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candescentkpop · 2 years ago
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Love Shot
EXO: Love Shot
Exo Part 39 / ∞
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imaginidol · 2 years ago
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Hi😊
Can i get a headcanon with Suho?
He invites a “friend” to his mozart show ( he has a crush too) it’s the first time they met in person so they went on a date….
- (the reader is a famous VS model)👀
Hi!! YES OFC I would love to write this for you, this sounds so fun!! I love the creativity hehe I will start drafting this out soon and come back to update this post when it’s out, hopefully sometime this weekend 💞
UPDATE: it’s written and posted here!! Thank you so much for the request!! I’ve also got a “first date” suho headcanon in the drafts so I’ll be posting that one soon too!!
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kaesficrecarchive · 2 years ago
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[sehun x suho]
and the rest is rust and stardust by curledupkitten (chanyeol) (1/1 | 16,296 | E)
sehun has always been hesitant to unpack.
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robocracker · 1 year ago
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love it when my brain is too lazy to come up with proper dreams so it just switches on the subconscious radio and calls it a day
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astraystayyh · 1 year ago
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Say yes to heaven
hyunjin x reader. seven minutes in heaven except you're heartbroken and hyunjin has a huge crush on you. angst and softness and slightly suggestive in the end.
cw: mention of drinking alcohol and cheating. reader has lipstick on.
part 2. say yes to me
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Hyunjin's legs are aching from sitting crisscrossed for so long. The music reverberates loudly, bouncing off the walls in Changbin's house. You are all playing truth or dare, a gathering of twenty people or something. But he isn't keeping count of anyone around. His eyes are fixated on you.
You are downing your drink, nudging Chan's side so he'd pour you another shot. He understands why you feel the need to forget, to fog up your mind until the world around you blurs. Your ex Suho, the one you had just broken up with two weeks ago, is kissing someone else, right in front of you. Hyunjin doesn't care enough to see who it is, his heart clenching at the sight of the tears brimming in your eyes.
You are hurt, rightfully so. Hyunjin never understood why you've ever dated Suho. He never cherished you, never treated you the way you were deserving of. Because you were beautiful, so beautiful it rendered Hyunjin putty in your hands. Though that was merely the surface of everything captivating about you.
The bottle is spined again, and Hyunjin's breath catches when it lands on him... Then you.
"Seven minutes in heaven!" Changbin shouts and you roll your eyes, before standing up and heading first into the closet. Hyunjin follows closely behind.
He closes the door, plunging you both into pitch darkness. Your hands find his arms suddenly, gripping them tightly.
"You okay?" he asks, concern dripping from his tone.
"It's really dark," you whisper, and Hyunjin's brows furrow further.
"We should leave," he suggests, moving to open the door but you pull him back. "No, no. Let's stay."
"But you're scared."
"It's okay. You're here."
"Is this about Suho?" Hyunjin asks tentatively, after a few silent beats, and he can hear you suck in a deep breath. He knows he just hit a sensitive chord.
"Yes."
One.
"I'm sorry you had to see that," he whispers, placing a reassuring hand on your back.
"Save it. I won't make out with you," you reply, sudden anger lacing your words. Hyunjin understands it's just your walls being put up so he wouldn't dare peek behind them.
"I know," he says softly, and your hold on his white shirt tightens. You're both so close, his chest is almost pressed to yours. Can you hear how wildly his heart is beating?
"Fuck, I'm sorry Hyune," the nickname slips from your mouth, sweet and familiar. He missed hearing it. Missed what you had before Suho came into the picture. "I'm just really really hurt," you admit, tears glistening in your eyes.
"Do you want me to fight him? You know I would," he tries to keep his tone soft even though raw anger simmers within him.
"You don't even know what he did," you chuckle weakly and he shakes his head. "He made you cry. That's enough for me."
Two.
You stay silent, but your forehead rests on his chest, as slight tremors shake your body. Your wound was still so fresh, and seeing Suho tonight only made matters worse. But Hyunjin's body is warm, and his arms tightening around you feel safe. You think you can face your ex again if he's by your side.
"Please don't cry," he says, hands reaching up to smooth down your hair, as his chin rests atop your head. He's so gentle with you, so sweet, more than Suho has ever been in your relationship.
"I'm sorry, this isn't what you signed up for," you apologize, but you can't find it in you to pull away. Instead, you wrap your arms around his waist, drawing him nearer to you.
"It's okay. This is nicer." You can't see him, but you can hear the smile in his voice. His smile is always so pretty, and his perfume is making you dizzy. You've drunk too much.
Three.
"How have you been?" you ask, fingers drumming gently along his back. Hyunjin doesn't know how he managed to speak normally to you up until now. Not when you've intoxicated him, when all he could feel in this cramped up space was you.
"Good," he finally manages to say. "And you?"
"I'm good. I missed you," you admit, and his heart seems to pause within his chest.
"You're drunk," he dryly chuckles but you shake your head against his chest. "I know what I'm saying. I'm sorry for taking my distance these past few months. The truth is... I didn't have enough energy to be a good friend, it was draining me to deal with Suho."
"Don't apologize. There is nothing to forgive."
"You promise me?"
"I promise."
Four.
You're full-on hugging now, arms tightly intertwined around one another, and hyunjin thinks this is his heaven- to bury his head in your hair, to smell the sweet scent of your shampoo.
"You smell nice," you mumble, cheek resting right across his chest. "Why is your heart beating so loud, Hyunjin?" you ask curiously, eyes closed.
Hyunjin thinks if he stays silent enough, then you'll forget you've ever asked. Because he can't bring himself to lie to you.
"You smell nice too," he settles on saying. "You look really pretty too."
"Thank you, Hyune." That damned nickname again. "I think... I think you're making my heart beat faster too," you mumble and Hyunjin shuts his eyes closed. You are killing him, stabbing him, and twisting the knife deeper inside his heart. And he's allowing it because it's you.
Five.
"Why do you think he cheated on me?" you ask, voice barely audible, and Hyunjin has to try his best not to storm out right now. He had guessed it was bad, but not this horrible.
"Don't. Don't ever think it was your fault. It wasn't. It could never be. It was his," he speaks the words firmly as if trying to drill them into your mind, erasing every wrong belief you held about yourself.
"Do you mean it?"
"I do," he leans away, cradling your face between his hands. He's so gentle. his voice and his touch and his existence. How could one be so gentle to you?
"You are everything someone would ever dream of. If I were him I would..." he cuts himself off, before saying something stupid; something that would tip the scale of your friendship.
"Finish it, finish what you were saying," you plead, voice shaky and he can't find it in himself to say no.
"If I were him, I would never let go of you. I'd do everything, anything to make myself worthy of you, of your love."
Six.
"Can I try something?" you ask tentatively, and Hyunjin feels as if the world stopped spinning around him. The outside world doesn't exist anymore, all he knows is you.
"Yes," he whispers, voice raspy, and you nod. Your shaky hands reach up to trace his face, cupping his cheeks gently. You're standing on your tippy toes, and Hyunjin can feel your breath fanning over his skin, feel goosebumps burst across his body. And then, the most tender kiss, placed on his cheek.
Your lips linger, pressing into his skin and marking it up for eternity. His hands find your sides, they're trembling, but they're warm and they feel nice to you.
You gulp, before kissing his cheek again. And then, you trail down, your lips finding the corner of his mouth. Hyunjin's knees buckle underneath him. It's too much, colorful dots cloud his vision and he hasn't even drunk anything.
Your hand curls around the nape of his hair, and then you brush your lips against his neck, slowly, deliberately, as if testing the ways in which you could drive him insane. You've succeeded, he wants to say. He's yours to do anything you want with.
Seven.
"Time's up!" Changbin's loud voice rings outside of the closet, and it snaps you both out of your haze. You stumble back, fingers brushing tentatively across your lips. It feels as if your entire body is on fire, even though your kisses were innocent, tentative. But you're feeling more than you've ever did with Suho.
"Hyunjin, I-" The door pulls open, sudden light flooding your vision. You can finally see the evidence of your kisses- crimson imprints on his cheek, trailing down his neck, giving way to a flushed chest. He's so pretty. And you've marked him up for everybody to see.
"We'll talk later, okay?" Hyunjin smiles, tucking a strand of your hair behind your ear.
"Okay."
Seven minutes felt like seven lifetimes for Hyunjin. And he'd live them all with you, love you in each if you'd let him. He'd do anything so you'd let him.
⁀➷✧・゚
part two
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Our Little Love part eight - OT7 Mafia/Yandere au
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Mr Kim has a chapter all to himself of 6.8K words, please enjoy and PLEASE let me know what you think. Trigger warnings: manipulation, coercion, corruption, interrogation, mentions of murder and other crimes, swearing, jealousy, possessive yandere behaviour, fingering, orgasm denial, mirror sex, light choking. I am awful with warnings, please forgive me.
Namjoon wasn’t all that impressed with seeing the Chief of police visiting his cell, the syndicate boss was dressed too well to belong there, it was almost an eyesore. A glance to the camera, the normal red blinking light absent tells him all he needs to know. There were no eyes or ears to this conversation. 
“I thought I paid you to keep your men in line,” Namjoon says in lieu of greeting. “Was a bullet to the knee not warning enough for your dear Captain?”
“He wasn’t an issue when I spoke to him, the man was on leave!” the chief replied. “Your girl was the problem he-”
“Be very careful how you finish that sentence,” he advised with a deep angry rumble from his chest. “I am well aware who is at fault here, and regardless of what our little love does, she is never to blame.”
Chief Lee Soo-man only nods once, biting back his complaints.
“I asked you to sort out Kim Suho, I told you to keep him in check,” Namjoon growls. “Keeping your pockets full isn’t an act of charity Lee, it’s a purchase. I own you.”
“Yes sir,” he mumbles in response. “I assure you this arrest is just a formality, the case won’t stand once it’s revealed Detective L/n-”
The glare the man in the blazerless three piece suit gave him was enough to stop him in his tracks. Right, he couldn’t involve you in this, that was going to make things harder than they needed to be.
“What do you recommend then sir?” he asks when he finds his voice and wavering courage. 
Namjoon sighs harshly, and the Chief swears he can almost see smoke. 
“I want to be alone with my little love,” it’s not a request, the chief didn’t let the soft lilt of his fool him. 
“I don’t know how that would be poss-”
“I want-” Namjoon cuts in, unable to bear another second of this blithering idiot, “her to be the one to interrogate me. And I can trust you understand the rest.”
“Y-yessssir,” he stutters, not completely hearing the words between the lines, and that was clear enough on his face. 
“I want her alone, Sooman,” Namjoon repeats himself, if this were one of his men he would never have needed to. “I don’t want a single soul witness to what I’m going to do to her.”
Suho tugs you along by the arm, stumbling in his urgent pace, pulling you out of ear shot.
“We have a problem.”
“What problem?”
“I’m technically on health leave, brass says I can’t interrogate him,” he stares a hole into you as if his eyes were telling you the rest but you couldn’t understand.
“Okay so who’s replacing you?”
He huffs out a breath of air from his nose, knowing you weren’t going to like the command from way over his head.
Your heart beats hard in anticipation, why was he looking at you like that?
“As far as Brass are aware you were deep undercover,” Suho informs you slowly, deliberately, looking like he was about to tear your world to trash. He sighs, unable to get the words out.
“Suho what?”
“They want you to interrogate him,” he breathes, you think you’ve misheard him, but you know you haven’t.
Your world spins, you’re already shaking your head.
“I can’t,” you whisper, he knows full well that you can’t. “I resigned, I’m not a detective anymore.”
He sighs again, hesitation in his eyes. 
“I never processed it,” he confesses.
“Y-you di-”
“I couldn’t, I knew you would see reason, I knew you would come back,” he doesn’t let you process the shock, explaining himself quickly. 
“Suho I can’t I can’t,” you beg, the conviction you had to punish them now suddenly taking a back seat as fear overtakes you, “right now they believe I was deep undercover but he’s not going to let that-“
“Listen to me,” he interrupts you before you can fully submerge into a panic attack, taking your hand in his. “I’m going to be in the next room, as soon as he says anything that compromises you, I’ll turn off the cameras, okay?”
“But-“
You’re interrupted again when the door opens, both of you whipping your heads to see him being transferred by four officers to the interrogation room. His eyes find you, staring stoic holes into you before his gaze finds Suho’s hands comforting yours. The snarl of displeasure is brief but you definitely see it, and you can’t breathe.
Suho draws your attention back to him, tugging your hand softly.
“Do you trust me Y/n?” he implores you, eyes searching yours in a way that made Namjoon want to strangle him with the chains on his handcuffs. You look up at your Captain with such light in your eyes, a way you should never look at another man, and then you have the audacity to nod. 
You’ve done this a hundred times, if not more. So why were you hesitating at the door? Your hand on the handle, all you had to do was turn it and face the music but you couldn’t even manage finding your breath. 
Interrogation was a science, it was like riding a bike, you knew what you had to do, you had to command the room. It almost sounded like a joke, the worst one you’d ever heard. Command a room when Kim Namjoon was in it? 
The thought makes you hyperventilate. No, it wasn’t going to be easy but you could control what you could. You borrowed clothes from an old colleague, a skirt and blouse, simple but professional. Suho’s old blazer too, as if layers would protect you. You had splashed water on your face in the bathroom, using makeup from evidence to make yourself look presentable, composed. Your impromptu freshening up had meant you left the syndicate leader waiting for a long time, and it absolutely 100% was not because you were trying to kill time, it was to make him stew in the room, a technique you had used multiple times prev- who were you trying to convince? 
You needed to get this over with. 
