#still going thru these very slowly thank you for your patience 🙏

[daemonfish]

If you wanted some now or for the next time you want sketch ideas, how do you think/would want a Soriku kh4 reunion to go?

I would like to see them fight

then kiss and make up

[mtnkat3]

Well... decided to do a little experiment.

As I am working on organizing & culling out the mess. I have a LAR Grisly .50 cal breach loaded, without the silencer. [It's safe.] sittin behind my couch in front of my grandma's singer 100+yo sewing machine.

Grinning. I use to have very nice decorating thank you very much! 😉😋🤪🥴🤦‍♀️🤷‍♀️

anyways.. decided to see if I could still do bicep curls with it. Both arms. Yep. Sure can! Lmao!

Now wh said it's about 42-50# like that. [I need to check web on that.]

But I wanted to see if I still could!

Oh. & no. I do not swing weight. That's a cheat, to me. Using centrifical force to go thru the entire range of motion is not being in control of the weight, it's using the weights momentum to do all the work for you. It's a cheat. Think I'm just old school on that. And because I have to be very careful I exercise slowly with weights. I really need to get back into one of the Anytime Fitness locations near me. Usually takes me time to go thru all the machines but I always went when nobody else was there, & cleaned after myself! Geeish!

Now when I was at the store, I was starting to get a wee bit ripped in my biceps. But even though I walked 5,000-13,000 steps a day while working there it was a grocery store floor & not a constant movement. Yes my coworkers called me wonder woman because I was the one helping the delivery drivers move around & place on rail trolley style carts the alcohol that I'd be stocking. Oh, & no that store did NOT use powered anything. The handjacks were manual. I was using my body's force to move 4, 5,000# pallets of milk with dairy products to stock on top. Usually stacked as high as it'd go. The whse was bad about that. couldn't get it thru the swinging doors to the customer floor!

Now USPS, that was high production. I lost 30# in 5 months. First time I was on my way back to my ideal weight! Only good thing about it!

It was filthy, 24/7/365. I was there.. Thanksgiving, Christmas, & valentines. And taxes. Ugh. But what I've learned is all that dust from cardboard & such packaging was horrible for my lungs. So. I can't get the exercise with work things really anymore. I have to do so separately. Sucks. But is what it is!

Anyways.. I still am strong, even though I'm chubby. I've always been strong. So now get back to the gym & work on my core & back. And I pray too my shoulders, to at least have some range of motion restored. [I miss swimming!] And stop feeling like an old lady! Geeish! So not me! I rather enjoy being the one that helps! I did learn my lesson about moving bags of soil though.🙄🤦‍♀️🤷‍♀️ [4-100# bags] just.. a woman used to doing things myself.

Well.. back to it. As get in more supplies I am able to get things in storage bins & organized. [Keep/store/give to charity/sell/trash/burn.] This goes for clothes to dishes. Magazines to mattresses. [I could have a bunkhouse in the basement.🙄🤦‍♀️]

I'm sure most people use cardboard & boxes from alcohol stores. But I know those boxes too well. Then there's also I'm looking for long term storage, not a quick fix. I am a planner & organizer by nature. I will have everything in clear, labeled sterilite bins & be able to just pull whatever down I need. I've been planning this since 2013. Now I am finally having God's Blessing to get it done! Hallelujah! Thank You Jesus!

Back to it!

Wherever.. whomever.. you are.. I love you . Missing you rips into my soul everyday.

Please God? Help me?

Patience & work daughter.

Sigh.

I work as I await.

~True love never dies & true love always waits!.~

But I pray you can, & want to!, forgive me for asking it of you! It's on my mind daily. And has been some lightbulbs recently too. I long to make amends.. bowed.

Your.. humble frustrated impatiently patiently waiting.. complex quirky warrior queen daughter.

~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. 🌺🐾🐯✝️

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Tu.11.8.2022 5.06pm est.