#sueanne and melanie are beefing with me

[crazybiaatch]

so I found out that:

a) my religion teacher and my ancient history teacher talk about me

b) my religion teacher thinks I only talk abt unnecessary things

c) my ancient history teacher agrees with my religion teacher on the above point

I am betrayed. heartbroken. I do talk bc I'm one of the only people answering their questions in class. if I am talking to my friend it is abt the class.

one of the points my teacher loved to bring up when she told me abt this was "when I see you and (friend) looking at each others screens I know ur not doing my work" and to that I have to say: WE ARE READING EACH OTHERS NOTES

I'm not playing fnaf in class, I'm making sure I got the right dates down. I'm not planning a weekend getaway, I'm making sure I spelt the Latin right.

I already never speak in one of my classes, why are they trying to make it most of my classes?? is it not better that I show I know what we're learning? is it not better for me to discuss with my peers when my peers are discussing? WHY is the world trying to make me never speak??

also the fact that these women, both in their 60s, are sitting around talking shit abt a 17 yr old is a little bit sad. like I'm not some crazy delinquent I'm just chilling in class and they secretly meet up and share my wrongdoings. like. you have a family. a job. hobbies. why do you even have time to talk about me? go and spend time with your children, knit a sweater, or better yet give me my grades