#surprise! my default fear response is freeze! shocker.

[saiintvalentiine]

do you ever feel conflicted about something really quite simple? a to be or not to be kind of situation? you either do or you don't. and not choosing is a choice in of itself of course, but you watch others and feel something like jealousy, something like fear. I want what you have. That looks so terrifying from out here. that in between where your hand hovers over your future, keeping it captive without closing your fingers around it.