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katjadarkrider · 1 year
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Saint: a palomino Irish Cob mare (sold)
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starsalign-krp · 2 years
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the following shining stars have dulled . . .
kim hanbin ( soloist )
han dong ( dreamcatcher )
wen junhui ( seventeen )
sakura miyawaki ( le sserafim )
lee chaeryeong ( itzy )
— farewell & best wishes!
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esoteriamaya · 4 months
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ROMANTIC SYNASTRY PT. 3!
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Decided to make trines & sextiles the primary focus on this synastry list. Trines show us a deep bond between the lovers, the sextiles show a connection with the stars that aligns with the souls energy at this moment. Both are useful and great energies to have in a synastry chart. So look up you and your favorite crush, your lover, your boyfriend, girlfriend, hell, even your baby daddy, and enjoy !
Moon trine pluto in synastry gives a deep romantic bond that opens the couple up to intimacy that reaches deeper layers into the soul. No one else can see you (moon) the way the pluto person does. And no one can make you (pluto) open up the way the moon person can.
Sun trine Moon synastry is big butterfly energy. Healing, mind opening, and transformative. The love these two have for each other make for a remarkable relationship, and gives a nice dose of balance as well.
Sun sextile Mercury in synastry shows a talkative couple. A couple that can share their thoughts with each other and it makes them want each other more. It's beautiful when the sun can finally express its truest thoughts to mercury. And its fun for mercury to let go and share their world with the sun, while they hold their hand as they become their private journal.
Venus sextle Asc - Woah! These two really love each other. The venus person knows the ways of the asc person. And the asc person loves how the venus person shows they care. Theirs a unique bond here. And the love they share can open up a can of worms as jealousy can form around them (Some with this placement could have it in the 3rd house of communication/community/locals/neighbors/siblings etc. as well as the 11th house of groups and friendships). A bond thats willing to stand the test of time if they can handle their true feelings for one another.
Moon sextile Venus - When I think of this synastry, i think of two people hugging it out.. laying down watching a movie together, having a footsy fight lol. Its romantic, relaxing, cool, calm, collective and its also good with keeping the spark going. Lovely connection.
Mars Trine Pluto - Hot and heavy sex life. Yeah we gettin straight to it, cause thats exactly how it gets with these two lol. Romantic connection can go from twists to turns, from I love yous to I hate yous.. but it keeps the romance going.. its like roleplay. Not for the week. Even in the trine aspect, mars/pluto still plays tug of war with each other.
Jupiter Trine Mars - Like the last one, the sex can be a bit jumpy. Strong appetite to keep it going. Could last for hours here. The mars person keeps the jupiter afloat, and jupiter will be the confidence booster for the mars individual. Both need each others sex drive to be on ten, so this romance connection can keep the fire going if they need it.
Mars sextile Moon - This placement can be a baby maker (as all mars/moon aspects can do lol). The romance/sex life here can be too good to be true, it'll have you going back for seconds.. Can go at it like the rabbits do!
Sun sextile asc - Beautiful connection. You guys look good together. Nobody can hate on it. The sun person moves the light on the asc person, showing all the life and treasures hidden in that house. While the asc person's magic reflects on to the sun persons affection and care for them. Its a romance that these two can embrace and share for ages. Its a best friend connection for sure. So you're getting a 2 in 1.
The end !
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strawb3rrystar · 1 year
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Hii! 💞
If yous till write for tmnt stuff, then I was wondering (if you do you smut) with head canons of the rise turtles (seperate) , of their favorite s#x positions (older ofc!! Like at least ranging from 18-23 years old)
Or if not all turtles then either Raphael or Mikey 🤷‍♀️ but that's up to, whoever hour turtle may be. Write it 👍 Or doesn't specifically have to be Rottmnt. I'm fine with any generation!
Positions by Ari.
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Pairing: Bayverse! Leo, Raph, Donnie, Mikey x GN! Reader
Warnings: Sex positions, kinks n' stuff
Word count: 400
✰ Hi!! Sorry to (maybe) disappoint, but I don't write smut about the rise turtles. I do, however, write smut for the bayverse turtles. Much love!
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Leonardo
Butterfly - is when the bottom lies at the edge of the bed and the person with the top standing in front of them
♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡
Most hc's I see of Leo usually are pretty vanilla, but I don't want to do him dirty like that.
Leo definitely focuses on your pleasure over his.
He's more of the soft dom kind of turtle.
LOVES to praise you. You're his special little person after all!
I think Leo would like to see you in pretty lingerie
Just the idea that you would get dressed up all for him makes his heart skip a beat
I also think Leo would have a thing for bondage
Like he wants to see you all tied up for him. Ready to be fucked
Because trust me. You will be fucked.
The king of aftercare, though!
Will literally do anything for you ♡
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Raphael
Mating press - similar to the missionary position with the person's legs tucked up.
♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡
He has a breeding kink, and you can't convince me otherwise
Raph just loves to see your pretty hole stuffed full of his cum
He's 1000% a biter
Leaves hickeys all over your body
Especially on your neck and thighs
He loves to SQUEEZE
Squeeze your thighs, your hips, your wrists
Some sort of manhandling going on
Definitely into impact play, more specifically, spanking
Uses spanking as a punishment but also just randomly during the day
Like he'll just randomly slap your ass for no reason
So so at aftercare
His form of aftercare would be kissing all over your body until you both drift off
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Donatello
Cowgirl -  The person with the penis lying down with their legs straight while the person on top straddles them
♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡
Donnie gives me a dominant bottom type of vibe.
He's into roleplay
Like scientist x assistant or something like that
TOYS
He'll be making you toys that'll have you screaming
Mabye, have you tied down while he experiments on you
Into orgasm control
Like telling you when you can cum or counting you down
Donnie loves it when you ride him
He just sits back and admires you bouncing on his cock
I mean, you do such a good job taking him
How could he NOT admire you
Extremely good at aftercare
Sweet and tender little guy
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Michaelangelo
Doggy style -  In which the person penetrating stands or kneels behind their partner
♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡
Horny fucking 24/7
The KING of dirty talking
He's saying the nastiest shit to you
Another turtle that's into bondage
LIVES to see you tied up
Mans eats good
He'd be eating you out all day if he could
Pulls on your hair while you fuck
Not in a mean way
He's just showing you how much he loves fucking you
He won't cum inside
Instead, he'll cum on your back or your face
Kinda bad at aftercare lol
Like he has no idea what to do, so you might have to teach him
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(Thank you @judtcallmeanon for your request!) (Requests are open!)
