#summercamp aubrey and my 4th grade friend who moved away halfway through the year and we tearfully agreed to meet up at the beach in either | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

itsalwaysdark · 1 month ago

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somebody in the comments of that post said 'its like falling in love with a girl at summercamp knowing youll never see her again" this ones for the 3+ girls i fell in love with as a child only to never see them again

#summercamp aubrey and my 4th grade friend who moved away halfway through the year and we tearfully agreed to meet up at the beach in either #florida or california either In 20 years or when we turned 20 (idr. sry. se played house and she was my husband every time and one time one #of the boys asked if he could be the husband and i was like ummm and she went NO.) and random girl who we were gonna open a candy shop #together. sighhh....#if i find that girl from 4th grade again and she isnt a lesbian im going to be so insanely shocked she was awesome. like i was a tomboy but #she was WAY more of a tomboy and she would call me her wife all the time and always hung out with me and id call her my husband ......#either a lesbian or trans. either way i think of her so often DNRNJFFNGJGNNG #it was so funny tho. bc after she left i was so lonely every recess id just go play in the ravine (not rly a ravine just a bit of the #playground that was eroded and we would dig for gold up there). i went up everyday to dig for gold or to sadly read a book under the tree.#sigh..... my 4th grade husband i miss you #and i wonder if those girls think of me yk. its crazy and quite wild #and like obvs if we did meet again idt wed recognize eachother and even if we did i doubt wed actually get on very well bc im quite #different and theyre probably quite different #but sometimes i imagine going outside and i see one of them again Usually the girl from 4th grade i was like deeply in love with the girl #from 4th grade. and i imagine us recognizing eachither immediately and running into eachothers arms and then we go get married immediately #and live happily ever after. And we go to the beach together bc that was our plan #sigh..... i miss her. i wish i could remember her name #idt yearbook would even help tho bc she left like. i think b4 winterbreak even....

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