#stellasleighs

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IGNORE THE SCREAMS BUT THATS BAE FR

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opinion on the new chapters of project muhl 😔😔😔😔

ALSO SPOILER ALERT KINDA 🔥‼️

once again paige is giving me the ick LIKE BRO SHES ACTING LIKE SHE WANTS ARI 😭😭 let it go it’s not that serious

also the kate and nika fight i’m crying 💀 that’s just so embarrassing like i was cringing so hard reading it

ari is so annoying yall 😐 she’s just a lot to handle

anyways i kinda sorta feel bad for kate but at the same time i rlly don’t bc she’s SO EMBARRASSING anyways those r my takes sooo

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going to the aces v sky game tmrrrr ‼️‼️‼️

i’m so excited yall it’s not even funny

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any updates on the sugarbaby ask 😔

BYE LMAO 😭😭 I HAVENT RESPONDED 😬😬😬

should i post a ss of it lol

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watching this on REPEAT.

i knew this clip was boutta be the talk of the town as soon as i saw it 🙄🙄

a post in which eri is cordial and respectful as always but everyone can see the REAL reasons why the clip went viral 🥱😪🤐😮‍💨🤗😭🤯😙😁🌝

-editors were FAST ofc as expected 😭

-kks smirk is so cute

-paiges hand is so gay

-paiges face scrunch is so cute

- blowing a kiss to the camera 🙄🙄

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pookies follow me on wattpad 🔥🔥 posting a paige fic soon

@/luvvstella

the theme on the account is pink & the pfp of azzi 🎀

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୨୧ — 🦢

🦢 —  stella !!

“truth dare spin bottles. you know how to 

ball i know aristotle.” 

she / her — 18 

african american

lover of all things basketball — ୨୧

🦢 — my tags

stel yaps - stellasleighs - stels moots !

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she’s adorable ☹️☹️

Morgan ☺️☺️

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oh absolutely not. that was beautiful

Love, Paige.

Summary: A letter to you.

wc: 489

Contains: pain

a/n: @makethemhoesmad 😝

part one

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Dear Y/N,

Y'know for a while, I was angry. At the light for not being longer, angry at the people who talked at your funeral but didn't actually care. I was angry at the drunk asshole who got to live while you lay in a casket. He had the nerve to send flowers, like that'd bring you back.

I was angry at myself, for not doing enough, for letting you drive. For not noticing the headlights sooner, for not waking up before the ambulance got there. I was angry at my mom and my siblings. How could they move on so quickly? How come they get to laugh and have fun, while you're not even allowed a last breath.

I was even angry at you. Angry that after how hard you fought up until the end, just to give up. I was angry because after all we've been through together, you gave up. You stopped fighting.

Until I realized that you didn't. I realized that you fought to the end. Until I realized that you held onto the doctor's hand and pulled a ring out of your jacket. Until I realized you were gonna propose that night. Until I realized that we were mere minutes away from you being my fiancé, and now you're stuck just being my girlfriend.

I wear that ring around my neck everywhere I go. I wore it to the game where we won the national championship against Iowa. I wore it when I was drafted to the WNBA. I wore it when I retired.

It took me five years to glance at another woman, even longer to touch one. It's hard to stop loving someone that you never fell out of love with. I met a woman. Her name is Hannah. She's amazing, beautiful, hilarious, and so understanding. She's not you, though. She knows that. She knows she'll never have all of me because the rest died with you.

Hannah and I have two kids. She let me name them after you. Our little boy has your first name as his middle name. Our baby girl has your middle name as her first. Even though they're not yours, I see you in them. So, I guess I still had some of you in me.

I miss you. I miss you a lot. Not a day goes by where I don't get reminded of you. Everything. I see you in everything.

I see you, except I don't.

What hurts the most is that I know you wouldn't want me to worry about you like this. I know you would probably tell me to get up, and to stop crying, and that it's all gonna be okay. Except it's not. And it hasn't been. Because what makes me okay is you. And you're gone, and you're not coming back.

So after I get old, I'll have to come to you.

