#still feeling like shit

[blackstarchanx3new]

I'm being extremally petty with this but some of yall are just this ngl.

[sir-fenris]

Yep, my concentration is shit today again. Trying my best to put up to date one or two moots today, even if I end up ignoring any long posts (cause... my concentration is only lasting 300 words at a time)

Despite everything, I think that is helping. I even wrote a few things about Curse of Withering today. I miss my babies, I miss writing, I miss posting stuff...

Tried playing mobile games, but eventually got bored so I tried drawing, got really stressed over drawing, so I tried coloring, but it made me restless, so I tried reading, but then my concentration was shit. Maybe I should try writing a little. Might be the thing. If it isn't, I just... will keep trying, I guess?

I guess sleeping for 17 hours did fuck up my brain function for today, still feeling a little... weird from it. Maybe in a few hours I'll be better.

[sunnytastic]

in case anyone is wondering how i'm doing, i stressed myself so much by crying and worrying over a guy that I ruptured an ovarian cyst

[hellow-you-are-cute]

In a middle of my mental breakdown, girl i teach english called me and i had to get ahold of myself in 15 seconds, new personal record

[hardly-a-p3rson]

I have coffee and feel a bit more like a person

[butteryheart]

I love you

Please take care of yourself ♡

MUAH <3

[pose4photoml]

Received a sweet message this morning from a coworker who’s working remotely. Hate being sick and working but bills don’t care if your sick 😷

[p-taryn-dactyl]

Hey. saw your post about being in a dark place and feeling how no one ever checks up on you when you're in a bad place. so. here's a permanent reminder. to not. because we love you. and hope you feel better. always.

hi <3

ik its been a while since i posted that but i wanted to thank you so much. it's been a struggle recently but it was so amazing to get this message because i truly wasn't feeling wanted at all. and i know i haven't been consistent with my posting and my fics but i really appreciate you and everyone and it's so nice to have this little corner of the internet for me to turn to <3

once again thank you so much!!!!!!

[error404vnotfound]

having a bad depressive episode after having wanted to kms when I was 12 really is an experience

like is it that bad, really? because I don't want to stop living. not fine but also not not fine but a secret third thing (I'm just so super fucking sad)

[sunburstsky]

back here once again and I am once again asking Tamsyn to Give Them Back

why? because they were perfect and I was better with them here

finished nona and this meme i made after harrow is still true 😭

[stealingpotatoes]

the illness post is still getting notes (???!! <3) and that means people are still telling me to get better soon, which is really nice but im gonna be too powerful if i get any better

[radical-aurin-care]

i'm having such the worst day, very bad very low mental health, no good at all.

but :')

being on tumblr is actually helping a bit :')

thank you for being weird and real and funny and a distraction and interesting and educational

[egophiliac]

don't think I'm not still obsessing over 7-12

[weirdraccoon]

This song will feed my soul until my bday.

And maybe even after that.

[inkskinned]

i wrote an interactive poem for my girlfriend in 3 parts. she said you need to read it.

go here: take only the final quiz or take all 3. i don't mind. it's sad, though. this is a poem about choice. about fate and mental illness and how love fits inside of all of it. this is a poem about a long dark hallway. mostly this is a poem about mango sushi rolls.

good luck. i love you. despite it all, i'm hopeful.

[proffbon]

Thanks for the reassurance?