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pinkestmenace · 5 months
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Edit: Expanded reference sheet
WOOOO! Done just in time! @kirbyoctournament
Name: Olympea, the Pummeling Peacekeeper
Gender: She-himbo, She/Her
Age: Never ask a woman her age! (She's an adult.)
Occupation: Warrior/Hero of Yore
Species: Puffball/Starborn/Star Child/whatever the Kirby species is called.
Uh-oh, due to a temporal anomaly the Hero of Yore Olympea suddenly finds herself transported alive and well from Ancient Halcandra to the Kirby OC tournament! She doesn't know what's going on, but she'll roll with the punches and treat it like a fun dream vacation of sorts. She does like meeting all sorts of new people and trying new foods, weapons and technology. She'll have so many stories to tell her friends when she returns! It's probably for the best if she doesn't learn what disaster befell the four heroes in the regular timeline, though...
Some ground rules, just in case:
I would love seeing people's OC's interact with her! Asking Olympea questions is okay, but this is not an ask blog/rp blog and I'm not looking for extended roleplay. I may not answer your question. If I see potential for an interesting interaction I may draw it, but I can't promise anything. (Keep in mind if I don't respond right away -> 1: I'm timid and get anxious easily. 2: I may not have figured out that part of her story/the history of Ancient Halcandra yet. 3: The answer would have contained a spoiler for my fics. 4: I'm very slow at drawing.)
I'm joining this tournament for fun, so thank you for understanding!
Propaganda and Answered Asks:
Arrival
Found cupcake!
Ask (Giant upcake): quanblovk
Ask (Kettlebell): graycoin
Ask (Pet rock): anonymous
Ask (Punching): anonymous
Bonus: Punch!
Ask (Green bean): maybeher0
Ask (Fic canonicity): anonymous
Propaganda/gift art for my competitor: zeros-witness and Rimuri
Ask (Unexpected cursed hands): morp
Off to the loser's bracket
'Tis pride month! Thou knowest what that meaneth.
Bonus: Rock Rider Olympea
Weatherproof outfits
Grillmeisters
Ask (The Gospel Of The Lamp™): the-chaos-axolotl
Bonus: So Moth It Be
Olympea's Space Gauntlet
Ask (Grip strength): cauli-flawa
Bonus: Wanya-fication
Bonus: Noddyfication
Ask game: Graycoin 💫🥘☀️🐛
Ask game: Anonymous ⚔️🧋⚙️
Ask game: Anonymous 🥀 (Asks about Soul forms so CW: discussion of body horror and death!)
Propaganda/gift art for my competitors: Inufaiya and Cauliarty
Bonus: Star Allies icon
Bonus: Keigo's P.E.T.R.O.C.K. interface
Bonus: Fake Dream Buffet Costume
Overview:
While she's not very big, intellectual or attuned to magic, she is unbeatably chipper and physically strong. She loves fighting and gleefully uses a variety of lovely accessories/weapons like a giant club, enchanted glaive, magitech gauntlets, etc. Her left glove allows her to access a dimensional storage. Teases hard, punches even harder. Actually quite feminine when off the clock. Loves magitech gadgets a lot. Doesn't think science or magic is better, because their society needs both. She's definitely not insecure about her height. She'd also never conjure a giant squeaky hammer to bop you over the head if you call her short.
Likes: Vegetables, Nectar, Trying new foods, The colour green, Flowers, Butterflies and moths, Pretty/cool/badass women, Her club, Brass knuckles, Tinkering, New gadgets, Teasing her friends, Seeing a certain winged magenta knight open up and feel genuine joy
Dislikes: Being mistaken for a child, Being called stupid, Stuck-up people, Seeing her friends being hurt, Strangers flicking her antennae, How much dust and scales her wings leave behind
Abilities: Able to fly. Very physically strong. Innately has access to Suplex and Hammer, but mainly uses her trusty club. Her boots and gauntlets let her emulate elements of Hi-jump, Laser and Mecha. (The boosted jump, laser finger guns and palm blasts, respectively.)
Weaknesses: Can't fly quickly. Stubby little arms limit her great strength with little reach. Distractable and a little naive. Can't resist eating strange and exotic snacks no matter the source. Seeing cute girls (she HAS to show off).
Fighting Style:
Her gauntlets are good for punching and the palms can release blasts of energy as well. They're mainly so she can hold large weapons well, since her actual hands aren't very big.
Her moth wings aren't very big either, so while she can normally fly and can still break her fall when she's armoured, she prefers to zip around close to the ground. It's often faster and easier to run and jump when she's fighting. Especially when she's wielding her heavy club. Her boots help her boost and maneuver quickly.
Don't make the mistake of thinking that because she prefers close range combat and isn't proficient with magic she can't attack at a distance. Her gauntlets possess finger laser guns and she can use her left glove (which she also wears under her gauntlet) to access her weapon hoard at all times. Who knows what else she keeps in there?
Even her civilian outfit isn't harmless. She still has access to her innate Suplex and Hammer abilities, after all. And those shoes have steel toes! Of course, the platform heels are just to keep her delicate wings from scraping across the ground when folded. No other reasons. (Like being taller.)
Design Thoughts:
Olympea is the first of the Heroes of Yore who came to me. I was thinking about how to describe the Heroes of Yore and knew I wanted at least one to be a woman. Suddenly her name resounded through my head! Then I just started associating. Olympea sounds like Olympics, so she must be strong. Pea calls to mind small, round and green, so what if she's (mostly) the same species as Galacta Knight? Peas are famous for research on genetics and alleles, so what if she was born, not formed like him? Maybe she doesn't have a lot of magical affinity. Then she needs weapons. Pea, peace, pea shooters, peas in a pod, peacemaker, pea-smacker. Let's give her a hammer, no, a club! She's strong, so what if she packs a punch? How about some gauntlets for punching? She can have a gun, wait, let's put the gun (pea shooter!) in her gauntlet's finger! She needs storage for her weapon hoard (girl needs to accessorise!) so what if her enchanted gauntlets let her access dimensional storage (peas in a pod)? Hmmm, does she have wings? There's a bug called a pea moth, so she has moth wings now. Her ponytail is twisted like a dried pea pod and not-so-coincidentally looks a bit like a cocoon when down and a boxing glove while up in a bun.
