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2:57 am-
he was a man of power. a man of influence. someone who you knew you shouldn't be messing around with. izana kurokawa. the name alone left tingles down your spine and not the kind you would expect. they called him the king- which you thought 'how cocky'- in your mind as he came walking through your door way when you noticed the half drawn look across his eyes. " everything alright, darling? " you asked him wide-eyed with your hands already across his shoulders massaging him when you heard him start to groan into your neck. " yea- everything alright.. uhh- can't take. no. more. " he said as he always did while he began undressing you. complaining about toman to his girl was just what izana needed most days for sometimes hours on end. but today was not one of those days.
his hands were rough from tough jobs over the years of climbing his way to top executive of the toman foundation. pulling on your ass and quickly finding his desperate fingers between your panties, izana kissed into you without a second thought. he was rarely home until very late in the evenings and could not help but feel a flutter in his chest whenever he noticed the lights from your main room still glowing from the street pulling up to the small condo that you rent. the instant his tongue made its way inside of you- it felt like honey was dripping inside your mouth. he was so damn sweet- there wasn't much more you could take. grabbing him by the collar you pushed him off of you- thoughtfully as you helped him by guiding his weary body to the living room loveseat, where you placed your body on his resting your thick hips on top of his gaining his full attention and his little ones as well. "mm.. babe-' " ssh-' you put your finger over his lips for him to better understand. in the heat of the moment seeing him donned in black luxury in his work suit from head to toe, your body ran hot with need and his body was what you desire more than anything else. his pretty eyes danced when they saw how horrible your face was begging, pleading for him to be inside of you already. " hm, such a needy- girl i have. gotta give her what she expects or else.."
" or else what, zana?" that was it. challenge accepted- izana grabbed your head and gently by the back of the neck he flipped you over onto the sofa to see your innocent reaction to his startlement. " now what was that for!?' lips pouting- you looked at him for an answer and instead were met with his charming smile. " you're mine baby- gotta remind you of that now, do i? ' he said as he twisted his length of his fingertips deep into your aching mess. " ah- mm..!' you could barely breathe let alone mumble beneath what he was doing. " i can't hear you my love-' hearing his husky sultry voice had you crying out in agony. " ah- zanaa!' fuck don't stop! " but as soon as you replied he took out his fingers. leaving your mind a wreck and shivering from the small stimulating foreplay he was giving you knew that you had to have him-
you watched as he unbuckled his pants and removed his belt flawlessly- so much so you'd think he practiced it. his cock bounced out from his boxers instantly from the weight of how heavy he was- watching while his girth anxiously waiting to please your dripping pussy drenched in your own juices running out of patience but awaiting him ever so timidly. his hands stroking himself left you mesmerized and he had to snap at your attention twice to get you to look at his direction when he tried calling your name to shift up a bit. " you can be cute, sometimes y/n .' "oh, sometimes?' you said towards him amused knowing full well it was more than that. "yea.' he had said, leaning into your face hovering over you with his arms around your head and his warm breathe trickling down, tracing all over your cheeks. " but right now you're not cute. -you're sexy af.'
reaching his one hand finding itself deciding needily to toy at your breast and the other hand in between your lips beneath your skirt- the only remaining clothing he allowed you to wear on your skin. the under garments you adorned were the last thing to go as he watched as your flawless skin with its pearly luster underneath him shining with so much beauty he thought surely he would be exposed- that you notice the extra excitement he had in his smile with how you had him feeling this evening. getting lost at sea from his love, as usual- started to take over until you found your way back to the surface. " baby, please.' you gave him your most pathetic glance and he couldn't help but chuckle at your adorable little face. " of course- my darling. ill give it to you right away.' -
pressing his heat inside of you his body tensed when he felt how tight you swallowed his cock desperately, in turn. " hold up- babe. gotta help you a bit-' diving beneath your legs his tongue dragging lazily across your clit causing you to erupt in sheer pleasure, all you do was could weakly moan when he tried his best to release some of your tension near your wet walls with his mouth. jerking his soft tongue in and out of your folds he had you reeling- unable to take anymore of his ecstasy as you brought his face to meet yours in a kiss drunken off of your own juices.
his cock throbbing at this point found its way back in you, this time a lot more careful to get in with ease. he saw as relief came over your expression when he went and hit your cervix without trying. " good girl- alwys such my good girl for me-' he said almost to himself chanting from how good he had been delivered. "want you to take it all, sweetheart.' he breathed lightly as he spoke quitely while pounding himself into you- endlessly and you loved every second of it. " yes- zana.. ah! please!' " tell me what you want, baby.' he quipped with a smirk that could catch flies. "wan- cum bab- want all of you.. uh- ah!' you cried as he majestically made your insides sing with joy. for what it was worth- izana was your beloved. more than anyone could say or scare you into even thinking. he had his way with you - one that no one else did. this man was the embodiment of your existence and you'd be more than happily do whatever it was he asked of you. no matter- what the request.
as he neared toward his on-going climax, he noticed your fucked out face staring up at him so intimately and precious that he had to hide himself pulling you in close, with his face inside your neck to cover the way the his cheeks grew crimson in anticipation of your release. izana loved to see you cum more than anything- it was a treasure of his that only he knew of. he wanted to make sure he was staring into your eyes the moment of impact when then- he lost it. staring at you normally was enough to get his boner on- full well but having you looking at him as an irl ahegao made his dick empty itself inside your pussy.
" zana- yes!' mmh- ' you whined. " ohmg-d' tears streaming down your face words barely audible as you were entranced by his lavender gaze as he poured the remnants of himself in you. " take it all baby- every drop for you.' squirming in pleasure you found his hand and grabbed it firmly between your legs, riding out your orgasm. his vision met yours as you both fixated yourselves on eachother. turning slightly, you went to grab onto the mattress when you felt his hand on your back tracing small circles on your skin with his thumb.
" -who said i was done w you, love?' you stared at your man. knowing this was going to be a long night. -🌙
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Where the Sand Meets the Sky: Lost and Found is up!
This chapter took a while, mostly because, as much as I love Bronco the Kid, I hate writing him even more. But anyways! Athenas continues to hunt her quarry, but finds herself with an unexpected addition along the way. Logan...does not know how to handle her.
Find the fic on Ao3 here or read the full chapter below :)
Athenas guides her mount slowly along the railroad, shrinking back into the saddle when she spots Unsuur just ahead on the same path. His hair shines just a little brighter in the early morning sunlight, and he's chosen to wear his best uniform with the fewest patches around the elbows. He moves with a signature stride, a rhythm to his steps that lets her know that, despite everything going on, he's still content.
Sure, Logan destroyed the water tower, but Athenas and Mi-an fixed it. Sure, Sandrock is still beset by constant, unyielding sandstorms, but the Little Woods is a big step in the right direction. Other than the recent melancholy twinge lodged firmly in his heart, why shouldn't he be optimistic?
Annoyed, Athenas pulls her mount to a stop, debating whether it would be better to speed right past the lawman or make the trip together and hopefully have a chance to walk things over. Admittedly, the idea of facing Unsuur frays at her nerves more than any monster or bandit could, tugging at her with cold-laced dread, but she's avoided him for long enough. With a sigh, Athenas nudges her mount toward the man, carefully dismounting to take the horse by the reins and walk alongside him, all the while hoping he won't notice the tremor in her hands and the anxious furrow in her brow.
Unsuur notices, of course. Even without years of observation training, he would always notice the smallest details about her. From the dark circles plaguing her eyes to the odd movement of her hips as she attempts to walk without limping. He can see the guilt she carries in the low slump of her shoulders, in her darkened eyes that dart around to look at everything, anything but his face. She fidgets nervously with her fingers, the same fingers that had tangled in his hair and pulled him close for one blissful moment so many weeks ago. Those same hands had hurriedly shoved an entire pot of stew into his arms, shaking as they pushed him through the front door and out into the chilly, empty night.
Athenas takes a deep breath, steeling herself as Unsuur walks silently next to her. “I um, well I-,” she begins, wracking her brain for the right words - the perfect words - to make all of this go away like some magic spell. But despite the monstrous animals wandering the desert around them, despite her own mutated body, there is no magic to take back time, no miracle to erase her mistakes now. Damming up the stream of self-pity, Athenas finally says what she means. “I'm so sorry Unsuur, about before. I got carried away with things when I shouldn't have, and I promise I won't ever hurt you like that again. It was wrong then. It's wrong now, and you deserve so so much better than that.” She pauses, scratching at the back of her head. “I uh, I realized that I have a tendency to let my emotions guide my decisions...so, trying to work on that now.” Out of habit, she reaches out for his hand, clasping his fingers gently. Unsuur stops, his whole body tensing before he untangles himself from her grasp.
He turns slowly to hold her trembling gaze with his own. She chews at her lips, and he can feel the soft, ghosting memory of them, a warm, plush touch that had sent shivers down his spine. And in an instant more, she feels only like a stab of cold dread to the chest, a slashing hurt that coils and twists in his gut, a warning. And yet...
“Athenas, I forgave you a while ago,” he begins slowly, carefully reading the conflict between disbelief and sheer relief in her eyes before he continues. “I used to look at you and go 'whoa' 'cause you're so cool and good at building. But now...now I still look at you and go 'whoa' but then I also feel hurt because of what you did.” His voice is steady, but softer than usual.
Athenas' face falls, but she nods along in agreement as he continues.
“It's hard, being best friends with someone who hurt you. I think I'm beginning to really understand why that stone is called painite now. Sure, there's nothing else in the world like it, but that also means there's nothing else in the world that can hurt you the same.” He pauses for a moment, worrying at his own lip in a surprisingly overt gesture. “For now, I'd really appreciate it if we could just be best friends from a distance, at least until it doesn't hurt to just look at you....is that okay?” He glances at her, a glint of anxiety hanging in his cobalt eyes, almost as if he feels guilty for even asking.
Athenas struggles to swallow the lump in her throat, to calm the indignant anger pooling in her belly, but responds with a solemn nod.
“Space...” she mutters. “Yeah, okay. I can make some space.”
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Space is surprisingly difficult to make when stuck in a cave tunnel with the person whose heart you've broken, even more so when your life is in their hands. Even now, as the Civil Corps is beset by feral hyenas blocking the path to finally catching Logan once and for all, Unsuur takes care to fight from Athenas' left side, covering her blind spot with a steely defense. For all the futility of the gesture, warmth still spreads through Athenas' chest and relief still lightens her shoulders. She whispers a silent word of thanks to whichever cosmic force might be listening before she dives back into the fight, letting her momentum carry her as she pirouettes and slashes her way through the tunnel.
As the group draws closer, Athenas' can begin to make out the echo of a low voice. It's a slow drawl - that signature Sandrock lilt - drifting through the damp air of the cave, gently bobbing across the uneven walls and fading into a soft bass. She's not close enough to make out the exact words, but his tone is sharp and impatient, a threat. Logan. Athenas shudders, a giddy tremor bubbling in her chest and red film swimming at the edges of her vision with the anticipation of the fight. It's been a long while since the shipwreck ruins, and sparring with the Civil Corps isn't quite the challenge it used to be. Even Pen has begun to lose his luster, only redeemed by the power of his... space punch. He's so fucking cringey.. her train of thought begins to drift.
Her eyes narrow, reality coming back into focus as the voices start to grow clearer, coming slowly to a stop to listen in. She recognizes Logan's voice first. “We have ways of making you talk...”
“Yeah! We have ways!” It's a young voice that cuts through the bandit's pause, high-pitched and energetic, a boy?
Before Athenas can give the boy too much thought, Matilda cries out. “Please!” she begs. “I don't know anything!” Athenas' head jerks straight toward the sound, but Justice quickly signals to her and Unsuur. Hold. As the trio continues to listen to the interrogation, Athenas' blood begins to pound in her ears, quickening to a whining ring as Matilda screams.
“Weapons hot!” Justice orders, jumping to his feet. “Let's do this!”
Quickly, the group rushes into the next room, preparing themselves for the gruesome scene sure to greet them...
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Is that a fucking feather?! Athenas' brain short-circuits at the sight of a small boy - no more than ten - with messy blond hair and a tattered red cape excitedly brandishing a feather at the bound Minister. Other than the intense embarrassment of being tickled so viciously, Matilda seems surprisingly okay, with no visible injuries that Athenas can make out from this distance. Logan's voice draws the builder's attention back to the more pressing issue in front of her.
“You sure you got enough folks to bring me in?” The bandit steps forward with his challenge, his steely eyes betraying nothing behind the roughly hemmed bandana masking his features. It's true that the Civil Corps had dwindled in numbers over the years of Justice's tenure as sheriff. After all, who else would stand and fight to their last for some dried up oasis? But coming from someone who had grown up in Sandrock, only to then turn and betray it, to turn and betray his friends - the jab cuts deep.
Athenas holds back, taking her cues from the sheriff despite the boiling in her blood screaming at her, pleading with her to leap forward and tear the man's throat out. We need him alive, she reminds herself sharply, a quick command to silence that part of her that would chew him up and spit him out with glee. Her knuckles are stark white with strain as she grips her spear tightly in her hands, and Logan is not so far away as to miss the extreme dilation of her pupils, the excited flush to her cheeks, the gobs of hyena viscera glistening across her forearms. A shadow of wariness slips across his eyes as he realizes that the Civil Corps may have actually come prepared this time, all thanks to the scarred, short woman currently frothing at the mouth across from him.
The sheriff cocks his head to the side, glancing back at his team uncertainly. “Y... I mean, yeah, pretty sure!” he responds, and Logan needs no further urging, rushing in to slash at the lawman with his daggers. But for all his insecurities and self-doubt, Justice is quick, dodging to the side to avoid the blow. Not one to be outdone, Justice responds with a heavy swing of his hammer. But Logan knows his friend all too well and quickly leaps backward, giving Athenas the perfect opportunity to move in. She lunges forward, letting her new brace hold her weight as she aims a quick jab straight at the bandit's face. Logan almost misses the parry, swearing under his breath at her unexpected speed. As Athenas' spear is knocked to the side, her heart thrums with an excitement that sends sparks dancing down her spine. Logan is quick with his counter, bringing both of his daggers down hard across the length of Athenas' raised spear. For a moment, neither fighter moves, locked in the exhilarating embrace of their mutual challenge. Athenas can't help the smile spreading across her face as her breathing grows heavy, each exhale almost a growl as she pushes back against her opponent. Lightning shoots down her spine as Logan's stance gives out – ever so slightly – under her pressure. His boots slide across the gravel floor as she continues to push against him. Logan holds his stance as best he can, unsure of Athenas' end goal but still grasped tightly in her mismatched gaze like a fly caught in a web.
“Well,” Logan grunts, suddenly shifting tactics with an appreciative once-over of her form. “You've certainly healed up nicely.” His navy eyes wrinkle with a smug grin as her brows furrow in confusion and sanity washes back across her features for a moment. In response, Athenas shifts her spear to the side and uses the momentum to carry her around Logan's flank. Quickly planting herself, she swings the steel-tipped blade across his back, but only slashes through the leather of his vest as he pitches forward. The two combatants quickly right themselves, slowly circling one another, gazes locked as they each probe the other for weakness.
Athenas can't control the dry laugh that escapes her. “How ironic that my life was saved by the very same bandit now at the business end of my spear,” she comments. Going for the throat, she adds, “Y'know, I almost started to think you were one of the good ones.”
Logan's eyes darken at that, his shoulders sagging for a moment in a way Athenas could almost, almost take as an admission of defeat. To her surprise – and glee – Logan recovers quickly, returning to the fight with renewed zeal as he lunges toward her her blind side. Athenas swears, swinging wildly and hoping for the best, but luck is not with her. Before she can spin to face him, she feels the bite of cold steel against her throat, hears Logan's low rumbling laugh against her ear. The feel of his warm breath against her skin raises the hair on the back of her neck and sends goosebumps pebbling down her arms.
Trying to ignore the distracting heat of her pressed up against his chest, the bandit murmurs to her, “Y'know, I think I preferred you in your pjs darl- OOF!” A well-placed elbow to the solar plexus gives Athenas the opening she needs to duck the man's grip. Spinning quickly, Athenas smacks him across the chin with the butt of her spear, unable to hold back her delighted giggle at the heavy thwack of wood on bone and Logan's resulting groan of shock and pain. A thrill runs down her spine as her steaming blood threatens to overwhelm her entirely.
Standing to the side, Sandrock's Civil Corps watches the combatants with awe, struggling to keep up with the speed of the fight.
“Uh, sir,” Unsuur begins, sword gripped tightly at his side. “Shouldn't we step in and help Athenas?” He eyes her short form nervously, wincing at each blow she takes in spite of his own confidence in her skill. Justice blinks, finally tearing his eyes away from the spectacle unfolding before them.
“Oh, uh right!” The sheriff agrees as he hefts his hammer once more. “Let's get in there and take Logan out, once and for all!”
The two men separate and charge forward, taking care to avoid Athenas' wildly swinging spear as they step around to flank the bandit. Logan spots the cavalry coming up behind her and leaps backward, putting as much space as he can between them. Before the Civil Corps can move in, a familiar arrogant voice calls out from above.
“SUH SUH SUH SUH SPACE PUNCH!” The Protector of Sandrock crashes to the ground with incredible force, sending thunderous waves rolling out across the gravel-covered floor.
Logan quickly rolls to the side, narrowly avoiding the heavy impact from the attack. Athenas isn't so lucky, and the aftershocks send her tumbling to the ground with a curse laden shout. But the Pen is quite agile for someone of his size, bouncing back immediately and taking a free swing at Logan's face. The bandit stumbles back, nearly falling to his knees with a groan. With a shake of his head, Logan pushes back to his feet and gives Matilda a shove, sending the round table rolling down further into the cave. The woman yelps as she finds herself cartwheeling into the dingy darkness.
Logan grabs the young boy by the collar and barks out a quick order, sprinting away in the opposite direction. Athenas glances back and forth between the two routes, only committing to follow Logan once Pen rushes off for the minister. Ignoring the waves of pain shooting through her braced leg, Athenas rushes to catch up with the Civil Corps. Just wait 'til we get back to town, Pen.
The trio arrives just in time to see Haru blow up the entrance to the gang's escape tunnel, helpless to stop the men as they make their getaway. Justice kicks at the fallen boulders, swearing in frustration. “Damnit Logan!” Taking a deep breath, the sheriff slowly collects himself.
“Let's get back to the Minister, then,” he finally sighs.
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“THAT WAS AWESOME!” Andy finally cries once the bandits make it a safe distance from the town. His hands gesture wildly in the air as he continues. “You were all like 'you puny Civil Corps fellas really think you can take me in?'! But then that builder showed up! I ain't never seen someone swing a spear that fast! Oh,” the boy pauses, scratching at the back of his head. “My bad Logan... But that fight had even my bandit heart poundin'! And then when Pen came in with that Space Punch! I mean-”
“Yeah,” Logan mutters, his gaze distant as he rubs gently at his bruised jaw, no longer following Andy's ecstatic rambling. With the fight still fresh in his mind, Logan's thoughts drift back to the wild builder. She's better than he had expected, quick and efficient with no wasted motion. Aside from all the unsettling laughter, she's a surprisingly technical fighter, not at all what he had expected. A twinge of embarrassment sends a flush to his face as he recalls the fight, the wicked glint in her eye as she pushed him backward, a glint that had, at his words, shifted to something different - almost disappointment - even as she swung that spear straight at his jaw with brutal accuracy. As to the question of why Logan had thought saying something like that would benefit anyone, even the bandit himself comes up short. It had just... seemed like a good idea at the time. Shaking his head, Logan turns his attention back to the boy currently poking him in the shoulder, but Andy cuts him off before he can begin.
“You've been actin' real strange-like since we escaped that cave, Logan. You sure that builder didn't clock ya too hard back there?” The boy's brows knit together in stern disapproval as he glares the bandit down.
“I'm fine,” Logan responds, but Andy remains unconvinced, crossing his arms across his chest as he holds his stare. “Trust me kiddo,” he reassures the boy with a quick pat on the head. “Just...got a lot on my mind after all that. But hey, we're almost back home now. How's about we do some grillin' an'... I dunno, try to come up with a new bomb design for Haru?”
Andy flashes an unsettlingly familiar grin before nodding his approval, settling back into place on the saddle. He's definitely got a design in mind, but he's not sure it's something he should take to Haru.
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Athenas sighs to herself in relief as she reclines on her bench swing, gently puffing on her handmade wooden pipe. The bright Sandrock sun is just beginning to peek out over the horizon, bathing the desert in a warm orange glow. Delicate rays of light dance along the early morning dew, refracting across the masses of yakthorn and sandberries in an orchestra of glittering radiance. A thin trail of smoke drifts upward from the pipe, twirling lazily in the still air. Athenas pulls her feet up and leans back, closing her eyes as a wave of relaxation rolls through her body, loosening her sore muscles and quieting the pain in her knee. She whispers a silent word of thanks into the empty air. To God? The Light? She's not sure what cosmic entity is truly responsible, but she's grateful for the peaceful sunrise regardless.
But, as Unsuur had once told her, “Nothing good lasts forever,” and Athenas grimaces as she hears an unfamiliar knock on the gate behind her. She quickly dumps out the contents of the pipe before pulling her robe tightly around herself and heading toward the front of the yard. She quirks an eyebrow as she nears the fence. Peeking over the top of the white wood is a mess of curly hair, just as bright and orange as the sandy dawn now rising behind her. As she steps closer, Athenas recalls the photo of the “specialist” Mayor Trudy had shown everyone at the fireside chat the night before.
Catfish? She asks herself as she finally gets a good view of the bounty hunter waiting just on the other side. The Bronco she had seen in the photo was obviously an older man, with his tired lined eyes, bulging nose, and a complexion just beginning to bloom with liver spots. But the Bronco standing before her now? His skin is smooth and surprisingly pale, eyes bright and focused behind a weathered pair of glasses, the only indicator of age that Athenas can truly make out.
Before she can greet him, the bounty hunter addresses her with an undoubtedly local accent.
“Howdy there, partner,” his voice is unnecessarily gruff, as though he might be forcing it down an octave or two, but there's something familiar in his tone that Athenas can't shake. “You the Builder 'round these parts?”
When Athenas nods skeptically, he continues. “The name's Bronco. Bronco the Kid. I'm here by request of your Mayor to track down those handsome devils that are giving y'all such a headache, and I'm gonna need your help to do it.”
Athenas blinks. “Handsome...devils?”
At her question, Bronco shuffles his feet, clearly uncomfortable. “Er, well, yes,” he explains. “I couldn't help but notice from the wanted posters I seen that the bandits y'all are goin' up against are particularly good looking.” Athenas can't help a resigned shrug of agreement at that. She does still have one working eye after all. The bounty hunter nods with her as he carries on with his speech. “Not that I'm gonna let that get in the way of my work er nothin'...”
“In any case, what I'm gonna need from you is a Super Shock Shield!” The short man perks back up, trying to recover his scraps of dignity as he rambles on about...something.
“Well, why do you need the shield?” Athenas interrupts, trying to suppress a soft chuckle at the - man's? Child's? - the guy's antics.
“What for?” Bronco looks confused, clearly unprepared for the question. “To aid me in the capture of these handsome devils, of course. Did you even need to ask? Anyway, I've already gone to the trouble of having that uppity science feller design somethin' for you to work with; so here you go.”
“The sooner you get it done, the sooner I can go after those dashing rogues! Curse them, and their ravishing good looks! So long, workshop ownin'... Builder-type person!” Bronco flashes her a quick wave before jogging back toward town, his gait something of an awkward waddle.
Ravishing...good looks... Athenas thinks to herself as she wanders into her house. I'm too high for this.
Studying the diagram as she walks through the door, Athenas quickly finds herself stumbling over a recently moved coffee table that used to be a rug. Swearing, she catches herself with her cane and rubs at what is not the first of many table-induced bruises on her shin. Despite the momentary distraction, her gaze refocuses on the diagram - if it could even be called that - held loosely in her hand. The lines are jagged and imprecise, clearly crafted by an unskilled hand, and the whole thing seems to have been drawn in some kind of crayon or marker.
As suspicion bubbles away in her mind, Athenas slowly makes her way up the newly constructed stairs to get dressed and go investigate.
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“Well then, 'And-aaaaah,' got anything to say for yourself?” The laughter in Justice's voice is difficult to conceal as he approaches the fallen bandit, now wig-less and exposed for his schemes.
