#suddenly theyre gone and you miss the most trivial shit about them
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#today is a hard day.#my sister and mom moved out the house we had been in for roughly 7 years#we've rented as longas i've been alive (almost 21 years) and the rental company was terrible to her these last few months#trying to jack up rent. hounding her about utilities and rent when (for the last 7 years) they've always been on gomr and never EVER missed#so much has been done in that house and. i thought i would be more emotional earlier#but im crying now#i miss my dad#he died in the living room there and like how tf you gonna hound a widow#im so angry and upset right now#im looking at old pictures of all of us together and i still cant look at them without crying#i miss him so much#he should be here to say how much he hates moving#he should be here#ill pribably delete this kater but im just. upset#im just very sad rn :/#my cat is snuggling me cuz she knows#i feel terribly for my mom bc shes been doing this alone like how tf do you spend your life with someone and then#suddenly theyre gone and you miss the most trivial shit about them#i hate this#i really do.#mostly im just sad he didnt get to meet my boyfriend or hold my future babies#venting in tags#ignore pls#i still dont call my mom and sister my family bc it feels so incomplete :(#its been almost 2 years but still feels like yesterday that it happened
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