Your face is impassive when you finally open the door, his gaze is on you immediately and you can feel a certain type of guilt and shame try to seep its way into you, but you push it down far enough that you can pretend it’s not there.
“Mr Kim Namjoon,” you greet him stoically.
“Detective L/n,” he returns, playing along with a small smile, as if seeing an old acquaintance after a long time. The way he addressed you shouldn’t cut you, logically it made no sense not when you’re the one that got him in the box, but it did. 
You approach the table he’s chained to, looking at the wood instead of his eyes as if he didn’t matter, or at least that’s how you wanted it perceived. Avoiding eye contact with the most dangerous man the whole country had ever come to know, meant you missed the way his stare moved to your clothes, particularly your blazer, recognising it was a man’s, and he could confidently guess exactly who it belonged to. Any friendliness on his face disappeared, he wanted to play games and now he just wanted to torture you a little, punish you for you actions. Patience, he tells himself, that would come later.
The file in your hands slaps the table as you throw it down, taking a seat opposite your boyfriend, a man you now convinced yourself you wanted behind bars. 
What do they say about a woman scorned? Namjoon thinks to himself, admiring the fire he could see burning underneath your skin, and though he knew he would feel the burn, he would welcome it. It was no secret that he had a fantasy about you interrogating him, he introduced the role play to the bedroom soon after your return to them but it lacked the flames of heat he could feel today. 
“Allow me to formally introduce myself,” you reply. “My name is detective Y/n L/n, I’ve been undercover at your… establishment for the past year and a half.”
“Is that right?” he barely suppressed his amusement but it didn’t phase you. Your professional head was on, this was just another criminal you had to put away, that was it. 
You open the file, sliding out photos of him that you had sent in as intel in your early days undercover as well as surveillance photos that Suho had taken since you were MIA. 
“Do you know who this man is Mr Kim,” you say, sliding the first of the photos to him.
“Can’t say I do detective,” he shrugs nonchalantly, not even glancing away from you. 
“Do you want to try looking at his face first before you answer,” you insisted unimpressed. 
He smiles, still staring at you. 
“I don’t recognise him,” he repeats himself slowly. 
“So this isn’t you in the photo?” You ask.
“I don’t know,” his grin only grows.
“This man, Jackson Wang, is dead, and the last person who saw him alive seems to have been you Mr Kim, at least based on the time stamp on this photo and the time of death from the post mortem.”
“Is that right,” he says again, sounding like a broken record. His eyes swim with admiration for you, you can see it though you can’t understand it at all with the current scene. Why wasn’t he fuming, why wasn’t he demanding an answer or explanation?
“Okay let's cut the crap since I know you’re far too clever for that Mr Kim,” you scoff with a roll of your eyes. “I have gathered evidence of your crimes from the last 18 months, and I will stand in court as a witness against you.”
“Are you allowed to do that little love?” he asks, the name has a pang of panic hit you, but you tell yourself you can explain it away to brass.
“The charges you're facing so far are murder, battery, and grand larceny to name a few,” you state ignoring him, flicking through the photos, throwing each one in front of him. “There are many more to follow.”
“I didn’t know partners could testify against each other,” he mused, smirk still strong on his face.
“I’m not your partner,” you object. “I was undercover.”
“No,” he contends, shaking his head like this was just a game to him. “You can’t fake a love like ours, heaven.”
You almost snort as if his point was ridiculous.
“I don’t think I could ever love someone like you Mr Kim,” your stare was ice cold, that finally wipes the smile off his face. 
“You’re angry,” he states as if it was new information for you. “I get that little love, but this is a bit too much, don’t you think?”
“I think justice needs to be served, don't you?” you sneered. “People got hurt, some people died, someone needs to pay.”
“You and I both know they deserved it,” he declares as if there wasn’t a camera recording his confession. “You’re just angry because I stepped on a bug.”
Utter rage brewed like a storm in your chest, and you wanted the downpour to drown him. 
“You sound like you’re ready to sign the confession Mr Kim,” you don’t break your stare. “That’s great, saves us a lot of time, thank you.”
You close the file, pushing the chair back to stand. 
“I’m not done with you,” he growled.
“But I’m done with you.” 
“Y/n sit,” he commands calmly, composing himself. “Throwing a fit isn’t going to fix things.”
“Throwing a fit?” The audacity of this man, you stand there in shock. 
“Let’s talk it through,” he says to you as if you were being hysterical. 
“Fuck you,” you spit. 
“Talk to me Y/n,” he scolded you like you were a child. “Without this bullshit.”
“Fine! You wanna talk about it Namjoon,” you snapped, taking the seat again, throwing the file haphazardly on the desk. “Let’s talk about it.”
The glare you present him with doesn’t make him flinch, it doesn’t phase him. You hope Suho had enough sense to turn the cameras off by now, this would go nowhere. 
“You manipulated me, you lied to me, you made me play the fool.”
He didn’t react, not a single muscle on his face moved and it fanned whatever flame explode inside of you like a bomb. This was his true colours underneath the mask of love and adoration he created for you.
“You don’t have to pretend anymore Namjoon I can see right through you,” you state. “And you are never touching me again.”
That made him look at you, really look at you, something shifted in his gaze, a slight smirk as if he was mocking you.
You could cry kick and scream about the injustice he put you through in the name of this fucked up love and he wouldn’t flinch. He would sit there and watch and then the fucker would have the audacity to laugh afterwards. He must’ve laughed at how stupid you were in trusting him when he lied.
“At least if you go to prison, I’ll finally be free,” you whisper like it’s a life line.
He’s still unmoved, sitting there as if you were invisible and it irked the fuck out of you. He was the one who wanted to talk, why the fuck was he silent now? 
You wanted him to hurt you wanted him to feel an ounce of what you did in the light of his betrayal. He tore your heart out and you weren’t going to forgive him.
“I must’ve looked so pathetic,” you say in a self deprecating tone, looking at the ceiling as if someone could answer you. “Suho was right.”
That comment makes his blood boil hard enough to show on his face. There it was, the reaction you were waiting for and you took the bait without thinking about what you were trying to catch or what you were trapped with.
“I should’ve trusted him, he’s always had my back and my best interest at heart.”
His jaw clenches, a fist squeezing nothing but air although he probably wished it was the captain's neck.
“Kai and Suho are all I have left,” you goad him, unsure of what exactly it was that you wanted to prove. “And finally I’m back where I belong.”
“If you don’t want a bullet in each of their heads, you need to stop talking love,” he grunts through gritted teeth.
Something inside of you felt vindicated and you realise then what you wanted from him, proof he fucking cared, that you weren’t some pawn or prize in this game of crime. You wanted him to soothe the very cuts he caused, or rip your heart out hard enough that you could bleed him out of your system forever.
“Oh please Namjoon, just admit why you kept me around for so long,” you scoff. “I can only imagine how it felt to have the lead detective on your case in the palm of your hands, like a trophy, a big fuck you to the justice system.”
You laugh sounding a little maniacal.
“You had me, and I fell for all of it.”
“You’re forgetting I didn’t know your true origins at first little love,” his low voice is a warning, he looks at you like he needed to remind you who you belonged to.
“And you’re forgetting I know you,” you bite back. “Any hint of betrayal and you pull the trigger first and ask questions later.”
He stares at you, grimacing.
“And yet here I am, alive.”
“Because I love you,” he says it so casually it throws you off, like it was a fundamental part of his being, like breathing.
“Because you saw an opportunity,” you rationalise.
“Because I could never lose you,” he confesses. “You could rip out my heart, little love and I would still want you, why else would I be here?”
You frown, what did he mean? He was here because you paid an eye for an eye, you betrayed him.
“What’s done is done,” you say as if you were unconcerned. “I will testify against you.”
He leans closer across the table, words for your ears only.
“Do you think you’ll be able to handle seeing Jungkook in prison, love?” Namjoon whispers. “Knowing you put him there? It would kill you.”
The pain his words brought forth only proved them to be true. You did have a soft spot for the youngest, always had. You break eye contact first, looking down at the file and turning back and forth a page as if in contemplation but really to cool your nerves.
Were you really doing this? Sending Yoongi, Jin, Hoseok, Jimin, Tae and Kookie to jail because of an angry outburst? Now your emotions had time to settle after the bomb that exploded when you saw Suho; you weren’t so sure.
“I never thought you could betray us like this,” he says solemnly, continuing to manipulate your guilt, but he forgot about your fire. He could almost see the coals ignite in your eyes, a misstep on his part, one he realised when a snarl forms on your lips.
“You. Lied.” You state ferociously. “I asked you if you hurt him and you lied to me.”
“So you decided to have us all arrested,” he continues, “for a man you stated you didn’t care about like that.”
“Don’t you fucking dare,” you seethe, unable to sit with him any longer, pacing the room before you raised a finger to his face. “You played me like a fool Namjoon, and I refuse to play the part anymore.”
“I wanted him dead, little love,” he states in a low voice through gritted teeth. “Do you understand what a mercy-”
“I asked you not to hurt him!”
“Then you underestimated our wrath!” he retorted. “I couldn’t let him go in one piece, and you didn’t need to know.”
“No. You underestimated MY wrath Kim Namjoon!” You burst, slamming the desk with your hand, the sting burning, your face heating more and more with rage as it concealed your heartache. “I am not some docile doll for you to play with, and manipulate and LIE TO! You took my love for granted when it was a damn fucking privilege.”
Your chest heaves with each breath, he stayed composed while you looked like a wild animal finally let out of her cage.
“You think this obsession is love,” your voice broke at the last word, the floods of heartbreak dampening the fires. “And I did too, but it’s fucked up everything.”
His silence was eating you alive, his face giving nothing of his heart away while yours laid bare out between you.
“You know what I’m done,” you breathe, “have fun rotting in jail Namjoon.”
Tears drop out of the corner of your eyes as you walk away, his piercing gaze doing nothing to deter you. He might’ve had power over you once but that was before he betrayed you. You reach for the door handle, tugging, ready to leave him behind until his trial, but the door doesn’t budge. You still, mind blank for a second before panic overwhelms you. You try again with all your might, pulling as hard as you can over and over before releasing your grip with a harsh breath. You take a gulp, calming yourself, he planned this.
You’re not surprised when you hear the sound of the handcuffs undo or the chains hit the floor. Fucking bastard. An alarm started blaring in the building, loud and overwhelming, but it came too late. Red lights flash, the room glowing as if warning you about the oncoming danger.
“Are we done with your outburst little love,” he says coldly, like your grievances were nothing more than a tantrum.
You turn to face him slowly, more tears dropping without a sound, shaking your head at the way his words cut you down to nothing.
When he stands from the seat your heart gallops with fear and panic. Although it’s helpless you turn back to the door, trying with all your might to open it and escape him. The fire alarm blaring does nothing to ease you, you hang onto the door as you feel him approach, tears falling out of your eyes without control.
Fuck, you were stuck here with the man you sent to jail, you were left to his mercy. His presence looms over you, you can feel him a hair's width behind you, not touching you, not really, but he’s so close it’s overwhelming.
It’s when you feel his breath you freeze, your body shutting down with dread. He presses his cheek to your hair, inhaling you softly. The action makes you jolt away, turning to the side but he grabs your wrist tightly. You don’t look at him, you stare into the two way mirror, your cheeks pathetically wet. You were supposed to hold the power in this room, but you could feel it dwindle away to nothing but smoke.
You’re slammed against the door hard, a whimper escaping your lips as your eyes scrunched in pain. You miss the flash of guilt in his eyes, realising he pushed you too hard. An apology on his lips but the glare when your eyes open stops him. He’s seen anger in your eyes before, hate even, for he knew love didn’t come without it. But fear? Never of him, not even in the days when you were undercover and your life was one unveiled secret away from ending. 
“Get away from me,” you seethe, meaning every word, even when you saw the hurt in his eyes. 
Regret, Kim Namjoon never knew the feeling before, but he knew he never wanted you to look at him the way you were. He needed to keep his calm, one wrong push and you would tear him out of your own heart.
Your eyes fly all over the room, trying to piece together a way to gain some distance. Suho… maybe he was still behind the glass. You tug your wrist as hard as you can, taking steps away from him but his hold is relentless. The blare of the alarm stops ringing but the flashing red lights remain, staining the walls like blood pumping.
“Little lo-“ he starts to say with a sigh, he was being patient but there was only so much time left.
“Suho?” You call desperately trying to look through the glass. You know you’ve made a mistake before you even said his name but fear drives people to do stupid things without thinking.
The most notorious criminal in all of Seoul pulls you back against his chest hard. An arm wraps around your waist, the unforgiving grip on your wrist turning lethal. He rests his chin on your shoulder, staring at you through the mirror. The hairs on your skin stood on end at the frightening change in his eyes, danger rolled off of him and you had no choice but to take every wave.
“Do you think he’s there, love?” The corner of his lip lifts in a smirk that makes you think of a snake, the saccharine tone of his voice hypnotising. “Do you think he’s watching us?”
The palm on your hip moves down to your thigh, he squeezes the flesh. You could feel your heart jumping in your throat.
“Should we give him something to watch?” He murmurs seductively, turning his head to bring his lips so close to your neck. The bruising clutch on your wrist is gone only to find its way to your hair, yanking it back to give himself better access.
Your eyes in the mirror are begging but the inner turmoil from his touch is making you question what exactly you’re asking for. Reason tells you it’s for Suho to save you, to grant you escape, but the way you feel a familiar heat swim to your core has you doubting yourself.
“If he was in there,” he whispers, his lips now on your ear, “don’t you think he’d come in here and try to take you from me, love?”
He chuckles to himself, a joke only he can understand.