Andy growls in response to the question, “I would've gotten away with it, if it weren't for you meddling adults and this builder, too!”
Justice only shakes his head, exasperated. “Shucks. Well, Mayor, what are we gonna do with him? I mean we can't throw a kid in the clink...”
“Yeah,” Unsuur agrees. “He'd slip right out through the bars.”
Athenas snorts at the comment, drawing a quick glare from the sheriff before he turns back to his deputy-in-training. “What!? No, for moral reasons, man! We gotta deprogram this kid, he's been bandit-washed!”
Still coming down from her high, Athenas tunes out the silly back and forth between Andy and Justice, musing on the whole situation. For a moment, Andy's gaze meets hers and she freezes. Despite his aggressive front, his eyes are wide and trembling, shaky fists clenched tightly at his sides. Even as he spits and hisses at the sheriff, his gaze darts around, searching for escape. Athenas grits her teeth, recalling her first interactions in town with Unsuur and Qi, her first day at the military academy, her wide-eyed scream as the first of the lab assistant's injections begins to take effect. Miguel's low rumbling voice drags her back to reality.
“Perhaps...” he begins, letting his words hang on a pause, as if what he's said already is of some great import. “I may be of assistance.” Another pause as he turns to address Andy. “What this boy needs is discipline.”
“No...” the boy mutters in horror.
Miguel ignores him and continues. “A regimented schedule of rudimentary reading, writing, and arithmetic.”
“No...!”
“Compounded with a soothing slosh of hard labor to wash it all down.”
“No!”
Miguel continues despite the boy's pleas. “In time, he will come to see the Light. And then he will thank us. If need be, one day he will aid us in tracking down Logan so he too can see the Light.”
“I'll never rat out my friends!” Andy shoots back. “You'll have to-”
“Mayor Trudy!” Athenas interjects, her mouth responding faster than her brain. “I can take Andy in!”
The group turns to her in unison, each face contorted, in some form, to confusion. Miguel's eyes are wide, his mouth set in a thin line, while Justice and Unsuur stand slack-jawed as they stare at her.
“O-oh!” Mayor Trudy chirps in surprise. “Y-you wish to help this boy instead?
Athenas nods firmly. “I just remodeled the workshop, so there's plenty of space. We can even go get him a new bed from By the Stairs right now. As a builder, I can teach him a skill, a trade that relies on all the same schooling the Church could provide. As a Civil Corps member, I can teach him all the values of a well-adjusted citizen. I have more than enough income to ensure he's well taken care of. But I think, more than anything else, Andy needs a family. He needs care and stability.”
Miguel scoffs, opening his mouth to interject, but Athenas beats him to it.
“A-and I'm sure we can work out a schedule with the Church to help fill in any gaps with my work schedule. It does take a village, after all.” Athenas turns back to Trudy, her voice softening. “But, don't you think it would be best for Andy to have both? He's not a bad kid, Mayor. He just needs to be shown the right path.”
The small mayor takes a moment to consider both proposals, weighing things out as she observes the boy in front of her. Realizing what's at stake, Andy quickly straightens up and puts on his most polite smile, taking a small side-step toward Athenas. Trudy sighs and nods to the group.
“Fine. Athenas, will you watch over and care for this boy? And Miguel, can I rely on you and your people to step in and help when needed?”
Both the stern builder and the grim pastor nod their response. After a pause, Trudy continues.
“Then I hereby sentence Andy the bandit child to indefinite confinement in the capable care of our resident builder and Civil Corps member, Athenas. In addition, Andy will also commit to regular community service with the Church and indefinite mandatory attendance in Sunday school! Until his behavior normalizes.”
It takes a moment for Jasmine to reassure the young bandit that Sunday school would still at least be fun, but once she does, he finally calms down enough for Athenas to address him directly.
“Hey Andy,” she begins, unsure on how to proceed. “It's uh, it's been a pretty long morning for both of us, I think. How's about we head on over to the workshop so you can pick out your bedroom? After that, we can go find you a bed at Arvio's shop.” She smiles tentatively.
The boy crosses his arms, eyeing her up and down with suspicion. “I dunno what yer expectin' bein' so nice to me n' stuff. It's not like I'm gonna just up and rat out my friends just 'cause ya get me a bed n' my own room!”
Athenas' smile widens into a grin. “Well, then I guess it's a good thing I wasn't planning on asking you to do that. But, I do have to ask...” her expression softens. “Are you okay with this? Comin' to live with me from now on? I get pretty busy being a builder, but I promise I'll do my best to make sure you're happy and healthy.”
Andy's eyes go wide at the question as he scratches at the back of his head. “Well, dang Athenas I- I...” The boy sniffles, glancing down as he tries to force the words out, opting instead for defense. “I s'pose it don't sound too bad. Better than the Church at least...”
Athenas places a gentle hand on his shoulder. “I can work with that. Now, let's go get your room set up so I can get started on lunch. Then, I'll show you how to build something really cool.” The boy looks up at her uncertainly, but nods his assent.
As the two make their way to the workshop, Athenas lets Andy run ahead to burn off what energy he's got left. The boy is clearly healthy. Logan and Haru were taking good care of him, at least. His eyes are bright and focused, and he's definitely got plenty of energy.
But why would a man, willing to kidnap and... “torture” the Minister, also be willing to take in some child and take care of him? Children need attention, routine, and a lot of food. Not to mention, Andy, while fiercely loyal, is a definite wild card. How much information does the boy actually know? The more Athenas learns about Logan, the more questions she finds, even more so now.
He had gone through all the trouble to kidnap Matilda, and used that precious time to ask about water? It's true that the Church handles the imports and exports of water, but the idea that someone is hiding it? Who would stand to gain anything - other than Logan - by depriving the town of such a vital resource? Is Logan's interest in the water simply a villain looking for the next weakness to attack, or is there a deeper method to the madness, something no one else seems to know about?
And what was with that fight in the Outback? One minute her heart is hammering with adrenaline, ready to fight to the last, and the next she can feel Logan's own racing pulse against her back, his warm breath tickling her neck. If he was trying to seduce her into siding with him, it had been a poor attempt, especially once he opened his mouth. Still, she can't deny the effects of that deep voice or the intense look in his eye when she finally had struck a nerve with the man, can't deny that some part of her, somewhere along the way, has become more interested in him than in any way she can deem truly healthy. Whether that interest is more so the cat chasing a mouse or something more unsettlingly affectionate, the builder can't be sure. But she has a town to save. And Logan is definitely the villain, right?
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Logan swears under his breath again as he carefully guides his goat up the cliffside, eager to stay out of the way of any prying eyes. Sitting high upon the craggy edge of the mesa, the bandit finds the spot he's looking for. Through his binoculars, he can see the train station below and the town's main street ahead, as well as Athenas' workshop to the left. Movement down the large road catches his eye, and he adjusts his angle to spot the Civil Corps dashing after a small blond figure.
“Andy,” Logan sighs, quickly jumping up to go retrieve the kid when he hears a familiar cry.
Looking back to the town, Athenas is gripping Andy by the collar as the rest of the Corps catches up. Soon, the boy is completely surrounded, and Logan's heart pounds in his chest. There's an ache starting to form, and a lump in his throat as he watches on. He can't make out any of what's being said, but Athenas and Miguel seem to be arguing about something. Shortly after Mayor Trudy speaks up, Athenas takes Andy by the hand, leading him back to the workshop. Logan's expression softens as Andy brightens back up and practically bounces his way back to her home. Athenas meets his energy with a vibrancy of her own, indulging in a bit of childish wonder as she laughs along at the boy's antics. Light help us, there's two of them now.
As the pair steps through the front gate, already giggling and thick as thieves, Logan feels a dull tugging in his gut. The feeling creeps into his chest and twists in on itself, undulating in alternating shades of putrescent green and glowing rose, the push and pull of resentment and respect. As the builder closes the door behind them, Logan's attention begins to drift.
Athenas laughs cheerfully, one hand outstretched toward the energetic boy next to her, the other clasped gently over her swollen belly. Together, they make their way toward the workshop gate where a tall man with white hair waits on the other side, watching them with a gentle smile of his own.
Shaking his head and smacking at the binoculars, Logan quickly chastises himself for getting distracted. Though, strangely, he finds he's not exactly mad at the idea itself. He's been on the run for a while now, and seeing the home he so desperately wants to return to...
But her? Really? The cackling, one-eyed demon from the fight in the Outback? If Pen hadn't interfered back then, Logan's not entirely sure he would have made it out alive, much less in one piece. Until he finally had her restrained, she had seemed more like something he'd be asked to hunt down than someone he'd be sent to rescue.
Logan rubs at his jaw, still bruised and sore from that damned spear. It had been an impressive maneuver, he has to admit. Even in defeat, he can appreciate the solid stance in her round, muscled thighs, the perfect precision of the swift blow, the bright glint to her eyes as the hit rang true. Her short hair had dampened and curled with sweat, and the tip of her tongue had caught just between her teeth when she smiled down at him as he fell.
Athenas had also been the one cleaning up after every attack on the town so far, the one consistently putting her life and labor on the line for people she has only known for a short while. And, at the end of the day, she's the one who didn't hesitate to take in a wild - sometimes downright devious - bandit child, simply because she knows it's the right thing to do. Andy has a chance at a normal life now, the bandit realizes in bittersweet surprise. Come what may, he knows the town will look after the boy from here on out.
“I'll be back for ya kiddo,” Logan sighs, finally putting the binoculars away.
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“Rise and shine kiddo!” Athenas calls out cheerfully as she strides into Andy's room with a quick flick of the lights. Dawn is just beginning to peek through the small window, illuminating a cozy bedroom filled to the brim with new toys and furniture.
A tousled mess of blond hair grumbles at her from beneath thick downy covers, and Athenas can't help a smile as the boy throws the blankets off dramatically.
“Better be a good reason yer wakin' me up so early, Builder,” Andy grunts with a tired glare. Athenas holds back a chuckle as she reaches out to muss his already tangled curls.
“Well, breakfast is ready downstairs,” she begins, and the boy's glare shifts to a more skeptical raised eyebrow. “But we need to eat quick, gotta be sure to head out early if we're gonna catch any fish today.” Andy looks at her slack-jawed, and Athenas pretends to ignore him as she continues. “After that, I'm thinkin' we can head to the Blue Moon for lunch and get started on that Super Shock Shield you designed...” Before she can finish speaking, Andy is already gone in a whirlwind of flying clothes and combs, prattling on excitedly about all the kinds of sandfish he's gonna catch, as well as some modifications to the shield for “maximum powerage.”
After breakfast, the pair makes their way out to a small fishing spot that Elsie had pointed out to Athenas, near Gecko Station. The bandit child riding in front of Athenas ensures that not a moment of the ride is spent in silence, bombarding her with all kinds of questions and comments.
“What kinda fish are we catchin' today?” he asks. Athenas tilts her head at an angle as she replies.
“I'm actually not too sure. I've only been to this spot once before. The uh, missing eye sometimes makes sandfishing out here more frustrating than fun...” She drifts off into an awkward pause before the right words finally find her. “But today's definitely gonna be fun 'cause I get to hang out with you while we fish!”
Andy twists in the saddle to look up at her, not bothering to hide his focus on her blind eye.
“Was that from the crash?” he asks, voice suddenly turning serious.
Athenas forces a patient smile as she stares straight ahead. “It is... I guess Logan told you about that, huh?”
The boy nods in response, and his features soften as he looks up at her with wide eyes. “Was it just like he said? Ya fell out the sky in a flaming metal box? When Logan told me about it, it sounded real bad.”
Flashes of white-hot metal, scorching sun, and blood-drenched hands dance across her memory, and for a moment, Athenas does not reply. But Andy is impatient as he waves his hand in front of her face and calls her name, bringing her back to the present.
“Oh, sorry kiddo, I got a bit lost there for a second,” she looks down at him apologetically.
“Nah it's fine,” the boy waves dismissively. “Logan does that sometimes too. He says that sometimes bad memories can catch up to ya, make ya go real quiet for a bit...” Andy pauses before puffing up his chest and firmly announcing, “I dunno nothin' 'bout that, though, bein' the strong, rugged bandit that I am.”
“Ah right, of course,” Athenas nods along, trying keep up an understanding facade. “Big bad bandit Andy isn't scared of anything, especially not that massive Boxing Jack coming up behind us right now.”
The boy's eyes go wide as he quickly leans to look past her, small hands clinging tightly to her shoulder. “What Boxing Jack?!” But his efforts are rewarded only with the view of the empty desert behind them, not a bouncing mutated marsupial in sight. He slowly turns back to Athenas, unamused.
“There ain't no Jack out there, yer just messin' with me!”
Athenas' facetious giggle is all the confirmation the boy needs, and he rolls his eyes at her before switching tactics. “I shoulda known there weren't gonna be no Jack. After all, ya are travelin' with the second in command of an infamous bandit gang.”
“Oh yeah?” Athenas smirks, gaze forward as she slowly guides their horse down the rough terrain toward the fishing spot. “I didn't realize I was in such esteemed company! Please, forgive me your Grand Banditness.”
Andy crosses his arms and gazes forward haughtily with an upturned nose. “As ya were, Builder. This bandit knows how to be manganaminous too. Why, I reckon, if we can catch us at least a couple a cool fish and you cover lunch, I might even forgive ya fer that uh... the um... transgression!”
“Of course, Sir Bandit,” Athenas laughs as she dismounts, holding her hands at the ready just in case the boy falls. Andy jumps down with a scoff, landing easily as he takes a moment to survey their surroundings.
“Hey, this ain't too far from the old hideout,” he comments, quickly turning back to Athenas with a suspicious squint. “If'n it's information yer after, y'ain't gonna get it from me, Builder.”
Athenas shakes her head with a smile as she turns to retrieve their sandfishing gear from the saddlebags. “Only information I'm after is what kind of bait you wanna use, kiddo.”
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Athenas can't hold back the grin smeared across her face as she jogs along casually next to the short man currently struggling for breath. With a huff, he slows to a walk and checks the large tablet gripped tightly in his pudgy hands. The pair winds their way down the narrow cliffside path toward The Bend, carefully navigating around the various boulders and scrap knocked loose by the latest sandstorm. Bronco mutters to himself, convinced his voice is low enough for Athenas not to hear as he talks through his various insecurities and difficulties reading the tablet.
“...and the elevated femininity points north...I think...then it should be life's alchemy to the south...or was that the dilapidated sky?” He grumbles along, and it's all the builder can do to hold back her laughter at the ridiculous scene. First she was interrogating the various pets of Sandrock, and now she's following the lead of some ancient mystical artifact. If only Dad could see me now...
As the investigators turn a corner, Athenas stops dead in her tracks at the sight before them. Only a short distance away, Logan stands next to his mount. Before she can process that somehow the dowsing plate actually worked, she notices the bandit speaking in hushed tones with a small boy with messy yellow hair.
“Andy!” Athenas hisses, quickly crouching for cover behind a nearby boulder. “The little goblin told me he was running off to play with Jasmine!” Andy passes Logan the super shock shield Athenas had made with him, his eyes wide and pleading. Though the bandit takes the shield, he waves his arm with swift finality at the boy before mounting his goat and riding off further into the cliffside. Andy is left standing by himself against the empty desert background, his head and shoulders hung low in defeat.
“He's getting away!” Bronco cries out, leaping up from his hiding place next to Athenas and taking off after Logan. The builder glances back and forth between the bandit now fading out of view and the broken boy standing alone atop the cliff. With a sigh, Athenas shuffles out from behind the boulder and slowly approaches Andy. As she makes her way toward him, something shifts in her chest, an overwhelming emotion she can't quite place. The urge to protect pushes painfully against her ribs, and the sight of the boy's tear-filled eyes jabs straight at her heart. She could rush off after Logan right now and throw him off the cliff for making Andy cry, but she could also stay and comfort the poor kid in his time of need. It's confusing and unfamiliar, with her pounding blood screaming at her to just go and end Logan already, held in check only by a heart that beats for the lonely boy ahead.
He stands silently, unmoving as Athenas approaches. She places a gentle hand on his shoulder and asks, “Hey kiddo, you okay? What happened?”
Andy sniffles before responding, looking up at her with trembling violet eyes. “Logan kicked me out of the gang,” he mutters, almost in disbelief. Before Athenas can respond, the boy's eyebrows knit together and his face twists into a grimace as he continues, voice rising in agitation with each word. “He took that super shield I got for him and then he kicked me out!”
“Andy I'm so sorry,” Athenas murmurs. His anger, his confusion, his care and loyalty, Athenas looks down at the heartbroken boy and sees her own reflection staring back, reaching out desperately for a father who might never come back again. “Kiddo, I think... I think he's trying to protect you.”
He looks back up at her, unsure. “Really?” He shakes his head quickly, dismissing the idea. “But he said he saw me fraternizin' with y'all! He thinks I can't be trusted no more! So that's it! I'm out! I got nobody now... I'm all alone. Again...” Andy's shoulders quake with choked sobs as he steps away from her and turns with an accusatory glare.
“This... this is all your fault! If you ain't caught me, I'd be back home with my friends. With my family!” His outstretched hand trembles, and his cheeks shine with tears.
Andy's words are a slap to the face, and Athenas can't hide her shock, nor the sudden surge of guilt in her gut as she realizes he's right. But there was no way she could justify leaving a young boy in the hands of dangerous criminals at the time. It seems Logan understands that as well.
Recovering herself, Athenas responds, “You're right Andy. If I hadn't caught you, then you'd still be back home with the gang. That's part of the reason I wanted to take you in, kiddo. You're one of us now, and if you'll let me, I'll take care of you as one of my own too.” Athenas chances a gentle pat on the boy's head, a leap of hope in her chest as his features shift from accusatory to bewildered.
“One of...you?” he murmurs to himself. Quickly, the builder snatches him up in a tight hug, and with a sniff, Andy wraps his arms around her neck, clinging to her. The two stay there for a heartbeat before Andy speaks up again. “Alright Athenas,” he begins, leaning back in her arms so he can meet her gaze. “But don't expect me to act different or nothin'! I'm still bad to the bone, ya hear me? I may not be with Logan's crew no more, but I'm still a bandit at heart!”
Athenas chuckles in response. “Of course, your Grand Banditness. Wouldn't have you any other way, honestly.” Shifting him to sit on her hip, Athenas lets out a high-pitched whistle for her mount. “By the way, I'm thinking we should make churros for dinner tonight.” She pretends to ignore the excited, almost feral glint in the boy's eyes as she continues. “Plus, it's been a long day. I say we take the rest of it to go make some fireworks and see how many we can set off at once.”
As the newfound family makes their way back to the workshop, Athenas' grip loosens on the reins, letting Andy take over as her mind begins to wander.
“Dad, you know what Motherhood means. I...we don't even know for sure if I can have kids! Not like I ever really wanted them! And what about Orson?” Athenas' voice was low, quivering with the weight of her disbelief and betrayal.
Her father gritted his teeth, unable to fully meet her gaze as he responded. “It's the only way to get you away from the front lines for what's coming, Athenas. As for that boy, I can get him on the ship but...”
His pause hung heavy in the air, and a stone of dread sat in the pit of Athenas' stomach.
“But what?” she demanded through a clenched jaw. Tears began to well up in her eyes as she held her fists tightly at her sides, nails digging into her palms deep enough to cut.
Her father sighed as he answered, “But... he'll never be able to see you again. Neither of us would. The risk would be too high. I'm sorry Ladybug, it's the best I can do.” He hung his head in defeat.
As the pair approaches the workshop, Andy quickly jumps down from the horse and runs inside, ready to begin the promised churro preparations. Athenas watches him go with a soft expression.
“Never wanted to be a mother, and now I've got a son I didn't even birth.”
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3rd Day "long day, long night" (Scene 3)
I won't run away. Honestly, this Holy Grail War and Master stuff doesn't seem real to me. But still, if there are only two choices, fighting or running away, I will never run away. The priest said it too. If I am a magus, I should be ready.
That is why I must decide. Even though I'm an amateur, Emiya Shirou is a magus. If I have decided to become a superhero in the footsteps of Emiya Kiritsugu, whom I've admired all this time―――
"―――I will fight as a Master. If the cause of the fire ten years ago was the Holy Grail War, I can't let it happen again."
As if he likes my answer, the priest smiles with satisfaction.
"―――" I take a deep breath. I have cut away all hesitation. As a man, I said I will fight. So from now on, all I have to do is go forward with pride so that I will not go against my word.
"Then I shall approve you as Saber's Master. In this instant, the Holy Grail War is accepted. ―――I approve the battle in this town, from now until only one Master remains. Everyone shall follow their pride and compete fully against each other."
The priest's voice echoes heavily through the church. There is no meaning to that declaration. Only Tohsaka and I heard the priest's words. This man merely rang the starting bell as the priest of this church.
"So it's decided. Then I'm going home, but can I ask you a question too?" "I don't mind. This might be the last time, so I shall answer most questions."
"Then I shall ask. Kirei, you're the one in charge of looking after this, so you should have information on the other Masters. I've followed the Association's rules, so at least tell me what you know."
"That's troubling. I really want to tell you, but I do not know the details either. Including Emiya Shirou, there are not many legitimate magi this time. There are only two Masters I know about. Three if you include Emiya Shirou."
"Oh, I see. Still, you should know the order they were summoned. You are the supervisor after all." "…Hmm. Berserker was first. Caster was second. The rest are pretty much the same. Archer was yesterday, and Saber was summoned a few hours ago."
"――I see. Then that means…" "The Holy Grail War has officially started. Rin, you are not allowed to come to this church until the Holy Grail War is over. The only time it is permitted is…"
"When I lose my Servant and wish for protection, right? So I pretty much get points deducted if I come here for any other reason."
"That is correct. You may become the victor, but the Church will not ignore the points deducted. They will take the Holy Grail away from you after a boring discussion. That would be the worst case scenario for me." "You fake priest. A person on the side of the Church supporting the Magic Association?"
"I am serving God. That does not mean I am serving the Church." "Whatever. That's why you're a fake."
And Tohsaka turns her back to the priest. After that, she just makes her way to the exit without saying goodbye.
"Hey, is that okay, Tohsaka? He was your fellow pupil, right? So―――" Shouldn't there be a more proper farewell?
"I don't care. I rather feel relieved from breaking the ties to him. More importantly, you should leave too. You have no business here now." Tohsaka walks across the floor without stopping and really leaves.
I sigh and follow her. And then. "―――!" I feel a presence behind me and turn around. The priest who was behind me before I knew it, is looking down on me.
"W-What? Do you have anything else to say?" I back off as I say so. …Just as I thought, I don't like him. Maybe we're just incompatible or something, but I can't get myself to like him.
"If you don't have anything to say, I'm going!" I make my way to the door, trying to escape his stare.
As I go. "―――Rejoice, boy. Your wish will finally come true." The priest says, as if declaring an oracle.
Those words are… Aren't those the true feelings I haven't yet realized?
"―――What are you saying, all of a sudden?" "You should know. Your wish will not come true unless there is a clear evil. Even if it is not something you approve of, a superhero requires a villain to defeat."
"―――――!" I feel like everything has turned black. The priest said it. The greatest wish and the ugliest wish I have are the same.
…Yes, the desire to protect something, …Is, at the same time, none other than the wish for something to violate it.
"―――Y-You…" But there's no way I'd wish for something like that. I don't remember a moment when I've wished for that. Such an insecure wish… …Just means the target ideals are inconsistent. But the priest says as if to pierce my heart, "Good thing you have an enemy now."
"No, you do not have to gloss over it. Your worries are right for a human being." "――――!" I shake off the priest's words and walk to the door.
"Farewell, Emiya Shirou. This will be my last warning, but take care on your way home. Your world will change completely from now on. You are now at the point of kill or be killed. You are now a Master."
As soon as I leave, the pressure on my shoulders lifts. Certainly, you could say that getting away from that priest helped. But Tohsaka standing out in her uniform… …And the blond-haired girl in a raincoat standing near her make a strangely well-matched sight that somehow takes the pressure off me.
"――――――――" Saber is silent as always. She's looking at me, so it seems she is interested in the decision I made.
"Let's go. We're going the same way until we get back to town." Saying that, Tohsaka starts walking. Following after her, we leave the church as well.
The three of us descend the hill together. We didn't talk much on the way here, but there's even less talk now. Even dull as I am, I know why. After what happened at the church, I truly became a Master. And that must be the reason Tohsaka is walking a little apart from us.
"―――" I understand that. I understand, but I don't like thinking about Tohsaka like that.
