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yonkiibums · 1 month ago
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how much pussy does a man need to eat to be considered a carnivore?
⠀⿻ 😅⏱️𖢅 ᭢˚̣̣̣͙͏ ͏͏͏🌺𒂭ུ۪۪۪ 🐱♬⃝ ུ۪۪۪۪᳝۟ 𝓛 .
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tj-crochets · 1 year ago
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What baby quilt should I make next? Options are (clockwise from top left): shades of green, beetles and lizards and frogs oh my, buttons and butterflies, and rainbows and denim (it’s not actually denim)
I’m leaning towards the buttons and butterflies, because it’ll be a really really simple 3x3 or 4x4 patchwork, but I think I will like literally any of the other finished quilts better
I almost forgot to say, the fabric at the bottom of each fabric set is the fabric that will be the quilt backing
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fiddi · 5 months ago
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🍂🌰 ᶠˡᵃˢʰⁱⁿᵍ ˡⁱᵍʰᵗˢ 𐦍༘⋆.
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Tags ˏˋ°•*⁀➷
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mikeystrawberry · 7 months ago
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Still can’t do these quite yet but know that the sheets are ready to go for printing (lineart got turned transparent for gold foil!!)
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sylverbough · 3 months ago
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A comfortable abode
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senadimell · 2 years ago
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I am conceding that unless I do something about it, the floordrobe will be a constant in my life. Since laundry drying racks take up too much horizontal space, I am now looking into quilt racks
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tomorrowillbeyou · 2 years ago
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im a simple man. i see a post referencing the idea of houses as a living creature which reflect the state of the people inside them i think about tomatoverse i get upset rinse and repeat
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konakoro · 9 months ago
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Ooh, I had the first nightmare house dream I've had in a while. Kinda missed those lol
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abstraxx · 1 year ago
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Portland Deck Covered
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Ideas for a sizable, classic backyard deck renovation that includes a fire pit and a roof extension
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sicksoftperfection · 1 year ago
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Craftsman Kitchen - Dining A large arts and crafts l-shaped porcelain tile eat-in kitchen design example with an island, stainless steel appliances, granite countertops, shaker cabinets, medium tone wood cabinets, and a multicolored backsplash.
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starkeysprincess · 3 months ago
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╭꒰୨🕊୧꒱・・・DOVE!READER loves to capture memories, she's the kind of girlfriend who takes thousands of photos of Rafe, saving them into an album on her phone labeled "Lovey ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀིྀི". She'd make embarrassing coquette edits of him, posting them to her Instagram, only for him to comment "delete this." under the post.
When she's upset with him, the name "Rafael" rolls off her tongue easily, fully aware Rafe's name doesn't stand for anything, although she thinks it's funny.
She likes littering Rafe's face, neck, shoulders, and hands with lipstick marks any chance she gets.
One of her love languages is words of affirmation. She's always writing little love letters and notes for Rafe, sealing each one with a kiss, staining it with her lipstick. Rafe won't admit that he secretly cherishes each letter, his favorite note you've written, "I thought about kissing you today, and yesterday, and I will again tomorrow" stays in his wallet.
Her second love language is quality time, she doesn't care what they do as long as they are together.
Rafe isn't a big reader but he loves hearing her silky, sweet voice. Her fingers often play with his hair as she reads, leading to him falling asleep with his head in her lap most of the time. By the time Rafe wakes up, she's giggling, showing him the picture she took of him, which was him sleeping, his hair adorned with small flowers.
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layout creds to @2tarbell <3
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design-and-html · 2 years ago
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Bathroom - Traditional Bathroom Bathroom - mid-sized traditional 3/4 multicolored tile and ceramic tile ceramic tile and beige floor bathroom idea with recessed-panel cabinets, medium tone wood cabinets, a two-piece toilet, green walls, an undermount sink and quartzite countertops
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dryya-doesnt · 3 months ago
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Heirloom and Honor:
In which we feel the weight of our history and bear the burdens of our responsibilities.
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This took… way too long… here’s the background only version w all the little Easter eggs and such.
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Some progress images! From layout to finish.
