#still sad i accidentally deleted my old acc :'(

[trickywagon]

「i'd go blind just to see you」

[hottie0]

k so i had an idea for a chameron ao3 series of all the fics being conan gray songs but i got lazy and only wrote 1.5 stories for it so because i’m not acc gonna do it imma share the ideas i had cuz someone might find them useful so (btw these will be copied directly from notes the first time i wrote them, they can also be used for other ships if u want but i made them for chameron):

grow: a year after hs cam and charlie run into eachother in vermont and then u see a bunch of flashbacks of old nights and things at welton. they exchange numbers at the end or smth. (i did this one)

idle town: charlie can’t sleep at his new school. he reminisces and whatever. a little more focused on cam. he looks over at the other side of the room but cam isn’t there anymore. instead it’s his new roommate who he doesn’t even know the last name of. end it somehow.

generation why: pre-canon cam and charlie just talking on the roof. banter. romantics ensue on cams behalf. charlie doesn’t feel the same way. that’s why charlie treats him the way he does.

crush culture: charlie pining after cam. a bunch of little things cam does to push charlie over the edge. charlie talks to neil and neil says cam likes him too. he doesn’t. charlie kisses cam one night while studying and cam rejects him and they argue. this is the night of neils death. that’s why cam didn’t find out through charlie and everything hurt a little bit more than it should’ve.

greek god: cameron’s being made fun of all the time by charlie and he knows charlie likes him and idk tbh this one got deleted and idk what i had written

lookalike: pre-neils death cam and charlie dated in their time at welton then broke up which caused tension going into senior year. the dead poets knew. when the dps started charlie got a gf and wouldn’t stop talking about her. her name was elaine. he brought her to a meeting and she looks just like cam. damn.

the other side: falling out of love. the process.

the king: cameron accidentally reads a poem charlie had written for/about him. he stresses all day and acts weird. everyone else is like ??? at night cam decides f it and confronts him. it ends cute

comfort crowd: night time. tomorrow morning charlie was meant to leave welton so all his stuff was packed up. hed already punched cam so it was tense. to say the least. cam randomly gets up out of bed and charlie is like wtf?? cam fuddles around then he’s like “u coming” they go to the cave and have a meaningful talk and if they end up cuddling then that’s their business

wish you were sober: charlie and cameron get drunk in their dorm. cam can’t hold his alcohol well so he gets wayy more drunk. he tells charlie some personal shit. some of which includes the fact that he used to have feelings for charlie. charlie has feelings for cam. he’s sad and sends cam to bed.

maniac: short one. they’re at the same bar a few years later. not with eachother but cam knows charlie’s there. charlie is talking shit abt cam and calling him weird and blah blah. but just that night, charlie had called cam desperate after years. cam thinks abt everything. he gets up and leaves but doesn’t leave w/o saying a big ol’ f u to charlie. this ones so mean to charlie. sucks. anyways.

online love): they’re doing long distance because charlie got expelled. they break up over the phone. aw. make it depressing. maybe by them being interrupted before rly saying goodbye and shii.

checkmate: they’re playing chess idk i couldn’t think of anything better. just cute and fluffy cuz i say so.

the cut that always bleeds: cameron is in a problematic relationship w a girl he met at uni. they just went through one of their fight episodes. cam went back to his room but he needed company. he decides to go to charlie’s dorm for comfort. but they haven’t spoke since that evening years ago. charlie says “i thought i’d never see you again” yadda yadda cam tells charlie everything and they just hold eachother. the gf is like “plz take me back” so cam does and he never sees charlie ever again. cry abt it.

fight or flight: charlie has a gf but little does he know she’s cheating on him. he ends up catching her with her side piece in their apartment. it’s cameron. there’s a whole wtf moment and the gf is like “u two know eachother???”. cams like “i swear i didn’t know” the girl leaves but cam stays. they argue or whatever or just talk not sure yet. then they kiss and charlie says something dumb and it ends. also cameron is hot as shit in this btw.

affluenza: probs short. when charlie is getting ready to leave cam is like “so money can’t buy happiness” and charlie’s like tf did u say to me. they talk abt where charlie’s going and whatnot and money. “i can’t do the things you do charlie, don’t you get anything” charlie leaves feeling a bit more guilty.

(can we be friends?): cam and charlie’s life growing up together. cute moments of them falling for the other. “now charlie knows why he and cameron could never be friends.”

heather: charlie and knox are together. cameron likes charlie. one night charlie is drunk and it’s just cam and him in the dorm. charlie ends up kissing cameron as a joke and cameron doesn’t know. there’s a fic like this. after the kiss it’s never the same. knox doesn’t know what happened. cameron has to watch them be all buddy buddy and shit- even if they’re not out to the rest of the group, cam knows. cameron knows not to interfere with their relationship no matter how much he wants to. he chooses to sit and watch and keep all his feelings inside.

