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Boyfriend!Jungkook Imagine

Jungkook catching an earliest flight home from tour than the rest of the members, so he can see you because he misses you!

"Did I surprise you, baby?"- happiness beamed from you, as you nodded smiling - "You bet I did, now come here.."

[miniefaithful]

To Be Saved//Namjoon Oneshot

Namjoon x Reader

Oneshot

Word Count: 1.4k

Warning: strong language

Summary: you’re boyfriend jimin has just broken up with you and you’re out looking for any distraction you can find to heal the hurt. lucky for you your guardian angel is always there when you need him to save you, even if you don’t think you want him to.

A/N: hi its my first time writing fanfic, so I decided (after so good advice from a friend) to write this oneshot. its also my first time on tumblr so I'm still learning. I hope you enjoy this. I worked hard on it. and thanks for the help and encouragement @stanbangttan​ I love you sweetie!!

“well look who I found” i laughed happily draping myself over namjoons shoulders “hey I’m drunk you can be my designated driver.”

“jesus you’re wasted” namjoon said turning to see my unbalanced state “you never get this drunk what the hell happened”

“ah so you didn’t get the news” i said leaning against the bar. Namjoon kept one hand on my elbow just in case. “well as you can see im here alone. Jimin broke up with me.”

“what?” namjoons said looking concerned and flustered “did he tell you why?”

“something about wanting me to be with my soulmate which apparently isn’t him, and all that its not you it me bullshit.” i was outright laughing “he could just say it you know. He doesn’t want me, he probably got bore of being tied down. Or better yet he could just tell me the sluts name so I know who to cut. We all know how you boys like to play.” i looked out over the crowd of drunk people all looking for a good time “well Ive never played the game. Maybe I should.”

“alright im taking you home” namjoon pulled me closer to him concerned, but I yanked my arm out of his grip facing him fully.

“you know namjoon” i said narrowing my eyes at him “im getting sick of you always acting like you’re my father.” i leaned in closer to his ear “you want me to call you daddy? It’ll be for a whole other reason.”

Namjoon jerked away from me, shocked. But when he looked in my eyes they were cold, daring him to scold me again. I was deliberately trying to get a rise out of him. Trying to start a fight.

He knew me to well though. When i was upset i became self destructive. We both knew it. I’d been trying to get better, to control myself, even seeing a therapist when things got really bad. But right now i was on the edge and even though i wanted to jump, a tiny part of me also wanted to be saved. And that part was call to namjoon now.

I don’t want to hurt anymore namjoon. I need you.

Namjoon grabbed my wrist in an unbreakable grip and pulled me towards the door.

“what the fuck are you doing!” i said trying to pull his hand away “shit! Let go joon it hurts!” I lied. Namjoon would never hurt me.

“you’re a horrible liar when you’re drunk so don’t even try it” namjoon said. His grip was gentle even if it was unbreakable.

“your not the boss of me and im not a baby you cant do this!”

“im taking you home and you can sleep it off.”

Namjoon brought me to his car and tossed me into the back seat.

“hey!” i shouted launching myself at the door but to late, he closed it. i tried to open it but it wouldn’t budge. “what the-“ He smiled as he walked to the drivers side door and got in.

“it no use princess, child proof locks”

“why the hell-“

“I've got a nephew who rides in my car”

“ugh!” I kicked the door in anger (that actually felt good)

“yeah yeah get over it”

I glared at him and kicked the door again. Luckily for him my flat was only a few blocks away. But by the time we got there i was boiling mad.

“will you stop before you scuff my door!” namjoon pulled into my apartments parking complex and parked as close to the elevator as he could “theres no need to fuck up my car!”

“fuck your car! Fuck your door! Fuck your leather seats! And fuck you!” I shouted kicking the door with every statement. He got out and opened the door. Since i was laying across the back seat to give myself a better kicking position he was greeted with my foot flying towards his groin. Luckily he was quick, escpecially when it came to groin protection. He grabbed my foot and pulled the lower half of my body out of the car.

I shrieked surprised by the sudden movement. Namjoon grabbed my waist and lifted me out of the car and over his shoulder. “no no no put me down!” I said hitting him on the back.

“when we get to your flat ill put you down!” namjoon said pressing the button for the elevator

“now!” I shrieked.

The doors opened to show a man waiting in the elevator. He took one look at namjoons tired face and my hysterical drunken state and move over to make room “what floor?”

“7th“ namjoon said with a sigh “stop kicking or I will drop you on your ass!”

“put me down dipshit! I swear im gonna kick you in the ass!” i kept struggling in vain.

“long night?” the man asked namjoon

“shes wasted” namjoon answered

“I can see that” the man looked amused “your girlfriend?”

Namjoon sighed as they reached the 7th floor and I snorted in anger “you wish asshat!”

“not at the moment” I thought I heard him mumble but I was too busy trying to break free to really pay attention.

“good luck” the man waved at me. i glared and flipped him the bird. The man burst into laughter as the doors closed.

Namjoon pulled out his spare key for my apartment and opened the door. “welcome home princess”

“put me down!” I shouted fully pissed off.

He put me on my feet. I swung my hand on instinct letting my anger guide me. His face jerked from the slap, the force enough to daze him for a second.

“damn it” he said turning back to me “is that what you want? A fight?”

“what if I do?” I said poking him in the chest “what are you gonna do about it?”

“then hit me” namjoon said holding out his arms “if It’ll help then hit me as much as you want”

I stared into his eyes. My shoulders slump as all the fight draining out of me leaving me weak and vulnerable. “you know I’m not gonna just watch you stand there getting hit you jerk”

Namjoon sighed and pulled me into his arms “well if you’d just come to me and cry when you sad then we wouldn’t have to go through this.”

“I hate crying” i said as the tears broke free staining his shirt.

“I know” he held me tight while I let out all the hurt.

After a while i pulled away wiping my tear stained face with my sleeve. “are you ok joonbug?”

namjoon was confused until I touched his cheek “you need an icepack?”

He smiled and nodded “yeah I think you knocked a tooth loose”

I went to the kitchen and returned with a ice pack. Namjoon sat down on the couch and held his hand out for the pack but i pushed his hand away and sat on my knees  beside him. I place the pack gently on his cheek. “thank you joonbug”

“im always here for you princess” i was so focused on the icepack I barely noticed namjoon move until He touched my forehead, smoothing the crinkle that formed between my eyebrows “don’t frown or you’ll get wrinkles” he whispered.

“I don’t have a boyfriend anymore who would care” i say with a sad chuckle.

“I care” he said tapping my nose so I’d look at him “I’ll always care. So smile ok.”

I couldn’t help smiling shyly, I looked away.

“there she is” namjoon said smiling widely “beautiful”

I put the icepack on the table and got up “I went out because I wanted to dance. You ruined that.” I said picking up the remote and turning the music on. “what are you going to do about it?” I said facing him with my heads on my hips.

Namjoon laughed as demi levato’s “sorry not sorry” played though the speakers. “I guess we should dance.”

“and tomorrow we can go egg jimins car” I said swaying to the music feeling that spark of fire flickering back to life in my bellow. Namjoon must have seen it in my eyes as well because he grinned as he moved closer.

“anything you want princess” he said pulling me into his arms “your wish is my command.”

Thanks for reading I hope you liked it. I'm always open to requests and feedback so don't be shy.

[stanbangttan]

School Trip | Jin Oneshot 2/2 [21+] M

Jin x Reader (Andrea) [all members included]

PARTS | 1 | 2  {MASTERLIST}

* (there won’t be more than 2 parts)

WORD COUNT: 6.2k

Warning: strong language, smut, sex, dom/sub relationship, a lot of sexual connotation

Genre: Smut, angst, flirty, comedy, character (I don’t like Y/N, so I put a name but I don’t repeatedly use it and I write in first pov so you’ll never notice)

Summary: Summer came, your school trip to Greece with your classmates came to. In the plane, your seat is next to a boy, named Jin who you got to know better on this long flight. You two keep meeting and doing stuff together, that you thought would never do in your life. Like getting lost on purpose and run in the wrong direction, hand in hand with a boy you didn’t even know yesterday. But will you fall for him? What secrets do you keep and will it ruin the trip?

