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jessjem777 · 6 years

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Rachel the fallen Angel

Rachel-Hmm So far i've saved Chloe/Max....Killed Jeffershit what should I do now...GOT IT well time to have some fun with him

Rachel then proceeds to her all seeing machine to play around some more

Satan- So who you Fucking with today Ms Amber

Rachel-God for the last time STOP CALLING ME THAT!!! and yes I am going to Fuck with someone sheesh

Satan- Also don't mention God in here goes both ways...Alright have fun

Rachel-What a prick

Satan- HEARD THAT

Rachel- Okay now where is he at?

Rachel- Ahhh there he is 1 Mr Nathan Prescott time to have some fun with him

Nathan- Fuck me why did I kill Rachel it wasn't my intention at all...WHY DID I listen to that Fucking weirdo perveted prick in Jefferson i'm sooo sorry Rachel I didn't mean to do it I know you'll never forgive me but please

Rachel- Well shit I didn't expect that guess he does have feelings I guess Jeffershit Fucked with him more than I thought this kid needs help badly

Nathan- I know it means shit now but man I wish I could take it back

Rachel-Yea it Fucking doesn't mean shit you cunt but I guess I can forgive you a little bit

Rachel...Hmm I wanna help him but I also wanna fuck with him at the same time....Eh why not both

Rachel then plays around with him by projecting her corpse on his tv with the words "You did this to me...WHY

Nathan-Fuck Fuck FUCK did I just see that? Please tell me I didn't just see that

Rachel- Oh don't worry you did

Nathan- Alright keep cool Nathan you've got this just stop smoking and relax you'll be fine

Rachel- I do feel bad for him buttt i'm having sooo much fun atm to stop

Nathan- Man that was Fucking weird why did I see Rachel's dead body with the writing "You did this to me....WHY" I don't get it

Rachel- That's only the beginning you poor little rich kid shits gonna get a hella of a lot more worse

Nathan- Shit I need to sleep now before more shit gets outta wack

Rachel- Oh you ain't escaping me that easy you prick

Rachel then uses her dreamscape powers to enter Nathan's dreams and Fuck him up even more

Rachel-Hello Nathan long time no see

Nathan- WTF are you doing here you're dead right?

Rachel- Yeah that's right i am dead all because of you and Jeffershit i've already taken care of him sooo i'm here for you

Nathan- Please PLEASE I know I Fucked up i've regretted it ever since just please don't kill me

Rachel- Why shouldn't I kill you give me 1 good reason why I shouldn't

Nathan- I know you wanna kill me which is fair enough I know I Fucked up badly....But I was being used by everyone i've ever known my dad, Jefferson, And who knows who else I always thought I was the good guy but my life has been Fucked

Rachel stares at him blankly

Nathan- Fine fine whatever you can kill me if you want just get it over with already

Rachel- I'm not going to kill you alright Nathan you need help and I know you were used and I want to help you

Nathan- Wha eh wha you're not gonna kill me? You wanna help me?

Rachel- Yeah I ain't killing you i've got Jeffershit burning in hell that's enough satisfaction for me atm

Nathan- Damn hardcore bitch

Rachel- the Cunt deserved it

Nathan- Ain't that the truth

Nathan- So how are you gonna help me specifically

Rachel- You need to help me help you

Nathan- And how am I meant to do that

Rachel- Get yo ass into any kinda therapy you can find try to get yourself a job or anything to keep yo mind off everything Fucking with you atm trust me it helps

Nathan- Alright ALRIGHT I get it i'll go tomorrow to find something

Rachel- Also Fuck off your dad you don't need his negativity in your life whatsoever just hang around with people who make you happy and want the best for you alright

Nathan- Got it I hate his guts my sister is awesome I can talk to her

Rachel- See great start yeah your Sister is a great person to speak to about this shit

Nathan-Yeah she is I miss her soo much but she's in a forest halfway across the world how much help can she be from there

Rachel- It doesn't have to be face-to-face it can be a phonecall an email anything just talk about everything/anything and trust me she'll help

Nathan- Shit girl you're damn Fucking right about everything how could I ever kill you the fact you're giving me a chance to redeem myself is amazing I dont deserve it

Rachel- you're right you don't deserve it but you've got it so make it count get your life back in order and be successful

Nathan- I promise Rachel I shall do everything I can to succeed

Rachel- Good now my job is done here I may drop in from time to time but i'm out for now

Nathan- Thank you Rachel seriously Thank you

Rachel- Just don't Fuck it up catch ya man

Rachel then leaves Nathan's dreams and goes back to her station in Hell and let's Nathan sleep

Next morning

Rachel- Wake up already sheesh you lazy prick "sigh" time for some improvisation

Rachel then starts using her powers to wake him up making loud noises and playing with the light

Nathan- Alright I get the hint i'm up i'm up

Rachel- Finally sheesh been waiting hours you bloody snore loudly as well { Man i gotta stop talking to myself}

Nathan- So today is the day I get my shit in order and take my life back Fuck everyone who's used me i'm being my own man now

Rachel- FINALLY!!! He's being a man not a spoilt little rich kid

Nathan- I HEARD THAT!!!