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This is my most ambitious piece to date…maybe my last fanart for a while haha 😞😞
Some lore thoughts going into this illustration — feel free to ignore:
I was thinking this takes place in S2 in the Zianna Ro’Meave rescue arc, where Garroth returns to O’Khasis after many years to rescue his mother…He comes across their oldest (historically, the first in Ru’aun) cathedral and finds it in a wrecked and pillaged state.
The pious folk have pretty much abandoned the cathedral following Zane’s disappearance for 15 years and the Tu’la invasion was the nail on the coffin. The cathedral is completely barren of life except for the few intact stained glass windows that recount the history of the Divine Warriors.
Around this time it’s revealed that Garroth is the current holder of Esmund’s relic— is he anxious? Lost? Jumpstarting his quarter-life existential crisis?
I hope that everything here in this illustration captures my vision and conveys it to you. This is pretty much a love letter MCD HAHAHAHA
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screenpastel · 2 years ago
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Portland Deck Covered
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helioooss · 26 days ago
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synopsis: you’ve always been in love with sana…but she’s your best friend. and she’s straight. but you just love her so much that you’re willing to wait.
w/c: 7k+
warnings: angst, slow burn like usual. actually proofread (thanks grammarly).
a/n: i promise hard times p2 is coming, it’s just really long and i have to cut it down to at least 8k words LMAOOO
✧・゚: *✧・゚:*
it was one of those mornings where nothing seemed particularly special, but your world was about to change in ways you couldn’t have predicted. you sat at your desk in the architecture firm, your fingers gliding over your keyboard as you worked on some revisions for a new project.
the sun streamed in through the tall windows, casting a soft glow over the open-plan office. it was peaceful, the quiet hum of the air conditioner blending with the distant chatter of colleagues.
you had already been with the company for two years at that point, and most days followed the same routine: coffee stains on your desk, project meetings, drafting designs. your colleague and closest friend, jaehyung, would often pop by to gossip about office politics or the latest sports drama, but today, the usual hum of the office seemed more heightened — like something different was in the air.
and then she walked in.
you were so absorbed in your work that you didn’t notice chaeyoung from hr walking towards you until she cleared her throat. you blinked, looking up, and that’s when you saw her.
“this is sana,” chaeyoung spoke, gesturing to the woman standing beside her. “she’s new here, and i’d like you to show her around today.”
sana was beautiful, so beautiful that for a moment, you forgot where you were. her long dark hair framed her face perfectly, and her eyes sparkled with an easy warmth that made your heart skip a beat. it was awkward, the way you felt instantly flustered, but you swallowed it down, reminding yourself that this was work.
this was a professional setting.
“i’m y/n,” you managed to croak out, standing up from your desk and offering a hand. your palms felt sweaty, and you hoped she didn’t notice.
“nice to meet you,” she smiled, shaking your hand. her smile was bright, and it only made things worse. there was something about her that seemed so effortless.
“of course, likewise,” you replied, trying to keep your voice steady, but you could feel the awkwardness settling in your chest.
what were you so nervous about?
you led her through the office, showing her where the break room was, the conference rooms, and the layout of the design floor. your voice felt stiff, formal, and you hated it — sana didn’t seem to notice. she asked questions, laughed at your small jokes, and nodded thoughtfully as you explained the details of different projects.
it wasn’t until you reached the café across the street, where you both grabbed coffee after the tour, that the conversation started to feel more human.
“so, how long have you been with the company?” she asked, sitting across from you, her hands wrapped around her mug.
“two years now,” you replied, feeling a little more relaxed. “it’s a good place to work. lots of creative freedom, which is nice for someone like me who’s obsessed with details.”
she laughed softly. “i get that. i can already tell we’re going to get along.”
and just like that, you felt a small crack in the awkward wall that had been building up inside you.
as you both sipped your coffees, you couldn’t help but think how nice it was to talk to someone who seemed so easygoing, so similar to you in ways you hadn’t expected. but there was a tiny tension that you couldn’t ignore, a pull toward her that made your heart race. you shook it off. it was too soon to start thinking about her like that.
besides, you had minji…your girlfriend of six months. and you were happy, right? things had been going well with her, at least until recently, when she’d been distant and secretive.
you didn’t want to think about that now. not with sana sitting across from you, smiling in that way that made your chest feel tight. however, you couldn’t shake the feeling that something had just changed in your life. you didn’t know what it was, but it was there, lingering.