A/N: Hi guys. This ff is for my friend Andrea. Therefore the name of the reader is Andrea. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BABE! Love you! 💜

I am showing a snippet where we left of, to read that go to [part one]

Now our faces are directly in front of each other. Bodies practically intertwined. His legs between mine. One hand still holding mine while another one was holding him steady above me. I’m still not daring to move. He’s too close. My eyes went from this forehead to his eyes, glaring at me. I'm blushing. The heat coming to my cheeks, I feel it. Maybe I can feel it as much as the sexual tension. Sparks flying like we lit the sprinklers at Christmas. His lips parting. He came even closer now. Eyes pinned on me. Is this really happening?  

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TWO DOING?"

Yoongi opened the door with Bianca's key and a charger in his hand. Jin quickly stood up, signaling with his eyes to Yoongi to cut it. To stop asking and making me more uncomfortable than I already am. He handed the phone charger to Jin. It was almost like he backed out but Yoongi wouldn't be Yoongi if he didn't use this chance that opened for him. "Miss Andrea, I came here to give you the key and to collect the key for Bianca but I didn't think I will witness this!" If I didn't know him better I would say he hated me. Oh he wasn't finished, he continued, - "But couldn't you two wait for a little, for that food you just ate to settle before you jump at each other."

Jin cut him - " That’s enou-" but not before I came to my senses and spoke "For your opinion, not that I care for it either wise. We-" , I said like there was even 'we' between Jin and me. - "We actually managed to keep our tongues and private parts in the places they belong at the dinner table unlike some people. We are in a private room. We can do anything we like in here." - I turned to Jin. -"Jin, cardkey." - He quickly fished for it In his pocket.

I took Bianca cardkey and gave Jin's cardkey to Yoongi - "And now If you excuse me, we have something planned, and you are in Our way. " - and pushed Yoongi and his confused face out of the room.  After locking the door, I sprinted to the  bathroom, and lock it behind myself. WHAT. THE . FUCK. JUST. HAPPENED.  

After half an hour in the bathroom and no sign of life Jin knocked. "Andrea, you alive?" I can't face him. How to go on from this point. "I know you overthink it now. Everyone will think we hookup, right?" "Jin jezz, I didn't even think about that. Fuck." I desperately say behind closed doors.

"Then is it about the almost-kiss?"

"Kind of."

"Why? So we wanted to kiss each other.. Is that so bad?"

"I guess not."

"Get out please. Imma pee myself here. That coca-cola worked its way down."

"EW." I ran out the bathroom.

After few minutes he was out the bathroom and I faced him. "Did you wash your hands?"

He looked at me with the bored face. It was a silent language. Of course I did. He stood in front of me. "Get up."

I did. "Let's just get over the awkwardness, please. I wanna sleep soundly tonight and you want that too. I don't want this trip ruined with bags under my wonderful eyes. So, Ms Bold, let's just kiss and get over with it." "What?" "I said let's just kiss-"

"I know what you said. I'm just processing.."  - I looked at nothingness.

He cupped my cheeks, made me look at him. I just realized two things. (1) This is happening. (2)He IS bold. In fact, he is so bold that he made a step towards me and closed his eyes. So I closed mine too, instantly. Like that's the most natural thing ever. His hand moved to the nape of my neck, which sent chills all over my body. He pulled me closer. Our breathing matched, I could feel the exhale of his on my lips as they lightly brushed. Noses flushed onto each other's. My lips parted.  Why did they part? Do I want this? Does he want this? What if he's doing this from pity he feels for me? I don't want his pity. Am I the kind of girl he needs to pity just so she'll be kissed? The suspense is killing me. The suspense he makes kills me. The suspense he makes ON PURPOSE makes me crack. So I push my lips on his. I kiss him. I kiss him first. I am not here for pity. That's what he wanted. Consent. I place my palm on his cheek. I turn my head a little to the left. I graze my teeth to his lower lip. Pull on It lightly. Then he kisses me. He deepens the kiss. His tongue enters me gently. It intertwines with mine so gracefully. They dance the waltz until we're out the breath and the kiss ends. And now I have to open my eyes and face him. Yet I look down after it so he doesn't see how much I actually liked it.

"See. That wasn't that bad. Right?"

"Yea.. Um.. Ca-can I shower first, i-is that okay?"

"Mmm yea, I will facetime my mom just so you know. Knock on the door when you're done. So I can hang up. I don't want her to see you in the room.."

I just murmur a sad mmm-hm and go for the bathroom knob.

He continues - "Because she'll think we're hooking up, not because I got a girlfriend or anything."

And I enter the bathroom without a word. I don't wanna think about anything. I just wanna shower and feel the heat of the water on my skin. I just want to shower in peace, lay In peace and sleep in peace. I just want to be alone, but that kiss is not getting out of my head and I am not alone in this room tonight.

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The lights are finally off. Each of us in beds. Me, in the smaller one even though I called dibs on the one that Jin is sleeping in now. It's just that I couldn't face him and tell him that's my bed after we kissed. So I just went to Bianca's bed instead. It smelled like Bianca. I am literally cursing you right now Bianca. I can't sleep. I am in a room with a guy I don't know. And yet I ran away with his hand in mine, kissed him and talked to Yoongi like I plan to have sex with him. And here I am, cursing you for leaving me. That slut knows I would never say anything about Jimin to Yoongi. That's why she abandoned me. Traitor. Not like I can even say anything. If I do I will just make it worse and everyone will end up getting hurt.The heavy rain started pouring. The drops one by one hit the windows. You could hear the thunder far away, coming closer. And if you really concentrated, you could see the small streaks of lightning becoming bigger with each thud. I am not sleeping tonight. This trip is cursed too.

"Are you sleeping?" - he asked. He is awake. Did he hear me ranting in my head? Did I rant out loud? Nah..  

"Nope" - I turned to him, to face him, even though it was pure darkness. "Is it insomnia?" "No.…" - I said drifting off to my thoughts. The kiss.

"Change of the beds?" - as he asked that the lightning strikes lit Jin's face as well as mine. I hate storms. Thunder the most. I must have made a face because the next thing he asked is "You okay?"

"Um.. I'mm-m scared..." -it was the lowest tone ever.

He didn't say a word. I heard the rattling of the bed sheets. My hearing is so sharp since I can't really see. The lightning struck again. I saw Jin patting the empty side holding the covers opened, just for a millisecond, loud and clear. What am I gonna do? Say no? I took my pillow that smelled like Bianca. Got under the covers. It was dark yet I felt like that bed is the safest place in the world. The storm was coming to us. The thunderstorm started and yet his embrace was the safe heaven I managed to get into. Still, he is a mystery to me. He put a left arm beneath my pillow, right tangled into my hear, plants a kiss on my forehead - "Is this okay?" "M-hmm." - is all I murmur before I dose off to the dream land.  

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I was woken up with a kiss. A kiss. Still tangled, his body and mine. I didn't want to open my eyes. This is a dream. Let's just enjoy it. I kissed back. Three or thirty kisses after, I feel his fingertips graze the skin on my arm going up and down, up and down until they reached my neck, my ear and then my hair, playing with it. "Morning sunshine."

I wasn't dreaming. We were in fact kissing. He was playing with my hair in my half asleep state. And I can just imagine what a mess I am right now. I didn't think about it. That he will see my bedhead in the morning. My puffy face and can feel and taste morning breath. Andrea, what did you do? You didn’t even brush your teeth but you managed to stick the tongue to a guys mouth in like what, at like eight in the morning. What a show to be seen. Like he can read my mind he stops it rambling with another kiss. "You awake finally?"

"How long did you avoid moving me?" - I said half yawning

"About an hour or so?" - he said laughingly

"What? Why?" - I protest.

"I didn't mind. "

"When's breakfast again?" "From nine to twelve. Why?"

"I crave caffeine."

"Want me to grab some from the downstairs for you?"

"I don't wanna trouble you." - I said heading to the toilet.

After a quick shower and washing my teeth I enter the empty room. He really went to get it.

After some minutes, I hear the knocking. I opened the door to Jin with two cups of Starbucks.

"I thought you're going to get it from the lobby? Starbucks?"

"They open at nine, I told you that too." "Why did you do that Jinnie?" - I whined and he scrunched his nose to the nickname.

"I told you to not call me that." He came close to me, planting a quick kiss on my lips. - "I wanted to do this yesterday too. Just so you know."