Rachel- Oops left the mic on my bad

Nathan then has a shower and gets ready for the day getting everything ready to try and find a job or anything

Nathan- Okay time to get my resumais in order

Rachel- Damn this boy is being productive never thought i'd live to see the day.....Oh wait

Nathan- Alright time to see who's hiring please just anyone

Nathan then goes looking around town and finds around 2/3 places hiring people but only 1 took his fancy

Nathan- This place looks alright photography shop I seem about right with everything they need in a worker see how it goes

Rachel- Please accept him please please please

Nathan then goes in for the interview and it all goes well

Interviewer- Thank you for your time Mr Prescott i'll give you a call within a few days

Nathan why thank you sir i'll look forward to it goodbye

Interviewer- Goodbye sir

Rachel- God please let him get accepted....WOW i'm even talking about god meh Fuck that guy

2 Days pass and still no word meanwhile Nathan is trying out new Camera angles and different photography style

Rachel- Man he's reall bloody good this place would be idiotic not to hire him

Then the phone rings

Nathan- Hello sir

Boss- Hello Mr Prescott you came in for an interview a few days ago correct?

Nathan- Indeed I did sir

Boss- Well I have the results here and i'm pleased to inform you that you've been hired you start Monday

Rachel- HELL YESSSSS!!!!!!!!

Nathan oh shit for real? Thank you boss I can't wait to start

Boss- WOW never seen anyone that excited aha all good mate enjoy it

Nathan- I won't let you down boss

Boss- I don't expect you to have a good day see you Monday

Nathan- Catch ya boss

Nathan- HOLY FUCK!!!! I have a job thank you god THANK YOU RACHEL

Rachel- Well I am god so you're welcome Nathan

Monday arrives

Nathan- Holy shit i'm nervous as hell how am I gonna do this

Rachel- Just relax you got this

Nathan- Just breath man...alright let's DO THIS!!!1

Rachel- Damn enthusiasm never seen it on him before

Nathan then enters work gets shown around thevjoint and is ready to start the day

Nathan- I've got this

Rachel- you've got this

Nathan goes through the day without a hitch and his boss is very proud of him

Boss- You did a great job today Nathan i'm very proud of you

Nathan- Thank you boss i'm glad you think so i was pretty darn nervous about it

Boss- Haha That's normal man but you'll find it gets easier with time

Nathan- Indeed boss well i'll see ya tomorrow then?

Boss- You betcha mate catch ya \

Nathan- See ya boss

Rachel- Well that was an successful ass of a day great job Nathan proud of ya

Rachel that's 1 thing sorted now for the other 2

Later that night Rachel enters his dreams again

Rachel- Hello Nathan

Nathan- Shit hello Rachel

Rachel- How ya feeling after today

Nathan- Bloody relieved guess you were right it does take your mind off shit

Rachel- Indeed it does man but you've got a job you're happy with which is awesome BUT you still have the therapy and talking to your sister to go through yet

Nathan- I'll call a therapist tomorrow on my break and my sis on the weekend

Rachel- Sounds like a deal just make sure you do it

Nathan- I will don't worry

Rachel- I'll be watching...Anyway see ya Nathan

Nathan- Goodbye Rachel

The next day on his lunch break Nathan calls up a therapist

Therapist- Hello how are you

Nathan- Hello my name is Nathan Prescott i'd like to book an appointment to see you soon

Therapist- Sure thing is 4pm tomorrow sound good

Nathan- Yeah it sounds perfect thank you

Therapist- You're welcome see you tomorrow goodbye

Nathan- Goodbye

Nathan- Well that's bloody brilliant news I get help i've got a job man all I need to do now is reconnect with my sister and all will be great again

Rachel- Cough cough welcome cough cough agh bad cough....What I was coughing

After work the next day Nathan goes to see his therapist

Therapist- Hello Nathan how are you going today?