✧・゚: *✧・゚:*
weeks passed, and your life settled into a new routine. you, jaehyung, and sana became close, often grabbing lunch together and bouncing ideas off each other during project meetings.
sana was easy to talk to, and the awkwardness you’d felt when you first met her quickly melted away. the more you got to know her, the more you realised how similar you were: your sense of humour, your love for silly internet memes, even your taste in movies. it felt like you’d known her forever, and soon enough, you couldn’t imagine your days at work without her.
as your friendship with sana grew, your relationship with minji started to crumble.
you couldn’t put your finger on when it started, maybe a few weeks after you’d met sana…but minji had become distant. she canceled plans, avoided your texts, and when you did see her, it felt like she was somewhere else entirely. you tried to ignore it, convincing yourself that she was just busy with her bar job, but deep down, you knew something was wrong.
and then, one night, it all came crashing down.
you had gone to minji’s apartment, hoping to surprise her with dinner. you hadn’t heard from her all day, and something inside you told you to check in. when you arrived, you saw her through the window, sitting on the couch with someone else. their hands were intertwined, their heads leaned close together.
your heart dropped.
you didn’t even bother knocking. you turned and walked away, the image of them burned into your mind. your phone buzzed in your pocket: minji’s name lighting up the screen, but you didn’t answer. you couldn’t.
that night, you cried yourself to sleep. the betrayal cut deep, and the pain was overwhelming. you had trusted her, loved her, and now it was all gone. the next few days were a blur of silence and heartache. you barely ate, barely slept.
jaehyung and sana noticed something was wrong, but you didn’t have the energy to explain it to them.
it wasn’t until a few days later, during lunch with sana, that you finally broke down.
“minji cheated on me,” you confessed, your voice trembling. you stared down at your food, unable to meet her eyes.
sana’s expression shifted, her face softening with concern. “oh, y/n…i’m so sorry. i had no idea.”
“i didn’t either,” you muttered, feeling the tears sting your eyes again. “i thought everything was fine. but i guess i was wrong.”
she reached across the table and gently squeezed your hand. her touch was warm, comforting, and it made your heart ache even more. “you don’t deserve that. you deserve someone who’ll treat you the way you treat them, with love and respect. she lost you, remember that.”
her words were kind, but they only made you feel worse. because as much as you tried to deny it, part of you wished sana was that person. it was a selfish thought, one that made you feel guilty, but it was there, gnawing at the back of your mind.
you quickly pulled your hand away, not wanting to dwell on that feeling. she was your friend, probably your best friend now, and that was all she could ever be.
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the weeks that followed were difficult. you were still reeling from the breakup with minji, but somehow, having sana by your side made things a little easier. she was always there for you, whether it was bringing you coffee in the morning or sending you funny instagram reels late at night to cheer you up.
jaehyung, of course, teased you endlessly about how close you and sana had become.
“you two are practically joined at the hip,” he joked one afternoon, leaning against your desk with a smirk. “i’m starting to think you’ve replaced me as her best friend.”
“please,” you rolled your eyes, though you couldn’t deny the truth behind his words. you and sana had grown closer, and it wasn’t something you could easily ignore.
“you like her do you?” he asked in that teasing tone.
blood rushes to your cheeks, turning away from him with a scuff as you tried to hide a smile. “shut the fuck up.”
as the months passed, something else began to grow too: your feelings for sana. they were small at first, easy to brush off as just admiration for your friend. however, the more time you spent with her, the harder it became to push those feelings away.
the problem was, she was straight. she had boyfriends over the years, relationships that came and went, and you always stood on the sidelines, watching. it hurt, more than you wanted to admit, but you buried those feelings deep, telling yourself that her friendship was enough when in reality, you were suffocating in the feelings you couldn’t admit.
your college friends, jihyo and jisoo, noticed the change in you before you did.
“you like her, don’t you?” jihyo asked one night over drinks.
you froze, your glass halfway to your lips. “what?”