I blushed but he continued to rant - "By the way it was not a trouble. I wanted coffee too. So it was just convenient. It's not like I went because of you. Also, you clean up nicely. "

"Thank you for grabbing me coffee too, then. And fuck you. You could try cleaning up nicely too."  - I bite back at him. "I would, but I was grabbing that coffee you’re just sipping." - he snickers as he entered the bathroom himself.

."You said you didn't go for me, but for yourself" I shouted.

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It was 9.23am as we left the room for breakfast.

It surprises me how quickly it went from Jin and me to WE. We kissed. We slept in the same bed. We joked. We stood in the elevator. We held hands. We entered the hotel restaurant. We sat across from Bianca and Yoongi.  We.

"So, what's that?" - Bianca asked circling with her pointing fingers onto our hands.

"What?" Jin asked. "Oh, my pants. Puma x BTS." -he laughed like it was a smart pun. Yoongi didn't share his opinion.

Bianca just brushed it off.

Then Jin kissed me. Bianca just said "EW"

I just cut her with a look. She clapped back with the same look.

Jungkook and Tammy came down to the restaurant last, and we kinda ordered. To kill time Jungkook proposed to play a game. "What kind of game?" - Tammy said. "Truth and Dare." - Yoongi said smugly.

"YES." - Bianca supported him.

"Can I start?" - Yoongi asked.

"Yea, why not." - Kook agreed.

"Jin" - Jin turned to him - "Truth or Dare?" "Truth."

"When's the last time you had sex?" - everyone at the table was silent and the tension rose.

“A month and a half ago." He said, squeezing my hand below the table. Like he was saying, now is when you need to be strong bc shit is about to go down.

"Pfft.. lies." - Yoongi scruffs.

"I'm not lying Yoongi." Jin was serious and that says a lot.

"I saw you going at each other in the pile of your clothes, you couldn't wait to get to the bed, animals. Don't lie."

"You saw the aftermath of us bumping heads you crackhead." - Jin laughed in Yoongi's face and that rose the anger in him even more. "Picking up the clothes you left, ON THE FLOOR. I guess you do everything so quickly."

"But you kissed just now." - Bianca exclaimed.

"I mean we kind of slept together" - Jin said. I  hit him as hard as I can. "OUCH"

I cut in - "so?" - I kiss Jin again. Jungkook's and Tammy's eyes open wide. - "Doesn't mean we slept together."

"A-HA! I knew it." - Bianca and Yoongi sprouted in unison.

"We slept in the same bed. Don't let your imagination wander." - I disappointed them. Not that I cared.

"You're no fun, Andrea." - Bianca whined.

"Too bad." I muttered.

"Okay, my turn." Jin shouted. - " Tammy, truth or dare?"

"I piiiick… dare."

"Hmm.. Read the whole menu page in a seductive voice."

While Tammy read the wine page as she's having phone sex with the wine cellar owner, Kook's face got red as a tomato.

Bianca was so shocked - "Kook did you just get hard from her reading 'year 1948, sweet and sour red grapes' in a raspy voice? Didn't she blow you this morning or what?" Kook stuttered saying "N-noo. I mean yes. I don't know. Shut up." The whole table turned to a laughing mess. Tammy finished and asked me "Truth or Dare?" "Truth." "Best orgasm you had? I want a name." I can't say it. Not his name. Not now. Not in front of Bianca. What should I say? This can't come up now, in another country when I can't escape.. All eyes, including Jin's were on me.

"I'm so sorry to disappoint you, I don't have a name for that. Unless you don't already know mine." I said in a laughing tone.

"YOU NEVER ORGASMED? I mean with another person??" - She asked in shock.

"I guess so." - I shrugged. It's not a big deal.

Yoongi teased - "Maybe Jin can change that. Or when I think it through, nah.. You better go to Jungkook for that."

Jin was ready to grab him by his throat, Jungkook was uncomfortable and Bianca kicked him below the table. I shrugged again, "Well, I'm perfectly clear with why you didn't propose yourself to try to make me cum. You can't. Thanks, Jungkook but I'll pass. As it goes for Jin, he can try."  Yoongi sulked. 

Bianca just told him "I told you so. She will not be indebted to you. She'll clap back. You never learn." 

The tension rose gradually as we continued this sick game. We found out that Hoseok took Tammy's virginity in highschool. Jungkook was actually virgin until he was 20 while Jin had his first girlfriend as soon as kindergarten. Yoongi has a bite kink, and that's why Bianca can't wear off the shoulder shirts at home. Yoongi was dared to ask a waitress for her number. Which made Bianca mad. Because he succeeded to get it. And then Jungkook sent her a dick pick he had as his dare from Yoongi. Let's just say, everything wasn't okay in heaven. The tension went down at the same time our meals came. As we ate, we told jokes and Jungkook was in full on conversation with Tammy. Sorting it out and I smiled. We're a funny bunch.

Jungkook lifted his gaze up and cleared his throat, - "Guys, Tammy and I talkedd, so we are willing to sacrafice our room.. Are you up for drinking get-together at our room? We thought about grabbing vodka in the local store and snuck it upstairs.." I think we never agreed faster on something.

Jin slid his hand around my waist, where I'm ticklish the most, making me giggle as he whispered in my ear -

"I can try?"

I ignored him until we were alone in the room.

"You didn't answer. "I can try?" HAHAHA I can only succeed if you let me. Don't you see this?" - He pointed to himself in up and down motion. "Don't get cocky, it's not attractive on you or anyone else." "So you agree that I am attractive?" - he slid his arms to my lower back to get me close to him. "That's not what I said." "So you don't think that I am handsome?" - He was surprised or offended better said. How high is his ego?

"I do, but-" -as I said that, the thunder started again. Raindrops appeared on the window. "No buts. " - he kissed me. "No swimming today, too?" - I whined pointing at the window. "Netflix?" "You just want the chill, Jin, let's be honest." "Maybe, maybe not. You don’t know me." - He made that stupid face with his smile beaming. You just have to smile back.

"Exactly, I don't even know you." - I teased.

"So get to know me, fully." - His brow twitched in a teasing manner. "I don't knowww.." - Playing coy worked. "Get to know my taste." - the peck on my cheek, hands to my small back - "Get to know what I love." - a peck on my right cheek - "What makes me giggle. *peck on the nose* where I am the most ticklish *peck on the lips.* what turns me on *kisses down my sensitive skin on the neck* what you can do to make me cum" - now his hands were under my shirt, unclasping my bra. Kissing me as I am water and he is so thirsty that he's trying to savor it by drinking every drop of me.

He took off his shirt breaking the kiss just for a second, opening eyes to lock with mine which were filled with lust. There wasn't an ounce of laughter in his eyes. This was something he seriously wanted. He was lustful for me and that made this even hotter. As the shirt touched the floor, my back touched the bed.

We heard knock on the door and Tammy shouting "Can you make her orgasm later? Booze is here." I quickly smoothened my hair as Jin opened the door, shirtless. Is he proud of himself? I was beet red, without an ounce alcohol inside me. "We'll be there in five." - is all Jin said as he closed the door in front of Tammy's face, not letting her finish. I put the hand on the knob as Jin stops me. "What?" "Wait five minutes?" "Why? I am ready." - I noted. "He is not." - his gaze went down. "Oooh."

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Half of the first bottle is already gone as Jin and I enter their room. The room itself is actually tidy for what I can see. Jin sat on the floor taking the bottle out of Bianca's hands and chugs few gulps, handing it to me. I gladly take it.  I took a good gulp of vodka because if this is how this night started, I'd rather be drunk.

"Slow down cowgirl." When I didn't listen she yelled."A! Y'all gonna see the Wild A tonight, she started drinking serious amounts already." - Bianca laughed. If she knew where this night is headed she wouldn't laugh. Neither would I.

After an hour or so, everyone was wasted, loud and laughing. The 'best' idea of mine was to play something. Fuck, marry kill.

"B, break the ice.." - I began.

"Fuck Jimin", She's saying this she didn't fuck his brains six months ago. "Marry Yoongi and kill Tae, that jackass made me pay a small fortune for dry-cleaning of his "Gucci" ", she made fun of his attitude, "just because I made a pen mark accidentally while listening to the lecture."

"Jin?"  - B told him to play next.

"Fuck Andrea, marry - myself cause who wouldn't and kill Bianca, for not making Yoongi last longer. You're too good at making him cum fast, B." - Laughter spread like a disease.

"Okay, Jungkook, fuck marry kill between all of the people in our class." I continued.

