#sujin / kvlpa

[vnmyeong]

Anyways if anyone stumbles over here, url was previously yeoubii, I had moved this girl to a multi over at the url kvlpa but now I'm back here! New url new year new me LMAO

Ind./sel. Custom MC named Sujin from mystic messenger, rules page should still be fairly up to date but I'll take a look at it in the morning!

[jindxllae]

@kvlpa: sujin vc oh god same

       ❝ Should we just choose a religious cult over fighting a war? ❞

[sarxng]

❝ ... Jihyun? ❞ Sujin's voice is quiet as she speaks his name, the hesitation clear even as she convinces herself to continue. ❝ Do you... think that I'm similar to Rika? ❞ It's a chancy ask; while they've long since dealt with everything that happened, mentions of the woman herself are still always tense and uncertain - but the unwelcome thought has been bugging her as of late, and she's at the point where she needs an opinion outside of her own. He knew Rika best - he would know, right?

      He hums a response to his name, turning his head away slightly so he might hear her a little better. But only a moment later does it snap back to where he knows Sujin is, alarm evident upon his features in the way his eyes, unseeing, widen and the lift of his brow. Jihyun will admit that he hadn’t expected her to be troubled by this, especially after so long, but… it isn’t so surprising.

      Once he finds his voice, Jihyun shakes his head. “I… don’t think you are.”

      At a glance, one might think him daft. After all, even the other members of the RFA had said more than once that she was just like Rika, but he would have to disagree. Out of them all, he knows the two of them best and longest, and he knows them both to be completely different people.

      “I don’t think you could ever be anything like Rika… and I don’t think she could ever be anything like you, Sujin.” He tries to keep this voice gentle, reassuring. “Rika, she… She helped people, and she and I founded the RFA together, but when she helped people, it was to make herself feel better, I think. But you only think about the person you’re helping. You worry about their well being and their benefit. You want them to walk away happier than they were even at the cost of yourself.

      Rika blamed the world for her hardships. She blamed her parents for the darkness that ate at her, and let it consume her. And you… Your life hasn’t been easy, and it could be easy to blame the world and everyone else for the things you’ve suffered, but instead you chose to overcome it. You decided to make your life your own in spite of the things that you’ve endured.”

      Jihyun smiles and holds a hand out to her, wrapping his fingers around hers when she accepts the gesture. “I don’t think you’re similar to Rika.” He gives her hand a squeeze. “You’re just Sujin.”

[sarxng]

She glances at him from her peripheral, attention momentarily drawn away from the part of the painting she’s supposed to be working on in favour of watching him work, instead. A little smile tugs at her lips; he seems to be completely focused on the task at hand. After a brief moment of debate, Sujin dips her brush into the paint and swiftly dabs it on his cheek; leaving behind a bright streak of teal in the process as she struggles to contain the laughter that threatens to escape her.

      He’s staring rather pensively at the canvas in front of him, paintbrush poised over his palette as if he hasn’t spent the last five minutes arguing with himself over what he’s doing. So engrossed is he in his thoughts that he doesn’t notice Sujin has paused in her own work to look at him, and neither has he noticed her intentions until he feels sticky bristles against his cheek.

      Jihyun blinks, looking up from his painting and lifting his free hand to his cheek. His fingers come away teal, and another moment passes before he laughs. He doesn’t bother wiping his hand off on his smock before dipping his brush in yellow and swiping a sloppy heart on the tip of her nose.

[sarxng]

@kvlpa

      “Do you want to try?” Lips curve into an inviting smile, offering his camera to Sujin in an outstretched hand.

      The wind ruffles his hair, sending his bangs into his eyes and the fauna around them swaying. Somewhere in the distance there is birdsong. Bees move from flower to flower, carrying pollen and nectar with them everywhere they go. Occasionally the clouds cast shadows over the sky, hiding the sun and stealing its warmth before moving on. The grass is high enough to brush against their knees, blooms of cornfowers and vervain dotting the landscape.

      Rather than sit with her in a studio, Jihyun has decided that perhaps it might be best to let her watch him work and show her the way he finds beauty and muse in the world around him. It seems more productive than spending hours wondering what might be stilling the brush in her hand. And he’s learned that it’s best not to force one’s expression -- it’s most sincere when it flows freely.

      “You can take as many as you want, I won’t mind.”

[sarxng]

//so as I’m sure you’ve all read in my rules, I practice ship exclusivity (for those of u who don’t know what that means, it means I’ll only ship my muse romantically with one version of another muse). I am ship exclusive with @kvlpa‘s custom mc, sujin, (who is amazing and wonderful y’all should follow she has a rika and a muse for v’s sister too), however I am gonna open a ship slot for a male mc (I have discussed it with her and she’s chill). just throwing that out there for u guys and if anyone has any questions just lemme know!!