#sui aoi

[shysheeperz]

Mɪssɪᴏɴ: Yᴏᴢᴀᴋᴜʀᴀ Fᴀᴍɪʟʏ🌸 Eᴘ. 07 x Gᴏᴠᴇʀɴᴍᴇɴᴛ Sᴘɪᴇs Aᴏɪ Sᴜɪ [2/2]

[musicalmoritz]

Can you analyze Aoikane? Like does aoi really like Akane? Is Akane a good person to her? Doesn’t he just treat her like everyone else? Even after the severance arc?

I’m glad you asked this! I’ve written a lot about Aoi and Akane as separate characters but I haven’t really gotten to go in depth explaining their relationship. This won’t cover everything but I’ll try to address all your questions. Just a heads up, I incorporated a mix of canon evidence and personal interpretation here. I tried to address each time I was purely stating my perspective but be aware that this is very opinionated

So to answer your first question, “Does Aoi really like Akane?” the answer is no…Aoi LOVES Akane. Aoi is love with Akane to an embarrassing degree, dare I say more embarrassing than the time Mitsuba said “yes sir” to Kou

On a more serious note, Aoi loving Akane is a core part of their development. If Aoi didn’t love Akane, Akane never would have fallen in love with Aoi

This right here is the key moment, the moment when Akane realizes what he means to Aoi. He offhandedly tells her he hates her, and it makes her cry. At that age, nothing made Aoi cry, not even bullies. But she felt so strongly about Akane that the mere thought of him hating her was enough to bring her to tears

Akane’s character arc centers largely around coming to understand, empathize with, and help the people around him, so when he sees someone who needs him he goes all in offering his help. When he saw that Aoi loved him, that she would cry if he hated her, all he wanted to do was make her happy and make her feel loved. This is what he dedicated his life to, judging by everything we know about his relationship with Aoi after this event

Another way we know Aoi loves Akane is because she tells us this herself! She asks Hanako to talk about love and then explains her past with Akane. Before this, when Aoi got left behind leaving Hakubo’s boundary, she confessed to the audience that she loves Akane (“I never got to tell him I like him”). That line has clear romantic connotations, especially for a series that places so much emphasis on confession scenes. But on the train, we learn why Aoi loves Akane

To Aoi, Akane is everything she is not. He is naturally liked by people, hard-working, and kind. Aoi seems to view Akane as the epitome of a good person, and herself as the opposite. Think of it as a sun/moon dynamic, we see this with many ships in the series. Hanako seems to think similarly about Nene, considering himself a murderer and then viewing Nene as this ball of sweetness. When asked what he likes about her, he simply says “Everything.” Even Aoi was shocked lol (but this ain’t about them)

It confuses me that a lot of fans ask why Aoi likes Akane when she’s outright stated it herself. It could be that some of them haven’t finished the manga (not saying that’s you btw that wasn’t one of your questions), and hey there’s no shame in that. I just wish they would either admit they haven’t read it or look up the chapters they need to read because their arguments are lacking some pretty key information😭 Guys, step one of analyzing is to READ. But I digress

I think another explanation would be that fans don’t understand Aoi’s character, they still subconsciously view her as Nene’s popular best friend. They may not think they do, because they think the extent of her facade is pretending to be perfect. They don’t understand how she looks down on people, how she only thought about herself when Nene and Akane started acting different, and how she gets emotionally dependent on the people closest to her. There’s a reason for that too, many fans don’t like that side of Aoi. They see her express an unhealthy attachment style and decide the problem is AoiAoi rather than Aoi as a character, so they completely erase her flawed management of relationships when they write her

Aoi displays an avoidant attachment style, she pushes away the people she wants to be close with. She also arguably shows signs of BPD, and though I won’t get into that today, one of the defining symptoms is intense and unstable relationships. The sad truth is that people really hate people with avoidant attachment styles, and they really hate people with BPD (and any Cluster B personality disorder in general), so when they see Aoi expressing these traits they erase them rather than admitting they don’t like that side of her. Which is sad because you rarely see people doing that with male characters. Teru and Hanako are loved for the aspects of their personalities that are unlikable to the fanbase, whereas Aoi’s toxicity is ignored because it doesn’t fit the image fans have of her. Aoi is misunderstood by the fandom the same way she’s misunderstood by the characters in the manga