"Tohsaka. Is your Servant okay?" "Huh…?" "Oh yeah. Archer is okay. …Though it doesn't seem like the damage caused by your Saber will heal fast, so I don't think I'll be able to materialize him for a while." "Then he's not with you right now?"
"No, he's taking shelter at my house right now. He'll be at a disadvantage if he was attacked by other Servants right now, so I'm making him stay ready at a place of strength."
I see. Unlike my house, I'll bet Tohsaka's house is well prepared against outside attacks.
A house is like a fortress for a magus. They will not lose as long as they stay there. That must mean enemies will not attack you as long as you stay on your home ground. …I see. The boundary field at my house is merely an alarm against intruders, but even having that makes a big difference.
"Oh yeah, Tohsaka. That guy said he was the supervisor of the Holy Grail War, but does he know your Servant?" "He shouldn't. I haven't told him."
"I see. You guys seem to have a good relationship, so I thought so." "…Hey Emiya-kun. I'll warn you now. Don't tell anybody your Servant's identity. Keep it a secret even from people you trust or you'll end up exiting this battle early."
"…? What do you mean Saber's identity?" "What I mean is, which hero the Servant is. No matter how strong someone may be, if you reveal your potential, you'll surely be beaten someday. …It's fine, so have Saber tell you her real name later on. You should understand what I mean then. …Though, hang on. You're like this, so it might be better if she didn't tell you."
"Why?" "Because you can't keep secrets. You'll be able to keep a secret better if you don't know about it." "…Hey now, what do you think I am? I can take care of myself."
"Really? Then do you have anything you're hiding from me?" "Huh…? Anything I'm hiding from you, that's…" I say, as my face fires up. I don't have a guilty conscience, but well, would kind of admiring her count as something I'm hiding from her…?
"See. I don't know what you're hiding, but it's no good if it shows on your face. You have other good aspects, so don't worry about it."
"…Hmph. Then what about you? If you're hiding it from that priest, does that mean you don't trust him?"
"Kirei? Hardly. I'm not crazy enough to trust him. He's a cheat who transferred from the Church to the Magic Association without quitting the Church. He'd happily sell my information to the other Masters."
…Tohsaka says with annoyance. It seems she really doesn't trust that priest. I'm a bit relieved, but still, her words do seem to hold a bit of affection.
――And we pass the bridge. There's no conversation between us now. The cold winter air and our cold breath. A faint sound of flowing water and the white streetlamps that light up the bridge. Small things like that are engraved into my memory.
Oddly, I didn't think about looking at Tohsaka, who's walking next to me. Right now, it seems walking on a bridge at night together like this is more precious than seeing her face. Me, Tohsaka, and the girl called Saber I know nothing about. We three walk together without doing much.
We reach the intersection. The intersection that leads to our houses, the place where we must part with Tohsaka.
"We'll part here. I've repaid my debt, and it would be troublesome if we stayed together any longer. We should part and become enemies from tomorrow on." It must be to end the ambiguous position we are in right now. Tohsaka starts talking and cuts off suddenly.
From that, I realize. She did not explain the rules to me out of any sense of obligation. She just supported me, understanding the situation I'm in, and acted fairly. So things are back to normal once the explanations are over. I will just be her target as a Master now.
"…Hm?" But if so, what she just said was strange. Tohsaka must have meant that it would be difficult to fight if she feels empathy for me. For Tohsaka, everything that happened tonight must have been unnecessary. 'It would be troublesome if we stay together any longer.' If she is going to say something like that, she should have left us alone from the beginning.
Tohsaka's smart, so she should know that all too well. But still, she set aside all thought of loss or gain and helped me out.
So what happened tonight was totally out of good faith. The Tohsaka in front of me is too different from how she is at school. Even when I put it nicely, she's sour, cranky, unapproachable, and she's so different that I want to scream out.
Man, it feels almost like a fraud. …Yet, still… Tohsaka Rin is just how everyone thought she was.
"I see. Tohsaka, you really are a good person." "Huh? What are you saying all of a sudden? I won't go easy on you even if you flatter me." I know that. She won't go easy on me, and that's why she said it'll be a bother if she feels empathy for me.
"I know. But I don't want to be enemies with you if I can help it. I like people like you." "Wha―――"
Tohsaka falls silent for some reason. I hear Tohsaka's house is in the western-style district in the opposite direction to my place. Since she's taken care of me until now, I would like to walk her home, but…
"A-Anyway, just run to the church if your Servant ever gets killed. If you do, at least your life will be safe." "I won't like it, but still, I'll take that advice. It won't happen, though. However I look at it, I'll die before Saber does."
I calmly analyze the situation. "――――Phew." Tohsaka reacts strangely once again. After letting out a sigh, she glances at Saber.
"All right. I won't give you any more warnings because that'd really be empathy. Just be careful. Even though Saber is strong, it won't matter if you, her Master, gets killed." She turns her back and starts walking.
"―――" But. As if she's seen a ghost, her feet stop dead in their tracks.
"Tohsaka?" The instant I call out to her, my left hand throbs in pain.
"―――Hey, have you finished talking?"
A young voice echoes through the night. The voice like a song is unmistakably that of a young girl. My vision is drawn to the top of the hill. I don't know when the clouds parted, but a bright moon is now shining in the sky. ―――There.
A long shadow. There's a strange shape that shouldn't be here in this pale town of shadow pictures.
"――Berserker." Tohsaka mumbles a word I'm not accustomed to hearing. I don't even need to ask. That thing is definitely a Servant. And at the same time――an overwhelming sense of death, exceeding even the one in the fire ten years ago.
"Good evening, Onii-chan. It's the second time we've met like this." The girl smiles as she says so. That innocence sends a chill down my spine.
"――――――――" No, spine is an understatement. Not just my body, but my mind is frozen as well. That thing is a monster. I'm not staring at it, but just its presence makes me unable to move.
I understand naturally that I will die in the instant I move even a muscle. It feels like a knife is pushed right against my naked chest. …Still, I feel nothing. Probably because there's too little hope of me getting out of this alive. All fears and impatience are drowned by hopelessness, so I don't feel a thing.
"―――Crap. He's totally on a completely different level." Unlike me who's paralyzed, Tohsaka has the composure to stand ready. …But it'll come to nothing. Even though I can only see her back, I can sense the despair she's feeling. "Huh? Oh, your Servant is taking a rest? That's no fun, I thought I'd kill you both at once." The girl says unhappily, as she looks down at us from the top of the hill. …We're in an even worse situation now. That girl knows Tohsaka's Servant is not here. ―――And then. The girl lifts the sides of her skirt and bows unsuitably for this situation. "Nice to meet you, Rin. I am Ilya. You should work it out if I make that 'Ilyasviel von Einzbern'." "Einzbern―――" Tohsaka's body moves slightly as she seems to recognize that name. Perhaps she liked Tohsaka's reaction, as the girl smiles happily. And… "Then I'll kill you. Go ahead, Berserker." …She orders the strange shape behind her, as if she's singing. The larger body flies through the air. The thing called Berserker comes flying down the whole distance from the top of the hill――――! "―――Shirou, stay back…!" Saber runs. Her raincoat comes off and my vision is blocked for a second. Saber runs to Berserker's landing point and Berserker lands with a huge thud at exactly at the same moment. "…!" The air trembles. Saber stops Berserker's great sword with her invisible sword. "―――!" Saber makes a pained face. There, Berserker's gigantic sword flashes like a whirlwind―――! A great thunderous roar. The crash of steel that almost tears the air results in defeat for Saber. A sliding sound. Even though she blocked Berserker's giant sword, she is driven back along with the sword she used to block it. "Guh…" Saber's posture collapses. The lead colored Servant chases after her. The gray figure swings its giant sword as if it's the only thing it knows how to do. Saber doesn't have the time to dodge it and blocks it with her sword. It does not matter if Saber's sword is invisible or not. Each of Berserker's attacks is a fatal one that must be blocked with all her might. Therefore, Saber has to stay on the defense. For her, the only chance of victory is to find a means of attack in between Berserker's attacks. But. That's only if Berserker leaves an opening. The black rock sword is just like a storm. With such a large body. And with such a large sword, and yet Berserker is moving faster than Saber. The attacks he sends out are just smashing swings with no technique to them. But that's enough. If there is overwhelming power and speed, there is no room for technique. Techniques are something humans invented to compensate for their weaknesses. Weaknesses are things that giant doesn't have. "―――Run." I murmur with my frozen body. That thing cannot be defeated. Saber will be killed if we go on like this. So she should run away. It would be easy for her to get away if it were just her here. She should know that already…! "Oh―――" That's bad. My body is numb, but maybe that's why my mind is so calm. The storm of death that strikes without a pause. Unable to take all the attacks, Saber retreats, and this time… The final blow that cannot be blocked is swung.
Saber's body rises. She manages to defend against Berserker's giant sword, even in a bad posture.
But that's only to avoid a fatal wound. She couldn't brace herself to totally block the giant sword, and the impact blows her away.
―――She falls, her body drawing a big arc. Before she falls on her back, Saber turns in mid-air and lands on her feet. "…Ugh…!" She manages to recover. But red blood is running down her chest. "―――That's…" …How stupid of me. I was forgetting something important. I don't know how much a Servant can fight in one day, but this is already her third battle. And on top of that, Saber has the wound in her chest inflicted by Lancer. "Uh, gh―――" Saber moves as if to protect her chest. Berserker moves and slashes like a raging wind at the wounded Saber and―― Receives many attacks on its back. "―――Vier Stil Erschießung…!" I don't know what kind of magic it is, but Berserker's body explodes from Tohsaka's spell. Judging from the magical energy given out, the magic directly hitting Berserker must be an impact close to that of a high-caliber pistol. But even that is meaningless. It doesn't even scratch Berserker's body. He isn't nullifying magic like Saber. It's just that the magic is not doing any damage. "…!? Gah, what kind of ridiculous body does he have…!?" But Tohsaka does not stop casting, But Berserker ignores Tohsaka's spells and charges at Saber. "…!" Saber raises her head in pain. She holds her sword up to still fight. ―――That gets my body to move again.
"No, run, Saber…!" I yell with all my might. Hearing that, she faces the enemy she cannot compare to. There is no end to Berserker's attacks. Saber's body sinks every time she blocks a blow, and she slowly approaches her final moment. ―――But still, where in that small frame does she have all that power? Saber doesn't retreat. She blocks the surging waves of the giant sword and tries to drive back Berserker with her willpower. There is no chance of victory. The way she's holding her ground looks bizarre, as she should know she will be defeated if she keeps fighting. Maybe it sensed something in her posture. "□□□□□□□□□□□□―――!" The figure, silent up to now, roars. A blow impossible to block. The blow that even swings through Saber blows her away. The sound of something falling in the distance. …Fresh blood spills out. In that pool of blood, with a body that should not be able to get back up… "Ag…" She stands up unconsciously. …It's as if… She is saying I would be killed if she didn't do so――― "―――――――――――" That… Makes me realize how foolish my choice was. Berserker stops after defeating Saber. Without paying attention to me or Tohsaka, it waits for its master's orders at the top of the hill. "Hah, there's no way you would be able to beat him. My Berserker is the greatest hero of Greece." "…!? Greatest hero of Greece, you must mean―――" "Yes. The one standing there is the devil called Hercules. He is the worst monster there is, on a different level from the heroes you guys can summon." The girl who called herself Ilya narrows her eyes cheerfully. Those are eyes of joy, about to finish off her enemies. ―――I don't even need to say who the ones getting killed are. Saber will be killed right here. Then what am I going to do? Am I going to fight that monster in her place? I can't do that. Just approaching that thing without being prepared would stop my heart. I―――
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3rd Day - long day, long night (Scene 2)
I won't run away. Honestly, this Holy Grail War and Master stuff doesn't seem real to me. But still, if there are only two choices, fighting or running away, I will never run away. The priest said it too. If I am a magus, I should be ready.
That is why I must decide. Even though I'm an amateur, Emiya Shirou is a magus. If I have decided to become a superhero in the footsteps of Emiya Kiritsugu, whom I've admired all this time―――
"―――I will fight as a Master. If the cause of the fire ten years ago was the Holy Grail War, I can't let it happen again."
As if he likes my answer, the priest smiles with satisfaction.
"―――" I take a deep breath. I have cut away all hesitation. As a man, I said I will fight. So from now on, all I have to do is go forward with pride so that I will not go against my word.
"Then I shall approve you as Saber's Master. In this instant, the Holy Grail War is accepted. ―――I approve the battle in this town, from now until only one Master remains. Everyone shall follow their pride and compete fully against each other."
The priest's voice echoes heavily through the church. There is no meaning to that declaration. Only Tohsaka and I heard the priest's words. This man merely rang the starting bell as the priest of this church.
"So it's decided. Then I'm going home, but can I ask you a question too?" "I don't mind. This might be the last time, so I shall answer most questions."
"Then I shall ask. Kirei, you're the one in charge of looking after this, so you should have information on the other Masters. I've followed the Association's rules, so at least tell me what you know."
"That's troubling. I really want to tell you, but I do not know the details either. Including Emiya Shirou, there are not many legitimate magi this time. There are only two Masters I know about. Three if you include Emiya Shirou."
"Oh, I see. Still, you should know the order they were summoned. You are the supervisor after all." "…Hmm. Berserker was first. Caster was second. The rest are pretty much the same. Archer was yesterday, and Saber was summoned a few hours ago."
"――I see. Then that means…" "The Holy Grail War has officially started. Rin, you are not allowed to come to this church until the Holy Grail War is over. The only time it is permitted is…"
"When I lose my Servant and wish for protection, right? So I pretty much get points deducted if I come here for any other reason."
"That is correct. You may become the victor, but the Church will not ignore the points deducted. They will take the Holy Grail away from you after a boring discussion. That would be the worst case scenario for me." "You fake priest. A person on the side of the Church supporting the Magic Association?"
"I am serving God. That does not mean I am serving the Church." "Whatever. That's why you're a fake."
And Tohsaka turns her back to the priest. After that, she just makes her way to the exit without saying goodbye.
"Hey, is that okay, Tohsaka? He was your fellow pupil, right? So―――" Shouldn't there be a more proper farewell?
"I don't care. I rather feel relieved from breaking the ties to him. More importantly, you should leave too. You have no business here now." Tohsaka walks across the floor without stopping and really leaves.
I sigh and follow her. And then. "―――!" I feel a presence behind me and turn around. The priest who was behind me before I knew it, is looking down on me.
"W-What? Do you have anything else to say?" I back off as I say so. …Just as I thought, I don't like him. Maybe we're just incompatible or something, but I can't get myself to like him.
"If you don't have anything to say, I'm going!" I make my way to the door, trying to escape his stare.
As I go. "―――Rejoice, boy. Your wish will finally come true." The priest says, as if declaring an oracle.
Those words are… Aren't those the true feelings I haven't yet realized?
"―――What are you saying, all of a sudden?" "You should know. Your wish will not come true unless there is a clear evil. Even if it is not something you approve of, a superhero requires a villain to defeat."
"―――――!" I feel like everything has turned black. The priest said it. The greatest wish and the ugliest wish I have are the same.
…Yes, the desire to protect something, …Is, at the same time, none other than the wish for something to violate it.
"―――Y-You…" But there's no way I'd wish for something like that. I don't remember a moment when I've wished for that. Such an insecure wish… …Just means the target ideals are inconsistent. But the priest says as if to pierce my heart, "Good thing you have an enemy now."
"No, you do not have to gloss over it. Your worries are right for a human being." "――――!" I shake off the priest's words and walk to the door.
"Farewell, Emiya Shirou. This will be my last warning, but take care on your way home. Your world will change completely from now on. You are now at the point of kill or be killed. You are now a Master."
As soon as I leave, the pressure on my shoulders lifts. Certainly, you could say that getting away from that priest helped. But Tohsaka standing out in her uniform… …And the blond-haired girl in a raincoat standing near her make a strangely well-matched sight that somehow takes the pressure off me.
"――――――――" Saber is silent as always. She's looking at me, so it seems she is interested in the decision I made.
"Let's go. We're going the same way until we get back to town." Saying that, Tohsaka starts walking. Following after her, we leave the church as well.
The three of us descend the hill together. We didn't talk much on the way here, but there's even less talk now. Even dull as I am, I know why. After what happened at the church, I truly became a Master. And that must be the reason Tohsaka is walking a little apart from us.
"―――" I understand that. I understand, but I don't like thinking about Tohsaka like that.
"Tohsaka. Is your Servant okay?" "Huh…?" "Oh yeah. Archer is okay. …Though it doesn't seem like the damage caused by your Saber will heal fast, so I don't think I'll be able to materialize him for a while." "Then he's not with you right now?"
"No, he's taking shelter at my house right now. He'll be at a disadvantage if he was attacked by other Servants right now, so I'm making him stay ready at a place of strength."
I see. Unlike my house, I'll bet Tohsaka's house is well prepared against outside attacks.
A house is like a fortress for a magus. They will not lose as long as they stay there. That must mean enemies will not attack you as long as you stay on your home ground. …I see. The boundary field at my house is merely an alarm against intruders, but even having that makes a big difference.
"Oh yeah, Tohsaka. That guy said he was the supervisor of the Holy Grail War, but does he know your Servant?" "He shouldn't. I haven't told him."
"I see. You guys seem to have a good relationship, so I thought so." "…Hey Emiya-kun. I'll warn you now. Don't tell anybody your Servant's identity. Keep it a secret even from people you trust or you'll end up exiting this battle early."
"…? What do you mean Saber's identity?" "What I mean is, which hero the Servant is. No matter how strong someone may be, if you reveal your potential, you'll surely be beaten someday. …It's fine, so have Saber tell you her real name later on. You should understand what I mean then. …Though, hang on. You're like this, so it might be better if she didn't tell you."
"Why?" "Because you can't keep secrets. You'll be able to keep a secret better if you don't know about it." "…Hey now, what do you think I am? I can take care of myself."
"Really? Then do you have anything you're hiding from me?" "Huh…? Anything I'm hiding from you, that's…" I say, as my face fires up. I don't have a guilty conscience, but well, would kind of admiring her count as something I'm hiding from her…?
"See. I don't know what you're hiding, but it's no good if it shows on your face. You have other good aspects, so don't worry about it."
"…Hmph. Then what about you? If you're hiding it from that priest, does that mean you don't trust him?"
"Kirei? Hardly. I'm not crazy enough to trust him. He's a cheat who transferred from the Church to the Magic Association without quitting the Church. He'd happily sell my information to the other Masters."
…Tohsaka says with annoyance. It seems she really doesn't trust that priest. I'm a bit relieved, but still, her words do seem to hold a bit of affection.
――And we pass the bridge. There's no conversation between us now. The cold winter air and our cold breath. A faint sound of flowing water and the white streetlamps that light up the bridge. Small things like that are engraved into my memory.
Oddly, I didn't think about looking at Tohsaka, who's walking next to me. Right now, it seems walking on a bridge at night together like this is more precious than seeing her face. Me, Tohsaka, and the girl called Saber I know nothing about. We three walk together without doing much.
We reach the intersection. The intersection that leads to our houses, the place where we must part with Tohsaka.
"We'll part here. I've repaid my debt, and it would be troublesome if we stayed together any longer. We should part and become enemies from tomorrow on." It must be to end the ambiguous position we are in right now. Tohsaka starts talking and cuts off suddenly.
From that, I realize. She did not explain the rules to me out of any sense of obligation. She just supported me, understanding the situation I'm in, and acted fairly. So things are back to normal once the explanations are over. I will just be her target as a Master now.
"…Hm?" But if so, what she just said was strange. Tohsaka must have meant that it would be difficult to fight if she feels empathy for me. For Tohsaka, everything that happened tonight must have been unnecessary. 'It would be troublesome if we stay together any longer.' If she is going to say something like that, she should have left us alone from the beginning.
Tohsaka's smart, so she should know that all too well. But still, she set aside all thought of loss or gain and helped me out.
So what happened tonight was totally out of good faith. The Tohsaka in front of me is too different from how she is at school. Even when I put it nicely, she's sour, cranky, unapproachable, and she's so different that I want to scream out.
Man, it feels almost like a fraud. …Yet, still… Tohsaka Rin is just how everyone thought she was.
"I see. Tohsaka, you really are a good person." "Huh? What are you saying all of a sudden? I won't go easy on you even if you flatter me." I know that. She won't go easy on me, and that's why she said it'll be a bother if she feels empathy for me.
"I know. But I don't want to be enemies with you if I can help it. I like people like you." "Wha―――"
Tohsaka falls silent for some reason. I hear Tohsaka's house is in the western-style district in the opposite direction to my place. Since she's taken care of me until now, I would like to walk her home, but…
"A-Anyway, just run to the church if your Servant ever gets killed. If you do, at least your life will be safe." "I won't like it, but still, I'll take that advice. It won't happen, though. However I look at it, I'll die before Saber does."
I calmly analyze the situation. "――――Phew." Tohsaka reacts strangely once again. After letting out a sigh, she glances at Saber.
"All right. I won't give you any more warnings because that'd really be empathy. Just be careful. Even though Saber is strong, it won't matter if you, her Master, gets killed." She turns her back and starts walking.
"―――" But. As if she's seen a ghost, her feet stop dead in their tracks.
"Tohsaka?" The instant I call out to her, my left hand throbs in pain.
"―――Hey, have you finished talking?"
A young voice echoes through the night. The voice like a song is unmistakably that of a young girl. My vision is drawn to the top of the hill. I don't know when the clouds parted, but a bright moon is now shining in the sky. ―――There.
A long shadow. There's a strange shape that shouldn't be here in this pale town of shadow pictures.
"――Berserker." Tohsaka mumbles a word I'm not accustomed to hearing. I don't even need to ask. That thing is definitely a Servant. And at the same time――an overwhelming sense of death, exceeding even the one in the fire ten years ago.
"Good evening, Onii-chan. It's the second time we've met like this." The girl smiles as she says so. That innocence sends a chill down my spine.
"――――――――" No, spine is an understatement. Not just my body, but my mind is frozen as well. That thing is a monster. I'm not staring at it, but just its presence makes me unable to move.
I understand naturally that I will die in the instant I move even a muscle. It feels like a knife is pushed right against my naked chest. …Still, I feel nothing. Probably because there's too little hope of me getting out of this alive. All fears and impatience are drowned by hopelessness, so I don't feel a thing.
"―――Crap. He's totally on a completely different level." Unlike me who's paralyzed, Tohsaka has the composure to stand ready. …But it'll come to nothing. Even though I can only see her back, I can sense the despair she's feeling. "Huh? Oh, your Servant is taking a rest? That's no fun, I thought I'd kill you both at once." The girl says unhappily, as she looks down at us from the top of the hill. …We're in an even worse situation now. That girl knows Tohsaka's Servant is not here. ―――And then. The girl lifts the sides of her skirt and bows unsuitably for this situation. "Nice to meet you, Rin. I am Ilya. You should work it out if I make that 'Ilyasviel von Einzbern'." "Einzbern―――" Tohsaka's body moves slightly as she seems to recognize that name. Perhaps she liked Tohsaka's reaction, as the girl smiles happily. And… "Then I'll kill you. Go ahead, Berserker." …She orders the strange shape behind her, as if she's singing. The larger body flies through the air. The thing called Berserker comes flying down the whole distance from the top of the hill――――! "―――Shirou, stay back…!" Saber runs. Her raincoat comes off and my vision is blocked for a second. Saber runs to Berserker's landing point and Berserker lands with a huge thud at exactly at the same moment. "…!" The air trembles. Saber stops Berserker's great sword with her invisible sword. "―――!" Saber makes a pained face. There, Berserker's gigantic sword flashes like a whirlwind―――! A great thunderous roar. The crash of steel that almost tears the air results in defeat for Saber. A sliding sound. Even though she blocked Berserker's giant sword, she is driven back along with the sword she used to block it. "Guh…" Saber's posture collapses. The lead colored Servant chases after her. The gray figure swings its giant sword as if it's the only thing it knows how to do. Saber doesn't have the time to dodge it and blocks it with her sword. It does not matter if Saber's sword is invisible or not. Each of Berserker's attacks is a fatal one that must be blocked with all her might. Therefore, Saber has to stay on the defense. For her, the only chance of victory is to find a means of attack in between Berserker's attacks. But. That's only if Berserker leaves an opening. The black rock sword is just like a storm. With such a large body. And with such a large sword, and yet Berserker is moving faster than Saber. The attacks he sends out are just smashing swings with no technique to them. But that's enough. If there is overwhelming power and speed, there is no room for technique. Techniques are something humans invented to compensate for their weaknesses. Weaknesses are things that giant doesn't have. "―――Run." I murmur with my frozen body. That thing cannot be defeated. Saber will be killed if we go on like this. So she should run away. It would be easy for her to get away if it were just her here. She should know that already…! "Oh―――" That's bad. My body is numb, but maybe that's why my mind is so calm. The storm of death that strikes without a pause. Unable to take all the attacks, Saber retreats, and this time… The final blow that cannot be blocked is swung.