I maaay have gone completely overboard with the whole pea thing, but such is life. Although there is a bit of Hammer Lord in there as well. She doesn't hate magic, she just doesn't have a lot of affinity for it. She does enjoy tinkering and building weapons. This is how she ended up relying mostly on technology instead of magic.
She's not a knight and has no mask, because while many people depict all adult puffballs as masked knights (probably influenced by the Star Warriors from the K:RBAY anime) I personally don't think this has to be universal for their kind. How sad it would be if all they were destined for was fighting! ...And then I made her a warrior anyway. Oh well.
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ballcrusher74 · 8 months
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hello. are you. perhaps 👉👈 willing to talk about the inspector/faux. ive only seen cool arts and no context so im rather curious.
OK!!! I actually love rambling about my ocs so small questions like this make me day. I just get nervous LOL But! I will say, there's gonna probably be a bit I'm leaving out because it does involve my friends' characters and it's still an on-going thing atm (we tend to roleplay on lethal company as our guys. btw the oc group is called Cleanup Crew ! it explains the recent reblogs and new tags I've added on posts with this guy) AND this does also involve my own little interpretations of in-game mechanics and other things, but otherwise, I'll get the rest of him down!
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Inspector, also originally known by the name of Terrance Conroy (or Terry), was a typical scavenger working under 'The Company' after a couple rough times on his home planet. (This information isn't necessarily set in stone, but the idea of him being a washed-up rock star before quitting his passion to get a job that pays his rent has been bouncing around in my brain.) He used to be a normal guy, trying to find a little hope in his desperate situation, and was a social butterfly. He tend to bounce from crew to crew, sometimes staying in some for only a couple days, and some for months. He was a very careful man, and looked out for his fellow crew members.
And then, one day, his first death on the job happens.
But instead of being greeted by a bright white light at the end of a tunnel, or complete pitch darkness, he appears on the ship again- completely physically fine.
This.. confuses him at first, yet he continues on.
And then he dies again. And again, and again. Over and over, the more deaths he's endured, the more he comes to a morbid realization that he can't truly die, nor can those around him. He tries to keep this truth hidden away from the others, as they seem to not have mentioned it at all before. He remembers everything. Every time he was ripped to shreds by an eyeless dog, every time he blew up into pieces from a landmine, every time he was shot multiple times, every time he was left behind or ejected as part of the disciplinary process- He felt it all and remembered it all. This goes on for the course of years (around 8-10 roughly) and over that course of time, he begins to grow very careless. What's the point of saving someone if they'll just come back? What's the use of tears when you're only a couple dollars off quota with a shovel in hand?
What's the point of it all? And with that carelessness comes selfishness into the picture. With how long he's been stuck in the cycle, he has become a very manipulative person, putting up a playful and nice persona on the outside- almost sickeningly sweet- in order to help other's do his bidding. He believes that if he were to cause so much chaos, disorder, and disruption within a crew, to where it's like animals mauling each other apart, he'd be able to break free from it himself. He doesn't care anymore about leaving others behind. He's desperate at this point to find a way out. Faux, who is an alter ego / disguise for Inspector, ties more into the on-going events right now, but I can give a basic rundown on his personality. He's a klutzy and quiet man, typically only talking to others when it's just him and them, and nobody else around, playing himself off as a selective mute. Since this is just Inspector in a jazzy little jester outfit, he still possesses all the traits of that man, just hidden away as to not blow his cover. He's still tugging on the strings in some way, people just don't realize. Sure, he's off putting and just a tad bit strange, but how can a goofy man like that be terrifying?
WOOOW ok that's a lot more typing than expected, but here's also a couple fun facts about the guy !
He stands at 6 feet and 1 inch, and is a very lanky guy compared to others, but this wasn't always the case. He used to just stand at 5 feet and 6 inches, and had more normal human proportions. With how many times he has died and how long it's been of the cycle, it has fucked up his appearance a LOT. Other things include : his 'skin' being grey, his voice constantly sounding like it's coming from a walkie talkie, no visible neck, his face becoming the helmet itself (it still bleeds, but there's nothing in there), and inhumanly flexible.
The only thing left of him that represents his last strand of humanity, is a singular, dim eye behind the tape on his visor.
He is very much not a rational man anymore. He is quick to jump to things, and won't hesitant with his actions.
When waiting to return from death, he is able to manifest in someone's head as a disembodied voice, and will typically mock them, or try and manipulate them further. In this state, he can see everything through the eyes of the person he's haunting. ^ Fun fact about this! This was originally based off a stupid bit where my friend was streaming LC to me with other buddies on the game and I kept telling them to step on landmines and then kill someone for a promotion, and then Inspector was born!
and UH I think that's about it I have for the guy atm! If the rest of the cleanup crew gets dropped than I'll update this accordingly perhaps. As of right now, enjoy my oc slop 👍
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ozfi · 7 months
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A Princess Among Us: Arthur Granvelle is a Trans Girl
First, canon:
The established world of Vollmond is split between humans and wizards. Literally, in more extensive analysis, this is clearly a divide between goyim (mostly Xtians) and Jews, but in this specific case it is used to evoke something else.
The king and queen Granvelle are two humans, but Arthur was born a wizard. This was hidden by the two as well as it could be, but the moment it got out rumors ricocheted around about the queen cheating on the king to birth a wizard (a nonhuman). The queen could not tolerate her child being magical or the rumors about this, and chose to abandon Arthur in the northern wilderness to die. Later, in Arthur's location story, the queen is seen deliriously loving and protecting a small bird as her 'human' son in place of Arthur.
