#strugglesofbeingamom

[itsokaytonottobeokay]

I've been told lately that I don't look myself and that I don't seeem myself a lot of contemplation as brought me back to tumblr I'm a mom now I wouldn't say that's crazy because it's what I wanted but I do see that I've lost sight of myself with being a mom you have to make a lot sacrafices and I'm okay with that.I'm a stay at home mom and I would like to vent but my husband thinks we should keep our stuff to ourselves so I will but I will vent about myself I'm pregnant with number two and I take care of our 12 month old I vacuum almost everyday,do the dishes twice a day,our dryer took a crap so I have to hang the clothes out on the line,I've been splitting up my work load for the whole week instead of one day because it's starting to be to much for me I pulled a muscle in my back doing 3 or 4 loads of laundry and we have a portable washer so it's small and every week I do probably 7 loads of laundry,I sweep the kitchen floor everyday it get hella dirty or little man is almost walking now just prefers to crawl it's cute me and him have lots of fun when I'm doing chores and even certain chores I have to do while he's sleeping and I try to do things for me but the second I do he wakes up I cook him breakfast,lunch,and I cook dinner for all three of us I also take the garbage out to the can then I put the can out by the curb every wednesday night I fold laundry the same day I do it or it's to late in the day and I have to stop doing it to cook dinner because it's time I try to take my little man outside everyday to have play time with him sometimes I do for myself because this house is starting to suffocate me my man works everyday to pay the bills it had been hard for a long while to find a babysitter I was going to take little mans back to the same one he went to before but there closing that daycare down which I find ridiculous then I found another daycare for september but then a family memeber contacted me and now I'll have her watch him but I've been denied for a job left and right I had a job before but I caught covid from work I had to stay out for three weeks to take care of myself and the baby caught covid so I had to take care of him while still being a little sick then I went back he started daycare and the amount of work you have to put to make sure everything is ready for daycare and I'm one of those moms who make babyfood from scratch then the daycare had me come pick him up saying he didn't seem right and they wanted me to wait 72 hours before bringing him back so I was out of work for a little while then I found out that there staff caught covid there was nothing wrong with him then someone from daycare got him sick he started throwing up one morning when I was getting him reaady and I had to call out and take him to the doctors and my work called me and let me go because my attendence was terrible and I'm like I'm doing the best I can as a parent this is bullshit you guys obvious don't give out enough sick time or pto time it's ridiculous there should be a parent time out invented for parents who have to leave for there sick kids so it's been six months without a job and my man paying the bills and nobody will hire me and I think it;s because how short I was working at my last job and I tell the people when I go for interview all that and I think that's why they don't want to hire me or call me back there's always a lot going on me and my husband are fighting constantly and I don't know what to do anymorre all I do is curl up and crying in bed in the morning then suck it in and go take care of our son but I will tell you I'm not okay and sometimes I just wish for advice but who will read this give me any? if you do I really appreciate it I need something or just someone to lift my spirits THANK YOU for reading this if you get to this point and have a lovely day seriously

[momforlife]

S C R E E N T I M E on Saturday morning is totally okay in my book!!! I know it’s a controversial issue for most parents but who ever says parenting has to be the same for everyone??? I’m a single working mom and this little one wakes up super early every morning, climbs on my bed and if he’s up, I gotta be up too!!! Monday thru Friday is the same but on a Saturday morning, this Mama needs to get just a little more sleep…. hmmmm…i gotta stop explaining myself🤔😁😁 !!!! An extra 30 minutes of sleep doesn’t hurt anyone, right??? #beingsinglemommy #noapologieshere #saturdaymorning #agreetodisagree #notperfectanditsok #momlife #singlemomandtired #itssaturday #keepingitreal #toddlerlife #lifewithatoddler #strugglesofbeingamom

[verypri015]

Cant think of another name. Haaaay! #StrugglesOfBeingAMom