#sure wish that somebody had fed you at all that day hahaha
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Hunger pangs are right up there on my list of pain so bad I wish I was dead while feeling it (a list that also includes: broken bones, period cramps, and migraines sometimes)
#and yet still#i thought i learned my lesson when i was like 8#don't go too long without eating or you will regret it#and yet here i am at the end of the day having only snacked lightly#and ooooooooohhhhh god ow fuck fuck just gotta eat and drink as much as i can#and wait it out#also#shout-out to baby me who ended up sobbing on the sofa and miserablu going through two packs of saltines#sure wish that somebody had fed you at all that day hahaha#anyhoo#i am in the waiting wherein i resent myself for forgetting to eat a meal all day#also why does the body make you be in too much pain to want to eat when you're really hungry?#it doesn't seem very evolutionarily advantageous#*raises one eyebrow*#what's up with that#personal
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filed://all responses that speak toward Prototypes 00 && 04
• • r e d i r e c t i n g • • • ( so many people )
ohoh oh ~♪ Oh oh oh ~♫
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Pick a p a r t every [ p i e c e ] of me and m i s s the point entirely. ( @ shironao )
Prototype 04′s Laughter echoed throughout the courtroom. This woman really had a death wish. Challenging the original prototype like that? It was only just a matter of time before Maxima’s other would snap. Surely the virus would take pleasure in her death -- if it came to be that her live would fall on Prototype 00′s hands. Though, this was all theory that the younger android had. He was definitely finding this amusing.
“Oh, darling~♥♪ Surely, you didn’t really say that. After all, you don’t actually know the fact that Maxima’s purposes was intended for mentally unstable people.”
I only did this to be { [ s a n e ] }, N O T for you to know my N A M E .
And that Maxima was. In the year and time they came from, what kept people from immortality was emotion. And the people of the future tried so very hard to contol their feelings-- it couldn’t be helped that there were just a few insane people that needed help. But how could she ever have possibly known that?
Go 'head and spit the ♫m ♪u ♫s ♪i ♫c ♪ out please ❛ TELL ❜ me more about your doubt. Don't f e a r I've { heard } it all before, each ( t i m e ) makes it easier to (I)(G)(N)(O)(R)(E) .
“I would advise you to tread lightly in these dangerous waters.” Maxima would continue to repeat itself. However, if she-- or any of the others continued with the rate they went-- all of them would be in for an unpleasant surprise. And it wouldn’t have been either of the prototypes’ faults. ( you would have nobody but yourself to blame )
Oh I am t i r e d of abiding by your 【r】【u】【l】【e】【s】. Causing ME to second guess my ♟ every ♟ single ♟ move ♟ .
When the boy came extremely close to Ollie to obtain a scent of him, the prototype couldn’t help but to pull out his only intact-- yet empty -- gun. ( force of habit unfortunately ) “Back off dog.”
Ollie detested anybody getting this close to him. This wasn’t really even remotely close to a proper trial, and the robot like his space. Maxima could only step in between them to only push the other away.
“Obviously you are mistaken, he is not the only one with the snake tattoos.”
Well, that was one way to relieve stress off of the younger android, but if this was a true court of law, the strange boy had to be more specific than to say ‘feller with the snake tattoos.’ Maxima turned to pulled up its own clothing just far enough to reveal two much more active snakes moving on its back and shoulders.
( mind you it was genuinely focused on covering its own chest, for the reason to conceal its true sex and gender but it was more than enough to show the markings )
YOU don’t know who [ I ]am or what I have b e e n through, No. ( @ softserveswirls )
It was rather unfortunate really. It seemed that nobody actually chose to pay attention until now. Where were these accusations before? And another disturbing matter was that everybody was acting that staying clean was wrong. At least, that was what it sounded like.
So don’t dare tell me what I should and shouldn’t do 'cause...
You still all fail to ask��why we like to be clean.” Honestly, nothing Maxima and the other prototypes did would truly wash away what they had done in their own time. But if it meant to clear things up with everybody, then so be it.
Don’t f ᵉ ᵉ ˡ like having a, computer s i n g ~ ♫ ♪ this phrase.
( @ shironao )
“Stop acting like clueless fools for one moment. We are obsessive with our cleanliness due to the fact that we are visitors from the future -- anything we do to mark the past changes the future, so we have to keep clean and stay out of the timeline. Obviously it is a difficult concept for you, but for us, it keeps us off the map for our time. We cannot leave traces behind otherwise we risk not being able to explore.”