I tend to write/visualize Arthur and the overall setting as though transphobia does not textually exist - I prefer the use of allegory here, personally, along with other canonical hints that transphobia itself just doesn't exist in Vollmond (see this very good post about deltarune that i think about often) - but in this case it is quite literally that the queen wanted a human son, in which case 'human' and 'son' mean the same thing.
This is strengthened by Arthur feeling like she gets to be her "real self" with Oz/oji3 +in the North, where she gets to be a wizard and use magic and act without restraint around people who love and accept her as the little girl Arthur, and not as the failed nonhuman prince of Central.
And then, of course, this is all stripped away from her at the onset of puberty, LITERALLY on the day of her 13th birthday. She is stolen from this sanctuary and taken back to Central to stand straight and tall as prince and boy for a mother that will not even look at her (where her being a wizard is an open secret - where everyone knows that she's a freak and different.)
Something essential to note is that Arthur is the type of person who does not discuss her own suffering in a personal sense, that she is the type of person to ignore her own pain and instead focus on how things must have hurt others. She has only ever brought up how the pre-abandonment period must have hurt her mother, but not how Arthur herself felt or was treated during it. She goes out of her way to not mention the fact she was abandoned. She doesn't even like talking about how much pain she was in being taken from Oz, the person she actually considers to be her guardian, though it is more likely to come up because the feeling is much more raw. We can only assume based on how she is treated now, 17 and with her otherness an open secret, though it's also been mentioned that certain things have gotten a bit less painful over the 4 years she's been back... to put it lightly, even before being left for dead it wasn't great for her in the castle.
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She does not like being a prince, except for the political opportunities it gives her to help others, namely other wizards (people like her). Look at this 4koma. She does not feel like she belongs. She pushes herself to be like her father because she's the 'prince' - but also, let's face it, her mother isn't the best role model (but Arthur still wants her love and acceptance [whole event]). She goes out of her way avoid being angry [ch4] because she's a wizard and people will be scared of her, and perhaps also attribute that anger to other wizards.
And then there's the amount of times she disguises herself as her 'Artie' persona, or transforms into anyone else at all, excited and overly willing to be anyone but the Central prince. (1, 2 [though she feels awkward and disparages herself for not being able to 'roleplay' well], 3, 4, 5: [Arthur Bday 2023 Q&A TLed by oshaberiduo on twt], 6, etc)
She's also been associated with butterflies, a sign of transformation and rebirth, a fair amount of times, and shooting stars, something similarly transient and beautiful (2) just as much. She wants to be a flower yet to be discovered or named.
She wants to be herself without expectations. She wants to be loved for who she is and as she is.
Of course, canonically it's good on some level that she was taken from Oz, as she cannot tie her happiness to him the way she does and continue to have a healthy relationship. She's dependent on him labeling their relationship (one everyone knows to be family), she's terrified of him not loving her (because they're the one who saved her when she was abandoned), and she's willing to die if it lets her continue to be loved/repays her 'debt' (because she thinks Oz is still """mad""" at her for """"leaving""””).
That said, I do think Arthur will remain in a political role in Central, but not as prince. She will be the wizard princess of Central, putting together both families she loves and getting to live as her true self with no pretense while helping the citizens she loves and working to make people like her safer. She will be the master of both worlds and live a much healthier life because of this, confident in taking the necessary steps to get to that point because she will always have people by her side.
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Second, sources:
Every Mahoyaku character has a main source that's reflected in their names, influences their stories, and thus ripples onto the people surrounding them. Figaro is from the Barber of Seville. Oz is from the Wizard of Oz. Arthur is King Arthur. etc etc.
King Arthur’s story has a lot going on in it, as mythology often does, but the gist is that Uther Pendragon (the former king) seduces his enemy's wife with the help of the wizard Merlin, who in return for his services only requests that he be able to raise Arthur for a while. Arthur only finds out he's the king through a lot of winding circumstances; You know them. Read Arthuriana yourself - there's a lot. The point is that Arthur is the True King from a so-called 'disreputable union' raised by a magician.
But they also have secondary sources, sources the characters were not named after but heavily influenced their stories and personalities. Figaro’s is the Little Mermaid (see everything about her but especially June bride 2021 cardsto). Chloe’s is Cinderella (LOOK AT HIM). Shino’s is Robin Hood (Sherwood. Everything else). etc etc. And Arthur? Arthur is Ozma of Oz.
Ozma's story goes like this: the princess of the city of Oz, Ozma, is stolen by Ozpinhead (the titular Wizard of Oz) and given to the northern witch Mombi. Ozma's identity is hidden by transforming her into a boy who goes by Tip. Ozma lives her childhood as the boy Tip, not knowing her true identity, and going through many hardships under the tutelage of the unkind witch Mombi. Though, importantly, there he learns about magic, and uses it to both escape Mombi and go on a great adventure where he makes a lot of friends who love him dearly and has a lot of fun. Through various circumstances, the truth of Ozma's existence comes to light - she is a Girl, a Princess, and the true successor of the throne of Oz. Tip is frightened by this, but only because he doesn't want to change. He fears that if he changes, the people he loves will stop loving him. It's only through the encouragement of his friends and loved ones and the reassurance that they'll love her no matter what that she gains the courage to go through the process of becoming her real self again. She is still herself, just different!
………….
It's hard to explain just how point for point this is to people who haven’t personally read either or both stories. Either the plot point is exactly opposite, or exactly correct, to the point where it’s clear that the story goes beyond simple inspiration for Arthur's own.
Instead of being a princess kidnapped by Ozpinhead (the Wizard of Oz) and given to the northern witch Mombi, Arthur was abandoned by the royal family and taken in by the Northern wizard Oz (...the Wizard of Oz), though it’s clear the general view of the events has twisted itself into Oz themself kidnapping Arthur. This is not something Oz contests for various reasons, most of which consist of the fact that Oz was a cruel wizard before meeting her, and very much doesnt want her to idolize them (because if she ever finds out…). Arthur made Oz softer than even Oz's own friends could comprehend even with thousands of years of experience with him. But, again, Arthur was taken back to the royal castle of Central, away from Oz and oji3 (away from the place where she was accepted and could express herself fully), where she’s forced to posture as a Prince and Boy (though her secret is not much a secret here).
