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#tired's reblogs#Riley#Barry#Larry#spiritual shit at my house#behold#the mental illnesses of the group chat#idk how any of us are alive
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I don't know if Riley would want to share Jerry, but we can try ig
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reblog to give your mutuals a BLÅHAJ
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what do you mean your family can predict tragedies. huh what
It’s weird, honestly? I’m personally quite skeptical and wary of all that stuff myself these days but unfortunately my family is weird and I’ve predicted a death before and I know one of my Aunts gets strange warnings ahead of time, like she knew my Uncle had a serious blood clot and forced him to go to the doctor, and she once had this awful feeling something was about to happen and she had to call someone, so went through her whole phone and when she called her mum, it turns out her mum had fallen asleep at the wheel and the phone call woke her up.
The first one my cousin told me so not sure on that 100%, but the second one I remember her telling me a while ago.
It’s interesting because me and my aunt aren’t biologically related at all, and yet I think we’re the only ones in the family who’s had this sort of thing? Although, my two uncles who I am related too have a very intense sixth sense that I’ve also inherited.
Sixth sense is more of a natural thing though at least. I think some people just have more of one than others.
#asks#I KNOW THIS SOUNDS INSANE#but to me it’s just just like fun lore#I’m personally not a super spiritual person but I’ve had enough weird experiences where being skeptical is more of a bit for me#shoutout to my probably haunted house where all my family has seen weird shit !!
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mom was right nobody ever helps in this fucking house
#feeling murderous today <333#literally why am i the idiot fuck who always ends up deep cleaning the house#bc if not my roomies are happy to let it turn into a dumpster hello???#at least today i discovered that if i loudly announce ‘i WANT TO CLEAN THE HOUSE’ from three days in advance#one of them might feel spiritually moved to put away the dishes. baby steps. leading by example etc etc#(sadly obviously it’s the girl the boy will Not do shit ever i fear)#‘can i use the bathroom one sec?’ my faggot in christ do you Not See i’m elbow deep in the toilet you want to shit in???????????????? die#retroactively apologizing to my mom she’s never been wrong once in her life she suffered more than christ#and now i’m following the same path cleaning after ppl my age 🫡🫡#send post
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I want to live somewhere where I can look at the stars every night. The expansive sky, trees, a house we built together, a bathtub outside on the deck, tea, and you... And our pool table. And a book shelf. And 2 cats and a puppy! And maybe a kid in the future. An extended guest house where my mom and our friends can stay. A creative room. A TV projector. A big sofa around it in a warm, cozy house with lots of wood...A fireplace of course ! A lake. A lake house maybe ? Interested? @connectingwithsoul
#future#future spouse#prayer#dreams come true#happy love#happy thoughts#getting married#getting my shit together#true love#soulmates#love quotes#spirituality#tiny home#tiny house#eco lifestyle#home decor#home#married#manifesation#god's grace
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@spiderwh0re is scared to come to my house at night because I fucking live in one
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Masterlist
I only write females romantically. Males will only be platonic.
Fandom Stuff
Fandoms I'll Write For
Genshin
Percy Jackson (I go by the books)
Hazbin Hotel
RWBY
Code Adam
(Suggest other things for me to watch/read)
Genshin
Fontaine
Furina
The Curtain Call
The Show Must Go On (Part 2 of The Curtain Call)
Percy Jackson
Camp Half-Blood
Nothing for now...
Camp Jupiter
Reyna Avila Ramírez-Arellano
A Bowl of Elysian Fields
Hazbin Hotel
Heaven
Coming soon...
Hell
Coming soon...
RWBY
Nothing for now...
Quote Prompts
In the country of the story, the writer is king – Shirley Jackson
And when I asked you how you’d been, I meant I missed you more than I’ve ever missed anything before – Iain Thomas
Other Stuff I've Written
War
What My Personal Tags Mean
tired's reblogs – rebloging something
tired's rambles – random stuff that comes to mind
tired's responses – responding to an ask
tired's writings – the rare occasion I actually write
tired's self reblog – my reblogging my own post
spiritual shit at my house – my talking about the weird unexplainable stuff that happens in/around my house/neighborhood
ask by °☆|(anon/username)|☆° – me acknowledging the seemingly fellow human who sent the ask
request by °☆|(anon/username)|☆° – me writing out the request
notes for the story – notes for the story I'm working on
Barry – posts mentioning Barry
Riley – posts mentioning Riley
Larry – posts mentioning Larry until his existence is proven or disproven
The Ghost Shit
Barry – The thing in my parent's closets
A bitch
Lonely
Hides in either my mom's closet or my dad's
Riley – The thing under my bed
Probably a teenager Is about 17-18
Is attached to a stuffed shark I own named Jerry
Might be starting to be getting attached to me (Is attached to me)
The one I will propose to if I don't get a gf by the time I turn 21 because I'm lonely and Riley is 100% queer (Got a bf, but the gf thing is still possible /j) (unless???)