One last note on this, if you dislike Aoi just say that (again this is aimed at the general fandom, not you specifically). Don’t erase her obvious signs of mental illness, that representation is important to a lot of fans. When I wrote my TikTok essay on Aoi having BPD, I had people with BPD in the comments telling me how much they related to her. On other posts about Aoi, I’ve had people tell me how much it means to them to see a character realistically portray an avoidant attachment style. Mental illness is rarely portrayed correctly in media, and it is highly offensive to those who have it irl to erase those traits in a character just because they don’t fit your cookie-cutter image of them. And yes, I know Aoi doesn’t canonically have BPD but slandering her for traits that strongly relate to BPD is also weird (this is the opinionated part I warned you guys about lol, but yk a psych student is gonna have to lecture you on ableism)

Aoi’s feelings for Akane have also been teased since the beginning of the manga, through jealousy. She claims not to like him back, but she completely shuts down whenever he shows interest in someone else (or when someone else shows interest in him). Again, this is not a healthy response by any means but I personally think it’s an interesting character flaw, you are welcome to think otherwise🤷🏼‍♀️

She actively encourages his confessions with her point system, if she didn’t enjoy his confessions she would have turned him down from the get go. This connects back to the avoidant attachment style thing, Aoi wants Akane’s attention but she maintains distance for fear of letting him in. She keeps walls up to protect herself, because while Akane is the sun she basks in, she doesn’t really believe he likes her

This is because Akane puts her on a pedestal just like the rest of the school does. Some fans overlook this because they’re focused on post-development AoiAoi but at one point Akane made Aoi feel very isolated. It must have hurt extra since he’s her childhood friend. She thought Akane was only in love with the perfect version of her, which I don’t believe to be true. Akane loved Aoi, flaws and all, and that’s why he saw her as perfect. Most of the information we learn about Aoi is given to us through Akane, so it wouldn’t add up for him to not know her real personality. During their fight scene, he lists all her worst qualities and proceeds to kiss her hand and tell her he loves her

My conclusion is that Akane’s love for Aoi was so intense, he saw her through a rose colored glass. He knew the real her, but he loved her so much that her flaws didn’t bother him. He only focused on the good parts, and thus ended up putting her on a pedestal. He didn’t realize his behavior was hurting her up until the truth came out in chapter 69, and to answer that one part of your question, yes his behavior did change after that

He encourages Aoi to talk about herself, offering to do all of her favorite hobbies with her. He gives her free reign and support here, letting her talk and then offering solutions to her worries. He reassures her that she can fix things with Nene, which is like!! A major step in the right direction!! Akane is usually very possessive of Aoi, even when it comes to her friendships, but here he is encouraging healthy communication between her and Nene. He doesn’t deny her bad actions, but he gives her room to resolve them

After that, we see him start to treat her normally. He acts like himself around her, the same version of him we see around Teru and Nene. None of that lovestruck, over exaggerated worship we’re used to seeing him show towards Aoi. Even during the Severance, he took time to work with Nene and Teru rather than obsessively focusing on Aoi. He gave Teru motivation when he felt like quitting, even felt comfortable using their mutual love for a Aoi to fuel their rivalry. He formed an alliance with Nene even though he initially felt bitter towards her for Aoi’s disappearance. He learned to look past his own feelings enough to be there for his friends, likely because Aoi taught him to remove those rose-colored glasses. He saw that only focusing on what he wants (only focusing on Aoi) was hurting the people around him, including Aoi herself. Post chapter 69, Akane becomes much more down to earth. He still loves Aoi deeply and puts her first, but he treats her like a normal human being. This allows him to treat other people normally too

A lot of people use this chapter as evidence that Akane hasn’t changed but guys, he’s allowed to be jealous over the girl he loves. He panics here, but he doesn’t try to get violent with Teru the way we used to see him do when guys would express interest in Aoi. He doesn’t look possessive or angry here at all, just sad. He’s genuinely devastated that he’s in a world where he can’t be with the girl he loves. This is bad news for both him and Aoi, judging by the sad look she gives him as she leaves and the events of last chapter, it’s clear that this Aoi is still in love with Akane. Our Akane knows how dependent Aoi is on him, he knows that he’s the reason she’s started taking steps towards healing. Without him, all of her development gets erased, and there’s the simpler sad fact that she can’t be with the man she loves. Akane wants happiness for both of them, there’s nothing wrong with that

