#super moa rambles!! ^°^

[super-moachan]

*pokes your arm* moa moa moa moa moa moa moa moa moa moa moa moa moa

☆ - @yuyu-mizuno

hi hello yui mizuno what the flip do you needs

[super-moachan]

hehe ! :3 *squeeeeze*

YUYUUUUUUU *HUGGIES*

~ princess moa ♡

hehehe !! *huggies* moaaaaa !!!

[goldennika]

not to be all dramatic on main but a MOA i met at their dome show in Osaka last year added me to her close friends list/stories on instagram 🥺

[agustdiv1ne]

soobin who comes back from tour, super tired and wants nothing more than to hold you :( he really really really wants to tell you about all the cities he visited, the mischievous things the maknaes got up to, that one screaming MOA with the odi poster, and how yeonjun lost his phone 3 times in one day in new york, but he just falls asleep halfway through his rambling :( wakes up all confused, thinking he was still on tour and that seeing you in his arms was a dream, but bleary sleepy eyes turning wide and bright once he realizes you are, in fact, in his arms again :((

anon u rly know how to get me in my feels omfg

soobin would drop his things off at the dorm and immediately bail to go to your place. stumbling through the door of your apartment long after the sun has dipped below the horizon, his one and only goal is to find you and crush you in a hug :( he's been texting you all day, leg shaking as he traveled, just wanting to see you, to be able to hold you tight and melt into the comfort of your arms :(((( he hears the pitter patter of socked feet against the floor before a body collides with his back, arms wrapping around his torso...he can feel a smile pull at his lips as he locks the door before he's turning in your embrace and burying his face into the crown of your head <3

it's so cute, how he pulls you into bed, holding you close to his chest as he tells you how he missed you so much, telling you tour stories with slurred, exhausted words. you tell him that the two of you should sleep, but he'd adamant on staying up with you and updating you on anything and everything that happened throughout the tour. he falls asleep halfway through his sentences, only to wake up and finish them; the sight makes you giggle, and he eventually drifts off to sleep. pressing your lips to his forehead, you follow suit soon after

he wakes up and he thinks that last night had to have been a dream :( baby feels like crying because he's half asleep and he thinks he's in his hotel room back in la still...until a little hum reaches his ears, and the warm weight against his chest registers in his brain. his eyes shoot open and there you are, cuddled against his chest, looking like an absolute angel — and suddenly everything feels right in world. he's home, you're here, and nothing can beat the feeling of your soft skin beneath his fingers and your lips against his as you sleepily kiss each other awake <33333

[super-moachan]

hehe omnom :3!!

🍕 •⩊•𓎩 moametal + food!!! •⩊•𓎩 🍰

[dysfunctionallygrey]

MORE PJO/HoO x Pokemon rambles

My mind is a restless expanse of thoughts and it is my duty to make sure they are at LEAST coherent. The Heroes of Olympus and their Pokemon? Hell yeah high five me guy. I will probably go more in depth when i make their own individual posts... whenever that may be... Ill try and put up part 2 with the rest later!!

Jason has a full team of 6, he just has no memory of how he got them, or anything about them for the matter. When he battles though, the muscle memory kicks in and for a second his Pokémon think he's got his memories back and none of the whole amnesia thing ever happened. Only for a second though.

Reyna has two very loyal and very powerful Lucario. They follow her obediently around its actually sort of odd not seeing them with her. But that wasn't always the case. Back then, on a mysterious island, there were two sisters, each with their own Riolu. What happened to either sister, the other wouldn't know.

Me to any justice/fairness leader type character when i make a Pokemon au: Woe, Lucario be upon you.

Hazel... boy oh boy where do i even begin... The sheer amount of Pokemon i was able to find and go "hey that would fit for Hazel" But at the start of her story, id definitely give her a rock/ground/ghost type like a Golett and ive always imagined her having a Drillbur because i will bet on my life the real Hazel Levesque would look at the thing and immediately be endeared. Also a carbink. Guys its a little gem pokemon that can learn light screen its perfect for her.