Used to hide in the closet 🤨
Larry – The possible thing on my back porch
Dogs were barking loudly and I heard a knock on the glass door multiple times
I was not going to be the stereotypical white girl is a horror movie
Marcella – The one who randomly appeared in my guest bedroom
Gay
Pretty sure she died by hanging
Sometimes hangs out with my grandma in the guest bedroom
The Forest – Whatever the fuck is in the forest I live next to
I bothered it by randomly going into the forest (I sometimes feel a pull to go into the forest)
I think we've come to a nonverbal agreement that I only go down the trail to try and get close enough to pet the deer that have been showing up
Hope I can meet whatever the fuck it is
#masterlist#tired's reblogs#tired's responses#tired's writings#tired's rambles#tired's self reblog#spiritual shit at my house#ask by °☆|anon|☆°#notes for the story#Barry#Riley#Larry#request by °☆|anon|☆°#Marcella#the forest
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lmfao 😀 here’s what i did this weekend 😀 lmao 😀 haha 😀 holy shit 😀
#oh my fucking god#ha ha#oh my god#i am dead#she#she she she#i cant talk ab it yet#house in nebraska IN nebraska holy shut#shit#god#she look me in my eyes#wow#i’m ill#like physically#and mentally#spiritually i am changed#tortoiselore#i guess#i don’t fuckinf know
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Someone should sexually use me to fill the aching hole
#i feel kinda on the outs at gay group#part of it is because im a christain#like....i dunno im tired of people shitting on my spirituality#if it was any other realigion it would be treated with respect#i dunno man i just.#im tired of hateful things being the norm#also back at my dads house after spending thw weekend with my sister#the filth always throws me off even when i try to prepare myself#also i am just feeling so fucking lonely#i just feel so isolated and i dunno how to reach out to people cus i have nothing interesting to say#everything i do i feel like im reminded of the romantic hole in my heart#im going to die alone.....#i fucking hate my life i cant wait to end it.
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I've lost the fucking ability to compose quick everyone join hands and pray for Apollo Synthius
#nobody asked but the reason i go by Apollo is that i used to feel a strong connection with him (NOT in a donut-house way. im an atheist and#not at all spiritual. you know how some people just feel a strong commection to dolphins or like sedona or just random shit. like that. i#feel connected to Apollo the same way your great aunt feels connected to some beach in guam)#uhhhh where was i. oh yeah anyway Apollo was my pseudonym everywhere for a looong time#so when i got into music and needed a... well not a nom de plume... nom de DAW i suppose. Apollo was the obvious choice. but it needed a#little extra#because obviously i couldnt just go by Apollo thay would be a fucking ambiguous nightmare#so i started looking up some of Apollo's epithets and stumbled across Apollo Cynthius (as in Hyacinth)#and of course that was perfect because working with my shitty free daw i work with synthesized instruments only#thats right bitches Apollo Synthius is a PUN#delphi washington
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me, looking at a male character: for totally not sapphic reasons I'm going to turn you into a woman
#i love drawing women im sorry#its fun for character design to turn every guy that I think is neat into a lesbian#subtly changing a characters design to accommodate gender presentation is just fun for me#anyway fem!phoenix wright wears dark lipstick mostly to detract from her lip scars from the whole necklace thing#i also want to give her different hair for each of her eras#she takes a pair of child safety scissors to her hair after she gets disbarred#i think getting disbarred would be the kind of event to warrant a dramatic hair changing moment#also in this au miles is also a woman they have to be gay together that's just how it is#everything is exactly the same about the story except she gets the shit kicked out of her less bc she carries pepper spray around#she is not any less reckless and impulsive though#she gets bullied into joining spirit medium training more often just bc she's slightly spiritually sensitive and she gets sick every time#she's just as spiritually sensitive as phoenix is in canon which is just seeing mia sometimes but bc shes a woman it carries more weight#im having some gay thoughts and i have to share them sometimes#this is my house i can ramble whenever i want to
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hey beloved gremlins of the web site.