“Fuck I’d love to see him try.”
His groan has you aching, your body relapsing to what it knows, anticipating the pleasure and pain only they could provide. 
​​“I’m not mad at you for having us arrested, heaven,” he whispers in your ear, gaze softening for a second in the mirror lulling you into a sense of security you couldn’t tell if it was a trap. “In fact I’m a little in awe, a little proud.”
The smirk he gives you seems genuine.
“We deserved it I know,” reassurance fills his voice, he wants you to hear his sincerity. “What I’m mad about, little love…”
The softness is gone, eyes turn piercing, the proverbial snake about to strike.
“Is the fact you let another man touch what’s mine.”
The guttural rumble of his possessive claim sent waves of need down to your cunt, you could feel it pulsing. 
“I’m mine,” you return meekly, trying to find your resolve, but it sounded like a whine.
“Make no mistake Y/n, you’re always going to be mine.”
You didn’t have it in you to argue, not when he sent your eyes rolling back and a shiver down your spine. Fuck he hadn’t even touched you yet, maybe it was true, maybe a part of you would always belong to them, but that didn’t mean all if you did.
“Look at me,” he commands, his breath hitting your neck.
Your blown out eyes meet him in the mirror, that predatory but protective gaze piercing through you. He hums in approval the deep vibration fucking with your senses, making you hazy. 
You both hold eye contact even when you can see the fingers on your thigh stroke soothing circles up your skin. Your lips part with a harsh breath when they rub your mound through the fabric of your panties, the touch light and testing and not nearly enough. 
“You’re fucking soaking wet baby,” he calls you out with a grin.
You grab his wrist when his fingers cup your heat, his thumb soothing circles on your clit. You press against him, the warmth of his chest enveloping your back. You both fit so well together, you were forgetting why exactly you were so angry at him, but simmers of it still remained even through his touch. 
“You know,” he says, opening your leg with his knee to give him more access, “a lot of couples fuck through their problems, should we try?”
He hides his grin, burying his head in you but you can feel it against your skin, the arrogant asshole. 
“You can go and fuck yourself,” you sassed back, lying to yourself that you could be fine if he stopped now, that it wouldn’t leave you a needy mess. 
“But I’d rather fuck you,” he chuckles, breathing you in, savouring the moment while his fingers slide the fabric aside. 
You choke back a moan at the contact of his skin right where you wanted him, the way he spread your wetness until every inch of you was covered in it. 
“You can pretend to regret our relationship all you want, but this,” he emphasises his point by slapping your cunt hard, making you gasp, “still wants me.”
“It wants to get fucked,” you spitefully remark through gritted teeth, “doesn’t have to be you.”
That makes him pause, and you have to bite back the words of displeasure. 
“You’ll pay for that next time love,” he murmurs dangerously. 
“There won’t be a next time,” you try to ridicule him through a laugh but his fingers circle your entrance. 
“You’re lying,” he hums, “next time, I think we should tie you down, make you watch other women touch us in ways only you’re allowed to.”
You bury the fury that ruptures at the image, clenching your jaw to keep from swearing at him and proving the point he was trying to make.
“Maybe then you’d have a semblance of understanding of what you did- the torture you put us through.”
“I wouldn’t care,” you breathe, squirming against his fingers, he needed to shut up and move.
“Liar,” he chuckles knowingly, seeing right through you. Before you, there were many females in his organisation, until his little love demanded he get rid of them all. The memory stretches his grin wider. 
“Why the fuck was it me?” You whisper, your eyes starting to water at the vulnerability of your tone, remembering the same moment he was. “When I went undercover there were so many beautiful women-“
“They’re not you, little love, don’t for a second compare yourself to them,” he kisses your temple softly in reassurance. His face is in your hair, his hand on your throat as you preen to his touch. “You were sweet and addicting with a fire you were trying so desperately to contain.”
He thrusts two fingers in gently, watching your face contort in want in the mirror, smiling at the way your eyes rolled back. You whimper when he squeezes his grip on your neck.
“To think that passion we saw in your eyes was hatred at first,” he smiles as if amused, watching every little reaction you gave him, every proof of love.
“I did,” you confess, pressing your ass against his hard length and making him groan, “I hated you.”
“You were sent to destroy us, love, but instead you reached into our souls and thought there was something worth saving,” he chuckled, nuzzling into you softly as if he wasn’t knuckle deep inside of you, feeling every part he knew so well. “And save us you did, it was so dark before you our little light, how could we ever let you leave?”
“You’re fucking with my head,” you whimper, head falling back to his chest, it rumbles when he laughs.
“Hmmm? I’m definitely fucking your brains out today Y/n,” he promises with a chuckle, kissing your temple again, but emphasising his point when he scissors his fingers reading you for his cock. “If that’s what you mean.”
This was your fault, you knew what you were getting into when you fell for them. You especially knew Namjoon was the worst of them all. You let his soft side brush away his true nature, and while you never forgot his ruthless persona, you put it to the back of your mind. You foolishly thought you had tamed his cunning cold cruel- 
“Oh fuck,” whatever train of thought you had died, the palm of his hand rubbing your clit, stimulating your already aching cunt to the edge. Your parted lips open wider to release a silent scream, his fingers stroking so deep.
You were so close, you could taste it, unable to control the delirious sounds escaping you. So when he stops and slips his fingers away from you, you have to stop yourself screaming in protest. 
“Up against the mirror Y/n,” he commands gruffly, but you don’t move, you were so fucking close. Fuck him, fucking asshole, you were so fucking close. 
He picks you up with ease, pushing you against the wall so your breath fogs the surface. You hear the zip pull down, your forehead falls forward, your core pulsing in anticipation. He grabs your leg, opening you for him, the head of his cock sliding across your folds until you're whining.
“Stop squirming love,” he warns, but you don’t listen, of course you don’t, so he makes you listen. 
The sound you release when he slaps your clit with his hard dick over and over has him questioning his restraint, fuck he wants to just pound into you but you needed to be taught a fucking lesson. 
“Joonie sensitive,” you whine, but he’s relentless, making you cry out over and over. Fuck you could actually maybe cum like this. 
His self control wavers, his jaw clenched with such a force he thinks it’ll shatter. He couldn’t take it anymore, the swell of his head finds your entrance. Inch by inch, he relishes the feeling of your walls hugging him so fucking tight, the pulse of them pulling him in. He leans over you, trying to regain composure but you feel so good he doesn’t want to move, he wants to stay like this forever, inside of you where he belongs. 
You try to push back into him, but he grabs your waist with one hand to keep you still, grinding his hips against you and he knows it’s not enough. 
“Look at you arching your back little love,” he smirks, “Your body knows where you belong, it’s a shame you tried to take it away from me.”
Your hands ball into fists on the mirror, you can’t even look at yourself right now, you can’t stop writhing on the surface, trying so hard to get him to move. You squeeze him hard, making his head fall against you with a grunt. 
“Behave little love,” he warns, “or I’ll show your colleagues just how well you can take me.”
“Make me,” you dare him even though it comes out as a mumble. 
You were dizzy and disorientated and all you wanted was for him to fucking move. He pushes you against the wall hard, every inch of him covering you so you couldn’t budge. You whine, the cold of the hard surface making you seek his warm body, you slot against him like a damn puzzle piece. He was hell bent on torturing you today, as if you hadn’t suffered enough. 
“Joonie move,” you almost sound like a brat, trying to order him around. 
“I’ll move when I’m ready,” he growls animalistically, barely holding himself back, but he needed to savour this.
You do everything you can to break his control, writhing against him like a bitch in heat. He swallows hard when you clench again. He spanks your ass hard in return, the air gets thicker, you find it harder to breathe. You keep still, the sting of your ass satisfying your craving for a moment, but not for long. 
He picks up your skirt, watching himself inside you, watching the beautiful mess you were making. So wet, so perfect, how did you ever think for a second he would ever let this go? The sight is too much, he releases a restrained groan, done with holding himself back. 
His hand grips your cheeks, turning your mouth to his, forcing his tongue down your throat as he finally pulls out only to push back in impossibly deeper. You took every punishing thrust, his presence surrounding you everywhere, even in front of you where his reflection painted the surface. He smothered you with his existence, the heat of him scolding, but you liked it, you craved it. 
“Do you think your ‘friend’ understands who you fucking belong to now detective L/n?” He chuckles deeply watching your fucked out face in the mirror.
He uses his grip under your knee to turn you towards the camera in the corner of the room.
“Think they can all see little love?” He pants. “How well you fucking take it? How good you are for me?”
You shake your head in protest but it feels too good. Your head falls back on him without the mirror to lean against. His fingers find your clit, his sole purpose to make you lose yourself to him. 
“Fuck look at you shaking baby,” he groans, feeling you pulse around him, drawing closer to the edge. “Your poor pussy just needs to come huh?”
You can hear the smirk in his tone, fucking self satisfied prick. 
“Not as badly as you need it,” you taunt back, feeling your defiance flare despite how your body was begging you to behave.. 
“Fuck you might be right,” he groans, going harder, faster. “I’m always going to need it.”
His confession takes you over, the words pushing you so hard you come apart violently, thrashing against him as you unravel, but he holds you tight. He doesn’t let you fall. You couldn’t breathe, you couldn’t think, all you could feel was him and the burst of pleasure that carried on wave after wave, and you never wanted it to stop.
“This is mine,” he grunts as he comes undone inside of you, fucking his cum deeper until it got through to your soul. 
He was a part of you, and you could try to deny it now with his mistakes on the table, but he was so embedded in the fabric of you he couldn’t see where he began and where you ended. His entire existence was for you, it was only fair your cunt, body and soul belonged to him. Maybe the others too, as an afterthought, but you were his first.
He feels the mess slide out of you as he leaves your warmth, turning you softly so you could lean against him as you catch your breath. He holds you tight, arn arm around your middle like the steel of a bar. He has every intention of letting you recover but the way you look up at him with those glossy eyes confirms the fact he will never be satiated, he will always want more of you even if there was nothing left to give. 
“Our little love,” he breathes in your face, stealing a hard kiss, “our little downfall.”
His mouth held you prisoner again and again, humming pleasantly as you let him devour you in so many ways. His kiss was bruising, hungry, overindulging.
Your eyes search his as he parts reluctantly, your mind still hazy, the bliss of sex still circulating your body.
“Why did you lie to me?” You whisper breathlessly against his lips as you come down, and he can hear the vulnerability in your tone, it makes a guilt spread across his chest that feels almost alien. The way you could make him ache like no one else, he should cast you aside for introducing a weakness in him but he wouldn’t even dream of it.
“I didn’t want to lose you,” he confesses sincerely. “I didn’t want you to hate me.”
“I asked you not to hurt him,” your eyes tear up again, and he curses himself and the existence of Kim Suho.
“I know.”
“But you did it anyway,” you continue, “and then you had the gall to lie to my face.”
You wipe away the tears that fall harshly, your mind clearing. You push him away and fix yourself up, knowing from the glances in the mirror you were a mess.
“You always own up to your actions, right or wrong, you never hide them,” you laugh and you think you must sound psychotic. “The Kim Namjoon… I remember the days you would drop dead bodies in front of me without remorse, without ever feeling the need to explain yourself.”
“I was testing you then,” he grunts, remembering those days well. “I needed to know you had the stomach to be with us.”
“I hated you so much,” you confess, swallowing down a sob. “And for the first time since I fell in love with you Joonie, I can feel that hate grow again.”
His jaw clenches, his fist too. He could feel a threat on the tip of his lips, one where the Captain's head would end up on a plate in front of you for dinner but he holds himself back.
“You don’t mean that,” he says between gritted teeth.
“I had you fucking arrested Namjoon,” you argue back fiercely. “Don't tell me what I mean or don’t mean.”
“You also fucked me after the fact,” he states and the harsh words slap you hard. You did. You let him defile you here only moments ago.
“Old habits die hard.”
“Not with me love,” he dismisses the thought. “Not as long as I’m alive.”
“We’ll see,” you challenge, feeling that earlier conviction rise. 
“Understand something Y/n,” he says seriously, his face solemn and hard in a way you had witnessed rarely. This was Kim Namjoon with something to lose. “You can run, you can fight, you can hate me if you need to, but there isn’t a life worth living for us without you in it.”
He takes his seat back in the interrogation chair, putting his handcuffs back on with ease, all while keeping his eye contact with you. 
“You want me here, you want to punish me,” he continues, “fine, this where I’ll stay until you’re appeased, until you forgive me.”
“I won’t,” you deny, shaking your head. 
“You will.”
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The meeting had been dragging on for a while, the steady hum of his coworkers’ voices blending with the rhythmic tapping of pens against notepads. Sunoo sat back in his chair, Suho still nestled in his arms, his tiny body comfortably curled into the crook of his father’s arm. His son’s soft, steady breaths had lulled him into a peaceful nap, his little hands relaxed by his side.
But then, without warning, one of the employees sneezed.
It started with a single, loud achoo, followed by another, and then another. The sneezing fit grew more intense until it seemed never to end. The employee’s apologies barely registered as Sunoo’s attention returned to Suho, who stirred slightly in his arms.
A little grunt escaped Suho’s lips as his eyelids fluttered open, his small face scrunching up in irritation. Sunoo watched in surprise as Suho’s tiny fists clenched, and the baby puffed out his chubby cheeks in a perfect imitation of a grumpy pout.
For a moment, Sunoo couldn’t help but stare at his son, utterly baffled by the sheer force of his son’s mood. How could someone so small be so very displeased?