Obviously, it was half of the truth, but there was no lie to Maxima’s words-- omitting some things was different than flat out lying. ( but why mention the genocide if it was not needed ? )
Not ⓛⓞⓞⓚⓘⓝⓖ for a hired name, to write a ♫ s ♪ o ♫ n ♪ g ♫ for me that sounds the same, as everything { [ fed ] } to our brain's rammed down our throats with N O complaints.
She was addressing to Ollie that time, but Maxima had answered quite a bit. Though it was the younger one’s turn further elaborate. He scoffed at the female. “Ya, we both did, its called being a robot hun. What, you think jut cause we are robots made to look like humans that we have the brains of you idiots?” He couldn’t help but snicker. “Wow you guys are really dumb.” While he snickered he pointed to Maxima as if to make a seemingly otherwise obvious point. “Maxima was programmed to know a person’s backstory just by looking at them.” Rolling his eyes, he rubbed his temples.
“True, we all lost our max capabilities when the virus hit, and even more so when Yukari brought us here-- I’m fucking blind without my scanners, and Maxima has trouble assessing simple tasks for people, but that still doesn’t mean we can’t find the real answer. We saw the scene, and Maxima definitely took more time to analyse the situation, but we both knew it was a murder dressed to look like a suicide. Did none of you even consider asking Maxima about her ankle?”
Ollie glanced at the other as if he were waiting for the elder to answer its findings.
“Why would she commit suicide her ankle was wrapped, don’t you think that if she really wanted to die, she wouldn’t have bothered to treat it?”
Maybe I’m a ᵈʸ'ⁿᵍ breed, but I believe in 𝓲𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓿𝓲𝓭𝓾𝓪𝓵𝓲𝓽𝔂.
Ollie rolled his head back with obvious intent ( told ya’ smartass ) . “And like Maxima had said in the past -- obviously you guys didn’t listen to that either -- I would never kill somebody like that. Making something look like suicide isn’t in my job description, I like to take credit for the people I kill.” ( thanks for not asking me though )
Told to look an’ act a way, as if I’m just a ball of clay that you can just mold into whatever, I assure you that’s not clever see now fads don't last forever they are fleeting like the weather and we will stand our ground while you will sink and drown. Hahaha!
( @ speedster-and-kinesis )
Upon another voice being spoken, both android turned their attention to the new female. Her words seemed to sounds almost like an ancient language to the robots. The prototypes of Project 00 --including all of the others not present in Yukari’s world -- didn’t follow whatever law she was talking about. Ollie couldn’t help be laugh again. Honestly he was entertained with the fact that these people couldn’t be more wrong.
“What law?”
Maxima stopped the younger prototype from speaking any more about the subject to the new female. “Unfortunately, many of my files about my creator are corrupt, therefore I cannot give you the original ideas of them. Though as far as I can tell, I am allowed to do whatever I please. For example, I could kill another human if I deemed it necessary. Where I come from, I do not need to put down a living thing as we have the technology to keep one alive, regardless of circumstances. Why, my child, you humans find the cure for everything -- at least you do where we come from.”
“Though, I must answer your original question-- it is not troublesome for me to kill a human. I can, and have, injured people. I can assure you that it was not on purpose, but you do not understand the incredibly fine line that you humans have. You get hurt by anything these days whether it be emotionally, psychologically, or physically. It is not necessarily my fault that it happens-- least i would not do it on purpose. Does that make sense.”
“For example, Ollie and a few of my other prototypes -- Rika and Dannie -- harm people. Ollie is a trained assassin that works to kill. It is his job. Dannie, while he plays a more defensive strategy, physically finds way to hurt people. And Rika? Why, she toys with people. She likes to hurt people.”
'Cause I’m a tough girl, I run my own world and if you don’t like it there’s the door, if you haven't heard I ain't got no interest in your business, just here for the music and there's nothing else to this bullshit!
“So let me assure you that there is no law for us to follow in regards to the safety of people.”
Not here, to LOSE . Not here for you to CHOOSE . How we, SHOULD BE cause we’re not part of your machine.
( @ malchancevilain )
For once, the man was saying something useful. It almost pleased Maxima to hear his words. Finally somebody was talking some sense. Sure it wasn’t much but it was progress.
“Thank you. It is incredibly discriminatory for one to assume that we run on rules. Especially for rules that were made for your time and not ours.”
We’re not, we’re not part, we’re not part of your machine. We’re not, we’re not part, we’re not part of your machine, ( no ) .
#v; dolls in pseudo paradise#.:v://Don't.Let.Them.Look.Through.The.Curtains:.#DEAR GOD I AM FINALLY DONE.#suicide mention //
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