Saber's body rises. She manages to defend against Berserker's giant sword, even in a bad posture.
But that's only to avoid a fatal wound. She couldn't brace herself to totally block the giant sword, and the impact blows her away.
―――She falls, her body drawing a big arc. Before she falls on her back, Saber turns in mid-air and lands on her feet. "…Ugh…!" She manages to recover. But red blood is running down her chest. "―――That's…" …How stupid of me. I was forgetting something important. I don't know how much a Servant can fight in one day, but this is already her third battle. And on top of that, Saber has the wound in her chest inflicted by Lancer. "Uh, gh―――" Saber moves as if to protect her chest. Berserker moves and slashes like a raging wind at the wounded Saber and―― Receives many attacks on its back. "―――Vier Stil Erschie[szlig]ung…!" I don't know what kind of magic it is, but Berserker's body explodes from Tohsaka's spell. Judging from the magical energy given out, the magic directly hitting Berserker must be an impact close to that of a high-caliber pistol. But even that is meaningless. It doesn't even scratch Berserker's body. He isn't nullifying magic like Saber. It's just that the magic is not doing any damage. "…!? Gah, what kind of ridiculous body does he have…!?" But Tohsaka does not stop casting, But Berserker ignores Tohsaka's spells and charges at Saber. "…!" Saber raises her head in pain. She holds her sword up to still fight. ―――That gets my body to move again.
"No, run, Saber…!" I yell with all my might. Hearing that, she faces the enemy she cannot compare to. There is no end to Berserker's attacks. Saber's body sinks every time she blocks a blow, and she slowly approaches her final moment. ―――But still, where in that small frame does she have all that power? Saber doesn't retreat. She blocks the surging waves of the giant sword and tries to drive back Berserker with her willpower. There is no chance of victory. The way she's holding her ground looks bizarre, as she should know she will be defeated if she keeps fighting. Maybe it sensed something in her posture. "[wacky len=12]―――!" The figure, silent up to now, roars. A blow impossible to block. The blow that even swings through Saber blows her away. The sound of something falling in the distance. …Fresh blood spills out. In that pool of blood, with a body that should not be able to get back up… "Ag…" She stands up unconsciously. …It's as if… She is saying I would be killed if she didn't do so――― "―――――――――――" That… Makes me realize how foolish my choice was. Berserker stops after defeating Saber. Without paying attention to me or Tohsaka, it waits for its master's orders at the top of the hill. "Hah, there's no way you would be able to beat him. My Berserker is the greatest hero of Greece." "…!? Greatest hero of Greece, you must mean―――" "Yes. The one standing there is the devil called Hercules. He is the worst monster there is, on a different level from the heroes you guys can summon." The girl who called herself Ilya narrows her eyes cheerfully. Those are eyes of joy, about to finish off her enemies. ―――I don't even need to say who the ones getting killed are. Saber will be killed right here. Then what am I going to do? Am I going to fight that monster in her place? I can't do that. Just approaching that thing without being prepared would stop my heart. I―――
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I wouldn’t be shocked if someone else already asked this but can you continue a choice to love you? I really love your writing by the way. I have a tab of your master list open on my phone so I can reread your stories when I am bored.
Anon, i am UNBELIEVABLY flattered that you just keep my masterlist open?? i cannot?? fathom that?? You are so sweet! That makes me feel so happy, thank you <3 Hope you enjoy this!! Continuation also requested by @chibicelloking, @theadorelocksly, @zakizigekwe
A Choice to Love You - Part 2
Part 1
The tray clinked as it was expertly slid onto the table, presenting an array of fancy appetizers, shrimp cocktails, and two glasses of wine
Villain smiled pleasantly at the waitress. "Thank you. Now." The Villain's voice changed, and though it wasn't directed at Guard, it tugged at the walls of her brain like the pull of a tide. "You walked away and forgot you ever saw the two of us. You locked the door to the balcony--in your new memory, you had a good reason. "
Villain's voice visibly rippled the air, deftly carving a path to the waitress. The magic swelled heady and enticing in the air. It's influence shimmered for just a moment, reflecting in the waitress's pupils like glass caught in the light.
The server's gaze smoothed into something glossy and unseeing, like the glass eye of a porcelain doll.
Guard held her breath as the server turned around, walking in even strides back into the main dining room. She shut the balcony door just as she was compelled. The lock clicked into place.
And they were alone again.
Villain plucked up a piece of shrimp by the tail and dipped it into the cocktail sauce, offering it up against Guard's lips. His eyes gleamed for an entirely different reason than that of the server he'd just manipulated.
Guard shot him a glare and considered biting his fingers. That, at least, might wipe the smug grin off of his face.
She had to admit, privately, that victory suited him. He wore it like a crown that could only ever be his, and walked through the city as though it were his to bend; the seas his to part.
Without the power-suppressing cuffs, those damned handcuffs, it was.
And he was gleefully, brazenly aware.
She shouldn't have found it--him--so enticing.
Villain smiled. "Do have a taste, doll. You'll grow hungry if you don't."
Guard's breath caught, the draw of Villain's sway brushing over her like a caress. Restrained enough not to force her to do anything. Strong enough to promise the possibility.
Locking eyes with the villain, Guard leaned forward, taking the meat of the shrimp between her teeth. She leaned back again, chewing slowly.
Who was she to turn down a luxurious meal? The alternative--should she not have been currently held hostage--was a cup of instant noodles or some frozen mashed potatoes growing moldy in the freezer.
Villain's smile grew delighted in the way that was uniquely him. Sharp and teasing at the corners, like she'd only seen it be when addressing her. He tossed the discarded tail of the shrimp over the railing behind them.
"That's littering," Guard murmured, mouth still full.
Villain spread his arms wide. "Arrest me."
Guard's gaze flicked heavenward, then away from the criminal entirely, snatching a different overpriced hors d'oeuvre from the tray and taking a bite.
It was delicious, in a slightly pretentious rich people food kind of way.
Guard looked out at the city lights to avoid Villain's satisfied smirk. They glittered beneath the haze of sunken clouds.
The cool night air was soothing. A welcome reprieve from the stale and oppressive warmth of Hero's prison. Villain's quarters were the deepest in the compound, buried underground and encompassed by 10-foot thick walls of cement on every side.
She finally glanced over at him--the monster of her ward--the whisper in the nighttime.
Still smiling at her.
Cocky, sure. But not with the air that she was something to conquer. A toy to wind up and let go and go until it no longer worked.
He looked at her as if she--the warden to his cage--the gridlock to his freedom...as if she were something to earn.
Guard smoothed her hands over the fabric of the silk dress she was wearing, a dusty-rose skirt spilling all the way to the floor. Surprisingly, Villain hadn't chosen something overly-revealing or flashy just to prove that he could. He'd invented something that suited her style--if one could imagine a dress suiting her preference for literal suits of armor.
Somehow, it did.
The Villain across from her was in a black suit and red tie.
Reality had rewritten itself just as he commanded it to, the changes he divined materializing in a hazy instant.
"I cleaned up for the lady, fresh shaven and dressed in something far more suitable for the occasion," Villain had said, the night around him thickening with the swell of power."The lady shall be dressed in something deserving of a five-star meal; something comfortable. I do hate the itch of cheap clothing, don't you?"
Villain was a reality-shifter. Time and matter and all that existed were putty in his hands.
It had been best explained to her that in an infinite number of universes with infinite possibilities, Villain could reach out and grasp the pieces he preferred from those limitless timelines and steal them, dragging them here for the patchwork reality of his own.
Like scooping up stars and pinning them to a corkboard.
He could will the sun to stop burning if he wanted it to.
"Why am I here?" Guard asked. "I freed you, you don't need me for anything more.
Villain's brow furrowed, lowering the glass of red wine he'd been sipping. "Doll. Lover. Sweet guard of mine," he purred, "isn't it clear enough? I fancy you. I offered you dinner. And you didn't say no."
Guard stared at him, fist tight around her bundled-up silverware.
She was struck with the realization that she hadn't fought him at all since unlocking those cuffs. No last-minute attempts to turn the tables around. No quick jab to the ribs for good measure, even if it cost her her life. She was Hero's number one for a reason.
A sharp twinge twisted her insides. She clenched her teeth hard enough to feel her jaw stiffen. "You compelled me to--"
"I did not."
"You might as well have," she snapped, blurting before her brain could caution her words.
The master criminal properly glowed at that, grin lighting up his face. "How lovely to know you're so charmed by me, doll."
Guard's face burned. "Stop it."
Villain reached out to rest both hands atop Guard's own, leaning over the table as if they were conspiring together.
Maybe, she thought distantly, they were.
He spoke again, voice low. Velvet against her ears, yet void of any magic.
"Haven't you ever considered what Hero must think of you to leave you in musty dungeons to guard monsters like me? How disposable he must regard his righthand?"
"Hero trusts me more than anyone."
"He trusts you to die defending him and his kind."
Guard pushed back from the table, standing up. "You think I won't?" she snapped.
Villain's expression eased into that subtly fond one, the one he held just for her. "Oh, love. I know you would. That's why he doesn't deserve you. Friends don't expect friends to carry the fate of the world on their back. They don't brag of loyalty as something to be leashed."
Guard stared again, frozen in step.
Villain clinked their glasses together in toast, taking another sip. His eyes remain fixed on hers.
"You may leave if you wish, Guard, I told you from the beginning. You have a choice in this."
The night was quiet again. Peaceful. Demanding nothing of her at all.
Guard took a deep breath.
And sat back down.
Prompt in part 1 is by @nuttynutcycle :)
I am realizing now that this is similar to Brain Waves but iT's fiNe
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𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 – 𝐤𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐢 𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮 (𝟐)
— pairing: Kyoutani Kentarou x female Reader
— genre: smut, angst, little bit of fluff to keep the balance; tattoo artist!kyoutani, inexperienced!reader, strangers to lovers!AU, SLOW BURN
— word count: 9.6k
— warnings: swearing, mentions of infidelity and violence, as well as the consumption of drugs and alcohol; smut: corruption kink, degradation and dumbification, dacryphilia, praising, spitting, (soft) dom!kyou, oral (m. receiving), fingering, dry humping, unprotected sex (dont do that kids), impreg kink, iwaoi say hi-
— (A/N: and here’s part two! thank you SO much for all the love you sent my way after i published the first part. ngl i was a little nervous bc i thought it was boring and not interesting at all but you guys easily pushed me out of that hole so thank you for everything. i love and appreciate you with my whole heart. all the love, zade xx)
[ part one ]
— summary: after fucking up, you make it your mission to get him back..(im so bad at this pls just- okay.)
"He's not picking up, Hana", you say, another soft cry falling from your lips before you bury your face in your pillow.
“Once in my fucking life a guy treats me good and the way I've always wanted to be treated and I had to fuck it up. Why the fuck am I like this, Hana? Why can I not enjoy one fucking good thing in my fucking mediocre life", the profanities keep coming just like the tears and the amount of frustration and anger rushing through your veins is nowhere near normal anymore.
"Calm down, love", Hana sighs and makes you sit up so she can look into your tear stained face as she tries her best to make sure her words actually find their way to your pain clouded mind, "at this point you shouldn't worry too much because you do know Kyoutani, don't you? He does lose his temper a lot, so give him the time he needs and then you'll show up at his doorstep, suck his cock and make up with him, yeah?", she explains calmly.
"If this hurts you so much, why the fuck did you even say he's just a friend, Y/N? I really don't understand", Hana mumbles and lets out another sigh, her hands caressing yours softly, managing to calm you down a little bit.
“You're right, I should just– give him some time and things will eventually fall into place", you reply after crying a little more and with an encouraging smile your best friend nods at you before she suggests a movie marathon to which you happily agree.
At least something to distract you from all the demons inside your head.
After changing into your pj's and doing your night time routine, you plop down onto the couch next to your bestie again, her eyes focused on the phone in her hand and knowing she's probably either sexting or inviting her new boyfriend has you shrugging at her lack of attention as you start looking for a good movie to begin the night with.
However, just when you're about to read the description of some kind of french rom-com, Hana puts her phone back into her lap and starts staring at you with her pretty eyes widened in shock.
"What's wrong?", you ask and turn to look at her, reaching for her hands but before you even get the chance to touch her, Hana unlocks her phone and holds it up for you to watch someone's instagram story.
The video begins with loud music, a crowd full of young college students whose faces definitely are familiar.
Everyone in the video is dancing, making out, smoking and just chatting in a random living room and every now and then there's someone yelling in the back – a typical college party.
However, just as the video is about to end, the camera shifts to a tall male leaning against the wall, obviously standing really close to the person who's filming and it takes you a full blown thirty seconds to realize who said male is.
Kyoutani Kentarou.
You stare at the phone for another minute, your throat dry and your head empty as a thick veil of tears slowly starts blurring your sight before you finally decide to pay attention to the username.
"He can't be fucking serious", you hiss, fisting the blanket beneath you, the urge to punch something or someone becoming unbearable, "what the fuck is he doing at a random college party with – Sora?"
"Y/N, don't–", "Whose party is that?", you interrupt your best friend, not giving a single fuck about her attempts to calm you down; not anymore. Hana gulps harshly and strictly avoids your gaze as she mumbles a name and you roll your eyes, asking her to speak up with an annoyed sigh.
"It's one of Yuuji’s frat parties", and as soon as your best friend says the name of your ex-boyfriend, a cold shiver of disgust runs down your spine and you can feel yourself getting lightheaded from all the emotions rushing through your overwhelmed body.
"Don't follow me if you're going to stop me from leaving, Hana", you say and stand up before quickly disappearing inside your room.
You have no idea how you manage to get dressed, your outfit consisting of a pair of jeans and a hoodie you can't even remember buying and you don't even wanna think about what your hair and face look like when you end up leaving the house with your keys and your phone.
After driving this route for over two years on an almost daily basis, it takes you less than ten minutes to arrive in front of the huge house your ex-boyfriend lives in.
The memories start finding their way back into your head way too fast, taking away your breath and numbing your whole body because even if you didn’t love Yuuji anymore, the bitter feeling of betrayal still manages to hit you in just the right way.
It takes you a lot of willpower to actually approach the house and eventually get in. And after being in between the crowds of drunk, stinky college students, you remember why you hate college parties so much.
"I – Wow”, a familiar voice manages to break through the loud music, your instant reaction just an annoyed eye roll, “you were the last person I expected to see at one of our frat parties", Yuuji says and comes to stand in front of you.
His blonde hair messily falling into his handsome face and from the way his whole face seems to be covered in the deepest shade of red – including his eyes – you know that he's probably higher than the stars and you can't help but sigh.
"I'm not here to party, Yuuji", you hiss, feeling the anger crawl up your spine again the longer you look at your ex, "my boyfriend is here and I have to talk to him."
"So you and that tattooed guy are actually a thing? Didn't think so since he, you know – showed up with another girl", Terushima mumbles and pulls out a cigarette from his pocket, a mischievous smile on his lips.
"Oh, shut the fuck up, Yuuji", you spit back and roll your eyes, taking in the way the pretty boy arches his brows up in pure shock at your rather new attitude, "go and get high or whatever you do to feel proud of yourself", are the last words you say to him before you walk away, your heart thrumming inside your throat.
Your eyes roam the huge crowd, desperately searching for the only face you wanna look at right now and you try to remember where they were standing in the video Sora had posted only to realize that you can't remember.
After all you only watched the video once, your whole attention laying on Kyoutani. And after almost fifteen minutes, you find yourself slowly giving up.
Maybe this was just not meant to happen or maybe Kyoutani has left already.
He probably left with Sora- something you can’t and won’t ever blame him for.
After all she's literally one of the prettiest and hottest girls you have ever seen – anyone who rejects her would be out of their mind (or not attracted to girls which isn't the case when it comes to Kyoutani).
You give it another ten minutes of desperately looking around before you let out a deep sigh which gets lost in the loudness and thick air of the party before you finally start making your way back to the front door.
You quickly walk back to your car, trying your best to ignore everyone around you, especially all the drunk guys who are currently about to get into a verbal fight over something totally random and the last thing you want to experience those threats becoming reality.
At some point you're scared they might even include you which is probably why you end up literally sprinting and even though you always park so far away from frat houses just because you've heard way too many stories of people getting their cars stolen during parties, but right now you just wished you would have listened to your gut feeling and parked in front of the fraternity like every normal person.
However, to your life long luck, you spot a tall figure standing a little too close to your vehicle just as you’re about to unlock it. You slow down your movements almost instantly upon seeing the stranger, yet your eyes still try to figure out if it's someone you know despite the darkness surrounding the two of you.
He has probably spotted you by now, after all you're still panting like crazy from speed walking down to where your car is and it takes you a full minute to realize how loud you're actually being.
"Y/N", the male suddenly says, his deep voice sending shivers down your spine and even though it could have been everyone, it sounds a tad bit too familiar to your ears which is probably why you end up approaching him slowly.
"It's me, Kyoutani", he adds and at the same moment the words leave his lips, you finally recognize his pretty features which seem extra beautiful underneath the bright moonlight.
And then realization hits you.
"How did you know–", "Hana called me and asked if I could make sure you got home even if I didn't want to talk to you. So, here I am. Get in the car so I can tell her I did my part of the job", he interrupts you quickly, obviously not having the intention to interact with you and the way his usually so tender-filled eyes and calming voice are nothing but ice-cold has a thick veil of tears blurring your sight.
Never ever did you think about the moment, where Kyoutani puts the cold mask on he loved to hide behind when he had first looked at you all those weeks ago.
And the longer he avoids your gaze, the heavier the burden on your chest becomes.
"I'm sorry, Tani", you whisper, your voice breaking at the end, easily giving away how much his cold demeanor has gotten to you.
“Of course you're not just a friend to me and I d-don't know why I introduced you like that, everything happened so quickly and I – panicked. It's not an excuse and does not justify my behavior but I just wanted you to know that you've always been more than just a friend to me", you continue, managing to keep talking upon realizing that Kyoutani won't interrupt you and the way he even listens to you with his eyes looking everywhere but yours is absolutely enough for you.
"What am I to you then, Y/N? Am I the guy you're casually fucking? Your booty call? Am I your second choice? Like what the fuck do you expect me to say? I know we never put a label to – this", he starts pointing at you and then himself, "but you knew I was serious about it, about you. So, I just don't understand why you would even think about considering me a friend. I told you that I am not one for that friends with benefits kinda shit and you agreed yet you did this and now I can't help but be convinced you just used me to get that Yuuji fucker.”
Kyoutani is angry and he doesn't even try to hide it as he spits out those words, the ones he’s probably been dying to say out loud for the past few days and you know he has every right to actually be mad at you, his words still hit you in a way you didn't expect them to.
"I'd never do that to you, Kentarou; I'd never use you like that, please believe me", you say quickly, a little surprised you're even able to form proper sentences.
“You m-mean so much to me and I just don't know how to put it into words. My heart hurt so much when I watched you type your number into Sora's phone but the demons in my head, they just kept talking over my heart and – I'm just really sorry, Kyou, I really am", you sigh and after realizing that he's not going to look at you, you finally manage to shift your gaze away from his pretty face.
"Go home, Y/N. It's been a long day for both of us and I think some more distance will help me get my mind straight", Kyoutani replies after a long, torturous beat of silence lingering in the cold air and even if it wasn’t the reply you had hoped to hear, you're glad he's at least not completely ending it.
"Okay b-but at least let me drive you home?", you ask softly, wiping away the few tears which had managed to escape and when you look up at the beautiful faced male in front of you, his eyes meet you for the first time since what feels like forever and you feel yourself melting away.
"I don't think that's a good idea, pretty girl", Kyoutani sighs, the soft pet name sending your mind into the sweetest haze of comfort just like that, "it's only been a few days but I am craving your touch and I just know I'm going to lose it and fuck you against the next best surface if we get into that car together, so I have to decline this offer", he adds and takes another step back, his lips stretching into a tiny smile and you can’t deny how much his words have you gotten you worked up, but you have no choice but to nod.
"Have a good night, baby", Kyoutani sighs and deep down you're hoping for a kiss, after all it's been way too long since you got to feel close to him but instead, he just lifts his hand up and starts waving at you and just as he is about to turn around, you find yourself reaching for his wrist. The fear and despair inside of you making you a little too brave for your personal liking but you know you can't just let him walk away like that.
"Please, Tani- Kyoutani", you whisper and let out a soft sigh of relief when he turns around to face you again, "I won't try anything, I just want to spend a little bit more time with you."
Kyoutani takes a deep breath, his dark eyes roaming your face and wandering down your body and even though it feels like he's literally devouring you alive, you enjoy his burning gazes regardless, a hidden part inside of you even craving them.
A solid minute passes by before he lets out a sigh and gives you a nod, his plump lips pressed into a thin line.
It takes you another deep breath and a couple of seconds to actually calm yourself down from the rollercoaster of emotions you've been through within the time span of an hour and as you sit there in your car, inhaling the cold air of the night, your mind starts replaying everything that went down, starting from the day you met Kyoutani, to your first and most recent kiss, as well as the encounter with Sora and your deep anger towards Yuuji.
The drive to Kyoutani's apartment passes by in a blur, way too fast for your liking and you can't help but pout when you pull up in front of the huge building, knowing very well that this will be the last interaction with the handsome tattoo artist for the upcoming few days and you can already feel tears pricking at the corners of your eyes.
He's been awfully quiet, not like you actually said anything but Kyoutani's silence was intense, boring into your soul and actually suffocating you to a point where the urge to just jump out of the car became overwhelming.
You know he's probably going through everything just like you, yet the feeling that his thoughts are more on the negative side just won't leave you alone and you hate the way your assumptions are being confirmed as soon as Kyoutani turns to look at you.
"I – love you, Y/N", he suddenly says, his voice soft and calm, yet still deep and the way it's filled with tenderness and the sweetest bit of longing makes the effect of those magical words even heavier.
Your lips part in shock, your head having a difficult time actually processing his confession and you can feel your whole body going into a standby mode.
"But you're not good for me."
You remember the way your heart broke into thousands of pieces when you found out the alleged love of your life was cheating on you without even batting an eye.
The pain was so intense and heavy, you didn't know how to deal with it and at some point you were convinced that your heart had stopped beating for a solid minute. It was bad, left you speechless and threw you into a hole of darkness you barely managed to escape from, yet still leaving you grateful for the experience.
You thought your first heartbreak would be able to prepare you for what's to come in the future, but what you went through as soon as those words had fallen past Kyoutani’s lips, can't be compared to anything you've ever felt before.
Your heart starts clenching as his words keep replaying inside of your head and your throat so is going absolutely dry from your desperate attempts to gasp for air as the feeling of being suffocated comes back.
Everything around you seems to disappear, your eyes still focused on Kyoutani's intense gaze as the feeling of emptiness starts filling up your whole body.
You easily lose track of time, your heart beat so slow and heavy and when the wave of reality crashes you yet again, an almost inaudible sob falls past your lips.
"B-But...", you can't get yourself to speak, the words getting stuck in your throat and soft cries the only thing filling the inside of your car.
And yet, there are so many things you want to tell him, so many things rushing through your mind at the highest speed, almost impossible to grasp them and actually put them into proper sentences.
"You have too much control over me. I lost myself trying to fit into the picture of a lover you need and deserve. But – I am not who I used to be anymore”, Kyoutani explains, nervously rubbing the sides of his pierced node with his thumb as he avoids looking in your direction at all costs.
“I am scared of losing what's obviously not mine. You make me feel weak and vulnerable and I just can't deal with it. You've become the center of my world, and I can't control how much it affects me. How much you affect me and – I hate it", he continued, his voice is still incredibly calm, yet a bittersweet tone of fear coating every single one of his words.
"B-But...", yet again, the whole of your vocabulary seems vanished, not one word to say as the knot in your throat tightens even further.
