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Car Crash

The full story will come soon… But I got into a terrible accident yesterday and I am not up to par for story writing at the moment…. Needless to say, if someone was in the passenger side of the car, they would’ve been dead because of our stupid decisions. The driver of the other car (with 6 other people inside) was ok, no one had to go to the hospital (although I almost did… realizing my mistake and have to go with dad tomorrow or tuesday…) But yeah, full story will come with the pictures of my car and possibly a video.

The scariest part? Losing my hearing and having my ear ringing for eternity.

No cops were called, as I found out that one was just coming up the hill of the street we were on and saw us right away. Another car behind the other vehicle stopped and helped, he was an EMT along with the woman who accompanied him in the car. They were all very nice and I only lost it and started sobbing when I went back in the car to get some stuff out and saw the damage that had been done. Theres a space between me and the passenger seat ( a little walk through) and basically, the doors, windows and seat all blew in to the point where I couldnt get the glove box open, let alone reach it, and the passenger seat was right on top of me. (same with the back passenger seat) I sobbed a little harder when I realized that the sweater my BF gave me was covered in glass and I was unable to get it out at first, but determination gave me the strength to pry it out of the dead vans hands. And after just receiving a college care package from my best friends mother, almost none of it could be saved. My other bag was wedged between the driver and passenger seat, there was no hope for getting it. For those who know I bring my panda with me everywhere, I did not have him with me. If I did, he would’ve been covered in glass and I would’ve had to throw him out. He is with me now and very happy he wasn’t in the van as well.  

I was T-boned pretty hard, both cars were going about 55-60 miles per hour when the hit commenced. My little van was thrown 50-75 feet from where I was actually hit. I was air born but not for long. Had I not been wearing my seat belt I would’ve been ejected from the car. My only injuries were pieces of glass in my ass.

“Hello ma’m how are you today?”

“Rattled”

“Are you hurt anywhere? Anything feel painful-”

“I got glass in my butt.”

*Chuckle* “Well then, may I have a look for any stuck pieces?”

Soon… That’s how that conversation went.

The most horrifying thing was the knowing that I was about to get hit. I was ready for the impact and I knew when it was going to come cause I was looking at the god damn Honda Odessy. And you know the silence you hear in movies when a car is just about to be hit? It felt just like that. turned my head away the moment the glass blew in, braced for impact and closed my eyes for only a second. And in that second that my eyes were closed, my brain kinda went:

Brain: “Yeah you’re living through this you fuck-tard”

Me: “Welp, I guess I fucking am”

Gotta love my god damn mind.

When I opened my eyes again, the van was still moving, and the air bags had long been deployed. Glass sprayed my body and it felt like hot pieces of fire stinging my skin, but only cutting mu butt. 

Once I was out of the car, everything was just a blur. 

I remember sitting on the ground sobbing my eyes out alone waiting for my dad to pick me up. I was petrified to see him. I knew he would be so pissed at me and I was down right scared. 

But I will never forget the moment my friend rolled up the the scene and her face when she saw me.

Here I am still a sobbing mess and my friend is in the car with her dad. Her eyes are opened wider than the moon is big and I gave a little wave. They pulled over after going through he stop light and she ran out to me like her life depended on it. She kept saying that she was sorry and that she would stay with me till I didn’t need her anymore. (She basically stayed till my dad got there). But her conversation with her dad in the car went like this:

Dad: “Doesn’t one of your friends drive a white van?”

Friend: “Yeah, Piper does, why-” 

*Looks out the window*

*Sees me*

Friend: “Oh my god dad pull over”

More of my friends came after she had told the friend group what had happened. Made me happy and pissed me off in a way. Like all of you guys care about me only when I am in a life threatening situation. Thanks. But I am glad that they came to help calm me down.

It also took the tow guys over 25 minuets to try and get my van out of the ditch because my wheels had blown and turned in on themselves. It was funny trying to watch them.

Where does it go from here?

Well, no one has to go to court. No tickets were issued and I think it was because it was mainly both of our faults. Insurance is left to battle it our and we get to go to the junk yard to get the rest of our belongings before they take parts off the van, sell the parts, and then crush my 1998 Honda odessy. Oh yeas, she was old. Almost made it to 20 before I fucked everything up. 

I’m telling the entire internet now because I dont see my therapist till wednessday and I just need someone to know other than my father… and because other reasons… but you know. 

Today my body has been bruised beyond belief and my neck is swelled more than ever. Had my seatbelt been any higher, by intestines would be crushed and I may possibly be dead. The only person who got severely hurt was the husbands mother. Whom was not wearing a seat belt. Grrr.. But she is ok and well. We checked in on her. But pictures will be on their way when I can get them, of course not my bruises cause that's too personal. But the car will be like a new model for pictures.  

