#stan is my biggest kin lol

[yhuckloop]

fuck yeah 🤣🤣🤣

[mikiruma]

i wonder if im "that guy" of any fandoms. like i already know since im attached to my faves at the waist im gonna do/say some weird shit but i wonder if i leave lasting impressions

[ughgclden]

bee, love, don’t apologise, please, it’s okay, and first and foremost, are you alright?? i hope you’re taking care of yourself, love, but i understand, i don’t think there’s been a year since third grade that i haven’t gotten pneumonia in the winter. I hope you’re feeling alright!!

honestly, dead poets society is one of my only personality traits anymore, i find myself drawing parallels to it constantly, for no reason but i love thinking about it. i’ve watched it so many times at this point, it’s,,, concerning. those tests always take me way less time than they give me, and i used to feel really awkward, i remember i took a bio one once, four hours they gave me, 45 minutes in, i was finished, and the moderator didn’t believe me. i aced it too, like the silly little neil kinnie i am. i’ve gotten used to the ‘worse’ side of being a neil kinnie, and honestly, now that my mum isn’t as controlling about everything as she used to be, it’s easier to deal with. i remember once, i’d gotten an 89 in algebra, and she threatened to pull me out of the fall show. that was a neil perry moment if i ever had one lol. the biggest thing these days is just imposter syndrome, imposter syndrome like oh you’re not hispanic enough, but also, you’re not queer enough, nonbinary enough, things like that. It’s exacerbated some days, but i try.

i watched the it movies on my cousin’s hbo,,, i may or may not have used it without her permission since she forgot to log out of my computer, but that’s neither here nor there. i remember having such a hard time taking the first one seriously initially, because of all the new kids on the block jokes, having a mum who was obsessed with them made it hard, especially when i actually got them all- in truth, the only midnight premiere i’ve been able to make was the force awakens, and i had school the next day too. i’m definitely a richie kinnie, and i have the internalised homophobia (only towards myself though) to prove it /hj my waterbottle has both a sticker of neil on it and a sticker of the r + e carving on it. in case there was any doubt about me lmao. stan kin makes sense for you, honestly, i can see it, i can see it.

okay so listen- no really, i’d bought them with the intention of only drinking half of one that night and spreading them out like that, but then came 9:45pm, and i had a research paper (on womens’ pockets/lack thereof) due at 10am that i simply hadn’t even started, so i downed them all in an hour and got the paper turned in at 5:56 in the morning. but i scare you huh? /hj bee, you’re too sweet, in truth, i’m fairly inelegant, but i try, as for the comforting and cosy, i’ll take you at your word, since that is something only someone interacting with me could discern. i do try to be kind to others for the most part. mainly i think because i’m usually on the other end of mean people.

i’m just perceptive like that bee, i dunno what to tell you, something just tells me, you know? /j and thank you, i always feel a little silly talking about it, because most of the tattoos i want are dead poets society tattoos, i guess some part of me, within the part of me that feels so incredibly tied to it, feels as if if i were able to get a tattoo i’d owe it to the movie in some way, if that makes any sense. i’ve already begged a friend of mine to go with me to get my first once i get to new york, the question though, is what to get first. i’ve got time to make a decision (for once in my life) i just spend a lot of time thinking about it.

honestly, i have never known a school rule to make sense. banning ripped jeans? banning dyed hair? it’s almost as if if they don’t stifle everything natural about kids expressing themselves they dont feel like they’re doing anything. but i digress. the same-sex couple rules were. awful. 12 year old me had enough going on without having an administrator yell at my friend and i for hugging in the courtyard and not leaving until we were a foot apart, but hey.

okay, jumping over a fence to go to a mcdonalds? how coming of age indie movie manic pixie dream girl of you /hj

200k words, is that a challenge? also ahaha not at all like my italian uncle up there just opened a ‘pizzeria’ /hj but mob!star au? might be a project i should start… granted, i’m not as good a storyteller as you, but i can try.

when i was little, i wanted to revolutionise things, i guess. i even actually wrote out a campaign, i wonder if its still somewhere. thank you for believing in me, but these days, bee, i’m thinking less about changing the world, and more about making it the next few weeks, and then the ones after that. little star was aware of so much, but also so little. i wonder what they’d think of me now, honestly.