Arthur's biggest fear is of changing. That she’ll grow to be someone Oz doesn't recognize, that politics will change her, that Oz will stop loving her, that she’ll be left behind by the people she loves. The only thing that assuages that fear is Oz telling her that they love her, have always loved her, and no matter what, they just want her to be safe and happy and love the world she's in. That they haven’t abandoned her, and never will. Never could. And having the support system of not only Oz and oji3, then her friendships with the Central wizards, and then indeed the entire manor having her back in their own ways and giving her a space to openly, shamelessly partake in a part of herself she's still struggling to be able to fully express on her own terms.
Knowing she has a way forward to her true self that won't leave her closed off from the ones she loves and allows her to help them in ways only she can - that’s Princess Ozma!
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tl;dr: There's a lot that goes into this: her simultaneous pride and fear of her 'other'ness; her day-to-day performances of her role for her mother (and the other Central officials) which still cant help but burst at the seams with her difference and is only alleviated (briefly) by returning to the place where others are like her (while knowing it's not her 'real home'); her abnormality being an open secret weaponized against her in vulnerable moments and especially for the sake of politics; her bone-crushing fear of being left behind by the ones she loves if she is totally, wholly honest with them about her desires and what she wishes to be (and where). Being literally based on an iconic transfeminine princess certainly doesn’t lend the reading any less credibility.
Basically, this is my little girl.
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secondsonaym · 8 months
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I'm so bad at crossposting but also because of my hand and devoting a lot of my art time to adopts, I don't have a lot of... Blog-relevant stuff to share atm???? 🙃 sorry
So instead let me show you some misc stuff I've done that is mainly relevant to silly little non-canon-to-the-blog roleplays i've been doing with friends.
Madame and Vesh are basically my current idea for Helob's parents, just smth I've been thinking on. Basically Madame is a giant spider that does her own thing and is kind of a formidable figure that has an almost cryptid-like status. Vesh just kinda follows her around cause he's weird.
Then the rest are just. Various ship babies because I have an addiction. (There's technically more than what is shown but. Listen. You don't need to see all that). Full ramble on all those guys beneath the cut.
First is some misc kitties between Star and Narinder, specifically Cat!Star. They weren't really given names or anything, and were more one-off design considerations so idk if they're ever gonna exist past this but they're neat designs.
Then there's a silly caterpillar between Butterfly!Star and Helob, named Psyche. They have a sister name Arachne who is half-lamb half-spider and she's so sweet.
Two more Narilamb babs, Ophelia and Melpomene, and this time they're between Star and a friend's version of Narinder where he was never sealed away and is still a bishop. We call him Ben :)
Fleur is between Star and a friend's lamb OC--Joan! Joan's popped up via stuff I've reblogged once or twice I think
And finally, some fellas that are from Fox!Star and a friend's version of the Fox, aka Skoll. These three are problem children.
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@aranaboricua
Pokemon
Fascination
Shy
@argentarrogance
Fathers Day
Pat head
@bennetduparis
wounds
@biitchcakes
something to say
@bothsidesofaquestion
Here
Words
@defectivexfragmented
Castle Conspiracy -- Continuation
Avengers Tower
Judge Jury Executioner
@defyxoblivion
Scars
Giving up
Plans
Do right
Evil Empress Inquiries
@down-home-charm
Art of Savage Lands
Unhinged
Dreamverse
Kiss to not say out loud
Lap
On my knees
Kiss me again
@dusktrip-archive1
Modesty
Owe Me
@echoylir
Wow
no giant mutant killing robots
@edgymuses
Children afraid of the dark
@emmatriarchy
Bullying Remy (Gambit)
Hope (Hope)
Alone (Bishop)
Handle Alone (Emma)
Talk (Polaris)
Unexpected (Rogue)
Returning Death (Rogue)
Terra X (Lorna)
What have you done? (Emma)
Do not bleed on the carpet. (Rahne)
@enrogued
Rain
Shepherd
Stars
Empty Heart
@esinisex
Help
With everything I was
Damn this town
@extraordinarygrrls
Crime Mystery
@feralweapon
Big Mistake
Dead Fool
@fifthimpact
Turning monster
@fvzzyelf
Heresy
@gutrage
Truth
@hellsputina
Swords
@heroesoath
Intimidating as a butterfly
@hexsreality
Can you read me a story?
Here is a plea from my heart to you.
Flower
Am I a monster or a person?
I accept your apology
Nightmares and heavy bones - Continuation
Do you want a Hug? - Continuation
The darkness does not bargain
What are you doing in the middle of the night?
Taking you out for your birthday
Tweet
See What Lies Beyond - Chthon
Compassion is the Downfall
The Living Battery
They want to take you down
Lift up
Take me through darkness
Not this time
@hubrisdescent
When I was a boy
@inmutant
What if it is pointless?
Call me Grandfather
Birthday
@iobartach
Easy
Easy Continuation
Beg
All the answers I wanna know
Walk a different path
Love Family
Friend or Foe
@iwasagod
Riddled Alliance
Human Condition
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plantamagicae · 6 months
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NAME / ALIAS: cake! AGE / AGE GROUP: 25+ PRONOUNS: she/her TIMEZONE: pst WHERE ARE YOU FROM?: pnw 🌱 CHARACTERS IN THE GROUP:
willow park (the owl house)
A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:
hi everyone, im cake! when im not here, im drawing or playing with my dogs! i've been in the roleplay community for .... 10-12 years? idk i don't know math. i used to roleplay star butterfly when i was back in isola and recently i had been missing the community! i'm currently in school to become a radiology technologist and only have one quarter left! YIPPEEEEEE!! but other than that, im kinda boring and just like to hang out with friends sxchvbnmc im starting to get back in to xiv, my character's name is ta'ali rhowa, so add me! im a dumb cat girl go figure. also, please be my friend -- follow me on twitter!
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phanfictioncatalogue · 11 months
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Kissing (Fluff Only/No Smut) Masterlist
24:00 (ao3) - Cyane
Summary: Phil makes a split-second decision to kiss Dan at midnight. He doesn't realize that Dan is livestreaming on his phone with half a million fans.
after the rain (ao3) - jestbee
Summary: they meet at pride
because you and i shine - philcreateddan
Summary: Dan is fond and in love and it’s embarrassing to look at.