"Fuck you, kind of want to see if could make you orgasm for the first time. Marry Tammy and kill that Jennie bitch."

Tammy was over the roof with the marriage thing that she didn't even notice his lust for making me cum. And totally forgot how he got rejected by Jennie.

"Maybe you could, but it wouldn't be for the first time. OKAAAY my turn." - I fucked up, again. I blame alcohol.

No one, except B wanted to know my picks. Instead, all of them replied to the first sentence I said.

"Did Jin already did it? I thought I stopped you in the middle of it though. Wahh he is talented." -Tammy commented, surprised, praising Jin. Which he knew he didn't do, but he kept quiet.

I continued the game without answering any of their questions or confirming any assumptions. I knew I had to get this from my chest. I can't lie anymore.

"I'd fuck Jimin, would've been good to go on that ride again." I say without any ramose. Cold hearted voice escaped my mouth.

"Marry Jin because who wouldn't, like he said. Jin is literally the husband material. He even brought me a coffee today in the morning. And kill Yoongi, because of obvious reasons." I snickered at him, taking another swig from the vodka bottle. I am hammered I'll admit, but this fire-y liquid felt good, almost as good as it felt taking the weight of the lie off of my shoulders.

I didn't want to lie to Bianca when she told me about Jimin. I wanted to tell her I had a crush on him so bad. Yet, I didn't want her to feel bad and sorry for sleeping with my crush. It was enough that she already regretted and felt bad for cheating on Yoongi. And then it happened. Last.Valentine's day, I was lonely, he was lonely. The only one that was not having a date, and stayed in the dorm was Jimin, which was unlikely for him. Later I realized that he wanted to take out Bianca. But she never paid attention to him. She never gave Jimin a chance, the chance I would gladly take. The chance I was waiting endlessly for. For her, Jimin was a mistake. Jimin was a drunk night she craved for attention and intimacy because Yoongi was back in his hometown. And she used him. What a poor love triangle. She is my best friend, but this is not something I would be proud to tell people about her. This was her one screw up. That can ruin trust Yoongi had for her, forever. Jimin was very much into her, maybe even in love with her. So behind his empty dateless Valentine's day, stood lack of balls to ask Bianca out. He knew he will be rejected. To be frank, it's better he didn't ask her out. He'd just make a fool out of himself. And I would hear about it and be more hurt. Clueless of this, I rejected every guy because I waited for Jimin to ask me out. He prayed Bianca will leave Yoongi so he will get a chance. It was pointless even waiting for it. It was pointless to even think I had a chance. But that night changed everything.

Everyone had other plans. Jimin and I played some sitcom that was already on the TV and snuck in a bottle of wine. Jimin was like a vacuum, wine disappeared really fast. I was trying to catch up to his drinking pace. And little do you know, we were all over each other. It’s impact alcohol had on me. I'm up for everything. And secrets do not exist anymore. So I told him how I wanted to fuck him for almost a year. One thing led to another. And he was drunk enough to make my wish come true. It came. Multiple times.

The next morning, I woke up alone in my room. He did walk of shame. And he pretended like nothing happened from that day onwards. I guess he was afraid I'd tell Bianca, like I am now, five months later. So I shut my mouth, swallow my pride and let go of my crush for him. In the end it was pointless, and it would never happen for us..

Tammy almost screamed - "You and Jimin fucked?"

"More like I fucked him but yea." - I say casually. Bianca’s jaw dropped. How didn't I tell her? That’s probably what’s going through her mind.

"I knew Jimin was a sub." - Yoongi protested

"How did you know that?" Bianca turned to him. Surprises don't stop here folks.

Yoongi blushed, "I don't know, I had a feeling."

"Mhmmmm", she murmurs.

"He's bi.", Tammy said. "I heard he was with Namjoon, medicine major."

"I know." Bianca confirmed.

"How do you know?" The tension rose as Yoongi questioned Bianca.

"He told me. "

"When?"

"One day in class. How do you know that he is  bisexual?" She backfired.

"Who said I knew?" Defense is a poor choice, Min Yoongi.

"I didn't see you being really surprised." She pressured. Like she didn't sleep with Jimin at all in the first place.

"I didn't know that. That he is bi." I jumped in.

"How? You fucked him." Tammy noted. Everyone was tense.

"You know what, I don't want to play this game anymore." I whined.

"It's strange to think you were a dom." - Jungkook exclaimed.

"No, it's strange to imagine you actually dommed Jimin." Jin said. "I thought he was a dom."

"Rode him into the sunset, to be exact. Both ways." - I added, gulping the vodka away. "Well, I guess both of you were wrong."

"Who wants to play truth or dare?" Jungkook tried to lighten the mood.

"Not me." - I was again ignored.

"Yoongi, truth or dare?" - Bianca was furious. Did Yoongi know about the cheating? No way. What if he somehow found out and wanted to check on Jimin.

 Yoongi knew better. He can’t pick dare or B will cut his balls off. "Truth. "

"How do you know that Jimin was bi?"

"We kissed." THAT. Was not what any of us expected. Except for Jin. He was beaming. Chugging the beer in his hand. Is he watching the same thing as I am, right now?

"WHAT?" B shouted. Not on purpose.

"What ‘what’?” He screamed back. “We kissed. Once. So what? He kissed me. Drunk. I didn't think that much of it."

"But you kissed back, bro. Like it was a full-on make-out session at Tae’s birthday party.." - Jin casually added. Like adding oil on a raging fire. Bianca looked at Jin then at Yoongi. Furious. She has no right to be mad though.

"Can't you shut up FOR. ONCE. IN. YOUR. LIFE?" - Yoongi is mad at the wrong person.

Jin just shook his head and murmured a sly “naah, this is more fun”

I can't believe these two managed to cheat each other with the same person. No shocker, that Jimin was waiting on Bianca to be single. He knew everything. Dang, he DID everything. The circle went on. Tammy kissed Jin. I wasn't fond of that. I didn't want to see that so I drank until they were finished on their ten second mark. Bianca and I had a dare to kiss each other. It's not like we didn't do this ever. Guys are so aroused while seeing two girls kiss, we had our wild days. Jungkook had to do a lap dance to Yoongi. And I be damned if that fucker didn't enjoy it a little too much. After few rounds and doing stuff I didn't really want to remember tomorrow, Yoongi was wasted and sleeping on the bed. Jungkook was deep throating his tongue inside Tammy's mouth in the bathroom and God knows what else. "You are so heavy while drunk, Yoongi, shit." Bianca tried to pick him up and carry Yoongi to their room. Even after hearing that he cheated.

"Move, I'm going to do it. He's light as a feather."

Bianca moved as Jin piggybacked Yoongi to their room. Bianca and I followed him. She slowed down so Jin wouldn't hear.

"Thank you for not telling to everyone that Jimin and I slept together." "You know i wouldn't ev-"

"Yes, I do. Still you could. You were drunk, and I know you drunk."

"Yeah.. No problem."

As we entered our room, still drunk, plopping our bodies on the bigger, Jin's, bed, he exclaimed, - "You are a good friend. Not a good liar though. Also you girls, can't keep your squeaky voices down for shit."

My eyes went wide. He heard that.

"Umm, you heard us?"

"Yea no shit." He laughed. "I guess it suits him well. He cheated on her. She cheated on him."

"Just it was the same person." I mumble.

"Not that I approve of cheating, but they deserve each other. They probably going at it right now, as we speak. They’re probably planning a threesome right now." He said with a full on grin plastered on his face.

"You think she'll tell him about Jimin?"

"I don't know, honestly. I don't know if he'll remember the outed himself in the morning." his drunk laughter filled the room. He continued, "That Jimin guy is really something."

"Oh yes, he is." - I said smilingly.

"What are you smiling for?"

"Nothing "- I was being coy.

"You know, I want you to tell me, babe."

"What?"

"What happened with you and him. In great detail. Maybe you can show me. It'll be hot."

"Jinnie, are you up to be a subbie for me?" The playfulness busted out of me.

"Only if you show me what you did that made you cum, babe. Everything for your pleasure."