Suho’s eyes blinked rapidly as if trying to make sense of the world around him. His gaze settled on the men, who were trying to stifle their laughter at the sight of the grumpy little face. Suho’s brows furrowed, his lips trembling as he let out a frustrated, high-pitched hmph and puffed his cheeks even more.
Sunoo’s lips twitched, though he quickly schooled his expression. He’s just a baby, he reminded himself. Just a baby...
But Suho wasn’t done. He puffed his cheeks again, his little body fidgeting in Sunoo’s arms, clearly agitated. The sneezes had done it—his peaceful nap was ruined, and he was letting everyone know it with the full force of his toddler-sized temper.
“Suho,” Sunoo muttered softly, though he wasn’t sure if his son could understand him. “What’s wrong, huh? You don’t like the sneezes?”
Suho’s little arms reached up to tug at Sunoo’s shirt, his tiny mouth making an adorable pout. No more sneezes, it seemed to say. His grumpy expression was so comically exaggerated that even the staff in the room, hardened as they were, couldn’t suppress their laughter.
The employee who had been sneezing earlier, still sniffling, shot an apologetic look toward Sunoo, but Sunoo just shook his head with a half-amused, half-exasperated smile.
“Sorry, sir,” the employee offered sheepishly, his voice breaking through the moment. “I didn’t mean to wake him up.”
Sunoo didn’t respond right away. Instead, he let his gaze soften as he looked down at Suho, who was still puffing out his cheeks, a tiny glare aimed at the employee who dared to disturb his nap.
“I’ll have to talk with you about your nap etiquette later, huh?” Sunoo murmured, his voice gentle, even though a hint of amusement coloured his tone.
As Suho’s grumpy face slowly softened, Sunoo adjusted his hold on him, bouncing his leg slightly to settle him back down. He didn’t want to disturb the meeting more than necessary, but his son’s mood had shifted from quiet frustration to a calm almost as abrupt as his previous tantrum.
The baby’s eyes drooped once more, his tiny body finally relaxing as the soft rocking motion and the hum of his staff's voices in the background began to lull him back into slumber.
“You’re a tough one, aren’t you?” Sunoo whispered, pressing his lips to the top of Suho’s head, his hand gently patting his son’s back. He let out a soft sigh, momentarily lost in the unexpected depth of the connection he felt with his son—despite the little grumpy fits, despite the sneezes, despite everything.
And just like that, the moment passed. Suho was asleep again, his tiny face peaceful as he rested in Sunoo’s arms, his earlier grumpiness forgotten as he sank into the warmth of his father’s embrace.
The men continued with their reports, though a few couldn’t help but glance at the father-son duo. Sunoo, usually so stoic and unflappable, gently holding his son and tending to him amid the meeting seemed to quiet the room. Sunoo was no longer the untouchable figure they all knew. In that moment, he was just a father—human, imperfect, but undeniably present for his son.
The meeting finally came to a close, Sunoo dismissing his men with a curt nod. They gathered their papers and laptops quickly, each one casting a subtle glance toward the squirmy little bundle in their boss's arms as they filed out. Sunoo didn’t move immediately, though.
Suho had begun to stir, his tiny body wriggling as he let out soft, sleepy babbles. His face scrunched in frustration, and Sunoo felt his son’s little fists clutching at his shirt again.
“Hmm,” Sunoo hummed softly, leaning back in his chair and shifting Suho slightly so he could see him better. “Still mad about the sneezes, huh?”
Suho let out a small, incoherent string of baby babbles, his lips trembling slightly as his sleepy pout deepened. He blinked up at his father, his big eyes glassy with lingering tiredness. Then, as if he suddenly remembered the offense, he puffed his cheeks out again, letting out an indignant little hmph.
Sunoo sighed, though the corners of his mouth quirked up in amusement. He bounced his leg gently, trying to soothe the squirmy toddler. “You’re really holding a grudge, aren’t you? It’s just sneezes, kid.”
But Suho was clearly not convinced. His tiny hands reached up, tugging at the fabric of Sunoo shirt as if to emphasize his displeasure. His little legs kicked half-heartedly, though he was still too tired to put much effort into it.
“Alright, alright,” Sunoo muttered, adjusting his hold on the grumpy toddler. He cupped Suho’s cheek with one hand, his thumb brushing lightly over the soft, pouty lips. “What do you want, hmm? More milk? A nap redo?”
Suho babbled again, his tone almost scolding, and Sunoo couldn’t help but chuckle softly. “You’re really something else,” he murmured. “So tiny, and already so full of opinions.”
He stood up, cradling Suho closer to his chest, and began pacing the room slowly. The rhythmic motion seemed to calm Suho a little, though he was still pouting fiercely, his cheeks puffed out like a miniature balloon.
As Sunoo walked, he found himself speaking softly to his son, his tone uncharacteristically gentle. “You know, you’ve got to learn to let things go, Suho. Sneezes happen. Life happens. You can’t get mad at every little thing.”
Suho responded with a sleepy little grunt, burying his face in Sunoo’s chest as if to block out the rest of the world. His father sighed again, shaking his head in quiet exasperation.
“You’re going to drive me crazy, aren’t you?” Sunoo murmured, pressing a soft kiss to the top of Suho’s head.
The toddler finally settled a little, his small body relaxing against his father’s chest, though his pout remained firmly in place. It was clear he wasn’t quite ready to forgive and forget, but the steady rhythm of Sunoo’s heartbeat seemed to soothe him enough to keep the tantrum at bay.
As Sunoo continued pacing, the room grew quiet, the earlier tension from the meeting dissipating entirely. In this moment, it was just the two of them—father and son, navigating the delicate dance of understanding each other’s needs.
“Alright,” Sunoo said softly, finally stopping near the door. “Let’s find mama. She always knows how to fix your mood better than I can.”
Suho let out another sleepy babble, his little hand clutching at Sunoo’s collar. His father chuckled quietly, adjusting his hold once more before stepping out of the room, carrying his grumpy, squirmy son with the kind of care that only a parent could give.
You had just finished tucking Suhwa into her crib, her soft coos fading into quiet as she drifted off to sleep. The nursery was calm now, the kind of peace you rarely got during the day. You sighed contentedly, smoothing the blanket over your youngest before stepping away.
As you turned to leave, you saw Sunoo standing in the doorway, holding Suho in his arms. The toddler’s chubby cheeks were puffed out in a grumpy frown, his brows furrowed in an expression so dramatic it almost made you laugh.
“He’s been like this since the meeting,” Sunoo began, his voice low but tinged with a hint of amusement. He adjusted his hold on Suho, who let out a soft huff and buried his face in his father’s chest, as if to block out the world.
You raised an eyebrow, crossing your arms as you approached. “What happened? Did someone steal his pacifier or something?”
Sunoo shook his head, sighing. “No, but one of my men sneezed during the meeting. Woke him up from his nap. And apparently…” He gestured lightly to the grumpy toddler. “...he’s still not over it.”
You couldn’t help but chuckle softly, reaching out to gently touch Suho’s back. “Oh, baby,” you cooed, your tone filled with affection. “Did the sneezes ruin your nap?”
Suho peeked up at you, his pout deepening as he let out a small, dramatic babble that sounded suspiciously like a complaint. His little hands reached for you, and you quickly took him from Sunoo’s arms, cradling him close.
“Come here, my grumpy baby,” you murmured, bouncing him lightly as you pressed a kiss to his temple. “I know it’s hard being woken up like that, isn’t it?”
Sunoo watched the two of you, his usual stoic expression softening as he saw how quickly Suho’s mood shifted in your arms. The little boy’s pout remained, but his body relaxed against you, his tiny hands clutching at your shirt.
“He’s got your dramatic streak, you know,” Sunoo commented dryly, though the faint curve of his lips betrayed his amusement.
You shot him a playful glare. “Excuse me? My dramatic streak? Have you met yourself?”
Sunoo huffed a quiet laugh, rubbing the back of his neck. “Fair point.”
Suho let out a soft babble, his tiny voice catching both your attention. He looked up at you with his big, watery eyes, his little mouth forming an exaggerated pout that made your heart melt.
“I think someone just needs a little extra love today,” you said softly, kissing the tip of Suho’s nose. “And maybe a snack. Want a snack, baby?”
Suho babbled again, his tone slightly more cheerful now, though his pout lingered stubbornly. You glanced back at Sunoo, who was still watching the two of you with an unreadable expression.
“You should spend some one-on-one time with him,” you said gently, bouncing Suho slightly to keep him calm. “He needs to know his dada’s there for him, too.”
Sunoo gaze flickered, a brief moment of guilt flashing in his eyes before he nodded. “Yeah,” he said quietly. “You’re right.”
You smiled, reaching out to touch his arm. “You’ve been doing better,” you assured him softly. “It’ll take time, but you’re trying, and that matters.”
Sunoo’s lips twitched, almost forming a smile, but he simply nodded again. “I’ll take him downstairs for his snack,” he said, holding his arms out.
Suho hesitated for a moment, clutching at your shirt before finally letting Sunoo take him. The toddler’s pout softened slightly as he settled back into his father’s arms, though he still shot Sunoo a grumpy look as if to say, I’m not done being mad at you yet.
Sunoo chuckled under his breath, holding his son close as he started toward the kitchen. “Alright, kid,” he murmured. “Let’s see if a snack can fix that attitude of yours.”
And as you watched them go, a small smile played on your lips. Sunoo might not have it all figured out yet, but moments like this made it clear—he was trying. And that was enough. For now.
In the kitchen, Sunoo held Suho snugly against his chest, the toddler still occasionally puffing his cheeks in residual grumpiness. Sunoo opened the pantry door with one hand, his other securely supporting his son.
"Alright, Suho," he said, his voice unusually patient. "You pick. It's your snack, not mine."
Suho, still slightly pouty but curious now, blinked at the array of snacks before him. His chubby little hand reached out, pointing aimlessly at first before settling on something colorful.
"That one," he babbled, his voice still tinged with a hint of sleepiness.
Sunoo followed his son’s line of sight and saw a box of soft baby biscuits with a bright red label. He pulled it down from the shelf, holding it up for Suho to confirm.
"This one?" Sunoo asked, arching a brow.
Suho responded with an enthusiastic babble, his pudgy hand smacking the box lightly. Sunoo smirked faintly and set the box down on the counter.
"Good choice," he murmured, balancing Suho in one arm as he opened the box and retrieved a biscuit. He handed it to his son, who immediately grabbed it with both hands, his grumpiness melting away as he began to gnaw on the soft treat.
"You’re easy to please, huh?" Sunoo muttered, watching his son with a mix of amusement and quiet affection. Suho looked up at him, crumbs already forming around his mouth, and offered a muffled babble through a mouthful of biscuit.
Sunoo chuckled softly, using a napkin to wipe at the crumbs. "You’re a mess already, kid."
Suho ignored the comment, fully engrossed in his snack now, his earlier frustration over the sneeze completely forgotten. Sunoo leaned against the counter, still holding him securely, and allowed himself a rare moment of calm.
“Maybe I should let you pick more often,” Sunoo said quietly, more to himself than to Suho.
The toddler looked up briefly, offering a crumb-covered grin before returning his full attention to the biscuit. Sunoo shook his head, a small smile tugging at his lips as he adjusted Suho in his arms.
It wasn’t much, but moments like this—letting his son choose a snack, holding him close—felt like a step in the right direction. And for someone like Sunoo, who wasn’t always the best at expressing his love, those small steps mattered.
“Alright, snack boss,” Sunoo murmured, brushing a crumb off Suho’s cheek. “Let’s finish this up before mama comes down and scolds me for the mess.”
Suho babbled happily in response, clearly pleased with his snack and the attention from his father. And for now, that was enough.
After finishing his biscuit, Suho let out a contented babble, his little body relaxing fully in Sunoo’s arms. He looked up at his father with a sleepy smile, his earlier grumpiness completely replaced by satisfaction.
Sunoo wiped the remaining crumbs from his son’s mouth, his movements gentle and unhurried. “Better now, huh?” he murmured, brushing a stray lock of hair from Suho’s forehead.
The toddler responded with another babble, his hands reaching up to pat Sunoo’s face clumsily. Sunoo blinked, startled for a moment, before a small, genuine smile broke through his usually stoic expression.
“Alright,” he said softly, his tone unusually warm. “What now? Back to your toys, or do you want to sit with me for a bit?”
Suho simply leaned his head against Heeseung’s chest, his tiny hands clutching at his father’s shirt as if to say, This is fine. Sunoo chuckled under his breath, pressing a light kiss to the top of his son’s head.
“Guess we’ll stay here, then,” he murmured, settling into one of the kitchen chairs.
Just as he sat down, you appeared in the doorway, pausing for a moment when you saw the two of them together. A soft smile tugged at your lips as you stepped into the room.
“Looks like someone’s in a better mood,” you said, leaning against the counter.
Sunoo glanced up at you, his expression unreadable but his eyes soft. “He picked his snack,” he explained simply.
You laughed lightly, crossing the room to stand beside them. “Of course. Suho always knows what he wants, even if he can’t say it yet.”
Suho, hearing his name, looked up at you with a bright grin, his earlier grumpiness now completely forgotten. You reached out to gently pinch his cheek, earning a delighted giggle from the little boy.
“You’re such a little sunshine when you’re happy,” you cooed, kissing his forehead. Then, you looked at Sunoo, your gaze softening.
Sunoo nodded slightly, his hand resting protectively on Suho’s back. “I’ll try to spend more time with him,” he said quietly, his voice low but firm.
You smiled, placing a hand on his shoulder. “You’re doing good, Sunoo. They both adore you, even if Suho and Suhwa can’t always say it.”
