#spn spoilers for ts

[remythologise]

still thinking about this incredible fridge magnet I found at a friend’s place last night

[adotmbrosia]

season 7-9 spoilers, particularly abt kevin tran

thinking abt kevin tran and how FUCKED everything was for him.

sam winchester is doomed by the narrative because he is the main character and he always got to go through shit but i’ve never seen anyone talk about how kevin tran was also doomed by the narrative due to being a prophet. maybe it’s bc of his actor and his horrible actions — which i do not condone and i feel so horrible for all the victims. but kevin tran as the character is so pitiful and sad yet i see nobody in the spn fandom talk abt it.

jst bc he’s the prophet he is ripped away from his normal life at like fucking 17/18 yrs old ffs his main concern was abt his ap classes 😭😭😭 imagine living almost two decades of normalcy and you’re thrown into this world where you’re being goddamn hunted down by everybody, especially these two scary ass 6 feet middle aged men who knows too much about everything spouting shit about “responsibility.” girl i havent even paid taxes yet!! idk shit abt responsibility!

after being forced into this role of the prophet, kevin literally worked — which is grueling btw transcribing is not easy and we can see it take a toll on him as he continues to work throughout the seasons — himself to the point where the winchesters bought him fucking xanax (i may be wrong here but it was some sort of medication) to calm his anxiety 😭 like ts is NOT okay to give to an undiagnosed teenager. not to mention crowley always looking for him.

the winchester brothers say kevin is family and how much the winchester brothers cared for kevin but they never rlly show it. kevin figured out he was kidnapped by crowley bc fake sam and dean winchester were too nice to him. they were willing to go through some trouble to get him food he wanted despite there being leftovers in the fridge. if i was depending on this poor kid to save the fucking world i’d buy him some barbecue.

i mostly have a gripe with dean’s “pep-talks” he has with kevin too. kevin is rightfully unhappy about these circumstances. he’s allowed to feel fucked and scared and all of these emotions but dean pushes his agenda in kevin’s face. he doesn’t consider the nuances of the situation because dean has never lived a life where he had a choice (which is another conversation) but it’s not okay to make kevin feel like that as well. dean says shit like “oh i expected this wimp to choose the cowards way out” when kevin was literally KIDNAPPED😭 (unbeknownst to dean and sam but i digress it’s understandable he would run away from all of this) after kevin finds out that his mother is alive from crowley, he wants to go out and find her yet dean makes kevin stay once again to serve his agenda of saving the world and shit veiled by claiming kevin was family and crowley has reasons to lie. but after kevin’s death we find out that she was, in fact, alive!!!

kevin could’ve saved his mother from months(?) of torture by a demon yet dean stopped him because of what??

speaking of deans treatment we go over to sam’s treatment of kevin how he jst went AWOL on the poor kid leaving him to hide and live alone for a year despite kevin calling him Numerous times to tell sam that he was alive and Needed help

and i’m not saying that dean and sam doesn’t care abt kevin bc they have said so in many instances and have saved him many times. i jst feel like they weren’t perfectly great to him (honestly i can’t really blame them either) and the narrative has truly fucked kevin over many times.

ESPEICALLY kevin’s death which could’ve been so easily prevented, but it happened because he no longer served a purpose to the narrative. like kevin only got a few episodes where he didn’t serve as a prophet and was allowed to help the winchester brothers in his own way— which he COULD btw. he hacked into the military wifi to help them convince this lady to allow them to investigate the bus.

i also think abt how the show presents kevin. in the beginning it’s the overdone and stereotypical joke of “oh look at the asian kid who wants to go into an ivy and is in a million ap classes” and they never elevate themselves out of that box kevin is put into. not to mention his mother who when introduced the episode name is literally “tiger mommy” which is another asian stereotype that they are pushed into. which is frankly racist and jst not good writing which IK the writers are capable of bc look at sam and dean winchester at certain instances bc sometimes they fuck that up too.

[avyssoseleison]

at least now this fandom can die as it lived: wanking

[worsethanpixels]

okay ya bitch is watching spn live and ready to cry

[failedbeliever]

@lovedmore​ bc ily / lilith.

“so this is how it’s going to end for me? taken down by a god i’ve believed in since i was a child, and you’re just supposed to watch?”

[dkrushnic]

How sad is that even one small interaction with few words can makes us all melt like that??? But also, how amazing that the idiots in question finally accepted to be more open with each other even if some things are still a secret and rely on each other like actual husbands should??? I'm OK.

[deanwinchestrs]

Oh Dean can't lie 👀👀

[snafusheltoneyes]

[deanirae]

13.11 aka someone up there just read a dark web creepypasta for the first time

in short bc life is crap and so is typing with claws

1. my takeaway from this episodes is that men are monsters

2. dean being an exception here not bc im biased but bc he was the one caring and understanding from start to finish. and only him

3. sam as always is insufferable but we reached new low. i cant believe how he bitched at dean for being depressed but now he’s doing the same arguments and demands dean to bend backwards for him and shut up bc Life Is Meaningless No Phone Just The Fax

4. men are monsters

5. hey so u know that narrative that keeps getting pulled that dean, and i quote, needs someone who Understands The Life and aint a civillian and is supposed to inevitably lead to destiel and only there? how about DONNA HANSCUM ADORABLE BUT NO SHIT TAKING HUNTER SHERIFF

6. like what the fuck did u see how sweet they are together? how soft? jesus fucking fuck??????? they could really be HAPPY together no lies no bullshit

7. sam winchester is totes crossed out for being a bitch to donna just bc hes sulking. like she let doug go shes not stupid but wtf sam she has the right to feel heartbroken wtf wtf

[princesscas]

FUCK I HOPED THIS MEME WASN’T THE ONE I’D END UP POSTING  

[thelordsoftherings]

[remythologise]

SO wild when they put blatantly parallel romances in where the love is reciprocated and are like btw this means nothing. adam x serafina forever

[lets-steal-an-archive]

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[avyssoseleison]

we gonna see deans heaven now or what

[norahastuff]

I’m not even saying anything about Cas or Dean and Cas’ relationship, that’s a whole separate issue, but really? This is what they did to Dean? He has no dreams, wants, desires or personality outside of Sam? All those years of character building, of him growing into and accepting the person he always was, of him learning to accept that he deserves to have good things and be his own person -  in the end none of it meant anything? 

The finale didn’t take into account anyone’s arcs or character growth.  I mean there’s barely one moment I can point to and say this feels like a culmination of something the story has been building to for 3 episodes, let alone an entire series.

It sounds weird to say, because of course I was disappointed that he wasn’t in this episode, but really Cas is the only one who got an ending that in any way felt like a conclusion to all that came before. It payed off a multi season arc and who he was as a character and everything he’s been through, and I’d once again like to thank Berens and Misha (and Jensen) for that.

[deanskitchen]

as much as i like to pretend the finale didn't happen, there is something so breathtaking about the thought of castiel, unaware of dean's reciprocated feelings, meticulously crafting and pouring all of his heart into a little slice of heaven with all the things he knew dean would love. cas created the place where he knew dean could rest in eternal peace, like damn, what a profound way to say i love you.