#srry abt the last post. its so bad oh my god.

[going-goober]

i think about @kitchin-gryphin's catboy chaos danny. alot. my design of him. vry eppy.

[aid-daily]

why im quitting being a daily

(lots of yappin under cut and this isnt gonna be written that seriously so srry)

when i first joined dailyblr, i had way to much time on my hands since i was in summer break . but when school rolled around again , i couldnt think abt anythin BUT aid-daily . like oh god what if i run out of words what if i blah blah blah . it got so bad to the point where I got a fucking 75 (failing) on my report card for FIRST QUARTER. i eventually just lost all motivation too , especially with how much i had goin on at the time .

i think everythin went downhill when i joined the dv discord server . like yeah i met sum cool people i somewhat related to (shoutout to specifically omen , rein , leaf , and apollo , yall were amazin to talk to) but also like there was so much . drama . i feel partially at fault for it , since it all only happened after i joined (and yknow butterfly effect and stuff) but all the toxicity made me give up . it made me feel so dead inside every day and i just gave up bein a daily .

another reason why i gave up being daily was because of my lore. i had SO much lore in this brain of mine for Aid and the girlies at lvjy daily, but i knew no one would give two fucks so i just gave up . i spent so many fucking nights brainstorming and staying up late queuing and thinking about lore only for all those posts to only get like what , 6 notes ? 10 if im even lucky ? it all felt like i was doing so much for nothing . and like i would see other blogs having full on threads when i was only apart of 1 so . it kinda felt like there might be "some" favoritism and also i just felt really jealous which made me feel even worse.

thats kinda it i just wanted to ramble about my stupid opinions on the dv

have a good day or night or afternoon . im going to bed its 1.50 am and i have to wwake up at 4. gn aid lovers this is the last you'll see of this and lvjy daily and hks daily

-- @junos-cacophony

[hanrinz]

hanni-hanni !! my lovely sweet pookie, how’ve u been? it’s been eons since we last talked & had our first interaction, i hope we r able to talk more soon !! furthermore into that — i feel terrible to stop writing bllk bc me writing rin is prob the whole entire reason we’re moots rn :( i wish i could write more for u, but i can’t find the motivation anymore into it :( i’m still overjoyed by ur reblog on my rin post tysm, im v srry…but other than that, i also wanted to mention how i JUST came upon ur enhypen blog when u created it a while ago T^T the whole blog is so beautiful & perfect i love it sm (づ_ど) <33 i did notice ur small hints abt kpop, but i never had the actual courage to send u some questions & thought u were a lil uncomfortable to answer them…since we had js became moots i thought i would be weird for me to straight up ask u — but i would love to talk to u some more & maybe even discuss some enhypen (is it alr if i ask u who ur bias is?) /kpop related things !!!! sending hugs & love to u mwah mwah <3 <3

eep bambi-bambi hi hi !! i’m doing really well ^^ i’m already on my summer vacation from school & im trying to pick up sum of my wips and have smth post >⁠.⁠< (i hope!)

omg yes :( we dont really interact much, but hey! if u're up for it we can be moots on disc (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) OMG NO BB regardless of you writing or not for bllk or for rin altogether you & me are still moots pls dont feel bad oh god I LOVE 5 MORE MINS SO MUCH PLSPSLSOS its the cutest thing ive ever read about rin in a while !!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH OMG 😭🩷 no cause i was waiting for someone to talk about enha, bts or txt atp im literally so insane for them i didn't wanna annoy anyone w me mentioning kpop all tgt 😭 but i ended up doing so (& then creating a enha blog) bc of sunghoon LIKE I WAS A HEEWON BIAS THROUGH AND THROUGH helppp oh nooo!! please regardless of us being strangers or an hour old moots i dont mind !! instead i really want to chat, but i didn't know how to interact w ppl here without overthinking if im bothering anyone 😭 i really would love to talk too bambi !! OMG YESYES PLS (& also bc i need someone to debrief scrumptious photos of every group i like just because? 😣) my bias for now is my beautiful princess sunghoon 😍😋 who's yours?? also warm hugs back to you lovely, love lots mwah <33