Until we meet again.

Love, Paige.

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the abrupt ending 😭

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTNMq1Qjw/ baby 😭😭

Noooo 😂 the way the vid just ends

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she’s stunning stop it rn

#needthat #wantthat #desirethat #woulddoanythingforthat #wanttokissthat

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she’s so effortlessly gay 😭

oh hey let's play a game

spot the ga-

never mind 🌚

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ughhhh she looks so good and gay

kate marie martin pls do not pwm.

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kayla carries the whole team on her back yall

she averages around 56.7 points a game btw !!

i’m a d1 kayla williams glazer. she’s untouchable. better than ur fav, all of them!!!

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bring them back to me bro

THE SEASON COULD NOT COME SLOWER BRUH.

best uconn edit to ever bless my eyes

WE GOT THE NATTY IDC

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pat bro wtf.

never forgiving you EVER.

Just A Week Ago

Summary: Paige grapples with death.

wc: 1,642

Contains: crying, death of a loved one, no happy ending

a/n: This is probably the saddest thing I've ever written. Get your tissues ready.

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It's only been a week, and Paige still couldn't believe it. Just a week ago, you were cuddled up next to her. Just a week ago, the two of you were laughing well into the night, shushing each other through the giggles. Just a week ago, she was driving to your house every weekend. Just a week ago, you were driving home with her after picking her up from practice.

Just a week ago, her hand was on your thigh, singing terribly at the top of her lungs while you laughed at her. Just a week ago, she watched as the headlights didn't stop growing brighter, even as the light turned red. Just a week ago, she awoke on a stretcher, not being able to feel her arms. Just a week ago, she fought the pain and begged to know your wellbeing.

Just a week ago, she watched as the EMT’s gave you chest compression after chest compression, desperately fighting for your life. Just a week ago, she shoved the police, injured and all, to let her go with you. Just a week ago, she watched them roll you into emergency surgery. Just a week ago, she broke down in the middle of the lobby when the doctor told her they did all they could. Just a week ago, you were alive and well.

Until you weren’t.

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Now she stood in the mirror, tears in her eyes as she made sure she looked presentable. The week had been a blur. She was there, but she really wasn't. She was lost in her own mind trying to grapple with the fact that you were, in fact, gone, and it wasn't some terrible dream.

Paige wasn't sure what the plans were, even when she was present when they were made. She knew she was supposed to give a speech on the podium, and she knew she wrote one down. Or attempted to. She's fairly certain her mom and teammates wrote the words down.

It can't be real. She can’t have lost you. But she did. She was there when they told her you were gone. She was there.

A knock on her door breaks her free from her thoughts. She can't bring herself to answer, and she allows the person behind it to walk in. “Hey, sweetie, you almost ready?”

Paige doesn't look away from the mirror, but she can tell by the voice that it's her mom. She stares at herself, hands running over the suit she's wearing. It's the same one you'd spotted in the mall over a year ago, and you'd dragged her into the store to try it on, rambling about how sexy she looked. And while she desperately wanted to go home and lay down, she couldn't deny that you were right. She did look good. She didn't buy it then, though. You'd surprised her with it on her birthday, and she complained about you spending money on her.

She hadn't worn it yet, the two of you were waiting for that one special moment. And while you weren't here to share it with her, she thought it was fitting. She knew she'd never have the guts to wear it anywhere else. So dead or alive, she still shared the moment with you.

“Mhm.” Is all she says, taking one last look before turning around to look at her mom.

Her mom smiles, but it doesn't reach her eyes. “You look beautiful, honey. She would've loved it.” She said, approaching the blonde, fixing the collar once more. Paige closed her eyes to avoid the tears from falling, but it didn't work as tears broke through her eyelids.

Amy wordlessly engulfed Paige in a hug, listening as her little girl broke all over again. Flashbacks of that night at the hospital flash through Amy's mind as she attempts to stay strong for Paige.

Eventually, Paige pulls away, eyes softening as she wipes her mom's tears. “Let's go.” She whispers.

