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Familiar

Spence and reader claim to hate each other but he secretly buys and sprays readers perfume on his pillow because it’s the only way he can get to sleep after meeting her. Reader sees her perfume in his satchel or suitcase when they unexpectedly have to share a hotel room for a case and maybe a confession or just good ole “hate sex”

Summary: Spencer’s secret way to sleep is revealed in a moment of upset

Pairing: Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader (angst then fluff)

Content Warning: nothing

Word Count: 1.2k

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Spencer Reid is an arrogant ass. That's the first thing Y/n had learned about him when he couldn't even be bothered to get to the office in time for her introduction. It might have been petty but it was one of the most excitement filled days of her life, and she thought the team would share her joy like they had done for Kate Callahan, her mentor.

With Tara, Y/n joined the team after JJ went on maternity leave and Kate quit to have time with her baby.

Hotch took a quick liking to her, but he was pretty easy to win over with a few compliments about the art in his office done by his son and neat handwriting on her reports- something Spencer didn't have. Rossi, too, was easy, impressed by the brilliant new agents wit and observation. Tara and Y/n became fast friends, joining the team at the same time, and being the only women in the field with the team. Penelope loves everyone, and although she misses JJ and Kate, she's gotten much better at letting people in, especially after Y/n complimented her mermaid pen. Morgan took to flirting with her fast than he did anyone else, and he enjoyed her flirting back.

But Spencer... they just didn't click. A bad first impression led to some miscommunications and they were quickly enemies. He didn't do as well as she did at keeping things civil, and had been called out on his behavior by their unit chief more than once.

His mean streak is showing on a case in Massachuttes. Whether it's how cold it was or the complexity of the case, something has him tightly wound.

"We think the unsub's ritualistic behavior is because-"

Spencer cuts her off before she can continue explaining part of the profile to the local police department. "Agent L/n is wrong. It's too early to speculate on the unique signature."

He doesn't even look as she shoots him a glare, or Hotch's that matches her's in terms of anger.

Unsurprisingly, Hotch discretly drags them both into the conference room they're using, sending Tara back to the ME with some follow-up questions, and Rossi and Morgan to get dinner.

"This needs to stop." Hotch tells them sternly. Y/n wants to die hearing his authoritative tone. It's worse than being in the Principal's office. "There's no room on this team for whatever problem you two have with each other. We need to be able to function effectively as a unit."

She sinks further down in her chair, knowing that the team worked perfectly without her. It's not an easy connection to make that she's the expendable one. They'll be able to find another ambitious, young women wanting to advance her career.

"Sorry, sir." She says, biting her bottom lip in shame.

Hotch isn't as mad at her as he is at Spencer, and it shows in the slightly softened look he sends her way before looking back at Spencer. "Reid, I will not have you interrupting another agent like that. Is that clear?"

"She wasn't even paying attention when we were writing the preliminary profile with Morgan." He claims. She's guessing it's in reference to the inside jokes he wasn't included in. He looked annoyed about it then but his eyes bore into her with fury.

She wants to call bullshit on his accusation and hope it helps the churning feeling in her stomach, but she doesn't get a chance before Hotch snaps at him "Get it together, or you can go back to the hotel."

Although she wants to, Y/n refrains from laughing when she guesses Jack gets a similar- but much softer- punishment, probably having to pick between fixing his attitude or going to his room when he misbehaves.

Spencer doesn't look regretful, but he shuts his mouth and listens to Hotch's next instruction. "L/n, we're going to the dump site, I think we missed something. Reid, look through the video sent to the police of the first murder. Try and focus on the location."

She's grateful Hotch decided to split them up, but it's still a little awkward to be going with him after getting in trouble. She doesn't look at Spencer as she leaves, following her boss to the car.

"He was wrong for interrupting you," Hotch tells her when they're in the SUV.

She shakes her head. "I get it. I'm new on the team. My opinions don't have as much weight."

"They do to me." He assures her. "And everyone else."

That's all he says on the topic, and she's not about to gossip to her unit chief about how much she hates her colleague so the conversation ends, and they go about collecting information to catch the unsub.

Hotch tells her to call Penelope for some more information about the town's history. It's what Penelope says after giving her the information that raises her eyebrows. "How's my boy?"

"Morgan?" Y/n clarifies.

"Reid." Penelope corrects.