“sana; you’re totally in love with her.”
you opened your mouth to protest, but nothing came out. jihyo was right, and you knew it.
“you should just tell her,” jisoo added, her tone gentle. “it’s been years, y/n. you can’t keep holding it in forever.”
you shook your head, laughing bitterly. “she’s straight. what’s the point?”
“you don’t know that,” jihyo said, raising an eyebrow. “maybe she doesn’t even realise how she feels about you.”
you snorted. “yeah, right.”
“you know you don’t have to wait for her forever, right?” jisoo has a concerned look plastered on her face. “you’re allowed to see other people, too.”
“i know,” you heaved out a sigh, taking a full sip of your wine.
but the seed had been planted, and now you couldn’t stop thinking about it. should you tell her? would it ruin everything if you did? every time you thought about confessing, your chest tightened with fear. you couldn’t bear the thought of losing her, even if it meant keeping your feelings locked away forever.
✧・゚: *✧・゚:*
time continued to pass, and eventually, sana started dating jaehyung. it shouldn’t have surprised you, they had always been close, and you knew jaehyung had liked her for a while even though he never really told you. when he finally said something, the news hit you harder than you expected.
“hey, i just wanted you to hear it from me first,” he said one day, pulling you aside after a meeting. “sana and i are seeing each other.
your stomach twisted. you forced a smile, even though your heart was breaking all over again. “that’s great, jaehyung. i’m happy for you guys.”
and you meant it. at least, a part of you did somehow. jaehyung was your best friend, and if anyone deserved to be happy, it was him. the other part of you, the part that had been in love with sana for so long, felt like it was being ripped apart. you felt sorry for yourself.
you watched them together, always keeping your distance, always pretending like it didn’t bother you. sana was happy, and that was all that mattered.
months went by in an instant and whilst you were somehow satisfied with your place in her life, you couldn’t help but feel a growing sense of loss. every time you saw them together, laughing and holding hands, it felt like you were watching the future you’d never have with sana slip further and further away.
and then, one day, it was over. just like that.
“we broke up,” jaehyung said casually over lunch, as if it were no big deal. “mutual, though. no hard feelings.”
you blinked, surprised. “what happened?@
he shrugged like he didn’t just lose the girl of everyone’s dreams. “we realised we’re better as friends. it wasn’t meant to be. it felt…forced, y’know?”
you didn’t know what to say, but relief flooded through you, followed immediately by guilt. you had no right to feel relieved. this was jaehyung’s relationship, and yet here you were, glad that it was over.
“are you okay?” you asked him, trying to sound supportive.
he nodded, smiling softly. “yeah, i’m fine. honestly, it feels like the right decision.”
as much as the breakup brought you some sense of closure, it also left you feeling more confused than ever. because now, without jaehyung in the picture, you were left alone with your feelings for sana. and they weren’t going away anytime soon.
✧・゚: *✧・゚:*
over five years passed, and not much changed. you were still single, still in love with sana, still watching her live her life from the sidelines. dating people every now and then, only for her to dump them sooner before you could even have a full picture of their personality.
you kept busy with work — you were up on the chart now, and with friends, with anything that would distract you from the ache in your chest. no matter how much time went by, you couldn’t let go of her.
“waiting…as an act of love,” jaehyung said at one point, shaking his head at you. “will do you no good. just take the risk and tell her how you feel.”
“how did you do it?”
“you know, when sana and i dated briefly — nothing happened. we held hands and kissed, but it never went far from that. i think, deep down, she always had you in mind.”
“i don’t think she feels that way about me.”
“her life revolved around you then, what more now?”
as the years went on, the air between you and sana began to thicken, weighed down by something you couldn’t quite name at first. after three years of friendship, the kind of closeness that had felt inevitable, it was now something different. where once you shared every moment, every little thought, there was now a tension growing, a tension that neither of you seemed willing to address directly.
you had stayed single for so long, not out of choice, but because you couldn’t move past your feelings for sana. while she dated others and broke things off when they didn’t work out, you remained the steady constant in her life; the one who stayed when her world shattered.
you had tried to bury your feelings for her, to put them away in some hidden corner of your heart, telling yourself that being her friend was enough. but it wasn’t. it hadn’t been for a long time.