I prompted myself on the knees, standing tall on the bed as I instructed him to lay on his back. I lied on top of him. Kissing him deeply. My hand wavering to his hops, below my stomach to his member, palming him slowly. Playing with his balls until I could fell him whimper under his breath. I told him he is allowed to touch me, and he can choose one item to undress off of me. Straddling his hips, my clothed pussy humped his hardon. His hands wandered from my ass to my hips and playing with my breasts. He put one hand on my neck, pulling me down to kiss me. I repulsed

"Aa-a. Not gonna happen, babe. If you want to kiss me, be a good boy. Now slide down from the pillows onto the mattress." As he obeyed, he took off my shirt, leaving me in my white lacy bra. My legs spread over his head, moving my panties to the side, allowing him to eat me out. Sliding down his pants, and playing with his cock made moans filled the room, mine and his.

"Condom?"

"Drawer, second."  

"You prepared babe? When?"

He kept silent. I stopped jerking him. He murmured in response.

"I am waiting for my answer."

"Starbucks? Remember."  

"Oh babe, sweet you wanted to fuck me since this morning?"  

He nodded, tongue deep down in my core.

"Is your wish coming true? Am I your genie, Jinnie?"

He chuckled at the pun.

I took his member in my mouth. Working my head up and down. Sucking in, twisting my hand, in rapid motions, and playing with his balls, which made him stop eating me out and mutter "Fuck, fuck, where did you learn that, I'm already close.."

Instantly I stopped, nothing is gonna be worth it if I don't edge him.

He begged. "Please babe, please. Let me cum."

"Naah."

"You want me to get blue balls?"

"Just a little."

I moved from his face. And went for a kiss. Tasting myself on him is so hot.

"I didn't know I was this sweet, you must've had a treat. I can treat you every day, baby."

I took the condom pack from the drawer, him having a full on sight of my behind, smacking it once, and sliding two fingers in. It made me whimper and shake beneath him. As he pumped me with his hand, I took the condom from the package and slid it on his throbbing dick. "I am gonna let you choose one position, and try to make me cum. You get one try before I make us both cum. One rule is that you can't cum until I say so."

"You have such low expectations of me?"

"You don't know what gets me off," I paused. "yet."

He took me by my legs, positioned them on his broad shoulders. Taking his dick in his hand controlling the tip over my folds, making me anticipate and crave his dick. Having two doms in one bedroom is dangerous. I hate teasing and he is teasing me right now. Is tip is massaging my clit up and down, then circular motions, causing me to shiver into the bedsheets. He backed out a little more and placed it on my entrance. In one second he is balls deep, my wetness lubing his dick and embracing him fully. "So tight." He chooses the pace that was rough, hocked his hand behind my knees, my legs spread more for him as he went forward to kiss me. Kissing me, my ass lifted into the air. His cock dipping out and in out of me, I was a moaning mess beneath him. He managed to hit my sweet spot and brush past it a couple of times. "Fuck, yes. YES, there." His teeth grabbed the lace of my bra and pulled it down so he can suck on my tits. As he hit the spot few times I started to tighten around his length. I can feel him pulsating inside me. "Stop."  I halt.

"Babe, please let me."

"Jinnie.." I said in a low steady tone. "Soon."

His cock was, hard as wood, pink from all the edging and denial. I could see him pulsating and resisting so he wouldn't cum. So I made it easier for him. I take off my bra and told him to lean his back to the headboard. He half sat on the bed, waiting for me. I positioned myself above him, wetted my pussy by licking my fingers seductively as he watched me. Lust load his eyes, and he trusted upward, filling me up to the brim. Sitting down on his cock, I took his hand and put two fingers in my mouth. Sucking them as I would his cock. "This is", lick, "the punishment", suck, then a pop "for not obeying me." I started moving up and down, on him, as my tits bounced. His hands on my hips giving me support and making me more and more closer to my high. I started grinding, full of his cock inside me, stimulating both my g-spot and nerves on my clit. His head between my boobs, sucking them alternatively, his hand wrapped around small of my waist, making it harder to move and tight into his embrace. "Oh god, yes." I held myself onto his shoulders. As it became more intense, I wasn't moving alone right now. I didn't mind, this was working for both of us. Him trusting in me made me more stimulated, our moaning became louder, our moves became more unclear, sloppy and I held the frame of the headboard to give me more stability. Front and back, messier and messier, harder and harder. Clenching onto him, tighter and tighter. "Fuck, fuck, fuck babe, I am close."

I am close I was out of breath. "Cum for me." I can feel the tremble I had in my legs telling me I will come undone any second now. At the same time, I feel the throbbing of his cock inside me. The knot in my stomach unraveled and I  reached my high, flickering. Moaning chaos. I continued moving my hips overstimulated. As he heard the approval, he tipped his head back on the pillow as he filled the condom. "Ugh.." He trusted a few more times, filling me more than before if that was even possible. We stay like that hugged, a few more minutes. I hear him mumble six words "Fuck, that Jimin guy is lucky." Breaths shallow, voice low. Coming from our highs. I moved from him and turned on my side. Chest heaving up and down, he continued "And stupid, if he didn't beg to be with you after this." He stood to throw the condom in the trash.

"Does that means that you'll beg me to stay with me?"

"That means, " he came to my side of the bed, picking me up bridal style, " I am taking you to the shower for seconds."

In the morning I wake up to a text from Tammy. "You two could have been a little quieter."

I hope you like this, like, re-blog and comment below what you think about this. And I am sorry in advance for any mistakes. Kisses til the next time.

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A/N:Hi, Stanbangttan here. Yes I am in fact alive. I have been dealing with few personal issues and now I hope I will be back for good. I had this reaction request for a long time from @olivia-cosmosine But better late than never. Right? I am sorry you waited this long, but as a thank you for being patent, i made it EXTRA LONG as an imagine/oneshot kinda deal. Hope you like it! Keep reading folks.

Genre: fluff / angst / a little smut you name it

Warnings: mention of some kinks, almost pg 13

NAMJOON/RM

It was late for going out now. You are tired. You took of your make up, or what's left of it after this hell of the day at work. Stress, your boss yelling, at you and your co-workers, didn’t leave you in the best mood for the rest of your day. You didn't wanna go home. You didn't wanna go to your work. Could you just be locked inside of an library with endless rows of books?   Even though you didn't want it, you went home, took a shower and was ready to finish the manga you love so much. You sat in your bed, got comfy and reached for the book. You started reading.   'I know this. I read this. Oh my god. I finished all ten of them.' - It was time to visit Clara. Clara was an older lady that held a cute little bookstore/ library. Her husband Rick, made every shelf in that bookstore for her and made her dream come true. She wanted a safe and comfy space for everyone to read and only beverage she will give you will be tea. The library was on the other part of the town. Just a few people you knew visited it or knew about the place. That gave you more peace even tho it shouldn't. It had all from books, textbooks to mangas and comics. Clara wasn't gonna discriminate any book there is, whatever form did it came in. Bean bags with coffee tables or regular chairs with regular tables for studying. Lo -fi music in the background. It was the best place on earth, why would you share it with someone? You wanted it all for yourself. You found out for this place by accident, when you were in high school and visiting a math tutor in this part of the town. Jimin was quite a good tutor but he was also handsome, so you were terrible at math all together even after his tutoring. Because how are you gonna focus on algebra when that man is next to you? So you self taught yourself, all over again at Clara's bookstore, and Clara gave you tea to keep your caffeine intake high so you can actually focus. Clara was younger, Rick wasn't in a wheelchair then, and everything seemed harmless and fun, with no responsibilities. After a while you realized you payed Jimin money just to see him every week, and not because you actually learn something from him. So you came clean. Asked him out. He said he has a girlfriend. Oh, all of them always do. That he is flattered. Oh, all of them always are. But never, ever someone said 'yes'. Or 'I wanna go out with you, Y/N.' You stopped getting tutored, you stopped going to Clara's. But you missed it. So you started to go to Clara's once again. And it became your little secret and guilty pleasure. 