i did, in fact, teach archery, it was so fun but my arms got SO SORE, and the kid who challenged my archery skills seemed surprised when i actually,, hit the bullseyes. my inner susan was happy then. incidentally the experience is also why i made a playlist called “touchstarved and wanting to teach you to shoot a bow” which low-key slaps when i’m lonely. and bee omg i cannot believe you said im better than susan pevensie i will be thinking about this for the rest of my life thank you- and yes, yes it was named aslan, however did you guess? /j prince caspian<33333

i’ll let you know my results from the tournament, as soon as they come out, and i say this having just put on pjs after taking off my suit, and sitting in the room with my cat in my dear evan hansen hoodie, frantically refreshing the results page because i’m anxious and impatient.

i hope you have a good night, with fitful and restful sleep, i’m sorry this got to be so long, but you know me, i certainly can talk. i’m honestly shocked i even made it to finals, considering i was running off four hours of sleep, having gone to bed at three last night. whoops.

all my love, hugs, and a warm mug of tea,

yours,

star✨

p.s i said yes so that?? happened?? it honestly feels surreal but we’re not gonna be in the same place anymore come the end of this year, so that’ll be something to deal with

P.p.s might just start adding spanish or latin or russian phrases to these if i keep having to translate your cute french bee /lh /hj

star my love, i know you said don't apologise, but i think the word 'sorry' makes up about 60% of my vocabulary. i'm okay!! was just a bit icky, but luckily i've recovered now!!

that's so nice - and again, makes so much sense for you. i think you would work perfectly in welton, i know it. i love bringing the messages from that film into my own life, as silly as it may sound. i'm astonished, and so fucking jealous of you. i used to finish tests maybe half an hour early, but hours is so impressive??? fun fact i did finish my physics final in about 45 minutes and slept for the other hour <3 neil would b proud my love!!! oh my god - i'm so sorry that happened??? but that is also so neil kinnie??? it seems futile me saying this, but i assure you that you are hispanic enough, and queer enough, and non-binary enough. you are enough, period. more than enough even. imposter syndrome is the worst, and i'm so so sorry you're dealing with it.

she did that to herself, you just saw an opportunity /lh a midnight premiere of the force awakens sounds so cute though omg - i hope you had the absolute best time. the r + e carving actually broke me. as a die hard reddie shipper since 2017, seeing the movie make it basically canon?! had me a mess in the cinema.

you are ridiculously comforting and cosy, everything about you feels like a warm hug from a familiar face and i love it. and the way you write is so smooth, it makes me think of a quill smoothly gliding across parchment, the deep black ink unsmudged and pristine. that seems a little pretentious of me, but oh well.

i also want some dps tattoos!! i desperately want "and still we sleep" from todd's poem, and was also so so tempted to get an outline drawing of meeks + pitts dancing on the roof. i love that, and i can't wait until the day you get it, whichever one it may be. my one concern is becoming addicted to them and making my bank account suffer - at least my piercing obsession is a little easier to fund /hj

i've NEVER gotten that - they claim it's 'distracting' but how on earth would it be?? when i got to college, no one was distracted by my dyed hair, and i certainly wasn't distracted by other people's outfits or painted nails. you were yelled at. for hugging. a friend.. what the fuck is wrong with these people??

just call me ramona flowers star /j it was possibly the highlight of my school career, sans hiding in the back room of the music room to avoid a maths test

i bet you're an amazing storyteller, if these letters are anything to go by. it would be a new york times best seller, i know it

we all have to take things one step at a time, i think. that's the only way i really get through things if i'm honest. one day after another and the cycle repeats. i love wondering what young me would think of me now - i'd probably be intimidated of myself, but i like to think i'd be proud that i'm still here, pursuing something i love

that playlist. sounds nothing short of sheer perfection. i too am touch starved and want to teach someone to shoot a bow - even though i.. cannot shoot a bow... but i can wield a sword so, it's close enough.

i saw your message about the tournament results - im so fucking proud of you!!!! you deserve it so so much and i couldn't be happier for you. see, your words and ideas are changing the world, even if you don't realise it.

ps; that is so fun???? omg im so happy for you star, you deserve tis <33 i hope towards the end of this year whatever happens leaves you both happy, no matter how far the distance.