“so, any girls in your life yet, y/n?” jihyo eyes you, your eyes falling on the ring in her finger.
she had gotten recently engaged and all of your friends, including sana, had been invited to a celebratory dinner. you knew where this was going to go.
nayeon laughed, shaking her head. “who was your last ex again?”
before you could mutter a word, sana placed her palm on your back, rubbing it in circles. “c’mon guys, not minji again!”
“what makes you all think i can get a girl?” you joked, but not really. “you all scare them away.”
“at this point, maybe you and sana should just marry each other,” momo teased - but you knew she meant it.
“righto, i’m always going to say yes to sana,” you elbowed her gently. “ask me and i’ll say yes.”
meanwhile, sana just looked down and smiled. “idiot,” she muttered.
then came lisa.
she was like a sudden burst of color in your otherwise grey world. she was bright, funny, kind, and she understood you in ways that felt so effortless. from the moment you met her, it was like something had shifted in you; a part of you that had been dormant, that had waited and waited for someone to break through the wall you’d built around yourself.
it was something new.
with lisa came a new kind of tension between you and sana, one that was much harder to ignore.
at first, sana didn’t say much. she would make small, offhanded comments about how often you were spending time with lisa, or how she hadn’t seen you as much lately. it started innocently enough — just a teasing remark here and there. but soon, those remarks became more frequent, more pointed.
“so, is lisa your new best friend now?” she’d ask with a laugh that didn’t quite reach her eyes.
“no,” you’d reply, trying to brush it off, though the weight of her words tugged at something inside you. “you know you’re my best friend, sana.”
“how did you two meet again?”
“at jaehyung’s party, remember?” you reminded her. “she works for his firm, their new financial officer.”
“cool, she’s cute…you would look cute together.”
but it was more than that. she wasn’t just teasing. she was pulling at the threads of something deeper, something you weren’t ready to confront. because even though you could see lisa as your partner, there was still that part of you…the part that had always loved sana — that couldn’t let go.
as time passed, sana’s clinginess grew. she’d text you late at night, asking if you were free to talk, even though she knew you were with lisa. she’d show up at your apartment unannounced, acting as though it were perfectly normal for her to be there when you both had other plans.
you tried to give her the benefit of the doubt, telling yourself she was just being her usual self, yet there was something different now, something more intense behind her actions that you couldn’t ignore.
“you’ve been so busy lately,” she said one evening as you sat on the couch in her apartment, a movie playing in the background that neither of you were really watching. her tone was casual, but her words were loaded with unspoken meaning.
“work’s been insane,” you replied, trying to keep the conversation light. “jaehyung and lisa are trying to make me jump to their firm as the head architect but i got offered to become a managing director someplace else.”
sana didn’t respond immediately, and when you glanced over at her, she was staring at the floor, her jaw clenched tightly.
“you don’t have to make time for me anymore,” she muttered, her voice so quiet you almost didn’t catch it.
“what?” you asked, turning to face her fully, your heart sinking at the sadness in her tone.
“i said, you don’t have to make time for me anymore,” she repeated, a little louder this time. her eyes were still fixed on the ground. “you’ve got lisa now, right? i’m just…i don’t want to be in the way.”
you blinked, caught off guard. “sana, you’re never in the way. you know that.”
she finally looked up at you, her eyes sharp but tinged with something you didn’t quite understand. “am i? because it sure feels like i’m losing you.”
you felt the words hit you square in the chest. losing you? she wasn’t losing you. you had been there for her through everything. you had been the one who stood by her side when every relationship she had crumbled, and now she thought she was losing you?
“you’re not losing me,” you said softly, trying to soothe the tension building in the room. “i’m still here. i’m always going to be here.”
she laughed, but it wasn’t a happy laugh, it was bitter and filled with frustration. “you say that, but everything’s changed. ever since you met her, it’s like…it’s like you don’t have time for me anymore.”
you felt a lump form in your throat. “things haven’t changed, sana. i still care about you just as much as I always have. lisa and i are honestly nothing.”