"I'm sorry, Y/N. I thought I could do it but – I am not meant to love and you deserve to be loved in the most special way possible”, he takes another quick break, letting out a sigh of exhaustion, “and that's why I'm letting you go. Please, don't hate me. Take care and – goodbye, my love.”
Those are his last words before he presses his lips against your forehead, making your head spin like crazy because of the contrast of his heartbreaking words and his soft kiss.
Kyoutani leaves without saying another word. He doesn't even look back once as he walks away and enters the apartment building, while you can't stop staring at the door with hot tears streaming down your cheeks and loud sobs filling the suffocating air surrounding you.
There you are, yet again.
Your eyes staring into the dark night as your body tries to cope with the intensity of pain you've thought you had overcome.
The constant breaking of your heart starts numbing every part of your body and you slowly start losing yourself in this certain kind of darkness.
Seconds turn into minutes and without even realizing, a whole hour has gone by with you staring into nothing.
Your mind plays games with you as it keeps replaying his words, his behavior, his kiss and the feeling of slowly but certainly going insane as you get out of the car a little too fast.
You tumble back, the sudden coldness hitting you right in the face and the mental as well as physical exhaustion has your body trembling.
And then it hits you.
The wave of anger, wrath, frustration and hatred literally wakes you up, pulls you back into reality and ends up taking over you completely.
Your eyes find the huge apartment building Kyoutani lives in, staring at it as if you could set it on fire and you know what you're about to do is a bad idea but your body acts before your mind can even get the chance to intervene.
And that's how you find yourself almost brutality slamming your fist against Kyoutani's door, your heart hammering against your rib cage way too fast for it to be still physically healthy and ten thousand different thoughts rushing through your chaotic mind.
"What the fuck is going – Y/N", Kyoutani looks at you with his pretty eyes slightly widened in shock, his lips parting as he struggles to keep his eyes on you and a disgusting feeling of shame and embarrassment starts filling you up.
You know this is pathetic, you are aware of how stupid you look standing in front of him like this but you just can't get yourself to actually care about it.
"Y/N, please don't-", "No, I listened to what you had to say and now I'm going to talk and you're going to listen to me. Before that I am not going anywhere because I deserve this", you cut him off, hands balled into fists as you try to stay calm but the more you think about his words in the car, the angrier you get.
"I–", Kyoutani sighs, his eyes nervously roaming your face and upon noticing the way you seem to shiver from the cold and your lack of clothing, he lets his conscience get the best of him, "alright, come in then.”
You follow him inside, the familiar scent of vanilla and Kyoutani's favorite febreeze scent filling your nose and you hate the way how comfortable you are.
After all you've been spending quite some time in this apartment; visiting him after your classes so he could bury his face between your legs and then offer you some homemade food, followed by a good old ghibli movie and lots of cuddles has become some kind of routine.
Oh, how you hate him for ruining all of those memories.
"Do you want something to drink? You're probably freezing", he offers, his voice filled with concern and you know he is right and you'd definitely give everything for a cup of tea and maybe some water, you still shove all of your body’s basic needs into the very back of your head and try to regain your composure.
"I – you – we", you take a deep breath, your mind struggling to put all of those racing thoughts into some kind of order, yet failing miserably.
But there's so much you want to say to him; so many things you want him to hear and now that you are actually standing in front of him, your body betrays you.
"You're a fucking coward, Kyoutani Kentarou", is the first thing you finally manage to let out, "and I hate you for leaving me like this. I fucking hate you.”
Deep down, you hate yourself for saying those words; the choice of words and the incredible heaviness they come with are usually not your way of expressing yourself yet you're not regretting them.
You don't know how this night is going to end, maybe this will be the last time you get to see Kyoutani or he'll eventually fuck you into oblivion and you finally end up together; but nevertheless you want your words to hurt him; you want them to wake him up just like his did to you.
"How dare you confess your love to me and tell me I basically ruined your life in the same breath when you're the one who's fucking all of this – us up. Yes, I’ve made a mistake and I've been regretting my choice of words for the past four days, even came to the point where I accepted your distance and decided to let go because I know how much my words hurt you. But us ending like this? Definitely not going to happen", Kyoutani stares at you with his pretty eyes focusing you attentively, barely blinking, not moving at all; he’s just listening to you.
"I just – don't understand how you can be this oblivious."
"Oblivious? Oblivious to what?", he asks, his voice a little deeper and raspier, sending goosebumps straight dow your spine as if your body needed to remind you the effect he has on you.
"Oblivious to everything. This is what love does to people, Kentarou. Of course you're going to feel weak and vulnerable because of me - because of the one you love. After all the point of being loved and loving someone else is showing those vulnerabilities and weakness to the person you trust the most because you know, or at least you hope, they won't take advantage of it.”
You take a deep breath, your mind slowing down as you ease yourself into his calming embrace and subconsciously losing yourself in the comfort it comes with.
“I'm yours. I've been yours since the very first day and we both know this, that's why you are so scared of losing me. And that's why my words hurt you so much”, you can tell that he’s already processing your words as much as he can; his habit of scratching the back of his head giving him away easily.
"You said you've lost yourself trying to fit into this picture of someone who I deserve but – you are the one who created that picture in the first place. Just because my first boyfriend was an alleged goody two shoes doesn't mean that you have to be like that too. Fuck that", you hiss, the thought of Kyoutani changing even the slightest bit about himself sending jolts of anger through your veins, "I don't care if you dropped out of college or that you have tattoos and piercings and bleach blonde hair. None of that matters to me because it's you, your kind heart and your pure soul I fell in love with.”
And suddenly - you can feel the burden on your shoulders disappear when those certain words leave your lips and the second Kyoutani raises his eyebrows in slight surprise before he locks eyes with you again has another breath of fresh air run through your suffocated lungs.
"Yes, I'm in love with you, Kyoutani Kentarou. Believe it or not, but for me, you're perfect just like this, with all your tiny habits and every single tattoo. There's nothing I'd change about you and I'm genuinely, truly sorry if I ever made you feel like you needed to change for me. You're a great guy and I guess that's why I ran back here after sitting in that car, crying for an hour because I couldn't stop thinking about the way you confessed your love to me”, you feel the thick veil of tears appear before they manage to block your sight, making the pretty face in front of you turn into bourry little pixels as your emotions overwhelm you.
“And yes, you are meant to be loved; maybe not meant to be loved by me but you deserve to be loved, do you hear me?"
You go up to him, closing some of the distance between the two of you before your finger darts out and poke his strong chest, trying to ease the tension after letting go of all those thoughts, "you deserve to love and to be loved because you're a good person. And I just – wanted to thank you for letting me into your life. Meeting you, getting to know the beautiful person you are has been one of the best things that has happened to me and I will cherish these memories forever."
And with those words you take a deep breath, let out another sigh, goving away your acceptance of defeat before you lift your head and prepare yourself to say your last goodbye no matter how painful it is.
"Take care, Kyoutani Kentarou and thank you, for everything", the words fall past your lips in the form of a whisper solely because you're too scared to break if you raised your volume just slightly.
You turn around and feel the first tear find its way down your cheek before you even get to walk away.
And just as you wrap your fingers around the doorknob, the sound of rushed footsteps approaching you makes you halt your movements.
"D-Don't go", Kyoutani suddenly says, his voice breaking when he comes to stand behind you, so close you can actually feel the warmth he's radiating, "I need you...so bad", he whispers into your ear, pressing his forehead against the back of your neck and it's like everything that happened tonight becomes irrelevant.
You turn around, not expecting Kyoutani to push you against the door with his whole body, yet still embracing him as much as you can.
With a soft sob, you start inhaling his unique scent, grazing his soft skin with your fingers and letting the warmth blossom inside of your chest after feeling his rapid heartbeat beneath your palm.
"Don't leave me, please", he cries, the tears running down his flushed cheeks despite his desperate attempts of holding back, "let's do this whole love thing.”
You stand there for what feels like an eternity, just hugging each other, taking in each other's presence and calming down from everything that has happened in such a short time. You finally calm down completely, Kyoutani's soft touches and tiny kisses give you the last bit of energy you needed and for the first time in almost three months, there's not one demon in your head trying to make you overthink something.
Because this feels perfect; there's literally no other word to describe the feeling of holding Kyoutani Kentarou and being held by him.
But nevertheless, you've been on a constant adrenaline rush for the past four hours and the exhaustion has been killing you, making you grow tired a lot faster than usual.
"What about moving this to your room, hm? I'd rather fall asleep with you in your bed than against the door; especially because I know the boys are out and will be coming home soon", you say softly, lifting Kyoutani's head from the crook of your neck and looking at him.
He sighs and gives you a soft kiss, giving you a nod in response before he gets himself to let go of you; his warmth leaving with him and it's almost disgusting how you literally crave his presence.
After Kyoutani makes you drink two glasses of water to avoid the dehydration of your body, he hands you one of his thick hoodies and leaves you to get ready in his bathroom.
You come back to the sight of him sitting against the headboard of his king sized bed, his oversized shirt revealing the perfect amount of collarbones and you enjoy the sight of his pretty skin and the dark lines covering most of it as well as the way his sweats hug his strong thighs in the best way possible.
And as you watch his eyes lazily roam your body, a hot jolt of arousal finds its way through your veins and right to your cunt.
"Don't look at me like that, sweet girl", Kyoutani suddenly groans and cocks his head to the side, his tongue poking out to wet his lips before he gulps harshly; his eyes never once leaving yours.
"B-But Tani...", you reply, approaching him with tiny steps become you come to stand right next to his tall figure, feeling yourself growing needier because of the way your body is craving his touch now more than ever.
“Baby…”, he replies and gulps harshly, knowing your body better than yourself after weeks of getting to know you in a way nobody has ever before.
"Please, Tani...please, fuck me. I need to feel you inside of me. I've been waiting for so long...", you plead, your fingers coming to graze his pretty lips as memories of all the times he had turned you into a crying mess with those lips.
Kyoutani is just as affected by the change in tension as you, the slight bulge in his grey sweatpants as well as the hunger burning in his eyes giving him away.
"You're such a pretty angel girl, aren’t you?", he whispers and sits up, pulling you closer to make you stand in between his legs as he starts caressing your hot cheeks with his fingers.
“Yet you're saying all those naughty things”, Kentarou chuckles deeply, “imagine how people would react if they knew what a cockhungry little slut you actually are", upon hearing those degrading names, your cunt starts clenching around nothing and a high pitched whimper escaped your throat.
"For you...", you whisper, pulling your bottom lip between your teeth the second Kyoutani starts placing open mouthed kisses on your neck.
Your fingers dig into his shoulders, pulling the material of his shirt a little too tightly.
"Of course, baby, you're mine after all and this sweet cunt", the sudden feeling of his palm pressing against the damped fabric of your panties has you gasping for air, "belongs to me, and me only", Kyoutani grunts, pulling the skin of your neck between his lips before he starts sucking gently as well as slowly moving his fingers against the lacey fabric between your legs.
"Yes, it's yours", you reply, after several weeks of being intimate with Kyoutani you've learned one thing and that's how much he loves hearing you say all those dirty and lewd things, "please fuck me."
"Patience, my love, patience. I am going to fuck you", Kentarou replies calmly and suddenly pushes you away, his hands disappearing from your body and when your lid flutter open because of the lack of touch, he shoots you one of his cocky smirks, "but let's not forget the whole friend situation, hm? What about you make it up to me before I fuck you like the little whore you are?"
His words have excitement rush through your blood, your head literally spinning just from the thought of finally getting to be on the giving end after weeks of him playing the selfless lover.
You nod eagerly, anticipation sparkling in your eyes as you watch him palm himself over his sweats before you get on your knees and wait for him to let go of his now fully erect cock.
However, the more seconds pass by like this, the more nervous you become because for some reason you suddenly remember that you've basically never sucked dick before.
Your head shoots up with slight panic written all over your face and of course Kyoutani notices your change in demeanor right away.
"What's wrong, angel?", he asks you and stops the movements of his hands.
"I don't know how to do it, Tani", you whisper, knowing there's no point in being shy about it, after all he happens to be the guy you've experienced your most firsts with.
"It's okay, baby, I'm going to help you”, Kyoutani replies and actually loses his composure for a second, “fuck baby, don't look at me like this when I'm literally about to fuck your throat", he hisses, throwing his head back as he grunts and his hips desperately bucking into the air.
Kyoutani takes another deep breath before he finally pushes his hand underneath the waistband of his sweats and with your eyes focused on his movements, you watch him pull out his hard length, a soft hiss falling past his plump lips when the coldness of the room grazes the slightly wet tip of his cock.
You gulp harshly, his impressive size in girth as well as length has your pussy throbbing like crazy, yet you can't help but wonder how the hell he's going to fit inside of you.
“Don't worry, baby, I know you're going to take all of my cock like the good girl you are", Kyoutani says after observing your facial expressions for some time.
"Give me your hand", he asks you softly, his voice still raspy and incredibly hoarse yet still soothing and you appreciate his attempts to calm himself down so you won't feel too nervous. With your heart slamming against your rib cage, you lift your hand up and are slightly overwhelmed at the sudden feeling of Kyoutani's warm spit pooling inside your palm. Without adding anything, he straightens himself and motions you to stroke his hard cock.
Not once do you stop looking at him as you wrap your fingers around the base of his impressive length and slowly start jerking him off.
Kyoutani cocks his head to the side, his bottom lip pulled in between his teeth and his eyes constantly fluttering close.
"Start with the tip, angel- just wrap your lips around it and start sucking, but be careful with your teeth, yeah baby?", he grunts, his hips thrusting into your fist every time the pace of your strokes slows down.
You give him yet another nod before look up at him one more time and do as he says.
The feeling of his cock between your lips is – different.
It feels like it's not supposed to be there, yet the salty taste of his precum coating your tongue has you sighing softly. Your tongue darts out, giving his tip a tiny kitten lick before you go back to sucking on it eagerly.
And while you seem to enjoy it a lot, Kyoutani is going absolutely crazy. You can see the way he's tensing his body as his grip in the bed sheets tightens and the vein on his neck pops out.
"F-Fuck, baby, just like that", he praises you "now try to take more of it in a-and use your hand for the rest", Kyoutani's voice is shaky, his eyes are nervously roaming your swollen lips and the string of spit connecting them to the tip of his cock.
Without giving it another thought, you take a deep breath and take more of him, trying your best to not graze his sensitive cock with your teeth and despite your initial struggle, you still enjoy the feeling of his cock on your tongue.
You subconsciously wrap your fingers around the part of his cock which you can't fit inside your mouth and suddenly it's like your body knows exactly what to do.
Kyoutani's moans grow louder and the soft thrusts of his hips become a little less controlled. You look up at him every now and then, trying your best to keep the steady rhythm as you bop your head.
And then he suddenly thrusts his length all the way to the back of your throat, your gag reflex just about to go off when he pulls back which is the moment you take notice of the tears streaming down your cheeks.
You give him a soft smile before going back to wrapping your lips around his tip, but you don't get very far.
Kyoutani pulls you back, his grip on the back of your neck not firm enough to hurt you.
"I promise I'm going to fuck your throat properly and even cum in your mouth the next time we do this but right now I just can't stop thinking about that tight cunt of yours", he says, helping you get up and almost instantly pulling you onto his lap; his wet cock rubbing against your panty covered core as Kyoutani pulls you in for a kiss.
It's sloppy and rushed, the way his tongue grazes over yours before he pulls it between his lips and starts sucking at it. Your hips start moving against his cock, your sensitive pussy craving some kind of friction as the arousal has your head spinning like crazy.
You start moaning and whimpering into his mouth when Kyoutani’s hips start meeting your desperate movements, applying the perfect amount of pressure onto your needy clit.
You feel the knot in the pit of your stomach tightening, the clenching of your cunt becoming worse the more you hump Kyoutani's cock like a woman starved.
But nothing prepares you for the feeling of one of his large digits entering you. Your hole start clenching around his finger Kyoutani pushes another one in, both digits buried inside of your little cunt.
"Such a good girl for me, aren't you, baby? I'm going to finger you nice and slow so you're ready for my cock. Now come on, my love; show me what a good whore you are and ride my fingers", Kyoutani encourages you, his hot breath fanning against the sensitive skin behind your ear and without missing a beat, your hips meet the skillful thrusts of his fingers.
Kyoutani continues to whisper naughty things into your ear, his other hand eventually wrapping around your throat as he makes sure you look into his eyes when you stumble over the edge.
Your high hits you hard and fast, the intensity knocking the breath out of your lungs and leaving you gasping for it; something you should be used to by now yet still can't believe is even possible.
He pushes you off of his lap softly, helps you get rid of his shirt as well as your ruined panties before he makes you lay down in the middle of his bed; eyes locking with yours when he also starts undressing.
"My pretty girl", Kyoutani sighs, his hand caressing the soft skin of your thighs, spanking you every now and then just because he's absolutely obsessed with the way your whole body tenses whenever his hand meets your skin.
“Look at me", he orders and almost instantly your head shoots up to meet his gaze, the sight of his naked body distracting you a lot more than you expected but after all this is the first time you get to see the rest of his tattoos; the ones you usually only get a tiny glimpse of depending on his outfit choice.
Kyoutani spreads your legs apart, his eyes never leaving yours even when he starts jerking off again and you can't hold back the soft whimpers and begs leaving your lips.
But also something about his flushed cheeks and swollen lips as well as his messy hair falling into his face has you incredibly turned on.
"We've never talked about this before but are you on the pill, baby?", he asks, pushing one of his thumbs into his mouth before he brings it down to your clit and starts rubbing soft circles into it, making you arch your back off of the mattress as you bury your face in the pillow to keep your noises down.
"N-No", you whisper, a deep sigh coming from Kyoutani and even though you know you shouldn’t do it, you stop him from bending over to the drawer of his nightstand, making him look at you in confusion.
“But I still want you to raw me, please...", you add and gulp harshly when his whole body seems to go into some kind of haze once the words leaveyour lips.
Kyoutani looks at you, his eyes darkening even more as he pulls his bottom lip between his teeth and lets out a loud moan of your name.
"I can't just raw you, baby", he presses through gritted teeth, his mask slowly falling apart the more you rub yourself against his cock, "you've never had sex without a condom and my pull out game is weak, even weaker when it comes to you because fuck – the thought of filling you up with my cum sounds so fucking good", Kyou groans when you scoot up a little, taking his length into your hand before you line him up with your entrance.
"B-But what if you get pregnant, sweet girl?", he sighs and tries to pull away, making you wrap your arms around his neck as you look into his pretty eyes.
"That will just show everyone around us how well you've fucked me", you whisper and elicit another deep moan from him, his whole body shaking slightly as he tries to hold himself back from just pounding into you.
"Such a cockhungry whore", he hisses and – finally – starts pushing his fat cock into your tiny cunt, the slight stretch making you both gasp for air.
“If that's what you want, then that’s what you get, you little slut. I'm going to fucking raw you and fill you up with all of my cum, make you my cumslut", Kyoutani grunts, pulling your bottom lip between his teeth before he harshly grabs your face and looks into your eyes as he buries more of himself inside of you.
"F-Fuck, you're big", you whimper, throwing your head back and trying your very best to stop clenching around his cock.
“We're almost there, baby- you got this, s-stop clenching", Kyoutani grunts against your parted lips. Without a warning, Kyoutani pushes the rest of his huge cock inside of you, bottoming out completely.
“F-Fuck...you’re so– tight”, Kentarou grunts, his fingers digging into the flesh of your hips as he buries his face in the crook of your neck, “it’s like you’ve never been fucked before.”
“S-So good...so fucking good, nngh-”, your little whimpers and whines are slurred, barely coherent as the feeling of being filled to the brim pushes you into a haze of pleasure.
You feel the pulsation of his cock against your spongy walls, his hands nervously roaming your body and groping one of your tits, as he obviously tries to calm himself down.
And then he finally starts moving.
A deep, guttural moan leaves the both of you when he pulls himself out of your tight hole, dragging his huge cock along the walls of your little cunt in the most delicious way possible before he almost brutally shoves himself back in again.
“Mhm, just like that, you little brat”, he grunts, sitting up on his knees as he pushes your legs further apart, his eyes focusing the way his fat cock stretches your hole just how he’s been imagining it all this time, “coming up to me and talking about having your little cunt rawed like some cumhungry little whore.”
You start nodding almost instantly at his words, your brain barely recognizing them, the only thing you can focus on being the way the tip of his cock grazes the entrance to your womb with every harsh, brutal thrust of his hips.
His thrusts find a steady rhythm, hard and so, so deep.
“Open your mouth”, Kyoutani grunts, a single drop of sweat finding its way down the center of his tattooed chest, the sight making you whimper and whine for him even louder as you part your lips as soon as you process his words.
“You know what? I’d rather have you say it”, he suddenly hisses, pulling his cock out of your spasming cunt before he presses your legs together and shoves himself back inside of you with one skilled thrust of his hips.
You have no idea at what point you start crying but by the time Kyoutani's moans and grunts start picking up their pace, you're a sobbing mess.
“S-Say wh-what?”, you sob, hiding your tear and spit stained face behind your hands, not daring to look up at him.
“I want you to ask for my spit and beg for my cum”, Kentarou’s voice grows raspier, the dominance seething through every single one of his words makes it so easy for you to fall even further into the hole of absolute submission, “and stop hiding yourself, angel girl..I wanna watch the way I’m fucking your brains out.”
A row of loud, high pitched whines and a combination of sobs and moans are the only thing you manage to respond with, your brain clouded with the feeling of his thick cock dragging along the spongy walls of your cunt.
And before you can even comprehend his next movement, you hear the loud sound of skin meeting skin followed by the delicious feeling of a sting sending jolts of pain through your body, something you’ve come to love after so many hours with the tattoo artist.
“I told you to ask and beg for it, angel girl..you’re making me wait”, Kentarou spits, never once halting the movements of his hips as he watches the way you start sobbing even more, your cunt spasming around his cock after his painful spank.
“Please...f-fuck, please spit in my mouth and my face and on my cunt- want it all”, you start brabbling, another row of incohrent begs following right afterwars as your hips sloppily meet his harsh thrusts, “I want you to stuff me full of your cum, too- please, Daddy, wanna be your little c-cumdumpster.”
“There you go..”, Kyoutani’s plump lips stretch into a big smile as his cock throbs at the sound of that one forbidden little word he’s come to love even more after hearing it from you only a handful of times.
He didn’t hesitate to tell you about how much it turns him on around two weeks after the two fo you had started dating and even though he never really expected you to use it, he was secretely hoping for you to overcome your shyness.
You had used it only twice before when the pleasure had gotten too much for your brain to handle and Kyoutani knew you’d stop holding yourself back as soon as you got a taste of his cock.
“What did you just call me, pretty girl?”, he cooes, giggling softly at the way you whimper and cry even harder, knowing oh so well what he wants to hear.
And for the first time you just can’t get yourself to argue with the little voice in the back of your head; the feeling of his cock stretching your tiny cunt making it so, so easy to just let go of all those doubts and worries.
“Please, Daddy”, you reply and look into his eyes, groping your own tits as you arch your back to feel him even deeper inside of you, “n-need your cum inside of me...please- want everyone to know who I belong to.”
You don’t really expect it, yet your pussy almost instantly start clenching around his cock when kyoutani harshly grabs your face, making you part your lips before he spits into your mouth.
The loud, lewd sound of it rings in your ears in the best way possible and acting like a literal aphrodisiac in combination with the delicious taste of his saliva coating the hot muscle of your tongue.
You hum softly before you swallow it all, a gentle sob escaing your lips before you look up at him again.
"Now go on, angel girl”, he growls, pushing his hand in between your legs to rub circles into your hardened clit, “I want you to cum for me. Be a good little dumpster for your Daddy and show me what only I can do to you.”
You can barely process his words, the lewdness just fueling the fire in the pit of your stomach as you lose yourself in the feeling of your upcoming high. But you still start nodding, cringing at the feeling your saliva dripping down your jawline.
And with one last thrust, you feel your high crashing down onto you with such heaviness, you're left absolutely breathless.
Your whole body is trembling as the waves of your orgasm hit you, a row of incoherent words leaving your lips before you stop trying and just start crying for your precious Daddy.
"That's my baby”, is the first thing your brain manages to process again, everything still a blurry mess and when you look at Kyou, you realize you’re still cumming.
Your cunt is almost painfully spasming around his big cock, your juices dripping down the sides of his length as he helps you ride out your orgasm.