Can I Borrow A Kiss? (I Promise I'll Give it Back) (ao3) - tjmcharg
Summary: Lots and lots of different kisses.
finding you (ao3) - spaceandvinyls
Summary: dan is tired of being pushed around and called a whore. he meets phil at a party, expected to get used again, but instead finds himself falling in love with him.
Frottica (ao3) - Spring_Haze
Summary: Dan finally acts on his feelings toward the sexy barista at Lester's Coffee Shop. Phil is relieved by the man's boldness, and an exciting new relationship begins.
Homoerotic Vampire Make-Out Session (ao3) - husbants
Summary: It’s October 2015 and Phil wants to indulge Dan in a little festive vampire roleplay. Dan seemed to like writing “The Urge,” after all.
I can't help falling in love with you (again) (ao3) - Findus26
Summary: "Do you ever miss that feeling of being newly in love? Like, those first date jitters? Butterflies, if you will?"
It's 2020, the world is falling apart and Dan can't help thinking back to October 2009 when everything was new and exciting. Phil finds a way to recreate the feeling
i'm bad at cooking (but not at loving you) (ao3) - orphan_account
Summary: 3 times Phil tries to make Dan breakfast, + 1 time it actually works
Interrupted By Fireworks, Literally (ao3) - ticklishpickle
Summary: Dan has a wake up call when he realises 2018 is fast approaching, meaning he’s spent nearly a decade pining over the one and only Phil Lester. Not wanting to waste any more time, he devises a plan. This year, he’s going to kiss Phil at midnight. If he doesn’t kiss back, he’ll write it off as a drunk, meaningless mistake and try his best to move on. But if he does… oh, how Dan wants to know.
It's home (ao3) - Tarredion
Summary: A day in the life of Dan and his smitten ice-cream vendor boyfriend Phil, living on the coast of Connemara, Ireland
Kisses Through The Years (ao3) - undertalednp
Summary: Phil wanted this forever.
And so, forever is what he got.
kiss me here, there (ao3) - watergator
Summary: with dan dressed in his new sequin jacket and his gold hoop earrings, phil wishes he could reach over and kiss him in the middle of the party; but he cant.
sometimes this has a hot, sweet taste (ao3) - georgiabread
Summary: Then, the inevitable declaration, murmured into the skin just below his ear: “I really, really love you, Phil. Like, so much.” Phil shuffles back and takes two dimpled cheeks in his palms and kisses him, drunk and sloppy and smitten. “Love you too, you nong.”
the first i love you (ao3) - waveydnp
Summary: "on the snowiest day ever, when we were walking through the abandoned hospital, and you had your hat on, and you lay down in the snow, and looked at the stars, and i lay next to you, and kissed you, and wrote “i love dan” in the snow"
the taste of your cherry chapstick - huphilpuffs
Summary: Punk!Phil has a crush, so when Pastel!Dan is manning a kissing booth for a school event, he finds himself showing up with a pound in his pocket.
Too Hot - jilliancares
Summary: Dan gets dragged to a party he doesn’t want to go to and then dragged into playing a game he doesn’t want to play. He can only hope that he won’t end up having to kiss Phil Lester, who he hates more than slow internet.
Uh, No Homo Bro? (ao3) - enthuzimuzzy
Summary: Phil helps a drunk Dan up the twenty seven steps to their apartment on his birthday, forgetting what's behind the door. And that Dan really can't hold his alcohol.
Welcome home! (never leave that long again) (ao3) - natigail
Summary: Dan comes home from tour and stumbles right into Phil’s arms. He is more touch starved than he’d realised.
who you are and who you've been (ao3) - kay_okay
Summary: The last day of summer seems like the perfect time to break into a public pool and make life-altering decisions in the middle of the night.
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katjadarkrider · 1 year
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tarobii · 1 year
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I'm like only a bit sure nobody has sent this to you yet if someone has feel free to ignore this but here you go
1. who's your favorite oc?
2. who was your first oc?
3. how many ocs do you have?
4. have you kept all of your
ocs since the beginning?
5. are any of your ocs based
off of a show/book you like?
if so, who?
6. what is the species of the
majority of your ocs?
7. are any of your ocs an
original species? if so,
what's the species and who?
8. if you can, draw (oc name)!
9. write a few sentences as
(oc name)!
10. are any of your ocs part
of a story? if so, what is it
about and who's in it?
11. do you have any twin ocs?
12. are any of your ocs
siblings?
13. what is the gender of the
majority of your ocs?
14. make up a new oc right now
based on (concept/show/color/
etc.)!
15. would you ever give up any
of your ocs?
16. who is your oldest oc
(age-wise)?
17. have you ever roleplayed
as your ocs?
18. how many of your ocs were
adopted from someone else?
19. who is your least favorite
oc?
20. which oc do you think has
changed the most since you
made them?
21. who is your newest oc?
22. have you ever cosplayed
your own ocs? if so, who?
23. which oc do you think has
affected you the most as youve
grown with them?
24. have you gotten cosplayers
of your ocs? if so, of whom?
25. do you have any ocs that
you havent drawn/written as/
talked about in a long time?
if so, who?
OH MY STARS THANK YOU WAHAHAHA
OMG OK
ok. ok.o k
it's brainrot time :)
I've answered like 3 of these already so I'll just be copy-pasting the answers for those ones ^^
answers under the cut bc this is gonna be looooong hehe ☆*: .。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆
1. who’s your favorite oc?
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Haruto: "Well obviously it's me. They haven't stopped thinking about me for like a month now~"
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Raiden: "No, it's clearly me. Despite all the changes, I'm their longest lasting OC in terms of interest."
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Haru and Den: *arguing* Olivier: "...?"
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Olivier: "...What are they doing??"
Olivier's my favorite :)
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2. who was your first oc?
uhhhh I think it was either Moonlight or Jasmine(??? I think that was her name)
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3. how many ocs do you have?
182 and counting!
edit: more if you count the Undersociation cast, as well as the aus (yes, I've made aus of my ocs lol)
4. have you kept all of your ocs since the beginning?
[copied fr prev ask]
yep :)
every. single. one.