“but it’s different,” she snapped, her voice rising with emotion. “it’s not like before. we don’t spend time together like we used to. you don’t call me late at night anymore. you don’t tell me things first. i…i miss you.”
her words hung in the air, raw and vulnerable, and suddenly, you realised that this was more than just jealousy.
she missed you. she missed the connection you shared, the closeness that had defined your friendship for so long. you were different now, and she couldn’t seem to handle it.
“sana,” you said softly, reaching out to touch her hand, but she pulled away before you could make contact.
“don’t,” she whispered, her voice breaking. “don’t act like this is all fine when it’s not. i know you’re falling for her, and i can’t handle it. i hate how much it bothers me, but i can’t…i can’t stand seeing you with someone else.”
her words cut through you like a knife. you had spent years loving her, waiting for her, hoping she’d see you the way you saw her. and now, as you were finally ready to let her go, she was pulling you back in, making you feel like maybe there was still a part of her that needed you in a way that went beyond friendship.
“why does it bother you so much?” you asked, your voice barely above a whisper, your heart racing as you waited for her response.
sana’s eyes flickered with multiple things; fear, uncertainty, something you couldn’t quite place. she looked away again, her hands trembling slightly as she fidgeted with the edge of her sweater.
“i don’t know,” she admitted, her voice so quiet you could barely hear her. “i don’t know why it bothers me so much. i just, i hate seeing you with her. i hate that she gets to have you in ways that i…that i never did.”
your breath hitched at her words, a flood of emotions crashing over you. there it was — the thing neither of you had ever said out loud, the cloud you had both danced around for years. she was jealous, not just because she missed you, but because she wanted you in a way she had never admitted before.
“sana…” you began, but she cut you off.
“i’m sorry,” she whispered, her voice thick with emotion. “i know it’s not fair. i know i don’t have the right to feel this way, but i can’t help it. i hate that you’re slipping away from me, and i don’t know how to stop it.”
you sat there, frozen, unsure of what to say. the truth was hanging between you, unspoken but undeniable, and for the first time in years, you saw it clearly. sana wasn’t just afraid of losing you as her best friend: she was afraid of losing you, period. deep down, even if she hadn’t admitted it to herself, she had feelings for you too.
“you’re not losing me,” you said again, but this time, your voice was steadier, more certain. “but things are different now, sana. i can’t go back to how things were before.”
“why not?” she asked, her voice laced with desperation. “why can’t we go back?”
suddenly, the last few years flashed inside your mind — from the moment you met sana until now; the premonition, feeling that you were going to fall in love with her eventually. the bottled feelings sit on the tip of your tongue, just waited to be spilled out. you love her.
you love her and that was it.
“because i’m in love with you and i would like to move on,” you finally said, the words spilling out before you could stop them, years worth of bottling up your feelings for a girl who could never love you back.
the room went silent, the weight of your confession crashing down like a tidal wave. sana stared at you, her eyes wide with shock, her lips parted as if she couldn’t quite process what you had just said.
“what?” she whispered, her voice trembling.
“i’ve been in love with you for so long,” you continued, your voice breaking as you spoke the words you had kept locked inside for years. “and i’ve tried to move on, i’ve tried to let go, but i can’t. it’s always been you, sana. and that’s why things can’t go back to the way they were. because i can’t keep pretending that i don’t feel this way.”
sana’s face crumpled, her eyes filling with tears as she looked away, her hands trembling in her lap. “i didn’t know,” she whispered, her voice thick with emotion. “i didn’t realise —“
“i know,” you said softly, the tears spilling over now. “i didn’t expect you to. i was okay with loving you from afar. to watch you grow old and have a family with the person you deserve, i’ve come to terms with the fact that it’ll never be me.”
for a long moment, neither of you said anything. the silence between you was heavy, filled with all the things that had gone unsaid for so long.
“i need time,” she finally said, her voice barely audible as she stood up, her movements slow and hesitant.
“sana,” you began, but she shook her head, cutting you off.
“i just need time to think,” she said, her voice trembling as she backed toward the door. “i’m sorry.”
and then, without another word, she turned and left, leaving you standing there, your heart in pieces as the weight of everything finally settled in: you lost her.