“You’re such a good, good girl for Daddy, aren’t you? I'm so proud of you", Kyoutani praises you, his thrust a little sloppier than before and from the way he's digging his fingers into the skin of your waist, you can only assume that he's also quiet close, "you're also going to take all of Daddy’s cum, right, baby? We gotta make sure I fill you up nicely..."
You take a deep breath, your slightly overstimulated cunt sending shivers down your spine as your eyes focus on Kyoutani's parted lips.
"Please, Daddy...need you to fill me up with your cum", you encourage him and when you slowly push two of your fingers into his mouth, knowing how much he loves to suck on them no matter what situation you’re both in, you finally get to see his whole face crunch up in pleasure.
His body tenses up as his grip on your waist becomes firmer before he starts cumming inside of you with a deep, raspy moan; coating the walls in several shades of white with three thick spurts of his cum.
Kyoutani buries his face in the crook of your neck as he slowly calms down, loud breathing and rushed gasps for air the only thing to fill the inside of his empty room.
"I love you so much", he whispers and gives you a soft kiss, his cock still firmly buried inside of your sensitive cunt before he shoots you a soft smile; looking almost boyish with his glossy eyes and flushed cheeks.
"I love you, too, D-Daddy”, you whisper, gulping harshly as the words leave your lips, feeling yourself grow even smaller underneath his strong yet comforting gaze, “thank you for giving us a chance", you add and pull him into for another kiss.
"Kyoutani Kentarou, your favorite group of walking disappointments is back and better than ev - oh", Iwaizumi Hajime, Kyoutani's High School best friend, fellow tattoo aritst and roommate suddenly yells and almost brutally slams open the door, startling you to the last bone in your body.
Kyoutani is quick to cover you up with his body, his hand reaching for one of the blankets on the floor as he grunts in annoyance.
"I'm so sorry, I didn't know–", "What is it, Iwa-Chan? Is he jerking off again? Kyoutani Kentarou you little piece of shit, just go and fuck that–", just like Iwaizumi, Oikawa – who also happens to be his best friend, felow tattoo artist and roommate – comes to stand in the doorway, bumping into his best friend before he finally spots the two of you.
"You're naked", he points out, closing his eyes almost instantly after realizing what he has just come to witness and despite the disgusting feeling of wanting to disappear and never come back again, you can't help but giggle at their shocked and slightly disgusted faces.
Kyoutani takes a deep breath and pulls out of you, still making sure to hide you behind his body before he hands you the blanket and lets his eyes shift to the door, looking at his best friends in pure disbelief.
"Kawa stop fucking staring and – can you two please fuck off?", he yells, pulling the boys back to reality and the way both of them shift to look at you only to blush from their necks to their ears has you chuckling softly.
This type of situation is nothing you’re not used to – unfortunately.
"Uhm – of course! Oh, my fucking God! So sorry, Kyou", Iwaizumi stutters and wraps his fingers around the doorknob, avoiding your eyes as much as he can before he pushes Oikawa away and then closes the door with another row of apologies.
Kyoutani just looks at you apologetically as he shakes his head and face palms himself, making the both of you burst into loud laughter.
And after taking a shower together and actually eating some late dinner with the boys, you fall asleep with Kyoutani's arms tightly wrapped around your waist, his face buried inside the crook of your neck and one last love confession.
And when those sweet words fall past his lips yet again, you realize – you're finally home.
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snowy stroll - n. jaemin ☃︎
fluff, experiencing snow w/nana (repost)
glancing out the window, the big snowflakes raced down from the sky, forming a pretty blanket over every corner of the city they could occupy. you couldn't help but glee at the sight, winter was always fascinating to you.
jaemm!! hurry, hurry, hurry, hurry!!
laughter echoed the living room as jaemin was walking in with a pair of gloves and smiling at your impatience. he could practically see the spark in your eyes as you awaited the arrival of his permission to go outside.
we have the time of the world baby, what's the rush?
he said in between laughters.
but right now is quieter and there's barely anyone out!! we shouldn't miss this opportunity.
jaemin again threw another laugh, and went back to his room, claiming to get his other clothing pieces he needed to beat the cold, but truth to be told, he sneaked his camera in a small bag, to capture every moment possible.
he took your covered hand and pulled you close while slowly opening the door as to not make any noise. then, turned to lock the door, pressing each number softly, and grasped your hand again to lead you outside.
as soon as you took the first step out, the euphoria that gripped you was visibly shown to jaemin. he quickly took out his phone out and stole some pics of your first steps in the ground full of snow.
after a few more steps into the park, you suddenly gasped when your right leg reached a certain point of deepness. you slowly backed away in attempt to escape the tragedy of being stuck in there. but just as you were backing away, your back was met with the force jaemin's chest had put on, and came crashing down the deep pile, yelping at the contact your body made with the icy water that had been hiding underneath the untouched corner of the park.
j aemi nnn!
his laughter bounced through the bricks of the buildings, as he started to stand up but only failing miserably due to the fact that there was no object where he could support on. he again started to giggle at the state he found himself being on; his chest laid on his girlfriend's back, fully sandwiching her between himself and the cold watery surface.
i'm gonna freeze to death if your a*s doesn't get up right this instant!!
suddenly your back felt lighter, and the streetlight's artificial rays reached your vision. jaemin's hand grasped yours tightly and pulled you out with enough force to get you back on your feet.
that!! was so much fun! let's do it again!
just as those words reached your ears, your hands - that were shaking off the snow from the black material of the coat you were wearing - came to an halt, and your deadly gaze pierced right through his playful one. that motion on its own managed to grab a generous amount of giggles from the both of you.
can you give me a kiss? :3
you didn't even have to think twice about it, immediately stripping your hands from the fuzzy material of your gloves and cupping jaemin's cheeks ever so slightly to help lean in for a pleasant kiss.
his lips felt welcoming, though chapped, they still possessed the warm feeling of love and affection. his hands snaked around your waist and gently pulled you in closer to his chest, slowly tilting his head to capture every move of your brinks.
you started to gently part your lips from jaemin's soft embrace that had devoured them, and made fully contact with his eyes, as he scanned every inch of your features.
i love you. - he said as a beaming smile took over his face, while gently removing a strand of hair from your eyes, and caressing your cheeks with soft touches.
i love you too, nana.
you leaned into to his touch, maintaining eye contact with him as the soft feathery snowflakes fell upon you. you couldn't have asked for a better place to be.
minutes pass by of fooling around like two free souls around the white district, carefree, while other people could only watch and dream to have their freedom and love that they radiate.
let's call it a night love, it's getting colder and i don't think i can last.
okay okay, but let's take one more picture over there and we'll go!
jaemin nodded, taking your hand, letting you lead him towards the desired direction. you approached him slightly so the camera could capture both of you closely.
his hand gripped your shoulder faintly, giving away the hint of wanting you closer. you both stood still as genuine smiles took over your expressions, & the fainted beam of the moon accompanied your frame. when the click was heard, jaemin quickly took your hand and started to run towards the entrance of the apartment.
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so... good morning :) heres part 1 and part 2!! also, i wasn't planning on this but @cute-as-buttons convinced me to write sasha angst <3 ENJOY!!!
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there were nights sasha couldn't sleep at all, when she would lay on her back, hands clasped firmly against her chest, staring up at the ceiling, trying her hardest to stop the multitude of thoughts tumbling through her mind.
those nights, when the sun would set and her eyes would sting, sasha traced the cracks in the paint, waiting, just waiting, for the memory to come.
it had always been the same one, since the words had fallen from anne's lips, they would haunt sasha's every waking hour. no matter the instant apology, or the constant reassurance that she didn't mean it, sasha could never forget the glare on anne's face or the venom the words were spat with.
the memory would always begin the same way:
they were standing in the plantar's house, sasha only coming to collect her measly pile of belongings off the kitchen counter. anne had found her standing over the bag, her hands gripping the straps with white knuckles.
anne's words had been quiet, barely above a whisper, but they'd still hurt all the same. "you shouldn't be here." they hadn't been words of anger, or sadness, just a fact, a simple fact. sasha shouldn't have been there, it wasn't her house, it had never been her house.
"good thing i'm going then," she'd replied just as quietly, slinging her bag onto her shoulder and turning on her heel. no matter what anne was going to say, or how empty her eyes were, sasha couldn't stop her heart skipping a beat at the sight of her friend.
"i don't," anne swallowed, her eyes fixed on the ground and hands fiddling with a loose string on her shirt (her new shirt, because she got out, she went home). "i don't think it's a good idea," she let out a choked sigh and scrubbed at her eyes.
"spit it out, anne," sasha said, the words thick with anger she didn't feel.
with teary eyes, anne looked up at sasha, working her jaw for a few moments before finally saying the words that would stick with sasha for the rest of her life. "i don't think its a good idea for us to be friends anymore."
"oh," it felt like every word she'd been meaning to say since she lost anne the first time were gone, replaced with a tigteness in her chest and a lump in her throat. tears stung her eyes yet she didn't let them fall, wouldn't dare to. this was her fault, it was always her fault, she shouldn’t cry when she brought this on herself. "okay."
"and," for a second, there was a hope that anne would say something else, that she just meant for a little bit, but all that hope drained when she saw the tears fall down anne's cheeks. "when we go home," anne stopped, taking a shuddering breath, "i don't want to see you again." it felt like a stab to her chest, but all sasha could do was nod and turn to the door.
she could feel anne's eyes on her back as she walked to the small door that she'd left open, tears finally welling in her eyes when she was out of sight.
she'd known it was coming, she'd known for a while, but that still didn't make it hurt any less.
on nights where she was plagued by anne's words, laying stiffly with anne just a few inches away, sasha felt tears dripping down her face, falling onto the pillow or marcy's hair. she'd never liked crying, but sometimes, when everything got too much and words hurt more than they had in years, it was all sasha could do to muffle her cries with her hand and try not to wake up the two she had loved even when they didn't love her back.
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Was it Worth it
A/N: I am going back through and making adjustments to this story, nothing major but you all deserve this to be a bit better.
It's been a month… I've been working some crazy hours at the bar trying to keep busy and not think about everything even attempted a few dates but nothing has stuck. I'm getting ready for another work day. I throw on my favorite skinny jeans, a cropped top and go and grab my cowgirl boots since it's country night and it's perfect with my long brown hair in curls and I hear my phone go off.
I run to it hoping it's Jake and I answer. "Hello" I say trying not to sound excited.
"Hi Krista. This is Alan Bloomgate, police chief from Duskwood. I have some questions about Hannah's disappearance that I need you to answer in person. Can you come in?" Alan asks.
"Yes, is it okay if it's in a month? As I need to book a flight and everything." I ask as my heart breaks a bit.
"Yeah that's completely fine. I look forward to seeing you."
"Thank you. Have a good day" I say as I hang up the phone.
I stand in my closet and finish putting together my outfit and snap a picture. Faking a happy smile.
-Country night at the bar, come join us and have some fun with your favorite bartender… me 😜- i post on social media.
As always, instant interaction and comments.
My phone goes off again and it's one of the girls from the bar with a text
Hey can you bring me those black bling boots you have I can't find mine.
I respond back sure but you owe me one with those knee-highs one night .
I send a message to the Duskwood that has everyone expect Jake and Richy per my request.
Krista: Hey everyone lets set up that trip I'm dying for a break from city life and I think it's time I come visit I send
Instantly Jessy jumps on and video calls me
"Are you serious? You wanna come to Duskwood" she says all happy.
"Yeah it's either that or my cabin I have where it will just be me alone" I say.
"Ah I'm so excited I'll start planning. When do you wanna come?" She ask
" I was thinking in a month gives my boss enough notice" I say as I hear everyone's voice in the background. "Who's all there?"
"Everyone I told everyone as soon as I saw it" she says.
"Oh yay" I say trying to act excited as I hear a voice I don't recognize and I hear Hannah say shh Jake my heart sinks "but I have to go I have to get ready for work."
"Well you look amazing as always Krista" I hear Dan say as a double notification comes through from him.
"Thanks… we'll talk later Jessy and Dan" I say as I hang up.
I go to the kitchen and pour a glass of whiskey as Dan calls me.
I answer thankful it's not video chat "yeah?"
"It's me and Jessy. We know your not okay put that whiskey down" says Dan.
"No, I really need it. I'm not driving I'm just walking the two blocks I'll be fine" I say as I take a drink.
"Krista I know its cause you heard Jake," Jessy says.
I hear him in the background again say what.
"Ugh I don't want to talk about…. All I gotta say is I'm trying to move on. He obviously doesn't want to talk to me and I'm hoping I don't see him or Richy when I come but if I do I do. But I gotta go I gotta head out the door" I say as I finish my drink.
I hear Jessy hang up and I hear Dan still there
"What Dan?" I ask
He moves away from the crowd "look I know how you feel about him and that doesn't go away. I shouldn't be telling you this cause he asked us not to say anything but he asked us not to say your name around him when Jessy screamed like a best friend does and said your name that you wanna come visit he got really quite" he says.
"Well good he's the one that ghosted me but dang it Dan I can't have this conversation right now I have my makeup done and I cant cry."
"Well I'm excited too finally see you in person and get that movie date you promised me"
"Goodbye Dan" I say as I hang up the phone
I go into work and inform my boss and he agrees to take me off the schedule until I come back.
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pairing : Levi Ackerman x Reader
wc : 1.8 k
themes : the ceremony honoring Levi's squad (including you) after the reclaim of Shiganshina went wrong, angst, hurt, comfort.
warnings : angst and hate
A soft light drenched your silhouette standing in front of the mirror. Inspecting yourself, you flatted out any crease on your long army jacket while arranging the collar of your shirt. You stood there staring at the image reflected to you : you looked put together, but your face still reminded you of everything that happened just days ago. Retaking Shiganshina didn't feel like a victory at all. With all that was lost, there was no praise, no glory, no nothing, only a bitter sweet sense of accomplishment, more torturing than satisfying.
You looked at the bags under your eyes, at the cuts lacerating the side of your face, even though you've been granted enough sleep and medical care to recover, you were still exhausted, and you could still see that dark cloud veiling your eyes, images of hell still flashing in front of you.
You heard a small knock on the door of the quarters you have been assigned to. It was time to go, the ceremony was about to start.
You shouted a weak but audible "yes" before heading out of the room. When you opened the wooden door , you were met by two even more tired eyes.
Levi
"They're waiting for us"
You walked side by side in the sumptuous corridors, you were in the capital and inside this part of the walls, everything looked so lavish that you felt out of place. You didn't exchange any word for a long moment until Levi broke the silence by asking if you were able to rest.
"Not really no"
By the way he stayed silence after you answered his question, you understood that it was the same for him.
The reason you weren't able to rest was the anticipation, no, the dread you felt in regards to this ceremony. With the suicidal charge Erwin commended causing the death of so many soldiers, both young and older ones, all of you who had survived this, felt sick to your stomach, you were all eaten by a sentiment that vastly resembled guilt. You, the rest of Levi's squad and Levi himself being the ones always coming back alive started to sound like a bad sonata to the ears of the population, they would rather see their sons, daughters, cousins and husbands coming back rather then the ones who always manages to make it, so eventually, you were expecting the worst to come out of this ceremony, and you felt that this honoring event was gonna put you all on an unwelcoming spotlight.
Approaching the great doors of the ceremonial chamber, all of you hesitated to to enter as the guards invited you in.
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You were totally right, the moment the heavy and palatial looking doors opened to welcome you, you were met by very concerned looks. Soldiers and other various members as well as government big heads were undressing you with disapprobation, you felt your heart tighten, all of you already felt horrible enough that you cursed those blaming looks for adding more weight to your already busted shoulders.
Levi's name was called first to be given his medal, impassive as usual, Levi climbed up the stairs to where Historia stood solemnly, each one of his steps followed by a horrible comment directed at him, sometimes in a low voice, sometimes not.
"How come they're always the one coming back"
"Yeah, nothing ever happens to them how come ?"
"I bet they throw the young recruits and the less competent ones right into the titans mouths so they can protect their lives"
"I guess they don't put their lives on the line so much to be able to always come back in one piece".
"This is Levi, he can take on anything, heh, must be nice to be invincible"
Some of the comments being whispered were down right nasty and they were all directed to Levi.
Of all the people, the captain was the one to whom was directed the messiest of remarks. Everyone knew he was the strongest soldier alive, and they hated him for this exact same reason.
Seeing how Levi manages to stay composed and be able to dismiss these comments made your heart ache, you realized he must have heard them so many times to be able to ignore them like this. You knew the captain, you knew that he actually cared but had to learn not to, you felt bad realizing that this became familiar to him.
You felt so bad for the fallen ones, your heart was still mourning them to this instant but you couldn't possibly describe how gut wrenching you felt seeing Levi having to bear all the weight of the culpability people unrightfully put on him.
You clenched your fists, closed your eyes and told yourself that it was going to pass, like all the other times.
You haven't been this targeted by hate yourself, but now you were put on this unwanted pedestal and everyone could see who were the usual lucky ones, and you could feel yourself being put on the the condemning spot as it was your turn to be called and climb those cursed stairs.
You kneeled before Historia, feeling her hands ghost over your head as she put and secured the medal around your neck, repeating the same careful but solemn gestures for the second time.
"They don't deserve the medals !" shouted a particularly angry red haired youngster.
More whispers could be heard now from different parts of the ceremonial room, enough to fill the spacious chamber. Small groups started forming, their chatter was now all you could distinguish. Some were agreeing while others were quizzical, you could hear the people's subtle judgements but all you could feel was your hands becoming sweaty and an incredibly uncomfortable heat, filling your head. You already felt bad enough, you already felt undeserving enough, you already felt guilty enough, why did they have to be so-
do they not know what war is like ?
"This Arlert recruit shouldn't have been the one to be saved ! Levi's duty should have been to keep the commander alive !" spat the red-haired young man, emotion seemingly making his blood boil.
You could only stand where you were at the top of the stairs, looking at this seemingly unsatisfied and outraged human, making you doubt every single choice you made back there, you wrapped your hand over the medal holding it tightly, trying to ground yourself.
"Enough !"
It was Levi who spoke this time, putting a hand over the boy's shoulder, understanding yet firm enough for the young soldier to turn around and face the shorter man.
"A lot of tough decisions had to be made back there, if there's anyone who wants Erwin to be present with us today more than anyone, it's me."
You felt yourself trembling listening to the captain instill some sense of understanding to the soldier who seemed to try and contain his rage, even if he didn't look convinced with Levi's words. He seemed to have already judged you all as guilty.
"It wasn't an easy choice to choose Armin, it was an even harder decision to let Erwin go, but his woman out there, you say she doesn't deserve that medal, maybe, maybe none of us do, but she and all the others faced hell back in Shiganshina and had to make the toughest of choices. You're still young, but if you ever make it, you will be met with the same inconceivable decisions we did, so the least you could do is show some respect."
Levi ended his speech with a firm tone that made everyone observe a ponderous silence and just like that, every person in the room understood that the talk was over.
Soon everyone made their way to the great halls, you were informed by some subordinates that honorary soldiers would be awaited at the great dinning hall, this news made Jean and Connie start chatting vigorously about how this was the least they could do for them, both of them trying to cheer Armin up, the poor boy looked beaten down and quite affected by the guilt tripping going on in there some minutes ago.
He wasn't the only one affected by what happened in the ceremonial room, you were still trying to calm your beating heart and your pounding head, still feeling quite light-headed. The crowd, the heat, the mischievous and unforgiving gossiping, even though the ceremonial chamber was one of the largest space you've seen, you felt almost claustrophobic in there, surrounded by so many people who blamed you all for getting a chance to live longer. Your already blood-shot eyes were all watery, they stared watering when the ceremony got interrupted and you could swear Levi noticed it when you were heading towards the halls because he kept looking at you directly
"I'll be back, i'll go breathe some fresh air outside" you waved at Jean, Connie, Armin and the others, Levi had long disappeared from your view and you didn't see which direction he went so you assumed he was with Hange.
You turned around and took the opposite direction of the hall, where there were two massive gates. They were opened on an incredibly well maintained garden. When you sat foot on the marbled path you were met with gigantic and well kept trees, all sorts of trees, with even more gigantic walls guarding the property. Each wall had an impressive amount of lush greenery drapped all over them.
You walked to the wall that was the further away from the gates and stood there, your back against it. And right there, once you were sure no one would observe you, you let it all out. Within seconds, you felt heavy damp pearls making their way through your burning cheeks before landing everywhere, your shirt, your jacket, your leather boots, the soil beneath you. You weeped silently, your head suddenly empty from being too crammed seconds ago. You were ready to weep some more if it wasn't for a light touch that brushed you.
Levi was standing by your side looking at your burnt cheeks, swollen lips and red eyes.
"Don't let it get to you" he said.
"Your guilt doesn't justify their anger" he added, resting against the wall. "Yes they're angry, that's what wars do, they stir anger, pain and resentment. Everything humans don't like to be reminded of"
"Let's honor their death with the decisions we will make" he added putting a comforting hand on your shoulder, at which your heart fluttered a bit to your own surprise.
He pushed himself off the wall, hands in his pockets and headed for the gates as the familiar smell of food being cooked started filling the air, only here, even the food smelled expensive. You followed Levi into the hall, walking by his side as he silently invited you to. Heading for the dinning hall, you felt a great amount of solace being in his presence, and right now, he would never know how thankful you were to have each other's shoulders to lean on when the whole world was up against you two.
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BTS reaction #1:- When they kidnapped you. Hyung line.
Warning:- Kidnapping, stalking, mental illness, hacking, yandere! bts, mafia, use of drug, guns.
Masterlist.
Seokjin/Jin.
You sighed as you walk towards Seokjin's room. Working at an asylum is hard and exhausting, especially if your working for the most wanted serial killer who also runs a mafia and does killing as his 'hobby'. You don't understand why they gave you his case, you have just started your carrier, maybe cause you are the only person willing to put up with his disturbing shit.
"Why are you looking as if you are sick, princesses?" Ah, there he is sitting on his chair calling you by the nickname he gave you in your first week of attending him.
"Cause I am sick, Jin," I looked at him, you still wonder how he has not murdered you. You were sure that you were digging your own grave but somehow the mafia leader takes a liking to you, which you don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. Maybe he was a bit too touchy but he never really made you uncomfortable, just some innocent hugs and kisses, nothing much or nothing less. You don't have a problem with it as long as he was taking his medicines and therapy.
"Then you shouldn't be here, Princess, and I told you not to come here today why didn't you listened to my warning?" He came closer as you closed the door, he was towering you as he was taller than you and more build-up then you can ever get, it's not like you were a sporty person. You are a lazy potato.
"Jin, it's not the first time you told me that. All those time you warned me not to come at work, nothing happened. Now-" Before you can finish your sentence the emergency alarm went off, warning you that something was wrong.
"What the-? Jin, stay right here! I am going out to check what's going on." You were about to go outside when you heard gunshots coming from outside followed by screaming. Your body froze from the fear you were feeling, seems like someone broke in or a patient got there hands on a gun.
"I told you not to come here today, princess. Now you have to watch these all, my poor innocent baby." Jin walked towards you as you back away from him, maybe this is how you will die, at the hands of a mafia leader who do killing as his 'hobby'.
"Don't come near me, Kim Seokjin, or else I will hurt you." You said in a fake confident voice but your legs gave you out, they were shaking from terror. The gunshots continued outside, the screaming of terror and pain followed by it. Maybe, just maybe, you should have listened to him this time.
"Don't be scared, Princess. I will protect you, don't worry my men will not hurt you as they have given strict instructions to not to just you." He pulled your cowering self in his arms and kissed your head.
"Please...Jin- Let me go, please..." You begged helplessly as your tears began to ruin his shirt, not that he minds it. The door opened and a guy came with a gun, he looked at Seokjin and hand him a bolt, you can't see it because Seokjin pressed your head against his chest.
"Shhh, Princess. Go to sleep." Seokjin pressed a cloth, which you didn't even notice he had, to you mouth as you struggle before the drug kick in your system and you start to lose consciousness.
"Now you are all mine, Princess, all mine and only mine." That was the last thing you heard as your world went black.
Yoongi/Suga.
Yoongi was leaning against the alley wall as he was outside the club he owns as he was smoking, his right hand was bleeding since he just beat someone to death. He has dumped the body on a dumpster, which was were that bastard belongs. He heard some light footsteps but he didn't look up assuming that it was one of his men but when a bandage came in his view he looked up because his men know better than to offer him a bandage. He looked at the person offering him a bandage, he was surprised to see a girl, probably in her early 20s, wearing pyjamas smiling to him.
