Text
The world has felt blurred for weeks. Months, maybe, he wasn’t sure anymore. Whenever Bad had left and the world began to shift, when the dark had begun to crawl in from every corner, that’s when he started losing track of it all. Moments in-between were heavy. He remembers cooking with Chayanne, brushing back Tallulah’s hair, he remembers holding one of them while they cried, nudging Missa out of the kitchen with a laugh, but nothing solid strikes. He remembers Kristin’s touch, her insistence on him laying down. He knows for a fact he has been seeing Pac and Mike. His body remembers it all too, it’s weighty, there was no sickness that clings from the absence of care. He has eaten and slept and washed. He’s fine.
Nothing sticks. Everything is heavy and blurry and– it’s not particularly miserable, it’s actually rather numb. He can’t remember anything for certain. He can’t recall how long it’s been, either. He drags a hand over Tallulah’s head as she rushes out for her mother’s house and– he can’t particularly recall Robin(?) being around lately, but the thought gets swallowed in the numb, blurry mess of life. Chayanne makes something he can’t remember eating. They go somewhere he doesn’t recall. Missa says something sweet that makes it only barely past deaf ears.
Kristin says all she can hope for is that Phil gets better. Soft hands grace against his back, new scars, tracing patterns of magic. For some reason, he isn’t quite sure what she’s referring to, because it wasn’t his wings.
He missed his wings. He missed a lot of things, but flying was the one that hurt the worst. So many worlds and so many places before this, a patchwork of memories and places, and all of them was something that felt so free. He was suffocating here. He missed the sky. He missed the world outside. It’s suffocating, even through the haze. He’s drowning in it.
When the world comes back, it’s with fury, it’s with anger, boiling rage. The message reads final warning. It’s stupid. That’s the day Phil leaves. Fit meets him at the bottom. His hand is warm, both of them, in Phil’s and against his shoulder, in feathers, and they grin, they laugh. There’s a moment where it finally feels like they were winning something. It finally feels like they have the upper hand– or, no. It feels like Phil finally does.
The light in the dark for the server came in the moments Phil wasn’t there. The break-in. Their grand moment of defiance was everything, and Fit recounts it with more or less detail, and that makes Phil’s jaw ache. He was happy for them. But despite that– despite everything they did, another force came to suppress them, to make new rules, to make new demands.
This was the moment to ruin that, too. This was the time, if there ever was any time to do it. A spit in the face of the federation, condemning them for the cage they’ve locked the residents in for so long. Phil wouldn’t bow to their wish for control. So all he has is here, cobblestone, lava, water, and an old friend a little too excited, and a petty, petty wish. A petty hurt to heal a petty desire to snub it to the big ones.
He raises his camera as the lava pours. It’s beautiful. And they cast it. It’s perfect. It’s clear. They laugh. The world feels clear, for just a moment. He sends a ‘fuck you’ as his response to the warnings, the calls to cut his boy’s wings, to deprive him of the last bit of freedom he has on an island he can’t escape. It never occurs to him that maybe Chayanne wouldn’t have wanted this, but he thinks his son would have loved the mess, the disrespect, the display of defiance. He raises his camera. He takes another picture.
He can’t wait to go home. He wants to tell Chayanne. Him and Fit bid their goodbyes and escape the crime scene with matching grins.
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#of course she gets to act like nothing happenned and go play with her kid. shes so lucky. i. i dont know.#i think i kind of hate her more than i ever did. i shouldnt. im being pathetic. but i do and. fuck.#i wish i could be so fucking. careless? not having to worry about anything and jusr have fun#idle chatting#straightverse
1 note
·
View note
Text
KINDNESS IN THE AIR? WRONG BOMB ATTACK
APART OF YAOIVERSE; CANNON DIVERGENT RAMÓN ACC
5/6++ [divider]
NOTE: admins acc got deleted wauyggggs.....
WANNA KNOW MORE?
- Ramón uses he/him pronouns , and is 8 years old
- he likes flowers and bombs, and gardening and the shrek movies
- give him your money, he needs it
- papa's boy, and a pa's boy, and a
TAGS!
- garden talk - ic talk
- uwu? - ask tag
- wrench; bolts all ready - thread tag
- okay; back to bed - end of thread tag
- lunchbox - ic reblogs
- ramón has left the game - ooc
-straightverse - heavy angst/lore posts
- yuriverse - noncannon/silly pozts
FRIENDS && FAMILY !! & etc
[ 🦋 ] @spawnradio - # papa !!
[ 🦋 ] @daddestboyhalo - #pa !!
[ 🦋 ] @autismbeamsyou - dapper :D !!
[ 🦋 ] @music-among-the-amapolas - # lullah !!