✧・゚: *✧・゚:*
the days that followed sana’s sudden departure were heavy with silence. you tried to keep yourself busy, immersing yourself in work and spending more time with lisa, but there was no escaping the thoughts that raced through your mind. you replayed the last conversation over and over, wondering if you had said too much, wondering if you should have kept your feelings buried like you had for years. you wondered if sana would ever come back to you or if you had finally pushed her away for good.
meanwhile, from the other side of the city, sana was on her own journey.
that night, after leaving your apartment, she had walked aimlessly through the bustling city, her thoughts tangled in a mess of confusion and fear. the rain had started to fall, soaking her through, but she didn’t care. all she could think about was you — your confession, the look on your face when you told her that you had been in love with her for years. it was a truth that had shaken her to her core, forcing her to confront feelings she had buried deep inside herself.
sana had always been someone who prided herself on knowing exactly what she wanted. in her relationships, she had always been in control, choosing partners that seemed to fit the mould of what she thought she needed. yet it had never worked out.
every relationship she’d had, no matter how promising it seemed at first, had eventually fallen apart. she had chalked it up to bad timing or simply not finding the right person. now, with everything that had happened between you, it all started to make sense.
for the first time in years, sana allowed herself to reflect on all those moments you had been there for her — every time she had called you in the middle of the night after a breakup, every time you had listened to her rant about the latest guy who didn’t understand her, every time you had picked her up, emotionally and literally, after things fell apart.
you had been her constant, the one person who never wavered, who never asked for anything in return. she realised that she had always turned to you, even when she was in a relationship, because deep down, she had always trusted you in a way she had never trusted anyone else.
then there was lisa.
she couldn’t explain the jealousy she felt at first. it had confused and frustrated her, making her feel things she didn’t want to acknowledge. now, as she looked back on it, she understood why it hurt so much to see you with someone else. lisa wasn’t just another person in your life; she was someone who had taken a piece of you that sana had always assumed would be hers.
the truth was, she had never seen you with anyone else because, in her mind, you had always belonged to her. not in a possessive way, but in the way that two people who are meant to be together belong to each other, even if they haven’t figured it out yet.
the days passed, and sana’s thoughts became clearer. she realized that she had been selfish, taking your friendship for granted, not understanding the depth of what you had given her. she thought about the way you had always been there to pick up the pieces of her life, even when you had nothing left to give. you had given pieces of yourself to make her whole, and she hadn’t even noticed.
standing on the edge of losing you, she saw it all so clearly.
no matter how many boyfriends she had, no matter how many times she tried to find love elsewhere, nothing ever felt right because it was always supposed to be you.
and now, she needed to make things right. she needed to tell you what she had been too afraid to admit.
one evening, after a long day of pacing her apartment and rehearsing what she was going to say, sana found herself outside your door once again. her heart pounded in her chest as she raised her hand to knock, her mind racing with a thousand different thoughts.
what if it was too late?
what if you didn’t want to see her?
she knew she had to try. she couldn’t let fear keep her from telling you the truth any longer.
you opened the door, your eyes widening in surprise when you saw her standing there.
“sana,” you said softly, your voice laced with hesitation. “i didn’t expect to see you.”
she swallowed hard, her throat tight with emotion. “can i come in?” she asked, her voice trembling slightly.
you nodded, stepping aside to let her in, though the tension in the air was palpable. you hadn’t seen her in days, and the weight of everything that had been left unsaid hung between you like a heavy cloud.
she paced the room for a moment before finally stopping in front of you, her hands fidgeting nervously at her sides. she took a deep breath, trying to gather her thoughts, trying to find the right words to explain everything she had been feeling.
“i’ve been thinking a lot,” she began, her voice quiet but steady. “about what you said…about us.”
you said nothing, waiting for her to continue, your heart pounding in your chest.
“and i realised…i’ve been so blind,” she continued, her eyes flickering with emotion as she met your gaze. “i didn’t see it before, now it all makes sense.”
“what makes sense?” you asked, your voice barely above a whisper, afraid to hope, afraid to let yourself believe what she might be saying.