Sunoo’s lips twitched, almost forming a smile, and he glanced down at Suho, who was now babbling happily in his lap. For a moment, the weight of his responsibilities seemed to lift, leaving only the warmth of his son’s trust and your steady presence beside him.
“Alright, boss,” Sunoo said, looking back at Suho. “What’s next on your agenda?”
The toddler responded with a cheerful babble, his little hands clapping together. Sunoo chuckled, his earlier stoicism melting away completely in the presence of his son’s joy.
And as you watched them, you couldn’t help but feel a deep sense of hope. Slowly but surely, the walls around Sunoo’s heart were coming down—for you, for Suho and for Suhwa. Together, you were building something strong, something that could weather anything. And for now, that was more than enough.
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vampzity · 1 year ago
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𝙔𝙤𝙪’𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙈𝙤𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙈𝙮 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙨
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Pairing: best friend! Yunho x f!reader
Genre: a bit of fluff, angst, sex between 2 side characters nothing graphic (wrap before you tap!), best friends to lovers, valentine’s day, one shot, best friend au, valentine’s series, pet names(baby, tiny), mention of alcohol/weed, arguing, fist fighting, strong language
Synopsis: It’s Valentine’s Day, a day you’d normally spend with your boyfriend of 2 years. Instead, you guys are at his friend’s house party because you decided to change things up. You’re happily enjoying yourself until you spot something you shouldn’t have seen, ruining the very hope you had left for love. Yunho, your best friend has always been there for you despite his constant concerns about this boyfriend. He just wanted the best for you. Could he be the best that you’ve always needed?
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Word Count: 2.9k
A/N: I am SOOO sorry for how long this upload took! I’ve been working all week *anything for ateez tickets* on top of that, studying & last minute baby sitting. I couldn’t tell you guys how many times I’ve changed Yunho’s idea. Safe to say, y’all are in for a RIDE!
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The music boomed in your ears as you danced around with your boyfriend. The aroma of alcohol and weed surrounds you, almost suffocating. You danced closely to your boyfriend, feeling his hands grasp around your waist as you held your red cup.
It was your 2nd Valentine’s Day with your boyfriend Suho, however, the last thing you’d expect was for him to take you to a party. Still, you didn’t mind it as all you wanted to do was spend time with him. You didn’t mind the intoxicating smell of weed and alcohol surrounding you if that meant you got to be with your boyfriend all night.
You wore a nicely fitted sparkly black dress, coming up just to your mid-thigh. You paired it with black gladiator 4-inch heels that had a bit of ridged grip at the bottoms and some pieces of gold jewelry to give it some extra flare. Your hair was nicely done, as well as your choice of makeup; smokey eyes, black liner with lashes, and a dark bloody red lip color. You were normally someone who wore baggy clothes and sneakers whenever you were out, so this was a drastic change for you.
You began to drink more as you danced with your boyfriend, practically intoxicating yourself. He began to kiss against your neck, feeling the vibration of your moans under his lips. He stopped suddenly, making you turn to face him with a pouting face. You noticed his eyes turned away from you, pointing from across the room. He smirked slightly, making you tilt your head in confusion.
“What? What is it?” You began to turn your head to follow his eyes until he stopped you, placing his hand against your cheek. He smiled at you and kissed your forehead softly.
“It’s nothing, baby, I’ll be back okay? Keesung wants me to go talk to him for a sec.” You pouted some more, nodding as you watched him walk away from you into the dining room.
Looking down at your drink, you took another sip, feeling the rush of how cold it was going through your body. However, you weren’t going to let anything stop you. You vowed to have a good night, and that’s exactly what you would do. So you continued to dance, allowing the alcohol to flow through your veins.
You felt a small vibration coming from your bra, feeling for your phone, you pulled it out and saw Yunho’s contact picture. You beamed with excitement and picked up the phone, eager to talk to him.
“Yuyu!! Come dance with me will you please?”
There was a moment of confusion from the boy. Your words slurred slightly as you spoke, making him question you.
“Y/n? Are you drunk right now?!”
Your face was flushed red, eyes barely open as you continued to smile towards the screen which made Yunho roll his eyes. You were practically a goner, not even aware of what was going on around you.
“Where’s your boyfriend? Isn’t he supposed to be with you right now??”
A small worried look painted Yunho’s face. He always had a bad feeling about Suho, not just because he didn’t like Yunho but because he always left you alone. He was rude to you, constantly fighting with you. It was a toxic relationship that you refused to leave for god knows what. Yunho knew he wouldn’t treat you that way, that he wouldn’t let you out of his sight if you were near blackout drunk. Who knows what could happen?
“Oh… I’m not sure. He said.. he was gonna talk to Keesung but.. I haven’t seen him since.”
Your words continued to slur as you spoke to Yunho, making him grow increasingly worried about you. He got up from where he sat and grabbed his keys from the holder, still with you on the phone.
“I’m coming to get you. Your no-good of a boyfriend clearly couldn’t care for your whereabouts if he left you alone like this.”
You pouted, whining as you begged Yunho not to. “You don’t even have the address!! How could you even know where I am?!”
He ignored you, walking outside of the house towards his truck as he began to unlock and open the door. You continued to try and get his attention when he sighed harshly and finally answered you.
“I’ll be there in 5, Y/n. Whether you like it or not, I’m not letting you stay there. Bye.”
With that he hung up abruptly, leaving you with a confused daze as you groaned. You placed the empty cup on the table in front of you, feeling a sudden urge to use the restroom. So many things surround you as you wander through put home, not knowing where the bathroom might’ve been. Dancing people, couples kissing, even people who stood by and watched these sights. Red solo cups were laid out amongst the floors and tables along with empty beer bottles. Multiple men tried to grab your attention, consistently hollering or whistling at you but you continued to ignore them as you were uninterested.
Finally finding the stairs to the bathroom, you sighed with relief and made your way up. The music continued to pound in your ears but quieted down a bit once you made it more than halfway up the stairs. You stopped at the second to last step looking at each door.
Your eyes came across one down the hall that was a bit cracked with the light on. You walked across the hall, soon stopping in your tracks at the noise coming from its direction. You heard not one, but two individuals. It was a bit intriguing to you, of course not knowing who it might be. As you walked closer, the moans grew louder, beginning to ring in your ears. The more you walked, the moans began to separate allowing you to distinguish both a male and female in the room.
You cocked your head to the side, growing curious as to who was in the room but you stopped outside of the door. Would it not be intruding if you took a peek at two people simply enjoying themselves? Isn’t that kind of wrong?
You shook your head, turning back around to walk towards the bathroom. You were drunk, so it’s no surprise that you weren’t in your right mind to make rash decisions. That was until you heard his name.
Your boyfriend’s name.
You stopped in your tracks, feeling your heart jump out of your chest. Even though you were far from tipsy, you were well aware to know that your boyfriend’s name was called. You turned around and made your way back towards the door. You took a deep breath, peeking through the opening in the doorway. As the sounds grew louder, they started to become deafening.
Your eyes widened at the sight before you; seeing your boyfriend sat up on the bed, almost completely naked. His head was thrown back as he went to wipe his hair out of his face and moaned continuously. You felt your heart break into a million pieces as you walked further into the room, the grunts and moans being complete horror to your ears.
Walking closer, you notice a girl under him practically grasping the sheets under her. She moaned repeatedly as your boyfriend held onto her breasts from under her dress. You felt your eyes swell up with tears as the moment dawned on you, feeling a harsh burning in your heart.
Your boyfriend was cheating on you.. on Valentine’s Day…
“Suho..? What are you doing…?”
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Yunho made his way to the door of the house, opening it eagerly hoping to you so that he could take you home. Only to see that your presence wasn’t here. Yunho began to ask around, wondering if others may have seen you but of course, no one paid attention enough. They were all too high or past the legal drinking threshold to drive.
He started to walk around the house, getting constant stares from everyone as they wondered who he was and what he was doing there. When he realized you weren’t on the lower floor, he made his way toward the staircase, hoping you were only using the restroom.
Someone rushed into him as he walked, making him slightly lose his balance and groan loudly. He looked over to see a young man around the same height as him with short pink hair and sunglasses. It was Mingi.
“Mingi!! What the hell?! Watch where you’re going, dude!”
Mingi looked at Yunho, smiling widely. His eyes were bloodshot red and he reeked of weed. Yunho rolled his eyes, looking around for his elders who he could not find as he remembered they too were at this party. Mingi continued to smoke from the blunt he had in his hand, making Yunho roll his eyes in annoyance.
He shook his head, leaving Mingi behind, and continued walking towards the stairs until he heard yelling coming from above. He looked around, wondering if anyone else had caught on but with the loud music blaring through every speaker, no one paid any mind to it.
The yelling began to rise, startling those around Yunho as he grew worried. There you were at the top of the stairs practically screaming your head off at your now ex-boyfriend. You began to storm down the stairs as you made it known to everyone how much of a fake he was, calling him a liar even a snake. It wasn’t long before Suho began to follow behind you, shirtless and shaming you for the reason of his reckless cheating.
“Fuck you!! I never even needed you anyways! You’re always hanging around that group of boys.. what? Are they gang-banging you??”
You paused, feeling your entire body tense as you turned your head, your strong glare meeting his eyes. The entire room became quiet as they all watched from afar, refusing to engage.
“Excuse me?!” You softly spoke. You walked towards your now ex-boyfriend, pushing him towards the stairs. Yunho quickly made his way over to you, about to grab your hand and pull you away when Suho pushed you to the ground, kicking your leg.
“You heard me you slut. Get out of my fucking face.”
Yunho felt his body heat with rage as he walked over to Suho, swinging his fist with full force at his face. The entire room let out a loud gasp, watching the blow he had taken. Suho held onto his check, smirking at Yunho. You sat on the ground, forcing yourself to get up to stop the two of them from fighting. Your ex-boyfriend tackled Yunho, repeatedly punching him in the face as he tried hard to fight back. You pulled at Suho, begging him to let go of Yunho until Mingi and San pulled him off and dragged him away.
Yunho spat blood onto the floor, getting up as he wiped his face. He reached into his pockets for his keys and grabbed you by the arm, walking outside.
“Yunho, what the fuck was that?! I can defend myself! You know you’re practically weak compared to Suho!” You stopped in front of the tall man, your face red with anger.
Yunho only ignored you, walking over to his truck. He unlocked it and got into his truck, starting it. You stood outside of his truck perplexed. “Hello??! So you’re just gonna fucking ignore me now?! Hey! I’m talking to you!” You continued to bark at him as he ignored you, pushing him to his limit.
“Will you just get in the fucking truck so I can take you home?!” Yunho banged against the dashboard and glared at you harshly, immediately turning your anger into fear. “You’re drunk y/n! Can’t you fucking see that?!”
You furrowed your eyebrows in anger as you stood by the car. “I’m fine Yunho! I don’t need you looking after me all the time like I’m a fucking ki- Yea? Well clearly somebody needs to and your boyfriend won’t!!” You stood there in silence as Yunho cut you off.
You felt a harsh lump in your throat as you opened the door to his truck and got in. Strapping in your seatbelt, the silence between the both of you grew. As Yunho began to drive through the empty dark streets, you stared up at the moon feeling saddened by how the night ended. Not only did you catch your boyfriend cheating on you, but it felt as if there was tension between you and your best friend. Knowing that you two drifted lately, it felt like this fight only pulled you two away more. The moon continued to shine against your tear-stained face as you cried silently, feeling the heat of everything now catching up to you.
You wanted to speak but your tears stopped your words from coming out, so you remained silent, eventually drifting off into a deep sleep.
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You woke up in a softly lit room, which was only illuminated by a small lamp. Looking around, you take note of your surroundings. It smelled of a familiar cologne making you quickly realize that this was not your own. You heard the door creak open, only to see Yunho lock eyes with you as he entered the room. He brought you a warm cup of tea and placed it by the bedside table.
“Yunho?”
He ignored your calling and sat by you on the bed, soon hugging you tightly without saying a sound. You paused for a moment, unsure of what to do or say. The weight of everything began crashing onto you, crushing your mind and your heart. You felt tears swell in your eyes as it eventually became overwhelming and made its way out of your system.
“I’m so sorry for yelling at you… I didn’t mean it. You were only trying to protect me.” You continued to cry into his shoulder as he rubbed your back, still not saying a word. You two remained in silence for a bit longer until Yunho pulled you out of the hug and smiled at you reassuringly despite how messed up his face was.
“Y/n, you truly deserve the world. I’d take a thousand beatings from doucebag guys if it meant you’d be happy. I’m sorry your Valentine’s had to end this way.”
His words filled your heart with joy as his eyes admired you. He always knew the right thing to say, even when the moment was far from good. You two sat in silence for a moment, as you weren’t sure of how to respond.
“Yuyu, I don’t know. You were right the whole time about Suho and I didn’t even listen to you. I deserve what happened to me tonight.”
You continued to cry once again, hot tears streaming down your cheeks as you looked away to hide your embarrassment. Yunho cupped your face with his hands, pulling it to face him as he finally gave in to his feelings. He leaned in to kiss you softly, catching you by surprise. You leaned in closer, kissing him back passionately to feel the heat of his lips against your own.
You both pulled away for some air, your faces still very close to each other. You gazed into each other’s eyes lovingly, Yunho’s flushed with red as he finally dared to do what he’d been wanting to for so long.
“Y/n.. I love you. I always have. Nothing you do or say would change that for me.”
Your face blushed at hearing his confession. It was the last thing you expected on this horrible night. You looked away hesitantly still feeling the effects of the alcohol in your system. Yunho placed his hand on yours, caressing it with his thumb lightly.
“Hey, it’s okay if you’re unsure. With everything you went through tonight, you need time and I understand that.”
