#stelaetters to stars

[stelaernis]

❛ there is something foreign in the mirror. i used to bleed from my sleeves to others. maybe it was naivety or maybe because i was just a child. the person staring back is filled with star - like wonder, and i am filled with a cold, endless water. i push everything away but they pull everything in to heart. they take the form of my own replica, a vessel architected out of gentler memories. i cannot avert my gaze, all i can do is weep ❜

· ✦ saturnine, stelærnis.

[stelaernis]

❛ another foreign noise, strange arias spill through chapped lips cosmic, boundless, infinite stars deteriorate inside. a thunderless lightning coursing through my veins something fissures this diamond brittle vessel. all these constellations collide into a conglomeration uncharted carvings left on tissue. this shell, eternal winter cherished a formless ego void adorned in all those things beloved. a blank gaze, fingertips in stellar ash there is nothing inside but rain still falls ❜

⋯ ✦ completed emptiness, stelærnis.

[stelaernis]

❛ things i once held dear are broken glass i step on for others appeasement ❜

⋯ ✦ pleasing others, stelærnis.