And I am sorry I just told the entire story without meaning to. I will probably base my personal story on a fanfic some how. Probably Mercy76… or Voltron….. quite possibly Miraculous Lady bug as well….

Ok I am done talking now.

Will be on the low down…. no new fanfics in the making…

Sincerely…

~Starpiper3

[starpiper3]

Weelllllllll.....

Again, now that I might have your attention...

My summer has official started and my graduation is this Saturday. It’s crazy to think about but I’m finally off to college in a couple of months! I’m very excited and now that I’ve made this too long, I probably lost your attention. 

Oh well. 

Anyways.

I have finally made up my mind on how I am going to end my Mercy76 series (after an endless amount of writers block). Yes, the chapter I am working on is the last and final one (singular tear drop). And it may happen to clench your hearts (no hint there what so ever). But no worries, I’m sure I’ll come up with another series for you guys (possibly an AU).

Just an update on my mental health (incase my plans for releasing the last chapter is restricted to weeks when I said it’ll be soon). I am really not in the best place right now and I am struggling to get through hours now. My therapist now requires me to see her once a week (changed from twice a week (my family really doesn't have the kind of money to see her every week but they’re giving a lot for me). It really hasn't been the best. Writing my other books and series (not related to OW and possibly my other fandom families *cough cough* Steven Universe *cough cough*) has definitely gotten my hopes up during the end of my school year. If anyone is willing or interested to check them out, contact me and I’ll give you the deets. Along with my other mental instabilities, I am hoping summer will gradually fix that as well.

Any whoooo.

Thanks for reading (if y'all even got this far)

Stay cool!

~Starpiper3

[starpiper3]

AHHHHHHHH

Ok now that I may possibly have your attention, (to all of my followers)

I am so terribly sorry that I have been MIA for what seems like months now. School has been stressful along with track and have little to no time to do anything when I get home. A result from all this stress is a lack of eating, lack of sleep, lack of literally everything. Like at this point I may as well just be breathing. Not even living just breathing. 

Anyways. I also wanted y'all to know that my inspiration for writing has gone straight down the drain. I’ve lost interest in the only hobby that has managed to keep me sane through out my years of living and it’s not good (coming from my therapist) Plus my cat chewed out my laptop charger so the only computer I’ve got now is the dinosaur in my dads computer room. 

I’ve also been having some mental troubles (no I will not randomly go psycho on someone or murder someone in their sleep, but a more personal mental trouble) My friends and family are doing the best they can to help me right now but nothing seems to be helping nor working. So if I do manage to get something out to you guys and it’s something really sick and twisted (Maybe Chapter 5: saving faith..?) at least you’ll know the status of my brain. 

Lastly, as I start to close in on to summer, I have college to deal with and everything about it is already all sorts of messed up. From the major they put me in to my dorm room and finances and everything else under the sun. (also my mother, whom will never leave me alone will most likely follow me to college because she refuses me to leave her life, even thought that’s what I want. If that doesn't describe my mother I dont know what does. )

So all these things have got me stressed out.

In other words...

If you want some thing from me anything at all, you're gonna have to message me though a social media page. aka, message me on tumblr.

No, I will not snap at you. No, I will not be rude to you (but if you do send me some thing inappropriate, I will be the spawn of satan). No, I will not turn down any requests or questions. But, the one thing I will do, is promise to get back to you as soon as possible :)

P.S. I’m so sorry this was such a long post I swear if I do another one it will not be this long. I promise. Ok? Ok.

Sincerely,

~Starpiper3

[starpiper3]

I’ve been MIA

So, to all of the like, maybe 3 or 4 people out there that actually read what I write, I know I’ve been MIA. The reason for that is because I’ve been so tongue tied with track and homework that I’ve had no time for Tumblr at all. I know, I am guilty of being behind in general because I was the deathly ill last week and had to take my first sick day ever in my high school career. I know, I’m not a skipper. I actually happen to like school (I already know that I’m crazy) 

Anyways. I’ve also been writing some of my personal novel stories (one of which I am co-writing with my boyfriend) so I’ve been on task with other things. I probably won't be able to post anything any time soon. (If so, I have my fingers crossed for this Friday, don’t get your hopes up) Seeing as this Sunday is my birthday and next weekend I have a college visit to RIT. (I’ve been accepted and that’s probably the college I am going to end up going to) The weekend after that I’m with my mother (KILL ME NOW) so I really don’t know when I will have the time to write any of my fanfics.

Also, when I do have some chapters to my other stories, and some people are interested, (I know it won't be a lot but for the small amount that do) I will keep an up date on where I post them. In the mean time, my wattpad has like, one of my good stories up (warning, grammar is horrendous). My tag for that is starpiper3. It most likely won't be there since I am getting out of touch with the way the website works. (If anyone knows of any other website, please don't hesitate to message me.)

Until I get more time on my hands, I hope all of you guys will understand. 

~Starpiper3