I already have a post for Piper Mclean. But the gist of it is Piper eevee piper Sylveon. and femininity and queerness and self acceptance. go read my post if this seems interesting to you.

i love Annabeth Chase a lot. If you asked me what i wanted to be as a kid i would've said her and since i love her a lot she deserves only the best (my favorite pseudo): Metagross. But only evolving very late. I imagine it also as a gift from her mom. (Metagross = Steel Psychic = big brain = Clear body user = invisibility cap) At first shes SUPER stoked like holy hell a pseudo legendary, at 12 years old!! and then she starts training the Beldum and she realizes oh. wow it is taking too damn long for this thing to evolve into a Metagross. It doesnt stop her from being smart and giving it Eviolite lol. And then it reaches the MoA equivalent to the story. She confronts Arachne (probably pokemon battle) then the Metang evolves into Metagross. Athena is probably smiling down at her. and then she gets sucked into distortion (aka tartarus) :P

Percy Jackson has Mono water team. With a Gyarados and a Palafin. Funny thing is Jason also has a Gyarados. Neither of them are allowed to have it out in a 1km radius of eachother.

part 2 perhaps later

[wave2tyun]

Strawberry kisses was just as good as I remembered!!💞 I loved it so much💞😭 Oh, how I've missed your writing <33

I don't have tiktok, so I looked up what Kai posted and 😳‼️ I'd like my own please!!😭 I feel like I always forget how gorgeous they all all are and then they do something like this and I'm just like 😵💫😵💫

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thank youuuuuu!! :DD💞💘💓💖💞💘 it's a work that i was very proud of and i am so so happy to hear you say that!!!🥹 a lot of times i like to write about things i wish i could experience and when that came to mind i thought beomgyu was the perfect fit for it- he's romantic but playful!!!😋😋

we had the exact same reaction like lorddddd where can i sign up for that??????😩 he's been up and around calling moas on weverse princess too, me next please?????????<///3

and same oh my god!!!!!😳😳😳 since you brought that up may i share a silly little thing........? i really feel the need to ramble and fangirl with someone over this because i'm close to COMBUSTING!!!! a few days ago i finally watched THIS taehyun fancam (i know i'm super late but when the performance came out in december i was struggling a lot so i didn't watch it😖) and god. jesus. i knew taehyun was attractive but lord. there's something about this very particular day.......i loveddddd the styling plus his dance and the facial expressions?????????? i was looking at him with heart eyes, MY CHEEKS WERE ON FIRE😖😖😖

[chironshorseass]

Hi sorry I’ve been rereading pjo recently and it’s still so good and remembering how good pjo is always makes me so disappointed in hoo all over again. For some reason something that’s been really driving me crazy this time over is just how bad the power scaling is in hoo, and I’m sure that this has been talked about already but I just wanted to get the thoughts out of my head and you seemed like a good place to rant to sorry, also it has been a hot minute since I actually read hoo so sorry if I got anything wrong. 

It just, it’s so bad. In just the span of son Frank learns to shapeshift into literally any animal he wants (including mythical ones) with seemingly no repercussions?? I don’t even remember him talking about like getting tired. In less than a year over the span of the rest of the books Piper learns to charmspeak so well she can put a primordial goddess to sleep and Hazel becomes a master at manipulating the mist. I feel like I remember there being some nuance and development with Leo’s powers but I’m not sure (also side tangent, I wouldn’t be surprised, Leo was by far the most interesting and nuanced character in the series until Rick made his entire arc about being jealous over a girl). It’s been so cool to reread pjo and being able to SEE Percy getting more powerful, being able to watch him grow and learn to use his powers. 

Also!! In pjo powers were clearly a pretty rare and cool thing reserved for powerful demigods, and that was cool! And it really emphasized that children of the Big Three were especially powerful/dangerous, which was like a pretty important plot point actually!! And then in hoo that just all gets thrown away, anyone can have super cool powers, godly parents mean nothing. (I haven’t read all of trials of apollo yet but it seemed like this was still a problem Rick was having re: Meg)

I’ve thought this before but Rick just like forgot how to make characters interesting and nuanced in hoo I think. He tried to replace an interesting personality and motivations with cool powers. In an attempt to make all of the seven as cool as Percy, Rick actually just made every character, including Percy, bland and samey with little nuance. 