Yunho was always the best at reassuring you when you needed it most. He knew Suho broke your heart and smashed it, how he tried to call you out and make you look bad in front of everyone. You felt used and abused, just wanting to forget this nightmare of a holiday.
“I know. I appreciate all the reassuring Yu.” He nodded, keeping a firm hold on your hand.
“It may take a lot for me.. but, I’ve always had this deep feeling for you, maybe it’s one I’ve pushed down because I didn’t want to ruin our friendship.” You looked at him and quickly looked away, feeling your face heat up nervously.
“I’ve chased after different guys, desperate to keep these feelings I had for you away. I just didn’t want to lose you entirely because of how I felt for so long.”
Yunho sighed, pulling your face softly to look at him. His eyes sparkled in the moonlight as he smiled in admiration of you. “It’s okay Y/n. I’ve felt this way for years too. Believe me.”
You smiled softly quickly looking at the moon that showed through the window. “Do you know why I like the moon Yunho?”
The young man tilted his head, confused at your sudden question. He looked up at the moon with you, its brightest form shining down on the both of you.
“Well, remember that one time in grade school that you said I was pretty like the moon?” You looked back down at Yunho, seeing his face flush pink as he scratched the back of his head. He nodded in embarrassment and put his head down.
“I’m surprised you remember.” He laughed a bit and smiled at you. You nodded and looked down as your hands remained intertwined.
“You’re my moon, Yuyu,” you paused before leaning to kiss him again. “The moon to my stars.”
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A/N: I hope you enjoyed! I wanted to make this a bit *PFT* angsty.. I promise Yeosang’s part won’t take to long nor will it be angst haha. Pure fluff for him!
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lynn-tged-posting · 9 days ago
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tged webtoon ep 176 spoilers except its mostly me having a great time bc the panels this week were incredibly fun YAY and thoughts below the cut
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oh my god these motherfuckers are up to their scheme again. LMFAOOOOOOOOO LOOK AT THEM HAHAHAHAHAHA
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IT'S SO FUCKING FUNNY THAT THEY'VE MASTERED THIS ROUTINE. THEY DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TO TAKE TIME TO PREP ANYTHING JAVIER JUST KNEW. THAT'S SO GOOFY LMFAOOOO I LOVE THESE TWO SO DAMN MUCH HAHAHAHAA
also obsessed w javier's expression. whenever he has these moments his expressions are always the BEST because theyre SO MINIMAL. the slightest curl of his lip,,, the menace in his eyes,,, compared to lloyd's expressions, javier's are always technically lowkey, but the artist always gives that lowkeyness an extra edge in the art that completes the entire panel. i love javier's expressions so much WAHAHAHA THEY'RE SO GOOD
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LOOK AT THEM BEING MENACES ADLFKJSLDJKF absolute thugs. god it's like when they're together they sync a braincell that tells them to go Scheme mode. they're so ridiculous i love them sm,,, alicia ur gonna have to get used to this LMFAO
ALSO I AM SO SO HAPPY LLOYD IMMEDIATELY WENT TO COMPROMISE W THE SPIRIT KING. I KNEW U WOULD THATS MY BOY ILY BUDDY!! i really like how nice his expressions are here,,, i want to think that there's a part of him in there that's actually genuine abt this. esp w the panels that are upcoming,,,
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like he looks so soft here! it's sweet,,, i'm really glad he's doing this,,,
AND THEN THIS. THIS PANEL OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. THIS IS GORGEOUS I HAVE TO SHOW IT
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REALLY enjoying all these soft lineart from lighting moments that the artist is putting in. god i love this so much,,, there's a metaphor in here somewhere,,, idk,,, i like this a lot!!! alicia seeing pieces of suho's heart poking thru,,, like sunrays,,,, hehehe sweet,,,, so sweet,,,
i love this panel to pieces but i do think its funny af that in this panel lloyd is crouching like that LOL what a creature ily bud
ALSO. ALSOO lets talk about what alicia's thoughts are here as she's looking at him,,, she says smth along the lines of "ur interesting to me bc i cant figure u out,,," and i love that a lot,,, maybe im looking too far into this but i read this as her saying "im seeing pieces of who u really are, i want to figure u out / explore ur true and honest self". she's learning more abt the side of lloyd thats empathetic, thats selfless, that brings out a good outcome for everyone,,,, she wants to see more of that side of him methinks,,,,, regardless of what she actually meant by this, it's a very cute moment and i really like it,,,
it again makes me think that alilloyd as a ship has soooo much potential. it could be so so good,,, this moment especially helps give it a little ground to stand on,,, i just wish there was a stronger foundation,,, it could be even greater,,, ohhh,,,, maybe in future eps who knows? we'll have to wait and see,,,
also hi artanis!! this line from her caught my eye i wanted to bring it up
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im willing to bet that this belief is also one that was sourced from credos/jang-cheol, just like the rock paper scissors game and just the farming/pacifism schtick as a whole. it probably played a part in how he had to convince the demons to follow him in the first place,,,
this could also indicate that living honestly and working to earn is a principle that jang-cheol followed in korea, and he decided that he would stick with it when he became credos. alternatively, he had the complete opposite principle (he was a gamer after all, with a max level character,,, could imply that he spent all his time on the game) but when he got transmigrated, he realized that he had another shot at making a living honestly and decided to commit to that. there isn't really enough to make a solid conclusion on how jang-cheol lived, but this is an interesting indicator and i think it's worth a bookmark! i hope the prequel gets a manhwa so i can read it,,, manifesting,,,
oh also the railroad! yay!! y'know idk if this is quite the preservation of nature i had thought they would do LOL this,,, could be considered manipulating the ecosystem too much,,, but also i am not a biologist! so i wouldn't know! it looks nature-preserved so i'll take it!
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seems like the demons won't be too far from home too, since they'll probably be the ones employed to run the railroad tracks once it's complete. lloyd essentially gave them jobs! yahoo!
AND THEEEN THE SECOND REALLY NICE PANEL FOR THIS WEEK YAYAYAYY WAAAAHHHH LLOYYYD LLOYD
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i will be honest the glare is pretty uh. harsh but i dont mind at all bc YAYYY YAYYY NICE MOMENT WITH LLOYD YAHOO YAHOO. he seems and looks super tired here too,,, one of the panels before this was his heart freezing up again and alicia asked if they should stop bc of his heart, but he refuses,,, ghhh,,, stupid fucking martyr i love you stop doing that though please take a break
this panel is again another alicia pov panel and i really really like it,,, he's so Sun character to me idk how to explain that (javier is Moon to me). maybe ill break that down in a different post another time but yeah,,, yeah,,, sun and moon,,, yeah,,,,,,, also alicia is Comet. one day ill elaborate
and then there it is, goofy lloyd panel HAHA there's the greedy front he always puts on, welcome back! alicia's reaction too LMFAOOO she's sick of his antics /lh
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like bud u dont have to say anything else,,, we know u care lloyd u dont have to put up the money part at the end anymore,,,,,,, goofy ass
their lil moment here was also rlly cute,,, alicia laughing at lloyd's antics and just. his big ass smile HAHAHAHAH so so cute i love this a lot,,,
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and then the railroad got completed YAYY YAYYYY YAYYY ONE STEP CLOSER TO A HAPPY ENDING!!!
lloyd got like a jump ability and according to my mutuals thats not in the novel? so im curious as to what thats for,,, lloyd says it already but yeah he's a swordmaster now and has tons of other skills and summons too. what would a super jump be useful for,,,? so far, most if not all of his skills have had some use in the story,,, skills that are deliberately brought up like this are always used eventually. what in the world will a jump skill do??? what kind of situation will lloyd find himself in?? is this not almost over??? i'm so curious,,,
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also this panel lloyd looks really tired, exhausted even,,, his irises look dulled and theres slight bags,,,, the construction plus the effects on his heart is probably doing him in,,,
and then we see him keel over LAKDFJLSDKJF
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I GASPED SO LOUD WHEN I SAW THIS AND IM NOT SURE IF ITS OUT OF WORRY OR IF ITS OUT OF GIDDY. bc listen, on the one hand, oh my god im so worried for lloyd please be okay dont DIE. on the other hand,,, on the other, fic-brained character interaction-pilled hand,,, WHUMP WHUMP WHUMP CHARACTER WHUMP WHUMP MOMENT HURT COMFORT. YAHOO FIREWORKS EVERYONE CHEER!!! WHUMP!!! WHUMP IN MY TGED!!! WAOWIE WAOWIE WAOWIE!!!
sorry. my demons. anyway
alicia catching him is so good,,, sweet,,,, so sweet,,,,, ANOTHER POINT FOR ALILLOYD. again i wish the foundation for alilloyd was stronger, bc if they had established it in a better or more solid/connected way this moment would hit even harder,,, BUT NO,,, its missing impact for me simply bc alicia and lloyd do not talk/share/save each other enough. but it's so cute,,, sweet,,, this moment is nice,,, ghhh,,,, i feel heartbroken over this its bittersweet
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and off they go,,, yes,,, a queen, her boyf, and her boyf's boyf. beautiful. alicia is carrying him again hehe,,,
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off they go to get the eye of summer!! YAYYY!!! lloyd will stay alive!!! YAHOO!!! we are one step closer to beating fate and getting that happy ending,,, hold on lloyd, hold on everyone,,, it'll be over soon! if they don't get a happy ending i am going to cry and sob for forever and ever!!!! i'm serious!!!!!!!!
i genuinely had a lot of fun reading this ep the moments were all so fun and i'm very glad that things are looking up for them,,,!!! this does also worry me that there's going to be one more final obstacle before we actually get their good ending. bc now that i think abt it, getting the eye of summer does save lloyd but it doesn't stop fate,,, so,,, there might be more trouble ahead. but i'm not gonna worry about that right now!!! i'm coping!!! i'm coping.
that's all from me tho,,, i have to get back to the school grind,,, i'll see y'all next time!!!
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jeonstellate · 1 year ago
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in the dark: dusk
you ask the moon for an impossible before your inevitable marriage to an utter stranger.
๑彡 hong jisoo x afab!reader
๑彡 strangers-to-lovers!au, arranged marriage!au — angst(?), fluff
๑彡 paragraph format — 1.8K words
masterlist | in the dark: dawn
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๑彡 title is taken from bobby’s in the dark.
๑彡 this is the first half of the two-shot, in the dark. you can find the link to the next part above :]
You had always known your marriage would be arranged by your parents. In a time where marriages were used as a form alliance between clans rather than a form of union between lovers, you never dared to hope that your marriage would be bound by love.
However, that particular knowledge didn’t prevent you from craving to experience how genuine romantic love feels like.
Hence your decision to sit by a tree just behind your village long after the sun had set. You weren’t waiting for a miracle, but you’d be lying if you say you weren’t hoping for one.
Under the pale moonlight, the cloak of darkness concealed the tears that the sun could not shine upon. Under the pale moonlight, you wordlessly wish for something that can never be.
But never did you expect for the moon to answer.
"May I know the reason for your tears, my lady?" A voice, soft and careful, suddenly filled the silence of the night. Although its appearance was unexpected, it miraculously didn’t startle you — as though, somehow, you had known.
You kept facing the moon as you answer, almost as if you were conversing with her rather than whoever just arrived. "Just trivial matters."
"Perhaps so, but you obviously care about it a great deal." The presence behind you felt closer, but still remained at a respectable distance.
"But I shouldn’t," you sighed. "There are dangers in dwelling on matters that are out of my control."
"But there are also dangers in bottling your feelings in, my lady," the person gently reminded you.
Silence then engulfed the two of you — which felt comfortable despite not knowing who exactly you were conversing with. The voiced words settled between the two of you, gradually creating something that could either build or destroy any relation that might form.
"I don’t know if I should trust you with my thoughts," you thoughtfully said after a while. "I don’t know who you are."
Your companion hummed in acknowledgment, "You can think of me as a shadow, if you wish."
"Why so?"
"You cannot confirm my existence until you look at me."
You started laughing. "I can very well just turn and confirm it promptly, my lord."
"Respectfully, my lady, but I advice against it," he replied almost immediately. "Please take comfort in knowing I am a stranger that cannot judge you based on anything you do not personally share — as I will with you."
You thought his advice through. Although you were concerned about revealing too much to an utter stranger, you couldn’t deny that he had a point. You live in a small village, after all — one way or another, everyone always hear about one family’s business and discuss them freely like it’s their own.
Every family in your village has their own reputation — which ultimately decides the esteem people regard each family with. If he doesn’t know how you look like, nor what your name is, then he can’t judge you based on the reputation of your family — nor can you have the fear of tainting your family’s reputation with each information you choose to disclose.
"Perhaps you are right," you agreed after a few moments of silence. "Though I do think you should just address me as Night from here on forward."
"Wonderful. Then, you can call me Suho."
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You and Suho continued conversing the night away. Although he eventually chose to situate himself near you (after asking for consent), neither of you faced each other. You remained facing the sky, with your left arm millimeters away from the tree trunk and your back facing your village. Him, on the other hand, had his back against the tree trunk, his body facing your village, with his left arm inches away from yours.
"So what brings you in the dark like this?" Suho started the conversation after having enough of the silence.
"I wanted to make a wish to the moon," you replied eventually after pondering upon how you should indulge his inquiry.
"You must’ve wished so earnestly that tears spilled down your cheeks."
His comment earned an almost soundless chuckle from you. "On the contrary," you started, "those were desperate tears from wishing the impossible."
"I’m afraid I don’t follow, my lady," you heard him shift his position, but the sound of his voice remained in the same distance.
