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akai-anna · 9 months

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i fcked up. i know i fcked up. thank you, i really need a reminder of that. i also really like to be dismissed and certain aspects of my person viewed as if it's a made up issue. it certainly doesn't hurt at all. it also makes me want to talk about it for sure, and definitely not something that makes me hurt a lot and just thinking that locking away everything is the solution.

also it's totally fine to be forced into something that i don't want to do at all. and absolutely fine that i suck at it and getting negative reactions for it, especially in the knowledge that i said that i will likely won't be good at it.

thanks. i truly appreciate it.

#la junk talks #family is complicated and i absolutely love how autism can be a thing but not a kind of mental illness #splendid! wonderful! i totally feel like i'm accepted and understood!#*very long sigh* i'm not really at peace with myself at the moment #but existence is such and fortunately not that long compared to eternity. i just need too look at the bigger picture... it'll pass.#now gotta repeat that like a mantra so it'll stick.#time to do something i enjoy instead of wallowing in existential doom #also need to tone down the sarcasm i feel

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