Sorry this is so long and rambling, I have a lot of feelings about hoo :P

don’t apologize!!!! u r so right and i always want to rant abt this when hoo is talked about lmaoo. percy and the rest of the characters fell into this same line of sameness and boringness, and annabeth not having powers was even addressed when it didn’t need to be addressed before??? it’s seen as an insecurity (for her) while at the same time in moa she proves that she can work without powers? ok ig. idk ur right it wasn’t nuanced at all, bc annabeth should’ve been the norm: someone with little to no “supernatural” power. ok, have piper charmspeak, but why depend on that entirely? piper is “cunning” per se, but rick doesn’t explore that tbh BECAUSE of her charm speaking ability!!! leo as a character was so interesting and i have a post abt him but yeah, basically his arch was ruined by the fanon, racist version i think. rick just turned his eye on the fans and decided to make everything according to them and not what was ACTUALLY meant to happen. also the rest of the characters: i think hazel being That Powerful makes sense, but this is the big three kids we’re talking about!! ofc she needs to be powerful, but yeah, her power growth was fast and it wasn’t addressed. it was almost like she was unappreciated and put to the sidelines in the end bc again. racism. huh. jason was implied to be more powerful, and out of all the big three kids i think he was the weakest in those terms lolll. yeah it’s. bad. power should’ve been like pjo, and if there’s gonna be powerful characters then their arch has to be nuanced and well developed, not abrupt like what happened during hoo🤷🏽‍♀️

[super-moachan]

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[super-moachan]

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[mylesimeblr]

Hello! I just wanted to thank you so much for writing the fics that you do. Not only are they great and super interesting, but they’re also really motivating as a writer for the Byler pairing specifically. The Stranger Things fandom has been the most pc and squeamish about fics that I’ve ever seen and I’m honestly afraid to post anything mature or explicit on AO3 because of it. I understand certain concerns, but at the end of the day, the characters are fictional.

Your bravery is seriously so inspiring! I admire it so much and I love that you promote your mature fics on Tumblr too. I’ve seen the hate sent your way and the outrage. It’s ridiculous and you don’t deserve any of that. Just idk. I love your writing, thick-skin, and passion to just do what you want despite what people think. Thank you, thank you, thank you!!! ❤️

Oh my! :O

Thank you very, very much for your kind words. I feel really honored. Honestly, I'm only trying to write the stories that I would like to read. And it appears that I'm more inclined toward more extreme storylines than most...

Writing and publishing for this fandom is a challenge. I don't wanna sound like a broken record, but I started writing fanfiction in 2003 for Harry Potter then Lord of the Rings and NEVER have I had half the issues I'm having with the Stranger Things fandom. The lack of nuance, the impossibility to differentiate reality from fiction, the global Puritanism, their obsession with "children"... I never thought this was something that could actually exist in a fanfiction fandom. And it actually tells more about the kids of that time period than the stories in themselves.

And the first time I got hate because I mentioned Byler smut, it really came as a shock. Then the all MoA stuff happened and I was, yeah... really shocked by such... inability to read something with different degrees of nuance. I mean, if we strictly abode by the strange rules of this fandom, there would be no Vampire Chronicles, no Game of Thrones, no Twilight, no Buffy the Vampire Slayer, no American Beauty.... and the list goes on and on and on.

So yeah, I'm trying to stay afloat. But I'm not gonna lie, whenever I publish something a bit "risky", I'm afraid. I was hesitant to post the story "Let me be" and the second chapter of that story. And I was super hesitant to continue MoA and the relationship between Will and Nate. And if I am to continue that story the way it is naturally intended, readers in this fandom are gonna freak out... But I'm still gonna write it the way it was intended to be written, adding childish disclaimers if I must.

Now, I do have limits. I'm strictly against writing about the actors for example and all the stories Finn/you, Steve/you, Finn/Millie, Finn/Noah freak the Hell out of me. But I really want to write realistic stories about fictional characters, no matter if it's politically correct or not.

Anyway, sorry for my rambling. Your message really touches me. Be assured that I will never stop writing stories that I want to read and those stories will most always go against the tide. Always been.

Take care, Ely.

[upwiththegood]

12th January Photographic quiz and ramble

Well we start where we left off last year but hey hoe there was a fire there in 2002 and the whole lot including the hall, which was now part of the hotel was demolished in a fire. Nevertheless, one has memories and various anecdotes about the old pub, it's nickname and certain occasions, Maxine Drayson's 21st to name one, as we all had to enter the hall and be introduced to her parents before being offered a glass of punch, especially concocted by her father. I seem to remember that the bowl was replenished on more than the odd occasion plus a lot of various alcoholic beverages were added to it out of site. Her parents were obviously unaware of their daughter's tastes and she being a member of that timber company just beside the bridge in Maidstone town centre. The one that used to unload the Thames barges full of timber from overseas. We, as schoolboys used to walk through the yard on our way to the weekly market, on the pretext of drawing the Archbishop's palace, as we had double art on Tuesday and Tav House, our art master gave us our freedom. I happened to launch a large plank into the river, as was my want, only to be spotted by someone in an office, who rushed out and stopped me in my tracks and said that I'd be in trouble and that he would report me to Ron Voice, our headmaster but he changed his story when I mentioned my name, as he played cricket with my father and I got away with a good telling off. Crikey, that close to the cane.