Even when he confesses to her, it looks so much more genuine than the old scenes of his confessions. It gets a full page, they’re both blushing and their eyes are full of light. His words are so genuine too, he doesn’t wax on about how perfect and delicate she is, all he does is promise to love her forever. For someone with such severe abandonment issues like Aoi has, those words are all she’s ever wanted to hear. Her father left when she was young, then the two people closest to her started to pull away from her (not in this universe but still). She’s terrified that people will hate her, that everyone will leave her if she reveals her true self. And here Akane is, promising to love her and only her for as long as they both shall live (and beyond that)

So, yes, I truly do believe Akane’s behavior towards Aoi has changed. And keep in mind, the manga isn’t over yet, they will have more development. We just learned Aoi’s backstory with her father leaving and her mommy issues, there’s still so much we don’t know about the characters. They still have a long way to go, so if they haven’t grown as much as you’d like then give them some time!! But they have made a lot of progress already, and I wish more fans recognized that

As for the question of whether or not he’s a good person to her, that’s very subjective!! Some fans don’t like any level of toxicity in their ships, so chapter 69 was enough for them to write off AoiAoi entirely. That’s perfectly fine, no one should feel forced to like a ship that makes them uncomfortable. Some love toxic ships, some only love toxic ships if they have development, and others love ships with extreme toxicity (I finished Interview with the Vampire season 1 today so that is where I’m at right now lol)

Let me ask you a few questions though. Is Kou a good person to Mitsuba, for mimicking the actions of his abuser and force-feeding him?? Is Hanako a good person to Nene for attempting to trap her in a fake world and kill her best friend? Is Hakubo a good person to Sumire for eating her alive? Is Natsuhiko a good person to Sakura for letting them destroy the world? Are any of these characters good people to each other???

All of those situations have nuance, and so does AoiAoi. Yes, Akane choked Aoi, but only because she was about to kill herself. She was in a shinigami’s boundary, talking about wanting to “go somewhere far away” and never return. If he hadn’t done something, she never would have returned from the far shore. That doesn’t excuse his actions, but it provides some perspective. Akane wouldn’t choke Aoi under normal circumstances, just like Kou wouldn’t force-feed Mitsuba under normal circumstances. However, both of them would go to those extremes if it meant protecting the ones they love. I personally believe it’s toxic, but some fans insist it’s completely justified because they were doing it for the greater good. Again, it all comes down to perspective

Their dynamic also largely relies on the yandere!Akane gag, which is very hit or miss for some people. Although it’s for comedic purposes, those scenes did happen in canon and they happen a lot. They can be very distracting and cause fans to feel confused once they’re introduced to the deeper side of AoiAoi, which is understandable. Part of peoples’ interpretation on AoiAoi’s level of toxicity comes down to how serious they take the yandere jokes, and how much they like yandere characters. If you hate yandere characters but don’t take the gag too seriously, you’ll be able to overlook it. However, if you hate yandere characters AND you take the gag seriously…AoiAoi might be a difficult ship to accept

Otherwise, Akane does look out for Aoi a lot. He beats up guys who harass her, he asks her how her talk with Nene went, he checks on her injured hand, he will stop at nothing to save her when she’s in danger and, well…the list goes on. There’s no denying Akane cares about Aoi, though some fans may argue he cares about her to a toxic extent. I find that attitude a little hypocritical when they like every other toxic canon ship, but every ship has different appeals so I get it. I’m very biased tho so every argument I see against AoiAoi is just words, words, words

Keep in mind that the TBHK characters and their relationships are all meant to be flawed. This is an imperfect cast of characters who all want to be loved, who have their own goals and try desperately to save each other even though they’re doomed to fail. I wouldn’t call every character morally gray, but they’re realistically flawed. Akane and Aoi want to be together, but they have a lot of individual issues to work through first. They’re undoubtedly better together though, seeing as the progress they make is because of each other (I gave Akane credit for Aoi’s development earlier but it goes both ways!!). If they were separated, we wouldn’t see them grow as much as they have. That doesn’t have to be romantic ofc but I do believe that Aoi and Akane make each other better, they just have to go through the process of making each other worse first in order to get there

