#sunlight by hozier is literally this but with fancy words

[p4nishers]

thinking abt how azi was truly crowley's sunlight through the millenniums. like, here's this demon who didn't mean to fall, who just asked questions and deep down he was still so good. and he is alone, he's the literally the emboidement of the first sin, and NOT by his own choosing. he's so alone and afraid and just wants a real conversation w someone, even if its an angel who'll most likely hate him. and here's the guardian of eden, who gave away his sword, that GOD gave to him, without asking a single question, to help the humans under his charge and he's kind to crowley and crowley is utterly fascinated. zira is basically the first protector, not only to adam and eve BUT CROWLEY TOO. he protects crowley from the first rain bc he's so fundamentally good and kind and crowley can't help seeking him out over the years. when they meet in rome, c is obviously far more withdrawn and angry bc of the things he's seen and was forced to do and there's az again, so happy to see him and even inviting him to dinner. everytime they met, even when crowley was saving azira, he also saved crowley by the simple act of being his friend.

[thecorruption-thespiralsversion]

The Fears as songs from Wasteland, Baby by Hozier

The Eye - Sunlight -Seeing the Light and wanting nothing else. Doing whatever it takes to reach your sunlight. As clever as Icarus, and just as foolhardy. Careful, or we'll all watch you fall. There is plenty of sunlight to see.

The Stranger - Nobody - everything I've done and am means nothing when I want to choose you

The Web - Be - A demand that you be you. That you be good.

The Desolation - Would That I - Its can sorta be about know that sometimes you have to let the fire consume you. That feeling deeply is worth the risk. Wood that would burn.

The Spiral - To Noise Making (sing) - Just that, be delusional. Embrace that emotion. Sing and make noise. You are the best singer, and have the best voice. And if someone tells you otherwise, sing louder.

The Flesh - Talk - It literally just someone being to horny to hide it, and trying to use fancy word so the person their talking to won't realize that MC is having dirty thoughts.

The Vast - Movement - Freedom and motion. Of letting it all go.

The Buried - Almost (Sweet Music) - How our passions bring rest and recovery. Much like a weight blanket can deepen our sleep. How our passions deepen our drive and reserves.

The Sluaghter - Nina Cried Power - The indomitable human spirit. It's not the subject, it's the act. It is the power to do what it takes to be...

The Hunt - Talk - The conversation though, is still trying to convince them to accept the MC's love. Its still a chase

The Corruption - Dinner and Diatribes - I mean, the title can be reworded to. Food and shit taking. The MC wants a toxic relationship.

The Lonely - As It Was - It is the story of a forsaken lover. Traversing through a road of their failures and mistakes. Back to a lover, that despite their affection for the MC, still rejects them. Leaving them wishing for things to be as they where.

The Dark - No Plan - Blind trust, enjoying the chill of the night to rejoice the day. There will be darkness again.

The End - Shrike - The Finality of something ending, and the regrets you made along the way. "Did I say I love you enough?" "Where have I failed you?" A final attempt to say it. To at least be remembered for someone who regrets not loving you enough. Instead of being remembered for some who didn't love you at all.

The Extinction - Wasteland, Baby - Limerance, the world end when we fall in love. Making it the only resource with any value. It why we loose sleep, appetite, and sanity when we loose that love. The world ends around us and we love it.

[literaila]

yeah.. like. why does she have to be like that? it’s. well not surprising considering the sharpe families childhood. but still

oh goodness, v, let it go. i said i don’t mind formal dancing. i actually loved the waltzing bit. i don’t fancy balls that much, (maybe one a bit) but it was a nice scene. adored it.

you are most definitely a genius. i find you very smart and interesting. trust me. after all, i am always right.

i love your angst. it’s horrible. i feel sick. especially the miscommunication, oh and god, that loki dying piece you wrote? i almost cried. but when a writers angst wants to make you sob, obviously it’s well written. obviously

i’ll make sure to watch it! soon. i will, i promise. i have it in bold, once i finish one of my shows i’ll start it.

oh! oops? is he your favorite? he just.. lacks common sense. in an irritating way. you definitely don’t, though. you’re smart. you’re gonna hold a grunge, aren’t you? you seem skilled at doing that.

i hope not?? that sounds horrible. i’m shaking verity, shaking.

i what?

of course not, darling. do you really believe i’d be that.. lame? i’d want my last words to be.. well. i can’t really think of anything interesting. what about you?

ah.. shut it, v. at least it’s more entertaining than wiggling around like a worm and calling it ‘dancing’

same here with me! although, that kind of failed.

cookies! they’re amazing. haven’t had them in a while.

what are your favorite songs? most preferablly a list, so i can listen to them and think about you. hope that didn’t sound weird? just meant that you probably have good music taste

i was going to say something else but i can’t remember.. it sucks. should’ve wrote it down before i forgot.

anyways, ‘m going to read pride & prejudice. sorry for such a bland answer

— 🐢 anon

think it’s important before i respond that you know i laughed my entire way through this one. several times.

the waltzing bit was amazing. added that to the ‘dream journal’.

also no, never ever never.

ahem. sure. always right. uh-huh.

obviously, i mean obviously. pfffff. i’m taking that sick comment as a compliment.and refraining from making a self deprecating joke. it would’ve been funny, though.

don’t worry about love. i’ve got all the time in the world. quite literally.

common sense sucks. btw. buuuut i can understand why you would find it irritating. i just like non-important-happy-things. grudge holding is my only talent.

that’s such a lie, i’m really bad at it in actuality.

was it the forever part, or the psychic part? because both are terrifying. the truth hurts.

i actually think i would like mine to be something like “tell susan… i…” because. wouldn’t that be so annoying? i just die. susan never knows what she was supposed to know. mwahahaha.

“more entertaining” as if anyone wouldn’t enjoy watching that. i would. it would be so enjoyable, so i’ve got no clue what you’re talking about. also, dancing is a relative term. if you accidentally spin around cause you thought you heard your name, it’s dancing.

the life of a battery. so sad.

me neither. my family eats them all, so i usually don’t get many. that’s okay though, i need to work on this recipe.

okay okay, i want to preface this by saying.. i’m sorry? yeah, i think that’s good.

soooo i’d call my favorite genre of music “one direction”. ahem. literally. BUT don’t worry. there’s more. basically what i’m telling you is that if you listen to any one direction song, solo or otherwise, you should be thinking of me. also i know all the words. think both those things.

a quick couple of favorites though: home, if i could fly, does he know, fine line, defenceless, everywhere.

okay that’s enough of that. otherwise

talk by hozier. sunlight by hozier. any hozier song. uhhhh i listen to a lot of musicals. so, if you like that. my favorite “country” song is good girl by carrie underwood. um. bills bills bills by destiny’s child. turning page by sleeping at last. better by ben platt. that’s too many.

ughhh i don’t know what kind of music you like— not sure why i haven’t asked. what type of music do you like? this list means nothing until you tell me.

if you remember let me know! don’t worry, i think of things to mention all the time and never remember.

have fun at school tomorrow! don’t be on your death bed, all those good things. hopefully, you’re feeling up to the task. otherwise— just. be chill? not sure.

night night love!

-v