She's too mad at Spencer not to take the opportunity to complain about him. "An asshole. He cut me off while we were giving the profile."

She sighs, tapping the end of her pen against the desk. "I can't... he's had some bad things happen." Penelope starts, trying to be careful not to tell her too much of Spencer's secret. "And today's the anniversary of one of them."

Y/n isn't a monster, of course she feels bad for him. She hasn't looked at any of the team's files, knowing they're more than their worst moments.

"I'm not making excuses." Penelope assures her. "He just- it's not an easy day."

"Thanks for telling me." Y/n says. "And I won't tell him you said anything."

"Thank you, girl wonder. Now go catch that bad guy!" She's back to her cheery tone with her farewell, and it comforts Y/n.

After an ultimately uneventful takedown, they're going to the hotel after a long few days, and Y/n finally feels like she can put the whole day behind her. When Hotch hands out room keys, she realizes there's another problem. A problem that she really doesn't want to face at 11pm: she and Spencer are roommates.

He looks more annoyed about it than she feels, which only helps in making her feel more annoyed. It's an endless cycle.

In his first non-asshole move of the day, Spencer holds the door open for her, letting her into the room first. She groans when there's only one bed, although it's what she expected.

"Don't want to share with me, L/n?" Spencer asks, sounding unbothered.

His teasing tone catches her off guard. She supposes it's the lack of sleep that's making him delirious. "No, I'm okay." She squeaks. "You can shower first."

He heads to the bathroom after taking some shorts and a shirt out of his bag, leaving it sitting on the chair. She finally relaxes a little when the water turns on, scrolling through her phone to catch up on everything she missed.

Spencer's phone starts buzzing in his bag. She's torn between going through his stuff to get it and leaving it alone. Curiosity- which she would disguise as concern if asked- gets the better of her and she rummages through his stuff to find it.

The phone stops ringing by the time she pulls it out, only a number appearing on the screen with missed call. What she touches next to the phone is a perfume bottle. More correctly, it's her perfume. Not her bottle, but an identical replica.

Her mind searches for an answer about why he would have that, and she comes up with nothing. Surely he didn't get it because she has it... did he?

She's too wrapped up in what she's seeing to have noticed the water turn off and Spencer walk back into the room. She almost drops the bottle when he clears his throat.

"Sorry- sorry, I didn't mean to go through your stuff." She quickly apologizes in a panic, putting it back in the bag and handing him his phone. "It was, uh, buzzing."

"Thanks." He says, not even bothering to look at the number. He knows who it is. She can't even look at him, wanting to run away, but his tone tells her that he's not angry at her. "You saw it, huh?"

She looks up at him when she's back sitting on her side of the bed, a safe distance away from him. "I swear I wasn't snooping." She assures him.

"Otherwise, you might be weirded out that I have a bottle of your perfume." He says lightheartedly.

"Can I ask why?" She asks, although she's unsure if it's a question she wants to be answered.

Spencer sighs, sitting down on the edge of the bed, close enough that her breath hitches. "You were wearing this the first time I met you."

"I know that." She cuts in to remind him. "I wear it every day. It's my perfume. I want to know why you have it. Is it something creepy?"

"Depends on what you consider creepy." He jokes again, cringing at himself. He's never good in awkward situations, especially when it's her that he's talking to. "I have it because it's the only way I can sleep."

Y/n frowns, still struggling to put it together. "You can only sleep if you can smell my perfume?"

"Basically." He answers unhelpfully.

She shakes her head. "No. No, that's not right. You don't like me. Why would you need your bedroom to smell like me?"

"You remind me of someone. A scary amount." He tells her.

She laughs humorlessly. "Someone you hate?"

His expected affirmative answer doesn't come. "Someone I love."

He's making her heart do weird things it's never done before, and she can't seem to breathe properly around him anymore. "That's... I don't get it."

Spencer takes a deep breath before he launches into his story, his eyes never leaving hers. "Maeve was killed three years ago today in front of me. She was kind of the first girlfriend I had." Y/n nods, prompting him to continue while she takes in the load of personal information she wasn't expecting to get from him. "She was witty, kind, and so intelligent. And all of that reminds me a lot of you."

Her heart skips a beat, and she's sure her mouth is wide open. "I'm so sorry." She says. "That's horrible."

"It was." He agrees. "And it taught me a lot. One of the things I'm still learning is to tell people they're important to me when I have a chance."

