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[nako-doodles]

i am O(gling) K(im Namjoon)

[nako-doodles]

i follow you because you’re my soulmate

not to harken upon our Connection but the universe really said ‘yes these two separated by oceans and continents. they will experience the world through the same lense.’ 

send me an “i follow you because:”

[nako-doodles]

hello my dearest moon i know ur sleeping right now but happy birthday i hope your day is as wonderful as you are and i’m sending all my love down our red string of fate❤️🥰

good morning my sun, the stars in my sky, the strawberries of my cake the HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOOOOOOOOOOOOOO cant believe for once time zones worked in our favor for ONCE

thank you for shining all my days and warming all my nights may you have the most brilliant nurturing fantastic year i uno reversing that love right down our connection!!!!!!!

[nako-doodles]

there’s this really nice blog with this wonderful person who runs it you might have heard of it it’s cowboyjinbop🥰🥰🥰 (you know i had to make u give urself a love letter no exceptions it’s what namjoon would want)

Love Letters 💌

[nako-doodles]

i was tagged by my sun goddess ☀️ @cafejoon to make an avatar of my face so I guess here it is ✨ (link)

i tag my loves: @t0d-oder-freiheit @seokjinsult @jincentvangogh @yunkisunbae @jinkookswife @jinseas @producerjin @nervousatthenightclub @moonsnail @kimlineswife @httpsleepybun @suggable💖🌸🌺♥️

[nako-doodles]

hello my dear i refuse to not be the first person who wishes you happy birthday so pls enjoy this message when u wake up🥰🥰 happy birthday to my moon, i hope your day is as wonderful as you💞💞💞

my sun my stars i love you to the edges of the universe and back 🥺🥺 im so glad we started talking and that my bday is our anniversary....like how sexy of us soulmates.

i hope ur bday is just as fantastic and lovely and heartwarming as you are and cheers to many many more 🎉🎉🎉

[nako-doodles]

⭐️ sorry i’m late but i want attention😚😚

HOW LIKELY AM I TO:

name my firstborn after your url: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 (my first born, my first cafe, my first love, my first novel, my first-)

decorate my room with your tumblr theme: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 (ive told this to you before ur smol jiggly frog? single handedly keeping my faith in humanity alive. also my Ideal Bedroom is light and full of cute and greenery so like....*chefs kiss* our soulmate energy really popped out)

save all your content on my phone: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 (you crack me up in the BEST of ways ofc I save all ur content)

make out with your icon: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 (maybe not make out as much as smother his cheeks and nose w smooches JUST LIKE WHAT IM GONNA DO W YOU WHEN I MEET YOU)

tattoo your tags on my forehead: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 (as long as it’s removable bc I’m really not financially stable enough to be completely cut off)

⭐overall: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 (15/10 Quality blog. if you aren’t following tate whatchu doin w ur lyfe)

⭐following: no, but pls accept my love regardless | following now! | yes!! (much like the moon is drawn the sun)

send me a ⭐

[nako-doodles]

✨🍓

✨- which fictional character (book, show, or movie) do you relate to most?

not even joking that chicken (heihei?) from moana. I mean he's just there tripping over air, eats anything vaguely edible, always 2 steps from a mental breakdown......like........wow what a mood..........my personal hero

🍓- one secret about yourself

I love being spooned and getting smooched on the nape of my neck but I hate it when people breathe onto the back of my neck........plus im stupid ticklish so like even the slightest excitement of air molecules would make me flinch

🌸sweet and pure asks🌸

[nako-doodles]

risky ask #7 bc i know you must have something hilarious i haven’t heard yet💞💞

7. tell an embarrassing memory or story?

HOOOO BOIIIIII 

ok this may not be as embarrassing as my other stories so full disclaimer:

During Christmas season the freshman year of high school, my friends and I decided to visit all the touristy areas and pretend to be British exchange students for the day. Like we really wanted to up our ‘posh’ factor (as if prancing around in uniforms and talking yacht parties and debutante balls wasn’t posh enough or sthing) or it was really just a bored teenager thing I don’t remember.

Anyways. I think this is the time to mention that my British accent is, as my fellow British friends would tell me, ‘absolutely rotten. bloody awful.’ Never make me attempt a british accent. For the good of the health of the Queen and her fair islands.