“you,” she said simply, her voice filled with sincerity. “you’ve always been there for me. every time i fell apart, every time something went wrong, you were the one who picked up the pieces. and i didn’t even see how much you were giving up to do that. you’ve given me so much of yourself, and i’ve taken it for granted.”
you felt a lump form in your throat as her words sank in, the weight of everything you had been holding inside for years finally starting to lift.
“i’m sorry,” she whispered, her voice breaking. “i’m so sorry it took me this long to see it, to see what’s been right in front of me all this time. i was so focused on finding the right guy, on trying to make things work with people who weren’t meant for me, that i didn���t see that the person i’ve been searching for…it’s been you all along.”
your breath hitched, your heart pounding in your chest as tears pricked at the corners of your eyes.
“sana…” you start to say, but she shook her head, stepping closer to you, her eyes filled with raw emotion.
“i was jealous of lisa because she had you,” she admitted, her voice trembling. “because she was getting to be with you in a way that i never let myself even think about. i didn’t want to admit it, but the truth is i’ve always had feelings for you. i’ve just been too scared to face them.”
she took a deep breath, her hands trembling as she reached out to take yours.
“i love you, y/n,” she whispered, her voice cracking with emotion. “not just as my best friend, but as more. i’ve loved you for so long, and i didn’t even realise it. and i’m so sorry it took me this long to come around, to see what was right in front of me.”
you felt tears slip down your cheeks as her words washed over you, the weight of years of unspoken feelings finally being released. “i love you too,” you whispered, your voice thick with emotion. “i’ve always loved you.”
sana’s eyes filled with tears as she pulled you into her arms, holding you tightly as if she were afraid to let go.
“i’m so sorry,” she murmured into your shoulder. “i’m sorry for hurting you, for not seeing you sooner. but i’m here now, and i’m not going anywhere, my love.”
you held her close, your heart swelling with a mixture of relief and joy. after all the years of waiting, all the heartache, all the unspoken feelings that had weighed you down, sana was finally here. she had finally come back to you.
“i love you.”
“i love you too.”
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yuvany · 3 months ago
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What do they do when you feel overwhelmed with emotion? ;;;
pairing : enhypen hyung line x fmr ;; w.c : ~ 100/character ;; warning(s) : minor angst + fluff/comfort + not proofread!
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𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆 does his best. He asks if you need something, and he asks how he can help. He feels just as upset as you just by looking at your saddened state. Heeseung sees you curled up on the couch, hugging your knees close as you sniff and weep in silence. Heeseung approaches you slowly with caution in his steps, his hand snakes its way around your shoulders, causing you to look up at him. He doesn't ask what caused you to be so sad, so he sits with you in silence until you're ready to tell him what happened while running his fingers along your back to comfort you. "It's alright, princess. Cry it out." He whispers, pulling you onto his lap.
𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐉𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐆 frowns, knowing something, or someone had made you sad. He approaches your quivering state with a calm exterior, seating himself beside you. His warmer palm heats your spine, spreading a comforting feeling through your chest. You halt for a moment to look up at him, being met with his kind eyes causes you to burst in tears once more. He immediately hugs you close to his chest while muttering just the right words for you to ease the tension. "Do you mind telling me what happened, lovely?"
𝐒𝐈𝐌 𝐉𝐀𝐄𝐘𝐔𝐍 panics, immediately rushing over to you. He sprouts questions left and right, "do you want water?" "What happened? Why are you crying?" Poor guy is stressed, but calms down sooner or later. Brings you paper tissues and a glass of water without you having you request it. Wipes your tears with his thumb gliding along your cheekbones, and presses a soft kiss to your forehead, hoping for your mood to enlighten. Be ready for a cuddle session after.
𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐍 is shocked when he hears your cries. He is unsure what to do, but he does what he can. Sunghoon awkwardly scoots closer to you after entering your room when he heard soft sobs. "Babe, what happened?" His voice is gentle when he speaks, his eyes holding nothing but gentleness. You choke out a response, and he is quick to embrace you in a soothing hug, letting your tears stain his shoulder, but he doesn't mind, his priority right now is for you to be comfortable. He feels your breathing stabilise, and the room become silent when your cries come to a halt. "Feeling better, hun?"
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