#spent another hour trying to write thiz out

[spookythesillyfella]

HEY! JUST SO YOU KNOW, YOU’RE AN AMAZING FRIEND. even if things feel overwhelming right now i do promise there’s a brighter future waiting for you. it’s gonna take some tim and yeah it’s probably gonna be a rough ride.. . but you’ll never have to face it alone. i'm not going anywhere?? if I have to mail you a box of kittens to prove it , i will!!! please keep going. i know you got it in you oh by the way. (whispers) when you feel like it. you should share more about your au! probably got me hooked on the storyline i won't even lie.. i'm attached to them all. i need my daily dosage of them to survive. ANYWAYS ILYYY/p !!!!! TAKE CARE

thank you so much for the ask . doll

im really sorry that all my annoying postz prompted you to send thiz ask in the first place . but thank you for taking even a short moment of your day to remember the fact im real – thank you for offering me a small spot in your head

i don't really know if i have any fun au factz to really share – ive been struggling a lot recently with my writing n stuff . so im deeply sorry about that – but i think i can talk about some hv ficz that i am planning to make

my main hv fic [the original one] waz like 40k wordz long and haznt been touched in over a year – ive gotten so distracted with other projectz and so i 1) never got around to finishing it and 2) looking back on it . i really want to rewrite it becauze i feel like my writing style haz changed a lot since back then

i will admit that ive been trying to arrange the whole storyline in a prjsk -esque manner ; the whole structure of everything lookz a little something like thiz :

– main fic ["High Voltage"] [establishing the band . itz characterz . layz down the groundwork for whatz to come]

– brendon focused fic [i will admit that "Team Building Exercise!" kind of fitz the bill here – although we're still a bit far from what i really would've liked to get to]

– shrig focused fic

– tony focused fic

– tracey [and / or colin] focused fic [theze two can kind of count az a double feature . since you cant really touch up on one of them without the other]

– sketch focused fic

– larz focused fic

[the order iznt 100% set in stone also so pleaze take note of the fact that some of theze thingz can . and most likely will . change]