(I dont,,, use them anymore,,, but like they're still here lol)
addition from present me: there's actually a small group of ocs I had in elementary school that I had to let go bc I've pretty much completely forgotten about them, so I can't bring them back 😔
5. are any of your ocs based off of a show/book you like? if so, who?
[copied fr prev ask]
yep! Alice in Wonderland! I have ocs for the queen, the white rabbit, mad hatter, blue caterpillar, cheshire cat, and some in the same universe that aren't directly based on Alice in Wonderland characters.
I've only actually drawn two of them but here!
Haruto (Blue Caterpillar) and Chess (Cheshire Cat)
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there's a bit more lore to it than them just. being the same characters from the story (bc,,, they're not,,,,,) (they're the descendants of the og cast) but yk lol
6. what is the species of the majority of your ocs?
Human, according to my spreadsheet. 57/182 are human. The rest are various other species lol.
7. are any of your ocs an original species? if so, what’s the species and who?
yes! a lot of them are original species just because,,, idk what species they are lmao,,,, for example: butterfly thing, fog thing, ghost??? monster????? thing??????
but do have a few original species ocs that I actually know what they are lol
these ones are the aureses ocudau! (these specific ones are named Tie and Zip!)
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8. if you can, draw (oc name)!
random number generator go!
Florian!
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he has my favorite name tbh ~Florian~ so fun
9. write a few sentences as (oc name)!
random number generator go! again!
Vesper! how thematic! Vesper is Florian's best friend, ehe
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(I,,, am not a writer,,, oh no,,, here we go,,,,)
"Florian, are you kidding me?" "Ehehe, oops?" Vesper grabs Florian by the shoulders. "Florian. Florian. F L O R I A N. Did you seriously fall into a fountain chasing a cat???" "Haha. Perhaps..." Vesper gives Florian the Look™️. Florian flounders a little. "Listen..." "I'm listening." "In my defense... it was reaaaally cute." Vesper deadpans. "Seriously?"
10. are any of your ocs part of a story? if so, what is it about and who’s in it?
[copied from prev ask]
yesn't
they're all in one connected multiverse, and I like thinking of silly little scenarios, so technically they're all in a slice of life
with one exception!!
Undersocation!
which is a work in progress but the basic plot synopsis is that it starts as a slice of life and shenanigans with the association employees
but then the Catalyst happens and what's basically the apocalypse happens
our main characters are Sans (Spade) and Kyrian, and their main goal is to find their respective brothers, Papyrus (Clover) and Evelin
they don't know if Pap and Eve are okay or even alive, because they were out of town on a mission--but they were due to come back on the day the catalyst happened, so their status is unconfirmed
11. do you have any twin ocs?
yep! two pairs (that I remember lol) Moonlight and Midnight, and Yuuto and Yuki! (don't. question my naming conventions lmao. the first two are from when I was in elementary school and the second two have the Yu- "prefix" so to speak running through the whole family lol)
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12. are any of your ocs siblings?
yes! many of them here are a few ^^ in a (slightly outdated) chart
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these two (Keiran and Evelin) specifically have a new younger brother (Kyrian):
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13. what is the gender of the majority of your ocs?
male, probably
14. make up a new oc right now based on (concept/show/color/etc.)!
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her name is sabie :)
15. would you ever give up any of your ocs?
unless I specifically made them for that purpose (ex. adoptable, a gift) no <3
16. who is your oldest oc (age-wise)?
my oldest named oc is Haruto at a whopping 737 years old
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but my actual oldest oc is his dad lol
17. have you ever roleplayed as your ocs?
yeah, kind of. I semi-roleplay as Olivier in a minecraft server I'm in
18. how many of your ocs were adopted from someone else?
none that I remember
19. who is your least favorite oc?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I like all of them tho :(
20. which oc do you think has changed the most since you made them?
Raiden, hands down.
My guy got a complete design and backstory overhaul
before and after
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(fuckin hell that lighting is trash lmao)
21. who is your newest oc? optional- doodle them to show!
sabie is lol
but besides her, them!
Siren!
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they're Felix's older sibling (❁´◡`❁)
22. have you ever cosplayed your own ocs? if so, who?
yep! Nikolai (I only have videos of this cosplay lol, hence the blurry screenshot)
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23. which oc do you think has affected you the most as youve grown with them?
[copied fr prev ask]
THIS FUCKING TWINK
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his name is Raiden and he's my oldest oc that I still actually use and I am so very attached to him he's my bbg through and through
he's also the oc with one of the most batshit insane backstories lol (hint: all of those funeral pictures in the second one are *all* him)
24. have you gotten cosplayers of your ocs? if so, of whom?
nah, just me
25. do you have any ocs that you havent drawn/written as/talked about in a long time? if so, who?
[copied from prev ask]
yeah, almost everyone on my old deviantart
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envythemouse · 2 months
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All-time Will/Hannibal recs (Part 3)
Satyr by sourweather
Summary: Will's anxiety suddenly spikes during sex and Hannibal takes care of him.
Envy’s notes: Another subdrop fic written from Will’s point of view.
Our Place in Time by inameitlater
Envy’s notes: A 217k series with both Will and Hannibal time hopping separately. It’s definitely worth reading at least once.
Atavism by RubyBakeneko
Summary: Will and Hannibal have prolific amounts of sex, but Will refuses to accept tenderness or affection. When Hannibal objects, Will thinks it’s with the aim of controlling him and fostering further dependency. He roleplays as his former self to try and prove his point, steadfastly ignoring his own underlying feelings and motivations. The results are predictably messy.
Envy’s notes: Will doesn’t believe he’s worthy of love after his becoming, Hannibal disagrees.
One Devotes Oneself Wholeheartedly by berlynn_wohl
Summary: “Is this one of those collusions between a corporation and the medical community? Are you being paid by the Sex Council to endorse their product?”
(Hannibal just wants to show Will a good time. Will is a sassy little muffin about it, but ends up crying anyway.)
Envy’s notes: Will prefers toys over sex, Hannibal changes his mind.
Butterfly by multifandom_fanfic_writer
Summary: A butterfly flaps its wings. Will Graham does not survive his stay at the Baltimore State Hospital for the Criminally Insane.