"Here, you are bleeding Mr." She offered him the bandage which he ignored.
"What are you doing here? This place is not for girls like you, go away before something happens." She made an offended face.
"What do you mean by 'Girls like me?' Just cause I am wearing a pyjamas doesn't mean you can judge me! Here take this bandage." She hands him the bandage but stopped as she eyed the cancer stick on his none injured hand.
"Huh, seems like I have to patch you up since your other hand is busy with that cancer stick." She sighed as she starts to take care of his hand. Yoongi looked at her face silently, wondering why is she not running away from him.
"All done!" She proudly said as she looks at Yoongi's hand. Yoongi looks at his hand, the bandage was done nicely, it even has a cute little bear character. Her phone chimed loudly, startling her.
"Oh? Yeah, yeah, I am coming! Stay where you are! Don't go anywhere!" She starts to walk to the main entrance of the club.
She looks back at Yoongi and yelled," Don't smoke, Mister! It's bad for your health! Take care of your wound, bye!"
Yoongi's eyes followed her as she helps a drunken girl who looks to be her friend into a car. As the car drove away, Yoongi realised that he didn't even get her name. He cursed and kick the wall angrily. Maybe, he will bump into her again.
The next time Yoongi meet you was at a cafe, you were getting a smoothie when Yoongi thanked you for that night.
He asked where did she get the bandage from and you answered by saying that you always carry a mini first aid kit in your car. By the end of the conversation, Yoongi gets to know her name, her number and her.
After that, both of them start to hang out more until Yoongi decided that its time to carry out the plan he has planned. He knows that the instant she finds out that he runs a mafia she is going to run away, which he wouldn't allow. That is why here she is, now drugged, laying on his bed in his mansion. He knows that what he is doing is insane and she is going to hate him for that but in the end, she has to love him again, she has to.
Hoseok/J-hope.
Hoseok first noticed you when you came with your best friend to his dance class, your best friend was looking after you as your mother was out of town.
You and your best friend entered the dance class, "Good evening, sir!" Your best friend exclaimed, making other students look at your way.
"Good evening! Oh? Whose that besides you?" Hoseok looks at you with curious eyes.
"This is my best friend, Y/N! I hope you don't mind her here since I have to look after her cause her mom is in another town."
"Oh, I thought she was your sister since both of you are wearing matching clothes and I don't mind her, why don't you join us, Y/N!"
"Sure, I guess." Those were the first word you said to him.
The dance session went smoothly, you were a born dancer, picking choreography quickly and even help some other students with some complicated moves.
All the things went smoothly until your mother came back to town since your best friend no longer needs to look after you, you stop coming with her to the dance classes.
Hoseok was disappointed to know that but at least he has your number.
From that day onward you and Hoseok start talking to each other every day, each day Hoseok obsession with you increased little by little.
Until one day, he kidnapped, it was not that difficult since you trust him enough to come to an abandoned place without telling anyone where you were going.
"Ohh, little one. I have dreamed of this day from day one, to have you in my arms, protected by me. Now no one can see you or steal you away from me, you are all mine and only mine.
Namjoon/RM.
All you ever wanted was a friend, was that too much to ask for? Well, it seems like it was since here you are hand and legs tied with a thick rope with a ducted tape on your mouth, preventing you from shouting for help.
You tried to make yourself as small as possible as the door opened, revealing you're so-called online best friend.
If only you never went on to message him in the first place, if only you stop talking to him after you told him that he got the wrong number. But you didn't, instead, you keep talking to him, ignoring all the red flags. You just wanted a friend but what you got? A hacker who used to stalk you through your webcam, who has now kidnapped you. You wouldn't be surprised if he turned out to be a psychopath- wait he already is since normal people don't kidnap people daily.
You could never agree to meet him at his house, you could at least told someone where you were going and with who you were meeting but you didn't since you knew that your parents will oppose the idea of you meeting a strange who you only know online.
"Aww, look at you, all curled up. It must be cold and lonely without me right?" No, it wasn't but now it's suffocating that you are here, you wanted to say that but you can't because of the tape and all you don't have a death wish, who knows what this psychopath can do to you if you angered him.
"Now that you are here, where you belong, why don't we get to know each other in person? Well, I know everything about you so it would be fair if you know everything about me too but let's not hurry since you are going to spend your whole life here. Aww, don't cry, I know that you are happy to hear it but don't cry, baby. It makes me feel like I have done something wrong."
Namjoon's reaction is a bit shorter than the other, sorry about that. This is my first ever reaction so please bear with me. I hope you guys like it!
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A harem collab in which we go to a party with our v precious hero 18+ Smut boooiiii
Sitting across from him never did get easier. As much as you told yourself it would.
If anything it got harder and harder to share the same room as him, let alone air.
But you were lucky enough, or unlucky enough, to join the agency when you did and to be partnered with your big time crush FatGum. Although you idolized him you were sure he didn't remember you.
And how could he? He saved countless people a day so it should be no surprise that he had no idea who you were on your first day. Still, it stung.
And it shouldn't still sting or come to a surprise when he sets down a flyer on your desk. A huge smile on his chubby cheeks as he taps the sheet of paper.
"Can you believe it?! The agency is throwing a new year's eve party!" He practically gushes, lingering by your desk with his intoxicating smile. He rummages in his brown bag, setting breakfast onto your desk careful to avoid getting grease stains on the flyer as if you'd hang it up one day instead of shoving it into the trash.
"They have one every year." You shrug, thanking him for the breakfast but tossing the paper into the trash can. His smile never waivers as he pulls it from the fresh bin, returning it to the smooth wooden top.
"Yea but not at a fancy hotel and never an open bar! We should go!" His eyes crinkle in the corners and your heart hammers in your chest.
Little do you know he prays to the Gods you don't say no.
"I dont know, it's such short notice. Like next week ain't it?." At least it wasn't a no. He smiles, thinking of your competative behavior.
"Oh I see what it is." He takes the sheet from your desk, waltzing to his own, "You're scared."
"Tch, scared of what?" You hiss, snatching for the paper.
"Scared I'll out drink you!" He laughs at your cute scowl as you size him up. His metabolism was insane, and with him being in his larger state you might not be able to win.
But he didn't have to know that.
"You fucking wish you could out drink me! Remember the last party we went to? You showed your age and could barely stand!"
"Oi! I was much thinner then. I think luck is on my side this time." He slaps his belly and you smile. A genuine laugh fills the room causing Taishiro's heart to clench.
"Yea, yea." You wipe away a tear, "We'll see."
The day drags on and on, turning into a week of you glancing his way. Making sure he wasn't gaining any extra weight as he brought you your normal breakfast daily.
It wasn't until the day of the party did you gain the advantage, a fight almost turned wrong and Taishiro had to use majority of that stored fat for a deadly punch to stop the villain from terrorizing the city.
Still you'd never want this type of advantage just for a stupid drinking contest. Although he was not at his largest, he still had a considerable "dad bod" going on.
"I still can't believe they had a tux in this size so late!" Taishiro shouts into the locker room at the agency, adjusting his tie as he waits for you. Meanwhile nerves eat you alive as you stare into your reflection, wondering if this dress fit okay, smoothing the fabric over your stomach self consciously.
"You okay in there? We're gonna be late." He calls softly, hoping you aren't having second thoughts about going with someone like him.
"Coming!" You call back, glancing at your deep amber dress a final time before rushing into the hall.
"I was just thinking you were going to forfeit and then I-" Words die in his throat and he drinks you in. Beautifully complimented by the shape and color of your dress as he mouth hangs agape.
"Wow. You look…"
"Tai, I know, I look...different."
"Amazing, perfect, breathtaking." He gives you a pointed look, "Which is no different than how you normally look."
Heat creeps up the back of your neck and you're thankful he misses your flustered expression. The walk to the hotel and the brisk cold air gives you time to not only cool off but think.
Really reflect on the year, this horribly rotten, all bad luck year. Reminding you of all the times you had failed but also reminding you of all the opportunities you had missed. And not opportunities in the sense of promotions or saving people but opportunities to get closer with a certain somebody.
You glance up at him and he glances down at you, smiling in a way that sets your skin on fire and yet it makes you feel at ease.
Slowly you were coming to hate it.
"I'm excited that they decided to invite some smaller agencies. Means I can introduce you to some of the kids I interned. Well I guess they are adults now huh." He looks nostalgic, sad even as he stares into space. Opening the door to the large hotel and it the look sticks with him until he is just before the party doors.
"Ready?"
"As ready as I'll ever be." You huff as he places his hand on the small of your back, bringing you into the rented ballroom. Lights and sounds consume your sense as music dances around light conversation. You're beginning to wonder if a drinking contest was such a good idea that is before you see the CEO of your agency totally shit faced. You glanced down at your watch, it was only 8pm.
Taishiro guides you around the room with a "starter" drink, introducing you to old and new faces. Beaming with pride as he introduces you as his partner and not his sidekick like other heroes had done in the past. You hated how much your heart raced.
"And this is Kirishima! He was one of my best and most memorable! Kids got guts and heart in spades!" He slaps Kirishima on the back and the young man slumps forward with a sharp toothed smile.
"Aw come on, I wasn't that great…" He scratches the back of his head.
"I heard that's when you became 'unbreakable'! I think that's so cool!" You gush over the young hero complimenting him to no end.
"Stop. You'll give me a big head." He smiles, blushing furiously before his eyes wander to the closeness of the two of you and then they settle on your drinks, "You're not trying to out drink the infamous FatGum are you?"
You laugh loudly before leaning in close as if to share a secret.
"Oh, yes and I plan to kick his ass."
Kirishima returns your smile and stage whispers
"Taishiro-sama has lost a good bit of weight. I believe in you!" He winks before someone across the room calls for him, "Call me when you get really started!!"
Two hours pass and you find yourself sitting across from your partner with his sleeves rolled up. Showcasing those deadly forearms as he slams back another shot. Kirishima keeps tally on hotel stationary and announces the number of shots.
"You'll have to take five to be in the lead! You'll have two minutes to decide to forfeit or-" But before he can finish you're grabbing for one of the prefilled shot glasses.
"Kanpai!" You shout, slinging them down, ignoring how the room is spinning and how bright the light reflects off of the table full of empty shot glasses.
Kirishima's eyes widen as you down an extra shot for good measure, tallying the booze count with worry.
"Fat hero." He says, almost gritting his teeth, "You'll have to take seven to be in the lead."
The large hero leans on his forearms on the table, the alcohol he's had had mostly been processed and maybe your figured that out. That he was starting to lose his edge so he takes you up on the challenge knocking back the several shots as if they were water. You're eager to gulp down a few more praying it drowns out your feelings for the sexy man across from you, instead he lets his broad hand hover over the shot glasses. Silently giving you a reprieve and noticing just how much you're sweating, how blown your pupils are.
"Let's give it a minute shall we?" He smiles as you drown in his golden eyes. Biting at your lower lip and with a defiant grip you swallow down a final shot.
"Your turn." You focus hard to make sure your words didn't slur, not wanting this feeling or night to end. He snorts, shaking his head wishing you acted out any other time than this.
"I forfeit." He places his hands up and you glare at him as you wonder if he did it on purpose. Before you have the time to accuse the crowd erupts into a deafening cheer, the room lags as you try to place names with faces as they come close to congratulate you. As more and more people crowd you, the hotter the room feels. Politely you excuse yourself to an enclave balcony closing the doors tightly behind you as you gulp down air, desperate to cool off and douse the desire that burns hot in your belly seeping to your core.
"Fuck." You rake your nails through your hair as a hit of icy air skates along your skin leaving goose flesh in its wake. A steady warmth comes from behind you, voice deep as he speaks softly. You can tell he's using the same tone he uses on victims, trying not to startle them with his size.
Little did he know how much you loved how much bigger he was. A safe haven, protection embodied.
"Ready to go home?"
"No I'm fine! Perfectly fine." He sucks his teeth at your stubborn reply, leaning in close with his hands in the pockets of his tux.
"You look flushed...you seem out of it."
"I'm totally of sound mind!" A bark to which he laughs, giving in to the liquid courage as his large hand tilts your chin towards him. Flirting with a line he swore he'd never cross.
"Yea, if you're so sound of mind, would you let me do this?" He asks, leaning closer, lips almost brushing yours. Your breath mingles with his in little puffs of fog agaisnt the cool air and suddenly you're burning again.
From the inside out.
His lips touch yours, gently, passive at first and if he's trying to fight against his urges. Slowly he breaks away, amber eyes glued to your mouth before he sighs. Hoping he didn't just fuck everything up.
In an instant you're drawing him back to you, hands in his golden wheat hair and your fingers weave through the strands. Mouth opening and demanding more as his large hands grip onto your ribcage as if you'd float away.
And maybe you would, you felt like you could.
Frantically your hands demand more, exploring up his shirt, touching across his stomach and digging your nails down his back. His own hands follow suit, gripping at your ass and tits, memorizing every luscious curve until he is drunk off of you and you only. You moan into his mouth and with that he loses all restraint.
Shoving you against the harsh brick building, fisting your hair to tilt your head for better access, exploring your mouth with his well skilled wet muscle. Hands trailing beneath your dress to find your dress, squeezing at your thick thighs and when you moan in approval he moves higher and higher still until his fingers brush against the damp fabric. This time it is his turn to groan as he presses his hardened cock against you, your hips move to grind against his large fingers.
"Please Tai" It is soft, breathy, sending him into a frenzy as he gives you exactly what you want. Letting his fingers slip beneath the fabric to gather the slick between your folds, gently rubbing against your throbbing clit. You arch against his touch, exposing your neck to him, he leans over and bites. Placing kisses along your throat, making sure to be careful enough to avoid marks before his hazed brain causes him to speak.
To confess.
"Do you know how long I've wanted to do this?" He asks, plunging his fingers into your tight heat, stretching you as you mewl, "Ever since I first laid eyes on you. Kamisama you were perfect. And tonight. Fuck baby. Wearing my eye color for all to see. You want people to think you're mine?"
"Yes, Taishiro. I want people to think I'm yours." You moan, fucking yourself on his fingers before he takes over. Setting a quick pace before he curls his thick fingers just right, in an instant you're creaming against his digits. Crying out as he overstimulates you before he covers your mouth with his broad hand, reminding you just how much he dwarfs you.
It makes you cum again and again and he corners you against the wall. Cock twitching as he laps up your sinful faces with a gluttonous appetite.
"Please Tai, pleeeasse."
"What's wrong baby? My fingers not enough?" His cocky tone drives you mad and your hips buck against his touch before he withdraws from your heat. Panting he levels his gaze yo you.
"Is this what you want?" Peppering you with kisses as if you could deny him and his godly hands.
"Don't make me beg Tai…" You rasp, he gives a devilish smile.
"Then I won't." His hands slink up your dress, gathering it at your waist as on skillful finger pulls the overly damp underwear away from your soaking sex. He frees himself and you swallow, not realizing just how large he was, for a moment you worry you won't be able to take him.
"I'll be gentle." He coos, easing himself in an inch at a time as your stretch around his thick cock. Pussy fluttering as it adjusts to his size, he gathers your legs to his sides, squeezing your hips to keep from rutting into you roughly. He pistons his hips slowly, watching your face contort as he angles himself just right. Sensual thrusts have your legs and pussy squeezing him so deliciously tight. Still he worries he's going to hurt you.
"You okay?" Alcohol lingers on his breath and you swallow him whole with a kiss. Moaning into his mouth softly as he rocks you into one of your most intense orgasms to date. It's a slow build, undeniably intoxicating as his steady pace hits your spongy soft spot and his pelvis rubs against your clit. The coil in your stomach snaps and your body clamps onto the behemoth of a man tightly, stars dot your vision as he continues to fuck you through it.
"God you're so beautiful ya know? So responsive to my touch. Taking me so well baby." He purrs against your ear, "Makes me want to keep this pace all night."
He keeps true to his promise, bringing you to new heights at the steadiest of paces, causing you to lose count of how many times you've cum on his length. Pussy attempting to milk him dry as he palm swallows your screams. He looks at your features, your makeup running from delirious tears, mouth fallen opened in a propetial O as your hair clings to your skin.
"Kamisama you're like art." He kisses your quickened pulse, "Ready for me to fill you love? You're squeezing me so tight…"
He groans and all you can think of his him and the searing pleasure that courses through your veins to settle in your over sensitive heat. His cock twitches and you want nothing more than to be stuffed full of the Fat Hero's fat cock and his cum. But words are lost in your hoarse throat and all you can do is nod, moaning his name as if it were a prayer. It's all the encouragement he needs, quickening his pace as the crowd inside grows louder. Counting down from 10.
It's all lost to you and his hips snap against you, the brick scraping against your shoulders as his grip on you becomes so tight you're sure you'll bruise. Your body hyper aware of every little sensation as you drown in pleasure and warm amber sun, he groans, painting your walls in hot ropes of cum, your vision spots as your body arches to meet him as your spams a final time while his lips crash to yours.
All the while fireworks erupt over head, bringing in the new year on a literal high note.
He huffs, sweating as he looks at you, still buried to the hilt. Swiping his thumb over your cheek and running mascara before he breathes out so gently.
"Happy new year baby."
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The Menacing Secret (Jennie Kim x Fem! Reader)
Summary: Lee Y/N, a 23 year old college student was off to interview the owners of the mysterious mansion; family sisters Kim, for her documentary film. In order to pass her finals, she must finish doing the assigned task for her. Unbeknownst to her, she made a mark on them that made the sisters go insane, especially to Jennie Kim.
(Blackpink x female reader | Jennie Kim x female reader)
•Prologue•
The dark ambience of the mansion and the freezing atmosphere did nothing but to fuel the rising terror inside her chest. Y/N found herself trapped within the mansion, she couldn't escape now. All she did for the past few hours was running, she felt like a prey. Her entire body was shivering to death probably because of the deep cut that was inflicted in her arm.
Tightening her grip around the flashlight she had been carrying since they started chasing her, Y/N could only flutter her eyes close and pray while she hides inside in one of the many guest rooms of the mansion. She never prayed so hard before, never in her life she did this but right now she needed help.
She needed a miracle to be saved.
It did not help the fact that they turned the lights off everywhere inside, leaving her blind and the only thing that made her see was the flashlight she had been carrying.
A shuddering exhale of breath escape past her lips as she slowly moved away from the door. The wooden floor beneath her feet creaking just in time she heard faint footsteps outside, accompanied by the loud music being played downstairs to the living room.
~Everybody loves somebody sometime
Everybody falls in love somehow~
Y/N swallowed thickly as she felt herself slowly weakening. Her blood was tickling down until it reached the end of her fingertips, leaving trails of blood on the floor.
She knew she wouldn't make it out alive. They wouldn't let her live, but Y/N refused to die without giving a fight. Even if she already knows her fate, she wanted to be strong just for the last time. This game of hide and seek they have been playing had already have its winner.
~Something in your kiss just told me
That sometime is now~
Y/N was not stupid enough to know this.
She stood no chance against them, but she wanted to give it a try.
Her eyes then slowly cascade to her bleeding arm.
She was losing too much blood.
"I can smell your delicious blood our little rabbit."
The alluring voice echoed outside the dark hallway making her shiver in fear. Y/N gripped the flashlight in her hand as she continued to back away until her back was pressed up against the wall.
She swallowed the lump in her throat.
"Everybody finds somebody someplace...there's no telling where love may appear."
The familiar voice sang the song that was being played in the faint background, it was soothing to her ears yet venomous at the same time.
How could they do this to her? How could they? Y/N treated them like her own sisters, she even loved one of them. How could she betray her just like that? She trusted her, she gave her trust to the siblings.
~Everybody loves somebody sometime
And though my dreams were overdue
Your love made it all worth waiting
For someone like you~
The faint music in the background made her heart clench for it reminded her of someone. She didn't notice the tears falling from her eyes while sobbing quietly, she couldn't believe she will die like this.
Out of nowhere, three tentative delicate knock brought her back to the reality she was in.
Y/N's body tensed up once the door creaked open, revealing those slender fingers with black polished nails until the door was widely open before her.
Her breath hitched, her body quivered as if it was the only thing she could do.
There before her standing was a beautiful young woman smirking in her direction. Y/N watched as those elegant feet took small steps inside the dark room, invading her temporary safe haven. Her long shiny hair, it was a perfect color of platinum blonde and her dress looked like it was made from the feathers of crows.
The other girl bit her lip as she raked her eyes over her body.
"R-Rosie..." Y/N muttered quietly as her eyes intently watch her every move, she was looking at her like she was her prey, "W-why are you guys doing this? W-Where's Jennie?"
"Aww you're sweet you remembered my nickname." Rosé giggled looking everywhere but Y/N, "And you are still thinking about her even though she betrayed you?" The other girl shook her head before letting out a soft chuckle; she then let out a fake gasp as her hand went to cover her lips, "Oh dear you ruined your suit." She frowned, "You shouldn't have ruined that, you look handsome and beautiful in that attire."
Y/N ignored the rest of what she was saying instead her mind couldn't stop thinking about Jennie.
Hearing such a statement from Rosé telling that Jennie betrayed her threatened to pull her heart apart once more. She clenched her hands unknowingly.
"T-This is ridiculous." Y/N equipped while swallowing hard; her throat felt like desert, "I-I trusted all of you...and now you are going to kill me."
"Not yet dear." Rosé smiled, showcasing her perfectly set of teeth and in instant it faltered - now replaced by menacing smirk.
A gasp left past Y/N's mouth when suddenly like a gust of wind, Rosé disappeared from where she was standing only to come face to face in front of Y/N; her hand then went down to grip her bleeding arm.
Rosé watched in pleasure as Y/N's face shift into an agonizing torment while she slowly brought up her arm to inhale the scent of blood that was trailing down on her fingertips, she licks her lips.
"You smell amazing." She whispered in the most sensual way while leaning in closer to the other girl's ear, purposely letting her tongue glide across the shell of Y/N's ear, "No wonder why Jennie's gone insane about you."
Y/N clenched her jaw hard enough that she could hear her teeth grinding. She watched with her eyes widening as Rosé pulled away from her only to graze her velvet tongue through her clothed gash, eyes fluttering close.
Fighting back the pain, Y/N, seeing the distracted look upon Rosé's face took this as her opportunity to escape. Without thinking properly, she brought up her other hand and forcefully smashed the flashlight right into the blonde's head only to feel her heart stopped when it didn't budge her, she ended up gaping at her.
Rosé let out a disappointed sigh before letting go of her arm.
She opened her eyes and gave her the most threatening glare that made Y/N's blood run cold.
"You are a bad girl." She let out a laugh before shaking her head, eyes focusing on Y/N again, "And bad girls needs to be punished."
And with that, Y/N choked on air when Rosé's hand came to squeeze her throat before throwing her body outside the guest room.
Her entire body smashed against the wall; almost destroying everything around her because of how much strength Rosé used to throw her like she was nothing.
Y/N breathed in heavily as she felt her body fall to the ground, her back was severely injured now, she could sense it.
Another footsteps approached next to her and the next thing Y/N heard was Lisa's voice.
"Really Rosie? Throwing our guest like a piece of shit?"
Y/N couldn't hear them properly anymore as her vision began to blur. Her head was pounding painfully and her back probably had some bruises by now.
She closed her eyes for a while and felt Lisa lifting her off the ground while she argued with Rosé and they brought Y/N to the living room where Jisoo was waiting.
Y/N wanted to open her eyes and clearly see what was happening around her. As they finally got into the living room, the lights from the ceiling greeted her face making her groan in response.
Lisa throws her body on the couch while Y/N laid there limply. Though through her eyes, she caught the sight of Jisoo sitting elegantly on a plastered silky velvet couch while gazing upon her. Next to her feet was someone in particular that she dearly cared about.
"Don't touch her!"
"Shut up."
Y/N slowly sat up while letting out a groan. Her entire body was aching, she could die any minute now. She squinted her eyes, trying to get a clear view of her surroundings but because of the deep gash on her arm, and the way Rosé threw her from the other side turned her frail.
Her skin and lips began to look pale.
Y/N rests her head against the soft cushion while her eyes are fluttering close. She could only listen and do nothing.
"You should give me one valid reason to let her live."
"She don't deserve to live anymore Jisoo."
"SHUT UP ROSÉ! DON'T TOUCH HER!"
"You brought her here Jennie. That could only mean she's ours now."