"Is that what you're doing?" She asks softly like she can't really believe it's true.

He nods. "I'm trying. Y/n L/n, you're incredibly important to me, and I'm sorry I've been acting like you aren't."

"I get it now." She assures him, moving forward so she's sitting next to him. "I mean, I wish you told me sooner, but I can live with the fact you didn't."

"Thank you," Spencer says. "And I'm sorry if I weirded you out by carrying around your perfume. You're just relaxing to be around. It’s olfactory-”

She cuts him off. “Spencer?” He stops talking, looking for her input. “Shut up.”

He gulps when she leans forward, an inch away from his lips but he easily closes the gap to kiss her when his brain catches up. Her lips taste like her perfume in a non chemically way. More because it’s a relaxing, familiar feeling, even though he’s never kissed her before. He cups her cheek to kiss her more firmly, making sure she was actually there.

“I really like you.” He tells her when he pulls back. “Romantically.”

She laughs lightly. “Yeah, I got that. What are we going to do about it?”

“When we’re back in DC, I could take you out.” He offers, although he says it with too much enthusiasm for it to be casual.

“I’d like that.” She agrees. “A lot.” Maybe Spencer isn’t arrogant after all. Maybe he’s closer to learning how to tell people they’re important than he thought he was.

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shmaptainwrites · 3 years ago

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Teen Jack joining the drama club like hotch because he has a crush 🥺🥺 Jack starts getting interested with plays and how his mum and dad meet and Aaron’s a bit confused where this knew love for the theatre came about. But then during one of practices for the spring show where parents come to help out with the set, costumes and stuff (he brings Derek as well to help with building set pieces and stuff)

Dereks like “jacks got a crush man” and Aaron’s all like no he’s just discovered his love for the arts later in his teen years, and then he sees Jack and a girls rehearsing lines together and jacks blushing the whole time and barely even reading the lines because he’s looking at her. He’s so consented if she’s okay, if she’s feeling well, she gets a bit stressed and frustrated because she’s forgetting her lines and stuff and hotch just sees Jack making funny faces and telling her jokes making her giggle and laugh so she feels better 🥺 hotch doesn’t say anything even after that day only until opening night Aaron’s on the way to the theatre and he gets a message from Jack like

“can you please stop at the flower shop and get pink and white peonies please” and hotch is like “why…” and jacks like “you know why don’t act dumb old man 😒 don’t make me say it” and hotch just laughs at the message and goes to the flower shop to get the Peonies. Then at the end of the night Aaron sees Jack run to him as is like “do you have the flowers!!” and hotch just stares at him with so much love and happiness because he can seem himself in Jack, running around trying to find anything make the girl he loves happy.

He reply’s “ of course I do, and I also bought chocolates the girl I was trying to impress loved them as well” 🥺🥺 and then after when Jack get in the car he’s blushing so much and has a lipgloss stain on his cheek and he turns to his dad and goes “she really liked the chocolates” and that night Aaron lights a candle the first one in a while and tells Haley the whole story of Jack trying to impress this girl and he’s laughing and smiling retelling it. And it he ends the conversation like “oh Haley you should of been there you would have been so proud of our boy”

I’m literally crying whilst writing this it got so sad at the end and it’s my thoughts 😭😭

no bc this is so sweet wth 😭

aaron would be so happy for jack and it would bring tears to his eyes that he found someone to love and admire the same way he had which is just so special and he would make sure to allow her to feel welcome in their house and in their family any time jack had her over 😫 i’m so soft

send in your thoughts for jack’s jeudi

#ssavanessa22!#jack hotchner #aaron hotchner #jack’s jeudi

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winterscaptain · 3 years ago

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🌹

tbd. based on that tiktok trend.

“Oh, don’t worry about him,” you tell the man across the interrogation table. “He’s not going to bother us.”

His eyes keep flickering to Aaron.

“Don’t look at him,” you say with a laugh. “Why are you looking at him? He’s not going to help you.”

send me a 🌹and i’ll post a section from a wip!