"My parents have found me someone to marry," you said slowly as you thought about whether or not saying so would give away your identity, "but I wanted to experience having a lover first before I’m bounded to someone I have yet to meet."
Suho, in contrast to your obvious hesitancy, was quick to react. "I can be your lover, my lady, if you will allow me."
"I beg your pardon?" You stuttered in disbelief. "You shouldn’t utter words you don’t mean, my lord."
"I do mean them," he quickly insisted.
"How can you?" You expressed your doubt, "Surely there must already be a lady waiting for you back home?"
"I assure you, my lady, you shall be my only one."
You couldn’t reply right away — not because you were thinking his reply over, but because his response made you flustered. "Then, I suppose you would not mind courting me?"
Just like he had been doing throughout the night, Suho’s response came almost immediately. "I would court you as long as you wish."
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You and Suho continued to meet with the moon being your only witness. During those nights, you would converse about anything your hearts desired. Slowly, but surely, then, you both learned parts of what composed each other’s constellations.
True to his word, Suho did court you every night that you met. He would alternate between telling you compliments, giving you flowers, writing you some poetry, or a combination of acts.
In return, to show your appreciation, you reciprocated his efforts in ways you knew how.
"Yes," you agreed out of the blue on the night of a full moon.
"Pardon?"
"Yes," you repeated, "I am now accepting you as my beau."
You and Suho had an agreement, beginning that first night when your peculiar arrangement was made. You both agreed, under no circumstances, would you try to catch a glimpse of each other’s faces. Thus, whenever you two met, you both ensured that you two were positioned in such a way that no one wouldn’t see the other’s face.
And somehow, you two still found a way to bask in each other’s warmth without breaking your agreement. "Thank you," you heard him murmur by your ear. "Thank you for trusting me."
You shook your head in denial, a smile ghosting your lips. "Thank you for coming into my life."
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The word ‘bliss’ wouldn’t be enough to describe how you felt the following nights. Suho had always been sweet, but he became even sweeter after he became your beau.
Like he had already done, Suho had brought you flowers, written you poetry, and showered you with words of affirmation. On top of all of those, he occasionally brought you handmade gifts as well.
Despite already being your significant other, Suho still went out of his way to court you — even after you told him that he could stop. He claimed that it made him happy, as it never failed to make you happy, so you just let him do what he pleased.
"Have you ever thought about children?" You asked Suho one night as you lie on his chest, facing the moon.
Even with your improved status, you and Suho came to a consensus that you should uphold your previous agreement of keeping your true identities a secret from one another. Especially with your deepening relationship, it was crucial not to display any awkwardness nor unusual behavior if ever you two meet under the sun — to keep the eagle-eyed gossipers of your village from talking.
"Well, I am now," he answered before resting his hand on your hip, by your stomach. "Why?"
You two often talked about whatever came to mind, especially if you had finished filling each other about any shareable events that happened during the day. Albeit you both had nothing against silence, you liked to spend your limited time getting to know each other instead.
"As I look into the sky, I suddenly remembered how I took inspiration from it when I was unentertained enough to think of baby names."
You heard Suho let out an intrigued sound, "Let’s hear them, then."
"Hyewol for a girl, Hyeseong for a boy," you answered nonchalantly. "I also thought Chaewol, Seonghwa, and Haneul could be good to use as well."
Suho started murmuring to himself. Despite your proximity, you still couldn’t quite catch the entirety of what he was saying. However, you could’ve sworn that you heard the names you just mentioned being mixed in.
"What are you—?"
"Just testing how the names sound with my last name," he replied as nonchalant as you were then. However, with such simple words, you couldn’t help but to feel your cheeks flush. "So, five kids?"
"I," you stopped, suddenly not trusting yourself to speak. Nevertheless, after a moment, you managed to collect yourself. "Only if it’s with you."
You both knew, with your looming engagement, that that was a future out of your reach. It was a someday that could only exist under the cloak of the moon’s light, never to be touched by the sun’s rays.
And yet, despite that, you and Suho still dared to dream.
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You knew this day would come, even before you crossed paths with Suho. In retrospect, this day was literally the reason why you met Suho in the first place. Had you not been crying that pivotal night about this particular day, you probably wouldn’t have him by your side at all.
Unfortunately, even your set up with Suho did nothing for the dreaded day.
"[First name], dear, come here for a minute," your mother called you over from your little corner with your cousins.
Today was her birthday and, to celebrate, she held a banquet in her honor — only inviting those that she truly got along with to keep the event drama-free. Not even her side of the family was in complete attendance, as some — if not most — of them clashed with one another over trivial matters.
It was your mother’s day, so you never thought it would double as the day you finally met your fiancé.
"[First name], this is Joshua," you mother started with an abnormally large smile etched on her face, "your fiancé."
You tried not to visibly freeze. As much as Suho was supposed to assist you to get ready for your married life, you weren’t ready to meet the person you were expected to spend the rest of your life with. Especially not when you already began wishing that your husband-to-be was Suho instead.
Joshua reached for your hand and kissed the back. "It’s my pleasure to be your acquaintance, my lady. I am Joshua Hong."
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ms-2hu12 · 3 months ago
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Kim Suho: it’s not like I try to blow things up, exactly. It just sort of happens. You’ve got to admit though, fire is fascinating.
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Yoo Yeonha : Listen, we’re done, we’re over! Okay?
Chae Nayun: Whatever bitch, you ain’t never gonna find no one like me.
Yoo Yeonha : Yeah, that's the point shithead!
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Yoo Yeonha , on the phone: Uh. . Hey, Kim Hajin, i uh, I’ve been stabbed.
Rachel : WHAT? WHERE ARE YOU?
Yoo Yeonha : Wait- You aren’t Kim Hajin. Sorry- I didn’t mean to call you-
Rachel : NO, WHERE ARE YOU? IM COMING THERE. IM NOT GOING TO LEAVE SOMEONE ALONE THATS BEEN STABBED.
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Chae Nayun: I’m gonna mix a can of Red Bull with seventeen shots of espresso in a fishbowl and then chug it while Kids by MGMT plays in the background so I can perceive twenty-three spatial dimensions and fight my own soul.
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Kim Suho: What state do you live in?
Rachel : I live in a state of constant anxiety.
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darl-ingfics · 7 days ago
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Cowboys Cry Too (Part 2)
Fandom: SHINee
"Sickie": Onew (vocal polyps)
Caregiver(s): SHINee
Word Count: 1,769
Notes: This one's a fictional account of the very real event of Onew actually getting vocal polyp surgery in 2014.
Part 1 (RM) | Part 3 (S.Coups) | Part 4 (Hongjoong) | Part 5 (Suho)
Jonghyun knew something was wrong while they were performing. Jinki sounded almost normal, but there was… something off about him. He sounded less sure, less confident in himself despite hitting every note perfectly. He sounded… scared? He also looked scared, tense, strained almost. That wasn’t normal. That wasn’t Onew, wasn’t Jinki.
And Jonghyun knew he wasn’t the only one who had picked up on it. Thankfully, skimming social media after the show, it appeared the Shawols hadn’t noticed. Jinki was good at that, fooling the fans. All he had to do was flash that bunny smile of his, and Shawols were done for. They didn’t know what cracks to look for in that smile. And that’s exactly how it was supposed to be. 
Still, Jonghyun was worried. And he knew that at least Kibum had noticed too from the way that the younger man kept making pointed eyes at him while they were changing post show. And he was still making eyes now that they were in the car home, and Jinki was pointedly staring at his phone instead of playing along with Minho and Taemin’s jovial nonsense in the backseat. 
Jonghyun bit his lip, wheels spinning in his head. 
When he finally met Kibum’s eyes, he could clearly read, “Well, hyung, what are we gonna do?” 
Jonghyun peeked at the backseat as they approached their dorm’s parking lot. “Can you keep them distracted?” he whispered, nodding towards Minho and Taemin. 
The younger man looked from Jonghyun over to Jinki, then to Minho and Taemin. He nodded. “Yeah.” He then held out his pinky. “But you’ll update me after?”
Jonghyun smiled as he wrapped his own pinky around Kibum’s. “Of course. I just know I have the best shot.”
“Obviously.”
As soon as the group had gotten out of the company car, Kibum announced that he was going on an ice cream run, offering for the others to join him, his treat. Taemin happily agreed, and Jonghyun played his part smoothly, asking Kibum to pick him up a specific flavor while he took advantage of first shower. Jinki declined, claiming his feet hurt too much, and insisting he didn’t want anything. There was a tension in his voice that didn’t go unnoticed, at least by Minho, and the rapper paused, studying the leader intently. Jonghyun caught his attention, shaking his head. 
Minho nodded almost imperceptibly, then agreed to go for ice cream with Kibum and Taemin, much to the latter’s delight. The three younger members took off for Kibum’s car while Jinki and Jonghyun walked back to the apartment. 
They walked to their dorm in silence, but as soon as the door closed, Jonghyun took his shot. 
“Jinki, what’s going on?” he asked, arms naturally crossing over his chest as the two of them paused to remove their shoes in the entry hall. 
“Jjong, something’s wrong.” 
Jonghyun froze. He hadn’t even tried to deny it. That was… bad. “What’s wrong?”
Jinki tapped at his throat. “Something’s wrong.” He voice caught in a contained sob, and Jonghyun immediately wrapped his arms around his friend, hugging him close. Jinki was gasping hard, not quite crying, but clearly in distress. 
“Talk to me.” Jonghyun ran a soothing hand up and down Jinki’s spine. “Explain what you’re feeling. Even if you don’t really know what it is, tell me about it.”
“I’ve had this lump in my throat for over a week now,” Jinki explained, voice strained. “It’s not sore, it doesn’t hurt, I’m not sick, I’m not coughing, I just… everything feels tense in there.” Jonghyun nodded, his hand still caressing his friend’s back. “And the performance felt… I failed everyone, Jjong…”
“You did no such thing.” Jonghyun pulled back, taking Jinki’s face in his hands, forcing the older man to look at him. He saw tears well up in Jinki’s eyes, and felt a responding prickle in the back of his own. “You were incredible on that stage tonight. I though you sounded phenomenal.”
“I didn’t though,” Jinki whispered, biting his lip to hold the tears back. “I couldn’t… I couldn’t hit all the notes…” 
“You did.” Jonghyung nodded. “I guarantee you did.”
“But it didn’t feel right!”
“Now that I can’t speak to,” Jonghyun admitted. “And if you say it felt wrong, then…”
“And my neck feels so sore, and my ears started killing me earlier today, and that’s exactly what…”
“Wait, wait, wait. Slow down. Can we take this to couch?” Jonghyun asked. Jinki nodded, a tear escaping from his left eye. Jonghyun smoothed it away before taking his friend’s hand and leading him to the couch. Once they’d collapsed onto the sofa, Jonghyun grabbed Jinki’s hand, thumb smoothing over the leader’s knuckles. “Tell me about this new pain.”
Jinki swallowed thickly. “Two days ago, my neck went stiff. Nothing else was wrong, so I figured it was just overuse, right? But an hour before we went on stage I felt this… shooting pain in my right ear…” His free hand touched said ear. “And then halfway through the stage the pain migrated to my left ear. And it’s been moving back and forth ever since.” He sniffled. “And that’s exactly what happens when you have vocal polyps…”
“Whoa! Slow down!” Jonghyun squeezed his hand. “Says who?”
“Google.”
“Stop playing Google doctor.” Jonghyun smoothed Jinki’s hair back. “You don’t have a medical degree, and neither does the internet.”
Jinki forced out a single laugh at that. “I know but… those symptoms were consistent over several websites. I’ve been feeling weird for almost two weeks now, Jjong. I think… I think I messed up my vocal chords.”
“And I’m sure that it’s not your fault, even if that’s the case,” Jonghyun replied. “You’ve been taught to sing properly from the start, so if you’ve somehow developed vocal polyps, it’s not because of your technique…”
“But isn’t it?”Jinki said, laughing again, this time bitterly. “I mean, how else do you damage your voice if not by misusing it?”
“Overusing it,” Jonghyun answered. “And we’ve all been doing that for a while now.” Jinki shrugged, sniffling back another wave of tears. Jonghyun frowned sympathetically. “I’m gonna message our manager now, get you an appointment too see someone ASAP. And I’m coming with you to that appointment.”
As Jonghyun pulled out his phone to text their manager, he noticed a message from Taemin.
Taemin: Is hyung okay????
Jonghyun couldn’t help smiling as he replied. 
Jonghyun: Yes, Tae, he’s gonna be okay.
“You don’t need to come with me,” Jinki said, biting his lip. 
“I want to,” Jonghyun insisted. “Cause you’re gonna need some lovin’ if it really is… ya know…”
“I know.” Jinki closed his eyes, took a deep breath. Jonghyun squeezed his hand as his phone buzzed with a new message:
Taemin: GOING TO?!?!?!??!?!
Somehow, Jonghyun didn’t interpret that text as a warning that the other members would be home in a matter of minutes. He and Jinki had just fallen into a comfortable silence when the door burst open, and before they realized what was happening, they were sharing a lap full of Lee Taemin. 
“Hyung! We brought you ice cream!” the maknae announced, winding his arms around the leader’s neck. “Cause Jonghyung said you weren’t okay, and ice cream makes things okay, at least temporarily.” 
Jinki stared helplessly at Jonghyun. “You said what?!”
Jonghyung rolled his eyes. “He’s misquoting me. I actually said that you were going to be okay.” He turned his attention to Kibum, eyes sharp. “I thought I told you to keep them distracted,” Jonghyun joked. 