pps; omg no.. please don't do that.. aha that would be awful... definitely wouldn't make my heart race.. haha not at all

all of my love, star. pardon the pun, but you are out of this world ;) i'll leave you with one of my favourite quotes;

il n'y a qu'un bonheur dans la vie, c'est d'aimer et d'être aimé <3

[astronomy-is-cute]

woah pinned post pog :0

other names n pronouns for the day (sam, wynn, or mayven or dave r always good tho): victor or bean, he/it

dni + about below the cut

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any other dni criteria i may have forgotten

about

hey hi howdy i'm sam! i'm 15 and queer, greyromantic, aceflux, and polyamorous!

i have four partners, only two of which have tumblr!!! they're @/thecatboyfriend and @/fancyfroggiebee!!!!!!! :3!!!!

i'm diagnosed with depression and anxiety but i'm self diagnosed autistic and/or adhd dnfhshdh

interests

homestuck

dream smp

undertale and delta rune

bnha

ddlc

the owl house

spop

fnaf

steven universe

atla and lok

glitch techs

heathers

hunter x hunter

warrior cats

furries

kipo and the age of wonderbeasts

kin list

janus sanders (sanders sides)

mai (atla)

zuko (atla)

himiko toga (bnha)

denki kaminari (bnha)

shinsou hitoshi (bnha)

todoroki shouto (bnha)

jirou kyoka (bnha)

uraraka ochaco (bnha)

bakugou katsuki (bnha)

kirishima eijirou (bnha)

lapis lazuli (su)

spinel (su)

can u tell i have mommy issues, daddy issues, and abandonment issues yet

natsuki (ddlc)

monika (ddlc)

frisk (undertale)

werewolves

vampires

foxes

bunnies

cats

demons

angels

moths

miko (glitch techs)

bunnies

amity blight (the owl house)

connie (steven universe)

and theres definitely more im forgetting abt here lol

rose lalonde (hs)

dave strider (hs)

jade harley (hs)

my other blogs

@wynn-does-witchcraft-0w0 - my witchcraft blog

@samssecretselfshipblog-xx - my self ship blog

@mowogaii - my mogai blog

@letelwynneatglitter2k21 - my chaos fam blog

@the-cin-sys - system blog

[almondscroissant]

I really don't want to come across as petty but do you feel Liam's team has moved even further away from music? I totally understand covid and all that but I feel as if they're making Liam all about the social media stuff now. I know he does the concerts and his videos are fun too and this is probably getting him new fans which is a plus. I just feel they aren't promoting a singer anymore. Idk, I feel someone should paste the if you aren't having fun, leave gif on me and send me on my way lol.

Hello!! I think that’s a fair criticism tbh, and one I’ve definitely had at various points of Liam’s solo career 😅 A lot of fans just don’t believe in Kin’s ability to promote anyone other than an athlete, and they seem to be following that playbook (sports pun!) with Liam for sure.

I would honestly love to know if all this Tik Tok stuff is actually translating into new people streaming his music. It might be! They made a big deal about breaking records on the app but I have a feeling that had a lot to do with 1d stans wanting to see who might show up at his after show, and as has been made abundantly clear in the past, 1d stans don’t care about Liam.

My biggest issue with how they promote Liam is (and maybe this is me being too precious about him lol) how they can’t seem to give him, the person, room to shine on his own. He is always Liam the Boyfriend, Liam the Father, Liam the Boy Bander. And it sucks because as we’ve seen over the past year with his videos and opening up about his mental health is that he’s incredibly likable and charming as Liam Payne and Liam Payne is enough on his own.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m thrilled he’s been doing these Veeps shows and still focusing on music in that way, but I agree. I wish LP1 and his other songs were handled with the same passion they seem to be giving his Tik Tok account lol xx

[unironicduncanstan]

[UNI’S LPS LORE DROP BITCH]

so ,,, i used to collect littlest pet shop (mostly the 1st and 2nd gen ones bc yall i am old) and theyre long gone now but. these are some of the lps i remember playing with and giving distinct personalities growing up. most of them didnt have names at all so im just referring to them with numbers and pictures. also warning it gets pretty Dark bc weird kid culture but here we go;;;

the first is #11 and #86. they were my absolute FAVORITES, a mother and daughter duo, a lot of their stories revolved around the kitten getting lost and the mom having to get to her, or the kitten dying and the mom having a mental breakdown. 11 mostly acted as a single mom but sometimes id cycle out different potential dads, usually the dog lps bc i did Not care abt the actual scientific lack of interspecial breeding possibilities