I am a person who LOVES flawed characters and relationships. If the ship doesn’t have a splash of codependency, I don’t want it. I incorporate sadomasochism into almost every fic I write. My view of AoiAoi is going to be different from that of someone that isn’t interested in flawed characters/ships (yes, you’re allowed to prefer characters that are “morally pure”). If you’re looking for something that’s pure fluff then AoiAoi most likely isn’t for you, very few TBHK ships are unless you’re heavily fanonizing them. That’s simply the nature of this manga, there’s a reason we’ve seen every canon couple hit each other at some point. It’s not as bad as some fans suggest, but it’s still messy. I want to reiterate that this isn’t aimed at you specifically but I feel it’s something the fandom as a whole needs to hear. Of course, there are toxic ship enjoyers who may not find AoiAoi interesting, but every complaint I’ve heard about them so far has been about their toxicity so that’s what I’m addressing. I personally find it to be tame compared to the other ships but not everyone is going to interpret it the same way

Thank you very much for this ask, I got a little carried away with the yapping lol. I’m a bit worried I’m gonna get hate for this one since it’s kinda controversial and I got very opinionated at times…please know that I didn’t mean to offend anyone or invalidate any other opinions. If you feel that I did that then feel free to block me. I hope everyone reading this has a nice day <3

[roobjoshi]

hello

[vkei-company]

コルセットスタイルのハーネスベルト

バストを強調しすぎない、ユニセックスなカッティングで、V系メンズにおすすめ

For Her

フェイクレザーハーネス　ボンテージ　合皮ハーネスベルト　黒白　コルセット風　ヴィジュアル系　Ｖ系アクセサリー　ビジュアル系　パンク　ロック　サイバーゴス　インポート　V系メンズ　ユニセックス　ゴシック

[windyskiez]

Aren't you both despressed and well.....

Suicidal?

:3

4 episodes of No Longer Human, 2 episodes of Run Melos!, 2 episodes from one of Ango's books, 2 episodes from Natsume's Kokoro, and 2 episodes from Akutagawa's books.

Amazing.

If I had the hair, I would do a hair flip.

[stellari-s]

virtue and vice | ikepri playlist

a jp playlist for when you search for a “true love” with your ikepri f/o… from the beginning to end ˗ˏˋ 👑 ´ˎ˗

🎧 spotify — 1h 28m

watashi no naka no kemono / KOKIA (5:22)

marie / aimer (5:06)

fuuka〜winter white lily〜 / SHOJI (4:46)

RAIN / SEKAI NO OWARI (5:06)

omoikaze / yuiko ohara, alisa okehazama (2:28)

haru ha yuku / aimer (5:05)

ichiban-boshi / aoi teshima (5:28)

sprout / yui ishikawa (4:24)

REVE / wolpis carter (4:21)

distance / ClariS (3:57)

suteki na koto ga anata wo matteiru / maiko fujita (4:55)

haisou / kasamura tōta (5:04)

eikou no kake hashi / YUZU (5:26)

tegami〜haikei jyūgo no kimi he〜 / angela aki (5:14)

heikousen / eve, suis from yorushika (4:39)

lemon / kenshi yonezu (4:16)

ano yume wo nazotte / YOASOBI (4:00)

hikaru nara / goose house (4:11)

RPG / SEKAI NO OWARI (4:51)

[aomori-division]

"the moon dances with me the way the sun never will"

Introduction

Hisui Meguno also know by his moniker Aphelios. Is a part time toystore clerk and violinist/dancer and the second memeber of Aomori division Howling moon

A mysterious youngman dressed in dark and colorful clothes, his appearance is very different from his aura of melancholy and sadness besides the bore look of his face noticed by the people who see him working on his adoptive father's toystore

He is always surrounded by a feeling of guilt and despite he never say it openly his goal in the DRB is related to certain person named "Kohaku"

Hisui is a short young man with brown complexion. His eyes are a reddish purple with eyebags under them and his hair is orange blonde with dyed pink tips until shoulders in a tousled bob, he has a bang that cover partially his left eye, something noticeable are the crack marks on a side of his face and that he has on all his body

Daily, Hisui dress a mix of pastel goth and emo fashion, his outfit consist of a dark purple off-shoulder shirt and a silver jacket, his lower body is covered by thig, ripped black jeans with different colorful belts in pink, lilac and turqouise and long boots to the knee. His accesories a black chocker decorated with a moon charm, he usually wear purple headphones

Some poeple who met his younger brother noticed that Hisui looks too much alike him, but Hisui's appearance is more gloomy and tired than Kohaku's

Aliases

"project white rose"

My little dolly

Sui nii (by Kohaku)

