#supppeeerrrr quick and dirty gpose for this

[zeloinator]

'Everyday I see more of you in myself. I can feel your soul within every bell of every day. Once I returned from Elpis, and saw myself in a mirror I really only could see you. How can I know you and yet not at the same time? How can I be nostalgic for someone I've never met? For a weapon I've never held? For a home that I've never entered? All I know is I am haunted, not maliciously of course, but... haunted all the same. When I take out Azem's crystal and hold it against my skin, close my eyes, and just breathe I can smell them all, I can taste all my shards, I can feel the jagged edges of my own soul and know it is overflowing with blood. You're standing beside me through all this right? ...Right?' -- an excerpt from Zee's journal from post Endwalker

(full pictures of them cause theyre very cute and I love them)