#25. a basic white picket fence ass dude, really common choice as the ‘dad’ in the above situation, he also was not immune to being ‘killed off’ for angst. was also cheated on a couple times by 11 (THOSE WERE AUS THO,,, DONT CANCEL HER ITS OK TO KEEP STANNING)

#200. she was #11s best friend, I think her name might have been hannah??? anyways if the mom and dad were killed off sometimes she’d “adopt” #86. but usually only after #86 fell into the custody of a terribly neglectful parent for a while and had to be rescued bc again, in my gay neurodivergent little brain peace was never an option

#487. another love interest for #11, usually competed with #25 in an almost edward vs jacob type battle of cool brooding boy and average mcfamily man. he was a big fav

#672. number #487s sister! usually either helped him get #11 like a wingman, or i’d flip the cards and make her manipulative and sabotage 11 bc she didnt think she was good enough for her brother. the personality switches id give characters were rly like. getting the bad ending in a video game,

#44. YET ANOTHER,, LOVE INTEREST FOR THAT ONE CAT,,,, but it was one sided and he always lost. poor friend zone ass simp im sorry man idk why you deserved that 😔 i think sometimes though id pair him with #200/hannah at the end. cant get the girl date her best friend idk i was 8 my morals were not always applicable to the adult situations i created

#14. SO I,,,, i ended up with three of these. and in the end i made them triplets that performed for the circus and were unhappy in their life of exploitation. i think sometimes they would. form a sui pact to escape their torment.

#137. HIS NAME WAS FUCKEN CHEESE

Groovy goat / unnumbered. I remember she was spanish to me but spoke mostly english, this decision was made bc i was an extremely white american child, and she was almost always involved somehow in a story bc she was my favorite design ever. anyways she usually was a model that would give a struggling lps a ‘makeover’ like that one scene in any dramatic disney live action film ever made

#464. another fav bc of her design omg. she was like a little sweetheart and would often play the role of ‘baby’ for any species i didnt already have designated ‘babies’ for. BUT, when i’d play with the other hamsters (we’ll get 2 them in a sec), i made them all the same age and theyd all crush on her at the same time lmao the DRAMA

#34, #35, #36. they were brothers and in order from left to right;;; biggest brother and a leader+positive role model, then the punkish middle brother that didnt like to listen and would often get them all in trouble, then the youngest nerdy brother that was naive and soft and did w/e he was told. they stuck together thru all their antics, except when #464 was involved, then theyd have a classic ‘fighting over a girl then realizing thats ridiculous’ arc. rly loved these guys cuz i always wanted a hamster so id pretend they were real animals sometimes too loL

#693. i got thsi in a mcdonalds happy meal but anyways she was a princess/queen/whatever and was very spoiled royalty. probably tried to behead some of the other lps idk. all she wanted was drama and money

#112. punk boy,,, usually paired with one of the ‘popular’ girls,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, oh my god did i government assign this dog duncan kin b4 td even existed yet

#48, #79 #42. !! HUGE FUCKEN BITCH ALERT !! (popular girls trio lol), i think a couple times i like, aged down #11 and got rid of the kitten for a ~highschool au~ where these girls bullied her but she ofc ended up stealing the middle ones man. and then other times i just paired the middle girl with #112 in a genuine ‘opposites attract’ ship . where were u guys when i was making duncney lps a thing tbh

#59. i love this guy but he was just an eccentric dork and mostly used for comedic effect

#43. love interest for #59 that he goofily fawned over till he eventually got the girl at the end of every story bc i loved cliches

#673. usually a mysterious adventurous girl from out of town that meets the mains in my story and befriends them/helps them out. also a close friend of the groovy goat character