Sui (By Ruka and Aoi)

Mooncake (by Akai)

Biographical info

Gender-male

Age-24

Birthday-september 18th

Ethnicity-japanese/filipino

Hair colour-blonde orange with pink tips

Eye colour-reddish purple

Eight-147 cm/4'8

Star Sign-virgo

Piercings-lobes,tonge

Markings-marks that look like cracks in all the body, some track marks on the arms, needle marks in the wrists, tattoo of a crecent moon in the forehead

Family

Biológical father (desceased)

Biológical mother (desceased)

Adoptive father

biológical younger brother (estranged)

Adoptive younger sister

Boyfriend

Voiced by-96Neko (rapping and singing)

Fun facts

MC name: Aphelios

Occupation: Toystore clerk/violinist

Division: Aomori

Team: Howling Moon

Position:2nd member

Favorite food:strawberry mochi

Least favorite food:natto

Likes: toys (especially suffed toys), Orange juice, pastries, the moon, dancing, his new family, Akai, walking in the night, violin,his younger brother, fashion and make up,magic, books , butterflies, sleeping, visit candyshops

Dislikes: his health problems, depressive episodes, illegal experiment, ARCA prison's lab, Kohaku's hate towards him, remember he is not human anymore, the feel of guilt

Hypnosis microphone

Hisui's hypnosis microphone takes the form of a elegant ,black and purple ribbon mic with different dark pink roses around the support, but the support also has chains that surrounded Hisui

Hisui's speakers takes the form of a black wood violin surrounded by blue butterflies,the speaker is a circular speaker inside the violín and when he starts to rap the butterflies starts to fly

Hisui's rap ability is called guilty chains when he use his rap ability Hisui can manipulate the chains of his mic for tie or attack the opponents draining his own stamina, he just can use his ability one time for battle and just in one opponent

Hisui's rap themes are around things like the misery and sadness but also the guilt for anything, he raps about his own feelings of sadness or how he "is tired" but also mention the guilt, how he feels guilty for something in special. How he feels sad for too much things but also mention be grateful with his new family and lover, or his love towards his younger brother

Hisui also raps about his love for the night with references to the loneliess and the moon. But in his rap Hisui could talk about his hate towards certain group that broke him completely. How he never will to forgive them for all the damage they made him and for taked his humanity from him saying how he going to " make them feel my pain"

Personality

Aloof and lethargic, Hisui seems to be a serious person with a aura of melancholy and sadness around him. He acts nice but reserved with the toystore clients, talking just if them spoke him and out of that foccused on his own business. Hisuis is the type of person who can be see sleeping in anyplace with a calm look contrary to his gloomy usual or wandering just because he can do

But even with his gloomy and depressive episodes Hisui is surprisingly nice and empathic, understanding people's emotions and being able of helping them when he can. But ve also scolds them if it's neccesary or they made a mistake

With his family (adoptive father,sister and boyfriend) he acts more mischievous and a bit outgoing. Hisui smile and jokes more with them, acting teasingly but careful, loving his new family and being grateful with them. Despite it Hisui also could have moments where he feel a bit annoyed when Aoi,Akai and Ruka insist on take care of him during his depressive episodes or when he's having a bad moment with his health, that's because he sometimes think that he not deserve all the "warm and love" he has now due to his low self-esteem. In part for the experiments on him and the guilt for leave Kohaku, falling in depression when Hisui think how his beloved younger brother now hate him, but he trie (and fail) not show it when it happens

Trivia

Hisui can understand and speak tagal

Hisui plays violin as a job but also dances as hobby

When Hisui rap, something noticeable (besides the femenine sound of his voice) is that his almost always sounds sad and broken, like he were trying to not cry

He was the subject of the project "white rose" made by a lab owe by th ARCA prison. The experiment consisted of mix magic and science to modified a soul until make it "artifitial" but the experiment was a failure

The reason why Hisui has all his healt problems is because the group not had the soul magic to modified properly a soul, and the scientist had not enoughly knowledge for take care of him

Hisui need to take too much meds in form of pills and inyections, that leave him track marks

Sometimes during his depressive episodes he tried to mix his different meds and use them as drugs

He was noticed by a person from Avici syndycate to the experiment, but the truth is that person originally noticed Kohaku as the experiment subject. and Hisui taked willingly his place as the subject, that's the reason why he leave Kohaku