Anyroadup we exit what used to be a nice hall and turn left down the lane, opposite the local village's home ground.. The ground seemed to be tended by a large farming family, one of whom seemed to have a wonderful and eye coordination and rejoiced in hitting sixes over the pub, whereupon all the fielders would take it upon themselves to run round the back. One soon learnt to follow, as round the back was a swimming pool and quite a few of the landlord's lady friends would be there with very little on. Lots of balls were lost there.

We continue down the road until we meet a left turning and follow this onto to a well known corner, obviously named on recognition of something important. It's on the main road from Headcorn and splits to road between two villages and the farm on the south east corner, Roselands Farm, was owned by one, John Dolan, who's gatepost was wrenched out of the ground by one of our new Super Comet trucks. He was just ringing in to report the problem when the truck pulled his telephone wire down on it's way out, cutting him off in mid flow.

Just down that little lane lived one Stuart Pearson, another producer of strawberries and all manner of vegetables. It took me a long time to find out that this excellent family were indeed tenant farmers and the farm was in fact owned by Wm. Skinner at Friday Street Farm. What itis to be ignorant

I digress as we should've taken the left hand fork at the corner and headed towards the important next village, whereupon we come across another cricket pitch and follow it round to the right and head towards another locally famous corner and a pub of various names

This corner is at the foot of a famous hill in these parts, as it marks a dent in the ridge which runs through the county and allows hail storms to drop their load and escape over the ridge, so not a useful area to grow top fruit unless one has good insurance. Fred Marchant had a rather large farm on the right, as one makes one's way up the hill.HYe was having a drink in the saloon bar of the Sutton Valence Swan one night and let it slip that he'd just received a payment of £2,000 from the MOA but it had gone before he got home. So thin were the walls in those days and Mum's the word. The next hostelry up this hill is the famous Pepperbox and it's still owned or managed by the same family and another pub ravaged by fire not so long ago but a lovely pub with excellent food with excellent facilities.

Out of the pub car park and take a right upto the crossroads and right again and we follow the road until we come to another ancient and now none existent pub and the top of another famous road.

We follow this road down through a very strangely named village with another ancient pub,

recently refurbished and onto our destination hotel where a guitar virtuoso used to jam, me and my friend,

Scarface used to frequent on a regular basis if some big American cars were in the car park. He was called Scarface after he put his mother's Peugoet i305 estate into the ditch on the way to a party one Saturday night and cut his forehead on the shattered screen and the scar glowed purple in the cold and absolutely nothing to do with Al Pacino. Little Pete Hudson lost a little finger and Nigel Drayson had an half inch square cut out of his skull. Oh what fun we had

The guitarist died only recently was very famous for his initial association with a famous group and mixing it with two other famous exponents of the same instrument.

So there you have another ramble with photographs and questions to follow

Happy New Year

1)Name of hall

2)strange door handles

3)name of hotel

4)local cricket team name

5)name of lane

6)corner name

7)super comet maker

8)two villages

9)local cricket team

10)name of corner

11)pubs original old name

12)hill name

13)pepper box family

14) regular christmas feature at pub

15)crossroads area name

16)extinct pub

17)area name

18)little village name

19)refurbished pub

20)famous blues guitarist

21) his two fellow guitarists

22)the group that they were all members of originally, taking each other's place

23)the group's first hit

24)the hotel of ill repute which evidently appeared on 4 in a bed and did champagne weekends for £350

Answers on the back of a fag packet and sent to Peter Fenton, who will draw the winning entry out of his top hat sometime in the future

Good luck

[lewstherintelescope]

@malkah-of-kharbranth yep you're right, I did forget. Long ramble/"analysis" about why I don't like the whole "Taln never broke" thing below the cut.

Okay, so, to start off with, I just want to add the caveat that right now this whole idea has only shown up in a WoB, so we have zero knowledge on how the text will present it. Anything I say should be taken with an implicit "Brandon will probably portray it with more nuance than the fandom and has likely put a lot of time into thinking about where it fits alongside the themes of the series", but given that I can't see the future I can only analyze it in the context of what we currently have.