"She's mine! She's not for you or Jisoo even Rosé! I didn't bring her here to consume her blood! She's important to me so step away or else - "
"Or else what?" Lisa quipped before letting out a dry laugh, "You're weak Jennie, you're not like any of us. You're a disgrace in this family. Animal blood will serve you no good." Lisa growled before she turned to face Y/N.
She walked around the couch and stood behind Y/N's head.
Grabbing her hair as she tilted the latter's head slightly to the side, she gave Jennie a smirk.
"One last death kiss and one last goodbye before we devour her blood." Lisa leaned in closer to the other girl's neck, giving it a gentle kiss.
When Jennie attempted to stand up and launched forward to Lisa, Rosé grabbed Jennie's arm and pushed her down the ground, breaking the floor with effortless force.
Jennie let out growl before her eyes slowly went wide seeing Lisa's teeth are ready to sink into her lover's neck.
"No! Please no!"
"J-Jennie..."
Y/N reached out for her hand, but it was too late.
Lisa had already inflicted her teeth beneath the layer of her skin as her eyes turned blood red.
#blackpink#kpop#girlgroup#jennie x reader#imagines#fanfic#jenniekimimagines#jennie kim x female reader#lisa#reader#blackpink imagines#jennie blackpink#lisa manoban#blackpink jisoo#roséblackpink
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ok i saw this cap of zoë kravitz in hf and she's got such a dreamy expression, she looks so deeply self-absorbed and infatuated by whatever she's imagining and those lines. and i couldn't stop picturing billy exactly like that for days so,
,
There’s a pretty unusual sound coming off the house when Max comes back home, that summer afternoon.
Full volume. Walls shaking. And she quietly walks to the source of the sound, holding back her breath right in front of Billy's room because, there's this second sound? Stranger and way more unsettling and Max's not sure-sure at first but then Steve Perry’s voice takes off and Billy’s follows it and then he's like, singing along and. Well. Max did know Billy liked Journey but not like, their 'stuff for pussies' but uhm, he does, apparently. Rasps his voice all the way through ‘Faithfully’. Kind of, sighs. Longingly? When it ends? But pfff, ok, big brothers are weird. Definitely weirder after being possessed and then kind of resurrected. Even if it's in a good-weird way but, whatever. So Max's just about to sneak to her room, dutifully rolling her eyes, steps muffled by the first chords of 'Edge of the blade' when―
Click. Click. Billy stops the tape. Click. Takes it out. Tap. Tap. Click. Puts on― Billy puts. On,
Heaven.
Bryan Adams’ Heaven.
And Max―
Being a younger sister is a meticulous kind of full-time, private detective job. You gotta learn how the person you’ve been watching so carefully for years and years works. Hafta develop some sort of―sense about your target. And Billy’s been—un-Billy-like? These past two months. Smiling more. Telling more jokes. Playing ‘You shook me all night long’ in a loop on their drive to school and back, not complaining at all but even joining when’s Max who can’t help but sing along so.
So. She retraces her steps. Knocks. Takes the distracted grunt she gets as a ‘Yeahyeah, c’mon in c’mon in’ and,
Creak. Creak. ‘―baby you’re all that I want’
“Billy?”
Billy’s sitting cross-legged on the floor. Radio close to his knees. Cassettes scattered everywhere. Piles and piles of breakwater surrounding Billy’s old, rusty beacon of sound. He’s reading through the song-list of one of the tapes, a smoke locked on the corner of his mouth, bouncing up and down with every little, absent suck he takes, and he looks. He looks―
Self-absorbed and even. Relaxed. Happy. Like whatever he’s thinking about right now is actually carrying his thoughts away to fucking heaven.
“Ehh”
“Uh-hu?”
‘When you’re lying here in my arms!’
“Billy are you. What―” ‘I'm findin' it hard to believe. We're in heaven’ “What are you doing?”
But there’s this orbit around the sun and then there’s whatever one Billy's been spinning along with the last couple of months so he completely ignores her question. Shakes the tape on his left hand. Picks another one from the pile on his right. Asks her.
“Is Billy Ocean too much? ‘Cause I think it’s too much. But it kind of fits into what I'm trying to say so” he says, shrugs, looking up at Max and waiting for the answer of what she realizes was not really a question. Not at all. So she does her little sister job and just, nods “Right. That’s good. I think it’ll slide just nicely into Bruce Springsteen and―”
“Billy” Max insists, waiting for the charm of the third time to work. It doesn’t. Not really. But keeps Billy's eyes on her long enough to squeeze an “A mixtape?” And, uh. That’s what gets it on. The charm “Are you making a mixtape?”
“Uh?”
And it’s like Max just shook Billy out of a daydream. Ash plopping down from his cigarette as his lips try but can’t purse and Max― she’s good. She’s stellar at this detective thing. Recognizes an opening the moment she sees it, right there in front of her, frozen in the middle of shaking Billy Ocean and Bruce Springsteen in the air right before cocktailing them together. Shaken, not stirred, please. Max’s upgraded to James Bond-level just right now.
“You’re making a mixtape for someone”
“Oh-nonoMaxi―”
“But you didn’t have those tapes before. Not even in your secret stash”
“How do yo―?”
“Holy. ShIT. You’ve been listening to somebody else’s music” This is. Oh, God. This. Is. GOLD. Max gotta take a moment. Blink. Breathe. Process. Her hands move by themselves, palms spread toward Billy in a wait-a-minute kind of gesture except. Max’s gonna need way more than a minute for this “You’ve accepted a music recommendation”
“Maaaaax”
“Gosh, you’ve even listened to the tapes enough to. Make―”
“Max!”
“I just can’t believe it”
And Max was glad. Well. As glad as one can be. Bunch weeks ago. Her mom and Neil out for the day. Coming back home a little earlier than she usually does to hear those ugh. Those other noises. Happy screams. Again. After months and months of Billy being basically alone except for her and the party and Steve. And Max’s so glad, of course she is. But she’s also a little sister. And all this investigation work has a high, rightful purpose.
Make her big brother’s life a living. Hell.
“Oh my god, you must be so gone!” Max brings her hands to her mouth. Takes a deep, deep breath that’s more a poorly restrained giggle. Shoots her index at him “Is it Bon Jovi? What I’m seeing right there? Goddam, Billy are you in lo―”
Bam.
Bam. Bam!
The front door.
What a way to spoil the fun. Max doesn’t have time for this. She’s working.
“BILLY?” comes a voice from the other side “Billy are you in there?”
Steve.
Oh.
What a way to make the fun a hundred times better.
Bam.Bam.Bam!
She’s starting to move to get to the door, sinsonging “Well, I guess Steve’s gonna find out you’re so stupid in love you’re willingly listening to―” when she realizes Billy’s eyes have widened and he’s jerkingly trying to unfreeze, he’s mumbling something in around his already extinguished cigarette in the ways of “Can’t” and “Find out” and “Surprise” and “Fucking help me!” While literally trying to shove the huge mass of tapes under his bed, his tone like hurryhurryhurry!, like he would start gagging and throwing his lungs out at any given minute, so nervous he looks.
So Max doesn’t go for the door. Yet. She basks in the enjoyment.
“Oh, is it a secret romance or something?” She sighs happily, leaning against the doorframe instead. “‘Cause you look pretty worried”
Steve’s banging the door now, voice wavering a little as he asks-shouts “Billy? Billy answer me! Hey, bab―Are you ok?”
“Max, please” Billy begs. Begs. Crawling over to where a Madonna’s Like a virgin is laying with the tape looping slightly out “He really can’t find out”
“What? That you’re in lo-o-oh-oh-OH―”
Billy stops at the tone, right there on his knees. Spits his forgotten cig to the side. And in the instant it seems to take him to make up his mind they both can hear Steve shout “Ok. I know you’re in there!. I’m coming in now!!”
“Fuck! Yeah. I am. Ok?” he looks like he just realized he’s tripped. Blushes. “Making it, I mean”
BAM!
And Ohhhhhhh.
Zero-fucking-zero-fucking-seven.
“Steve,” Max gasps. Because. Hear it makes it like. Easier. To process “You. And Steve”
B A M!
“Yeah, Max, Yeah. And this is a fucking surprise and he’s gonna―”
‘I've been waitin' for so long. For somethin' to arrive. For love to come along’
Ok. Oh. Okok.
“Door!” Max hastens him.
“What?”
“You. Door. Run!” She commands, and Billy― sometimes Max can’t honestly understand how he's got the grades he's got, because Billy blinks, looks clueless “C’mon slow ass. Hurry! I’ll hide all this shit”
And Billy finally gets it. Nods. Slow. Then fast. Stumbles up. Literally runs, to get to the door.
Max still gets to hear his labored “Fuck, pretty boy. “That was really hardcore of you. That's how bad you wanted to see me?” And Steve's own breathless ��Really?” Before pushing Billy's room door close with her back, and kneeling on the floor to check for stray, incriminating cassettes.
Pretty boy. Maybe Max isn't as clever as she thought she is. Or hasn’t been doing her job right, clearly.
It's when she’s making ‘It’s a kind of magic’ disappear into the rest of the pile that she lays eyes on it. The case. The J-card written almost all the way down to the B-side already. A mixture of songs Billy's heard so many times there are parts where his tapes screech, and others she'd bet her life he wouldn’t have deigned to listen to. Not ever. Definitely not because―no, for, somebody. Bowie and Cher and Cindy Lauper and Bob Seger right next to Metallica and Guns n' Roses and Meatloaf and― there. There. Almost hidden in the back of the spine. A note. A tiny, thin-lettered thing Max really, really shouldn't be reading but―
‘Thanks for driving me back.
Love. Billy’
But. That's what little sisters do too, she guesses. Intrude. Annoy. Snoop. Feel this sudden rush of relief. Of happiness. When Billy laughs softly, on the other side of the door. When Steve laughs back. Maybe a tear. Or two. But just maybe. She’s really good at this little sister thing, after all.
Hopes for stellar.
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or: that post s3 where steve lets a camaro-less billy drive him around in his own car "really? again, hargrove?" almost every single day, for months, after he comes back, because "you’re gonna perpetually stick yourself to my ass at least let me do the one thing that frikin’ calms me down" which results in steve resigning himself to deejaying in the shotgun even if "jesus, what's that shit, harrington?" "my car, my rules, sweetheart" which results in billy developing a ‘songs steve harrington is in love with’ mental playlist, realizing he’s probably a little bit in love with the way he loves them and, possibly, a little much love with steve and then stealing steve's tapes one day and,
making a mixtape about it.
(the first of a whole lot, of love letters)
#harringrove#d+mb sh+t i write#but#i had fun!#writing max bc she's my fav <3<3<#and also#dumbstrucklovestruck billy? MY FAV TKVM#also#mixtaping IS an art#xharringrove
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Red Velvet Reaction to Slapping Their S/O During An Argument
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"You had to be the one to let me down, to color me blue."
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She's late, and that's nothing new.
But today was your anniversary and she couldn't have you be disappointed in her, not on any day and especially not on a day as special as today. She quickly climbs the steps of your apartment, foregoing the elevator because It would've taken too long. When she gets to your door, her hands are shaky from excitement and the lack of breath, she turns the lock as soon as she manages to slip the key in and she almost trips over herself in the rush to meet you in your apartment.
Something's wrong...
Her nerves climb back up the moment she sees no one rushing to her like you usually do whenever she makes her way past the front door. She calls your name out in the hopes that you're simply caught up on a task, but she's met with silence and that's never happened before.
The kitchen lights are off, and so she thinks you must've gone to sleep at this hour. A sigh slips through her lips in disappointment, she's late. Again, and the worst part is that she shouldn't have been. She makes her way to your bedroom, slowly pushing the door open so as not to wake you. The nightlight is on and it illuminates the room in a soft glow, in the dimness of the light with shadow covering a part of your face, she can't help but feel the guilt turn into anger at herself.
You've never looked so disappointed in anything in the span of your relationship. There never should've been a moment where she made you feel disappointed. She slips into the bedroom and the moment your eyes meet, dread joins the anger in her heart. Your empty, tired looking eyes makes her entire being feel cold, your eyes always held a spark, of curiosity, of competitiveness, of love, of adoration, those eyes always held emotion and now she can't help but think of how much she's fucked up for your eyes to be that soulless.
"Late again."
You get up from where you were seated, moving to stand at the foot of the bed. It wasnt even a question anymore, it was a statement, like she was the experiment in your hands and you've already predicted the outcome. Her mouth opens to apologize, to explain- But she doesn't even get a breath out before you've interrupted her.
"Don't bother, it doesn't seem like you care anymore anyways."
Her mouth drops open and a scoff comes out, she makes her way towards you. Crossing her arms once she comes to a stop a foot away from you. "This is a one time thing and you're mad about me being late?" At that accusation, something in you must've snapped because your empty eyes flooded with unbridled fire in a split second. The laugh of disbelief fills the air around you.
"A one time thing? You've been coming home late these past few MONTHS! In all of those times where you leave early and come home late, I don't get a single reply from you when I ask you how you are throughout the day, I wasn't even asking for an hour or two, I was just asking for a moment of your time to let me know that my girlfriend was still doing fine!"
"I waited for you, no matter how early I had to get up the next morning. I wait for you in the living room because I wanted to welcome you home, but when you walk through the front door you just push me aside like I was some dog you didn't even want around anymore. There were days where I would fall asleep on the couch so late that when I wake up for work? I wake up with a splitting headache, and that happened because you didn't even bother to tell me you weren't coming home for the night."
Your arms are uncrossed at this point and you've stared into her eyes with the fire in yours, although she was ready to apologize and beg for your forgiveness, the next words out of your mouth had her seeing red.
"It's like I'm just a toy you got fucking bored of!"
Slap.
In an instant, she's turned into something she didn't even recognize. A freezing feeling colder than dry ice seeps into her bones, she brings her hand closer to her and she looks at you in shock. She never meant to hurt you, she was thinking of apologizing, what happened to her?
Your head had snapped to the side at the force of her swing, the anger you feel at the physical retaliation she went for has you itching to return the favor. But you take a deep breath before looking back towards her, as angrier as the shock in her eyes make you.
You decide to be the bigger person. Above it all you decide that this isn't worth any more of your energy.
"I'll be staying with my friend next door, there's food I made for us left in the fridge. Don't bother me tonight, and when I come back here tomorrow to get ready for work you better be back in your dorm."
You grab your phone and it's charger from the nightstand, then you begin to make your way out of the bedroom.
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Bae Joohyun/Irene:
Pride
The sound of the bedroom door closing snaps her out of her daze soon enough, and then as quick as her feet could manage she runs after you. She catches you just as you were about to open the front door, with a grip on your elbow that begs you to stay.
Joohyun finds it difficult to admit that she's in the wrong. She's a quiet person and being a quiet person means there's rarely ever any conversation happening with her, which means there's less chances of her being in the wrong. When she does have to talk to someone it's usually management, which she can do so without problems because those conversations are done with logic, and logic is easier compared to emotions.
But now there's no logical explanation for what she's done and she knows she's in the wrong. Your feelings are valid and they're valid for reasons she's caused, she has to face the emotions between the two of you. This she knows. She's sorry for what she's done, but saying sorry is easier when you do it without acknowledgement for your wrongdoings. Joohyun clenches her jaw, willing and begging her pride to lower itself so she could fix things before it gets worse.
But she takes too long, and at the end of the night you slip out of her grasp.
Kang Seulgi:
Stranger
Seulgi is left in your bedroom with a cold atmosphere surrounding her. It's scary and it's suffocating. This place was never cold when she was here, you've told her this before. You called her "My Sun" because before her this house was nothing but cold.
She gets ready for bed with fear in her heart. She gently lies down on your side of the bed, pressing her face to the pillow and taking in your scent- the only familiar thing about everything right now. Seulgi doesn't know who that angry, empty eyed person yelling at her was. She doesn't know who the person that laid a hand on you was, but she hates only the latter for escalating things instead of toning it down. It's not right, she thinks as the tears spill from the corners of her eyes, she should've been there for you today, she shouldn't have been too confident that you wouldn't mind.
You're a kind person, kinder than she is if anyone would ask her. But even kind people have limits, and she can't feel anything but guilt at having driven you to be a cold person. She can't help but fear that the next times she gets to see you, you'll be gone and all she'll see is the empty stranger she saw tonight.
Son Seungwan/Wendy:
Change
Seungwan runs after you too late. The moment she throws the door open, she comes face to face with an empty hallway. The front door at the other end is closed and although there's a foolish part of her that hopes you're just somewhere in this apartment, she knows you've already left.
Slowly she closes the door and she finds herself on the floor, eyes blinking as she just notices the ringing silence filling her ears. That's new, she thinks to herself. The silence in your home has never been ringing, it was comfortable. You would stay next to each other doing and saying nothing for hours on end, the silence wrapping around both of you like a soft, comfortable blanket. This silence isn't anything like that.
The silence she remembers is constant, welcome and lovable. This silence isn't anything like that, this one is cutting, torturous and new. She wonders if it's ironic how you were always the adventurer in this relationship, while she on the other hand, was never one for trying new things.
Park Sooyoung/Joy:
Doubtful
Sooyoung feels conflicted. She'd want to make things right but is it worth it? If things manage to be made right, how long would it be until something as big as this happens once again because she couldn't get a hold of her temper? You deserve someone better than her who stands you up on one of the most important events of your relationship, you deserve someone who can make time for you whenever they want to, you deserve someone who doesn't hurt you physically or emotionally.
As she lies down on her side of the bed with her eyes remaining trained on the dark ceiling, she wonders if you're on the same train of thought as her. She loves you, without a doubt. But is that enough? Can she promise you this wouldn't happen again? Can she promise you that her schedule will always prioritize your special dates together instead of her work? Can she promise you a relationship without the risk of breaking apart every now and then?
She tosses and turns on the bed, unable to sleep without you in her arms like she's used to until the sun has begun to shine its first rays onto the world and she knows this is around the time you wake up to get ready for work, so she gets up as well. She takes a tour around your apartment, the memory of you showing her around for the first time playing through her mind, phantom words playing in her ears as she walks around until she reaches the front door. As she sets one foot outside the place that's become her home as well, she turns around and takes in the sight of it one last time. Unable to keep herself from wondering if this is the last time she'll get to see this safe haven of hers.
Kim Yerim/Yeri:
Restless
Yerim eats the food in the fridge with jittery legs, she spends the whole time by herself pacing around the bedroom and when pacing around tires her out, she ends up tossing and turning under the bed, unable to sleep. Maybe it's too dark? So she turns on the lights only to find that they're too bright to be able to fall asleep.
She turns on the nightlight, but one look around the room and her head is filled with the words you said and her ears hear the sound of the slap even if it had happened hours ago. So she settles for no lights. Nothing is able to calm her racing mind down, it would be good to think a lot but in this case Yeri's mind is racing far too fast for her to make anything coherent out of them.
She ends up pulling the duvet over her head in irritation as the sunlight starts to peak over the horizon, falling asleep just a few moments before you enter the apartment to prepare for work, you find her curled up on the bed, unmoving. Making it look like there's a hill of snow on your bed. You're not sure if you want to talk to her right now, but you're sure she hasn't slept all night so you let her be regardless of the fact that you told her you wanted her gone by now. You're unsure if you really meant it anyway.
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A/N: Yeri's ending feels a bit weird? But I just didn't know how to end it so this is what we get.
#Red Velvet#Red Velvet x Reader#Red Velvet Reaction#Bae Joohyun#Bae Joohyun x Reader#Bae Joohyun Reaction#Kang Seulgi#Kang Seulgi x Reader#Kang Seulgi Reaction#Son Seungwan#Son Seungwan x Reader#Son Seungwan Reaction#Park Sooyoung#Park Sooyoung x Reader#Park Sooyoung Reaction#Kim Yerim#Kim Yerim x Reader#Kim Yerin Reaction#Irene#Wendy#Joy#Yeri#reader!insert
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[Shuuen no Virche -Error:Salvation-] Ceres' Short Story Translation
the original can be found here
This is a story that took place a year ago, when I met "him" for the first time at the field of Lycoris noige.
In a corner of Kuhne, at an orphanage managed by Sister Salome, there lived a girl who was known as "the God of Death" and feared by a lot of people. That girl is me, Ceres.
Due to the townspeople's stares, I barely left the orphanage and spent my days helping out at the facility. It was as if I was in hiding. However, working as a temporary staff means that I have to finish any given task thrown at me. Therefore, for the first time ever, I decided to go out shopping by myself.
***
The moment I arrived at the town plaza, a stir ran through the people.
"'The God of Death' is here." "Get lost right at this instant."
"..."
Having all those people look at me while saying such things… It made me scared. It made my heart ache. It made me sad.
The only thing I could do to get along with them was…
"Good afternoon…"
I put an ambiguous, fake smile on my face. After doing so, people who looked at me with such hatred simply turned their faces away. I passed by the church in a hurry.
…
…..
"Oh, my. Is the girl who passed by just now… Ceres? How rare of her to go out alone… But looking at her… Hmm."
"Sighs. I'm ashamed that I can't be of any help. I hope a day will come where you can walk around outside without looking down… I wish there's something that an adult like me, whose days are numbered, can do to help you."
***
Sister Salome… Mom asked me to prepare for the ingredients in Marche and deliver a letter to the state research institute, where relivers are created. In order to go to the institute, which is located in the centre of the country, I walked down the street in the district of the rich, Syude.
Even in a district full of people who can live leisurely like this, when I passed by the biggest mansion there… From an open window, something as thin as a cloth slowly fell to my hand. I grabbed it in a hurry.
"A novel… manuscript?"
I wonder if it belonged to the owner of this mansion. I took a quick look at the manuscript. Despite that, I could tell the words written there were filled with excitement.
(No. I shouldn't read it without their permission. It's rude. Still, I can't help but be curious about what kind of person who lives here to be able to write such a beautiful story.)
No matter how curious I was, it would be too suspicious of me to suddenly visit a big mansion like this--especially because we didn't know each other. I gave the manuscript to a male guard who happened to walk near the gate and continued to head to the research district, Cerunevor.
…
…..
(T-Thank goodness. Someone picked up the manuscript. I'll have Jean go get it after this.)
(However, I couldn't express my gratitude to the person who picked it up. She has such beautiful golden hair. I could tell even from afar.)
***
I finally arrived at the state research institute, giving the letter Mom wrote to a male guard there.
Thinking I would only be a bother if I stayed there too long, I quickly left as soon as I said my thanks.
At that time…
"...?"
I felt like someone was staring at me. However, when I looked back, the guard had already looked out in another direction.
(Maybe it's only my imagination.)
Mom must be worried about me. Thinking that, I started walking back home.
…
…..
"Hmm. Just when I thought I saw someone with a striking hair color… I see. So she's the so-called 'the God of Death.' Even from this distance, I can tell she's such a gloomy little girl. I don't want her near me under any circumstances."
***
…..
"Did the handymen Krewn do something again?"
"I heard they found a child drowning and rescued them!"
"But the water was quite rough due to the heavy storm last night, you know? Man… They sure have the guts to risk their lives to save others even though they haven't made any preparation to be relivers."
Handyman. If I remember correctly, they run a service that is willing to take any kinds of requests in Kuhne, especially from those who are particularly in trouble. I heard people trust them more than the guards who protect the country.
(Must be nice…)
Me too.
(If only I had the power to save other people like them, and not the power to kill people…)
I couldn't let my presence ruin such a happy atmosphere, so I decided to take a detour to go back to the orphanage.
"...Hm?"
"What's wrong, Yves? Why are you suddenly looking back?"
"Hugo. Ah. No. I just felt like someone was staring at me."
(I'm not sure why, but I'm feeling really down because I don't know who it is. Do I know them? Or not…)
(I know it's strange to even say, 'See you again,' but I hope I get the chance to talk to them next time. I'm curious to know what kind of person who was looking at me.)
***
My little journey, which was filled with longing for other people, finally came to an end.
Even though there were a lot of instances where I felt "scared" and "sad," I managed to get back "home."
"Do you really think it's okay to let her go out by herself? I'm going to go after her…"
From behind the door, I could hear my precious "brother" talking to Mom.
(Adolphe is such a worrywart. He never changes.)
The frustration in his voice turned the "fear" I had been feeling since a little while ago into "relief."
I put a little bit of strength to open the door.
Instead of the fake smile I put on before, I gave my family a heartfelt smile. There was only one thing I had to say to my family who had been waiting for my return.
"I'm home…!"
Going outside made me realize once again how this place gives me a small happiness in my despair-filled life.
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