I’m pondering escape and freedom from the psychological torture of fundamentalism this fine evening, and if you too escaped that maze, tell me about it.
Among people who grew up in fundamentalist religious environments and ended up leaving, you hear a lot, and rightfully so, about the trauma and grief and lost experiences of growing up that way.
I could tell you all those tales, but not now.
What about the feeling of the crack in the rigid little box, the realization the horizon is not a boundary but a portal, the sudden expansion of the self, your past self, that had the courage and boldness to say fuck it and walk out?
I had a few such moments, but the most vivid was a day in October of 2009. I had ridden my old mountain bike to a Campus Outreach event near the U of M campus. Campus Outreach was the college ministry of Bethlehem Baptist Church in Minneapolis, the deeply dysfunctional, patriarchal, and white supremacist church I grew up in.
We played Ultimate Frisbee, a game I hated. As I had for almost my entire time in church culture, I stayed on the sidelines, body buzzing with restless energy, which I now recognize as intuition, telling me to leave, that that place held nothing for me.
I finally, fully, listened. I made some excuse, got on my bike, and rode away. It was raining. And do you know what it fucking felt like?
It felt like that part in Pilgrim’s Progress, when Pilgrim loses his big bag of sins. I felt like I’d lost 70lb of dead weight, physically. I felt the restlessness subside, replaced by euphoria. No one could make me go back, and no one had any real leverage, except fear, and that was feeling like a rotten thread instead of the thick rope it used to be.
I rode back to the West Bank through Dinkytown in a haze of happiness. I was free. I’d freed myself. I hung around church with my family for awhile, out of guilt and habit, but that was the beginning of the end, and the birth of every other beginning: being bisexual, being nonbinary, being non-monogamous, leaving Christianity fully, changing almost every single political view I held, allowing myself to be the artist who had been pounding on the walls since I could hold a crayon. Changing myself and being changed so radically that it still makes my head spin, well over a decade later.
Fundie Christians love the narrative that someone who left Christianity was tempted, corrupted, deceived. In reality I’d realized I could fit thru the bars of the cage, the prison guard was a dead scarecrow husk, and the big scary gate was barred with a toothpick.
And since that day, I can tell you from the deepest part of my soul: every part of my life got better. Every single thing.
So tell me, where were you when you realized you were free?
#ex christian#ex fundamentalist#queer stuff#and I didn’t know then#I didn’t know#that I was not i only running AWAY but TOWARDS#towards the great loves of my life#towards politics that valued thriving and life instead of death#towards magic and witchcraft and all the glorious expanse spirituality can have#towards community that faced state terror and violence and remained#with compassion and fierceness and endurance#idk how else to tag this shit.#my writing#the soundtrack to this was Space Song by Beach House#over and over and over again#that big soaring steel bit in the background
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also if tlou has inspired the duffers as much as i think, im thinking about in s2 how Will describes the spreading of those vain like tunnels…. and i suspected this before even watching the show, but whos to say the Upside Down hadnt built a living breathing organism right under Hawkins in s2, and it’s still there with its built in hivemind mechanics… just waiting, waiting for someone like Vecna to bring it back to life.
#i go back and forth between whats going on in Hawkins being like TLOU’s fungus or the Silent Hill’s more vague n spiritual over/underworld#but i wonder if its some combination of the two#i’ve sorta wondered if Hawkins used to be a mining town… based on some of the visuals given to us in s1-s2#and how that could connect to the parents’ traumas with their parents#esp also the connection between Mr Clark building a miniature that represents Hawkins when Joyce is talking to him#and there’s a traintrack surrounding the model very much like Hawkins#and the Russians are… building a railroad around the facility they are housing all the shit from the Upside Down IN…#im just so curious as to how it all connects both on the larger scale and with the characters#but those are more loose threads i think lol#and could just be me inserting my own version of the story rather than picking up on hints from the canon text#idk!
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I think Riley missed me and I don't go near Barry.
