#sure I still can BARELY pick up for a phonecall but… thats different
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New daily affirmation for myself!!
Rather than bemoaning the fact that I HAVE to be the only one “Adulting” right now and feeling like I am [unjustly] back in ✨parenting mode✨
… I want to be proud of myself for accomplishing things, and doing The Adult Stuff, against all odds.
I am doing a great job!!! I am putting in so much effort!!! And it IS being rewarded!!!
#oh hey hhh had this thought#@11:01 pm.. yee#i am proud of me#….trying to be#shut up ashwyn#that tag feels blasphemous when I’m trying to be positive but… lol#sure I still can BARELY pick up for a phonecall but… thats different#idk why but its soooo different#i think i can almost.. maybe.. pretend to be a person for this job…#but only if i can get out of the house separate from going to work…. i need to interact with PEOPLE outside of doing a job 😭#and remake my Mask….#(i say as if i ever had a mask to begin with… i have just been in denial abt being autistic n stuff.. i never masked well 😔)#edi: just did the math and TECHNICALLY this is a household of 8 (when counting cats)… and I am the only one even trying to be employed rn#not that i want to be.. but damn…. just me?? okay… guess I Have To.
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