honestly I don't have a lot to say about J rn. Her main concern is on Levi, but if I was going to guess what might happen to her or be explored with her for chapter 3. We’ll probably get more lore on her family and perhaps why J seems more anti-murder than everyone else. Along with this, she’ll probably snap and get Arturo hopefully off her back for good if he still tries to stalk/bother her. Otherwise hopefully she’ll just be vibin.
Arturo: Oh Arturo, you are definitely being set up for some character development. With Arturo’s secret being revealed about his sister, his involvement with Eden and Arei, and along with having Levi’s life in his hands. He is going to be going through the wringer I tell you. To start off, if Levi lives, I think that will be a bit of hope and maybe redemption in himself in Arturo’s eyes as I feel like his dialogue to Ace in ep16 might hint he feels like he can’t save anyone since he couldn't save his sister from dying(via killing herself). If Levi dies, that is going to start a downspiral for him as he is going to believe he failed to save someone again and now has two deaths on his hands. Going into his sister and involvement with Eden, I think this is going to cause some discourse with others. Specifically J and Hu. J because she already thinks low of him because of his treatment towards her and the fact she believes he is actually responsible for Felicity’s death(although you could argue that maybe she just said that because she’s mad at him for causing this murder to happen a little). Hu I think will get on him too for both threatening Eden which lead to Ace being able to frame her and kill Arei and the fact Hu does not take lightly of someone causing a suicide knowing her secret. I think this will be apart of the discourse over the group’s secrets and potential fault in what happened last chapter.
Veronika: Oh girlie you’re the one I’m concern for the most! Okay so Veronika is starting to get more disturbing in the killing game with how she’s reacting to both Ace’s death and Levi getting injured. And with both her secret revealed and how the group is going right now, I don't think it will be good for her. We know how that Veronika uses her talent and to extent, the killing game to entertain herself enough to prevent her from self harming herself. With how I think the group will have conflict with each other, I think she’ll be fine at first since drama will be interesting to her. Even if she gets involve as I could see someone blame her for what happened last chapter since she failed to stop Nico and Ace’s fight along with encouraging Ace’s paranoia about dying. I don't think she’ll feel bad since there was other factors + she finds it more interesting how events happen. All of this will possibly come crashing down for her as if everyone starts distancing themselves from others, then how will Veronika be able to keep herself entertained? She won’t have any drama or anyone to watch horror movies with her. This could lead to her going to a dark space in possibly causing something to entertain her or be possibly manipulated.
Since part 1 is getting to close to the word limit, I’ll end this here and continue off onto the next part(will link post after I post this and finish the other): https://www.tumblr.com/rosakuma/763649926247940097/arturo-oh-arturo-you-are-definitely-being-set-up?source=share
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AI-Less Whumptober Day 3 - Survivors Guilt
Tomorrow - Ep. 5
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Oohh Alice is going to have toxic levels of survivor's guilt too
Even though she spent most her time trying to stop him from digging deeper, she got Sam the job in the first place so she'll blame herself for that
Something, probably a gruesome death, has now happened to Colin as well and when Alice finds out about that, she feel awful for brushing him off
That happened with Teddy last ep too, if something happens to him on top of the other two, she'll completely collapse
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Gray Whump | Fairytail (Eps.01-150)
Ep.02 - Underwear taken, slapped Ep.06 - Knocked back x2, restrained Ep.10 - Headache, passes out Ep.11 - Knocked unconscious, carried, restrained, shipwreck, freaking out Ep.12 - Crying, hit with ice blast x4 Ep.13 - Weak, carried, crying, unconscious, gutpunched unconscious Ep.14 - Bandaged, pain Ep.15 - [Flashback; Survivor, trapped under rubble, unconscious, injured, crying x3, shirtless lore, guilt] Ep.16 - Punched x11, stabbed, gutpunched, kicked x2, bitten Ep.17 - Crying Ep.19 - Body switched, back pain, body crying (16:10), ice drool Ep.21-22 - Bandaged cont. Ep.25 - Drowning, bandages/pain, hit with boiling water Ep.28 - Unconscious, weak Ep.29 - Whack-a-mole'd Ep.31 - VERY aggressive pillow fight, bandaged Ep.33 - 'Knocked unconscious' Ep.37 - Hit by fireblast, half eaten, Ep.38 - Weak, carried Ep.43 - Hit with beam x4, knocked unconscious Ep.46 - Weak, pain Ep.47 - Struck by lightning Ep.50 - Enchanted x2, irrationally angry, unconscious Ep.51 - Hit by Natsu (off-screen-ish) Ep.53 - Knocked down x2 (mostly offcreen. this is BS.) Ep.56 - Knocked down, hit by motorcycle, trapped in ice Ep.57 - Squeezed unconscious Ep.58 - Found unconscious Ep.61 - Knocked down Ep.63 - Boobytrapped/trapped Ep.64 - Whacked x5, ice shield broken, knocked unconscious Ep.65 - Unconscious/"dead" (11:05) Ep.66 - Weak (his muscles look very defined here js) Ep.68 - Bandaged Ep.70 - Punched, gutpunched 'unconscious' Ep.71 - Knocked unconscious (07:05), carried x2, unconscious body attacked (11:05) Ep.75 - Knocked down Ep.79 - Emotionally supportive marshmellow Ep.86 - Feelings hurt (practically invisible) Ep.87 - Trapped in quicksand Ep.88 - Hit x9 Ep.89 - 'Unconscious, captured/restrained' Ep.92 - Knocked back x3 Ep.93 - Marshmellow version crying Ep.96 - Emotionally supportive marshmellow Ep.104 - Surrounded Ep.108 - In danger (Juvias imagination (07:35)), upset about partner quitting Ep.110 - Pain intertwined with Juvia, great pain Ep.111 - Cold feet (literally), pain Ep.114 - Strength drained Ep.116 - Kicked, hit with bubbles x2, knocked back, thrown, blood frozen, hit with thorns x2 Ep.117 - Pain, weak, collapse, carried, shot (17:49) Ep.120 - Bandaged, squeezed (20:40) Ep.129 - Hit with pan, punched Ep.133 - Feels run-down (15:30) Ep.134 - Kinda embarrassed/flurty? 👉👈 x2 (14:00, 20:00), trapped in hot goop Ep.140 - Knocked down (07:50), freaked out (15:00) Ep.144 - Passes out (05:40)
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🎤: Spoilers Ep. 4 of WonderLust JRWI!
Getting a bit of Blink backstory instantly made the newest episode everything tbh
I’ve been the most invested in him due to his relationship with Aeon and the comments hinting at him being a bad person in the past.
But my film theory about him having been a bad person actually turned out to be survivors guilt.
So adding onto that, does Aeon blame him as well? I do think she genuinely wants to help the city of Reclaim and just has morally ambiguous ways of doing it, fueled by her misunderstanding of Uplanders (since it’s clear almost everyone in Reclaim thinks Uplanders know about the hole).
BUT her bitterness towards Blink has always gave me a “more beneath the surface” vibe which fits since it was clear from the beginning they had a past relationship of some kind. I think it’s very likely she blamed him, which led to Blink going deeper into depression after the event.
ALSO TECHINCALLY he still could’ve been a bad person before, like he could’ve been kind of like Troy in the sense of “If I want it I’m taking it”, which could’ve been his reasoning behind stealing. I think that would add the cherry on top to his guilt because if it was something like “I stole bread because I would’ve starved” is a lot more forgivable than stealing out of greed or pride.
But idk I’m just rambling atp 🙏
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