“Paws off diary” Bull Terrier. ok this ones weird but he came in this lil electronic diary right (you can google how it looks to see what i mean) and there was this like, plastic bubble on top that he came in and you could stick him or any other lps in there and shut it securely cuz it was a diary so i. used it as like. a prison almost where id trap lps and the other characters had to ‘save’ them like they were rescuing a princess from a tower or smth. but it was usually just this lil guy. also he was given a name but i was kinda cheating skjdfsdf it was, “Max” bc that was always his name in the commercials for the diary--

#646 and #647, twin orphans separated at birth. did a lot of princess and the pauper esque ‘long lost siblings from different worlds’ reunion stories with these two

#94. so this one came with a head bandage and a little medical looking case to carry them in. i used the carry case as like an ‘ambulance’ or med helicopter to put ‘sick’ pets in and carry them to the hospital, and this pet had chronic illness so they were always the roommate patient at the lps hospital.

#10 and #142, the goldfish couldnt be taken out of the bowl if i remember correctly so. he felt sad and isolated but the seahorse was his best friend who was able to go anywhere so id stick him in the bowl with him a lot to hang out n make him feel better. solidarity

#463. i LOVED her design, so i used her a lot as just a friend to whoever i was playing with. she was also one of the bigger birds so shes the only one i remember really utilizing as a ‘this character can literally fly’ plot device. she also might have been magic i dont remember. ik whenever i did the circus story she was always in it

#37, #38 and #39. i lost the ‘girl’ one early on, like completely lost it and never found it again so idk what happened to it. so the story was the other two were brothers in a constant search for their long lost sister. sometimes id either have another lps be their sister or make a ‘found family’ trope out of somebody

#331. i had two of these and they come with little hats but i lost one of the hats so. evil twin story babey the regular one was a nice old pirate guy but the one with the hat was evil and nobody could ever tell the difference

#641, IM THE TRASH MAN! I START EATIN GARBAGE,

[pclkia]

About Me

Aliases: Specter/Spectre

Age: 17

Pronouns: They/them (or she/her if a close friend)

Note: Do not call me queer. I don't think it's a slur and I don't like people who think of it as such, but I don't want to be called weird or anything that is synonymous to it for my identity. Just call me LGBTQ+.

You can tag my gifs and memes and stuff as "me" or "kin" or whatever, but please don't tag any of my drawings or writing as such. I'm not against kin/soulbonding, but I'm not comfortable with people basically putting their entire identity into content that I'm already insecure about.

I'm generally a very angry, aggressive, and bitchy person so if that bothers you.. don't follow.

My trigger tag format is #___ tw. I tag negativity with #specternegativity.

More below the cut.

I don't really have a DNI anymore since it was long as hell and changed every day, so I just block if you're a scumbag. Proshippers, TERFs, prolifers, truscum, people who defend AO3 allowing child porn + racism on their site, and kink blogs are blocked on sight. No exceptions. No, I don't care how much or how little you post about it. I don't care how old you are either (i'm looking at the underage proshippers, being a minor doesn't excuse you from saying it's okay to sexualize minors). If I'm aware you are one, you're getting blocked. Please ask to follow if you are a Catholic, that religion is one of the biggest causes of my PTSD.

Don't interact with me if you post untagged NSFW. I'm a minor, creep.

Neo-Nazis, other fascists, and almost all communists (y'all caused the deaths of millions no matter what you say) will also be blocked. Fuck y'all.

Don't follow if your DNI just says "basic DNI criteria." That doesn't tell me shit.

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I rarely follow back. It's nothing personal, I just like to keep my dash clean-ish.

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Tag alcohol/drugs, incest, and pedophilia or else you'll be blocked. I have a catch all tag (#specter go away) if you wanna use that instead, but I doubt you do, so just tag your shit lol

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Old URLs: chilling-in-the-distortion-world

I'm in the PST/PDT timezone.

Sexuality: Bisexual

Race: Mixed (black, indigenous, white)

Country: Canada (no I don't live in Ontario LOL)

Political opinion: Left-wing, heavily against communism and fascism alike.

Languages: English, French (at a high education school level)

Not So Fun Facts

DO NOT CALL ME PET NAMES. IT IS A HUGE TRIGGER FOR ME AND IF YOU DO IT ON PURPOSE OR 3+ TIMES I WILL BLOCK YOU.