Anyway, that aside, let's start with the Heralds. Remember, they held the Oathpact for three thousand years, their entire lives alternating between undergoing horrific torture and leading horrific war for all that time. And yes, they broke eventually... but it took centuries of unimaginable torment before even a single Herald agreed to bend their oath, and centuries more for the others to slowly follow suit. Yet when after three millennia they couldn't take it anymore, do people view them with pity or compassion for what they put themselves through for more than forty lifetimes in the defense of others? No, the fandom considers them cowards and Taln "the only true noble Herald". Really?

Now, for the broader themes of the series. Yes, Stormlight is about striving to be better, but Kaladin's arc that comes to a head in Rhythm of War hasn't just been about that, it's been about accepting that it's okay to fail, that perfect ideals are not something anyone can ever actually reach and you shouldn't destroy yourself trying. However, this only works if nobody can ever reach that. When you have Taln who is apparently 100% unbreakable, it completely undercuts that realization. Do you think Kaladin would ever have sworn the Fourth Ideal if he knew that before him stood living testament that if you just push hard enough, sacrifice enough, give up enough pieces of yourself you can protect everyone forever? Suddenly "everybody fails" is no longer an excuse, because Taln shows that actually no you're just weak, why can't you be more like Taln? And before you say that's a ridiculous strawman and people won't take it that way, that is exactly what has happened to discussion about the other Heralds. Rather than admiring where they stood firm and sympathizing where they struggled, people focus on the one time they finally couldn't handle it and regard them with disgust for daring to be imperfect, because Taln is incontrovertible proof that they just weren't trying hard enough.

That said, as I disclaimed at the start, the books themselves consistently treat the Heralds with more tact and reverence than the community and I expect Brandon has many ideas about how to reconcile it with Stormlight's broader thematic arc. But it'll require treading very very carefully, and I'm super displeased with how the fandom treats all this.

And now, for the fandom's hypocrisy around Moa—

Taln is the only herald that actually lives up to his duty.

i mean, the oaths are to stand where others fall, and this man, originally just a commoner, outlasted his fellow heralds who had betrayed him, to hold off the end of the world single handedly for 4,500 years. i could go ON and ON about Taln and how he's like the only true noble herald/surgebinder.

and when he returned, this man did not show an ounce of contempt to the people who left him to get brutally tortured for thousands of years. he instead was so incredibly grateful and happy that humanity had progressed.

this man is a true hero.

[ramblingsbymoonlight]

(long ramble with pictures under the cut <3)

*sigh*

Soooo....I may or may not be slowly falling down the TXT hole (which is absolutely STUNNING) (hello fellow MOA)

Their concepts are...so good???

AND THE MVS OML-

I watched the Eternity MV and felt many things-

(no soobin what are you doing, ohhh are they not human-, beomgyu with a video camera is ADORABLE, oh is the world ending- NO YEONJUN, very suspicious cat, aww soobin noooo, AHH BEOMGYU-, aww taehyun in flowers, OMG NOT TAEHYUN IN FLOWERS, OMG SO MUCH PURPLE NO, OMG YEONJUN IS SO PRETTY BUT I'M GOING TO CRY, OMG HE'S GONNA FALL THROUGH THE CLOUDS-, OML WHAT JUST HAPPENED-)

I could add way more slkdjnlkjdsn but I won't lol

my favorite song of theirs rn is probably 0x1 lovesong, it just gives off such good vibes! It gives me happy, nostalgic vibes, and the concept is soooo pretty <3 (I loved loved loved the MV)

AHHH I JUST WATCHED THE JAPANESE MV FOR IT AND MY HEART SIMULTANEOUSLY FILLED WITH LOVE AND BROKE INTO A MILLION PIECES-

I,,,,think I might have two main biases haha (but I love all of them <3)

Hueningkai <3

Beomgyu :D

Hueningkai, where do I begin? He's just such a sweetheart, I love him <3

ahhh and he's so pretty, I was absolutely AMAZED at the look he had for FREEZE <3

also blond haired kai hits different, right? I'm not crazy?

Here, lemme,,,,add in a few photos so you see what I mean lol

ahhh my heart <3

Alright, next up, our favorite middle child, Beomgyu!

I really like Beomgyu for a lot of the same reasons that I like Huening Kai, actually! (I have a type, I know XD)

He's super sweet and adorable, but he's also a prankster and likes to have fun, which I love about him!

