#sry guys i dont have the brainpower to make this coherent 😭

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STOP THESE TIKTOK ALNST ANALYSISES R GONNA KILL ME ONE DAY THE IVANTILL ONES R ALREADY MAKING ME CRY NOW THEY GOT MIZITILL TOO

ngl tho i lowkey love this idea that till likes of mizi sorta in the way of an idol tho, like he looks up to her innocence and brightness in the same way that sua does but because he doesn't really know her and isnt close to her like sua is his feelings are more distant yk? not that they arent real, but its not like suas or ivans (actually i lowkey think his feelings r more like sua's than ivan's cuz like sua loves mizi in part as a concept of innocence n stuff too) and i think thats why he gets so nervous when she is near i mean obviously cuz he has a crush but also because i think that he thinks she's untouchable in some way like he might corrupt her or something and so he acts to different, and also because the vision of mizi as his god might shatter, and i think he hallucinated her in rd6 cuz he does want her to save him and bring him into her world which is so much brighter and more loving.

AKJSDFHAKJSDHFKJSADHFJKASH ANYWAYS THATS MY RANT FOR THE DAY GONNA GO DIE IN A DITCH NOW BYE