#still havent managed to hyper focus though

[casual-eumetazoa]

took 10mg of methylphenidate today for the first time (as my psychiatrist recommended) and immediately:

-went to the shop and got everything I needed without forgetting anything or getting derailed

-watched half hour of a video essay without playing a game in the background

-read a chapter and a half of a book

-wrote 1k words on my WIP

All of this while still being in burnout, mind you. You're telling me it could have been like this all this time?! What the actual fuck-