My favorite look of his has to be this one:

just,,,,the long hair with the highlights <3

And the others are super cool too! Soobin seems like a great leader and singer. He's appears to be pretty composed but can lighten the mood if needed.^^

Yeonjun comes off as pretty savage most of the time lol but is quite funny and talented <3

Taehyun is just impressive, all around. His vocals are always great, he pours so much raw emotion into them. (and his magic tricks are great too haha)

Anywayyyy, this has been a reallyyyy long ramble about me falling into the TXT hole, thanks for reading to the end! Tell me your opinions, and feel free to send anything about them, I'd love to learn some more!

Have a great day/night! <3

-Moon 🌙

[uygmoeb]

Ahh I know but still, it is ok to not reply right away and don't mind the extra wait (or unless my ask suddenly gets send to pluto and never returns xD) but I am happy to hear today is a better day for you! As it should be my bean, showers and specifically warm ones are the best for sure! Its why I take a little bit too long with them dhshdh oopsie.

Oohh well I'm no expert with jobs as I have yet to get one myself but I do always like to say, you happiness is important so if you do want to go back to the old one that is fine (of course easier said than done)

Jdjsjdjs oof yeah it can be like that, especially if you are new to the fandom as well and you're like a goldfish the entire time haha. I'm sure the gifts you made are amazing, I can very much understand the like, feeling of not feeling the most proud when it comes to creating something (especially of you say make gifs on photopea and not ps like myself) but it is the thought that counts! You put the time and effort and that is important! If someone has a problem with that, well slap them with a fish. They are not worth your time tbh. I do think pre-planning helps if you are in more than one! You can start with a basic idea of like to do or you like doing and then slowly build the idea as you get to know the person!

Right!? I know it is silly to think big cc on here you cannot talk to them but seeing as some of them are like, flippen taemin level but for tumblr it is a bit scary to talk with them at first xD but once you kinda get in the flow it isn't scary (I say this as I talk on anon for like all of the popular blogs lol) nice anons are more needed indeed. Its just wholesome to make someone just smile with a nice message and no I completely understand! Welcome to the club of overthinking auggie xD this is the cool kids club djjahdjs jokes aside I get that, especially if you can't help but think how it sounds like does it sound too sarcastic or may it sound a bit off? I don't mind long asks (as you can tell lol) because idk, I like to ramble and bounce off people when on the roll lol

Ok that shall be all, I hope you have a good day today! Stay warm and we are legit like 5 days away from the holidays ahhh ~moa Santa

i take like.. hour long showers some days it just happens i swear hskfdjfk but how've u been my love?? i know u finished all ur gifts so what else have u been up to? anything fun?

ah well i would go back if it didn't require taking a pay cut, losing manager status, and uh. moving 14 hours away from where i am now lmao i would move back if i thought i could do it by myself probably.. but that's not in the cards for me anymore and its ok, ive got a job here now and i think things are getting better

so my problem with making my gifts is my art program sucks so bad.. it leaves everything pixelated and messed up if im not super duper careful with it.. but it was free and ive had it since i was 12 probably?? and uhm change is difficult for me but honestly just u saying that made me feel better and i think im gonna go work on the first one to make it better if i can so wish me luck <3 i bet it also helps if u dont procrastinate too lol bc i procrastinated so hard and now here i am jdhfkdhs

yeah ! at some point i had to start being like 'they're just people too' like.. theyre not just a cc theyre a whole person whos probably really nice thats always been my problem anyway is thinking theyre like... above the average person, or even that they arent people kind of yknow??? does that make sense to u? sorta like the same thing some people do to idols i guess but also not quite?? idk its hard to explain how i think but i tried hskfhsl

i would like my one way ticket out of the overthinking club pls ive been overthinking for years my brain hurts :/ nah bc sometimes when i text ppl or anything like that im like. what tone am i giving rn are they gonna think im being an ass when im just joking or?? and thats why i love tone indicators so much now bc it makes it so so much easier for me and so many others too and ngl i actually prefer long asks like all the time. so much easier to ramble and pick up things to talk about which is something i've adored about yours from day one, i feel like its always been super easy to talk to u and i love that so so much u also always have made me feel comfy with u, like almost instantly too and i usually have to warm up at first

not u opening my eyes to the fact we're five days away from the holidays technically only four as im answering this but eh are u excited tho?? bc i can say that i am, i have so many gifts to give i'm so tired of waiting ! albeit i do need these days to finish a few lol besides the point ig

also adding this on about an hour and a half after i initially answered bc guess what!! i finished my gift for the event finally!! im actually rlly happy with how they turned out now after fixing some stuff :)

[super-moachan]

ugh,,,

head hurts ;^;