#sunlighthroughthe-ashes

[goyurim]

I agree that sol has loved him and tried to save him selflessly but so has he to the same extent? He loved her in two time lines and will in this third one as well for 15 years selflessly without knowing at all that she has feelings for him, he also saved her life multiple times risking his and is ready to do it again paying the price with his life. The reason she has to go back and save him is literally because he saved her spent 15 years miserable because of guilt he couldn't save her legs and then got murdered for it. No to mention the other thousand things small and big he did for her safety and care in all 3 timelines. I don't think I have seen a character love someone so selflessly or devotedly as sun jae so I have to disagree with you there.

you're very welcome to disagree with me! we don't have to agree on everything anon, that's the beauty of it, as @sunlighthroughthe-ashes so eloquently put it, "the beauty of art and entertainment media is the subjectivity of its interpretation. one little show can mean so many different things to so many different people, and i think that's wonderful."

i think you've misunderstood me slightly though so i'd like to address that - you seem to interpret my statement about sunjae liking sol selfishly as some sort of bad thing - as if being selfish in love is wrong and cannot coexist with being selfless, too. you're absolutely right about sun jae being selfless in the way he loves sol, in everything he's done for her. but he's also been selfish in his devotion to her too, he wanted her to love him back, he wanted to be someone special to her. he gets mad at her in the woods during the retreat when she's been avoiding him like the plague, and even back when she bought him all those self-help books, he shuns her away out of his house by saying "you can't give me what i want so just go". does that make sun jae a bad person? of course not! when you love someone you want them to acknowledge it, that's perfectly valid and true. doesn't make it any less selfish. sun jae choses to be selfish, that's why he ends up with sol, and tae sung does not. tae sung's love, in my eyes, is truly selfless. the kinda love that wants their object of affection to be safe and happy, even if that means they themselves will never be on the receiving end of the same.

to me, the whole "i like you" "i love you" scene was a direct continuation of the scene where sun jae misses his flight and returns to sol after finding everything out. he literally asks her to stop worrying about him and allow herself to like him. sol doesn't respond, she's too overwhelmed with everything that's just happened. the "i like you", this time around, was her response. she tells sun jae that she's listened to him. that she's allowing herself to unabashedly like him. his response being "i love you" encapsulates everything he told her back then, but also somehow something more. when you love someone so much, the lines between selflessness and selfishness begin to blur, bc it's not about doing the right thing anymore, it's about doing right by this person. bc your compass of morality isn't a direction anymore, it's a person. sun jae's verbalising these thoughts to her, through his "i love you". these two have loved each other through time and space, over and over again, and their love has evolved over time. from a crush and a fan, silent and afar, to truly devoted, unapologetic love. but neither of them knew! what they've been doing for one another! all this time! the "role reversal" i was referring to might sound weird to the audience bc we know both their feelings from the start. but they don't! they never got to lay their hearts out so openly in front of one another. they're finally doing that now.

[whenthegoldrays]

right now I could keep reading Northanger Abbey or finally organize my Twinkling Watermelon tag hmmm

[sonagichoreom96]

I'm so glad Lovely Runner has some really nice fics to read so it can keep my obsession going 😆 Shout out to these amazing writers:

@thedeathdeelers - the drabbles were sooo goood!!

@sunjaesol - ma'am, I was just thinking about wanting some histroical scenes in lovely runner ala extraordinary you, and you delivered 😍

@mistmarigold - I'm living for your current ongoing fic!!! So excited to see what happens next!!

@sunlighthroughthe-ashes - the heart holds more is sooo goood!! So creative and the way you write is so poetic, it's insane!

@dreams-cynicism - I have thoroughly enjoyed all the Soljae fics you've written so far 😍

Thank you for writing! 😁

[ofsweetgrass-andsurvival]

hi there, just a quick update:

i'm having my phone repaired and for a few days i won't have access to this account, so i'll be using my backup ( @sunlighthroughthe-ashes ) to post the chapter link when it's ready.

i'm also not sure how long i might keep this account, (seeing as i have forgotten both my email & password, dope that i am 😂) so do follow me on the one listed above to keep up with 'fic updates and the like.

thanks! 🤍✌🏼

[ofsweetgrass-andsurvival]

no update today?

hi there!

please follow me at @sunlighthroughthe-ashes — that is where i post updates about my 'fic now.

i'm a little under the weather from a health standpoint — but ch. 21 is coming along nicely.

it should be out on saturday, if all goes well.

thanks for looking forward to it. :)