#sumtimes im up at night thinking about dumb shit i said on here

[welcometoouranarchyhole]

BEST DAY OF MY LIFE HELLO??

[mercuriial]

hello i’m back w another lsdkfjsdf this is seb !! his entire personality is that he is dumb n owns a diner. thank u for comin to my tedtalk. as always , if u want to plot then like this / IM me / msg me on discord !!

TW: DEATH !

✎⌠rami malek. cismale. he/him⌡❝ — well, look who’s just arrived ! if it isn’t the one and only sebastian amer. though, around here they’re known as the rogue. don’t tell ‘em i said this but the thirty-four year old restaurant owner kinda has a reputation of being detached and egocentric. but y’know, they can be open-minded and flamboyant too. typical gemini. anyways, welcome home and stay safe sebastian ! ❞ ↷ jin. 18. she/her. pst.

BACKGROUND

born n raised in misty hollow !! has literally never left the state ! this place is his entire world ( not in a sentimental way ... it’s just all he’s known )

seb was born as the middle child with an older n younger sibling , all boys ! very chaotic. but basically it’s ur typical story where the middle kid was never rly noticed ,, his older brother made lots of dumb decisions ( which seb learned from hehe ) while his younger one was the overachiever of the family n his parents basically bowed down 2 him while seb just kinda got by

like ,, nobody ever had any high hopes for him. his parents wanted to make something of his older brother in spite of him bein awful, and they already knew his younger brother was going places n it was just kind of ... accepted that seb was the mediocre one

so uh,, he did the usual . did whatever to get attention ( also because he knew he wouldn’t get any, his parents always just wrote him off as seb bein’ seb and saw him as a lost cause ), annoyed the shit out of everyone for fun , had imaginary friends n generally did whatever it took to not be taken seriously .

he was close with his mom tho !! like it was mostly his dad who was ,, super shitty n disappointed in seb . his mom was still always really encouraging n was kind of the one person he could actually talk to 

n then when he was seventeen his mom died of a stroke :( n it was so AWFUL . like the one person he had ?? gone !! n now he was stuck in a house w his dad n brothers, none of whom cared much for him at all 

he barely graduated high school , would come home late all the time ( or just not ), basically just like ... perpetuating the cycle of people thinking very little of him. went to jail a few times for things like stealing , vandalism, stuff like that

his dad’s retired now n he’s been passed down the hollow diner !! he’s been running it for quite a while now , n worked there beforehand so it’s pretty much been his entire life. this diner is the one thing he cares abt , like ever since he became the owner of it , he’s put so much time n work into it to make it something that is his and not just his dad’s !  he will do dumb shit until 4 in the morning but will always show up to work the next day 

don’t rly know what else 2 say because his life has been boring like . his life is literally tied to misty hollow - he’s never been anywhere else ,,  he’s just done .... not much with his life other than dumb stuff that rly doesn’t matter in the grand scale of things ( in his opinion ) 

PERSONALITY

seb has a moral compass but just doesn’t ,, use it ?? like he knows he’s a shitty person but at this point he thinks it’s a bit too late 2 turn it around n what else would keep his existence afloat if not for doin dumb things n getting people angry ! 

claims he has never been in love but also falls in love a little bit with every person he meets <3 like he will see a pretty girl n think she is the prettiest girl he has ever seen in this world n then stay up all night thinking about her ... until he sees the next pretty girl

but this doesn’t mean he’s a ROMANTIC ,, he’s just obsessive ? in all aspects really

very Very Avoidant . bad coping mechanisms . if he sees conflict he will a) just act completely normal like it’s not happening or b) run the other way n try 2 forget abt it 

he’s fuckin’ annoying but mostly just self-destructive ?? like never INTENTIONALLY gets in the way of other people ,, ofc he’ll be annoying but on a serious note , he doesn’t want 2 hurt other people ever . he just doesn’t care about himself v much

makes up random weekly specials at the diner hehe

WANTED CONNECTIONS

ok ok ok give me . a best friend who is down for anything ,, they just hype each other up n it’s chaotic but it’s fun !!

people who do not Like him . there r so many ways we could go with this !!

an EX !! i REALLY really want an ex that he was so super in luv w but they left ,, to leave misty hollow n move onto better things

friends w/ benefits ! he would have so many of these n there are so many different dynamics we could do !

regulars at the diner !! secretly seb always looks forward 2 their daily run-ins n he remembers their orders ,, probably sit around n talk for hrs sumtimes hehe

people who seb can be serious w !! even with these people ,, the serious moments would be few n far between but still , give me vulnerability ! 

anything !!!!! i am so open n excited <3