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nie7027 · 2 months

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What does it mean when you have a stress dream that plays out exactly like Jackie's death dream sequence?

Literally I was surrounded by all my loved ones telling me how much they love me in that fake ass creepy cheery tone and just like Jackie I felt so happy and loved at first before it dawned on me how fake it was and how little sense it made considering all that's happened and how there were so many people who shouldn't/couldn't even be there

It was horrible and I woke up gasping for air because I was crying

#stress dream really went overkill with all the traumatic imaginery #I mean the reason why all my loved ones were reunited in the first place was because my mom had died and they were 'comforting' me #and the grief was so intense i even kept seeing her despite knowing she was dead and i was aware i was hallucinating her #which was the principal reason i was crying so much (and why i was so relieved to realize it was a dream once i managed to breath)#and then i cried fro everything else #that even in the dream i was like 'of course i knew you would be here for me during a bad time i never doubted that'#'that doesnt make up for the other thing. for what im truly mad at you'#and all those other friends who also went away and suddenly were back like nothing like years hadnt passed which pissed me off #the only one i wanted to actually talk to was her who i knew was there and had seen but the crowd didnt let me get close to her #and at some point i was back in a relationship without love where i was loved and cared but i couldnt return it #really horrible stress dream

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