Like his younger brother Hisui like sweets but he prefer the fruity mochi (especially strawberry) and the pastries

He meet Felix Sachishi because Hisui often goes to his bakery

Hisui loves Kohaku until today but he is aware of how he hate him, something that hurts Hisui more

[queersrus]

koi names

varied spellings of koi:

coy, coi, coee, coeigh, coie, coey, coye koy, koee, koeigh, koie, koey, koye qoi, qoy, qoee, qoey, qoie, qoeigh, qoye

names that sound like koi:

goi, grigoi choi, cloi, conroi soy/soi, sigfroi mccoy/mccoi, makoi/maccoi, melroi alroi delroi elroi, eloi foi learoi/leeroy/leroy/leeroi/leroi noi/noy roi/roy troy/troi boy/boi joy akoi

types of koi:

sumi, shiro, showa, shusui, sanke, soragoi, shigure, sanshoku kin, ki, kawarimono, kikokuryu, kohaku, koromo, kujaku, kikusui, kumonryu gin, ginrin, goshiki, goromo hikari, hirenaga, hariwake, hi aka, asaga orengi, ogon, ochiba doitsu rin tancho, taisho maruten, matsuba bekko, butterfly, beni platinum utsuri, utsurimono yamabuki gagoi chagoi

names meaning koi (fish):

nishikigoi

(nick)names from koi:

kio, koia, kiki, kari, ku, kumo, kiku, koro, koha, kuryu, kury/kuri, kiko, kawari oki, oren, omo, oro iko, iro, iroh umi bek/beck, bekka/becka, benie/bennie/benny mat, matsu, maru, momo, mon, mono, mi, mimi suba, suri, su, sora/soara, shi, shiki, sui, suki, san, sho, shoki, shoku, sanso, sansu, sanki, sane, shira, show, showi, shu tai hari, hire, hika, hira, haku riwa, ren, ryu, ri, rimo, rimono goro, gosh, guri, gure ako, aki, aku wari

names like koi:

carp, crane, creek fish, fishie/fishy, fisher, kai, kou, kyo karp, khari, kaito, kova, kaze phish, phishy/phishie, phisher sushi, stream, splash, scale(s) pond aoi navy lili/lilli/lily/lilly/lilie/lillie, lillipad gil/gill bubble(s)

something for myself, additions welcome

[alanadesu]

Title: Kusuriya no Hitorigoto; The Pharmacist's Monologue; Drugstore Soliloguy; The Apothecary Diaries

Aired: October 22, 2023 to March 24, 2024

Episode: 24

Source: Light novel

OPENING SONG 1

Hana ni Natte

Ryokuouoshoku Shakai

Kage ni sotto kakureyou ga iin janai?

Tsubomi no you na hana datte an janai

Himitsu ni shite mamoru no ga iin janai

Dare ni mo jama sarezu karei ni saiteru

Amai nigai ni hamannai

Sono handan ga kudannai

Ki ni yande shita wo mukanai de ite

Ai ni narechainai muda ni kazaranai

Kirei ni sareta kabin mo koyashi mo nani mo iranai

Sono sugata ga utsukushii

Hana ni natte hora nihiru ni waratte

Sono kao ni zokuzoku shite me ga hanasenai

Ajimi shite kimi no doku wa watashi no kusuri tte

Tsutsunde ageru kara waratte

Nee aitai aitai

Sono egao ni aitai aitai

Tte ieba waratte kureru ka na

Kage kara sasaeru kurai wa iin janai?