Nathan- i'm pretty good Doc things have been looking up lately

Therapist- That's great to hear so what's changed

Nathan- Well my enthusiasm for life has changed i've dropped the toxic people from my life shit i've even got a job now

Therapist- That's brilliant news Nathan

Nathan- Indeed it is i'm gonna try to re-connect with my Sister again this weekend

Therapist- That's a great idea..But how are you mentally are you still relapsing or anything?

Nathan- Ever since i've had this dream where a spirit came into it and told me to get my shit together if you wanna live i've been bloody perfect I haven't been taking any drugs or any thoughts about it been taking my meds every day

Therapist- Holy shit Nathan you're progress in a short time is amazing to see...But what ya mean spirit?

Nathan- I guess I can only explain it as my guardian angel came to my aid

Therapist- That sounds pretty much right mate but that's all we've got time for you've made AMAZING progress lately Nathan but keep it going don't wanna relapse or anything

Nathan- I will doc nothing will stop me now and see ya doc

Therapist- See ya Nathan

On the weekend Nathan decides to try contact his sister

Nathan- I've tried calling her but nothing why won't she answer

Rachel- Probably has no signal she's in a bloody rainforest after all

Nathan- I'll just email her see if she'll answer in time

Nathan then types out a huge ass email telling his sis about everything that's been going on lately

Nathan- well that'll do I hope she sees it soon

Rachel- She Fucking better answer or i'll Fuck with her next

Few hours later of waiting for an answer he's finally got one

Sister "Hey Nathan, It's great to hear how awesome you're going now after everything that's happened i'm thankful you still remembered about your sister that means a lot to me, So you've got a job at a photography store that's great news, And you've dropped dad from your life tbh that's the greatest thing you could've done he's one toxic motherfucker why ya think i'm in a forest away from him, Anyway I gotta go now but I love you little bro and i'm soooo happy to hear your life has turned around for the better keep it up bro love you"

Nathan swelled up with tears, Love everything

Rachel- Aww seeing him this emotional is awesome he really does love his sister

Nathan- That's the greatest thing i've ever read man I love my sister

Nathan- Soo got a job TICK, Been to therapy TICK and reconnected with my sister TICK man i've done everything Rachel said I should do

Rachel-Indeed you have man I guess my work here is done

Until.....

Dad- How dare you betray me son betray the Prescott name you've disappointed me and trying to drop me from your life? How dare you son I raised you better than that

Nathan's heart sank when he read that message he didn't expect any contact from his dad he stood in shock not knowing how to answer

Rachel- Well i'll be Fucked the prick decided to make a visit as I left to go to the shitter FFS always happens

Nathan not knowing how to answer just took a deep breath and went for it

Nathan- Dear you miserable old cunt..Yes I am indeed done with your bossy ways your my way or the highway attitude...You never really cared what I wanted it was always what was best for you and the "Prescott" name well it's just a Fucking NAME and means shit all if you're the one behind it controlling it...You didn't raise me at aall my life was hell with you nothing you ever did was in my best interest EVER!!!!! So to wrap it up i'm done with you I hope you die alone you miserable ol cunt this will be the last you hear of me...Goodbye

Rachel- DAAAMNNNNN SON...Tell it like it is

Nathan then proceeds to block his number and everything so he can never contact him again

Nathan- WOW that's over with thank Fuck my life is actually in order now all thanks to you Rachel

Rachel- FINALLY!!!! Haha This has been great to watch his life

Nathan then has a nap and for the last time Rachel enters his dreams

Rachel- Hello Nathan

Nathan- Hello Rachel

Rachel- Seems my work here is done you've got everything sorted for the time being you don't need me anymore

Nathan- I guess I don't huh well it's sad to see you go Rachel...You've really REALLY helped me these past weeks I can't believe it

Rachel- Well you did as you promised and got your shit together that's all I cared for tbh

Nathan- So this is goodbye huh...I'm gonna miss you ya know

Rachel- I may drop in now and then we'll see until then i've got other people to Fuck with or help out who knows

Nathan- Alright then good luck with everythingand goodbye

Rachel- You too Nathan just keep doing what you're doing and everything will go great trust me...Goodbye

Rachel- Fuck sake thank Fuck that's done I really need a nap after this time to go home

Satan- Oh you're finally back huh sheesh take your time

Rachel- Shut the Fuck up Satan not in the mood

Satan- sheesh fiesty today alright see ya talk later

Racehl- Yeah whatever you say pal

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