Hannibal Lecter… does not handle this well.
Envy’s notes: Will kills himself in prison. Hannibal confesses his love too late and then lashes out.
Nothing For It... by Phenobarbital
Summary: ‘I started pretending to dirty talk to you an hour ago and it stopped being pretending 58 minutes ago.’
Envy’s notes: Will wants to piss off some homophobic people by pretending like he’s having sex with Hannibal in their motel room. At some point, it becomes more than just pretending.
On the Lam by Shotgun_sinner
Summary: While on the lam in Cuba, Will reads every article he can find on himself and Hannibal.
After Freddie Lounds writes a puff piece on them, Will starts finding erotic fiction written about he and Hannibal that makes him question everything he's ever known about himself.
Like some of the tags say, he's discovering he might be Hannisexual after all.
Envy’s notes: Will finds out about Hannigram fanfiction and becomes a porn addict. Meanwhile Hannibal thinks Will is cheating, until he uses Will’s computer. Very humorous fic.
An Affair To Remember by chronicopheliac
Summary: Will has been sneaking out at odd hours of the night for some time. Hannibal finally decides to find out why.
Envy’s notes: Very much Dark!Will, you will not believe what he’s done behind Hannibal’s back.
Ready, Set, Action! By IWillBeYourPet
Summary: Hannibal is a well-known and popular porn star, and is instantly smitten with his new scene partner, Will.
Will seems reluctant, clearly pushed into this by his boyfriend Mason, but there are sparks between them instantly. Will is sweet and submissive and desperately in need for someone to save him. And Hannibal is more than game.
Gideon would just like them to make the movie.
Envy’s notes: Porn star!AU but I promise it has plot!
Hypnotized by Rolycraven
Summary: Hannibal wants to help Will destroy the forts in his mind that no longer serve him and build a mind palace of his own. When he hypnotizes Will, rather than revisit the past, Will sees visions of the future which lead to deadly consequences.
Envy’s notes: This is a Hannigram fic where Will has visions of the past and future through hypnosis. I know this is a Will/Hannibal rec list but damn, do I ship Francis and Will in this. The guy worships him.
“And you…” Dolarhyde looked at Hannibal, “You should hear the way he speaks of you. He has chosen you.” Tears stung in Dolarhyde’s eyes. Hatred burned within. “I cannot wait to bite you. Had I met him first, he and I would have been unstoppable. I never would have hurt him the way you have. I would have worshipped him. You will never deserve his love.”
Lastly I want to recommend you guys to read these two reaction fics by the same author, if you haven’t already. They’re pretty popular fics.
When the teacup shatters and Scattering of Memory by SolusMormont
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arkham47 · 9 months
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Hello Hello! Im a literate roleplayer in the GMT timezone currently looking for a roleplay in the following fandoms! The characters in brackets are those who I write with.
Avatar the Last Airbender (Katara, Zuko)
Star vs the Forces of Evil (Star Butterfly)
Red Dead Redemption 1/2 (Arthur Morgan, Dutch Van Der Linde, John Marston, Jack Marston)
Stranger Things (Max Mayfield)
Miraculous Ladybug (Adrien Agresté)
Pairings for these characters are fairly open! As long as they are justifiable!
Note: Romance isn't a requirement in these plots! Please interact if interested!
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renticat · 5 months
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𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕕𝕚𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕒𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖
I said it's conditional yeah it's true but in the videos I said it in wrong context when I should said it's never unconditional. You know the love from narc parents are very much conditional but also, when you're trying your best to met all the conditions somehow there's always another new conditions so it's never ending trying to please the impossible and I am not lying.
It's exhausting, me and my shit now. Cheer up please well I AM FOR 5 MIN when I was really going too deep.on my daydreaming, roleplaying with my imaginary partner then my mind snapped out telling what life is really about surviving but how when I just don't want to survive anymore because I am so tired and feel trapped with no way out? And damn reality can't even let me daydream in peace anymore because she said I am too old now for that.
𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕗 𝕚𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕒𝕟'𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖. Seriously though someone ever said the first sentence to me and he didn't assume that I've ever tried it but it's too hurtful and scary also back then I am still trying searching for the good but now here I am again trying to make sense everything that is really making no sense for the hope maybe one day it surely get better. But when?
It's better when I am in denial and just deny all this reality as some sort of nightmares and you know talk myself something really nice and perhaps make love to myself just so when reality hits again, I know it wasn't never real. The talk is gonna be okay, is really just a talk for me now. And I hate people who hate me for my truth like they're always saying please be smile and just don't think about sadness, gosh I mean if you're living in entire different planet than me it's okay but don't tell me what to feel. Or are these people also in denial of their own life and can't bear to see someone being so cynical (honest) about this dark triad outlook of life?
Nature is not always pretty things like flowers and butterflies but also prey and the predators. It's sad and happiness side by side but ofc I admit there's maybe too much black than pink on me but it's because I'd like to keep the pink for myself as I have only too little of it. Why black associated with sadness though? Yeah it's like that because it's just is and people never really asking why. Because it's dark but then shiny things like stars looks best when the sky is so dark and that's what we were, I am the dark sky and you're like dancing stars on my eyes, talking about whatever things you like while you still adoring me or probably it was just you take pity on me.
Well you don't have to. You know I am not always dark sky, sometimes I turn into this golden sky, orangey ones is just the cycle is like north pole, too many dark nights compare to the sunny ones but yet there is.
But people pushes themselves so hard to only display and appreciate the sunny days and have the inclination to dismiss about dark days when it's not actually that bad if you have someone by your side as your guiding star but then, not everyone is lucky like that. And certainly not me right now.
find another star then, star dies too you know but also the older the sky, the more and more they becomes so tired of hearing the same lies from the stars. There's too many of them and because they're so pretty mostly it's just becoming boring and unbearable as they would not tell you when the sparks will be gone, it's just gone in an instant and the sky wasn't prepared to just move on to another stars then it's just gonna be lonely night and sometimes sunny days of enlightenment but you know the sun is not the stars is just like warm imaginary little child that everyone had in their head, your own sparks so it's great but sometimes you longing still for the beautiful stars as they give you some kind of sparks you can't produce it on your own.
It's beautiful but also painful.
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