Yoku wo ieba kono te de sakasete misetai

Yamai no you ni kokoro wo kurau hana

Karashitakunai no sa

Hikari ga todokazu tomo

Mizu wo age tsudzukeru kara

Ii kagen ni kidzuite kimi wa suteki tte

Unuborete motto odaiji ni

Mujikaku na manma ai wo takuwaete

Kirei ni sareta kabin mo koyashi mo nani mo iranai

Sono sugata de sakihokore

Hana ni natte hora nihiru ni waratte

Sono kao ni zokuzoku shite me ga hanasenai

Ajimi shite kimi no doku wa watashi no kusuri tte

Tsutsunde ageru kara

Raku ni shite kimi no yami wa watashi no hikari tte

Aishite ageru kara waratte

---------------*---------------

OPENING SONG 2

Ambivalent

Uru

Itsudatte kimi wa osore wo shirazu

Suki na mono ni muchuu na neko mitai de

Kimi ga mabushiku kanjiru no wa

Kitto boku ga kimi wo miteta kara

Shigekiteki na shikou kairo hikareteku

Aoi aoi sono hitomi ni boku wa mada utsuranai

Kimi wa kyou mo itsumo no kimi no mama

Yureru yureru kono kimochi wa

dokoka ni shimatta mama

Ima wa koko de tada yokogao wo miteru

Sui mo amai mo shitteru furi wo shite

Kata ni hamatta kyuukutsu na hibi no naka

Minareteita kono keshiki ni

Atarashii kaze ga fukikonda you na

Shigekiteki na sono sonzai hikareteku

Aoi aoi sono hitomi wa boku wo mada utsusanai

Konna ni mo sugu soba ni iru keredo

Mazariawanai futari no kyori itamu no wa boku dake

Ima wa koko de tada yokogao wo miteru

Nanika ni tsumazuita toki ni wa

Kimi nara dou suru ka na nante omottari

Mou sukoshi yatte miyou nante sa

Omoetari surun da yo okashii ne

Boku wa kizuiteru

Aoi aoi sono hitomi ni boku wa utsuranai kedo

Kimi wa itsumo waratteite hoshii

Suki na koto ni tokimeiteite

Sou boku wa itsudatte

Kitto sono mama no kimi ga suki nanda

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ENDING SONG 1

Aikotoba

AiNA THE END

Kazari mitaina yasashisa janakute

Tsukaimichi ga nai hodo no nukumori wo aa

Sonna migattena risou narabe kyou mo

Kotoba ni dekizu ni nomikonde shimau no deshita

Omoide wa mada kinmokusei

Tasogarere iro mo kaoru machi de

Waratteitanda yo na

Mune ga setsunakute

Namida ga afurete

Ano hi no soba ni akari o mitsukete

Amatteitanda na

Kaze ga urusakute

Mimi wo fusai deta

Sonna watashi kara sotsugyou shinakucha

Ai no kotoba ni tsumazuite demo

Mukashi kara zuru ga shi kokutte

Beddo no sumikko de tedibea ni natte

Dareka ni dakishimete morau tame itsumo

Kawaisouna furi shite mado kara sora miteta no

Buriki no hoshi to kakurenbo

Tatta hitotsu ni deau koto wo

Negatteita ndakara

Jukushita kajitsu ga

Yoru wo tsukamu toki

Konna watashi demo tadoritsukeru ka na?

Daremo ga urayamu ai no toko

Nandan ka agatte soshite

Nandan ka sagatta tokoro de

Ganbatte mou sukoshi da yotte koe

Doku ni demo kusuri ni demo natte

Hikari ni demo kage ni demo natte

Watashi wo ugokasu no

Ikanakya ikenai no

Te wo furu anata ga donna ni chiisakunatte mo

Mune ni itoshisa wo

Te ni wa yasashisa o

Anata no tame ni akari wo sagasu no

Waratte hoshii kara

Kaze ga urusakute

Mimi wo fusai deta

Sonna watashi kara sotsugyou shinakucha

Ai no kotoba ga kikoe

Kikoemasu ka?

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ENDING SONG 2

Ai wa Kusuri

wacci

Tsuzurareta moji kara ukabu hyoujou

Binsen ni shimiteku maarui namida

Hibi no naka de atomawashi ni shiteta sabishisa ga aburareteku

Anata no mae jya itsudemo osanakute

Hora

Ai wa kusuri naite nakijakutta hoho ni

Kizamu waraijiwa ame wa agatte

Ai wa kusuri nurete yasehosotta yume ni

Sosogareru eeru tsutau nukumori

Itsuka hitorigoto janaku arigatou wo ieru made

Tsumi wo okasou tomo narisagarou tomo

Dare yori mo mikata ni kawari wa nai to

Hibi no itami chirasu sono ba shinogi no masui ni ware wo wasure

Anata no koe ga kikoete me ga sameru

Hora

Ai wa kusuri furete kurashiteta koro no

Omoide ni ima mo sasaerarete

Ai wa kusuri yurete makesou na toki mo

Nigeru koto naku tatakaeru you ni

Itsuka hontou no imi de anata banare dekiru made

Ai ga yue ni itsumo me ni mienai kara sukuwareteiru to kizukenai mama

Hitori kiri de ikite kita you na kao wo shite shimau kyou mo

Kitto anata wa mimamotteiru

Ai wa kusuri naite nakijakutta hoho ni

Kizamu waraijiwa ame wa agatte

Ai wa kusuri nurete yasehosotta yume ni

Sosogareru eeru tsutau nukumori

Itsuka hitorigoto janaku arigatou wo ieru made

Todokanaku naru mae ni...