You sat in the bus 854, that had a stop near Clara's bookstore and about half a hour later you hopped off.   Clara's face lighted up when she saw you tonight. "I thought you're gonna miss your tradition, Y/N."   "Let me tell you, I was gonna do it. But I ran out of chapters."  - Clara just laughed.   "How is Rick?"   "He's good. Recovering. They say he's gonna be walking again in a month. Even though he keeps getting up without doctor knowing." "He just can't keep his butt at one place." "You know it. Are you reading here or not? " "We'll see. Are my chapters at the same place?" - you said as you got far into the rows of shelves and books on them. "M-hm. Rain started." - Clara somewhat shouted. It is pouring out there. Great. You turned around to see Clara's face -  "Then I will, until it stops." -  Clara laughed mischievously, disappearing in the back room , confused you kept walking backwards until I hit something solid and firm. Automatically your lips mouth - "I am sorry." "It's okay." - male voice responded.   Not stopping, you took a left, you knew the shelf location by heart, found your aisle, between ton of shelves. As you went to grab next chapter of a the manga you want to read, as a hand found yours on the same book. "I saw it first." - same male voice said.   So what, it's his hand on yours. - "I took it first." His hand quickly vanished. You turned around, manga in your hand, then your eyes found his. His warm but deep brown ones. You broke the contact. Looking at him under your lashes. His lips are so full. You bet they're soft too. His voice awakens your daydream "Will you read it here?" - Oh dios mio, he has dimples. With every word those two appeared. "Uhm," - you turn to see the rain showering the streets - "Probably." - you said nodding. "I can wait for you to finish.. It."   "Y-yeah. Deal." - You walked to the bean bags. Clara brought two, yes, two cups of tea, and winked at you.   "Y/N, I need to go to the grocery store for a minute, can you keep the bookstore running?" "Now? Out on the spurting rain, really Clara?"  She made the shush face and continued, - "Yes. Namjoon help her out, please." "Of course, Mrs. Jenkins." - he politely responded.   Clara basically evaporated from the bookstore. "You know she will take long on purpose. She is acting, no, she's playing matchmaker now. This is not my first rodeo with her." "I know. Neither is mine. But she has the best interest, I swear. "   "I know" - you said apologetically. 

"I live down the street. I am Namjoon." - he said putting his hand in yours. "I know." - you shook it for maybe way too long as your eyes smiled at each other. Someone would say your gazes already made love to each other, because the chemistry as off the charts. His puzzled face was enough. "She said it. I am Y/N."   "I know" - he smiled.  Y ou took the comfy bean bag you always lay in, blanket over you and got back to your manga. He got up and looked for another manga or book to read. Whenever you lifted your gaze from the book, his gaze was on you, and he smiled. You smile back. Maybe Clara is not just playing.  

JIN

"Maria, not another blind date. Nope, just NO." You shouted over the phone. Your roommate was getting pissy because she couldn't hear what Khloe Kardashian said in the new episode, but you didn't give a flying fuck. Whenever Maria got a love or better said dick interest you were the one she dragged with her, her plus one for all of mediocre best friends Maria's date had. One never better that the other. Issues and problems you didn't want in your life. But as a good friend you were you were pretending for her. But this was outrageous. "Can't you keep a man, Maria. Please keep fucking Jungkook, so I can actually have a weekend for myself, to find a date I actually want to go to." You screamed. I bet your neighbors have first hand reality show experience with what comes or is heard out of this apartment. Kira is now muting the Kardashians and pays attention to you and Maria's conversation. "Who is Jungkook?"   "Shut it Kira,” - you continued the phone torture - ”I can't go on another blind date." "Tell Maria, I'll go." Kira shouted.

 "No, not her Y/N. Please. Not for this one. This one is the real deal. I swear to you. He is from a good family. They both are. Both Hoseok and Jin." - Maria pleaded me. "You are indebted by me, by soooooooo much, you're not even aware how much. " "Thank you, thank you." "When are we going? And how?" "Hoseok said to catch campus bus at seven." "Dresscode?"   "Girly? I don't know where we’re going. I am sorry.” "Ugh, okay. " “I can ask him though."   “Yea, you do that.” - you hang up on her. Why is this your life?

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Instantly as you and Maria got into the bus you spotted him. This man was unbelievingly handsome. Not just handsome, he was beautiful. Pouty lips, piercing eyes, and a skin clear as first snow. I wish she set me up with a guy like him - you thought. You hate blind dates, and blind double dates are even more uncomfortable. As bus was leaving the bus stop, you looked for an empty spot, but Maria  was already doing that for you. Going into pretty boy's direction.  She waved the guy that sat in front of him, I assume Hoseok and he gestured her to sit next to him. There was an empty spot next to the hottie. But who's your date? Is he already at the venue? Is he at the bus? As you stood over them, awkwardly avoiding eye contact with the pretty boy, and trying not to interrupt your friend and her date, her date  finally said "Oh, hi, Jin saved you spot, too." I looked at the hottie, as the guy gestured behind him. Jin. I like it. "Hi, Jin" you said as you hugged him. Was that too much? Maybe he is not the hugging type.   "Hi.." said Jin awkwardly. You looked straight ahead, closing your eyes in regret, thinking how you fucked everything up, and the blind date didn't even start. This is the first one you actually liked and you fuck up. The gist of your life in 2 minutes. Then you looked at Jin, looking at you, and he smiled. Well, maybe you didn't fuck everything up just yet.  

YOONGI / SUGA

Working at a Music Entertainment company as a secretary was pretty much boring, at first thought. But when you gave it time, it became quite interesting. You got to meet a lot of celebrities. And to find out some of those celebs are actually trash. To surprise pleasantly that some of them are so kind. That there are divas and an actual human with a reasoning. It was hard, but once in a while it was pleasant to work with them too.    Company birthday was around the corner, and company dinner was obligatory. Well that was in the email you got. I mean dinner & drink with colleagues can't be lethal, right? You're not all from the same division, so that means you'll meet more people. As anxious that made you, it made you think about how good that is for your carrier. Just think how many people you'll meet, and how many more opportunities it will open - you said to yourself in the mirror at the restaurant. You splashed some droplets of water on your face, while picking up courage to go inside and find a table where everyone is. Girls exiting the bathroom in this exact moment laughed at you. Whatever. Y/N , be a good girl. Don't drink much. Be normal, just for tonight don't be yourself. Don't say stupid things. Stop with the puns Jin learned you. Okay? Okay. You got out there. Just few of employees arrived, which is good. Let's start small. Time passed, few small talks nothing big. Slowly but surely seats filled up. One next to you empty for over an hour. It felt like everyone knew everyone. You felt like a black sheep in a flock. Which left you with more time to drink. So you actually did. Suddenly a guy sat on that empty spot. And he puts his empty glass in front of you. Gesturing at the Soju in your hand. You stared at him in confusion. You don't know this guy. He read your mind. "Hi, I am Yoongi. Can I have the drink now we passed the names and all shitty conversation?"   "Y-yes.." You poured him a drink. Then another one. And another one. When you felt like you were drunk enough for this, you asked him "Sooo, cutie pie, what division are you?" - great, we started with the awkward flirting. He kept quiet. You thought he didn’t hear you so you asked again. "C'mon, how long do you work for BH?"   "I guess we didn't skip all the shitty conversations and after all. Look, I don't work in the departments." he answered, and you laughed. "Pfft, how is that possible?" - Who do he think he is? "I'm a producer. CEO.I work at the studio." Then it dawned on you.. "Ohh, so you like play an instrument? Are you my boss or something? " - you smiled. "InstrumentS actually. Piano is one of them, for example. Maybe I am. " he emphasized the "s", bragging. "I know preppy ones like you." - you blurted out. This is ironic flirting for you. He needs to keep up. He's kinda slow. And you're kinda drunk. Who are you kidding, you're too drunk. "What is that supposed to mean?"   It means you are preppy full of yourself guy who thinks he's better than anyone else, but you actually fake it. You didn't say that. He's your boss. Well maybe. But you're not gonna risk it. He pays well. Well maybe. "Oh you can actually hear me now? I meant, your fingers must do wonders then." You touched his fingers, bumping at one of his silver rings, playing with it and laughed at your own dirty joke. Damn you Jin, if I remember this in the morning, I'll kill you. He was rather surprised of the sudden touch, making the face at your dirty pun, but didn't want to show that he got it or that he liked it for a matter a fact. Both of it. He just responded "I can show you if you want.." This night will be fun.