little league: charlie stops by a cafe one night because he has nothing else to do. it turns out it’s open mic night. someone gets up to read. that someone is cameron. cameron performs a poem called little league. charlie remembers things. he leaves before the poem is over. /OR/ Cameron is an adult, he's a doctor or smth bouj, he has a family, a house, the embodiment of the american middle aged straight white man dream life. But sometimes, in secret, he takes Welton's Yearbook out of the shelf, and he traces Charlie face, and he remembers.

the story: cameron and charlie are late-night swimming in the lake together. they’re fantasizing abt whatever and charlie says “we should run away” they continue the convo like they did the others. a few days later charlie brings it up again, seriously this time. “what? dalton are you on something?” no. they get into an argument and shit. about a week later cameron wakes up to charlie sneaking out, but this isn’t sneaking out like dps meeting sneaking out, he’s running away. cam: “charlie? what are you doing up?” charlie: “this is your last chance. you coming?” cam: *thinks* no.

fake: ratting on keating and more angsty mess

overdrive: first kiss moment. they’re meant to be studying but they got distracted and are just talking instead. charlie’s like “cam have u ever kissed sum1” cam: “i think u know the answer to that dalton” charlie: “do you want to” cam: “ha! that’s a laugh! who can i find within a mile of here that i could kiss” charlie: me. whole carpe diem whatever- “charlie are you kidding do you know what would happen if someone found out!?” “so i won’t let them” but they kiss and it’s cute

astronomy: au: cam never ratted out keating but neil still died but just that whole thing never happened. ok. ever since neil died both cam and char were different. their relationship was tense. before it had been perf and everyone was envious of them but after neil everything changed. cameron was more agressive and easily irritable. charlie was more reserved and quiet. they tried to fix it but they decided it would be best to split. they still saw eachother in hallways and stuff, but were no longer roommates. after a couple months, they were strangers.

people watching: a view on the cameron/charlie relationship from other people. they’re opposites obv. when ppl were first informed they were taken aback to say the least. but when they see how they are together they get it yk? yeah u do.

ur welcome for my genius guys u need it.

[mxthtea]

@leiuhh sent an ask about ren !! that i answered accidentally n deleted immediately sdkjs -

so technically this is the answer to said ask,

everything is under the cut bc this might get long!! (it will get long)

heres links to ren's refs!! all from my art acc :)

| new ref | old ref | jacket. thing ref | (jacket one is from their old ref so it also needs to be updated)

as you can tell, ren is from inazuma based on their outfit (i hope you can tell at least,,) and their name !! ren's constellation name isn't fully set but i do have a design of it as a lotus flower i have yet to upload.

they're a cryo catalyst as well. they were first developed because well, i wanted a catboy character n a cryo catalyst. but of course i changed their pronouns to be they/them and nonbinary,, because i can.

depressing backstory kinda

something i've debated on slightly on the fact that ren is now a traveler,, not like a fugitive like kazuha is. but they were debating leaving inazuma anyways, the vision hunting decree just gave them a true reason to leave their home. so they left a short letter for their parents to find, then slipped onto a boat and left inazuma.

they watched their home, the place with their family and friends fade away. as liyue appeared, ren became more excited. happy to finally start anew some place. from then, they travel across teyvat (or teycat for them. get it?? bc they have cat ear - yeah ik i make dad jokes) on their own. not exactly planning on staying in one place.

one day they do plan on heading back to inazuma. maybe speak with their family again? try to make amends with their friends? but not now, not with what's happening. they'll head almost anywhere but to inazuma itself.

ren holds their archon in high regard. they were raised as such. their parents even believing maybe one day baal, or someone, could recruit them into the bakufu. after more of their travels and realizing what baal has done, they can't say they look up to their archon much either.

enough of the angst n sadness from that sdkjs

originally ren was meant to be made more as a oc x canon type of deal or somethin,, but now they're just my child. so now they got to go on adventures n make some friends (by accident at times) while traveling around. i say by accident because ren doesn't know when to consider someone a friend much anymore dsjks

they have lost many friends in their life, especially the tight knit group they used to have when growing up. so now they're mostly hesitant with gaining friendships. scared that something might mess up, that they'll mess up and scare of a newly gained friend.

i meant to move on from the sad. now heres some actual fun stuff

ren's ears and tail move on their own accord!! despite ren's face trying to stay neutral (their eyes also give away their emotions.) ren's ears and tail will move. their ears and tail with perk up when they're interested in something, or their ears will flatten and their tail will droop when sad.

their hair is fluffy as well!! but they're not used to any form of physical affection so it's best to ask before patting them on the head. but if you do they will be grateful for it,, they like the pats :)

ren made their own outfit!! idk if it's ever stated if a character makes their own outfit or not, but ren does make their own. it was a project they had started back before leaving, and finished right before they left.

they don't know how their jacket stays attached to them!! it just does ,, you could say there's something that hooks onto their other clothes if you want to. surprisingly light to carry as well.

they still have their other sleeve on the arm that's behind their back. just can't see it well with how it's positioned. (this was purpose)

uhh this is sort of long,, so i'll try to end it here. i'll still answer any asks about ren!! left out stuff on their talents, constellations, and overall their position in teams on purpose >:)

so feel free to send in more asks :DD