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Hero x Villain
In the city of Garnet, there lived the loveliest of Heroes and the Terrifying of Villains.
The Hero was named Sapphira, for she shone like the beautiful gemstones, she had a lovely smile that never left her face and a strong resolve to protect the people, she was kind, always took care of them to the young to the old like a mother, and never hesitate to be their guiding star.
On the other hand, Obsidian, the Villain and the foe of the Hero was Terrible, he never hesitated to hold people hostage, and always gleed to see their fear, especially the lovely hero, destroying buildings and the lives of the people, without an ounce of mercy in his cold gaze.
So like oil and water this two would never be friends, their goals, priorities and station will never let them be any form of allies.
But deep in the night, where the clock has struck 3rd in a lovely building living in a pent house is two couple, A lovely woman, who's sapphire eyes held deep affection to whom it was observing and before her is a man, who's suite still on, dirty and bloodied, but it was unmistakably the villain, Obsidian, the man smiled a gentle smile, and walked to her with giddy movement, they hold each other with such warmth and affection, and kiss like the other hanged the star.
It was love, deep love.
"Hello my Obsidian." The woman smiled, her face mirror that of the lovely hero, Obsidian looked shy as he says "Hello my Sapphire."
"You scared me half to death when you vanished like that my dark knight." Sapphira whispers, pouting as her hands deftly pick off the dirt and grime accumulated in his excursion, "I'm sorry my love, but I was alerted that the Villain a city over was getting too comfortable in his britches after killing his Hero, I was just getting rid of some bug before it became a problem." Something dark gleamed in his eyes.
"Mmhhh.." Sapphira hums in acknowledgment, as the blood on his suite starts to float off, Her hands elegantly guiding it to the sink where it will never be found.
"So was there any problem with the Mayor my love?" Obsidian strikes, "I've heard his been trying to push you off the heroics ever since you became more popular, anything I can do to help? I can give the Mafia a friendly tip if you want?" Sapphire smiles, grateful for her lovely husband's gesture.
"No need, all this protesting is making better cover, all eyes are now between me and that stuck up old man, the news too. " Sapphira says, taking off the mask, beholding her like a goddess was Ruby red eyes, it makes Sapphira's heart flutter everytime. "And besides, we can always replace him later." He hums, "True, if that's what you want dear, it doesn't mean he can't have something bad happen to him after." Sapphira laughs, "You're such a protective doggy my dark knight." Obsidian humms in affirmation, blushing like a virgin boy getting complimented by his crush.
A click of the door interrupts them, and with a flash Obsidian turns into a normal man, opening the door was a teen, 16 years of age, who looks giddy and excited for unknown reasons.
"MOM!, DAD! I GOT IN!" The boy screamed, excitement shone in his amethyst eyes, he strongly ignores whatever prior engagement his parents had, he didn't want that in his consciousness.
The two broke apart, excited for their child, they know their baby has wanted to be a hero, and now he was finally ready to join their mother in the agency.
They celebrated, together baking a cake and excited for the new future awaiting them.
Their baby will be alright they both have prepared the boy for everything the boy desired to achieve and they weren't afraid the boy would be in danger, the city was their territory, no one would hurt their boy in their city.
Inspired by @Brittanycoates on YouTube while I was doomscrolling shorts.
#HeroxVillain#Their Inlove you honor#their kid because the second generation of this this whole thing#His Hero his wife/husband would be Villain#Not a prompt just Devine inspiration#Sapphira is the man of the house and Obsidian is her love sick puppy#Yes he decided to be the villain on his own#he likes violence#just not on his family Odysseus coded husband#Also i'm not a writer#I wish I was my profolio only has bad creepypasta fanfic#i'm not telling what it was#Only the family and the agency knows who Sapphira is#Only Sapphira knows who Obsidian is#The both would rather burn the world down then betray each other#Sapphira is actually better off being a Hero#being a villain would kill her spiritually#I think I just inspired myself of an AU where Sapphira is forced to be a villain and Obsidian the hero uncovers real bad shit--#from the government and saves her and they became a badass couple and marries to have a happily ever after#too bad I'm not a writer lol
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Apparently something lives under my bed that has glowing eyes according to @i-am-nonbinary-bean-deal-with-it
Halp
I'm naming them Riley
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