J-HOPE/ HOSEOK

You were new here. New town. New people. New group of friends. Well some of them were just friends in your eyes. Not Hoseok though. He’s so dreamy, the smile he gives to everyone, but is able to scold them as well. You needed that balance in life. You are a friendly person, talkative as much as it gets. But you never said to anyone about your crush on Hoseok. He was your little secret. Other people paired you two together for activities accidentally which made your smile grow bigger and somehow, you fell under his spell. Not that he knew, or noticed. He gave you as much attention as he gave anyone else. Or that's what you thought.  It was game night and it was your turn to choose the place you all will go. After thinking long, the best option was rolling skate rink. You knew the place well, you skate well or you can pretend you don't, you dance well and you knew Hoseok would enjoy it. You made a choice thinking of him, that was not surprise to you. And as a bonus, they had amazing milkshakes! Perfect. You skated with friends, Hoseok showed off his moves even on skates. Jumping around, speeding like a lunatic, moonwalk all the way to you and the girls, pushed you about 10 meters away from the group, and almost  knocked you over doing so. He caught you mid fall, like in the movies you watched, you took your hand and moved to his cheek, entranced. It'll be just like in the old movies - you somewhat prayed. He made a serious face, "wha-?" "um--" you fake cough, standing up, and looking down, trying to calm your beating heart, and shaky knees. Too bad your knees are a pair of freaking betrayers. You fell once again, your butt on the floor. He helped you stand up. You wanted to run away. To lock yourself in safety of your room for a month till this sickening, gushing feeling stops. Or just forever so you don't embarrass yourself ever again. His face was blood red, just like when he drank, the song changed and he took the chance to run away to the other side of the rink. Flustered? Or Ashamed?  And you thought you wanted to run. Why did he run away? Why did you even think your life could be a movie? Whole squad was at the tables, calling your name, while you stood on the center of the rink. "We saved you a spot." - someone said. You don't even know who, you're so much out of yourself. Across from you was a empty spot too. You looked at it, for hour what it felt. But it barely passed minutes. Until someone sat, and looked at your eyes.   Same voice spoke again - "Maybe we should give them little space guys.." Another chimed in "Yeah.. "   All of your friends left the table, you felt the same feeling, voice inside telling you  -RUN-   but Hoseok didn't run so you didn't too.   "So.." - he said   "So.."- you repeated   "I.."  - you both chimed at the same time.

"You can go first" - again   "Are we gonna act as twins or?" - you joked nervously   "That'll be incest then.. "  -  Hoseok said under his breath

"What ?" - you asked  just to be cut again.  "I like you, Y/N" - his face flushed again, his voice stuttering and head hung low   You smiled, " I do to.. "   " I mean don't understand me wrong I do not like me too.. What I wanted to say.. Ugh, I hate this.. I mean I don't hate you. I... I just .. I like you too."   "We're both a stuttering mess.." - Hoseok said, holding your hand.

JIMIN

Jimin was popular for his “friendliness” with girls. Whole campus knew who he was, what he was doing with his free time, and was pretty known campus hoe. Men threw him high-fives and "WhoopWhoop-ed" him when they saw him, like having a STD was something to be proud of. Boys will be boys, and girls wouldn't be girls if they didn't fall on that façade he puts every morning. How did you know that? Well, you have been childhood friend, not that close one, with the said hoe. Driving him/ being driven to campus by him, or carpooling with some friends from same neighborhood and him being there was one way. But like it wasn't more than enough that you had to share the air with him, he decided to tease hell out of you. You both sat in the back, you were looking through the window and the scenery you have seen, well million times, and still that was better than dealing and talking to him. You didn't hated him, you hated his behavior, which his older brother somehow passed on to him. That fucker is a story for itself. Suddenly, Minie and Jess, riding in the front got into “female only” discussion  on a topic why is the diva cup better than a tampon or the pad, for your hygiene and economically, cutting Jimin off completely having him jobless, and in a mood for teasing you. He poked your arm, smiling so hard that his eyes closed, HE ENJOYED THIS. *poke* *poke* *poke* over and over again. You ignored. Well you tried. You snapped. That's an understatement.

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?"

Minie flinched and Jess, who was driving honked the car accidentally because of the sudden shout. He put the innocent face on “Why are you screaming at me, I didn’t do anything to you,” sly smile creeping in, “Gezz woman, is that time of the month again?"  

"They’re bickering again.. ” Minie sighed and Jess dismissed you two, continuing their conversation, this was daily routine now.  

“If by that time of the month again you mean you being annoying little shit, then that’s the whole month, brat.” you hissed. 

“WOAH, someone likes that dirty talk. Kinky.” he trailed his fingertips on your arm.  You kicked his hand with a smack, only to hear him mumble “Auch, rough, too.” with a sly smile. He is being entertained now. And you are the entertainer. 

You didn’t care what other girls have done, that’s their life, their respect and decisions. YOU wouldn’t let that happen to you. Not with Jimin. Couldn’t he be like, normal for once, and ignore your existence? Anger flew trough you. You were red furious when you pinched closer, grabbed him by the throat, nails digging into his tender neck flesh, you lost control, the last drop overflew the glass you have been filling with annoyance and anger of him being rude and disrespectful to you. 

“Touch me again, without my permission, douche, and I will cut this air flow to your non existing brain, are we clear kid?"  

Minie and Jess, saw this thing went overboard, turned around when it was red light just to stop you two from killing eachother.  

"Okay.” he said.  Alright. That’s it. You stood for yourself. Turned around and watched the trees move again when green light showed up. You were on campus already, Jess finds a spot to park. Jimin held his throat, smiling like nothing happened, then you heard his smile voice grow again “Into chocking, huh?” his smile grew bigger and bigger as he got off the car, “I never would have guessed, but I like it.” He winked and with that he took off running, so you couldn’t catch him and kill him, per say.

TAEHYUNG / V

Being one of the boys was kinda a normal to you. You were always labeled a tomboy and to be honest you didn't hate it. It had its beneficial aspects. For example boys didn't try to use you, you didn't have those fake girl friends, most of boy friends are actually really easy and honest. Obnoxious - YES, but honest.  On the other side, it was hard to date, because all your boy squad will scare him away, or tell you he wasn't good enough for you which you knew, but SOMETIMES A GIRL JUST WANNA KISS. You're not gonna marry a douche. You are rarely girly, because being girly is a opportunity to be mocked by them. All of your girlfriends, which was a small few, are possible hookups to them and you had no saying in it as they had in your love interests. Unfair. Tae will purposely tell guys to stay away from you. Or scare away the freshmen that pick up a courage to try and pick you up with cheesy lines. Namjoon would sometimes tell him to chill, and let you breathe, and you thank him for that with a ice cream cone once in a while. And he'll give you the same lecture every time, "You know I can't protect you from them all the time. You need to find a girlfriend to do this love life shit with. And this ice cream is not really worth it to go against their back…"  "You sure about that? Your passionate licking tells me otherwise." "I mean mostly it is, but it's getting transparent what I am trying to do here. Just get ready and go clubbing sometimes without us Go with your girlfriends from the dorm. Just know that one call will get us there where you are if something goes wrong." And You'd say "Okay, I will." Every time but you never do it. Your girl friends are just not - not them. You don't mind not hooking up most of the time. But a period comes when you really wanna kiss somebody, and then you drown yourself in Vodka. Or Tequila. Or anything that'll help you forget how much you wanna kiss Tae. You'd dance till your feet hurt as hell. You'd scream over the lines of every love song they play. You'd make fool out of yourself. And you don't have to worry because your male squad is there to take care of you. Same one, that is hooking up rn, and same one that have a designated driver and a designated someone who will look over, specifically, you. That was the deal, every week one of them is the driver and "the look out for Y/N". This week that was Tae.  You sat at the booth you got reserved. Next to Tae. “Where are they?" "Jimin was grinding over the blonde in the corner. Namjoon is at the bar with the redhead. Hoseok -" You stopped him mid sentence and continued "- at the dance floor, with god knows who, kissing god knows who." "As usual." He said.   "You jealous TaeTae?" - You bopped his nose in playful tone - "You'd loooooooove to be nuzzled in someone's neck right now, making tons of hickeys. BUT YOU'RE STUCK WITH ME." - It was really pathetic telling him that last part of the sentence.   He ignored your drunk ass - "Jungkook is already at the bathroom going at it. I gave him my condom, that crazy kid. Yoongi and Jin are god knows where I lost them. Probably somewhere, making puns and wining in life. And yes, I AM here stuck with YOU" - He bopped your nose back. Your head fell down, eyes filled with tears, not that he saw. You put your hand on his leg, squeezing the thigh. He didn't expect that. He got shivers. He didn't expect that too. You looked him in the eyes - "Is that what I am to you, a fucking bother?" - you stood up. You're leaving this place right now. You don't need them. You can go back. You can order a uber. An uber driver can be a murderer. But you're not that pretty anyways.   "Where the heck do you think you're going to?" he mocked you, laughing. You wobbled around. You're too drunk for this. You should stop drinking. Or stop drinking this much.   "What do you care where I am gonna end up to? Will I get murdered? Or not?" - you made no sense. "And I am perfectly fine for your information. I'm not that pretty to be murdered.” - he laughed harder. "Don't you laugh at me, you moron." - you came back just to hit him. He welcomed your hits. He caught your hands, locked his gaze on you and then he kissed you.. You stopped breathing for a second, you stopped crying, you stopped hitting him, and stopped screaming at him. World stopped spinning for that ten seconds too.  "Stop it, you're drunk, Tae." - this was not the first kiss you shared, every time Tae drunk as an ass when it happened, every time you stopped him telling him he's drunk.   "No I am not, I'm sober as a cop tonight. Remember?"      

