#stopthefeeling

[renamusing]

get to know me tag

tagged by @reuenthals who is always a joy to see back on my dash and anywhere really <3

rules: answer + tag 9 people you want to get to know better and/or catch up with

favorite color: don't really have one but i recently got a pair of earrings made of lapis lazuli stone and their blue is so so beautiful

last song: human nature - madonna

currently reading: the word for world is forest by ursula le guin

currently watching: all my shows are over/between seasons so rn im only watching house of the dragon ahoop!

currently craving: the pistachio ice-cream from my favorite gelato place so i can withstand the horrors (summer temperatures)

coffee or tea: no preference, i drink both daily

any hobby you'd like to try?: i want to get back into exercising regularly and painting but just finding the time to do my main hobby (writing) has been such a bitch. i will do it all... eventually... when i'm done with bg3

any discipline you'll follow during the Olympics?: i always watch the gymnastics (bc i used to practice when i was young), most of the athletics (everyone in the family practiced it at some point), a bit of swimming and diving and a few volleyball matches

any AU/Alternate Universe you've been plotting for?: legit have the next 5-8 chapters of my zombie fic completely outlined but i keep forgetting to put it all on paper, but tbh im still so burnt out from writing earlier this year that im glad most of my mind is a blank. im still recharging

tagging: @commiehilfiger @thelovetheystole @sugdenlovesdingle @lotesseflower @stopthefeeling @unstill @scrungus @wellwaterhysteria @runandhideguys

[stopthefeeling]

varadasethus (fka spydocyaz) has become stopthefeeling

New URL about 5 minutes since I changed it last, yay!

The new look is in honour of the song I'm obsessing over at the moment and honestly I'm shocked this wasn't taken but the point isn't the specific url. It's the old one, or the old ones.

I guess you could say I stopped the feeling I got when watching Doctor Who. Don't get me wrong, I still fucking adore the show, an 18 year love doesn't just go away, but I'm not vibing with the new series, and I'm totally disinterested in what the future holds. I didn't watch this week's episode and I didn't miss it at all. I doubt I'll watch next week's either.

It's always been my favourite show and my safe space but I don't think I'm the target audience for this era. The frame by frame rehash of rtd's first era, bringing back Murray Gold and Steven Moffat, the whole debacle of last year... it's not what I want. I love his first era but I'm not interested in a drive by of his greatest hits redone nor am I interested in plots following up on The Giggle (I'd like to pretend that episode didn't happen thank you very much). I love Ncuti but he's not even been enough to make me love the show. I've tried really hard to give this era a shot and it's not worked. So, it feels disingenuous to keep a url to a show I no longer want to watch.

I hope it doesn't last, I honestly do, because I've loved the show for 18 years and I think Ncuti (and Varada) are so interesting and I want to follow what they do. Just... not right now.

I know most of you probably won't care since I'm not the most regular doctor who poster anyway, but I owe it to myself to draw this line in the sand and explain my rebrand.

[proud-bijuterii-si-arta-blog]

🗻 Doar imagineaza-ti!  🗻 🗻

www.bijuteriisiarta.ro

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ru0K8uYEZWw

[noonamuflihana]

Anyone feel the same? 👆 📷in frame : @noyooy #fixyourheart #bebrave #noneedtobenervous #wordsoftheday #intext #noonamuflihana #noyooy #stopthefeeling

[scribbles-on-notebook-paper]

Sing me to sleep

It's two am on a Sunday. I'm in my bed and you're in yours- sleeping because you have work tomorrow. Sleep doesn't find me- I have you to wonder about. I let my mind follow long lost tangents in the early morning. I find myself searching the internet "Female Monologues About Love," so I can express the insomnia that drips from my veins. I hate love. I'm not sure I've ever known what love is, besides the adoration I feel in my heart for my parents. And the puppy I was promised. This. This right here is not love. Love would let me sleep soundly, with a warmth in my front temporal lobe and a slight tingle in my metatarsals. Did I spell metatarsals correctly? I lack the feeling of love for you, but dare I say, I wish I could. I wish we could be enough for each other. But wishes are fickle, something to be sung over a well...and we both use city plumbing.

We can still sing together. I'll still think about you.

Damn.

All my love,

I-wish-we-were-22-and-24-and-not-15-and-17-because-maybe-then

we would have a fighting chance

[futuristicallyandrogynousface]

Me, looking for comfort after watching Logan.

[cruciothelights]

stopthefeeling replied to your audio post: For the Anon who asked me to sing I just did this...

holy fucking wow! your voice still sounds amazing, i miss you sydney fairy buddy!

LIV THANK YOU MADARLING. Hahah will always remember that epic trip through Paddy's markets. WE GOTS TO GO BACK TO SYDNEY TOGEVER ONE DAY!

[scribbles-on-notebook-paper]

Accidentally

It just so happens that I love you. But you love her I think. But you're all the way across the sea. Do I love you? For the sake of my heart, I hope I don't. ~but I just might