“I tried, I really did,” Kibum retorted, crossing his arms over his chest, much like an exasperated yet infatuated father. “But he insisted we come back. And Minho had figured out something was up before we even left. That’s how Tae got tipped off in the first place.” Minho rolled his eyes. “Yeah, yeah, everything’s my fault, blah, blah, blah.”
“Hyung, what is wrong?” Taemin pulled back from snuggling Jinki to look him in the eyes. “Cause you don’t seem hurt, or sick, and I didn’t think you were dating anyone to break up with, and haven’t heard anything about your family recently so…”
“I’m alright, Minnie,” Jinki cut him off. “I was upset because I sang badly tonight…”
“You and bad singing could never belong in the same sentence, but go on,” Kibum interjected. 
“That’s kind of you to say, but I have to disagree.”
“Agree to disagree then. What else?”
“And tonight’s performance was the last in a long line of situations in which I’ve realized that something is wrong with my vocal chords,” Jinki said in a rush. He swallowed, looked up at the ceiling to keep the tears from his eyes. “My throat feels tense, my neck is sore, and my ears are aching, and those are all signs of… of polyps. Vocal polyps.” Kibum clicked his tongue, muttering to himself as he rushed out of the room. Minho sighed, moving to sit on the couch next to Jinki, hand patting his back sympathetically. “It’s not a real diagnosis or anything but…” The leader swallowed, eyes averted from his dongsaengs. His next words came out in a whisper. “I’m scared.”
Taemin threw himself around Jinki again, crushing him in a hug. Minho’s hand moved up and down his back, just as Jonghyun’s did before. Jonghyun held tight to his hand. 
“Oh, Jinki,” Minho murmured. “I’m so sorry. Why didn’t you tell us before?”
Jinki shrugged. “I didn’t want to be dramatic about it…”
“Hyung, if you’re hurting, that’s not being dramatic.” Kibum swooped in, adeptly moving Taemin and Minho back just enough for him to place a heating pad against the back of Jinki’s neck and wrapping it around his head. “You literally hound us about stubbed toes and skinned knees. I think you’re more than allowed to tell us that you feel like your ears are about to fall off.”
“I never said that,” Jinki replied, the hint of a joke in his voice. But it was somewhat hidden under the obvious wave of comfort he felt from the heat on his aching neck and ears as Kibum held the pack in place.
“You don’t have to. We know when you’re hurting,” Jonghyun said. “Maybe not as quick as you do for us but… we know you better than anyone else.” 
“And we want your happiness more than anyone else,” Minho added. 
“Except your mom,” Taemin said. “And your dad. But other than them, we’re next in line.”
“Right, buddy.” Minho ruffled Taemin’s hair affectionately. Jinki smiled. 
“I love you, guys.”
“And we love you.” 
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little-shadow-club · 20 days ago
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Because of your texts I'm obsessed with SLR... Just freaking out over your gay texts about Suho and Tiel.
Although I don't know which chapter of the novel the Manhwa is in...(Could you send more of that lovely Suhiel/Tieho dialogue?
Also, I read your Pirates Au fic.... IT WAS DELIGHTFUL TO READ
I would love to see more of your writing work.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH AND YIPEEEEE MORE SLR FANSSS, and I'm so happy you read my fic thank you SO MUCH I'm on my way to either send more or crash out because I've yaoi too close to the sun, 50/50 possibilities. Either way I'm really happy to know you enjoy Sutiel/Tieho. As for the Novel we uhhhhh Tiel doesn't exist in the novel (still it's such an amazing novel for me tho, hope the author just manifests Tiel in the future to yaoi about novel suho and him there— no seriously I KNOW the novel author's other work. I KNOW he can write that homoerotic shit while also not giving in to the 'male power fantasy must have waifu' trope LIKE OF ALL PEOPLE I TRUST WITH PLANOTIC FRIENSHIPS. IT IS DAULLLLLL. If Tiel had been in the novel I would have assended as the Yaoi Bodhisattva, that author can write God bless him every day.) and the manhwa has decided to just completely go off the rails, so he's a manhwa only character (I'd even go as far as saying someone decided to omniscient reader' it and place themselves in the story to be homoerotic foils with MC).
They haven't met in canon —kinda. As far a I remember this started first with just being funny 'haha Suho but evil' but then it spiraled from the moment someone on Reddit went "Suho is going to Miho from a dangerous situation and fall in love with him." Classic damsel in distress style, and then I re read the chapter where Tiel got rescued by Suho and I was like... Oh Oh he... he questioned why Suho save him which means he's questioning the reason of why we protect others, which is the main archetype of Suho, that he's protecting others... Upon fusing with 3rd fragment he decided to make Suho his ally, oh, oh, he thinks he can sway Suho to his side, the one person that can literally tilt the scales of war in this galactic battle. Oh he's apostle, a ruler to an extent, controlling over the living while Suho controls the dead. He's a blind follower for his creator destroying the world while Suho is reconstructing a world his father once destroyed. *Gets hit with flashbacks of Link Click, Alien Stage, Devil man Crybaby, ORV, and other shows with black and white yaoi* OH THIS HOMOTRON 3000. IVE HEARD OF THIS YAOI BAIT BEFOREEE. IVE KNOWN THIS DOOM GAYS BEFORE
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AHHHHHHH. And now I'm here. Currently on the twelfth bloc note, 4 docs, 100+ messages of brainrot on discord and 1 hour recording of the divergence plot. I have written drabbles these past 4 weeks so much you'd think it was my 2025 resolution (it is).
Anyways outside of this one shot, and the other series I posted on anon (scared moots know I'm making yet another series) I have shared a lot of my thoughts on discord since it's a more relaxed format than posting the blogs, so if you wanna share brainrot with me on Sutiel, I recommend entering @jdah 's server.
Beautiful server (tho I have been away there for a month since I got exams... in <12 hours rn. But anyways thank youuuuu so much for reading this long rant. I will be sure to post more Sutiel content as I go! (Maybe even Greek Mythology content since my next semester's studies are all about that. Same on taking notes for ceramics and Arts so I can allude to so many romantic moments for a uni AU. Or maybe A lost kingdom AU. Ghosts AU. Mythical AUs. Canon divergence where Tiel meets Suho years before. Some arranged marriages. Some Isakaid! Deserted Villain x Duke. Gosh there's a lot! I've even got some screenshots from the notes I've been taking just about everywhere ;-;.
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Vi sua postagem de que você está aceitando pedidos e quero dizer que adoro suas histórias de Sung Suho x leitor... e Lloyd Frontera x leitor
Could you write a story about Reader!Br x Reader? Like Reader has a hyperactive personality, but at certain times she has random sleep spikes
Sorry if my request was repetitive and rude, if you don't want to do it I understand
Hey @momut, Thanks for the request and always seeing my works.
Since you didn't mention specific character pairings, I'll choose for myself.
I went with a hyperactive and narcoleptic reader paired with Lloyd. Hope you enjoy it!
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I don't like it when Name dozing off.
It’s not that I think she shouldn’t sleep; honestly, she looks adorable and peaceful when she’s out. I could watch her sleeping face for ages, even if she’s drooling a bit—it's just a sign she’s getting some solid rest.
Sometimes, I wonder if I just want her to stay in that deep sleep forever.
Because when she wakes up, it’s a whole different story. She’s all smiles and laughter, bouncing around with so much energy that it makes me worry. I can’t help but feel like I need to keep an eye on her, even if it means doing it for the rest of my life.
What really gets to me is when she starts to doze off without realizing where she is. It can be in some pretty sketchy spots, and that’s when it gets dangerous.
There was this one time we were walking near a ravine, and she was so excited to see the view that she just zonked out right there, her body leaning toward the edge.
In that moment, my heart dropped, and all the old fears about my parents came rushing back. I swear I saw her tipping over in slow motion, and I was terrified I’d have to relive that nightmare if Javier hadn’t swooped in to save her.
The breath I didn’t even know I was holding finally escaped after a moment when Javier caught Rin and shot me a worried glance.
I can’t quite figure out what I see in Javier’s eyes when he looks that concerned, but my mind is solely on Rin.
When I look at her, she’s got that innocent, carefree expression as she drifts off to sleep like she always does, but this time it feels different.
Name had warned me about her unusual condition from the very beginning, even before we fell for each other. She mentioned how everyone in the village would always take her home if they found her lying around.
But since she joined me on this adventure, it was the first time she was truly in danger. When she wakes up, all she can feel is guilt for ruining the cheerful vibe between me and Javier.
And we don't blame her. AT ALL.
I called in a doctor to check on Nama after that whole situation.
I really want Name to get better from these sudden sleep episodes. Because she's the one who need it the most.
I’m not a doctor in Korea who can diagnose and treat this illness on my own. I’m just an architecture student who stumbled into this world and feels totally powerless to help her.
When the doctor checked, Name just smiles sadly at me. as if he knew my anxiety.
But sadly, the doctor told me that these sleeping issues can’t be fixed and that we just have to learn to live with them. It really scares me for her, the thought that one day she might fall asleep and never wake up again.
"Lloyd." That voice pulled me out of my chaotic thoughts. I met her gaze, which was filled with concern.
Her eyes were worried about me, even though I should be the one feeling anxious about her. She took my hand, wrapping it in her warmth. I hadn’t realized how cold my hands had gotten until I felt her heat.
"I'm sorry for always making you worry, Lloyd," she said casually, exhaling softly onto my hand as if to warm it up.
You don’t need to apologize, Name. This isn’t your fault; you can’t help how your body feels or how sleepy you get.
"No need to say sorry, Name. You always feel bad when you see me concerned about you." I gently changed the position of our hands so that I was now holding her hand.
She often appears downcast whenever she realizes that her reckless actions made me concern for her. Her fidgeting, trying to speak but only opening and closing her mouth like a fish, and not being as lively as she usually is, clearly shows that she feels the most guilty.
Doesn’t she understand that my worry comes from love? I want to be by her side always and can’t stand the thought of anything happening to her. Why doesn’t she seem to appreciate that?
"Honestly, seeing you worry about me makes me feel guilty. Your job is tough, and the villagers rely on you like you’re their hero. Am I just a trouble that holding you back?" She looked at me, tears welling up in her eyes. I had no idea how long those tears had been waiting to fall. Her voice was shaky, the remnants of her last words hanging in the air.
Why is she start to cry? Does she see things that way? Is it my fault that the love I show her isn’t clear? Does she think I’m a burden in her eyes?
Honestly in my opinion, I’ve never considered her as a burden. I’ve always been happy and content with her, I just naturally concerned if something seemed off (like when she’s falling asleep). I hate seeing her sad; all I want is for her to be smiling and joyful. That’s just how I feel because I love her, and I never thought I was holding her back.
I really don’t want to lose her so quickly. Like my parents.
"You know, Name, I get it—you can't help feeling sleepy sometimes, and I totally understand that you're unique in your own way." I said that ss I gently tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, I noticed her cheeks were flushed.
"Please don’t say I’m a little odd…" Her expression shifted, and I could see her eyes welling up, clearly uncomfortable with being different from others.
"But Rin, listen," I said, locking my eyes with hers to make my next words resonate.
"I’ve thought about what it means to love you. I’ve weighed both your strengths and your challenges before we embarked on this romantic journey."
"Lloyd, that’s not very romantic!" she pouted, her cheeks puffing out adorably.
I chose to overlook her complaint and pressed on. "Even if someone asked me right now, I would gladly embrace all your quirks as long as I get to be by your side, supporting and caring for you—that’s my way of loving you. Those little things don’t make you a burden to me."
"What if I doze off at the wrong moment again?"
"Javier will be there to save the day," I replied with a grin, proud of our dependable friend who always comes through.
Name looked at me with playful eyes, as if she was about to tease me. "You really see Javier as my babysitter, don’t you?"
"Well, he’s my personal knight, so he naturally becomes yours too."
At that, Rin burst into laughter, and I couldn’t help but join in. But after our shared moment of joy, I added, "Just promise me you won’t wander off to places where you might fall asleep unexpectedly!"
"When would I ever go somewhere like that without you, Lloyd?" she said with a cheeky grin, already knowing my response.
"Never."
The end
is it not romantic enough?
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theninthdoor · 1 year ago
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Can you do mtl with exo of who would prefer serious relationships over casual ones? Thanks a lot!!
Serious
Suho || justice & Kai || the hierophant: For both, 150% serious. I feel like Suho has always been this way, though, while for Kai this is a newer thing.
Chen || death: I mean… yeah, "'till death do us part" because he's literally married lol.
D.O. || king of pentacles: He prefers serious relationships, for sure. He always gives it his all, and expects the same kind of effort, devotion and attention back.
Xiumin || strength: He needs stability and dedication - that's what this is telling me. However, if there is enough trust between the 2 people and it's not a forever thing (and just a phase), he might give a casual relationship a shot. For him, however, it will always be a serious thing, even if the other person doesn't see it that way.
Chanyeol || nine of pentacles: Serious, but doesn't mind casual - it should evolve into something more stable and committed with time, though. Also, I think this is newer preference of his, and it definitely came with age + by seeing his closests friends settling down.
Lay || queen of wands: Lay is more into the casual relationship thing, but commitments don't scare him. I think it just depends on the person he's with.
Baekhyun || four of swords: Casual, 100%. He's not looking for the One at the moment; he likes having his own space and plenty of time to do whatever he wants, with whoever he wants.
Sehun || two of pentacles rx: I really don't think he can do serious relationships, to be honest. He just doesn't have the personality for it - either because he gets bored very easily, fears commitment or gets the ick really fast and can't stay for too long.
Casual
(Disclaimer: All readings are alleged and for entertainment purposes only. Based on current energies.)
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