Sono me wo mite ieru made...

[dranger78official]

beyblade x xone character rankings

Harkuaze aoi

hayate kurohane

masato akeuchi

Female protagonist

Male protagonist

Tsyoushi goriki

Natsu shiranui

Sui akuziki

Taki hirako

Mamoru shiromane

[shysheeperz]

Mɪssɪᴏɴ: Yᴏᴢᴀᴋᴜʀᴀ Fᴀᴍɪʟʏ🌸 Eᴘ. 07 x Gᴏᴠᴇʀɴᴍᴇɴᴛ Sᴘɪᴇs Aᴏɪ Sᴜɪ [1/2]

[vkei-company]

A lace-up visual kei corset for the purpose of fashion rather than tightening ファッションコルセットは締め付けを目的にした本物のコルセットとは、全く異なります。

Corset outfits are popular feeling for Jrockers ヴィジュアル系にはコルセットがマストアイテム

Try corset outfits if you like vkei メンズコルセットスタイルならV系レザーカンパニーで探してみてください

Also reversible wearing okay! Zipper on front, lace-up on back

編上げ　ビニールコルセット　フェイクレザーコルセット　V系コルセット　メンズコルセット　ウエストベルト　ファッションコルセット　ユニセックス　ヴィジュアル系　ビジュアル系

[gonagaiworld]

Le light novel fantasy Dekisokonai to Yobareta Moto Eiyū wa, Jikka Kara Tsuihōsareta node Suki Katte ni Ikiru Koto ni Shita diventano un anime Shōta Aoi protagonista dell'anime di Studio DEEN basato sui romanzi di Shin Kouduki. Info:--> https://www.gonagaiworld.com/le-light-novel-fantasy-dekisokonai-to-yobareta-moto-eiyu-wa-jikka-kara-tsuihosareta-node-suki-katte-ni-ikiru-koto-ni-shita-diventano-un-anime/?feed_id=376871&_unique_id=64918e3fe0620 #Anime #LightNovel #TheBanishedFormerHeroLivesasHePleases #できそこ

[utanoshitpostsama]

[sir-bible-gay]

Sounds like some shit I would’ve done before I went on meds

[lunaryugamine]

3, 6, 15 :D of the ao3wrapped

Thanks for the ask!

3. Fav fic you've read this year

Definitely May Death Never Stop You by slex. It's a Jujutsu Kaisen x My Hero Academia crossover where Gojo Satoru is reborn as Todoroki Touya that regularly makes me laugh and cry, sometimes at the same time. It should not work as well as it does.

6. Fav line you wrote

This one is really difficult, haha. I'm going to pick two lines from the two fandoms I wrote for this year.

For Trash of the Count's Family, I really love this line from Shrugging Off The Dust between Cale and Choi Han.

"'How am I supposed to explain to Mary why I know stars are made out of gas?' he asks Choi Han.

Choi Han, the traitor, bursts out laughing."

Cale, Choi Han, Alberu, and Sui Khan are the only four people in their world who have any knowledge about modern technology, and Alberu only experienced earth during an apocalypse and took away from the experience only that he wanted a gun. The source material is not taking advantage of a very funny concept and I am going to singlehandedly rectify that.

For Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun, it's this line from Twisted, Bitter Children about my favorite problem children Aoi and Akane.

"She was still angry at him, still bitter that he didn’t listen to her, even at the end when he said the only thing he ever did. But he did love her. He loved her twisted, bitter self in his own twisted, bitter way. His loyalty deserved a reward. A final, happy memory of her. Even if it was a lie."

It's a great description of their incredibly toxic but fascinating relationship that I really wish AidaIro wouldn't have just decided "Well, I guess it's fixed" even though they didn't actually fix anything. loud angry screaming in the background

15. Fav fic author to read this year

I love a lot of fic authors, but my favorite for this year (and most years) is shanastoryteller. So many of the fics I go back and read again and again are hers because she's great at looking at canon and taking all the cool bits and discarding all the rest. Even if you know nothing about what she's written so far, I'd still read at least one of her fics.