I have 2 dogs

I hyperfixate on Pokemon a lot. Particularly Palkia. If you have a problem with that because you're a crazy Dialga/Giratina simp that can't stand people preferring the "penis dragon," go away lol

I play the trombone

I'm a youngest sibling

I hate eggs

I fucking hate most adults.. like they genuinely make my blood boil.. y'all can start lecturing minors about respectful behavior when you stop making fun of teens for their interests, intruding on minor-oriented spaces, sexualizing minors, etc.

I've been a Pokemon fan since I was around 3- my first game was Pokemon Sapphire.

My personal favorite generations are 4 and 7, but I think Gen 5 is objectively better than Gen 7. Gen 4 and 5 are at about the same level of quality imo

palkia's existence gives me serotonin

Making Dialga stans mad also gives me serotonin

Giratina is the only one of the creation trio that I have mildly mild feelings about

I don't actually hate Dialga I just pretend I do but Dialga is one of my favorite legendaries

Fandoms

Pokemon (my blog is 80% Pokemon)

Destiny

Minecraft

RWBY

Wings of Fire

Warrior Cats

Vocaloid

My Sideblogs

[tiffgeorgina]

about the bastard babey!

hey y’all im getting kinda close to 100 followers so im just gonna make a quick abt so yall can like. know me and shit. adding a cut bc this is kinda long

-y’all can call me indigo or tiff idc lol. i do not kin tiff georgina, let me just put that out there. i just liked the url. any pronouns please. im lesbian and i reclaim dyke but not queer. call me queer and i will block you. nonlesbians don’t call me dyke or expect the same treatment.

-im 18 so keep that in mind if you’re like. 15 and want to message me. or if you’re +30 and want to msg me. just let me know how old you are if you’re drastically older/younger than me so i know how to interact with you appropriately yk?

-im the resident bootleg lady! yes im @indigo-boots and my list of bootlegs can be found here: https://encora.one/indigo +1000 recordings and counting! im currently closed to gifts and sales, but im open to trades so feel free to msg me to talk about boots or trade! respect NFT dates or die.

-i’ve been running this blog for a few months now, probably since the tail end of season 1 of black monday. i originally just wanted to claim the canon url, then i actually started posting my hot takes here and the rest is history. i will probably always be posting about black monday, the book of mormon, and falsettos here. yes i stan andrew what of it.

-im @tiffgeorgina on twitter and @socialjusticemage_ on reddit in case you see me over there. i literally just andrew post on my twitter so if you stan feel free to follow me uwu

-i think im like. the resident black monday stan. like if you go through that tag it’s all me babey! i track #black monday.

-i have a lot of black monday-specific tags. #open mic night is for asks, #men get pegged is blair, #women be shopping is tiff, #biggest set of nuts on ball street is dawn, #black moses is mo, #more flaming than fire island is keith, i had tags for the agent mills and agent fox but i forgot it :| #a million queue lawyers a million queue years to queue out is my queue tag duh, #slander is my tag for things i say outside the tags (it’s from episode 5 if you’re curious), #otp: partners. is my mo x dawn tag, and there’s probs more i don’t care to mention lmao

-my asks are always open, so feel free to yell about literally anything to me. black monday, fic prompts (since im starting to actually write), discourse, etc. anon is always on so idc what yall say uwu feel free to say things. on that note my msgs are also always open so if y’all need somebody to talk to about anything andrew-adjacent (especially black monday) feel free to msg me. also if you want to watch black monday msg me and i can get you a link (it’s SD but it’s better than nothing)

-this user does not tolerate: racism, homophobia, lesbophobia, biphobia, transphobia, transmisogyny, or other forms of bigotry or freakazoidism. be normal and also do not ask me about ace discourse or i’ll lose all my followers lmfao

-this user is also of the opinion that blair’s last name is spelled phaff, blair is gay, dawn’s last name is towner but it should’ve been darcy, and nobody at showtime PR knows how to do fuckin anything. 

-i listen to a shitton of musicals, including but not limited to: the great comet, falsettos, the book of mormon, mean girls, heathers, hamilton, six, we are the tigers, hairspray, cabaret, moulin rouge!, &juliet, beetlejuice, the prom, legally blonde, 13, be more chill, hadestown, and next to normal. i’ll probably post about all of these over here from time to time.