[ 🦋 ] @cha-cha-cha-chayanne - # chay !!
[ 🦋 ] @cringefailabsentdad - # runaway dad !!
[ 🦋 ] @crows-father - #tío phil why do you call my papa babygirl !!
[ 🦋 ] @builderfreak - # dance gold boy dance !!
[ 🦋 ] @packedtazer - # hide !!
[ 🦋 ] @tazeredmike - # & seek !!
[ 🦋 ] @elbackflipo - # my god is it alive?
[ 🦋 ] @elwifeguy - # C tier Tía
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
[ WELL, GET! GET OUT OF HERE! ]
APART OF YAOIVERSE, CANNON DIVERGENT ROLEPLAY OF (SCU) SCHLATT
2/6+++ [pfp by winter-mornings] [divider]
NOTE:: etc etc account got deleted non cannon
NOTE 2:: Schlatt may not interact with the mortals face to face(?) For now mainly talks through tumblr or chat (you!)
FACTS ABOUT SCHLATT ;
- Uses She/It Pronouns
- Is some Kind of Ram/Demon mixed thing(?)
- Makes References to things that just don't make sense ....
TAGS ...
x [ #hello chat; how are we?] — ask tag
[bonus; (#chat demands) ] — anon asks
x [#counting sheep] — ic tag
x [#oh; hello charlie] — thread tag
x [#well; i've gotta places to be] — end of thread tag
x [#react content] — ic reblogs
x [#get the fuck out of my shop] — ooc tag
x [#straightverse] — lore/angst heavy posts
x [#yuriverse] — noncannon /silly posts
x [#sexoverse] — suggestive/nsfw posts
x [#thats a story for another time fellas] — [redacted tag]
CHARACTER TAGS
x [#mods] — interacting with a god
x [#death is natural; like guns!] — kristin ; @in-the-arms-of-death
x [#little baby! little baby god!] — foolish ; @builderfreak
x [#creation in form] mine ; @tazeredmine
x [#you should give me money] — mr beast ; @mrbeastyaoi
x [#chewtoy] — lil j ; @jesusyaoi
x [#sinners are usually winners] — lil s ; @theyaoidevil
x [#bon appetite] — quackity ; @duckduckquackity
x [#cockroach] — charlie ; @elfagflippo
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
welcome to @carmalized-apples, the canon-divergent q!pomme roleplay blog ran by @fitmc, set in the yaoiverse!
y!pomme is a young, naive little girl. she's not stupid, but... her first day with people, actual real people that wished her well, they all warned her the world was out to get her. nevertheless, she persists. (the mod does NOT know french KEKW, all french will be google-translate'd, feel free to correct me if i get something egregiously wrong!) feel free to send in asks, too! tags used include: #les archives - all in-character tumblr posts! #i went outside :D - all in-character face-to-face roleplay posts! #yaoiverse - general tag for all the rp goings-on #straightverse - general tag for all the angst-adjacent goings-on in character below the cut! (oh, and dividers by cute-sushi-roll!)
Salut! Je m'appelle Pomme! (or; my name is Pomme, if you don't know French!)
The reason for this Tumblr blog is two-prong. One, all my friends and family are on here! And two...
...well, if something ever happens to me, I want someone to know the kind of person that I was. I want them to know me!
Down below is my tagging system! - archive: good things! - archive: bad things - archive: favorite things! - archive: lessons!! - archive: asks!
ET MA FAMILLE! (or; AND MY FAMILY!)
@theducklady: canard maman (meilleur ami) ouo (duck mom (best friend)) @tueur-de-donjon: maman de dungeons :D (dungeon mom) @humanwithfourheads: MERDE PAPA >:D (SHIT DAD) @shitfactory-official: papa de machines !!! (machine dad) @frenchsasuke: o_o
More soon!! :P
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
*It's you!
[Yaoiverse roleplay blog managed by @patorucho]
[Admin only knows English/Tagalog, but will try to provide a Spanish translation]
Things to know about y!Juanaflippa:
She uses she/her pronouns, she proudly talks about being transgender
She goes by Juanaflippa, Flippa, and Juana, but she only accepts nicknames from her parents and close siblings
She's 8 years old! She's one of the tallest and eldest of the eggs
She's Columbian-Filipino, with the Admin being Filipino and wanting to have a reason to speak their native language and isms
She has a stutter and she also uses an inhaler
She's the embodiment of an Undertale fan from 2016
She's home!