#tali talks cm #ask games #ssavanessa22 #tali answers stuff

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reidyoulikeabook · 3 years ago

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Okay but the whole bau on love island 😭😭 Derek would be chatting up so many girls and Spencer would be so awkward and sweet he would do terrible on love island 😭and Tara and Emily would end up winning

😭😭 pls derek might start speaking to so many girls (but in a respectful just kind of Cheeky way he wouldn't go behind anybody's back) but then the minute penelope came in (i imagine her as like a 2 weeks in kind of entrance) he's just head over heels. game over for him. spencer is awkwardly dawdling and girls take turns coupling up with him as friends for the first few weeks because he's so sweet snd lovely and always has their backs and they invite him to join them for girls chats 🥰🥰

but i imagine luke comes in at casa amour and gets brought back and is just a JOY to be around. lights up every conversation and he & spencer make the CUTEST couple!! tara & emily absolutely couple up after doing a cat and mouse game around each other for like 3 weeks and then ultimately being like Fine Okay 🙄🙄 then they're just sat around sippin' wine giving advice to everybody (unsolicited half the time but still). the Queens. unbothered by any drama and unphased by the dates because they're like Oh you Really Think huh? wrong

hotch leaves after like a week but he acquires a really weirdly large following and people are Obsessed with him.

#i really will project criminal minds onto anything given the opportunity 😭#realistically no none of them will go in but in my mind? they are my little puppets and i sayDANCE #DANCE to the love island jig #someone asked amelia #ssavanessa22 #this got so long im so sorry

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laurensprentiss · 3 years ago

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3 and 10 :)

Thank you so much for asking!!!!! 💛

Criminal minds ask game!

3. Did you like profiler JJ better or liaison JJ better? Why?

Liaison JJ!! I think she was a great profiler and she really came into her own in the field, she could 100% hold her own physically and she’s a crack shot but I have such a special place in my heart for liaison JJ. I think in crime shows, especially procedurals, her position is something so seldom included and I think AJ embodies it PERFECTLY. She’s such a warm, comforting presence and it really undercuts some of the bitter, gory realities of the show.

10. Which BAU member is the best at their job?

Answered!

#asks #ssavanessa22

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inactive-luv · 3 years ago

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In response to you tags on your surrogate baby post I once found multiple sex tips books and a how to liven up sex in the marriage guide in my mums bedside table when I was 7 I was truly never the same again I think finding those books were my downfall 😶😟😟

EWWIE

bestie i apologize for your eyesight

#answered #ssavanessa22

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uncpanda · 3 years ago

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Holy shit just read the last part of foyett arc and it’s so beautiful I was literally crying whilst reading honestly incredible your writing is so good I’m reading all your dick grasyson one shots and I don’t even know who he is or the context I’ve never watched dc stuff 😭😭 your writings just so incredible and well planed and thought out!!

First off, I can’t advocate for Dick Grayson enough. That beautiful circus boy deserves the world. I would highly recommend watching young justice to get to know him!!!

Second I love the SoD brought out so much emotion!!!!! 🥰😍

#the ties that bind #ssavanessa22

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ssavanessa22 · 2 years ago

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could u do a blub with female or gen reader x spencer reid where reader planned a surprise for spencer for valentine’s day and he got called out on a case before he could come home a see it? preferably very angsty w whatever ending you’d like!

A/N: now normally I’m not an angst girl but since you asked so nicely I had to see what I could cook up 😙 I hope I did your prompt Justice!!

Valentines take 2

Spencer Reid x Fem! Reader

Spencer Reid had been looking forward to Valentine's Day for weeks. Y/N had hinted at a surprise that she had planned, and he was eager to see what it was. However, as luck would have it, a case came up at the last minute and he was called to help. Hours had passed, and he was still at the BAU, trying to catch the unsub.

As the day turned into night, Spencer realised that he wasn't going to make it home in time to see Y/N’s surprise. He tried to call her, but she didn't answer, and he knew that he had missed his chance.

When he finally arrived home, he found Y/n sitting in the living room, her arms crossed over her chest.

"Where were you, Spencer?" she asked, her voice tense.

"I'm sorry, Y/N," Spencer said, his heart sinking. "I was working on a case and I couldn't leave. I didn't mean to miss your surprise."

"It doesn't matter now, does it?" Y/N said, her voice rising. "You missed it. You missed everything."

Spencer felt a pang of guilt in his chest. He knew he had let Y/N down, and he didn't know how to make it right.

"I'm sorry, Y/N," he said again. "I'll make it up to you. I promise."

"How?" Y/N asked, her eyes narrowing. "You can't just make up for it, Spencer. You missed something that was important to me."

