#supposed to overcome agoraphobia but why bother
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Boy howdy I love venting about how isolated I feel in therapy and then feeling empty after
#I wanna cry and go back to bed#like why fucking bother trying to make acquaintances or live authentically#I don’t like being perceived but having short hair and a they/them button on my collar is opening myself up to being perceived#and assholes will make comments#so fuck me for trying to find similar people I guess#supposed to overcome agoraphobia but why bother#theres no community nearby#my irl friends have moved on with their lives#and I think I annoy the hell out of them too#I don’t want to leave the house just to spend money and deal with cishet neurotypical people#it’s exhausting#life is exhausting#I fucking hate Arizona#but it’s not so simple as ‘just move’ moving is a giant task#I’m alone#and I’d rather be alone by myself and be comfortable than alone among a ton of people and miserable#i’m just tired
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