So. We were making our way fisherman’s wharf, where all the piers were decked with festive souvenirs and an undulating mass of tourists, haggling with a beleaguered shop owner over a pair of pretty conches and still hanging on to our covers like a cliched teenaged spy movie when we quite literally bump into our headmistress. Who is Certified British(tm). Like her RP is so impeccable there are theories that she used to work in the Palace type of Certified British(tm).

Needless to say, she was not amused, and to this day my nightmares still feature a very British: ‘young ladies! I taught you better than to bloody scam folks on this merry season! What do you have to say for yourself!!!’

risky asks 👀

[nako-doodles]

tate for the playlist game (and if you have any good r&b i’m in desperate need of it😔)

hello love 💖💖💖

t take me - miso

a angel 2 me ft. jeff bernat - mckay

t terminal ft. feel kim - echae kang

e emotions - dress x lydia paek

send me ur name and i’ll make u a playlist

[nako-doodles]

∞ henlo shirley😚😚

💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

taeyang - stay with me (g-dragon)

do you remember? we waved with our handswe were so perfect on that daybut I turn around by myself once again falling falling

send me a ♾ ✨

[nako-doodles]

Oct 25th 98’ (since I know we’ll be compatible and I just want to hear it after what this night has been😔💞💞)

oh this is nice, if slightly inaccurate bc its not 💯

friendship: 65%

relationship: 84%

send me ur bday and i’ll see how compatible we are💘

[nako-doodles]

21 / 23 / 56 (sorry if any of them are repeats🥺)

21. obsession from childhood?

figuring out chord progressions and keys in songs when I first listen (and almost never getting them right sorry piano teacher).....making sure the laces to my shoes are in perfect bows.......making sure all my books and pens and laptop is neatly in backpack............yea I spent my formative elementary school year aka first grade in Japan where part of your grade is how neat your kaban is can you tell 😂😂 

23. strange habits?

most of my ~strange~ habits are just left over remnants of living in random places growing up, so like I shake peoples hands with my left hand supporting my elbow, handing money to the cashier with two hands, bowing when I see people, apparently changing my tone of voice depending on what language im speaking and what context its in, folding all the bags my mom has in the plastic bag drawer, thanking waiters for refilling my water by tapping my fingers against the table......the list goes on

56. favorite tradition?

family dinner nights where everyone makes dinner together! New Years temple visits with my grandma to get my omamori blessed! Friday hong kong horror movie nights! 

weird asks that say a lot

[nako-doodles]

her / serendipity🌸🌙💖

her - name a badass woman you admire and explain why

tbh I’ve always really wanted to be like Wu Zetian? she is one of only female Chinese sovereigns as well as the only recognized female empress regnant in Chinese history. despite the patriarchy making sure to desecrate her name and her rule after her death, the empire flourished under her reign and she basically lived her life with the motto ‘suck it patriarchy’ back in the late 7th century CE. what an Icon.

serendipity - what gives you hope?

bangtan.

but also the fundamental human spirit? how no matter what evil or darkness overtakes society *sideyes trump and his god forsaken administration*, humanity always somehow comes through for each other? that when given the opportunity, most would choose to do good? I realize this is very John Locke of me, and very against my usual cynicism, but I really do believe that humanity at its core is kind, and unless it’s been tainted by power or greed or any of the other vices, altruism and hope and kindness reigns supreme. I mean these are traits that are naturally selected in most animals, but especially in social animals, and most of my interactions on this hellsite have yet to prove me wrong.

along a similar vein: our ability to laugh and crack jokes in the face of great terror and uncertainty also warm my cold bitch heart on days when my cynicism rears its ugly head.

love yourself: her asks 🌸

[nako-doodles]

∞💘

‘cause I'm on fire but you keep on standing still

I’m burning down but you keep on standing still’

-UKISS, Standing Still

send me a ∞ for the first song that pops up on shuffle and my fave lyrics from it

[nako-doodles]

If you receive this, send it to 10 people you love & appreciate and try not to break the chain 💕💓💗💝 (like I said in my tags im sending this even though u just tagged me so it’s ok if you don’t post it,, unless u have more love to hand out💞)

(are you kidding me tate??? I always have more love to hand out esp for you my love)