Spencer sighed, feeling the weight of her disappointment. "I know, Y/N," he said. "And I'll do whatever it takes to make it up to you. Let's talk about what we can do to make things right."

They sat down at the kitchen table, their tension palpable. Y/N explained how much effort she had put into the surprise, and how hurt she was when Spencer didn't show up. Spencer apologised again, promising to make it up to her in any way he could.

Talking for hours, trying to work through the hurt and disappointment.Spencer apologised over and over , promising to do better in the future.

But the argument lingered between them, and they went to bed feeling distant and disconnected. Over the next few days, they tried to work through their issues, but it was clear that the argument had left a mark on their relationship.

Spencer knew he had to find a way to show Y/N’s how much he loved her and valued their relationship. He decided to plan a surprise of his own, to make it up to her.

A few days later, he surprised her with a home-cooked dinner, complete with her favourite foods and wine. Y/N’s eyes widened in surprise and delight, and Spencer felt a wave of relief wash over him.

"I'm sorry, Y/N's," he said, his voice soft. "I know I messed up, but I hope you can see how much I care about you. You're the most important thing in my life, and I don't want to lose you."

Y/N’s eyes softened, and she smiled at him. "I know, Spencer," she said. "And I care about you too. Let's move past this and focus on the good things in our relationship."

Spencer nodded, feeling grateful for the chance to make things right. He knew that it would take time to rebuild their trust and connection, but he was willing to do whatever it took to make their relationship work.

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summary: Spencer does something Y/n didn’t like and now he has to apologise and make everything good again.

request: Hello! So I don’t know if you are taking requests…but if you are then could you possibly make a sad heartbreakingly angsty one where reader and spencer are dating and they have these small things that they always do like no matter what they’ll always like eat together (even over ft) or like just cute little fluffy things. But they get into a really huge fight and reader doesn’t think she can handle going through the rough patch anymore obit spencer just thinks that they can work through it so the next morning he cooks her her favorite breakfast or something thinking she’ll come down and eat with him like they always do and will proceed to do all the things they always do but she leave without saying a word to him? Be as creative as you’d like :) if not no worries!!

i couldn’t do the exact same thing you asked me to cause i felt like it was too mean but i got the main idea whatsoever! i hope you like it and i’m so sorry it got me this long to make this happen

couple: spencer reid x fem!reader

warnings: a little bit of crying and a little bit of angst but nothing too bad.

taglist: @ssavanessa22, @all-tings-gubler, @cance1medaddy, @doctorspenceryeet, @matthew-gray-gubler-lover, @nomajdetective, @reidselle, @hey-dw, @demigirl2007

Loving someone is learning their little things, knowing their behavior in certain situations, learning why they do the stuff they do, knowing what they like, but most importantly, knowing what they don't like, so you can't do them again.

That's something Spencer has learned about Y/n for the past years they've been together. He has never felt as in love as he feels right now, he's never been as euphoric to have someone who cares about him and whom he can be as open about his thoughts. He's always been afraid people are gonna run out the door as soon as they know what's going on inside, but she didn't. Once Spencer let her in–it was totally different from the rest.

She wasn't scared or weird out. She wasn't running as soon as she could. He felt loved, and he didn't want that love to end, he didn't want her to stop loving him, and he knew he could never stop loving her.

Spencer has learned the things she doesn't like, however, from time to time it slips through his mind, and he does them anyway. He apologizes, she forgives him, they cuddle and tell each other how much they love one another, they sleep, he wakes up and makes her breakfast and they sit down and eat it. It was like a routine.

Although, it didn't happen like that.

Spencer recalls what happened last night, how could he forget?

He made her cry, heavily crying.

He knows one of the things she doesn't like him, or anyone, doing, is raising their voices. Spencer hasn't, never ever yelled at her, but he raised his voice. He snapped, and he could look into her eyes and know it hurt her deeply. Her tears streamed down her face. He wanted to make them stop, he didn't know what to do, but he wanted to make them stop.

He couldn't believe he just did that when she has told him several things she doesnt like it. He tried and walked to her, tried to hold her in his arms, tried to kiss her head and make the pain go away, but she didn't want that, she stepped back, and Spencer involuntarily–, totally unconsciously whimpered. He whimpered at her stepping back, and not letting him touch her. His heart ached and his pout grew down on his rosy lips.

The frown more prominent, and the heart pain even more.

