#sry im just rambling as i wait for my uni transcripts 2 print bc nothing ever works fast in this house
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applying to uni this time around is going 10x faster only bc im not a lil bitch abt emailing ppl to get what i want
#tht makes it sound snotty but like simple shit like 'huhu pls gimme my high school transcripts' took weeks to work up to it#now its just like texting and i can bang out 48 professional emails in 2 seconds#part of it is experience w doin adult shit. ive made huge progress w tht stuff this year like interviews n meetings n stuff#but i think also! smthn abt high school was just so anxiety inducing and like. humiliating? ig???#like idk i was so subserviant to everyone and their opinions even when i was off campus i still had developed such a meek personality#but now even if ive still got anxiety im not terrified of fuckin cartoonish bullies beating me up for being confident and sure of myself#goin 2 a k12 was rough broe like the same girls tht called me slurs in 7th grade were who i tutored in 11th grade and shit#it was like i wasnt allowed to grow into a new person bc everyone still rmrd what i was like when i was 8 bc its such a small town too#and ik half of tht was in my dumb kid head but also it was kinda true and i feel great not being stuck in tht mindset anymore#this towns rly a sinkhole tht just swallows up everyone and their spirit i need to be more excited to leave#sry im just rambling as i wait for my uni transcripts 2 print bc nothing ever works fast in this house#ask 2 tag
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