Amy nods, grabbing Paige's hand and leading her out of the room.

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Paige had zoned out for most of the speeches. A lot of them were from people who didn't know you and were just offering their pity condolences, just so that they could say they were there.

She snaps out of it when her name is called to the stand. She looks at her mom, who pats her thigh encouragingly. She smiles as she clears her throat and walks to the stand.

“Uh-” She clears her throat again, staring at the notes in her hand. “I'm sure most of you know me, but for those of you who don't, my name is Paige Bueckers, and I'm Y/N's girlfriend.” She pauses. “Or-or was.” she clears her throat again.

“Any-anyway. Uh-” She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, just like you'd always tell her to do. It didn't work as well as when you did it, but it helped her enough for her to continue. She looked down at the cards.

“You all know the type of person Y/N was. She was the type where you could tell her anything, and she'd support you, even if it was the dumbest decision on earth. If you were set on the decision, then so was she. She'd give you her advice and opinion if you asked for it, and then she'd leave it to you. Then, if you faced the consequences, she'd give you a look, but she'd never say anything. She'd hold you and wouldn't let you go until you felt better.” she looked up from the cards and glanced around the room.

“That's what she did when I tore my ACL. She was there the whole time, holding my hand, never letting go, unless it was to hand me a tissue.” She laughed a little, but it was getting harder to keep her composure. Fuck it. she ditches her cards, and decides to speak from her heart. That's what she was the best at.

“It's a Sunday. Y/N always loved Sundays. She'd always get all dressed up, even though it was just for church. Today, I would've slept in, grappling with the fact that I don't get to see her or hold her anymore. For the first time, God was the last thing on my mind.”

“She was there for everybody. Even if you wronged her, if you asked her for anything, she'd give it to you. She believed in second chances, even for people who didn't deserve them. She of all people should've gotten a second chance. But that was taken from her, by somebody who she'd probably give one to.” Tears have fallen now, and there was no stopping them.

“The day I asked her to be my girlfriend, she asked me if I trusted her with my heart. If I trusted, she'd take it and keep it safe forever. She kept that promise. She took it, and she kept it, and she locked it in a box. She kept it safe. Unfortunately, she held onto that key when she left.” She reaches for a tissue. “And that I'm forever grateful. I can't think of anybody better than her to have that key.��

“I just hope she uses it to unlock the box when I see her again. She was a beloved sister, daughter, friend, teammate, and girlfriend. She lives in our memory forever. So to Y/N.

I miss you more than life. There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do to hear that little laugh you do. There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do to hold your hand again. There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do to say one more ‘I love you.’ I wish I could take it back. I wish I'd seen the car. I wish I had seen anything. Sometimes I wish it was me who went, but then I remember that then, it would be you up here in tears, and I don't know if I could be happy knowing that you're not.”

“It's only been a week. It's been the longest week of my life. I'll tell you about when I see you again. For now, I'll settle for knowing that you're in a better place, that you're safe and out of harm's way. Don't worry, I'll save your voice in my head. You promised never to leave me. You just left too soon.”

“So to the best girlfriend in the world, we'll save you a seat. You've always got a place at the table, even if you're watching with the angels. I promise never to let you go. I promise to always make you proud. I promise to make it for you. Every basketball shot. Every tear that falls, every game that's won. It's for you.”

“Because even though you're gone, you're still in our hearts. My heart. Even if we can't see you, or talk to you, or hold you, the memories are enough to keep us going. You gave me the best memories, I just never thought that you'd become one yourself.”

“Goodbyes are hard for me. They always have been. I don't want to say goodbye because this one would mean forever. So instead, this is a ‘see you later’.”

“I love you.”

“And to you all, never take family for granted. Because grief is the price we pay for love. So say that ‘I love you’. Because you'll never know when it will be your last one.”

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The Huskies play a video at the next game in honor of you. They play with pins on their shirts in honor of you. They play for you. They won the national championship in honor of you. Paige gets drafted to the WNBA in honor of you.

Because even after all this time. you still have the key to her heart.

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