Tags used:
#talkshots - text posts
#letters to someone - asks
#something for me - submissions
#revived trial + #ooc - ooc (out of character)
#signed casings - written roleplay
#empty gun - end of thread
#pulled petals - flashbacks
#reblog rounds - in character reblogs
#yaoiverse - general tag for all of yaoiverse
#yuriverse - general tag for noncanon yv events
#straightverse - general angst tag
Tags used when talking to family friends:
@elbackflipo - #my papa slime (slimecicle)
@elwifeguy - #mi mama mariana (mariana)
@duckduckquackity - #best friend's father (quackity)
@tilinsfather - #where had you gone (luzu)
[url not made] - #left with the dead (wilbur/robin)
@maximum-father - #enough for him (maximus)
@thediamondmodcart - #i know you tried (dan)
@crows-father - #deranged old man upstairs (philza)
@cringefailskeledad - #old man's wife (missa)
@builderfreak - #used to be mama's (foolish)
@constructor777 - #with the bombshelled (vegetta)
@catboyarg - #saviour within (cellbit)
@packedtazer - #fish alongside his cage (pac)
@tazeredmike - #his brother used to sing him songs (mike)
@felpsederation - #buried but found (felps)
@birdcage-island - #mother from another brother (jaiden)
@psicologoier - #you didn't have to cry (roier)
@daddestboyhalo - #soul full of kindness (badboyhalo)
@spawnradio - #late evening comfort (fit)
@cringefailabsentdad - #gone and nearly forgotten (spreen)
@humanwithfourheads - #the best of interest (antoine)
@tueur-de-donjon - #what would you fight for (etoiles)
@theducklady - #open arms open wings (baghera)
@shitfactory-official - #just enough for her (pierre)
@frenchsasuke - #similar escapism (kameto)
Tags used when talking to my siblings:
@bulletflipped - #to live and to breathe
@witheredlilacs - #my best friend (tilin)
@yaaay-propellerhat - #here for you always here for you now (trump)
@bobby-el-mas-chingon - #grew up for us (bobby)
@explorar-curiosity-e-opportunity - #rival kicker (richarlyson)
@cha-cha-cha-chayanne - #better than his old man (chayanne)
@autismbeamsyou - #playdate soon (dapper)
@music-among-the-amapolas - #mini musician (tallulah)
@carmalized-apples - #candied wings (pomme)
@goo-amalgamation - #good for you (gegg)
@egg-a1 - #welcome to the family (a1)
Tags used when talking to the island:
@thecensusbureau - #census captivity (cucurucho)
@quesadillaislandofficial - #stuck with us (duckling/jeremy)
@thefederation - #behind the strings (federation)
@jesusyaoi - #i should've seen you there (lil j)
@theyaoidevil - #i would've seen you there (lil s)
*Despite everything it's still you.
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
Canon divergent roleplay blog - formerly run by @screamingsquamousthings, now run by @its-karkalicious-baby
Info
in universe blog runner is named Jeremy (he/him)
he was part of the former group of island residents, and is the only one left
really does not like Cucurucho
has a soft spot for the dead eggs
his favorite kind of ice cream is strawberry
Tags
ooc - #firewall down
jeremy speaking - #they are watching
normal rp - #yaoiverse
angsty rp - #straightverse
non canon - #yuriverse
asks - #contact support
interactions with other residents - #human resources
daily announcements - #daily announcements
end of rp thread - #fin.
User tags
residents:
@elfagflippo - #resident cs (Charlie)
@builderfreak - #resident fg (Foolish)
@crows-father - #resident pm (Philza)
@catboyarg - #resident cb (Cellbit)
@cringefailskeledad - #resident ms (Missa)
@daddestboyhalo - #resident bbh (Badboyhalo)
@love-youforever - #resident fv (Forever)
@maximum-father - #resident mx (Maximus)
@quackity-y-elquackity - #resident qk (Quackity)
@the-bird-behind-the-slaughter - #resident ja (Jaiden)
@spawnradio - #resident fmc
eggs:
@music-among-the-amapolas - #egg flute
@autismbeamsyou - #egg tophat
@bulletflips - #egg glasses
@bobby-el-mas-chingon - #egg overalls
@cha-cha-cha-chayanne - #egg floatie
@yaaay-propellerhat - #egg propeller
@witheredlilacs - #egg ribbon
@footballpigeon - #egg jersey
@goo-amalgamation - #UNREGISTERED
other:
@thecensusbureau - #the bureau
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
i think im going fucking insane
#i dont know i think im fine and ive accepted it then im fucking bawling my eyes out and the next im ruining everything for no fucking reason#god. its fine. most people would be the same in my situation yeah? its normal. i just need to. i dont know what.#fuck fuck fuck. i. i dont care.#he will still love me he will he will he will. he is so patient and kind and caring and i love him and he will always love me too#idle chatting#straightverse
1 note
·
View note