JUNGKOOK

I think it's understatement to say you are crushing on Jungkook. It's been too long to even remember when this started for you. He's the best friend of your brother. He's always at your house, since you were 8, and he moved down the street, and stole Michael's bike. So Mike ran back to your mom crying to go  and retrieve the bike Jeongook stole. He didn't stole it, per say, he just borrowed it. For a couple of hours, to drive, without giving it back to Mike and ignoring him all together, later stashing it in his garage as his own. Okay, he stole it. But he was not a bad kid. Then he kept getting Mike to play with him, you were somewhere there playing sometimes with them, sometimes with Anna across the road. School started, years passed, and puberty came. Some of you, him per say got handsome, muscly, jawline got sharper, and he got taller. Long story short, puberty hit him like a truck, no, even better, like a bus.  You for example, almost got hit crossing a zebra of adolescence, but the puberty saw you just in time so you didn't get hit at all. Puberty got out in a hurry at the crime scene with a simple sorry. You got to work for your beauty yourself. Pluck those bushes above your eyes. Strip the mustache that Jeongook didn't even grow out, yet somehow you had it. Shave your legs. Buy pushup bras, that didn't do wonders for your non existent boobs, because in order for push up bra to work it needs little some-something to push - up. Girls got prettier day by day, and you got more and more friend-zoned by Jungkook day by day. He started dating, you started extra curriculum activities. He was going to parties, you were going to poetry slam nights at the local coffee shop. Until one night, he was knocking at your window at 2 am. You heard a knock while finishing a book, yes, at 2am. A crying mess. You opened a window, expecting Mike to sneak in as usual. But when dark figure that was inside your bedroom, pulled down the hoodie, you almost screamed. His hand found your lips, and shut it quickly. "shhhhhhhhhh.. " - he looked at you once more, moonlight only thing that was on at this our, making your face barely visible - "were… you.. crying?"    "What?" - you remembered the book - "uhh, no, allergies."  "At night?" - he laughed.  "It's that bush you climbed on, I swear to god, imma make dad cut it down."  "Don't" - he said alarmingly, - "How am I gonna sneak into your room at night then?"  Your heart skipped a beat at this teasing he always did even though you looked like it didn't - "You'd just have to stop doing it." - he made a fake crying face - "Why are you here, now?"    "Kaitlyn threw me out, her parents got home early from their business trip." - he joked. Or Jacob came early, you chuckled.  "And you told your parents you are at??"  "at yours.. I mean Mike's. "   "Of course." -irony came out. "Are you mad?"   "Well you literally barged in my room at 2am.. It's not like I am happy.." - you grumbled, sitting back on your bed.   "You're the only girl in our school, no, town, who would be mad I got into her bedroom at night." - he jokes, "Cocky much?" - but see you're not laughing with him, - "Or I could leave."   "And where would this gentleman go, to who's girl bedroom in this time of the night?" - your curiousness got to you.   "No one's, Kaitlyn and I are official now." , Except she's cheating on you, you thought. "My ass you are." - you muttered to yourself, "But here you are." - you sounded bitterly.  

"You know that you don't count, Y/N. " You arched an eyebrow. "Does she know that though, Jeongook?   "She doesn't have to know. It' not like anything is gonna happen. C'mon, You're not gonna throw me out.."

"Maybe I should."   "But, Y/N, I don't have anywhere to go." What do you do when a poor puppy comes to you for help?

"I guess you can sleep on the floor. You know where the blanket's are, don't touch anything else."   "Thank you. I won't."  You usually wake up hugging a pillow. Today you hugged something more stiff. Longer too. Bigger too.  Warmer too.  Also smelled nice. You nuzzled your face into it, not opening your eyes once. His arms wrapping in a perfect loop just for your shoulders to fit in. You continued to sleep. After fifteen minutes the alarm started ringing. You snoozed it by memory and turned your back to the "pillow". He hugged you tight around the waist. Pressing your body to his. "Good morning, Y/N."  

Waaaaaaait, wha--? Your pillow doesn't talk. Or smell. Or hugs you back. "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THAT YOU'RE DOING? I TOLD YOU TO SLEEP ON THE FLOOR."

"No, mid night you said I can hop on. You even took my hand, played with it, laced your fingers with mine. And told me the truth." - he said sleepy voice. Oh gosh you could wake up to this every day. Wait what truth?   "Jeongook?"   "Yeah?"   "You know for a fact I sleep talk shit."

"No."  

"No?"   "I know for a fact you sleep talk the truth you usually hide. Like the when you saw Mike hiding the gummy bears in the ziplockbag under the hollow box. You told me that while sleeping, and I found them and then we ate them together without him. I still remember his face when he found a FUCK YOU!note." - he laughed wholeheartedly, eyes closed. This feels so casual and nice. Why can't I be Kaitlyn, I'd never cheat on him.   "You're missing the point here. What did I tell you?"   "Nothing. Get up, we're gonna be late to school."   "Since when do you care?"   "Since today." WHAT THE HELL. He left. Through the window. "We have doors, you know."   "I know." - He smiled back. He went insane.   ------   Lunch break. You spotted Jeongook, alone.  Now's the time. You took him by the hand. He let you. You dragged him across the yard. He let you. You hurried. He slowed you down. You sat at the far back bench. He stood next to it.  

"Sit." you ordered.

"Why?" he asked. "Just for five minutes."

"Okay"   "Tell me what I said tonight."   "The truth."   "I got that, dumbass. But what did I exactly say?"   He took your hand, taking you by surprise. He laces your fingers with yours. Slides across the bench closer to you. Clasping your hands together. You kept watching your hands intertwined. How a nice feeling to feel. Your eardrums had a beat of your heart on them. Blood rushed from your to your head and you could swear to god you could feel it. His lips parted, his hand played with your fingers.  "Don't be with Kaitlyn, Gookah." - he suddenly said. You still kept quiet. Lips pressed into a thin line. "Why?" - he said in more masculine tone. He was finally telling you what you wanted to know. And it terrifies you. You knew what he did. He did the Ken and Barbie thing you did as a kid. You stopped breathing. You can't look him in the eye.  Still playing with your fingers, leaving slow and gentle touches all over it, how you probably did to him yesterday - "She is a bad person."   "How do  you know?" - You were afraid of this.   "I saw her.." -Oh god you didn't say this.   "and?" - he was asking questions to you on purpose.

"and it's not on me to tell.. " - Yes that’s where It should end.   "but?"   "but.. She's two timing, she is with Jacob. I am sorry." "It's okay."

You stopped his monologue. "I am really sorry. It's not a way to find out. "   He stopped you, now, mid sentence - "I am not finished." He looked you in the eyes. He continued. Oh god, no.

"But I'd never do that to you." - You prayed hard this isn't what you did say in your sleep. "I know."

"I'd never cheat on you, Gook." - All life you had left in your face, vanished.

"I'd never cheat on you, Y/N."  - All life that had left you, came back. Your eyes warm. His voice honey like. "I know."   "Can I got on the bed now?" - His smile smug. You didn't call him up, after all. "If you're cold." - He took you from the bench, put you on his lap, whispering "I am cold, Y/N."

It sent shivers down your spine, as his lips found yours, fitting perfectly into each others. Low on breath, he stopped, just to say -

"Don't cut that bush for real now."

"Stop lying I invited you to my bed, you freak."

"Will you invite me now? "

"I don't know. Not yet. You can sleep on the floor like yesterday."

"But I didn't sleep on the floor yesterday. Oooh" - He wanted to hug you much closer than he physically could.