She shakes her head and walks upstairs. She wanted to be alone, clearly, but Spencer didn't want her to. He didn't want her to cry alone, he wanted–he needed to hold her in his arms and move her side to side and let her know it was all okay, and that he was deeply sorry, of course he was. He couldn't believe how bad he behaved, however, she wanted space, and even if Spencer was not good with it, he was gonna give her that.

They haven't been alright for a few weeks now. Fights and fights occurring. Him spending too much time at work, her not paying attention to him because she was busy with other stuff. It was like the time was never enough. Both of them wanted to be curled up next to each other, and hearing words of love, but that couldn't be possible, and all that tension grew to this.

It could be seen as a minimum thing, but Spencer knew it hurt her deeply, cause the reason she didn't like being yelled at, was definitely one they both shared in common.

He sighed, tears coming down his face as well, as his heart ached. He sat down, and curled up on the couch, hugging the blanket that was wrapped around her moments ago, and sighed. He felt his body aching.

He got up moments after, going upstairs and seeing her staring at the window, he whimpered, hoping she'd notice, and she did, only that she didn't look at him, which made Spencer's frown appear once again that night.

Spencer didn't know what to say, he knew he should apologize but now that she didn't even look at him he didn't know if she wanted to hear his apologies.

He got into the bathroom and filled in the bathtub, lighting up her favorite candles and putting her favorite bath bombs. Y/n knew what he was doing. Before they went to sleep, they got into the bathtub together to unwind and relax before bed. He was trying, but she was proud and stubborn.

He sat on the bathtub, hoping she'd come in so he could hug her, but she didn't. Spencer sat there sadly and got up covering his naked body in a towel, and walked to the bedroom where she was already in bed, sleeping.

He wanted to cry, they always cuddled before going to bed, she brushed his hair and he grabbed her pajamas which he made sure were ironed so she could feel the warmth of it and sleep comfortably, he made sure her pillows were perfectly for her and he brushed her hair, so it wouldn't tangle at night. He stared at her silently as he felt his body shiver at the cold.

He put his pajamas on, silently and sadly. He knew he deserved it but he was trying his best.

He finally sighed, defeated, and crawled into the bed next to her, feeling around for her waist to pull her in, but she complained in her sleep, and the young doctor sadly turned around.

….

In the morning, around eight, he woke up and saw her sleeping there, he smiled to himself and got up from the bed. Even though she was mad, and he knew that, it wouldn't stop him from trying.

He went downstairs, and took all the ingredients and the bowls out to make her favorite breakfast. That was something he always did, didn't matter what, but he knew he had to make it extra special for her.

Spencer moved around, picking up stuff, pouring and mixing until it was all ready. He smiled and sighed, and prepared the table, to one then he sat and waited for her to come down. She always woke up a eight and a half.

Spencer tapped his fingers on the wooden table as he waited, and waited, and waited. At nine he frowned. The food was getting cold and she didnt come out.

He went upstairs once again, and saw her there, getting dressed.

“What are you doing?” he frowned.

She didn't answer.

“You didn't wait to shower with me and you didn’t come down for breakfast,” he said, with a sad voice.

She stood there silently, and Spencer felt like crying.

He walked to her, and grabbed her arm, “Please, say something,” he said with tears in his eyes.

She looked at him, her own heart aching, “I am mad at you,” she said.

“I know,” he whimpered, “But I am trying.”

“But you haven't apologized,” she explained, “You try for me to jump back on our routine when you haven't even apologized!”

He looked down in shame, “I know. I am so sorry,” he held her hands and kissed them, “I am so sorry but I'm not good with apologies. I tried to, but you stepped back and i didnt-i didnt know what to do!, You came here and i looked for you but you weren't even looking at me, i didn't know what to do,” he cried out, “But i am so sorry, so deeply sorry for snapping that way and for racing my voice when i know you don't like it, and i knew you didn't and did it nonetheless, forgive me, my love,” he said as he grabbed her hands and cup his face with them, which made her smile a little bit.

“Dont do it ever again,” she said.

He nodded, “I promise,” he pouted.

She smiled, and kissed him sweetly and shortly, when she pulled back he whined “No, come here,” he complained, now he was cupping her face and kissing her.

He bent down, and grabbed her by the thighs, lifting her up, “Now, are we gonna have breakfast or not?” He said.

She giggled, “Of course my love.”

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