-i listen to a bit of kpop too, so you might see some idol gifsets here too (probably just my wife heo solji from exid let’s be real)

-im half ashkenazi jewish, so if i use the k slur don’t decapitate me bc if i ever use it it’s reclaimed uwu

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[alwayshaveneverholdd]

hi hi dear, i hope all is well <3 was wondering if i could request and ateez and txt compatibility if that’s ok?

i struggle to talk about myself a lot i’m ngl but i’ll try my best! so i’m a psychology student, i’ve studied psychology by choice at school since i was 14 so psychology is something i’m really passionate about however, i’ve always wanted to be an actress (didn’t go far with this, joined an acting academy for 3 years and then left because of my stage fright). i also really love dancing, i’ve been dancing since i was idk maybe 7 however 4 years ago i had to drop it because of health problems :/ (i still dance at home, always learning kpop choreographies).

idk if it helps but i’m an entp, 4w5. i’m actually really quiet until you get to know me. kinda lazy i’m ngl. really sarcastic, i bully all my friends. hate routines. hot and mysterious ✨😩 LMAOOO. i wouldn’t say i’m mean but i wouldn’t say i’m kind either, i wouldn’t say i’m anything actually, i’m everything and nothing at the same time. love analysing and learning (i loved chemistry and biology sm i’m so sad i couldn’t continue studying it). i like learning new languages but i have a habit of starting things and then not finishing them (just like this account) so i just know the basics of many languages. i spend most of my time watching cooking channels, kdramas and anime. love plants, animals (dinos <3), music and art and fashion. afternoon routine: camomile, book and classical music (i like to simulate a rich life even though i’m very much broke). into astrology and astronomy. again, idk if this helps, but my biggest kins are oikawa and gojo lolololol

and yh, i feel like i talked too much lmaooo my bad but yh, thank you very much in advance. i do hope your compatibility asks are still open but if not, feel free to just ignore this. regardless, i hope you have a great day/night <3

Hello friend, you are very chaotic and I STAN.

Also if rich people actually drink tea, read books, and listen to classical music then that's cool but I'm pretty sure that if we peeked into Kylie Jenner's house rn she would be lying on a mountain of cash and neglecting her child /j

LOL

Without further ado, I ship you with....

TXT: Soobin

This might be surprising, but I think Soobin would appreciate some adventure in his life, even if that adventure is a person. You very much seem like an adventure, and you seem to contradict yourself a lot lol and I think Soobin would be both perplexed and intrigued by this. Can't say I see things being too long-term, but I think y'all would have a fantastic impact on each other's lives.

Soobin would ask you to recite, in detail, the most fascinating psychology experiments AND THEIR RESULTS. And then he would prob cry when you show him videos of the monkeys and the iron mom vs cloth mom and of the babies crying when the adult figure made no facial expression big sad (I tanked AP Psych in high school whats up).

Soobin would be able to open up and try more things because of you, and you would be able to find comfort in someone who can keep up and wants to learn everything about you, even if you think there's too much. If you bully him he will sulk until you give him a hug or whatever but his friends will love you bc you can all make fun of and love Soobin at the same time. Overall big chaotic uwu.

ATEEZ: Seonghwa

Seonghwa would LOVE. to take care of you lmfao like if he could organize your schedule for you and help you out (even if you hate routine but then you also have an afternoon routine so explain THAT /j) that would be a big nut for him. I think a chaotic partner would balance him out a lot because he's so freaking weird about cleanliness and organization that when it comes to his personal life, MANS JUST WANTS TO LET LOOSE SOMETIMES OKAY even if that means going to a biology museum with you (I am not smart okay idk where biologists go).

Knowing you, he would DEFINITELY take you out for a night on the town, bar-hopping and dancing everywhere. He would ask you questions about psychology, sometimes really profound but also sometimes dumb like

Seonghwa: Do you really think I have OCD or is Hongjoong just being a dick

You: Being a neat freak isn't synonymous with OCD-

Seonghwa: DID YOU JUST CALL ME A FREAK WOW I THOUGHT WE WERE COOL

He would mess with you a lot lol and when you roast him it would be hilarious bc he would just get that LOOK on his face yk that look when Woosan teases him and you just know he's gonna get you back and it's a cycle and you guys laugh and laugh and take a nap.

Overall funny as shit relationship that is also very supportive and fun.